#honestly i didn't think anyone cared so thank you again anon 💜

[stormyoceans]

i'm gonna say it i miss when you watched a lot of bls and commented them on your blog it was great 😭

AAAAAAAAAA THAT’S ACTUALLY SO VERY SWEET OF YOU TO SAY ANON 🥺

ngl i.. kinda miss it too ;;;;;; i mean don’t get me wrong, i could talk about vice versa and jimmysea for the rest of my life without ever tiring, but i remember there was a time when i was watching twelve different shows at the same time and i was somehow able to keep up with all of them every single week. now my watchlist is a wasteland and my attention span is less than the one of a goldfish ;;;;;;

i think there’s also the fact that i’ve been feeling like i have a lot of unpopular opinions compared to the majority of the fandom, so even the few shows that i’ve been watching i just kept my thoughts to myself because i don’t want to be a party pooper and ruin everyone’s fun. like recently i’ve caught up with i feel you linger in the air and love for love’s sake, which i know are universally loved, and while they are indeed very good shows, i wasn’t particularly into the main pairing, so i thought it wasn’t really worth commenting

i do want to try to get back in the groove of things tho so im planning to watch cooking crush (if i can find the uncut version), cherry magic thai, and dead friends forever as soon as i can find the time. let’s see how it goes!!!

[gurugirl]

Gurugirl! I love your writing so much! Just signed up for your Patreon last night and I'm OB FUCKING SESSED with Outlaw.

I saw the ask when someone wanted to know if you have a job and I wanted to ask as well! You don't have to answer but it's more out of curiosity! You put out so much writing that's actually so good I'm amazed by it!

All the love to you this weekend 💜

Ahh thank so much for the support hon!! 🥰 I really appreciate this! So sweet 🥹 Really glad you're liking The Outlaw 💕

As for the other ask - I just want to say again - I did admit I overreacted and took their ask the wrong way :( I feel bad about it but I had just seen other asks that were rude and my head space was defensive and that wasn't fair to that anon. So I don't want anyone feeling like they can't ask me a simple question - I welcome them all.

I do work! Not in like a traditional 9-5 job but I do things (online temp work - admin, assistant, document editing, etc.) plus I have Patreon.

I moved to Mexico a few years ago and quit my big girl job in Chicago (where I worked for many years) but had a healthy savings and enough money to sustain me if I didn't wind up getting a job. And I never wound up finding anything full time since I've been here. It's been odd jobs online and more recently Patreon has helped fill in the gaps.

Writing is very time consuming but I'm pretty good at time management and have set aside time to write everyday so I can keep up with posting on patreon as often as I do. I think I'm also a fast writer in general!

Along with all that I'm a student, I travel, am learning a new language, and have a lot of other responsibilities that I deal with daily.

I honestly didn't think anyone cared what I do or don't do when I'm not posting here or on Patreon but now you know! :)

Thank you hon 🥰

xoxo

[personasintro]

idk who needs to hear/read this but if you're not enjoying where a story is going, or how long something is taking. to put it simply. just stop reading then. if its not for you, its not for you. thats ok. you can have your preference on things. but they're need to berate authors is questionable. sometimes i think anons just need other people to agree with them thinking it'll change something. or get the author to write what they want instead. which. idk. lol the world doesn't revolve around them (anons who demand, or give unsolicited writing advice).

tbf when they started sleeping together casually as two single people, i thought 'wow omg this is progressing faster than i thought. ' (this coming from a person who likes to read angsty shit for fun) lol so idk what people are expecting. i remember talking about it on your discord server how a bunch of us all thought there would be other things that would happen before they started sleeping together again, and then bam mimi delivered jk/yn hooking up on a silver platter. and people still have the audacity to.. complain??

i think the pace of everything is realistic. developing feelings for a friend you had no intention of ever having feelings for in the first place, is a difficult thing to navigate. i think the reason why mh has become one of my favourite series is the fact that it is realistic, to how yn holds back, how jk is navigating his attraction to yn. everything. sure they both found each other attractive when they first met, but i personally think if either of them was interested in each other in that way at the very beginning. one of them (jk, probably) would have made it a point to make a move. the fact that neither of them did, to my knowledge, and decided to be friends and become best friends without any intention of dating each other is kind of refreshing and nice. its not often where this is the case, most times when i've read best friends to lovers/fwb, someone has always had feelings and just suppressed them in order to just be friends. which im not saying is a bad thing, but thats clearly not the case for yn + jk.

being attracted to someone, and falling in love and developing feelings for someone are two very different things. to top it all off, they are best friends. they trust each other immensely, and care for one another on a whole different level. the fact that they managed to be that for each other without being in love with one another, is something so so so SO special. the thought of anything potentially ruining that. is terrifying. they already managed to have slept together (multiple times), and keep their friendship intact sans feelings. thats a difficult thing in and of itself.

then again, this is just my interpretation on mimi's story, and because of how mimi has written this story. she's made every character have this depth to each of them, every character (esp jk + yn) have so many different dimensions to them. nothing is predictable and thats what makes it so realistic to me. reading how yn + jk navigate this very new and scary thing, for me, is very rewarding. it also makes me feel a lot of strong feelings i didn't know i could still feel for fictional characters.

there's something building up, and i for one, cannot wait for whatever it is you have in store for us mimi. 💜

ps. sorry, i never can seem to write you a short + sweet message. always gotta be a damn novel.

Thank you for doing god's work!🙏 honestly, there are times when I simply just don't go into full depth when those kind of anons asks come, because I feel like there's no point of trying to explain things. At the end, this story is free for anyone to read and obviously, if somebody doesn't like it's storyline or whatever, they can stop reading and that's what I've been saying all the time with no hard feelings. If you don't like a movie, you stop watching it right? It's very similar with stories (if not totally the same). Even if I express my thoughts (which I think just irritates them more because I don't really care🤣) I always get attacked and they hide behind "constructive criticism", it's the same old story every time.

Which is why I appreciate every single nice message. Honestly, I don't think I can thank you enough for writing all of this (not because our opinions are the same or because you're kissing my ass like somebody would say🤪) you pretty much fully understand this story and I love your interpretation but most importantly, thank you for trusting me and loving this story to the point you've decided to share this with us. It really means a lot!

Don't apologize, I love novels😌💓 thank you again!

[cinnaminsvga]

you sniffled?!? i just wanted you to know how fond you are in my (our) mind(s)!!

8 hours?!? i-i didn't think it would cause you to feel that much for it! i just wanted you to know what you meant for me or others! (yes i do have your notifications on and it's embarrassing how fast i respond to you but 💀) this whole experience knowing your existence was fond. when i think about the memories where you were in them or part of them someway (the fanfics, the asks of people freaking out, the gcs, your random posts or thoughts or "shit"posts, sending asks, watching chaos literally unfold. you "you guys have choices pick wisely" *everyone panicking and arguing in your asks* *picks wrongly* your asks when they found out "i told you guys to pick *this* why doesn't anyone listen now we're going to suffer more" you metaphorically sitting on a spiny chair like a villain stroking your fluffy dog/cat while laughing maniacally (no i'm just kidding about that part.)) if i think of those years it's fondly. you were someone good in my life (even if you were not okay and didn't feel "good" id hope you'd push through it i wanted you happy id even try to send encouraging messages or just reminders to take care of yourself too) it was just you existing making your stories and causing chaos. but when i think of you it's a "i hope she's thriving in life"

also write if you really really want to but do not feel pressured to complete it in x amount of time. also it's okay to bark and woof you didn't need to correct it we know you used to go feral don't know if you still do😂 i however will be excited with whatever you put out. don't forget to take care of yourself and give yourself little breaks and pep talks in life i hope your mental health and life in general thrives. it may be parasocial (or parasocial can mind it's own business) but just know that i care about you! this is so sappy omg. take your time make sure you're doing what makes you happy or what you want to be doing💜 i will be here supporting you when you cross my mind. (or when you post)

IT HAPPENED AGAIN FHWKDJWJS I STARED AT THIS ASK FOR WAAAAY TOO LONG I’M SO BAD AT RESPONDING TO HEARTFELT MESSAGES BECAUSE I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE MY RESPONSE IS INADEQUATE!! BUT I’LL TRY MY BEST!!

i always feel emotional when reading sweet anon asks,,, like it’s literally so surreal to receive compliments and tender words from strangers like can you imagine this happening to you irl?? mindblowing af lmaoooo

and yes those memories!!! i think of them SO fondly like you have no idea how often i’ll reread old asks and posts and smile like a goddamn fool and just laugh at how fun it was hanging out with everyone on here,,, the smaus, the fics, the dumbass shitposts have been some of the happiest moments of my late teens!! and i have you (and everyone else who has ever interacted with me) to thank for :’)

it hasn’t always been easy sailing for me but i’m happy to say that i’ve been feeling better these days! trying to get back into writing has been a slow going process, but i’m getting there!! i just wanna make people smile and laugh and cry because honestly that’s what makes me happiest!! so thank you so much anon for caring about me from a distance!! your words will warm me for the next days to come 🥲

[oatflatwhite]

I know nothing about your situation, so take this with a large grain of salt, but if dropping out of your PhD program will make you happier, don't let an advisor or anyone else convince you otherwise! My husband had a beast of a time dropping out of his (advisors and professors telling him he was wasting years of schooling, and promise, and his research, etc) but he's never once regretted making that decision. (I have other friends who have completed their phds and don't regret that, either! But it's gotta be what's right for you.) You've got this! Only you can know what is best for you. 💜

thank you anon, this is too kind!

honestly i. i don't know if i should have started one in the first place. after my honours year i was sure i didn't want to go into academia but after a year not able to find work i kind of just? applied because i thought i should? but i still don't think academia's for me and lately i've just had a lot of health/mental health issues that are compounded by the stress uni is putting me under, leaving me extremely reluctant to do any work and turning my phd, a topic i care about and would love to research, into a chore. so. yeah, that's where my head's at. i'm hoping i can chat to my supervisor today (i just sent her an email) to discuss it all; at the very least i think i need to suspend study for a little bit. because i don't know. i'm just having a really hard time visualising myself doing three more years of this, you know? it's not what i want my life to be like (though i don't actually know what i want it to be like either!)

anyway! sorry for rambling. thank you again x

[purple-babygirl]

Okay, first of all, Hiii purple, I miss you and I hope you're doing okay, and I lost count of how many times I reread all of your work cause your writing is pure gold and a warm blanked on my bad days.

Second of all, that asshat anon clearly doesn't understand that the anon option was made for people to spread love and joy and they're a coward for using that option to spread hate and poison. If they had any ounce of self respect and were a person that had any sense of maturity they'd simply block you and move on with their lives, but the fact they chose to try to get to you wearing a mask is purely vile and that alone should be enough to keep them away from any kind of social interaction cause they clearly have a shitty life and that isn't enough so they gotta bring other people down with them. I hate that people like them are allowed to live in society and I hope they get back every last drop of the hate and negative energy they tried to send your way times 3.

Warning: this fox bites if someone they care about get threatened.

- Foxy nonnie 🦊

Hi hi hiiii, Foxy nonnie😭💜💜💜

I miss you too very much. And I am doing better I promise. How are you, love?

You're such an angel tbh I can't thank you enough for those words 💜 you're very kind and I don't deserve you 🥺🥺🥺💜💜💜💜💜💜

I honestly don't know where all the hate and audacity come from. I mean, I don't think I've offended anyone in my one year here and if I did then I am of course sorry and totally didn't do it on purpose. But they just come out of nowhere and without reason start attacking others. Like at least give me closure and tell me why you hate me 😂.

But again, at the end of the day I have irreplaceable, kind people like you, Nonnie. So I can't really complain. You've given me love and support I wouldn't have dreamt of so I'm nothing but content and grateful.

Don't you anger yourself at all. They can do their thing and we can too.

I love you forever and always and I will never stop.

Thank you from the bottomest bottom of my heart 💜💜💜💜💜