#hope this doesn’t trigger you! lots of love and i’m okay xox

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happy friday angels! 💌💌💌 hope you have a wonderful weekend xox

it keeps being a weird week ♥️ things are okay but i got sexually assaulted on public transport yesterday 😂 so things keep going good and bad. i just want to say happy friday to you all and please take good care of yourselves! please don’t worry tho - i’m totally fine.

i really hope we get a new chapter soon - i want some more fic! maybe i should write but i’ve largely given that up haha ♥️ if i could write something i’d write about how domestic tianshan can be, and how happy they’d be when they were finally together - finally living together, calm and peaceful, and the food they’d make and eat together. i think food is a big thing between the two of them. sometimes i think about whether tian has ever had a member of his family cook for him? and what it means to him when guan shan cooks for him 🥹❣️

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Hello and welcome, I hope everyone is having a good day/afternoon/evening! Get ready for some random, weird, and sometimes deep (and hopefully fun?) content. I wanted to come here to talk about something really important, but before I continue, I’m putting a trigger warning here as this may contain sensitive topics etc.

So this evening I watched (admittedly binge-watched and no, I have no shame) Love Victor which is a Love Simon tv show spin-off/sequel for those of you that don’t know. And yes, this seems like a random thing to say but it got me thinking. I am definitely really happy that the LGBTQIA+ community are finally getting representation, but I have seen some tv shows and movies with LGBTQIA+ content in them, and they haven’t been represented correctly and I’ve even seen some that have been offensive (and have contained a lot of cliches). But what I love the most about Love Simon (the book and the film) and Love Victor is how real and truthful it is. And it mainly focuses around coming out and the struggles that LGBTQIA+ people have faced, and still face today.

The entire film, book and tv show hit hard for me. And what I love the most about films and tv shows is when you can relate and connect to the characters. And for Love Simon and Love Victor, I can relate to both. Now this is going to get really deep for a second here so consider this to be another trigger warning. I am bisexual, and I live with my parents who claim that they aren’t homophobic, but it’s different when it comes to me. They also constantly make homophobic jokes, and they get mad when I tell them that they can’t be saying stuff like that. Luckily, my dad was really chill about it when I came out to him, but my mum was a different story. One day when I was in the car with my mum, I decided to come out to her and because they claimed that they aren’t homophobic (and also because we have gay friends and family), I thought it would be okay. But I was wrong. My mum actually told me that she thought I was lying about my sexuality because all of my celebrity crushes and most of my relationships are/were men. And to anyone who agrees with that, just because someone is bisexual but (so far) have only dated one gender, that doesn’t mean that they don’t like both genders. I actually prefer women, but I haven’t found the right woman to date yet, and I’ve had relationships with girls that I’ve had to hide because I feared what my parents would say and how they would react.

Anyway, to bring this to a conclusion, there’s family members and friends that I still haven’t come out to because I don’t know what to say or how to do it, and I’m also still scared. And that’s alright, it’s alright to be scared. Coming out is scary because you can’t choose how other people are going to react. So basically the moral of the story is, be kind to others because you never know what someone is going through. Coming out is scary, but remember that you are loved, and that there are people that will and do accept you for who you are, so don’t change yourself for anyone. Don’t rush things, take things slowly if you need to because I had to come out before I was ready to, so please don’t do that if you can. And remember that love is love.

If I receive any homophobic or offensive comments, you will be blocked and reported immediately. I also won’t tolerate any type of harassment or bullying, it doesn’t matter whether it’s towards me or someone else, I won’t stand for something like that. But to anyone who wishes to write comments on here, please feel free to do so! ~ S xox