#honestly devestating to my self esteem

[silly-mp3]

applied to 100 jobs this month not even exaggerating i kept track🫠🫠🫠

[mentalbreakdownman]

1st blog

Maybe every married couple felt the same, or some will say they were in more bad situation. Honestly, I felt devestating with my marriage relationship. I want to end this. I want to feel "me" again. Shit happens, I know. I just wanna write every single things that I felt...

And I felt alone...

I felt no self esteem...

I felt nothing...

... please end my misery

[mstinkaxo]

I’ve had my braces on for two months now and honestly I don’t know if I can do this. I want jaw surgery more than anything, but my self esteem is EXTREMLY low always has been and the thought of my bite getting worse and my face getting longer is unbearable and then I’ll have to be that way for a year before they can fix it ugh. She explained to me why I have to wait a year for surgery but I still can’t let that click in my head. (my teeth need to move into the position they were originally suppose to be in so when they move my jaw forward my teeth will fit). I am angry she’s also saying it my tmj gets worst she’ll have to take the braces off and can’t do the surgery and she just said it so calmly??? Like you’re telling me there’s a chance you’ll make me look worst and not fix it that made me so angry. I am so inpatient only 2 months in out of a year and my bite is already getting worst. I’m devestated everything in my life is shit right now and I just want this process to speed up so I can feel a little happier about the way I look since my main insecurity will be fixed, and then I won’t have to stay with this sucky insurance I plan to change health insurance when this is over. Anyway if you guys have any words of encouragement or success stories please send them to me or talk to me it would mean the world ):