#honestly though nothing but praise for naru

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I SCREAMED IN DELIGHT LEGITIMATELY OPENED MY MOUTH AND RELEASED MY OVERWHELMING JOY IN AUDIO FORM

Naru is NOT HERE for Ami’s games, and oh my godddddd how thrilled am I that she’s not, AND THAT THE NARRATIVE KNOWS THEY ARE GAMES AND ALSO IS NOT INTERESTED IN LETTING AMI PLAY THE VICTIM

Because no mistake, that is EXACTLY what Ami’s doing. She wants Usagi’s attention, she LOVES that Usagi’s ready and willing at all times to come to Ami’s emotional rescue. Usagi’s constant and overt gestures to make sure Ami knows she’s welcomed and included are a fucking drug to Ami that Usagi isn’t just willing to provide, but naturally pumps directly into her veins with every breath.

Not that Ami’s turning Usagi away just to get that next hit, or to make Usagi express NO NO I REALLY WANT YOU WITH ME for a stronger dose to reach the same high. But I say that because she isn’t there YET. Ami getting to that point eventually? Zero problem seeing it. I’d go so far as to say it’s near inevitable.

Not yet, though, and seeing Naru there, knowing Naru doesn’t like her (worse, doesn’t TRUST her), ON TOP of Ami knowing in her deepest heartspace that she was disappointed Naru was okay? Nah, much easier to decline Usagi’s offer.

HERE’S WHERE IT GETS AMAZING THOUGH HOLD ON TO YOUR ASSES

Ami could’ve just said “no thanks!” She could’ve grabbed one of the other students the teacher usually has to pair off (and Ami would know who they were, she’s been in this situation her whole life). She could’ve done a half-dozen things to wave off Usagi’s offer. Maybe she wouldn’t have been able to dislodge Usagi, who is a determined and persistent little bun when she wants to be, but Ami making a sincere and genuine effort is the point here, and she ABSOULTELY does not. Instead, she grasps her victimhood with both hands, and wraps it around herself like the martyr she’s cast herself to be.

“No no! Don’t worry about me! I don’t want to intrude on your and Naru’s special friendship! I’ll just sit here, unpicked (ALONE!!), and wait to be assigned the unlucky person who has to suffer my presence.”

FUCK THAT, says perfect sunbeam angel of having enough of your shit, Naru Osaka.

Ami doesn’t get to avoid all the awkward unpleasantness of her choices. She doesn’t get to transfer HER feelings into guilt for Usagi. She doesn’t get to bank Usagi’s attention and affection, and withdraw it later, with interest. She doesn’t get to back away from this without OWNING IT.

And I fucking LOVE Naru for this. (For many things, but also this.) Ami can’t just be passive aggressive and Sad At Things, to continue to marinate in the pity party she threw for herself. Either bring your problems with Naru TO NARU, or fuck all the way off, but the games are OVER.

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I wrote so much about #KachoFuugetsu ...

Evening Its Ishida Ayumi

Hello! Project 2021 Spring "Kacho Fuugetsu"

Today, was also the last performance for Kacho! Everyone, really, good work~!

Thank you for your support until the end

It was really supposed to be a performance in Osaka today for Fuugetsu

Everyone --- :(

It ended up being cancelled, Since it was was long-awaited day, Please let me write about Kacho Fuugetsu today too!

(I said I would yesterday though! lol)

My 2shots with the members, I successfully challenged taking them with everyone, so there are a lot

they're all together on Instagram

Having concerts, with the members, there are lots of scenes where our eyes met <3

Everyone was grinning,

It had a warm feeling

But,

Towards those scenes of us meeting eyes, our basic posture was facing towards everyone so!

What makes you feel the members the most,

this time its the voices!!

Everyones singing voices, it come in with a thud!

Since I had a lot of moments like, I like that voice now,

I think I'll look back on it..... <3

(Since I'm writing a ton about scenes in songs, those that saw it, and those that haven't, please follow along till the end!!! lol)

For Kaedy, there are a lottttt of wonderful parts <3

Interview 1 Interview 2

I also wrote about her here!

Therefore I was thinking about what it should be in particular~ but,

But in SEXY BOY ~Soyokaze ni Yorisotte~, ♪Nestled by the breeze (Sooyokaze ni yoorisotte--)

Yeah! There!

This is our first song as the team...... Its a Morning song....... it was particularly impressive including that element

Kaedy always, we always go into the intro while looking at each other like, we're fired up! But day by day we started hiding from each other and making strange faces, I really liked that

In a similar situation, our eyes meet a ton during the intro for Akai Earphone, I'll do it when I do it lol

Mei-chan was, man! She shot through everyone!

SHAKA SHAKA TO LOVE ♪ Its ok to like yourself! (Jibun wo suki ni natte iinda yo!)

that line.....

<3

The audience was often stuffing down their cheers, but being able to applaud, (thank you for cooperating with infection control)

With that,

She really shot through with explosive power with that line

Conversely with that, I also saw a cool Mei-chan

in Oh my wish! ♪Running away~ means losing (Nigeru~ wa make da yo)

Here! Her rhythm was good and it was cool!

I met eyes with Mei-chan so much, within those moments she was also grinning,

Panda-san Power <3

For Rikako,

Ai no Sono's, ♪ You can be~g for it a bit *Oneda~rishi, te, kurete ii yo)

That!!!

Be~g

That! I really love that! ......I pinpointed it <3 lol

She has a really good voice although its husky, its wonderful when the high notes get a bit heartrending

In the 1st A Melo of Hatsukoi Sunrise, Rikako is diagonally in front of me and to the left, I watch her back like, how cool~, after that I move towards the back of the stage, I intentionally moved 1 tempo later because I wanted to make eye contact, I really like that time

Kamu-chan, thank you for really doing your best in both the Wind and Moon performances!!

Kamu-chan's voice!! I like it so much!! (its the best in the last chorus of Oyogenai Mermaid)

Its also the best in the last chorus of Dakishimete Dakishimete, and also her lines in Hatsukoi Sunrise are the best,

my favorite in particular personally is, Oh my wish!'s ♪this is what you have to do to shine..... (Susumu beki michi ya kirakira to) Listening to Kamu-chan there she has a great and kinda voice

Even as we've been performing it in Morning, I like that it wasn't like something I had heard before

During the face to face dance in Dondengaeshi, even though its a cool song, she wasn't at all! She was grinning ←

Rin-chan!!! Rin-san!!!

Um, yesterday, I was like, one night I saw a pretty big lizard stuck to the window of my house and I was like Uwaaaaaa! Since Rin-chan likes reptiles, even though it was late at night, I took the trouble of sending her a photo of it

Rin-chan's parents, if Rin-chan was up late yesterday, its my fault, I sincerely apologize......←

In Gekihara LOVE, ♪captivated by you ❤️ (toriko ni naru)

this part from Rin-chan was very... <3

Rin-chan is a funny girl, like, her happiness from winning rock paper scissors, Among Us, or happiness from winning Werewolf, she's amazingly honest,,, I have the most differnt impression of her now

the hook in Dondengaeshi, I faced Rin-chan in that, its a time I liked in everyone performance

It was hot! but, when it felt like I was forcibly meeting eyes with her it was funny, and fun, it was like I was being an idiot! lol I was also really having fun--! lol

Manakan!

Her ankles are thin~❤️←

Manakan's fake in DOWNTOWN, the notes are bright like they're dancing, that song feels exciting! since I'm standing next her when she does it, it was like we were excited together♪

In DanshaISM, ♪Whether to gain or loose it all~ (subete toku ka son wo susu ka)

that too, I got into it!

Scenes where I met eyes with Manakan during performances increased, we faced each other in Hatsukoi Sunrise, being far away, we should have been looking away from each other but, we saw each other! realizing that, we intentionally stood on stage and faced each other, its a memory I laugh at ~

It was fun! its like we could feel each other, I liked that time

Dan-chan's voice, her singing, everywhere has left an impression on me

Especially from my point of view! I'll list the spots

Hatsukoi Sunrise's ♪I want to touch your love (Kimi no ai ni furetai)

Why is it there, until Dan-chan's solo part there, Dan-chan and I make eye contact, I'm grinning <3

This girl, the next moment, singing so cooly?

I wonder if its conveyed I fell in love every time it was really cool

Renai Destiny ~Honne wo Ronjitai~'s ♪this feeling of fuzziness, rather, this sense of justice put on as a public façade (Moyamoya to sore ijou no tatemae no seigiken)

Matching the music, aren't there various ways to sing this phrase? I feel like its packed in, I really love that its so cool there!!!!!

I'm lost with Saorin~

hmmm,

Maybe its the key change, in Dakishimate Dakishimete!

its a good feeling that she got into it every performance with a thud,

This was when BEYOOOOOND's weren't able to perform in Kacho Fuugetsu but, all the parts that were sung with Koko-chan, they became Saorin's solo parts, her doing that was really cool and impressive

Really! Amazing!

Speaking of making eye contact, the part where we put our hands together in the choreography of the B melo for Date ja nai yo Uchi no Jinsei wa, Saorin's eyes were big and round, was she being charming? or was she doing it normally? what is it?,,,I was arbitrarily being played with <3 I liked it <3

For Saorin, I'll call her Saorin but, sometimes, Saori!!! its like want to call her that, I find it interesting and unique~~~ lol

Maopin! Good work performing with Moon as well she performed more than anyone else, thank you

I had many duet parts to sing with Maopin♪

the part I liked from Maopin is,

DanshaISM's, ♪ the things we really need (hitsyou na, mono wa)

her sense of rhythm between the no, na, to, mo!!! I love that part!!!

For the performance, even with Maopin singing, the moment our eyes meet, she is naturally cute, I love it

by the way since this is a Tsubaki song, I can listen to it in the future!! I'm happy!!

she was also cool in Ai no Sono...

For Oh my wish!, in Winds she was a dance member, in Moon she was a singing member, she did both of them

the choreography is different, and the standing positions are different

Just how amazing is that......

thank you

Takase!! Kurumin!!

KEEP ON Joushoushikou!!'s ♪Stand proud as a human~~~ (ningen wo hokore)

Here, so the dance club can change clothes, I'm in a hurry during it but, I like the relaxed Takase here, it may be kind of unconsciously but, it was Takase's voice that really got in my ears

It had power, but the voice was cute~~

Also a thing I like about Takase, she often says, cute!

she amazingly praises people honestly

this personality of Kurumin, I also really like it

During Gekihara LOVE, scene where we make eye contact at a weird angle, since its an absolutely funny face with a double chin, I sort of want to tell you to please erase that part from your memory←

Koko-channnnn

I'm happy that we stood on stage together as she came to see me in concert before...

Koko-chan starts as the center in Oh my wish!, I was happy about it (those that know, will know, its probably an emotional kind of thing...like that) fufu

DanshaISM's, ♪This is minimalism (Ko-re-zo DanshaISM)

Date ja nai yo Uchi no Jinsei Wa ♪So don't make a crying face (Nakisou-na-, Kao shi-naide-)

I particularly like here singing voice here, Koko-chan's voice is wonderful as it spreads out straight! Perhaps her personality, you can see it in her voice as well, she's really kind, straight forwardly, Koko-chan's eyes sparkle <3

I make eye contact with her in Renai Destiny, I try to pull in Koko-chan, but probably, as it seems like Koko-chan didn't really get it, she was moving all floaty~, it was doubly cute lol

Last, Miyo-chan

I'm happy we stood on stage together, I was happy again from Miyo-chan, feeling happy about it!!

its love <3 lol

Ai no Sono's ♪ though theres nothing I can't do (Dekisou mo nai kurai na, ko, to)

I liked this the most!! from rehearsals!!

This!? Whose voice is that now!? it was like that, it has a gap from Miyo-chan's normal voice, I was charmed by her mature and feminine singing voice

Akai Earphone's ♪I expected a fated romance (Unmei no koi wo kitai shita)

I also, like this

When we look at each other, she was making finger hearts just about the whole time, its really cute~ but with her support as my pair in Oh my wish!, she's also reliable~ but after all, she's cute

it ended up being really long,

(&it ended up late) excuse me

Thank you for reading this

its kinda, this feeling, its really completely different than from a solo concert

it was kind like times we did plays

it was limited to this time but, we did it

its long so I'll finish it,

as a whole,

everyone,

Complimented and praised each other from an honest place, and we helpe each other a lot

Somehow even with me,

Eh~ Ishida-san's cute~

being told that, Since, that doesn't really seem to happen a lot? at first I didn't know how to react! lol

I'm really happy

The end!

Thank you for supporting Kacho Fuugetsu!

Yay

During standby~~~

see you ayumin <3

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