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nautilus-that-eats-hyacinths · 2 years

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uhm.

just found. a bunch of texts. with my ex. which I forgot to delete cause I forgot they existed. they're from a year ago. so much has changed. im no where near who I was. I am still 99% the same person. what the fuck. I am in distress. dude. wtf.

Mudaram as estações Nada mudou Mas eu sei que alguma coisa aconteceu Tá tudo assim, tão diferente

Se lembra quando a gente Chegou um dia a acreditar Que tudo era pra sempre Sem saber que o pra sempre sempre acaba?

Cássia Eller was so right for this, on god

translation:

the seasons have changed

nothing has changed

but I know something happened

everything's just so... different

remember when we

once believed

everything was forever

without knowing that forever always ends

#honestly I just wanna talk to my bf about this but low-key scaaaaared #also ik my bestie is gonna be low-key mad at me about it #Idk this is just such a weird feeling #I dont really remember how we were #but the texts dont get far enough to show how we grew apart #and it's just weird #it's like a little snapshot but it's pissing me off that it doesn't show the end #I have a complicated relationship with time and change lol #relationship #ex #personal #vent #on god I am scared and feeling weeeeeeird #I just want my bf to give me some cuddles but it's late #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #why is life so weird man

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