#honestly closer to 30 than 25

[iamtheunicornwizard]

is it time/ to let/ it go?

When I was in the shower I had a cool thought that sounded all poetic and shit

And before that someone posted a pic of their cat in a mountain dew box in a design that hasn't existed since before my students were even born

And before even that I was driving home and the way the air smelled made me think of the backyard at my parents' house

A house that I haven't seen in four years

A house I haven't slept in for even longer

And all that just built up into some great thing that was going to be so smooth and polished

But now that I'm laying in bed in the dark with my cats and my husband

And Gravity Falls on the TV again

All I remember is that I felt really nostalgic

For a place that doesn't even exist anymore

And even though where I am is where I always dreamed about being

Something about never being able to go back really fucking sucks