#how am i supposed to deal with this
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I don’t know how to explain this in a way that makes sense but I seriously can't stop thinking about how it’s implied that Lucifer genuinely cares about women’s pleasure. Like I can just tell that Adam does not give a shit and probably thinks taking off a woman’s bra is foreplay, but Lucifer?? The only reference to sex he ever makes is implying that he ate Lilith out, AND that it’s something he not only enjoys but is good at. No wonder Lilith left Adam for him, I would too.
#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel lucifer#he's so sexy#i need him so bad#he canonically likes giving women head are you fucking serious#how am i supposed to deal with this
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i'm never playing rain world again what the hell is this /hj
#rw#rain world#rw spoilers#rain world spoilers#how am i supposed to deal with THIS#this is horrifying wtf
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IM GONNA LOSE IT
#Mentopolis#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DEAL WITH THIS#also (spoilers a little maybe) reminds me of that One Scene in one of the All The Wrong Questions books by Lemony Snicket#The one after the word teetotaler becomes plot relevant. Not just in events but style too. Anyway teetotaler is a cool word that's unrelate
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Who tf let all these goats out. My day was already stressful and now goats?
#As if I didn't have enough kid problems#how am i supposed to deal with this#Who the hell let these goats loose?#Where did they spawn from?#I've been here 6 years and not one single baaaaghhhhg#I just hear them shit talking#GOATS!?!#This whole week has been the worst if the year
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first thing i see when i wake up is klopp’s retirement news and now i have to go to WORK??????? while i’m like THIS??????????
#personal#lfc#futbol#literally teared up watching the video my god he’s been MY manger almost the entire time i’ve been a liverpool fan#how am i supposed to DEAL WITH THIS
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why are you so cool
haaaaaaasdkakj;l 😅
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😳practice....i guess. worked hard!
🥰aaaaa
#ask#hoc est meum#monachopsissssss#personal compliments are so much!!#how am i supposed to deal with this
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Owwwwwwwwwwwww
For FUCK"S SAKE why is gaining extra memories SO PAINFUL
Can't I fucking learn what it was like to pet a puppy? How I got into my favourite fandoms? What achievement felt like?
NO. I GET A BAJILLION MEMORIES OF INSECURITY AND HAVE TO DEAL WITH AN OVERWHELMING FEELING OF INADEQUACY.
WHY??????!?!?????!??!
#HOW am I supposed to DEAL with this#being chronically insecure was a VERY big problem for younger me which fucked my life up GREATLY#WHAT DO I DO WITH THIS I DON'T WANT THIS TAKE IT BACK#trauma processing
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Me: Hmm, my brain has actually been pretty quiet lately…
Gale and Merrick: Hey, remember us? :D
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chat bpd splits are so embarrassing because why was i screaming and sobbing and hitting my head on the wall because i convinced myself my bf wanted to break up (we haven't spoken in a few weeks) (he probably hates me and finds me annoying) (i was told he's stressed and busy but obviously they're lying and he hates me!!!) (i miss him so much it feels like someone's digging a hole in my chest and spitting it down my throat)
#gen what do i do because....#im not sobbing anymore but i still feel like im about to like. die#i wish he'd just#idk#talk to me more#like i gwt hes Going Through It but ugh#i need him to sxist#and his social battery dies faster than the gays in horror movies#omfg im soooo#how am i supposed to deal with this#he can pop in every so often for like 10 minutes but its almost worse than just not having him here#if anyone has any advice pls because 😁😁😁😁#bpd#borderline pd#borderline personality disorder#bpd problems#bpd vent#vent#🫡🫡🫡
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the guy who sits next to me in Spanish is so fine but I can't take him seriously because he's got a silly ass name
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i wish i was dead
#i want to cut myself so fucking bad. i hate being alive#this grief will eat me alive#i so badly want to be dead#how am i supposed to deal with this#she just. moved on#a year and a half and it meant nothing#like. love isn't real for me it's not something that is mean to happen#i don't want to be fucking alive anymore
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i just want to have a functioning search box on my other blog and it's KICKING my ASS
#coding is such witchcraft and i havent a clue how it works#how am i supposed to deal with this#also the blog Is set up to be viewable and searchable so dont ask#and i HAVE figured out how to add a search box#but it only works for searching specific tags#and i want ppl to be able to search keywords#ughghhh#im goin crazy#safer speaks#tumblr dot com
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Obsessed with his brain
#read a fic where he had to eat someone in the basement to survive and I am... obsessed#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#dale dimmadome#fop dale#idk ask to tag#art#digital art#fanart#blood tw#cannibalism tw#ed tw#In my mind his relationship with Dev is crazy. Because he wants to love Dev so badly but he is just. incapable of it.#and it makes him hate himself#On some level he thought seeing Dev would fix him. That he would feel all those things a dad is instinctively supposed to#and it would prove he wasn't broken. That deep down hes still human. that he's still capable of love just like everyone else#.And then he didnt. and he had no idea how to deal with it#In a way hes kind of scared of Dev. Dev makes him feel so uncomfortable with himself. so he just kind of avoids him.#Which um. thats your son sir you cant do that.#I love dale but he should absolutely not be a father. He is just not built for it
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okay but you see sam has ALSO fallen for dean's act. sam also believes dean to be the macho, daddy's soldier, beer boobs cars guy he presents himself as. this is why sam makes fun of dean whenever he even lightly steps out of that mold and thinks it's harmless banter instead of attacking an insecurity. it's why he laughs when john talks down to dean in the early seasons and it's why he seems surprised when dean is more comfortable with himself in the later seasons. it's why he just scoffs but doesn't push it when dean puts up a front and refuses to talk about his emotions and just accepts whatever excuse he makes at face value. it's why he offers dean a strip club to make him feel better when cas dies. and this isn't his fault!! dean has spent a very long time perfecting this image in front of everyone and ESPECIALLY to sam because along with it comes safety and security and stability and the only person. who has consistently been able to see through it. is castiel
#charlie also a bit bc dean doesn't have to be desirable to her as a man or as a son#altho i would argue that she doesn't see through him he just doesn't perform as much for her. cas actively sees through it#this is why sam has never caught on to dean being queer also. btw. dean isn't closeted he's just never made a big deal of telling sam#you never really know your parents just the version of them they want you to see etc etc#anyway this is also why sam is thought to be More Sensitive in comparison#by people who have also fallen for the Act. i call this the General Audience Dean Act#because it was who he was SUPPOSED to be from kripke's pen until jensen went ummmmm no. he has trauma :) and forcibly gave him layers#this is also not samcrit btw i always need to clarify that#i am bad at sam studies but i think you could also write posts (and ppl have) about how dean doesn't truly know sam either#bc he has Little Baby Brother zoned him forever even though he is almost 40 by the end of s15
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