#honestly might delete later. just having 3am Woes

[madnessbrainworms]

at this point in my (withdrawn) online presence, I'll unfollow for literally anything. You might be spitting facts and I 110% agree with you, but I'm still gonna unfollow. I can't bear the online fighting anymore, the endless "discourse" that goes nowhere and only sucks out everyone's life. It just leaves me so empty and drained, and in a space where I don't have any spirit left in me to spend time with the people i love and care about--just holing up in my room, disengaging from reality and shutting down. I just feel at this point in my life/online presence that we only have so many years to spend on Earth, especially while we navigate worse and worse global crises and the potential collapse of systems we thought couldn't ever fail. I don't want my life to be a small unremarkable smear of loneliness, fear and hatred.

Anyway yeah, if you're ever like "oh why'd [me] unfollow me" it's not you, I'm just. too tired.