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littlefireball · 6 months ago

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ᴊʜ|ꜰɪʀꜱᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ (ᴍ)

ʙᴏʏꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ ᴊᴏɴɢʜᴏ x ɢɪʀʟꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

ꜱᴍᴜᴛ/ᴠᴀɴɪʟʟᴀ ꜱᴇx/ᴘᴀꜱꜱɪᴠᴇ ᴊᴏɴɢʜᴏ/ꜱʟɪɢʜᴛʟʏ ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ/ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅ ꜱᴇx

ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ: 2.8ᴋ

You have always been the proactive one in your relationship with Jongho. From confessing your feelings to initiating physical contact, it has always been you taking the lead. Jongho's shy and passive nature means that you are the one who must drive the relationship forward. But you don't mind; his attraction to you is irresistible, and you find joy in making him happy.

Tonight, as darkness falls and Jongho holds you close as you drift off to sleep, you feel a surge of desire that you can no longer ignore.

"Maybe...I can try to ask to have sex tonight...?"

His features are mesmerizing as you gaze at him, from his fluttering eyelashes to his tempting lips and down to his well-toned chest. The urge to be closer to him overwhelms you, and you decide to take a chance.

With a racing heart, you lean in and softly kiss his lips. Jongho's initial surprise quickly gives way to a gentle response as he strokes your head and asks if everything is alright. In this moment of vulnerability and intimacy, you realize the power of your connection and the depth of your feelings for each other.

You shake your head, a soft hum escaping your lips as you cup his face in your hands. Meeting his gaze once more, you muster the courage to speak.

"Jongho... I want..."

His expression shifts to one of confusion, his head tilting slightly in disbelief.

Before he can react, you bite your lip and lean in for another kiss, but he pulls back, gently catching your hand to stop you. Avoiding your gaze, he stammers, at a loss for words. The disappointment in your heart is palpable as you watch his reaction, your smile faltering.

"I... you..." he struggles to find the right words to refuse, and you sigh, forcing a smile.

"It's okay. I'm sorry."

The sadness in your voice is evident, and his avoidance feels like a deep wound to your heart.

Turning away, you try to hide your emotions, not wanting to face him. 'Maybe I was too forward,' you think, blaming yourself internally. The desire to disappear weighs heavily on you as you move forward, seeking solace under the covers, hoping sleep will offer an escape.

"Y/N?" His tentative voice calls out to you, but you remain silent. As he moves closer, contemplating embracing you, he pauses, his gaze fixed on your back.

Deep in thought, he realizes a pattern - you've always been the one to take the lead, from confessions to kisses. And now, he has rejected you, wearing a heartbroken expression. The thought of causing you pain, especially as his significant other, is unbearable.

That night, Jongho finds sleep elusive, his mind consumed with thoughts of you.

The morning sun gently caresses Jongho's face as he awakens. With a yawn, he rubs his eyes and glances around the room, only to find that you are not there. Sitting up, he notices a note attached to the bedside table.

"I didn't want to disturb your sleep. Breakfast is ready for you, so don't skip it~ Enjoy your day off and relax. Feel free to play games if you'd like."

Curious, Jongho makes his way to the living room where a delicious breakfast spread awaits him, along with the coveted game he had been eyeing for weeks.

"What's this? I thought we were going to spend the day gaming together," he mutters, a hint of disappointment in his voice as he recalls the events of the previous night, realizing that you might need some space.

Lost in thought, he covers his face with both hands, feeling torn about what to do next. Eventually, he decides to reach out to his older brothers for advice.

---

WooYoung Hyung

"What? Did you really do that?"

"I accidentally instinctively avoided it... I didn't mean to."

"No wonder she's not paying attention to you."

"What should I do? 😫😫"

"Be more proactive! Hojong, how can you always let the woman take the initiative? As a man, shouldn't you be more proactive?"

"Just apologize to her!"

"Now."

"Right away."

----

Being proactive has always been a challenge for Jongho due to his shy nature. Despite his reluctance to take the lead, he knows it's his responsibility to mend things after hurting you the night before. After some contemplation, he decides to dial your number.

"Hello?" you answer. "Y/N, where have you been?"

"Oh, I went shopping. Many things at home are running out," you explain.

"Why didn't you take me with you? Can you handle all those things alone?" Jongho expresses his concern.

"Don't treat me like a child. I can handle it. Besides, you need a break, so I didn't want to disturb you. I'll be back soon, and then we can play games together," you reassure him.

The call ends on a calm note, almost as if nothing had happened the day before. Jongho is left pondering, "ah...what happened to me...I should apologize..." He slumps on the couch, losing interest in the game. He decides to go to convenient store to buy something.

Upon your return, Jongho rushes to the door and takes the heavy bags from your hands. "You're back~" he greets you, expecting your usual enthusiastic response. However, you simply reply with a cold "Hmm," catching him off guard.

As Jongho busies himself organizing the groceries in the kitchen, you emerge from the bathroom. "Want to play games?" he offers.

"No, I have work to do. You go ahead and play," you decline, heading back to your room to focus on your tasks, leaving Jongho puzzled.

Realizing that you're upset, Jongho refuses to give up. He follows you to your room, crouches down beside you, and playfully says, "I'm on vacation. Let's play games together."

You remove your headphones, playfully cup his face, and remark, "Since when did you become so clingy?"

With a smile, Jongho replies, "I just want to spend time with you."

"Let's play together," he said, holding onto your sleeve and swaying from side to side, his lips pouting in a cute manner. Whenever you were angry, his adorable antics always managed to melt your frustration away. So, he tries the same strategy again, hoping you wouldn't ignore him this time.

"I have to work," you reply, putting on your headphones without waiting for his response, immersing yourself in your tasks. He is taken aback; you had never been this distant with him before.

Is she really that angry? No way...

"Well, I won't disturb you then," he says, dejectedly. You nod absentmindedly, giving his hand a gentle squeeze before refocusing on your work.

In the morning, a notification from your boss demanded urgent completion of a document, forcing you to reluctantly leave Jongho behind. Playing games with him would only delay meeting the deadline.

In the living room, Jongho turns on the game but his mind is fixed on you. He steals glances at your busy form, neglecting the game and losing several rounds in the process.

Finally setting the controller aside, he lays down on the couch, his gaze unwaveringly fixed on you. It is then that he received a message from Wooyoung.

---

WooYoung Hyung

"How is it? Did you win her back?"

"No, I tried acting cute, but she still ignored me."

"You acted cute???"

"What?! She really ignored you?"

"Hojong, listen to me, you should be more proactive! Give her a kiss!"

---

It seems like seeking advice from his brother was not helpful, leaving Jongho with no other choice but to take matters into his own hands.

Mentally preparing himself, he straightens his body, crosses the mental barrier once more, and enters your room again. You are fully engrossed in your computer, unaware of his presence until you notice his reflection on the screen as he stands by the door, motionless.

"Hmm? What's wrong?" you inquire.

"Ah...nothing, just wondering if you're hungry. Would you like to go out to eat?" Jongho asks.

Glancing at the clock, you realize it's only noon, and you had recently finished breakfast.

Perplexed, you question, "Are you hungry already? It's only twelve o'clock. Don't you want to play games?"

He hesitates before responding, "Ah...no..."

Removing your headphones, you approach him, gently caress his face, and playfully pinch his cheek.

"Did you lose at the game? Or is it not fun?" you tease as he nods, pouting like a child in your eyes.

"Then let's find something else to do," you suggest. Jongho shakes his head, taking your hand and planting a tender kiss on your palm. You smile, slightly surprised by his unexpected gesture.

"I want to spend time with you," he admits.

"But I still have-" you begin, only to be cut off as he pulls you into his arms, cups your face, and kisses you.

It catches you off guard, as it's the first time he has initiated a kiss, especially considering his usual aversion to such displays of affection.

You look at him in disbelief, and his reddened cheeks express his shyness. Even though you had kissed multiple times already, he is still shy as ever.

"You..."

"Don't be angry, I didn't mean to yesterday." You laugh speechlessly, helpless, and say, "I am angry, but I didn't ignore you on purpose, it's just that my boss gave me an urgent task this morning, and I have to finish it as soon as possible. If I played games with you, then I wouldn't be able to complete it, right?"

Hearing your explanation, it seems like a burden is lifted off his shoulders. A smile immediately blooms on Jongho's face, and his cute baby teeth are exposed as he hugs you tightly, rubbing against your neck.

"You scared me."

"I also didn't say I forgive you, you know?"

"Hmm?" Looking at your triumphant expression, he feels like you had already let go of your anger and are just teasing him now.

"Is it fun to tease me?"

"Of course! My little baby."

"Baby? I'm not!"

He lifts you suddenly, and your surprised scream turns into laughter as you both fell onto the bed. Holding your wrists firmly, he leans in close and declares passionately that he is a man, not a boy.

"Whatever you say, you'll always be my baby. Hmph~" You free your hands, lift his chin, sit up, and give him a quick peck on the lips. To show his strength, he gently pushes you back onto the bed.

Your lips meet in a deep, intense kiss, breath mingling, chests rising and falling together as they press against each other. He sought out your scent, planting soft kisses on your neck, hesitant and tender, battling his shyness with each touch.

His boldness surprises you, reigniting the excitement from before. But you worry he might be doing this for you, not himself. Signaling for him to stop, he meets your gaze, confused.

"You don't have to do this if you're not comfortable. Just stop." Instead of answering, he silences you with a deep kiss.

Resting his forehead against yours, he whispers softly, "Yesterday, I wasn't ready mentally. But now, I want this. Can you give me your first time?" Your eyes widen in surprise. "Yes," you whispered.

The pace is slow, tender. Clothes are shed until only panties remained. His fingertips traces your skin, sending shivers down your spine. The exchange of kisses continued, the sound of your mingling lips filling the room.

He buries his face in your neck, placing gentle kisses, the sound of your racing heart filling the air. Nervousness tingles through your body, sweat beading on your forehead, palms clammy with shared heat.

He tentatively touches your panties, stopping as if seeking your consent. You nod as he pulls down your underwear.

Seeing you being naked makes him blush but also horny. His cock is already hardened and covered with pre-cum. He leaves for a while to take out the condom and lube he just brought.

"Tell me if it hurts."

You nod, and he lubes his two fingers and slowly insert, then start moving. The sudden sensation makes you arch your body and bite your lips.

"Does it hurt? If it hurts, I..."

"No, keep going..." you whisper, and he slowly thrust in and out, everything is just so gentle. The feeling is weird yet pleasure that you desire more.

You can't control the moans and groans that escaped your lips, the sounds echoing in Jongho's ears as if a beautiful melody.

"Mmm...ah...oh...I think I'm ready..."

"Really?"

"Yes...please..." He pulls out his fingers and slides the condom on his length. He places one hand on your waist and the other on his cock, entering your warm cunt slowly.

The feeling is much different than before that you groan against his chest and tell him to stop.

"I pull out?"

"No...please...let me adjust."

Gradually, you get use to his size and the sensation of having a 'foreign object' in your cunt. You tap his shoulder as a signal to inform him to move.

"Tell me to stop if you're not okay, hm?" You nod again before he starts to thrust in and out. You are sucking him in and his tip gradually sink deeper with each thrust.

"Ah~Jongho~" You arch your back and press against your chests together to feel each others' temperature and breath.

The sound of bodies colliding resounds throughout the room, the pleasure he gives you feel like it is robbing you of all your oxygen. You could only suppress your breath, forcefully exhaling the breath in your throat to express your excitement.

Since your wrists are tightly held, you can't move but only grasp your fist hard and make crescent marks on your palms.

"Mmm!" Every time Jongho pushes deeply, he lets out a satisfied moan, and he also enjoyed this pleasure to the fullest.

He buries his head in the crook of your neck and leaves a trail of kisses. His lips move from your cheek, jaw, and finally stop at your collarbone and suck hard. A deep red hickey appears on your fine skin, announcing to the others that you are his girlfriend.

You bend your legs and wrap around his waist to allow him enter deeper. Suddenly, he reaches your G spot and your moan changes.

"Here, harder!"

"Here?" He fucks your g spot once again and make you throw your head with a shy moan.

"Oh gosh!"

"You love it, hm?" He keeps hitting the same place again and again with such a great force, sending a heat through your entire body.

"Ah~jjong~" "Oh, I think I'm addicted with your moaning." You have no idea when he learnt these dirty words.But to be honest, you love it. He who is usually so shy seems to be a different person while having sex.

"This feeling is so good." He kisses your lips with passion. At first, he only sucks your lips with no tongue. But as the kiss become more intense, you felt unable to breathe and naturally opened your mouth, and his tongue slides into your mouth. It is so surprise but you two quickly get use to it.

Your tongues entwine gently, touching each other from time to time. No one is fighting for dominance, both of you are just kissing tenderly.

As he pulled out and pressed against forehead with a smile. His thrusting become faster and harder while your breathing shortens, and your groans grow sporadic.

"Oh god, jjong!" "My babe, i love your pussy." All the shyness are forgotten, lust already took over your mind as you both moan so loud that neighbors would definitely hear it.

His balls touches your ass every time he thrusts which you both love this feeling. This extra sensation drives jongho insane and craves more. The speed of his thrusting becomes faster results in you both pant heavily.

Jongho never thought he would fall in love with this feeling. Maybe he wants you once a day.

"Jjong...I can't hold it..." "Me too...I'm cumming..." His thrust become sloppy and loses its rhythm.

"Oh my god!" You reach your climax and your juices cream jongho's cock.

"Fuckk.." The sudden warmth and wetness push jongho to the edge and cum immediately in the condom.

You feel the coolness when he withdraws from your body. Jongho helps you put on your clothes, tidy your hair, throws the condom in the pin, and making out with you as if don't want the sexual encounter to stop until you let out a gasp as you can't breath.

Whether it is because he completely let go or not, he directly presses his body on top of yours, cups your face, give you a peck, and softly caresses your head, saying, "Let's sleep for a bit." You nod, shift your body, and nestle in his arms to fall asleep.

"I love you, jjong."

"I love you too, my babe."

You have no idea how many hours you slept before you wake up from your dreams, forgetting about the messages from the brothers and your work.

"Oh, hojong, what did you do? You still haven't replied for so long." Wooyoung keep asking in the kakaotalk.

"Don't bother them! Wooyoung ar!' Seonghwa stops him keep sending tons of messages to Jongho.

"I'm curious about what they did!"

Jongho is sure that wooyoung would never want to know the details.

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