#honestly i want john to get me pregnant like asap

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Thinkin’ about Price, who’s on med leave and under strict orders not to engage in any strenuous activity, begging his controversially young wife to take pity on an old man and fuck him.

Your daughter is born nine months later. You like to joke she exists bc your husband was actually home long enough to put a baby in you.

NOW YOU GOT ME THINKIN ANON—

[ MEDICAL LEAVE ] 𝜗𝜚 the one where john's finally home long enough to get you pregnant

𝜗𝜚 pairing: john price x younger wife!reader (reader is afab) 𝜗𝜚 cw: smut (minors—DNI), age gap (price is in his late 30s, reader is late 20s), mentions of surgery/recovery, john having a pain kink (need i say more?), unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it/get tapped), unedited as usual, bad ending

"john, the doctor had strict orders for you to—"

you're cut off mid-rant by john slotting his lips over yours, the mitts of his hands covering your cheeks and tugging your face closer to his. his tongue juts out to lick needily at the seam of your lips, the faint taste of the painkillers he had just taken still fresh on his tastebuds only to be replaced by the sweet mint of your toothpaste.

john would've kept kissing you, too, if he hadn't tried to twist his hips over to face you, making him pull away sharply and hiss out at the way the fresh sutures etched in his ribs twinged in pain.

"john—"

"m'fine," john grunts out hoarsely as he lays back down flat on his back, eyebrows pinched low in the middle of his forehead and tongue licking at the remnants of your spit on his lips. "just wanna—christ—wanna be inside ya."

and that’s how you got to your current position, sitting directly behind john’s thick and leaking cock as you lean back to rest your hands on his hairy muscled thighs—anywhere that wasn’t sutured closed or bruised from the surgery he’d undergone. from beneath furrowed brows, your soft eyes focused on the molten heat buoying in his pupils.

“i don’t wanna accidentally hurt you, john,” the end of your sentence comes out pinched in a whine as the calloused pad of his thumb begins circling your sopping clit, your hips jumping at the stimulation and instinctively rolling forward against his sensitive cock.

john uses the thumb petting at your clit to distract you from the way he manhandles you up, notching the head of his cock between your folds and holding you there for a moment. “i don’t fuckin’ care if it hurts, ‘lright? don’t wan’ you stoppin’ until i feel you cummin’ ‘round my cock four times, and i fill up this pretty fuckin’ pussy—understand me?”

and even though john’s cemented into your shared bed on his back, he keeps you all nice and obedient under his thumb, using the hand he keeps groping at your hip as a way to guide the way your movements. every so often, his sutures would twinge in just a way to send a jolt of pain up his spine—but then he would feel your gummy walls gripping his cock just a little tighter, and the pain would warp into delicious pleasure.

you, ever the good little wife you were, did exactly as john told you—only pulling off of him when your fluids were a messy mixture between my thighs and you could barely walk to the bathroom on wobbly legs.

it didn’t even cross your mind when a month and a half later, you’re a mess of hormones and continuous morning sickness that threatens to knock you out from work for a couple days. john tells you it’s fine, that he’ll work some more late nights to cover your income for a couple days, but you’re determined to keep working.

only after nearly fainting at your home one morning (after john fucked you through at least 2 orgasms) did you find yourself on the doctor’s examination table, fingers nearly snapping john’s hand bones in half when he read off the positive pregnancy result.

and when your daughter is born nine months later (december 14th, by the way—a sagittarius baby), you’re curled up in the hospital bed with john holding you closely, the baby sandwiched comfortably between you two and grappling at one of his thick fingers.

“y’know how long i’ve been waiting for this?” you giggle out softly as you nose against john’s beared jaw, eyes fluttering closed and system overflowing with painkillers and endorphins. “guess you were finally home long enough to actually put a baby in me this time.”

[rosereview]

Ketch-Up: Jan - Mar 2020

Okay so I’ve been terrible at this blog thing, only posting sometimes, but I guess that’s why I have it, it’s just for me to post shit when I feel like it. So I decided to do this new Ketch-Up series for whenever I want to talk about a bunch of stuff at once. So a lot has happened at the start of 2020, musically, in the book world and with TV. So my plan is to just talk about certain things in each category and see what happens. 

Movies:

Since getting Netflix for Christmas, I have been watching a lot of stuff. There are five movies I’d specifically like to talk about, which I watched from January till the beginning of March, but these are by no means even half of the amount of movies I watched, just the ones I need to write about.

6 Balloons

So I started watching this after I finished Now You See Me 2 and I just wanted more Dave Franco because I love him, so 6 Balloons popped up as being one of his recent films and I decided to watch it after being intrigued with the synopsis. Firstly, I was not expecting it to be scripted and filmed the way it was. It was super emotional and I have mixed feelings about it, although I do not regret watching it. It’s major theme is addiction, so if you're not into that, or it may trigger you, don’t watch it because that’s all it’s about. I really did like the brother and sister dynamic that it had, but the whole journey that the main character goes through to help her brother is stressful and it had this creepy stress reliever audio going on in the sister’s head which really put me off, but was powerful at the same time.

Miss Americana

This one is the documentary of Taylor Swift and I loved it. I thought it was so interesting and even watched it again with my mom because I thought that Taylor’s story was such an intriguing one. I really understand now where she was at with the Reputation album and the reason for the song choices she had. At first I was not a big Taylor Swift fan except for the occasional song, but now I gotta say that with this Lover era and Taylor being more open and using her voice for what she believes in, I may become a full blown Swifty. 

P.S. I Still Love You

The sequel to To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before is a rom com, based off of the YA book series, which I have read and enjoyed. The first movie was really great which I have watched more than once, so I was expecting good things from this next movie. And it definitely wasn’t bad, but I did not fully enjoy the second book, so it’s not surprising that I didn’t love this movie. I’m just a big Peter Kavinsky fan and when John Ambrose McClaren shows up, I just cringe. Also Lara Jean is more cringy in this movie because of the way she plays both John and Peter and is practically running away from her problems with Peter, and reliving baby school romance with John Ambrose. I just think the idea of liking a guy that you had a crush on when you were ten is so stupid because no one is the same person from when they were ten, and all those “moments” that you had were really nothing more than two kids hanging out! I would rather have just had the first book be a standalone I think.

Marriage Story

This movie is really sad. It won an Oscar so I thought I should look into it. I saw it on Netflix and really liked the plot so I watched it and boy was it ever sad. The whole plot is about divorce and the whole experience and journey to actually getting a divorce and how it is so easy for it to get messy even with two adults who are still friends. I thought it was a very well made movie and I loved both Scarlett Johanson and Adam Driver in it. They did so well. 

Crazy Stupid Love

This was one of my more recent watches and I was pleasantly surprised with the way the story went. I really liked a lot of the elements of the story, but some parts did make me feel uncomfortable. Like the babysitter having a crush on the dad and was going to send him nudes, while his son had a major crush on her. It was just really weird, but the overall themes of family were really sweet, and the same goes for the friendship the dad had with the young guy in the bar who started to date his oldest daughter. But overall it was really good. 

TV Shows:

Formula One: Drive to Survive Seasons 1 & 2

As our first real Netflix watch, my family and I got addicted to this docuseries. I thought it was interesting and amazing for the whole first season and when the second season came out, it just got better. In the second season we got to see the bigger formula one teams as well as all of the drama with the smaller teams and see the totally different worlds with the ones with money and the ones without. It was honestly an amazing ride and I can’t wait for the next season.

Sherlock Season 1

This is the other full season that I watched in these three months and I got to say that I really enjoyed it. Honestly some parts freaked me out, but overall I loved learning and seeing Sherlock and Watson grow together. The mysteries were all very intriguing and made me want more and I will definitely continue watching through the next seasons.

Books:

This list is without my most recent read, Chain of Gold by Cassandra Clare, because I have a whole other post/review for that one, so if you want to hear my thoughts, check it out, either on my post list, or scrolling down to the post before this one!

Beartown by Fredrik Backman

This book was amazing! The way it was written was literally the most powerful thing I have ever experienced. This book does deal with heavy subjects, but the way it is told is so cool, showing everyone’s perspective. If you get the chance to read this, then do it because it will change you.

Strange the Dreamer by Laini Taylor

So this book I had heard so many good things about so I was excited to read it, but the problem was that I have been in kind of a reading slump, and starting a new fantasy series is never the smartest thing to do when that happens. But I had heard great things, so I thought that this book would get me out of that slump, but it epicly failed. It was a good book and I enjoyed the plot, but there was nothing supper exciting or special about it. I think I’ll still read the second book, but it’s not high on my priority list. It just wasn’t the best time for me to read it I guess.

China Rich Girlfriend by Kevin Kwan

This book was fun to read. I had been wanting to read it ever since I finished Crazy Rich Asians, but just hadn’t gotten the time to, but I’m glad I finally have because it’s such a nice fluffy read, filled with drama, but you don’t really have to think during the read. It’s a perfect reading slump read. Definitely recommend the series, it’s a ride in a good way. 

Catharsis: Pain by Rowan Dugray

This book is actually all poetry which is very outside of my comfort zone, but a girl I knew in high school wrote this so I had to buy it and read it. I got to say that I was really impressed and I really liked a lot of the poems. Lots of them were very thought provoking and relatable, while others were just very sad and painful. But that’s the beauty of poetry, it’s pure emotion and abstract feelings put into words.

Romanov by Nadine Brandes

This one was also a slow read, but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t enjoyable. It was actually very educational and I loved seeing the way that Russia was during the revolution. It was a slow burn type of book, but the characters were fun people to read about and see interact, so that made up for the lesser plot points in the book. I loved the end and thought it was a very good book overall. 

Music:

These are just a few of the songs and artists that I had a lot of feelings about and which came out during these months. 

Faouzia- The Road

The Road was Faouzia’s first song out in 2020, but I also want to talk about her many singles that came out in 2019 as well because wow! I love Faouzia and all of her songs are just so powerful and beautiful. I need an album from her ASAP because I get literally too excited for new singles to come out and it’s almost toture waiting. She also posts her ‘work-in-progress’ snip-its and I literally just keep relistening to them when I get a craving for Faouzia and new music. When she comes out with an album, I will definitely listen to it on repeat. 

Olivia O’Brien- The Results of My Poor Judgement

So at first I wasn’t sure about these mixtape things Olivia was starting to come out with, especially with the first one that was released at the end of last year. It was called “A Sad Fucking Summer” I think, and I wasn’t like really impressed, until this next mixtape came out. This mixtape, “Results of My Poor Judgement” has three songs on it, unlike the first one that only had two, and I am in love with all three! Literally they are just so good and I can’t stop listening to them. Josslyn is a literal bitch fest that makes me so happy, while the other two just hit hard in the emotions while they are still great bops. I don’t know how she does it!

Katy Perry- Never Worn White

For this one, I saw the video first when it was released and the number one viewed video on YouTube. At first I was confused because I didn’t know Katy Perry was engaged, and I was like this is for sure a wedding song. And then I got to the end of the video… and she’s pregnant! It was her pregnancy reveal, and I thought it was the most beautiful thing ever. I am a sucker for personal songs that show the singer's personal life and obviously have a lot of meaning to them. That’s probably why I never really liked Katy Perry’s newest stuff before, because it’s never felt really real to me and more just to make a pop album. But to see Katy Perry in this video, singing this song, made me so happy, especially since she was like my idol when I was little and now she’s growing up and moving on in life and it’s just really nice to see.

Julia Michaels- Heartless

I am a big Julia Michaels fan. (Not as big as a Halsey fan, but I do love Julia!) So until Julia starts releasing her own projects again, like hopefully a Inner Monologue Part 3, I will have to settle for collabs like this one. Honestly though, I really like this song and it’s got a lot of feeling to it while still making you want to get up and dance. It’s just a really good country number and I hope Julia does more country, because she sounds good in it.

Alec Benjamin- Narrated for You and These Two Windows

So the newest favourite artist I found these three months was Alec Benjamin! I love the newer music he’s releasing right now and can’t wait for his new album to come out in April, but also I discovered his debut album, which I was really impressed with. Lately I’ve been feeling like I haven’t had any good male artists in my phone that I’m supper obsessed with, like Ed Sheeran. But I’m hoping with this new year that changes and I already see it starting to, especially when I find good ones like Alec Benjamin. 

Noah Cyrus- I Got So High That I Saw Jesus

I feel like this will be a good year for Noah Cyrus. It’s high time for a debut album from her, or even another EP, but I just need something because her newest music has just been stellar. I was worried at first that her brand would be more in the rap or emo stuff, but her music has been more my kind of music, slower and softer tunes with lots of feels. This song definitely shows that side of her and I love it.

If you made it to the end, thanks for reading my thoughts! I know it was long and probably boring, but oh well. 

Until next time!

~Rose Reviews

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7x16: “the glove that rocks the crAdle”

****This is late b/c I work on tuesdays & don’t get to watch it live :(****

- BARRY MAPELS I MISSED YOU BUT DAMN YOU DON’T GOTTA GRILL MA GIRL SPENCE LIKE THAT

- I actually like Marco Fuery a lot I'm not gonna lie he reminds me of a knock off john stamos but I'm kinda living for it he's so far my fav cop overall in rosewood

- spencer stays getting questioned by cops & accused of murder you'd think she'd have the whole interrogation thing down by now

- Emily's so sweet for getting out all that baby shit but you already know some twisted ass dilaurentis shit is gonna be hidden in it

- "rule number 1 never send me to voicemail" THE CRINGE omg ariasiri still creeps the fuck outta me the chin is just too damn big 😂

- "did you screw anything else up?" haha i love it.

- HANNA STOP BEING A BITCH WHEN SO FAR SPENCERS THE ONLY ONE GOING DOWN FOR YOUR MURDER

- "yeah what about Lucas" I am loving Ali's sassiness tonight

- of course Caleb is helping with all his tech savvy ness

omg Caleb is such a dick at least hanna is trying to own up to the mistake she made by hurting her friend like that. Fuck Caleb honestly I think I'm done w/ the guys of pll at this point.

- EXCEPT MY BABY JASON (he needs to come back asap)

- don't be risky spence it ain't worth it

oh shit but she just got real af with emily

- "I think you're assuming a lot" lmao that's all y'all do tho girl shut up

- I am living for arias outfit it's simple but her & s/o her for being very mature about the Nicole thing I couldn't do it

- hanna baby u just gotta face it people lie, girl you lie

- patsy Klein hmmm I feel like I should remember this

- NO SPENCER DONT DO IT GIRL

she really just committed theft ahaha they wild

- damnnnnn Lucas really just threw them all under the bus ha all this time he was gonna protect hanna and turn the others in, I knew it. I knew it.

- "should I rewind it so we can watch him back it over you???" YAS SPENCE

- "that's not true." Yeah aria & it starts w/ you if they could only see it w/ ya stuttering ass

- "& I only got 10 mins to do it or the swat team shows up"

can someone pls make a whole video of hannas best one liners when this shows over??? Thnx

- omg Caleb what are you doing of course you just make things more uncomfortable for spencer this is not the time!

- Queen Mona finally making an appearance & is being left out AGAIN. & OMFG YAS SHE IS JUST SERVING NOTHING BUT TRUTH BOMBS I LOVE IT SHE IS ALWAYS SAVING EVERYONES ASS & GETS NO CREDIT OR LOVE FUCK YALL HAVE FUN IN JAIL.

sorry I just got a lil upset at the end

- the dolls are back and of course aria's in the scene

- omg how rude of AD or Lucas you don't knock over a pregnant chick

- okay it's official aria is the worst A lmao no way she can be the real AD

- "he has to have help" finally someone said it you go emily

Side note idk how aria can just stay quiet while watching 2 of her ‘best friends’ heartbroken like that, this secret better be good af girl or u just wrong

- OMG SPENCE FOUND AN EARRING SHES GONNA FIGURE IT OUT I KNOW THAT LOOK

- CALEB WTF OKAY IM CONVINCED EVERYONE ON THIS SHOW JUST WANTS TO GO TO JAIL

- ha so wait does this mean Mona is the one who pushed Ali? That's so like her. I love it.

- who was Lucas meeting???? 🤔

apparently AD but they didn’t answer, now do we think AD was there & just didnt answer or was she/he busy somewhere else?

- damn spencer has ballllsssssssss! I feel like I always knew this though.

- oh shit we all saw that look Lucas gave Aria that means he knows what's going on w/ AD right now or at least more than he’s saying

- hmmm he said HE first but maybe it really was just a slip up... & are we just gonna be believe he never knew cece was Charles???

so he's just another pawn not a sidekick?

"the second one was made a lot later on".... so they met again?

if he is telling the truth this means he truly loves hanna & risked a lot for her & might just mean he's only helping AD at this point b/c she's probably offering him money (like jenna said about her, noel, & sara)

- that face Ali made like she doesn't know what to say ugh it bothers me so much b/c we only got 5 episodes left girl spit it ALL tf out emily deserves it!!!

ok nvm she did and I was slightly living for it! My emison heart can't help it... but I know this can go 1 of 2 ways either Ali is still playing games (which I kinda want to happen but probs wont) or she's telling the truth.

I really don't care too to much about which way it goes only b/c I love Sasha so much

- I feel bad for aria a little but you can tell she was trying HARD not to make that ugly crying face again lmao

- AD is so cheesy I die every time

overall another good episode but I wish there was more answers. I think thats always though. Sasha slayed me this episode not only was her acting terrific I think the lines they gave Alison tonight were just so old Ali I loved it! Also loved the Mona part!! I think that was my fav part of the whole episode b/c she finally said what EVERYONE IN THE WHOLE FANDOM HAS BEEN SAYING SINCE LIKE S3!! haha anyways what were you guys fav parts of tonights episodes?

I give it a solid 7/10!

ALSO

send me any theories or questions

its the last 4 episodes now so,

I wanna know everything!

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“I have 3 children...

one just lives in heaven.” Sometimes that is how I answer that question. Honestly, it depends on how much more talking I feel like doing and whether or not I feel as though the listener can handle the depressing nature of that seemingly simple remark. 

Today marks the 2nd anniversary of Rocco’s passing and leading up to this day I have thought long and hard about honoring it...or well...trying to pretend it never happened. Point being...it is a shitty anniversary, a “worst day of my life” kind of thing. Is that really worth commemorating? Apparently for me, it is. I didn’t sit down with a plan of what to write this morning at 6:28am. I woke to feed Nicolo and starting thinking about how I never got to feed Rocco. I guess tube feeding is technically feeding, but it’s not the same. Then, I jumped to most  unnecessary concept...too deep for this early..."existence.” Thanks brain...I really appreciate it. And you also can thank me in advance because this concept might actually be too deep for anytime of day. “If Rocco were here right now...I wouldn’t have Nicolo.” Seriously...what the fuck. But it’s true. I wanted two children...just two. So if Rocco were here, I would have stopped at two. So...what about the baby that just puked on my pants, God? Where would he be... Right...time to move on.

I think Nicolo was a gift from Rocco. When John was diagnosed with cancer last summer, we knew we still wanted to have another child, but we knew that the big “C” word could end that by way of ending his sperm production (tmi...sorry John). So, we quickly took matters into our own hands and sought the support of my client/friend/infertility doctor and froze that shit ASAP. But it just so happens that we didn’t need to use it because just a day after I paid the bill, I woke up feeling...well...pregnant. John likes to say “he got it in just under the wire.” As I started getting morning sickness, he started getting chemo. For 7 months he fought a battle and during that same time, I grew the “positive focus” he needed to fight. Nicolo means victorious and conquerer. And no, we didn’t know that before we picked the name. Honestly, I heard it once used in a movie and I have always liked it. But what a cool meaning...considering how he came to be. 

Rocco gave us this awesome little dude. Thank you, buddy. We miss you and love you every day, but in Nicolo I will also always see you. No pressure, Nicolo, but within you I am setting the high expectations of two children. I know tomorrow, you will only be 8 weeks old, but I know you got it. Plus, you’ve got a brother in heaven that will always be there to help. 

I have 3 children...one just lives in heaven.