#honestly being online has made my already extant depression x10 worse in the last few months i think | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

flebus · 17 days ago

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hey i actually think i probably need to take a step back from tumblr for awhile. possibly a long while. im getting back into habits that are not healthy and im spending way too much of my energy complaining to/about an echoey microcosm. its not good. i'll be around for a few more days bc i don't have contact info for some friends but like. i dont feel great.

#txt #honestly being online has made my already extant depression x10 worse in the last few months i think #to say nothing of events from the last few days #i just get angry and disappointed here. started posting on my main blog again entirely to platform fundraisers and information #and now i feel like the returns for that diminish every day. like i could just spend that energy on more useful platforms.#sorry. i saw some incredibly frantic doom posting in a tone that is not useful at all and it scared me irrationally lol.#ive had a pretty good grip on myself but i am not immune to bipolar delusion even in my best state #i think i need to like. not do the terror mass hallucination platforms rn.

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