#hope you've had a good week and everything !! 💗💓💞

[1d1195]

HIIIIII SAMMMMMMMMM HONEYYYYY💓💓💓💓💓💓

Sorry for replying so late! Anyways, from our last convo, I totally get about balance being hard, I think I try to be healthy but being very unhealthy and then I just get too worked up on being great at every aspect...that might sound condescending and narcissistic, I get it...but living in the environment I am in, nothing seems good honestly...it feels like everything I am doing is a mistake so i feel I'm only worthy if every aspect of my life is perfect. If its not grades, its health, or mental health, or my weight or face, so I am constantly trying to achieve it all, it is so exhausting being in that pessimistic place...now that i write this, maybe that is where obsession come from, because I'm so eager to escape reality, I will take any new, dopamine inducing part of my life and turn into 'my world', you know?

Also please don't ever stress about posting...tbh you not posting immediately makes me want to read your previous stuff or re-read my favsss, so even in your absence, you have been a delight.

In other news, actually no other news, I have been planning my tbr that I am going to have after exams...I really wanna read a good enemies to lovers like a crisp one but I don't wanna buy one of those corny books where they are enemies for like two chapters and one of them didn't even hate the other, nothing wrong with corny, i just need some action... people recommend the cruel prince and if i buy that it will be my first fantasy book, have you read that? What's your favourite trope besides soulmate because I know dolcezza was made from that 🤧🤧🤧 (imissthemandgarlicbread)

Geez that is long, anywayss hope you have an amazing day and incredible week and all your wishes come trueeee buh byeeeee 💞💘💝💖💗💓💕

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No I get it, I'm quite the perfectionist too about these kinds of things. If I'm not immediately good at it, I give up completely. I'm sorry you don't feel your environment is helping you thrive! That's extremely disheartening! I know you're studying to go into a medical profession--I obviously don't know a lot about it myself but I've seen a lot on TV and I hear a lot of things--I'm sure it's very common to feel the way you're feeling. I think there is an immense pressure on people in the medical field and I know you've put an immense pressure on yourself as well. I hope you figure out a good balance so you're able to enjoy the parts of learning the field that you've been studying for!

That sounds like a great book! I've never read it--had to Google it! I'm not really a fantasy kind of gal. I get a little overwhelmed with new worlds and phrases and I think if I got a good book and a got into it I would surely like it, just hasn't been the kind of thing I would pick up myself these days. The only enemies to lovers book I read recently was about Christmas and now I don’t even remember the name of it lol but it probably wasn’t real enemies like you were saying. On that same thread regarding a good enemies to lovers: I feel like you just described Zipper 😉 they were like enemies* but not really hehehehe

My favorite trope, oh Lord. I really don't know! Definitely a soulmate girly as you pointed out (I miss my garlic bread couple too). There's so many. Let me Google.

Probs these ones HAHAHAHAHA only one bingo, though so I’m not too dramatic I guess. But let me tell you how fast I fold for a “who did this you” or “hates everyone but you”

I'm just a sucker for any basic rom-com structure.

Don’t ever say sorry for the long messages. I love it!

Hope you have a magical weekend! 💕

Xoxo

[kuiinncedes]

21. 12. 2. 1.💙

megggggg ty you're the best you didn't need to send one for this ask game again ahaha but thank youuuuu <333

21. most memorable comment/review

bye going thru my ao3 inbox i just realized i didn't know your ao3 account when you left a comment on the prologue chapter of kurt and the phantoms but now i know it so i just realized akgjkadsf idk i feel bad for not knowing but it's fine XD but omg yeah for most memorable maybe that 🥺 and also a lot of comments lol also all the comments 🥺💖

also tag comments bc i didn't post on ao3 until like this summer and ik like certain people definitely left some very memorable tag comments <3 that i can't remember XD i don't remember comments specifically very much i think lol but yeah anyway i kinda wish there was a way to look at those other than clicking thru individual reblogs lol but oh well (sorry this got kinda off topic klfghsdjf)

12. favorite character to write about this year

probably most likely almost certainly tinaaaaaaa <3

2. least favorite fic you wrote this year

ooohhhhh lol 👀 hhh idk maybe this one or this one (orrr this one mostly bc idk what the fuck i'm talking about with like the emotions there lmao) but idk lol i still like them which is good i guess 🤪 there's none that i'm like ew get this off the internet lol

1. favorite fic you wrote this year

oofffff i feel like i gotta say kurt and the phantoms 🤪 but that also feels a little obvious i guess considering it's long af and like idk just very different from everything else 😂 another one of my favorites is this one and all the tags in the reblogs were so nice too 🥺🥺

fanfic end of year asks !

[gennabi]

ZUL MY LOVE 🫀🫀🫀🫀💖🥰❤❤💖💖💓💞💖🫀🫀

MY EVERYTHING ♡♡♡♡♡♡

비오는 날에 내 햇빛!!!!!!!

(나는 이것을 위해 번역기를 사용하고 있습니다,나는 그것이 의미가 있기를 바랍니다 LOL 🙃)

How's you day/week been? I MUST KNOW

I can't function properly without knowing how my favourite person IN THE WORLD is doing! Full deeTs pls 🥴❣

(BTW you've been my baby from the beginning so dw 🥸 - It's been so long that i thought you would've noticed we have our matching necklaces on rn :///////// 💔💔💔)

(아직도 당신을 사랑하지만)

- MBA ♡

ANONNNN MY LOVEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😚😚😚😚😚💖💖💖💗💞💞💗💞💗💞💗💞💗💖💗💖💗💞💞💗💞💗💞💖💗💗💗💖💞

sorry i got to this supeerr late :') but let's go babyyyyyy!!! cw super super long lol, sorry i got excited heh

YOUR EVERYTHING???!*@**@??@??& STOPPP;!^$$%# UR MAKING ME BLUSH HFVDBVSVSBS lemme just kiss ur cheeks as a thank you heh <3

어머어머 대박 ㅋㅋ 너 까지 한국어도 썼어요 와... 정말 감사해용 ㅠㅠㅠ 햇빛이??? 그 만큼?? ☹😭😭 눈물이 주루루루 :') 사실은.. 저도.. 너는 진짜진짜진짜 나의 천사 같은 거 같아요 ... 나한테 늘 많은 사랑도 응원도해주고 있어요 그래서.. 저도 더더욱 너 사랑과응원할께요, 나의 천사 헷👻🤗💗💗💗💗💗💖💞💗💖💞💖💞💖💞

아 그리고 이거는 티엠아이는데 한국어 my beloved anon는: "나의 사랑하는 어난"

(걱정마요~~ 너 나에게 무슨 말해주고 싶어서 알아요, 너 잘하고 있어요!! 😚💗)

많이 썼어요 미안해용.. 헤헤헤

OKAY SO come here on the couch and we shall cuddle as cigarettes after sex is playing in the bg.. anyway

days leading up to this week were actually pretty rough :') i had to juggle between house chores, art and taking care of all the house thgs in general (sick cats, sick person, sick me lmao) umm yeah it was horrible. but like it wasn't down to the pit horrible, i just wished that i could have more time to myself yk bcs i was so busy tending after other people 🤕🤕 but!! hehe im finishing off one of those huge load which is my art portfolio that's been bugging me for months :D and in general, both the cats n ppl are getting healthier (one cat didn't return home though :(( n one of my bros got very sick but my parents helped so :) ) so im just starting to feel excited bcs i can start to do the thgs i love again hehe; dancing, binging stranger things!! i even bought 2 samyang lolol n that's pretty big considering i eat it like 6 months once? lmao. oh oh!! and my bday is coming at the end of this month too so im looking forward to that as well 😋😖💖 ummmm i think that's it? hehe <3 i hope u had a good day and week, my beloved anon :)) and also a good week for next week and the next one!! and the next next one anddd ygm wkkwjejd if ur ever feeling down, just know that im draping my blanket around u and accompanying u to sleep 🫂💗💗 or fight people 😁, which ever the situation is

(gasps scandalously /j okay... that's... cute... you're cute... we're cute.. hehehehejej anon what if i smack my head against the wall out of pure happiness 🤨☹😳 also im sorry ive disappointed u my beloved, u can scold me all u want 🤕😞 )

(너 그냥 나 너무 좋아죠?? 😏😚)

[kyunsies]

I miss youuuu 💖💖

I've been having a really hard time recently and it just seems to keep getting worse 😭😭.. so that's why I haven't been around lately.. I'm so tired... I know you've been having a really busy and stressful time too with school and everything. But I saw you did well on your exam!!!! Congrats!!

Is there something that made you smile recently? Or is there anything you're looking forward to? Love youuu 💖 dkbtho

hello love <3 sorry i’m only getting to this now i’ve had clinical rotation today :’) i miss you too bub 🥺🥺🥺 it’s been a while since i’ve heard from you !!!

i’m so so sorry you’re going through a tough time right now bub :( habe you had something to ground you throughout the touch times tho? it’s important <3 and i’ve been pretty good hun just busy hearing up for the end of the semester !! crazy how it’s all going by so fast … and thank you for congratulating me on my exam 💞💕💖💓💘💗 i think i worked hard !!!

something that made me smile recently ??? mmmm, probably talking with one of my friends today who was in the cath lab with me !! we were talking about jobs and literally everything under the sun, it was a pretty good ay <3 this weekend although i have 2 exams next week i have to study for, i’m definitely goin out to brunch on saturday so i’m looking forward to that ask well !! 🥰 i hope you have something to look forward to as well bub :( it was nice hearing from you :)