#hook 1991 rp

[mattie-pattie]

Where did your love for pirates come from?

Blame him!!

[kittinthedesert]

Peter Pan hyper fixation time

So I really got into Peter Pan recently, I came across a post on Tumblr about Robin Williams being Peter Pan in Hook (1991) and was really excited cause Robin Williams? Playing an adult version of Peter Pan? Sounds like a perfect mix. But like, I didn't remember what happened in the Disney movie and at the same time didn't want to watch the Disney movie again so I watched the 2003 live-action one (my favorite Peter Pan movie now). Anyway after seeing both movies I sorta started reading and watching other Peter Pan stuff. Including various videos below the cut.

Im 2/3rds of the way through Peter Pan and the Starcatchers.

A side note about me, I like tabletops and forum rps, and wanted to channel all the things I found on Peter into a character. So imma share some of my notes that embody my thoughts on the character.

Overall I went with a story-like telling, mimicking the way the 1911 story is written. (I'm cutting out the first paragraph cause it is mostly set up for the rest and parts that are more story-set, will note those)

Personality section

Peter wasn’t a bad boy; so early he could only know of and believe in the love of his parents. But he is a silly boy, for so easily did he flee his nursery believing in the way many children do, that his parents will always be there. [cut parts] and a new baby was in his room. It was the first thing Peter lost belief in, that parents will always wait with open arms for their children.

The thing about Peter Pan is that there is no concrete way to tell his story after this. There is almost always a Wendy and a Tinkerbell, always a Captain Hook. Sometimes there are girls on Neverland, sometimes it is just lost boys. In some stories, Peter is ignorance unto malice, but in others, he just doesn’t know better but can learn.

So why don’t we tell another story?

Peter is a heroic boy, he takes lost children and gives them a home in Neverland. A lost child could be anything really; silly boys that have fallen out of their prams (girls are far too smart for this to happen, so it's always boys), left behind, or metaphorically abandoned in the homes of evil adults. But the lost children don’t always stay. You see, Peter is a morally ambiguous boy–for children are innocent and heartless. And Peter, the eternal boy, will never really know love or family, the lost boys only being a temporary family. For all his heroics, some simple pleasures will never be known by him.

Just as Peter’s story includes a Neverland and a Hook and sometimes a Wendy. Peter’s story includes themes of growing up, and sometimes the eternal boy isn’t eternally a boy. Quite the conundrum. In these stories [cut] the theme of growing up present in all the stories is made literal; Peter becomes a man (whether he started out as assigned female at birth or male, doesn't really matter, though maybe we could tell that story too one day). The man that Peter becomes [cut] is a loving parent but also a difficult one. In growing up, he has made many difficult choices; but in one story his children are taken by Captain Hook, and in his quest to save them he finds joy in the life he created and regains that youthful enthusiasm in his adult life.

In childhood, you believe so heartily in the amazement of the world; however, as an adult, you gain understanding. It becomes hard to have that happy thought needed to fly that isn’t tainted by the understanding of the world. As an adult, Peter is still that youthful and adventurous boy, but he is also a parent who deeply cares for all children. A grown-up who hasn’t forsaken that deeply held belief that fairies exist and flight is possible. A representation that you do not have to leave behind “immaturity”, to “grow up”, and that you can be a mature and responsible adult and also retain that curiosity and excitement that started in childhood. His happy thoughts are about his children and how much he loves them and how excited he is to be a father. And in that, not only does he fly, he remembers why he does the things he does.

“To live would be an awfully big adventure” and Peter is nothing if not adventurous.

Note section, containing other thoughts that didn't make it into the character sheet.

(Tying in the ideas of Adulthood and Peter growing up from Hook 1991 and a few other bits, and some elements of the story. But also the "Im Youth, I'm Joy" from the 1911 book, the boy who never grows up). The story of Peter Pan is all about youth, adulthood, and growing up, but also keeping in that belief and curiosity and sense of adventure.

Personality wise takes elements of the 1911 book (actually demented and a touch evil version) and Disney 1953 (a little unhinged but not evil). Or 2003 (a sweet wittle mischievous boi) and this 2020s animated series (Big Brother Energy). I love the 2003 movie so that's gonna be the big focus, touching into big brother energy with really tiny kids, but kinda is evil with adults. Overall unhinged.

I wanted to include a line taken from the 1911 book about how “Seen a map of a persons mind… Doctors sometimes draw maps of other parts of you… catch them trying to draw a map of a child’s mind, which is not only confused… these are probably roads in the island; for Neverland is always more or less an island.” I saw a few analyses and essays about Peter Pan and on this, one points out that in the Victorian and Edwardian times that you “could map out fairyland and map out madness”. But couldn’t quite figure out how to put it in so it's more vaguely referenced. That video also said that you could read Peter Pan in that he was like “an angel of death” of taking dead babies that fell from their prams or were forgotten and saving them, taking them to Neverland. And I didn’t quite add that, but did expand the lost boys with this thought.

Another thing I couldn’t really get into, but somewhat reference is the LGBTQ history of Peter Pan. Like many plays, Peter was played by a woman for it was easier for women to portray boys. Peter’s first main actress, and the one he was mostly written for, was a lesbian woman Maude Adams, and Peter’s writer JM Barrie was bi or gay—there is a letter he wrote to the Treasure Island author Robert Louis Stevenson stating his love. From the “Maude Adams and the LGBTQ History of Peter Pan” video 38:03, we get an excerpt from a book with a way too long title that goes “In his works, Barrie constructs a new formation of the male identity… by creating male protagonists who desire other males and who display homosexual uncertainties; however, due to 19th c homophobia… unable to develop past the socially accepted homosocial stage.” And later at 41:20, same book, “it is only when Peter and Hook interact that the two partial beings combine to create one composite persona… Barrie makes it very evident that both Peter and Hook enjoy the companionship of the other… the manner in which the two ‘Captains’ conduct their communities implies their dissatisfaction. They are much more entranced with the other… display a deeper homosocial bond that is based on their mutual understanding of the other.”

And I mentioned in the personality section about “whether he started out as assigned female at birth or a boy” as there are many trans readings and a trans book I can’t remember the name of but do know exists. A trans reading can be interpreted in his fairy identity as he is referenced in the original text and many adaptations that Peter is more fairy than human child, and is a point in separating him from gender constructs in that he no longer or never truly existed in the world of man (an edwardian world with boundaries that isolated him). That earlier vid brings up the line from the play “you ust never touch me” in response to Wendy, ‘to be touched is to be reached for by a world of expectations that Peter can never face”.

This overall existence outside of the world of men and male expectations creates a resonance between Peter Pan and anyone who feels limited and outside this world of men and male expectations. “For many people, he’s cathartic in that he chose his own destiny, he’s celebrated for it, and in the end wasn’t pressured in conforming”.

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[darkwingsnark]

FIC WRITER MEME

Tagged by @prince-luffy

AO3 name: DarkwingSnark

Fandoms: ...SEE, I’m in lots of fandoms. Or at least, I’ve written for them during hyper-fixation periods. Let’s see what AO3 says...

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.... Honestly, I feel like there’s more that this list isn’t covering. Like Phineas and Ferb isn’t here and I wrote for that show too. And many of these can be simplified and condensed because they belong to similar fics.

Tropes: Depends on the fic. But as a whole, tend to write Romantic Comedies with a lot of slow burn. Mostly because... struggle is funny. People being dumdums and oblivious to the obvious is funny. Aaaaand also because it allows the episodic quality of shenanigans to occur.

Number of fics: Up and posted on AO3? 53. Does not include stuff on FF.net or that’s sitting in google docs begging to be finished.

Fic I spent the most time on: Not sure how to read this. Does it mean active man hours? Or does stuff like having a hiatus in-between count? Because TECHNICALLY ‘Real Value’ was started in high school, and I didn’t rewrite it and carry on the series (with Moonie) until many years later. There are also fics like ‘Growing Love’ or ‘Priorities’ that took a lot of time to do research. Like learning how to build a lawn mower so I could have a character believably break it apart for repairs.

....God I do a lot of research that doesn’t go into the actual fics. Because all I need, really, in the confidence of what I’m doing to be the character and describe an action here or there. 

Fic I spent the least time on: Probably something drabble related? Or maybe the fic I did that was just me venting out emotions because I was feeling guilty? ‘A Mother’s Intuition’ was written and posted within a couple of hours.

Longest fic: Complicated. The longest thing written is technically an RP, NOT a story. (Different, trust me.) ‘What Happens in Gotham’ has a word count of  207,413. But fic wise at 89,022 word would be ‘The Constant Gardener’ . 

Runner up being ‘Priorities’ at little over 87k.

Shortest fic: Drabbles? Uh, let’s see.. Probably from ‘Beauty and Your Worth’, as i think one was literally a paragraph long. ... Speaking of Gummi Bears, I wonder if I still have my notes on the GruffiGusto fic I wanted to write. Something to look into.

Most hits: Apparently ‘Fallen Hard’ at  5354

Most kudos: Also ‘Fallen Hard’ at 518. There... were more fans of Milo Murphy’s Law than I realised. 

Most comment threads: ‘Fallen Hard’, 193 comments. ‘What Happens in Gotham’ following at 185.

Most bookmarks: .... that’s something people care about? I hardly ever bookmark things, since I read it in one go. But... I can look?

Ah.... ‘Fallen Hard’. 63

Total word count: 971,833 Oh hey! Almost a million. That’s something to celebrate.

Favorite fic I wrote: 'Knights of Dobenshire’. Hands down. (With ‘Heart of the Cards’ being very close.) I like writing road trip styled stories. It allows many things to happen within the narrative. BUT, ‘Knights of Dobenshire’ wins because it was such a satisfying conclusion of this build up, you know? Scrooge is finally no longer just putting up with the relationship with Fenton, but fully embracing it. That surprise feeling that hits him when he realizes, dear lord, he IS attracted to Fenton beyond affection. 

It hits me more than a mutual pining because there I KNOW they will get together. But here? While writing with Moonie? I DIDN’T KNOW! I was worried in the end we’d have to write another fic to finally reach that step. Scrooge is stubborn and does what he wants, let me tell ya.

Fic you want to rewrite/expand on: 'Fallen Hard’, ‘Season of Miracles’, ‘Going with the Flow’, pretty much anything that isn’t complete. BUT, not posted, I really want to get back to more of the stories planned in the McCrack series. It was a ship I kinda made from the ground up, with nobody caring about it in the beginning. So it feels very important to see that series through.

Share a bit of a WIP or a story idea you’re planning on:

... Actually, I can share something from 'Donald’s Party (Working Title)’. @swampy-tiefling and I started. Just the first scene to get you guys hooked.

Donald took a deep breath of air from the doorway of the house and sighed, once again pleased to find himself at his home away from home. Traveling the seas and exploring the world with the navy were its own rewards, he supposed, but there would never be anything quite like the countryside-- the middle aged mallard having practically been raised on Grandma Duck’s farm. Donald Duck was happy to be on shore-- his naval carrier being docked for the week in Duckburg as they replenished supplies and took care of whatever repairs that were needed. Whatever excuse his bosses wanted to use were fine by him, he was just happy to not be scrubbing decks for a change!

That didn’t, however, mean he was able to rest and relax-- as the duck was startled out of his thoughts as somebody bumped into him. That somebody was his grandmother as she came to, just having caught her plate of cookies before they fell.

“My land, Donald! What in the world are you doing hiding here when you should be meetin’ and greetin’ the guests?”

Donald ignored the woman’s soft glare as he waved her off, using his other hand to steal a cookie in the process. Stuffing it in his mouth, he murmured out a response.

“Phooey, they’re just relatives.”

“Even more of a reason to go out and talk to them.” Before the sailor could argue, Grandma Duck placed the plate of treats into his hands. “And put these out on the snack table while you’re at it. Poor Fethry is looking peckish.”

Donald rolled his eyes, but otherwise did as he was told. Wasn’t it just like life to make him work at his own welcome home party? Walking towards the open yard where the party was taking place, it didn’t take long to reach the table, where his cousins were already gathered around as they chat.

This instantly caught the attention of the lankier duck, his gaze zoning in as he smiled widely towards Donald in greeting.

“Well if it ain’t the guest of honor, with snacks to boot!” Fethry leaned closer, his red hat wobbling with him as he continued to inquire. “Say, cuz, ya wouldn’t happen to know if these are gluten free, would ya?”

Donald gave him an unimpressed look. 

“You’re not going on another crazy diet, are ya?” Though, in all honesty, he was more worried his looney cousin might try to drag him along-- and after months of eating nothing but mush, he would NOT miss out on his first chance to pig out on actual home cooked meals.

"Not crazy at all, actually!" Fethry grinned that goofy grin. "See, it's all right here; Gluten Free; It's the Way to Be' !" he shoved a rather lengthy-looking hard cover book in Donald's face. Donald had no choice but to stare at it, the words all blurring together from its close proximity to his eyes. The offending object remained there for only a second, however, before it was yanked back, the nutty mallard already busy flipping through it.

"Let's see, here, there's a fascinating chapter I think you should-- Don?"

Phew, that had been close. Donald was still in sneaking away mode, and jumped and yelped when he was tapped on the shoulder. Oh no. He'd been caught, after all. He slowly turned, with a forced, toothy grin, to face his fate.

A wave of relief washed over him when he saw his girlfriend, Daisy, smiling sweetly at him, instead.

“And where do you think you’re sneaking off to, Mister? You’ve been gone for so long, and here we are, with you haven’t even given me a kiss ‘hello’ yet.” 

Now there was something Donald didn’t mind doing, as his girlfriend leaned in her face for her reward. Wrapping his arms around her, he planted the biggest of smooches to her temple. 

“Gaww, I’m sorry Daisy. I really did miss you.”

This earned him a soft smile, as it was Daisy’s turn to kiss him on the forehead.

“And I missed you, hun. Now, tell me… why WERE you sneaking around?”

“Grandma put me on entertainment duty.”

“Well, “ his girlfriend began, “it IS your party, after all. They came to see you, seems fair to me.” This made the sailor groan as she looked at him unsympathetically. Rolling her eyes, the reporter sarcastically patted her boyfriend in comfort. “There there. Now don’t go sneaking off for real, the boys will be arriving soon. And Grandma tells me Uncle Scrooge will be bringing along a special guest.”

“Special guest?” Donald asked incredulously. “Like who?” This caused Daisy’s eyes to glimmer all the more in mischief, a look that told him that she knew something he didn’t know. And that something was big news, if he was reading her right.

“Oh, nobody TOO special, I suppose,” Daisy was stalling, and it was driving Donald up the wall. The duck woman continued her teasing. “Nobody except your uncle’s new date friend.”

"Date friend?" Donald practically exclaimed, prompting Daisy's grin to grow all the more smug.

"Yep! You've missed quite a bit since you've been away, you know."

"No kidding...well I'll be..." Donald was shaking his head, but he was smiling. Uncle Scrooge, dating, at his age... it was nothing short of a miracle. It was about time, too!

"Meanwhile, why don't you go say hi to the rest of the guests? I know it's hard..." she rolled her eyes. "but at least make an effort, okay? Thanks, hun!"

Donald's heart fluttered as she smooched his cheek, and left. He glanced out over the yard, and saw quite a few familiar faces; Gus, Ludwig, Gladstone... heck, even Gyro Gearloose had shown up!

He sighed, but this one wasn't a sigh of pure despair. It did feel nice to be home, surrounded by people who most likely cared, and his nephews were even going to show up soon. Not to mention, he'd get to tease his uncle for finally taking his advice on the whole dating thing. 

That alone gave Donald the pep in his step he needed as he threw himself back into the party-- where he knew his crazed family would be waiting for him. 

[pinkiepiebones]

peppermintmonster said: I don't really know enough about the character to ask specific questions but I like your enthusiasm

I am a simply creature. I see an under-utilised character with no real fan base, I RP as him for several years, I have dreams where I write comics for him. Good ones.

peppermintmonster said: Why do 90% of the comics write him wrong?

I am way too passionate about a horrible serial killer so I’m going to attempt to put this behind a cut. Talks of bodily harm and suicide inside.

Okay, so basically, the two writers/artists who created Zsasz (Norm Breyfogle and Alan Grant) conceived him to be the Hannibal Lecter of Gotham. Victor Zsasz is incredibly intelligent, cunning, and dangerous. In his first appearance he is in Arkham Asylum. He’s in for his weekly session with Dr. Jeremiah Arkham. Zsasz is wrapped in a straight jacket, standing in a metal tube, situated inside a cage, and Dr. Arkham is sitting in a folding char ten feet back. There is a small window in the metal tube, through which Zsasz grins and speaks. They’re discussing philosophy (and unbeknownst to Jeremiah, Zsasz is manipulating the good doctor, planting seeds of paranoia in his head). When taken back to his cell, Zsasz is collared and led by three guards who hook poles into his collar to steer him. He is not allowed soap to wash his hands because he can use it to kill. He can’t feed himself because he paralysed an orderly with a plastic utensil. In a later comic he killed several guards will a ball point pen. The man is dangerous. He is also, 100% canonically the only rogue who can sneak up on Batman.

Victor Zsasz was born in the lap of luxury. Not that any current media would tell you, but the Zsaszes were up there with the Waynes and Cobblepotts as far as Gotham’s wealthiest families. Victor had everything, graduated magna cum laude, started his own company. It was all perfect until his 25th year. That’s when his parents died. Victor took to drink and gambling, eventually losing his own personal fortune as well as his vast inheiritance. He lost his last dollar to the Penguin one hot summer night at the Iceberg Lounge. Penniless and alone, Victor was about to throw himself off a bridge when a mugger attacked him with a knife. He wrestled the knife from the mugger and cut the mugger’s throat and watched the light leave his eyes. In that adreneline rush, Victor jammed the knife into his arm, making a mark. It was then he knew what he had to do. He had to save these wretches from their miserable existence!! And for each one shuffled from the mortal coil, he would make a cut on his body.

I mean this was pretty fucked up for 1991 right? Well, he was introduced in 1991. We didn’t get his backstory until 1996, and again in the video game Arkham City.

Victor’s never had a proper Year One. We don’t know how he went from the ‘guy who killed a mugger’ to the tally mark covered lithe genius who thinks so far ahead he once BRIBED AN ARCHITECT TO HIDE SUPPLIES IN THE DUCT WORK OF ARKHAM ASYLUM SO WHEN HE ESCAPED HE HAD A FLASHLIGHT AND SOME FOOD

Most comics lately take him and make him a common thug. Streets of Gotham is particularly offensive to me, because, although it did give us the wonderful ‘Zsasz Vision’ panels (Zsasz sees everyone else as a rotting corpse, unaware that they’re dead, which is why he has to save them from this existence you see), SoG basically said “if given money Zsasz would kidnap CHILDREN and force them to fight to the death for spectators.” No. No no nonono... Zsasz is choosy about his victims. In the patient interview tapes in Arkham Asylum, he reveals to his latest doctor that he had preciously stalked her, seeing how empty and repetitive her life was (“You unlock the four locks to your apartment, remember you forgot to buy cat food again, curl up on your favourite red chair, just wishing /something/ would happen. I can be that something, Sarah. I am your salvation.”). He kills people, men women children, and poses them in grim mockeries of their life. He doesn’t kidnap (he will take hostages, but he doesn’t exactly have a LAIR to abscond to).

But NO, nowadays he’s portrayed as a barely-verbal dullard or a gun-toting henchman. UGH! Zsasz CANONICALLY HATES GUNS. They’re too loud and smell bad. Remember that bit in The Dark Knight where the Joker explains why he uses a knife? That’s Zsasz. He likes to get close, to watch the subtle emotions, to see the light go dim.

ALSO PLEASE DON’T GET IT TWISTED: I may wax poetic about this guy but I do not under any circumstances condone or support this shit. If Zsasz were real??? Fucking TERRIFYING. The man has hundreds of scars. Hundreds of victims. The Gotham City PD can only positively tie him to twenty murders.

[lespetitesmusiques]

2018-musique.

Rituel de chaque fin d’année, madeleine-musique...

Ma petite liste est faite des albums, EP, morceaux, moments qui ont marqué ces 12 derniers mois. Aucune règle précise, aucune logique réellement cohérente, j’en ai écouté certains des dizaines de fois, d’autres quasiment pas, j’en ai rien à foutre.

Poing levé pour...

03 Greedo et Ty Dolla $ign, incarcérés pour un petit moment a priori, et qui sont peut-être les meilleurs chanteurs de rap et de rnb actuellement. Alors beaucoup de force à eux...

La fellation de Drake à Kodak Black, et son album, anti rappeur conscient par excellence, qui a plus de conscience politique que la plupart des gens qui nous gouvernent, mais surtout, qui fait cette putain de musique.

Ces russes, à l’alphabet incompréhensible, faisant bugger les moteurs de recherche spotify, qui font de cette musique techno/house quelque chose de passionnants, notamment ceux de Gost Zvuk

KA et ses monologues musicaux sur twitter, qui prêcha le bon rap au moment où j’en avais extrêmement besoin.

Noz, et sa boutique http://parkblvdrecords.com, qui fait ce vrai travail de disquaire, écouter et recommander, sans imposer, travail d’histoire, travail de creuseur... Ca donne presque envie de faire la même chose ici ! Si jamais quelqu’un est chaud...

Discogs, Twitter, forums et toutes ces listes qui s’agrandissent sans jamais se terminer, plus loin que l’Univers en expansion, et qui me font passer le temps à écouter de la musique, lire et creuser.

Frank Ocean, qui a réédité Endless, album sorti la même année que Blonded, cruellement... Parce que Blonded est immense, et que Endless n’est pas loin de l’être aussi. Frank Ocean est vraiment un des plus grands.

Shy Glizzy, qui a sorti son meilleur album à la toute fin de l’année 2017, Quiet Storm, et qui a donc accompagné quasiment toute la première moitié de l’année 2018. C’est certainement ce que j’ai le plus écouté cette année.

RAP, genre supérieur à tout autre.

Positions quasi-interchangeables.

1) SOB x RBE - Gangin’ II 2) Kodak Black - Dying to live 3) Sheck Wes - MUDBOY 4) 03 Greedo - God Level 5) Lil Durk - STTS3 6) Yungeen Ace - Life of Betrayal 7) NBA YoungBoy - Until Death Call My Name 8) Le best-of de Sada Baby 9) SCH - JVLIUS 10) Playboi Carti - Die Lit 11) BlocBoy JB - SIMI 12) Roc Marciano - Behold a dark horse 13) Payroll Giovanni - Big Bossin Vol. 2 14) Koran Streets - Late 20s

Et puis...

ALLBLACK & Kenny Beats - 2 Minute Drills Armand Hammer – Paraffin Black Fortune - OsshRock Blueface - Famous Cryp Chief Keef - Back from the Dead 3 Damso - Lithopédion Drakeo The Ruler - Cold Devil Drego & Beno - Sorry for the get off Earl Sweatshirt - Some Rap Songs G-Herbo - Swervo Hermit and the Recluse (KA) - Orpheus vs. The Sirens Husalah - H Jean Grae & Quelle Chris - Everything's Fine JPEGMAFIA - Veteran Kekra - LAND Kevin Gates - Luca Brasi 3 Meek Mill - Championships Mozzy - Gangland Landlord Peezy - No Hook Pusha T - DAYTONA Rae Sremmurd - SR3MM Rico Nasty - Nasty Roc Marciano - RR2 Saba - CARE FOR ME SahBabii - Squidtastic Shy Glizzy - Fully Loaded Ski Mask the Slump God – Stokeley Smino - NOIR SOB x RBE - Gangin’ Starlito - At WAR With Myself Too Trouble - Edgewood Vince Staples - FM! YBS Skola - Life of a shinner / Only Hope 3 ZMoney - Chiraq Mogul 03 Greedo - The Wolf Of Grape Street  21 Savage - i am > i was 70th Street Carlos - Compile

Mentions honorables : Bossman JD, Cash Kidd, Chief Keef, Chris Crack, City Girls, Co Cash, DaBoii & Yhung to, Glokknine, Goonew, Gunna, Jayo Sama, Lil Baby, Lil Dude, Lil Tre, Lil Yachty, LPB Poody, Lud Foe, Migos, Roddy Rich, SB Rich Noonie, Shoreline Mafia, Soldier Kidd, Trippie Redd, YG, YNW Melly, Young Nudy.

TECHNO/HOUSE, zarbi-catchy-ou-wavy-enough.

D’abord...

AEM Rhythm Cascade (AKA Flaty) - Litie Bavarian Stallion Series De Leon - De Leon DJ Healer - Lost lovesongs (mix) DJ Seinfeld ‎– DJ-Kicks DJ Taye - Still Trippin Don't DJ ‎– All Love Affairs Fail But They Never End Duckett ‎– Emperor's New Clothes Part 1 Heap ‎– The Brasserie Heroique Edits Part 5 Hieroglyphic Being - The red notes Hodge ‎– Beneath Two Moons & Exogenesis INFX ‎– Fences Of Metal Laurel Halo & Hodge - Tru / Opal / The Light Within You  Mori-Ra - Brasserie Heroique Edits Part 6 RP Boo - I’ll tell You What! Ross From Friends ‎– Family Portrait Via Maris - Glow Wall / CU2 | Shelleys  VA - Patina Echoes

Et puis...

Against All Logic - 2012 - 2017 DJ Earl - W3rk Dat DJ Lilocox ‎– Paz & Amor DJ Nigga Fox - Crânio Facta - Dumb Hummer / All the time Jay Glass Dubs - The Safest Dub Jamal Moss ‎– The Anticipatory Organization Joy O & Ben Vince - Transition 2 Joy O - 81b EP Kilchhofer ‎– The Book Room Laksa - Delicates & The Amala Trick Laurel Halo - Raw Silk Uncut Wood Loidis ‎– A Parade, In The Place I Sit, The Floating World (& All Its Pleasures) Niagara ‎– Apologia Oli XL ‎– Stress Junkie / Mimetic Peggy Gou ‎– Once Ploy - Ramos Skee Mask - Compro Theo Parrish - Preacher's Comin / Gullah Geechee Topdown Dialectic ‎– Topdown Dialectic VA - Cong Burn Yu Su - Preparations For Departure

Mentions honorables : Berceuse Heroique et affiliés, Fit Of Body, Dolo Percussion, Gábor Lázár, Principe records et affiliés, Puerto Rican Space Program, Shelley Parker, Thomas Fehlmann & Terrence Dixon, Toma Kami, Traxman, Zuli, тпсб et autres soviets.

RNB, donnant-envie-de-chanter-à-tue-tête.

1) 6Lack - East Atlanta Love Letter 2) Brent Faiyaz - LOST 3) Jeremih & Ty Dolla $ign - MihTy

Doja Cat - Amala Don Toliver - Donny Womack Ella Mai - Ella Mai Fatima - and yet, it's all love Jacquees – 4275 Jorja Smith - Lost & Found Kali Uchis - Isolation Noname - Room 25 Swae Lee - Swaecation Tirzah - Devotion

AUTRES MUSIQUES, passionnante-ou-dérangeante-assez.

1) Autechre - NTS Sessions 2) Yves Tumor - Safe in the Hands of Love. 3) Oneohtrix Point Never - Age Of 4) Various - Uneven Paths: Deviant Pop From Europe 1980-1991

Dean Blunt - Muggy Vol. 1 Eli Keszler - Stadium Elysia Crampton - Elysia Crampton Iglooghost - Clear Tamei & Steel Mogu Jlin - Autobiography (Music From Wayne McGregor's Autobiography) Kamaal Williams - The Return Kareem Lotfy - QTT10 Lolina - The Smoke Lonnie Holley - Mith Mohammad Reza Mortazavi - Focus Pendant (aka Huerco S) - Make Me Know You Sweet Pontiac Streator & Ulla Straus - Chat Rosalía - El Mal Querer Sarah Davachi - Let the night come on bells end the day Sons of kemet - Your Queen Is A Reptile ...Mais bon, la liste de ce que j’aurais voulu écouter encore, est toujours plus longue que ce que je viens d’écrire. Malgré tout, elle est chaque année de plus en plus courte, et cette année encore fut la meilleure année musicale de ma vie

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Tinker Bell PSA

I have run this blog for years, and I’ve grown tired and confused by the sheer number of people who spell Tink’s name wrong when writing with me.

Now, it doesn’t surprise me that people spell her name wrong in general because it’s a very common misconception (in my experience more people misspell her name than get it right, so you can’t be blamed for using that misspelling if you’ve never read the original text.)

But when people role-play with me and I trust them to have read at least one of my blog’s pages (all of which feature her name) or even the very RP reply they’re reblogging from me, it would be nice to see her name spelled correctly.

So, once and for all, I’m going to explain the name situation. I don’t wish to be rude and this is genuinely not a vagueblog directed toward ANYONE, because I appreciate the quality of every RPer I write with (that’s why I’ve kept writing with you without any complaint or comment about the name until now!!!) This is just a detail many seem to have overlooked, so I have to talk about it for once.

Tinker Bell’s name is spelled Tinker Bell, not Tinkerbell.

If you trust me, the Tinker Bell RPer, to know what I’m talking about, you can stop right there and just adjust yourself to using her correct name and move on. If you want The Evidence, read on. ;)

Since her conception in James Barrie’s original Peter Pan play in 1904, her name has been been spelled with a space and a capital B. I’ve found one, two, three original playbills to show this.

Here is an online transcription of a first edition copy of Peter and Wendy, the novel version of Barrie’s play written by the man himself and first published in 1911. You can see her name spelled Tinker Bell there. Here are examples of scans from a version of the book in print to show that her name IS printed that way in any copy you’ll find.

Peter Pan in Scarlet, the authorized sequel to Peter and Wendy, though not written by Barrie himself, also uses her correct name, found here.

Now, that’s all official, but what about Disney? Maybe they changed the spelling of her name the way they changed some other details of the story, you think. No. Her name has always been spelled Tinker Bell by Disney.

Have you ever wondered why characters in Disney’s Peter Pan or Disney Fairies movies often call Tink, “Miss Bell”? It’s because her name is Tinker Bell, and the Bell is actually a separate word from the Tinker, not mushed together.

Margaret Kerry, the live action reference model for Tink, whose pantomime and figure provided the basis for Tink’s animation in the 1953 cartoon Peter Pan, spells Tink’s name Tinker Bell. On her website and in autographs. (The Tinker Bell face characters at Disney parks are also taught to sign this way.)

Further, the Disney Golden book copyright 1952 (the year before the film was released) spells her name Tinker Bell.

So, too, does all Disney-sold merchandise for Tinker Bell and the Disney Fairies line. As well as the page on Disney’s website for Tinker Bell itself. And the entirety of the published novels concerning Tink and friends in Pixie Hollow.

I could go on explaining how any official content you come across for her will say Tinker Bell, rather than Tinkerbell, but I’m sure this post has gone on long enough.

It should be noted that there ARE some adaptations that spell her name wrong, because they were evidently created by people who didn’t do that much research into the source material they were adapting. In those, which can be considered their own canon universe, maybe Tink’s name is spelled “Tinkerbell”, but never on my blog. (I’m looking at you, back of the Hook 1991 DVD)

Anyways, all of this aside, it’s a beautiful day and I hope you can enjoy some of it, wherever you are! I mean, Tinkerbell and Peterpan are probably flying over Captainhook’s ship right now, looking for a reason to fight him....Maybe they’re trying to rescue Wendydarling or Tigerlily.

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Chapter 1: Touch The Sky

A/N: I sincerely apologize for any confusion I have caused for republishing this story again. I got my first negative review, and it was on this story. I am not going to bash this person, because their review wasn't nasty and everyone is entitled to their own opinions. But, I realized that some of the chapters really do need work. This story is based off of an old RP storyline that I did with my ex back in October of 2015. He was known to leave massive gaps between events, leaving me to do all of the work. So, I'm trying to fill in the gaps. Plus, I'm working off of memory since both Hayley and Fergal's accounts have been deleted since my ex and I broke up back in July. Hopefully things will work out better this time!

Hayley took a deep breath as she slowly walked through the doors of the WWE Performance Center for another long, hard day of training. This was it. This is what the young woman had dreamed of ever since she was a little girl. The day that she would finally set foot in a ring. And she was going to make a name for herself the way that her father did back on that day in October of 1984. She knew she had big shoes to fill given her name, but she knew in her heart that this was her calling. Like many other second and third generation Superstars and Divas, it was her mission to carry out a legacy, and she was ready for the whole world to know her name...

Her name is Hayley Isabella Hickenbottom. Yup. Hickenbottom. As in...the Heartbreak Kid. Mr. WrestleMania. Or, to billions of fans young and old, Shawn Michaels. No one really knew about his oldest daughter, the only daughter he had with his ex-wife, Theresa. Hayley was born on July 22nd, 1991, the day of her father's 26th birthday. Shawn was unable to be with Theresa on the day that Hayley was born, due to him being on the road at the time, but, Shawn treasured her more than anything in the world, even with the problems he had going on at the time. Hayley had always admired Shawn, and she will always be reminded of the stories her mother used to tell everyone who would listen. Whether it was on television or in person, she was always mesmerized when she watched her daddy wrestle. Her eyes would always be glued to the television, laughing whenever he won, and crying whenever he lost or got hurt. When she hit the tender age of six, that's when she decided she wanted to be just like her daddy, and Shawn promised that as soon as she was old enough, he would train her. He made good on his promise, and the young woman began to accompany her father on the road when she turned thirteen years old, that way she could not only train, but also get a feel of the business. She thought she was finally on the right track, but on that day in July 2009, her life changed...and not for the better.

That night, she had met the man who she thought she would be spending the rest of her life with, a man who she thought she was head over heels in love with. That man was named Nicholas Theodore Nemeth, or, to the fans, Dolph Ziggler. Oh, yes. The Show Off. Mr. Perfection. The minute she laid her eyes on him, she was hooked. It had taken her a bit to work up the courage to go over and talk to him, but when she finally did, it was like something had sparked. The way he looked at her made her heart flutter, and all she could do was blush and giggle. It didn't take long for him to sweep her off her feet and charm his way into her heart, but her dad didn't see the man she saw. From the beginning, Shawn made it no secret that he disapproved his daughter's new squeeze. He didn't see the charming twenty eight year old man with the blond curls and blue eyes she did. He saw someone who was using his daughter because of not only her name, but her beauty. He sensed that Nick didn't truly love her, and the disagreeing had put a massive strain on the once strong bond they shared. Hayley and Shawn argued constantly, and it got to the point where Hayley had given up her training. She decided to run off with her man, thinking she was Cinderella with her Prince Charming. She had spent six years of her life, internally planning her Happily Ever After...but that soon came to a head back in May, shortly before she was originally set to sign a contract with NXT.

Hayley had returned to the hotel room she was sharing with Nick after spending a night out with Natalya and Brianna, and she was prepared to crawl into bed next to him, but she heard strange noises coming from where their bed was. She slowly crept around the corner, and the sight in front of her was still very much imprinted in her mind. There was Nick, completely naked...on top of two women. Yup. Two. And those women were Lana and Summer Rae. All she could do for a few moments was stare in horror, her heart shattering as she listened to their intermingling moans. But, once the shock and horror had passed, she started seeing red...something Shawn had warned Nick about since the beginning. And, when Hayley blacks out, she never remembers what happened. Witnesses to the event had told her that she had chased Nick out of the room, screaming over and over again that he was a pig. Once she caught up with him, she had knocked him to the ground and began to beat him in a blind, vicious rage. Though Nick had declined to press charges against her, Hayley still didn't get to sign her contract. Instead, she chose to take some time off and make up for lost time with her father, as well as taking the time to get over her heartbreak. Shawn decided to train Hayley some more during her time off, and when she felt like she was ready, Hayley finally signed her life over to her second father, Triple H. Now, today was the beginning of a new chapter in the young woman's life, and she would show the man who broke her heart that he won't win. He won't get the best of her. She will live her life, work her ass off, and make sure that the Michaels name lives on in the foundation of WWE.

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⎾ ✧ °｡ ● ⦙ VERSE NAME - MARIAH CAREY LYRIC EDITION ⏌

so i decided to make a verse tag for all the lovely people in rp from the queen with 5 octaves Ms. MC !! these verse names are all from her songs starting from her #1 hit in 1990 to the present 2017 ! 13 albums  under with many song lyrics that can be used for verse names as well as some of the titles can be used too! she has #18 number singles that will also be included in here so if you liked a line from one or like the song you can see which lyrics can fit for your ship or musing, etc. so hope you all enjoy them & use them, darlingsss ! 

MARIAH CAREY (1990)

Vision Of Love

I had a vision of love + and i was all that you given to me

The answer that heaven as sent down to me

You treated me kind

I’ll be eternally grateful, holding you so close to me

Knowing the one i that i needed would find me eventually

There’s Got To Be A Way

A victim of society no one really wants to see

Couldn't we just help each other Isn't there enough to share

There's got to be a way

And together we'll bring on a change

If we work together today We'll save tomorrow

I Don’t Wanna Cry

We sit in silence after all is said and done

Baby look what we've become

We can make a million promises but we still won't change

It isn't right to stay together when you only bring each other pain

I don’t wanna cry

Nothing in the world could take us back t + to where we used to be

Though I've given you my heart and soul I must find a way of letting go

Every moment we're together it's just breaking me down

I know we swore it was forever +  But it hurts too much to stay around

Someday

You were so blind to let me go  +  You had it all but did not know

Don't come back crying

Baby how could you ever believe that another could replace me

The one and only

I won't need your love anymore

Someday

Vanishing

If I could recapture all of the memories

You're fading out of my sight

You're vanishing

You're taking the light letting the shadows inside

All In Your Mind

You'll feel my emotions If you look in my eyes 

I know you think my love is slipping away  +  But baby it's all in your mind

Don’t worry

Hold on tight and hear me when I say Baby it's all in your mind

Move closer my darling feel the love in my eyes

Alone In Love

I look into your eyes you turn the other way 

Now I realize it's all a game you play

I hold you in the night and wake to find you gone

You're running out of sight it's so hard holding on

You haunt me in my dreams

Your love is not the same

You Need Me

Baby I'm not gonna tolerate this game that you play 

You'll regret it If you desert me this way

Don't you know you need me

Before you act so hastily baby remember you need me

No one understands you like I do

After everything that we've been through baby you can turn around and leave

I know that you'll keep coming right back to me

Sent From Up Above

I can't get enough of your touch 

What we share is everlasting + Love without demise 

Prisoner

I won't be a prisoner of your love 

Prisoner of your love

No more living in the shadow of your love

So when the morning comes you know that I'll be gone

But I guess I'm not the kind of girl you thought i was

Love Takes Time

Love takes time + To heal when your hurting so bad

Couldn't see that I was blind to let you go

I don't wanna be here alone

Tell me how to stop the rain 

EMOTIONS (1991)

Emotions

You've got me feeling emotions  +  Deeper than I've ever dreamed of

I don't know if it's real but I like the way I feel inside

You are the first thing on my mind

You know the way to make me lose control

You make me feel so high

And You Don’t Remember

Tragically our love has died 

I let you inside believing your lies

You were mine forever for eternity

Foolishly I gave my soul to you

I was so naive to let you in

Why did I let you in to my heart ?

Can’t Let Go

You were my life

I can't let go

Something in your eyes captured my soul

Every night I see you in my dreams

You don't even know I'm alive

I can't accept my world is gone

Do you know the way it feels when all you have just dies ?

I try and try to deny that I need you + But still you remain on my mind

I never can say goodbye

Make It Happen

If you believe 

You're gonna make it happen

Baby just hold on

Don’t let go

If It’s Over

If it's really gone then tell me tonight 

All I'm asking for is for your honesty

Won't you give it to me Give it to me now

Baby if it's over won't you let me know

Let me go

You’re so cold

You're a heartless man I don't understand 

Why do you need to be so cold

Cruel to me

Your kiss is like fire

I know you'll never change but I just can't break away

I don't know why i let you treat me the way you do

You're just no good for me

I wish I never fell for you

You just laugh as I drown in despair

Not a worry, never a care

You've got a spell on me

I'm hopelessly in love with you

You're wicked to the bone

I give you my heart, you tear me apart

You're like a devil In disguise

So Blessed

My world is complete 

Precious love

Shining completely for you

You are my heart , my everything

I am yours

Stay with me beyond the end

I treasure you 'Cause you made me whole again

To Be Around You

Every time you're near me I'm in heaven baby 

I don't know how you do it

Give me all your love

Oh I'm never gonna let you go

I just want to be the only one you live for

Till The End Of Time

I would love you Till the end of time 

I think of you every moment I go through

All I have are so many dreams of you

Tell me what you need Let me give you all of me

You're the reason that I feel

The Wind

How could you let it all pass you by

Now you're just a memory burning in my mind

You'll never know I loved you

I really loved you And now you'll never know

You’ll only fade into the wind

Music box (1993)

Dreamlover

Take me away 

Why don't you take me away

Dreamlover come rescue me

Take me anywhere you want to baby now

I need you so desperately

'Cause I wanna share forever with you baby

I just want someone to belong to

Hero

You don't have to be afraid 

Then a hero comes along

So when you feel like hope is gone + Look inside you and be strong

A hero lies in you

It's a long road when you face the world alone

Hold on there will be tomorrow

Anytime You In A Friend

I will be here 

You'll never be alone again

I'm by your side

Love will make it alright

Just remember you're not alone

I will love you endlessly

I’ll never let you go

Music Box

You shine a light for me 

Tell me I'm the only one you need

If I should fall your love is strong enough to lift me up

Want to give you all of my love 

Now That I Know

I can be what you want I can be what you need 

They said you'd never ever ever be mine

You want for the rest of your life

By your side I can conquer the world

Your love is for real

Never Forget You

I can't say I love you It's too late to tell you 

I'll never forget you

I'll hold on to the memories baby

I should have said I love you

Somewhere I know you'll be with me 

Without You

If living is without you I can't live 

that's just the way the story goes

Just to How You Once Again

Lying here without you baby

You could never understand

I just dream about you baby

I would give my all to have you here

It's so hard

You were the only one that I allowed inside my heart

I’ve Been Thinking About You

You're the one that's right for me 

I've been thinking about you  +  In the most peculiar ways

I'm falling in love with you

Baby I can't hold back anymore

You're the one I really adore

Daydream (1995)

Fantasy

Oh baby I'm so into you 

Darling if you only knew

my heart beats faster when you take me over

There's no beginning and there is no end

Feels like I'm dreaming

You are my fantasy

Underneath the Stars

we drifted to another state of mind 

Young love

I lost my heart to you there in the dark

Beautiful and bittersweetly you were fading into me

Reluctantly we said good-bye

I was yours andnd you were my own

One Sweet Day

Sorry I never told you All I wanted to say 

I know you're shining down on me

I know eventually we'll be together + one sweet day

Darling I never showed you assumed you'd always be there

I always cared and I miss the love we shared

the sun will never shine the same again

I'll always look to a brighter day

Open Arms

How could our love be so blind

We sailed on together, We drifted apart

Hoping you'll see what your love means to me

Always Be My Baby

We were as one babe + For a moment in time 

it seemed everlasting That you would always be mine

I know in my heart babe our love will never die

You'll always be a part of me + i’m part of you indefinitely

Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby

No way you're never gonna shake me

But inevitably you'll be back again

I Am Free

You gave me a breath of life 

I was all so alone

your love rained down upon me Washing away uncertainty

When I Saw You

I could see you and no one else 

When I saw you i could not breathe

I'd never be the same

Only once in a lifetime love rushes in changing you with the tide

I thought it was all untrue until there all at once I knew

You are the one for me

Long Ago

I gave you my body and soul and you took control 

You told me pretty lies As I held onto you tight

You knew how to get your way ignorance was bliss in your warm embrace

You used to want me 

you still haunt me

take me back to yesterday

Baby I need you now

Shadows of you keep washing over me

Melt Away

Everytime I see your face 

baby I could melt away in your arms

When you look at me I go soft and cave in + And I can't conceal that I'm slowly weakening 

Paint pretty pictures of what I'd do if you were mine

Forever

Only for you 

Forever and ever my darling

You will always be the only one

I will reminisce of our love

We belong together

Tell me I'm the one you treasure

Daydream Interlude (Fantasy Sweet Dub Mix)

every night you creep into my dreams 

Oh baby it's just a sweet fantasy

You're like the kiss of life

Looking In

You'll never know the real me

I've always been somebody outside looking in

can't take my heart from me

Butterfly (1997)

Honey

Honey got me hooked on you

Oh honey + you can have me when you want me

you're the only one who makes me come running 'cause what you got is far beyond compare

Your love comes over me

You know sugar never ever was so sweet

I'm dying for ya, crying for ya, I adore ya

One hit of your love addicted me  +  Now I'm strung out on you darling

I can hardly wait for another taste of honey

you're the only thing I wanna do

Butterfly

Spread your wings and prepare to fly  +  For you have become a butterfly

You have given me the courage to be all that I can

you'll never be mine

My All

I am thinking of you In my sleepless solitude tonight 

If it's wrong to love you ?

I won't pull through without you by my side

I'd give my all to have just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel your body next to mine

'Cause I can't go on living in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

you're so far like a distant star I'm wishing on tonight

The Roof

I just had to see your face 

I was twisted in the web of my desire for you

I only wanted you

I surrendered as you took me in your arms

I couldn't bear to let you go yet

melted with you

Fourth of July

wanted to stay 

we floated away

wanted to stay Tangled up with you among the fireflies

went our separate ways

I've never truly felt the way that I Felt that Fourth of July

Breakdown

I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you 

Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside

I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering

turn down all the lights and then break down and cry

Steady breakin' me on down

I've been feelin' like you're breakin' me down 

Babydoll

I'm Obsessing on you

I wanna be your babydoll

Love me all through the night

Cover me with velvet kisses Rock me on and on

Thinking about you and me between the sheets

I feel my love surround you

Do you care for me ?

C'mon and be my babydoll

Close My Eyes

I try to forget

on the verge of fading

With you by my side

Whenever You Call

I won't ever be too far away to feel you

I'll always remember

I'll be the one to catch your fall

I will breathe for you each day

Fly Away (Butterfly Reprise)

Come spread your wings and just fly with me 

Fly Away

The Beautiful Ones

Don't make me lose my mind baby

Don't my kisses please you right ?

The beautiful ones they hurt you everytime

I was in love with you

You make me so confused

Outside

Blind and unguided

you'll always be somewhere on the outside 

I Still Believe

you still can touch my heart And after all this time 

I still believe Someday you and me... Will find ourselves, in love again

I had a dream Someday you and me... Will find ourselves, in love again

It's worth the risk of burning To have a second chance

I still believe that we can be together

If we believe that true love never has to end,  Then we must know that we will love again.

Rainbow (1999)

Heartbreaker

Gimme your love 

your love's so good I don't wanna let go

I can't leave you alone

Could you love me baby

You leave me feelin used cause you go and break my heart

Heartbreaker you've got the best of me

I should have known right from the start you'd go and break my heart

That you know persuade me to relinquish my love to you

I just keep on comin' back incessantly

Can’t Take That Away

I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me 

I refuse to falter in what I believe or loose faith in my dreams

They can try,  But they can't take that away from me

They can't take this  Precious love

I'll always have inside me

Bliss

Touch me baby 

you make me want you

what's your fantasy?

Baby my love ain't gonna stop

Just gotta tell me how to give you everything

Baby I've been waiting so long

Gimme some pure delectable love

I can't get enough of you

All my love's for you

How Much

baby I don't think you know Just yes How much I love you 

Essentially you're all I'm living for

All I need in this life 

Love is yours and mine 'Till the very end

Don't underestimate the love in me

honey I ain't letting go too soon

After Tonight

Feels like a feeling meant to be 

After tonight will you remember

Will you return to love me

Baby will you return to love me

X-Girlfriend

you can't have him 

you don't listen

not gonna give in

not yours anymore

all mine now

our love is hot

Our love's too strong

not your baby nomore

Heartbreaker (Remix)

Boy your love's so good 

I don't wanna let go

I cannot resist At all

Would you love me baby

Heartbreaker you've got the best of me

I just keep on comin' back incessantly

I should have known right from the start You'd go and break my heart

Need someone to give me some real love

I give my love to you honey

Should've known you'd break my heart

I'm gonna heartbreak you

I'd advise you not to trust me

Baby, I'm the real thang

why you makin love to me you crazy baby

Vulnerability (Interlude) [Interlude]

I should have known 

Knowing I was So vulnerable

Against All Odds (Take A Look At Me Now)

I just let you walk away 

Just let you leave without a trace

You're the only one who really knew me at all

take a look at me now

nothing left here  + just the memory of your face

There's so much I need to say to you

you comin' back to me

Is against all odds

Crybaby

You know you look too damn good to be cryin'

baby I cry

I can't bear to listen

I try to forget you

Don't even waste your time

Kiss the girls and make them cry!

Can't stop thinking of you and me

everything we used to be

It could have been so perfectly

Did I Do That?

I found a love I can call my own 

You had my trust and intimacy But you threw it away just threw it away

given so much To someone not worth my time

Love plays you for a fool

We can’t stop now

Funny how sometimes You can really lose your mind

I won't be a fool no more

Petals

I miss you dandelion 

I wish there was a way For me to trust you

I was resigned to spend my life With a maze of misery

I stayed so long but finally I fled to save my sanity

I hope you realize I'll always love you

We're gonna make it maybe

I found the strength to break away

Rainbow (Interlude) [Interlude]

I know there is a rainbow For me to follow 

beyond my sorrow Thunder precedes the sunlight

I'll be allright

I can find that Rainbow's end

Thank God I Found You

Thank god i found you

you saved my life

I was lost without you

'Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you

I will give you everything

I'll cherish every part of you

without you beside me I can't survive

I need you in my life 

I was so desolate before you came to me

Glitter (2001)

Loverboy (Remix)

I got myself a lover Who loves what I like 

my sugar daddy takes me for a ride

He's all mine

his loving makes me high

All I need is him to be my loverboy

Come on and love me

Give me more touch me and touch me

I enjoy the way you rock me all night long

You adore me

vision of love

I see in you Is for my eyes only to see

You're so sweet you taste like all types of candy

Lead The Way

love will take over And lead the way 

be mine to treasure

let it take over

If We

Love what your body does to me 

Reminiscin' how we used to smoke and freak

I know you mad but you don't really hate me babe

Baby if we got together again

I would love you unconditionally

Your never gonna let me go

Promise I will be by your side

I’ll be everything you need

The truth is nobody can love you like I can

I Didn’t Mean To Turn You On

I wasn't trying to lead you on 

I knew you wouldn't understand

You think that I'm a fool Cause I wouldn't play by your rules

this is the End of our relationship

Don't Stop (Funkin' 4 Jamaica)

Turn me up a little higher 

Baby light up my fire

Tell me every little thing you wanna do

Baby i’m into you

I just want to love you

All My Life

bring me joy and give me pleasure 

I found that in my heart it's you I treasure

You and only you can make me feel the way I do

You and only you can do the freaky things you do

I'm so into you and that's forever and ever

My love's been waiting for you

adore you

All my life I'll give to only you

Reflections (Care Enough)

we said goodbye 

Did you care at all for me

I really need to feel you

Last Night A DJ Saved My Life

You know you drive me crazy baby 

Last night a DJ saved my life from a broken heart 

I was trapped in love with you

Want You

It's just the way I want you baby 

your love in mine

explore our fantasies tonight

Never Too Far

be brave enough to love again 

Never too far away

I'll keep you close to me

Nobody can take your place

I'll always think of you and me

Twister

all so tragic 

I'll never have the chance To feel the closure

Lord I pray she's found some peace

I'm feeling kind of fragile

I guess this is my way Of saying goodbye

Loverboy

I thank heaven for the things that you do 

I got myself a lover Who loves what I like 

my sugar daddy takes me for a ride

He's all mine

his loving makes me high

All I need is him to be my loverboy

Come on and love me

Give me more touch me and touch me

I enjoy the way you rock me all night long

Charmbracelet (2002)

Through the Rain

I can make it through the rain 

I can stand up once again on my own

every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith

There's nothing you can't face

Boy (I Need You)

Sometimes I don't call Like I don't care at all 

you're the only thing That lifts me up

Adore you

So come and get my love

I'm gonna wrap you up Inside my love

never let you go boy

I know You're thinking of me

The One

I would never give my heart Away again 

I should know better but I Can't stop what I feel

When you're next to me I really think I Finally found somebody

That could be the one

I promised myself That I wouldn't give in to love

Yours

You brighten up the moon and stars at night 

You bring new meaning to my life

I'm forever yours

You surpass all my fantasies and i keep thanking the Lord above for Blessing me

I know how it feels to be part of you boy

I honestly never thought love could be real  + until angels guided me to you

Baby our love will always persevere ‘

You Got Me

you do something to me that I can't describe baby

There ain't no one else

I got my heart set on you

You really got me, baby it's true

you got me so in love 

you got me Daydreamin' 'bout us

you got me starry eyed and elated

you got me whenever you want me baby

You know you got me Hypnotized

you got me feeling intoxicated 

You're the star of all my dreams

I just wanna be your everything

I Only Wanted

I only wanted you to stay 

Foolishly I romanticized Someone was saving my life

I was caught in your masquerade

Doesn't it ever stay?

Clown

I should've never called you back 

You should've never intimated We were lovers + When you know very well we never even touched each other

Who's gonna love you when It all falls down

Nobody cares when the tears of a clown Fall down...

Who's gonna love you

star of the show isn't you anymore

you're lost and lonesome still just a frail shook one

Better think twice, better play nice

I know what kills you slow

You’re no superhero

what goes around comes around.

My Saving Grace

I know all things are possible 

as long as I believe

Spent precious years wrapped up in fear

my saving grace shined on me

my saving grace set me free

I still exist because you keep me safe

I found my saving grace within you

you're my everything

You Had Your Chance

Never dreamed I'd see you tonight 

love of my life

sorry but you had your chance

We used to be close but you didn't love me

We used to be best friends but you never really cared

I let you into my soul didn't know you couldn't be trusted

you want me back again

I was your fool

Where were you when I needed you most

Would've given the world to be back in your arms

you left me so torn apart

that's all in the past

Lullaby

I'll sing you that sweet lullaby 

I'll come home with you tonight

we've both grown up a bit

It really still feels good Here by your side

Just like I used to do

No one else in our lives holds a candle to you and I

feels like deja vu

flashback to so long ago

I'll come and love you to sleep

I just can't walk away from paradise

you just look so good

Irresistible (West Side Connection)

Everytime I try to leave Something pulls me back baby 

you're irresistible

I don't wanna lose you to somebody else

something inside tells me you're where I belong

You just shatter my heart

I wish that I didn't Love you so

I'm addicted to you

Subtle Invitation

in love once again 

You should know I'm still here

If you really need me Baby just reach out and touch me

you'll always be an intrinsic part of me

I'll comfort you

Your heart won't hurt anymore

all you gotta do is call

i got you

Bringin’ On The Heartbreak

You're a mystery Always runnin' wild 

easy come and easy go

You're bringin' on the heartache Takin all the best of me

You got the best of me

You're such a secret Misty eyed and shady

You're bringin on the heartache

Sunflowers for Alfred Roy

Thank you for forgiving 

I'm aware you had doubts

I'm at peace with you

I'm picturing you and me there right now

You're always alive inside of me

you're shining like A sunflower up in the sky

Through the Rain (Remix)

I'll make it through the rain 

I'll stand up once again

You will arise safe and sound

keep holding on

The Emancipation of Mimi (2005)

It’s Like That

I know you watchin me So what's it gonna be?

Baby, come and get it if you're really feelin me

No stress, no fights i'm leavin it all behind

just making the most of life

You like this and you know it

Them chickens is ash and I'm lotion

Baby, come and get it Let me give you what you need

Shake It Off

the loving ain't the same And you keep on playing games 

I'm here to stay

I gotta shake it off

By the time you get this message It's gonna be too late

You're gonna miss me baby Hate to say I told you so

You'll never ever find a girl Who loves you more than me

You wasn't worth my time

I need a real love in my life

Baby I'm gone

We Belong Together

I didn't mean it When I said I didn't love you so 

I should have held on tight

I never should've let you go

I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever be without your love

I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side

When you left I lost a part of me

Come back baby please, 'cause We belong together

We Belong Together

I can't sleep at night when you are on my mind

I only think of you  + as breakin’ my heart

I need you back in my life

Mine Again

I remember when you used to be mine 

I was too naive to love you right

Maybe you could be mine again

I know how to be your everything

We weren't made for each other's arms

Say Somethin’

You've got my mind blown 

If it's worth your while say something good to me

There's nothing for us to fear

Make your body go round and round

Stay the Night

I'm the one you need 

Baby I feel the same way

You keep saying stay the night + Just let me rock you till the morning light

I'm so lost without your love

It's hard for me to break away from you baby

I'm feeling vulnerable tonight

I don't wanna miss the chance of reliving our sweet romance

Get Your Number

I can show you what I'm all about 

Come on and see about me baby

Tell me how many times in your life will you get an opportunity like this tonight

I bet you're wondering What my intentions are for you And I to get into

One And Only

I'm lookin' for my one and only 

find my heart in pieces on the ground

I'm riding home in pain again baby But that don't mean shit to you

players only love you when they're playing games

I should have stayed away Like my friends all told me to

Still I gave my heart to you

Is this just an impossible dream baby

I wanna be wit you don't wanna leave you lonely

 Circles

Ever since you left me I've been trying to hide the pain 

I just keep going round and round And round in circles

I don't think I can make it without you

Saturday I saw you holding hands with someone new

I kept repeating don't you let them see you cry

Everything is you

Still caught up in you...love can be so cruel

Baby don't know how to turn you loose

Your Girl

I'm gonna make you want to Get with me tonight 

I'm gonna show you clearly I can rock your world

I'm gonna put those naughty Thoughts into your mind

I Wish You Knew

I've got to reveal what's inside of my heart 

I just wish you knew how much I still love you

So helpless when I Look into your eyes

I wish you knew How I love you baby

Honestly I know it's silly of me To want you so badly

the words escape me And I'm paralyzed

You probably haven't got a clue

To The Floor

You really want me just for me 

Feel that chemistry

You know I feel it just the same as you

Joyride

Our love goes around + on a joyride

Baby baby don't you ever let go

When you need me I will always be there I found love

And our love goes round and round Way up high, a joy ride

We found love

our love was heaven sent From the day we first met

We've got something they can't touch We found love

Loving you is like a taste of heaven

Nobody in this whole wide world Could ever replace you in my eyes

We found paradise Forever you and I

Fly Like A Bird

I feel the unconditional love 

Fly like a bird, Take to the sky -- I need you now Lord ,Carry me high

Don't let the world break me tonight

I need the strength of you by my side

I pray you'll come and carry me home

A place of peace and harmony

If we loved each other We would find victory

Carry me higher

Don’t Forget About Us

Don't forget about us 

Just let it die With no goodbyes

Now everytime I see you I pretend I'm fine

Baby I must confess We were bigger than anything 

Remember us at our best

you'll always be in my heart

Nothing can compare to your first true love

So I hope this will remind you When it's for real, it's forever

we both know Nothing comes close to What we had

There's only one me and you

We are one, that's a fact

So baby we just can't let The fire pass us

why you act like you don't know how this lovin' used to be?

I bet she can't do like me

Makin' It Last All Night (What It Do)

you're the secret I've never told 

I just want to touch you 

Put my hands on you and love you

you don't even know everything that flows through my mind

Tonight, I need your body

Tonight, you gon' be mine

So Lonely (One And Only Part II)

I know inside we belong to each other incidentally 

You're the only one who gives me that feelin'

You know I like the way you kick it

You know I like it when ya in my world

Come on baby girl let me see what that do

Forever your lady

Come and be my one and only

You got my body lit up like the moon

I'm so caught up in you

We Belong Together (Remix)

When you left I lost a part of me 

Come back baby, please 'Cause we belong together

There ain't nobody better

I only think of you On two occasions, That's day and night

Only you can make it right

We belong together Like the sun in the summertime

We belong together Like peanut butter and jelly

I can't sleep at night When you are on my mind

If you think you're lonely now, Wait until tonight

E=MC² (2008)

Migrate

We can move this back to my place 

they can't take they eyes off us

you're qualified

Tell it to me like it ain't OK

Touch My Body

I know that you've been waiting for it 

In my imagination I'd be all up on you

I know you got that fever for me, Hundred and two

Cause if you run your mouth and brag About this secret rendezvous, I will hunt you down

But this is private Between you and I

Touch my body

I just wanna make you feel Like you never did.

Let me wrap my thighs All around your waist

Know you love my curves, Come on and give me what I deserve

I'll hug your body tighter Than my favorite jeans

I want you to caress me Like a tropical breeze

I'm gonna treat you like a teddy bear, You won't wanna go nowhere

I will give you plenty

Cruise Control

I don't know how to stay up in my lane 

starve yourself of love

Just come again and stop and start just like a genesis

I Stay In Love

I try and try so hard To keep our love alive 

If you don't know me at this point Then I highly doubt you ever will

I really need you to give me That unconditional love I used to feel

We said let go But I kept on hanging on

Inside I know it's over You're really gone

It's killing me 'cause there ain't nothing That I can do

keep on telling myself That you'll come back around

See I can't get over you now No matter what I do

baby, I stay in love with you

We both know our heart is breaking

Side Effects

I believed Everything that you told me 

you were scared that I'd become much More than you could handle

I knew if I started I'd keep crying For the rest of my life with you

I finally built up the strength to walk away

Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects

Doin' my best to handle sleeping with the enemy

I broke away and finally found the strength to leave

Forgive but I can't forget

I’m That Chick

That's right you are intrigued, I'm that chick you like. 

taste me, I Got flavor like ice cream

Gonna be your everything,

Just keep on kissin' me

Hold on and baby we Could party all night through the night

Love Story

Just another love story Together we'll make history 

I know because it's just too real They'll be no end to our love story

They came back stronger then before

This is truly Ours for the eternity

I'll Be Lovin' U Long Time

I'll be lovin u long time 

Our love is stronger than any drug

everytime I'm with you I want some more

Just close the door And let's explore each other

Long as I know you got me I'll be loving u long time

There's no stopping you and me I'll be loving u long time

Don't care what no one has to say They don't understand us like we do

I need you near me night and day Together there ain't nothin' we can't do

Spend a little time just us alone You can caress my body and never let go

Can't nobody do what you do to me

Last Kiss

i know you still love me ... and i love you

Feel so empty inside Since our last kiss goodbye

I need you back again

we're some kind of obsession

in my heart I know this Ain't gon' be our last kiss

Our love will always exist

Somethin' bout our love  Will not fade away

this feeling it's too good to miss

Thanx 4 Nothin

You just lie and you cheat 

See you said that you loved me too And so I trusted you

I only have myself to blame

you were just playin' a game

I was livin' in a lie just a masquerade

O.O.C.

We never lose that chemistry 

Your love's so addictive

Baby, everytime you touch me Still get that electricity

after all this time

te quiero mucho papi

For The Record

You wasn't thinking When you let me go 

Win some you lose some

Give me one good reason why We can't just press rewind

I don't wanna spend my life Thinking what it could've been like

always thought we Were so perfect together

Let's re-write the end and Start over again

For the record, You'll always be a part of me No matter what you do

And for the record Can't nobody say I didn't give my all to you

And for the record I told you underneath the stars That you belong to me

Bye Bye

we will never say bye 

You loved me and obviously There's so much more left to say If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this

Miss you but I try not to cry

Still I'd give the world to see your face

It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

I Wish You Well

I'm not your enemy 

I wish you well

I'll keep you in prayer till the end

I'm so sorry, please forgive me

There's only so much I can do I love you and did all that I could

you're blessing me

they have not gained victory over me

Memoirs Of An Imperfect Angel (2009)

Betcha Gon' Know (The Prologue)

I can't believe you just actually did this shit to me 

Been too good to you

Baby, I had all the guns but not a word from you

You got me all crazy, somewhere down the line your gon get what you deserve..you fucking jerk

Your were supposed to save me, my sweet baby

Now we are fading away..but your gonna know how this feels  Even if it's the last thing I ever do

Obsessed

"I was like, why you so obsessed with me?" 

it's clear that you're upset with me.

finally found a girl that you couldn't impress,

Last man on the earth, still couldn't get this

You're delusional

you're losing your mind.

Seein' right through you like you're bathin' in Windex.

Graspin' for air, and I'm ventilation

Tellin' the world how much you miss me, But we never were

I'm the, press conference, you're a conversation

you love me, you love me, you really really love me

H.A.T.E.U.

having a traumatic emotional upset

We swore not to say goodbye

How'd our fairytale just end up this way ?

Why is it so hard to say goodbye?

I can't wait to hate you

There's no place left to go

This was a love phenomenon No one could explain

I wish I could press reset And feel that feeling again

I sit and press rewind And watch us every night

I miss you

I can't wait to H.A.T.E.U.

Candy Bling

I've been waiting for somebody like you to come back around 

It was plain to see that I was your girl

you were my world

I would take this love throwback from the top

I'm a think about you all night long back in the days we were in love

some days i sit and wish we was in one again

I'm back to the future missing you

I often reminisce about the games we played

Ribbon

It's only been twenty good minutes since I kissed you 

Wish I had twenty million hours to caress you and undress you, to be continued

I got your lovin' on my mind

You got me wrapped up, packed up, ribbon with a bow on it

everybody knows that I'm his lady

So proud he's by my side, He knows I'm ride or die

Tell me what I'm suppose to do when you're not around ?

I could spend my whole life with you

Inseparable 

I don't want another That's why I'm messed up about you 

Can't even dream with out seeing you why should I even try to breathe ?

Thought we'd stay together always and forever

I'm lost, can't you look, won't you please find me

I just ain't the same with out you

now I see that no one is Inseparable

I just wish you show up and make everything alright

Standing O

Your kisses told me oh so many lies 

you remind  me of a love that seemed so sublime.

You played the one that loved you the most

Gave you my heart and all you did was pound on it

I'm the one that taught you how to love.

I gave you all of me,  parts of affection you couldn't see

You went and leave me with the scars on my heart,

It’s A Wrap

It's a wrap for you baby 

If I ever misrepresented my self-image Then I'm sorry

get out of my face, it's over

Up Out My Face

I thought we had something special 

You ain't never gonna feel this thing again 

More Than Just Friends

Nothin' like them other girls  I would never be rude to you baby 

just say  that you wanna be more than just friends

I'ma love you until the end

I wanna be all on your lips like gelato

Permanently paint me in your picture like piccasso

Is it you, is it me, we should say how we feel for each other.

I need your touch, never wanted somethin so much, friendship just aint enough

The Impossible 

you took my hand and made me a part of you 

I looked in your heart and saw all my dreams come true

You did the impossible, You rescued my love

You did the impossible, I had almost given up

I love you like summertime, love you cherry wine

Love you like were destined, Love you like my lover and my best friend

Tonight I'm gonna need all your attention

Like a bird I'mma hum those three words: I love you, I love you, I love you

If your mine say you love me

the love that you gave to me has pulled me through

I'd almost given up, the impossible

Angels Cry

I shouldn't have walked away

I would've stayed if you'd say ,  we could've made everything okay

we just threw the blame back and forth

We treated love like a sport The final blow hit so low

Remember we used to touch the sky

When you and I said goodbye I felt the angels cry

True love's a gift but we let it drift in a storm

can't our love be revived?

I'm on the edge, just tryin' to survive

I know I can stand just pull me back up Like there ain't no hurricane it's just us

I'm willing to live and die for our love

Languishing ( The Interlude )

I was wondering  Would you cry for me? 

It’s a shame you don’t  know me at all

If you saw that I was languishing  I was wondering would you cry for me

I Want To Know What Love Is

In my life there's been heartache and pain I don't know if I can face it again 

I wanna know what love is

I wanna know what love is I want you to show me

It looks like love has finally found me

Let's talk about love

ME. I AM MARIAH... THE ELUSIVE CHANTEUSE. (2014)

Cry.

maybe I shouldn't have told you I loved you 

Wish I could have you back

Truly too enchanted to disregard the words you said to make me yours I need to hold you until we break...

tonight all I wanna do is just hold you til we both break down and cry

Faded

My heart's hung over 

Baby you're faded

You're just an echo, A whisper in my ear

Still try and pretend it's possible to bring us back to life

we continue to subside Hanging on for life on this roller coaster ride

subconsciously, always somewhere but you're not there for me

You're always somewhere but you're not there for me

Dedicated

I'll just sit right here and sing that good old school shit to you 

This one's for me and you

this is dedicated to you

all that love-making we did it was so real, I wanna feel that again

you are my fantasy 

#Beautiful

With an ass like that and a smile so bright, you’re killing me, you know it ain’t fair 

Let the moonlight kiss your skin When you dance like that

You’re beautiful, and your mind is fucking beautiful

Don’t stop ’til you thrill me, oh how you thrill me

‘Cause it’s beautiful, ooh you make me feel invincible

And I can’t pretend that doesn’t mean a thing to me

Thirsty

You used to be Mister all about me Now you're just thirsty for celebrity 

Best thing that happened to your ass was me

I walked in like the man of the year with these thirsty girls in my section

Make It Look Good

I just want a taste of what you got 

Look at what you got me going through Can't help myself

I know you notice me Fantasize about the way you lick your lips

you make it look good

You’re Mine (Eternal)

I can't seem to live without your love 

I just can't seem to give you up, You're mine

You make me feel Our love would never end

How can I forget Baby we were the best

You Don’t Know What To Do

our little romance is through 

I miss you almost half as much as you miss me

You used to act so tough, with insecurity

You don't know what to do

i’ll set you free

when you lost my heart, you lost everything

Supernatural

Our love is supernatural 

communicate without saying the words aloud

you make the beat go

Meteorite

you got the night to light up the sky 

you got to burn up all the way

Camouflage

I told my heart that you needed time for yourself; it's fine 

I camouflage my tears and you wear your disguise

if you still love me

Didn't we swear we'd give each other everything

Didn't I give you all of me?

I pray that you still love me

Money ( $ * / ... )

cause i come home to you 

your love is good

I dream the impossible dream When you and I are alone

One More Try

So if you love me, say you love me  +  But if you don't, just let me go

I don't wanna learn to Hold you, touch you, think that you're mine

you were just a stranger and I was at your feet

you think that you love me

Maybe just want one more try

Heavenly (No Ways Tired / Can't Give Up Now)

There will be mountains that I will have to climb And there will be battles that I will have to fight 

I just can't give up now Come too far from where I started from

I'll just lift my head up to the sky And say, “Help me to be strong”

you didn't bring me out here to leave me lonely

It’s A Wrap

It's a wrap for you baby

If I ever misrepresented my self-image Then I'm sorry

get out of my face, it's over

Betcha Gon' Know 

I can't believe you just actually did this shit to me

Been too good to you

Baby, I had all the guns but not a word from you

You got me all crazy, somewhere down the line your gon get what you deserve..you fucking jerk

Your were supposed to save me, my sweet baby

Now we are fading away..but your gonna know how this feels  Even if it's the last thing I ever do

The Art Of Letting Go

I am no longer live in your dominion 

letting go ain't easy  it's just exceedingly hurtful 

somebody you used to know is flinging your world around and they watch, as you're falling down

Evidently your words were merely lies, Reverberating in my ears

I hope you don't get no ideas 'bout re-uniting baby 'Cause that's the last thing I truly need

#1 To Infinity (2016)

Vision Of Love

I had a vision of love + and i was all that you given to me

The answer that heaven as sent down to me

You treated me kind

I’ll be eternally grateful, holding you so close to me

Knowing the one i that i needed would find me eventually

Love Takes Time

Love takes time + To heal when your hurting so bad

Couldn't see that I was blind to let you go

I don't wanna be here alone

Tell me how to stop the rain

Someday

You were so blind to let me go  +  You had it all but did not know

Don't come back crying

Baby how could you ever believe that another could replace me

The one and only

I won't need your love anymore

Someday

I Don’t Wanna Cry

We sit in silence after all is said and done

Baby look what we've become

We can make a million promises but we still won't change

It isn't right to stay together when you only bring each other pain

I don’t wanna cry

Nothing in the world could take us back t + to where we used to be

Though I've given you my heart and soul I must find a way of letting go

Every moment we're together it's just breaking me down

I know we swore it was forever +  But it hurts too much to stay around

Emotions

You've got me feeling emotions  +  Deeper than I've ever dreamed of

I don't know if it's real but I like the way I feel inside

You are the first thing on my mind

You know the way to make me lose control

You make me feel so high

I’ll Be There

You and I must make a pact, We must bring salvation back 

I'll reach out my hand to you I'll have faith in all you do

Just call my name and I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you And build my world of dreams around you

I'm so glad I found you

I'll be there with a love so strong

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter

I'll be there to protect you With an unselfish love that respects you

Dreamlover

Take me away

Why don't you take me away

Dreamlover come rescue me

Take me anywhere you want to baby now

I need you so desperately

'Cause I wanna share forever with you baby

I just want someone to belong to

Hero

You don't have to be afraid

Then a hero comes along

So when you feel like hope is gone + Look inside you and be strong

A hero lies in you

It's a long road when you face the world alone

Hold on there will be tomorrow

Fantasy

Oh baby I'm so into you

Darling if you only knew

my heart beats faster when you take me over

There's no beginning and there is no end

Feels like I'm dreaming

You are my fantasy

One Sweet Day

Sorry I never told you All I wanted to say

I know you're shining down on me

I know eventually we'll be together + one sweet day

Darling I never showed you assumed you'd always be there

I always cared and I miss the love we shared

the sun will never shine the same again

I'll always look to a brighter day 

Always Be My Baby

We were as one babe + For a moment in time

it seemed everlasting That you would always be mine

I know in my heart babe our love will never die

You'll always be a part of me + i’m part of you indefinitely

Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby

No way you're never gonna shake me

But inevitably you'll be back again

Honey

Honey got me hooked on you

Oh honey + you can have me when you want me

you're the only one who makes me come running 'cause what you got is far beyond compare

Your love comes over me

You know sugar never ever was so sweet

I'm dying for ya, crying for ya, I adore ya

One hit of your love addicted me  +  Now I'm strung out on you darling

I can hardly wait for another taste of honey

you're the only thing I wanna do

My All

I am thinking of you In my sleepless solitude tonight

If it's wrong to love you ?

I won't pull through without you by my side

I'd give my all to have just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel your body next to mine

'Cause I can't go on living in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

you're so far like a distant star I'm wishing on tonight

Heartbreaker

Gimme your love

your love's so good I don't wanna let go

I can't leave you alone

Could you love me baby

You leave me feelin used cause you go and break my heart

Heartbreaker you've got the best of me

I should have known right from the start you'd go and break my heart

That you know persuade me to relinquish my love to you

I just keep on comin' back incessantly 

Thank God I Found You

Thank god i found you

you saved my life

I was lost without you

'Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you

I will give you everything

I'll cherish every part of you

without you beside me I can't survive

I need you in my life

I was so desolate before you came to me

We Belong Together

I didn't mean it When I said I didn't love you so

I should have held on tight

I never should've let you go

I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever be without your love

I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side

When you left I lost a part of me

Come back baby please, 'cause We belong together

We Belong Together

I can't sleep at night when you are on my mind

I only think of you  + as breakin’ my heart

I need you back in my life

Don’t Forget About Us

Don't forget about us

Just let it die With no goodbyes

Now everytime I see you I pretend I'm fine

Baby I must confess We were bigger than anything

Remember us at our best

you'll always be in my heart

Nothing can compare to your first true love

So I hope this will remind you When it's for real, it's forever

we both know Nothing comes close to What we had

There's only one me and you

We are one, that's a fact

So baby we just can't let The fire pass us

why you act like you don't know how this lovin' used to be?

I bet she can't do like me

Touch My Body

I know that you've been waiting for it

In my imagination I'd be all up on you

I know you got that fever for me, Hundred and two

Cause if you run your mouth and brag About this secret rendezvous, I will hunt you down

But this is private Between you and I

Touch my body

I just wanna make you feel Like you never did.

Let me wrap my thighs All around your waist

Know you love my curves, Come on and give me what I deserve

I'll hug your body tighter Than my favorite jeans

I want you to caress me Like a tropical breeze

I'm gonna treat you like a teddy bear, You won't wanna go nowhere

I will give you plenty

Infinity

Close the door, lose the key Leave my heart on the mat for me 

I was yours eternally, There’s an end to infinity

Why are we still doing this?

Infinity loving me more and more

I believe infinity is more than just a made up dream 

[wanderingheartscruise-blog]

Pack your bags, Leanne Sumner, and get ready to set sail. (Congratulations, Hannah, you’ve been accepted as your face claim, Deborah Ann Woll)

Out Of Character (OOC)

Name/Alias: Hannah

Age/Birthday: 27

Timezone/Location: EST

Activity Level (1-10): 7

In Character (IC)

Preset or Original Character: OC

Name: Leanne Sumner

Face Claim: Deborah Ann Woll

Birthday: December 2, 1991

Role (crew, passenger, resident): Crew

Occupation (job on ship or job wherever they’re from): Escort

Marital Status: Single

Sexual Orientation: Bisexual

Social Media (IC) Please note these are not real, and are to be used for this RP only

Twitter Name: @SexySumner

Instagram Name: SexySumner

SnapChat Name: SexySumner

Biography

One thing that Leanne doesn’t do is talk about her childhood and family, not even to Landon. Leanne has been on her own since she was fourteen and she doesn’t want to talk about why. When she was seventeen she met Landon by pure luck and there was an instant attraction between them. She lied about her age and told him she was nineteen. They began a very intense sexual relationship; Landon even brought her on board of Wandering Hearts so they wouldn’t have to spend four months apart. By the end of the four months things weren’t as hot and heavy as it was in the beginning. Leanne caught Landon with other girls on many occasions and it caused fights. She wanted a relationship and all he wanted was to screw around without strings. When they docked back in Miami he told her that they shouldn’t continue with their fling but she refused to leave. She told him that if he didn’t want to be with her it was fine but she had nowhere else to go and felt home on the ship. Landon told her she could stay if she worked so she agreed and took an escort job. She hoped that if Landon saw her with all these men it would make him jealous enough to commit to her. Over the years her plan worked to an certain degree. There were many times he’d confront her when he saw her “dates” getting a little to handsy, him always saying that he cared about her too much to sit by and watch her get taken advantage of, and them then retiring to his suite for awhile. Each fling ended the same with him refusing to give up his carefree lifestyle and her refusing to be okay with being one of many. About a year ago Landon found out she had lied about her age and he hasn’t talked to her much since. She’s glad she can be herself now and admit she’s twenty-five and not twenty-seven but she hates Landon is so mad at her. Leanne feels so strongly that she and Landon are truly in love but no matter how many times they start up again it always ends. She doesn’t want to give up hope but now it’s been the longest they’ve ever gone without hooking up and she’s starting to think he doesn’t care about her anymore. She can be a little crazy and high maintenance at times and she’s sure that’s part of what turns Landon off of her. She’s been so lonely lately that she started sleeping with her “dates.” Part of her wants Landon to catch her to see if it makes a difference between them but the other part of her is afraid he’ll finally kick her off the ship for good.

Changes

None since it’s an OC