#honeelyn

[hnychn]

GENSHIN IMPACT !!

AETHER

i have to tell you something

“but before all of that. before the fighting and the blood and the pain, remember, you are human.”

AYATO

still worth fighting for

“yell, scream, hit, punch me!! do whatever you want! but please—please, don’t stay silent..”

AKYAKA

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BEIDO

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CHILDE

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CYNO

song of the simple truth

“you are alive. feel the air fill your lungs and the sun kiss your cheeks. these things are enough and enough is everything.” (JH Hard)

DAINSLEIF

i ache for you

“the sickening want to be whole again and the villainous actions that follow are the atrocities of hope no one ever speaks about.”

DILUC

burning in water, drowning in flame

“i think i’ve come to terms with the fact that there will always be a ribbon of loneliness running through who i am.”

i love you (hopefully one day i won’t)

“if you don’t love me anymore just tell me! say it to my face! you owe me that much.”

GOROU

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HEIZOU

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ITTO

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JEAN

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KAEYA

burning in water, drowning in flame

“i think i’ve come to terms with the fact that there will always be a ribbon of loneliness running through who i am.”

KAZUHA

i fall asleep thinking of you

“i don’t remember falling in love with you. i just remember wanting to keep holding on to you when i knew it was time to let go.” (littleteenagethings)

LISA

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LUMINE

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NINGGUANG

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RAIDEN

fading silhouette

“if it means preserving your beauty and your will, i stop at no expense to continue your legacy—to eternalise your spirit.”

SCARAMOUCHE

i call him karma

“people fear him. not because he’s ruthless and willing to put his life on the line for his cause. people fear him because he’s in love.”

THOMA

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TIGHNARI

i would gift you the sky

“it’s a shame you do not share the same love for yourself that i do. regardless, i have enough love for the both of us. just let me in.”

XIAO

from death to morning

“the sun will rise and fall, the earth will succumb to erosion, and stories will be lost to time. but you, oh you, i could never forget you.”

YAE MIKO

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ZHONGLI

in the dark hours

“i have lived for thousands of years. i have seen the fall of even the strongest of gods and the ruin of the most intelligent of nations—most done by my own hand. and yet, here i stand, powerless.”

[violettelueur]

hi hello no anon bcs i need you to know how much i literally love your blog sm and i read all of your works daily <3 you're doing a great job my love <3 i love your writing so much

aw thank you so much for this message and i hope you have a wonderful day ʕ•ᴥ•ʔﾉ♡

[hnychn]

okay kenma and manager watching bananafish did they cry and how did they feel watching it?

oh amour of course they cried while watching it, anyone who doesn’t is a psychopath ㅠㅠ and honestly i really feel like, with kenma and manager’s dynamic, kenma would feel connected with eiji and manager would feel connected with ash.

so like, while watching it, all kenma could think about was manager as ash and vise versa with manager (does that make sense?? ㅠㅠ) they definitely just sat there for a while after that ending and just cried ㅠㅠ it was heartbreaking for both of them and afterwards they both agreed to never talk about banana fish again.

[hnychn]

how is managers realtionship with his family and sibling also how did tehy react when he came out

hi hello!! <33

manager has a really strong relationship with his family! he has a bunch of siblings and he’s the oldest of the bunch :p his only parent is his father who’s a very hardworking nurse who just wants the best for his kids <3

manager has a sort of “love-hate” relationship with his siblings, but there’s not any hate if that makes sense? like, they’ll play fight and all that and they’ll wrestle but when push comes to shove, all the younger ones know they can always rely on their big brother manager to have their backs for anything :’) ahh so sweet

and manager never really directly came out to them! he mentioned he was seeing someone one dinner and his dad basically threatened him to bring them over the next night and no one batted an eye when manager walked in with kenma the next night :p kenma got along really well with his family, especially the kids who wanted to play games with him <3 and his dad just gave him a nod in approval and that’s all manager needed :)

[hnychn]

letters of summer past.

SYPNOSIS — “august evenings are especially stricken with melancholy - as if the ghosts of all summers past came rushing to haunt my heart“ (from Listy Tamtego Lata) VI

GENRE — angst, minimal fluff

PAIRINGS — platonic izuku x reader

WARNINGS — to be added …

AUTHOR’S NOTE — i decided to give this a much needed update because, seriously, it was horrendous.

TAGLIST — [ n/a ]

CHAPTER INDEX !!

♡ chapter one — “ i’m quite choked with tenderness for you, my dear, it makes me a bit pathetic to love you so much “

♡ chapter two — “ the gods envy us. they envy us because we’re mortal, because any moment may be our last. everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed. you will never be lovlier than you are now. we will never be here again “

♡ chapter three — “ i don’t pay attention to the world ending. it has ended for me many times and began again in the morning “

[hnychn]

okay aone and manager ship is lowkey cute like wait i kinda ship it frrr and is manager a 2nd year and how would his graduation be

hello helloo!! <3

yes!! manager is a second year! he’s really close with the other second years and i like to think their graduation would be a lot more chaotic than the third years’ was. the ceremony went as usual with all of the other volleyball members in the crowd cheering for them when their names were called :p

they all generally acted respectful during the ceremony but afterwards is when they let the chaos out. all of the seconds years played one last game of volleyball together before going out to eat somewhere with all of the karasuno volleyball team :)

but at this time, manager had also already gotten accepted into a university in tokyo and had to move that day, so after dinner kenma and kuroo came by with a bouquet of flowers to congratulate him on graduating.

no one is afraid to say there were many tears shed that day (mostly on nishinoya and tanaka’s part) but i might make this into achapter and go into more detail about it :p

[hnychn]

wait manager had a crush on Aone i like this because bro aone is the sweetest mf ever HE HAS A TURTLEEEE i love him so much i feel like they relate alot bc people assume alot about aone based off of his looks and i feel like people assume thing about manager based off of his looks sad but i would sit next to him on the bus and feed his turtle and cute cafe dates and i understand why manager would like him.

hello <3 !!

and yes! manager has a tiny little crush on aone but only based off of his looks!! they haven’t really had the chance to talk too much so all manager can really do is admire from afar :p

kenma doesn’t really mind either because he knows manager loves him, it’s just a little celebrity crush if you will ;’p

[hnychn]

Heyyy love the theme! question manager and thirst traps how do we feel??? question can i be your <3 anon i realized i mostly end my asks with a heart <3

oh hello mi amor!! <33 thank you thank you! i was done with whatever monstrosity it was before ㅠㅠ i’m probably gonna work on fixing my masterlist too :p

but!! manager + thirst traps = beautiful disaster :’) we are feeling ALL the emotions annonie!! lemme tell u something, manager? yeah, he’s a big guy ㅠ he’s giving bokuto plus sakusa yk? he’s got the height, he’s got the muscle, he’s got the looks, what does this man not have?? (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)

he likes to wear those tight shirts too but only bcs kenma mentioned he would look good in one and the next time he wore it, kenma was too flustered to look him in the face :pp

i swear you are giving me so many ideas to draw manager!! once my tablet is repaired then i’m gonna make all of this come true >:)) just wait!!

and ofc u can be my <3 anon

[hnychn]

question for my masculinity because im pretty masculine but i love feminine clothing so has manager ever tried feminine clothing before and did he like it <3

hello hello amour!! <3

i feel like he has tried it before while he was going through his style faze where he was just trying to figure out what style of clothing worked for him, yk? he's definitely worn some sort of skirt, maybe a long one that goes to his knees. oh, and there's no doubt in my mind that he had absolutely worn a crop top at one point and kind of still does.

like, sometimes the karasuno boys will ask if he wants to join in on a friendly game of volleyball and when manager comes back from changing and he's wearing some basketball shorts or something and his shirt doesn't look like a crop top but once he raises his arms even just a tiny bit, his whole abdomen is out for show :p

[hnychn]

more questions sorry but do kenma and manager live together when they are older and what would a day in their life together be like <3

hello hello my love!! <33

pls no apologizing when sending me questions!! i genuinely love them!! <3

hmm i do see them eventually living together. but it wasn’t until a couple of years into their relationship did they move in with each other. i like to imagine that manager was accepted into a university out in tokyo so he lived in the dorms for his first year and then moved into an apartment for the remainder of his uni.

during this time, kenma took a gap year and then also applied to a university in tokyo but it wasn’t the same as manager’s. ofc manager is a clingy bitch, so even though he has his own place, he goes straight to kenma’s apartment after classes, he has his own key, his own spot in kenma’s closet and his own mug in the cabinet.

it got to the point where kenma just told him to move in because, “why would you pay for storage when you can just move in here” and so manager did :’) and they’ve been living together since :)

now, on their work days it can be pretty hectic in the mornings. kenma is usually the first to wake up and starts a pot of coffee and boiling water for manager (bcs he only likes tea and kenma usually calls him a pretentious cunt for it ㅠㅠ) manager is a heavy sleeper so no matter how much kenma tried to wake him up, he just doesn’t, so kenma has taken to just leaving him be and having everything set and ready for him when he, without fail, wakes up late.

and it’s so cute when manager wakes up in a rush because he has 30 min to get to his next class and kenma is just lounging on the couch sipping his cup of coffee watching manager shove himself into the clothes kenma picked for him that day and scarf down the breakfast kenma made and nearly burn his tongue on his tea. and if anyone were to ask kenma what his favorite part of mornings with manager were, he’d say it was the sloppy kiss manager leaves on his cheek as he’s rushing out the door—no matter how much he puts on the show of acting disgusted kenma never wipes it off.

all in all, they’re very cute together :’)

[hnychn]

not professional but thats so cool i relate to the manager a i love that manager would be a boxer i myself am a kickboxer and i relate to the manager a little to much tbh. I have a question a while ago you said that maybe suna and manager would be friends as suna maybe had a crush on manager do you think they would still be friends in the time skip i personally can see them being really close friends a face timing each other sometimes sorry for all the questions. <3

omg hello hello!! <33

that’s so cool you’re a kickboxer omg be careful y’all we have a baddie in the building :’) and never apologize for sending in questions!!! i love them!!

but as for your question!! amazing question!! i forgot i even mentioned that :p

to be completely honest, i don’t really see them being too close of friends. maybe the occasional chat here and there whenever they’re placed in the same room. their relationship develops into a sort of “i’m lonely in this room and you’re the only other person i can talk to that i’m somewhat comfortable with, but on a regular day i wouldn’t talk to you” kind of relationship you know?

and it’s for many, many, many different reasons that i won’t list here because i have it planned for a different chapter ;) but for now i’ll tell you this:

at one point in their lives, manager and suna did have a beautiful and bright friendship together, and to suna, whenever he was with manager he could feel like he could conquer the world. and in those lonely moments between the two of them at the dawn of day, when their hair was ruffled with sleep and their eyes hazy with dreams, suna had never wanted to be someone else more in his entire life.

that’s all ;p <3

[hnychn]

question for the bbe male manager series hi im new so i dont know if your still doing this but what do you think manager would be when he grows up also what is his relationship with kenma like when they grow up

hellooo!! <33

okay so i love those questions. firstly i think manager would maybe be a graphic designer or a professional boxer which are two very different things so let me explain lols

i say graphic designer because manager already loves to draw and paint and all that good stuff. so i can imagine him either saving up for a tablet of his own or being gifted one right at the beginning of university from kenma :))

he’ll buy a few programs he knows nothing about and it takes him a good few months to get used to it, but when he does oh boy does it open his eyes.

i’d like to say manager dabbles in a little bit of every art style just to try it out and see what he likes and doesn’t like, so when he finally finds his art style, there are so many doors opening for his future career.

i see his drawing style being a combination of how gege akutami draws the jjk characters and how hajime isayama draws the aot characters. he can create a lot of harshness and strength when drawing but also he is able to somehow imbed whatever emotion he wants into the piece. i don’t know if that makes any sense ㅠㅠ

and after he finds his style, he draws and draws and draws for—what seems like—ever. eventually, all of the hard work and dedication he put towards his art comes back to him in the form of so many job offers. he’s getting offers left and right, up and down, back and forth, from all damn directions and he’s very picky with who he works with. but with the few people he does choose to sign a contract with have nothing but amazing things to say about manager, which boosts his rep in the graphic design community and he kind of has a rap of being very “cold but committed to his work”

and yes, he helped iwaizumi make a business card and website for his job :p

anyways, around this time when he’s getting so many offers and he’s making bank, is also the time when kenma is starting his own business. so it’s only the most obvious choice that manager chooses to drop all of his offers and other opportunities to work with kenma and help him with his business :’). he works on the logo, the website, and other graphic designer things

okay so now!!!

if he was a professional boxer!!!

okay i know this one seems to out of the blue ㅠㅠ but i swear i have a reason, it may be a self-indulgent reason, but it’s a reason nonetheless. so manager was a trouble kid in high school. i haven’t written much about it yet but i have shown a little sign of it in some places, mainly in the chapter where he fights a guy because of what he said to kiyoko and yachi.

manager has a very soft and sweet side that only kenma and his close friends get to see. but the whole world has labeled him a cold, calculating, and dangerous man who would probably grow up to be a violent person. all of his life, manager has heard so many of the people around him call him scary, dangerous, a monster, and so many other names. and the thing about this is, is that you can believe and know that you aren’t the person people say you are and it’s easy to ignore the whispers as you walk past and not pay attention to lingering stares when you walk into a room; but it’s also easier to become what people say you are.

and for a while that’s what manager did. he yelled more, he was quicker to anger, and he got into fights more. the team could see how these people were getting under his skin in so many bad ways and tried to help him through this time in his life, they tried talking to him, being there for him, and just generally letting him know that he could always talk to them if he needed. but his violence and anger got to the point where takeda had to pull him aside and tell him if he didn’t get his anger under wraps he’d have to kick him off the team.

manager, at first, was angry they’d even consider it, but then he finally looked around and saw how his friends were slower to approach him, how they hesitated when they had to talk to him alone or tell him bad news. he could see the unease in their eyes and how they watched him closer when he was alone with the girls; that’s when it finally hit him. while he was so stuck in his anger and self-pity party, he was hurting his friends without even knowing it. so that’s when he finally reached out for help.

he went to ukai about it first and asked him what he could do about his anger issues. at first ukai said art, but it was too expensive of an upkeep for manager to persue it. then ukai mentioned his buddy who’s a trainer, which peaked manager’s interest. ukai gave him the address to his buddy’s gym and gave him a call and turned in a favor he was owed.

the first time manager went to the gym and met ukai’s buddy, he hated him. he was too cheery and upbeat for manager. but after a few lessons of ukai’s buddy flipping manager on his ass and manager leaving with a few bruises and even a busted lip once, manager had a found respect in him. let’s call ukai’s buddy ryu. ryu became a mentor for manager of sorts, he helped him get into shape while also giving him an outlet to unleash his anger at the world.

even after high school, manager decided to continue his boxing/fighting career with ryu as his sponsor. though, for a couple of years, manager never had a break through into the public eye and it took a lot of persistence and dedication for manager to be where he is now. but the one thing that propelled him into fame and finally gave him a break through was the day before a fight.

somehow ryu was able to get manager a fight with a pretty well known boxer. he was known for his cocky attitude and his fighting words that he made do with. anyways, they were at the (i forgot what it’s called but it’s when the two boxers meet face to face with the public & media there to build excitement and tension for the fight ㅠㅠ) and it started off generally okay. manager’s opponent was just talking shit and manager wasn’t really paying attention to most of it, until he caught wind of kenma’s name.

now that’s when you know it all went to shit. up until this point, manager had been doing well with his anger issues. he apologized to his friends for ever giving them a reason to be scared/hesitant around him (to which they were shocked he even noticed and accepted his apology) and he apologized to kenma for being in a relationship with someone with so many issues as him. kenma told him there was nothing to apologize for and that he was just glad that manager was getting help for it. also up until this point, kenma had never seen just how angry and violent manager could be because he (manager) made it a point to never let kenma see him that way. ever.

so when this opponent starts taking shit about kenma and calling him some rather nasty names, manager can’t help but go fucking ballistic. and guess who’s in the crowd? that’s right, kenma.

manager doesn’t even think twice when he lunges at this guy and gives him a solid punch before the guards and ryu are pulling him back from doing anything worse. the guy is still going, even with a bruise forming on his cheek, and manager is about to lunge again when he catches kenma’s eye from the crowd. kenma isn’t scared, but he still has that look of surprise that kind of is like, “is this who you’ve been hiding from me?” kind of look.

manager barely manages to compose himself before he tells the guy he’s going to knock himself flat out in one punch tomorrow and walks off the damn stage before he could say anything back. after that, he goes straight to kenma, who’s sitting my in a chair waiting for him to come back, and manager just collapses to his knees at kenma’s feet and tells him he’s sorry he had to see him like that and he never wanted kenma to see him so angry or violent before. and he keep apologizing and starts crying a little into kenma’s lap and all kenma does is card his fingers through his hair.

the next day comes and they’re both in the ring, manager has been eerily silent all day and his opponent is talking all this shit and manager is kind of just standing there and taking it. but once that ref blows the whistle? game over.

the opponent lunges first but he doesn’t get any hits in before manager lands a solid punch right in his face. and even though it was loud, the crowd can still hear a sickening crack but surprisingly the opponent doesn’t go down and manager goes in for another punch before the opponent finally gives up and passes out.

that’s all i’m gonna with for that one but managers relationship with kenma’s has always been set in stone from the moment they meet back in high school; they have that kind of fairytale love that so many people wish they could even have a second of. :’)

eventually they do get married but that’s all i’m gonna say about that one :) thank you for adding these questions it really got me back into the manager series!! <3 if there are any more questions about generally anything, i’ll happily answer them <333

ps! sorry i got a little ranty in this ㅠㅠ

[hnychn]

no bcs i saw this headcannon where bokuto gave the reader an anklet as a gift and he presses a kiss to it while their legs are over his shoulders and he’s fucking them to next week— and i’ve never been the same since

[hnychn]

okay so did manager ever have feeling for suna before he met kenma idkkk suna x manager feels like a valid shippp their relationship dynamic makes me sad poor rin

hello hello!! uhm … that’s an amazing question love … i guess you’ll just have to wait and see ;)

[hnychn]

Heyy bestie how are you okay soo i really desperately need some manager angst like some sad shit its my coping mechanism lol <3

hey bestie <3 looks like ur in luck bcs i’ve been in a really depressed mood and writing angst is my coping mechanism ;)

might have some angst as the next chapter for the manager series >:)

but on a scale of “misunderstanding be cause we don’t talk” to “ash and eiji i’ll see you in another life” what kind of angst are we talking about? -^-

[hnychn]

Honestly im reading your writing and wowwww its so good so what type of interest does manager like and by any chance does he have any type of crushes like fictional <3

hello hello lovely!! ty ty <3

and any crushes? hm honestly, the type of girls i feel like manager really would have a crush on would be maki from jujutsu kaisen or maybe mikasa from attack on titan :p he’s really into the “silent but deadly” kind of girl.

as for guys, he’s 100% a mori simp from ouran high school host club :p but also i like to think at one point he had a major crush on aone from date tech. which i know is a complete contrast of kenma ㅠㅠ but based on surface level looks, manager is really into big scary looking people lol