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nikolaiar · 3 months ago
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Back in my Avatar AU bag. We should probably talk about how sandbenders were portrayed.
Anyways meet Iften, he don’t wanna be the Avatar! He’s too busy being a dad and trying not to think about he past it’s always there anyways.
Also all Avatars have a spirit guide, and his is a sandstork. They are basically huge storks that live in the Si Wong Desert. They’re kinda like a mix of ostrich I guess? I imagine the sandbenders would’ve rode them instead of camels before they invented sand sailors or whatever the fuck the boat things are called.
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gamarancianne · 10 months ago
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Azriel x reader - In Between part 2
Part 1
Summary: trying to regain your confidence after your broken heart, you met someone in the same position as you and developped one of the best friendships you had ever had. A genuine and sincere friendship. But this person may be closer by other ways to you than you thought.
Warnings: still angst, alcohol in a not healthy way, heartbreak again, hypocrite Elain (kinda slander ig), Lucien being the best.
Note: well maybe a part 3 ig 😅, I was really inspired tbh. Thank you all for having loved the part 1 and shared it with me ! Ily 💗💗 and don't hesitate to ask me something or chat with me in my inbox or dm, or in the comments !
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You had been a crying mess for two weeks now, sometimes you went out in a bar to drink so much you would forget even your name. That was the point, forget the constant sting in your heart and you head. Forget him, his beautiful Hazel eyes and inked tattoos on his broad and golden chest. And here we go again: the tears flooded themselves on your face. It was a day to drink today, or tonight, you didn't really have a time notion for the past two weeks: waking up at dawn or dusk, eating, crying and sleeping. You had to forget about all those beautiful things about him, you had to empty your brain and heart. You didn't want to feel something again.
As you were walking to the nearest bar, you thought about those letters elain had sent you, saying you were her dearest friend and asking if your confession went well. You knew she knew that it was you in her apartment that cursed day, but she still pretended and even was saying the complete opposite of what she had said to azriel, falsely comforting you. Was she ever was your friend at this point ? Or has she always criticised and stabbed you behind you back ? Anyway you had decided that it was way better for you to ignore her and keep living your life, if you could still call what you were living a life, without her.
You didn't even noticed when you had arrived in front the door of the bar, but you did and entered, going directly to your now favorite spit in front of the barman : the alcohol was there easier to get. You didn't see then, the redhead man who was at the exact place you had been the few days prior. How dare he steal your chair like that ? Approaching slowly you stilled and you understood that this man was surely in the same situation as you, a heartbreak, seeing his bent frame and the many empty glasses in front of him. They could only have been his because no one was seated near him, and everyone was judging him. They were all avoiding the poor man whose name you didn't know.
"I was almost mad at you for stealing my favourite seat" you stated, seating next to him as his head shot to your side wondering if you were really talking to him.
"Yes I'm talking to you"
"Ah, I'm sorry for your seat do you want it back ?" He asked, genuinely embarrassed, his cheeks flushed.
"No I'm fine here, I can speak with you ...?" You asked ?
"Lucien".
"I'm yn, and as I was saying, I can speak with you here Lucien" he nodded.
"Nice to meet you yn, but you don't wanna talk to me, don't you see all the glares everyone sends me here ?" He drank in a one shot what seemed to be whisky and stared again at his now empty glass.
"Oh gods you men !" He looked at you confused "I know what I'm doing fuck ! I'm a grown up woman and I can make my own choices ! You re the second on in two weeks who tells me what I want or not." You snapped.
"Oh I'm sorry, then stay if you want." He apologized quickly.
You asked shots to the barman and stayed silent a bit nefore you both asked in one voice "what are you here for ?". You two chuckled a bit before you said "you first".
"Well I've kinda learnt that my mate, who knows that she is my mate is dating someone else. And I feel like I'm not allowed to have just once an ounce of happiness." You were hurt for him as you heard his story that he told you with a careless demeanor. He must really be at his lowest.
"Ouch that hurts, I'm sorry man. She's a fool if you want my opinion." He smiled sadly at your answer and pointed you from his chin asking you silently your story.
"Well im heartbroken as well, my best friend encouraged me confessing to the man I love, but he rejected me, and not in a nice way. But as lucky as I am, I learnt that he is dating my best friend who is a back stabber." I emptied my glass in one drink.
"Ouch that hurts too, I'm sorry." He said echoing my words.
We spent the night drinking, and drowning ourselves in alcohol but in a more joyful way than usually.
I then went more and more at the bar to see him, but we drank less and less, leaving place to real conversations between us. It became quickly a routine, and Lucien became one of my best friends, well my only friend of the time actually. And I was one of his only friend as well. Two broken hearts healing parts of eachothzr then didn't even break. Lucien had explained to me his family problem, and how his former male best friend was a toxic man in relationships, how he had been poorly treated in his biological family, and how his actual best friend was his mate's sister so he didn't know how to approach her anymore. He came a lot in my appartment to spend time with me, he even slept in sometimes, because he couldn't face his current family. He practically had his room in your home, some of his stuff never really left.
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After 2 knocks on your door you unwillingly got off your couch and opened it letting a wild and out of breath Lucien appear in front of it.
"Lu ? Are you okay ?" That was his new nickname, he loved it, because he felt like he was loved for once in his life.
"Yes.. no ? I need you to come with me like right now ! "
"Oh okay let me get me keys and I'm coming" you trusted Lucien too much to ever doubt about him, if he needed you then you were there for him.
You left your apartment and went to the direction he indicated. After a while you panicked a little, seeing that you were going to the high lord's house.
"Lucien you know I love you but where are we going?"
"To a family dinner, I can't go alone. See, my mate's relationship got complicated and she always complains to me when I'm alone, which is all the time. So I feel like I'm just a plan b and I'm really uncomfortable when she does it. Don't worry I've told them that someone was going with me."
"I understand Lu, but at the high lord's ?" You asked sceptical.
"Well yes, because my best friend I told you about is Feyre."
"What ?" Lucien, had never told the names of his family members, and you neither, so discovering that his friend was you high lady so that you were going to see Azriel made you weak to the bones.
"Lucien ? Your mate is Elain ??"
"What, yes ? How do you know ??" He exclaimed as he stopped on his tracks.
"She is the fake friend I told you about !" You answered on the same tone.
"So it means that.."
"I am in love with Azriel... yes."
"Oh gods" you both sighed.
"Hum yn ?" He asked unsure of what to say.
"Mmh"
"Have I told you that Cassian and him were the ones to get us to the house?"
"No, no, no. Please no ! But what would we even need to be picked up ?"
"We can't winnow so it's either that or climb 10 000 stairs".
Both fearing the fast approaching dinner, the last part of the walk was silent and the air heavy with tension. You held your breath when you saw two winged big figures, Cassian and Azriel. The first one shot his head in your direction and smiled confused.
"Yn ?" Azriel stiffened as he heard your name. "What does owe us the pleasure to see you ?"
"I'm the one to go with Lu today but I didn't know it was with you...". Azriel froze completely still turning his back to you. He wasn't sure it was you but now it was certain and he couldn't face you after the mean things he had said to your face. He hadn't talked about it to anyone except Elain and he kinda regretted it now. Things had got complicated between them because after your love confession she had grown so much jealous! He couldn't bear it anymore, he was a free man, he hadn't wings for nothing! They would argue a lot more and he hated that because it triggered bad memories in him. Plus he felt a bit bad about you. You hadn't done anything to him to deserve to be treated that way, he was ashamed of his actions because he knew that, as insecure as you seemed to be, you might have been spiralling since. That wasn't him, that wasn't how he was supposed to be. When he got Elain, she changed him a lot, and he wasn't sure anymore that it was for the good. She crushed all of his efforts to keep the bad parts of him inside. He was meaner, colder, he wasn't himself. Rhys have scolded him a little about that and he had really reacted in a bad way. An evidence of what Rhys had advanced. Azriel was sure he had made you feel bad, and he didn't want it : you were a nice and smart female, a little clumsy but still beautiful and lovely. As he finally turned to you, all of his regret splashed on him when crossing your look and seeing you pained eyes. You quickly put your head down and he felt even more bad to have made lose enough confidence for you to fear to hold his gaze. Thinking about it, he didn't understand you insecurity of the beginning, before the altercation. How could you, a very beautiful female, ever doubt about yourself ?
Realisation hit him, that he would have to take you flying because it would be awkward if he took Lucien, his girlfriend's mate. He knew she was complaining to him, and he felt even sorry for the poor Lucien. But a question lingered in his mind: how did you two know eachother ? And why the fuck would Lucien bring you to a family dinner ? Were you dating ? Fear crossed his eyes for a second before regaining his composure. You couldn't be dating Lucien, it was impossible, you had just said two weeks ago that you loved him. Could you have moved that fast ? It frightened him, knowing that he had grown to like you when thinking of your shared moments at training, where you two had laughed, sometimes until crying joy tears, and regretting the mean rejection he had given you in return of something so intimate and innocent as your love and devotion for him. Damn him he had even insulted you ! He cursed himself more and more until he got out of his head when Cassian called him.
"Azriel wake up ! You take yn." He said when shooting in the sky Lucien in his arms.
You both stayed in an awkward bubble, without moving an inch, avoiding the gaze of one another, for 30 long seconds that felt like hours.
"I'm sorry" and "so how are you doing" came at the same time from him side you. You awkwardly chuckled but he stayed still so you stopped finally having the guts to look at him in the eye for more than a millisecond.
"I'm sorry." He repeated, louder this time. You froze. You didn't want that to happen. You didn't want him to face you abut what happened. It would made it real, and you still hadn't enough courage for that.
"What for ?" You asked, your voice breaking.
"You what for".
You hesitated a lot before responding. "No actually I don't. Was it for mean rejecting me without an ounce of regret or nicenessin your words ? Or maybe the fact that you destroyed my confidence? Oh no ! I know, it was for the time you mocked me in front of my friend, who is in fact your girlfriend, and a fake friend!"
"You weren't supposed to be there that time." He said, suddenly finding the floor really interesting.
"Maybe but I was, so it's the same result and the same mean words that came out of your mouth."
He knew you were right. You were completely allowed to be mad at him for the way he treated you. But it was still hard. Azriel had never been in proper relationships nor had he ever been confessed to. It wasn't a proper excuse but it still made it hard to accommodate to those things for a boy deprived of love for all his life. He didn't know how to react, so to him, the better solution was to stay silent. You sighed, disappointed and he came awkwardly closer to you to hold you and shoot in the sky, following Cassian and Lucien, long arrived and waiting for you worried (especially Lucien).
Elain was waiting for Azriel, or Lucien, no one knew, on the balcony of the House of Wind and almost fell when she saw you. You in Azriel's arms, accompanying Lucien. Azriel struggled to let you go, especially after your conversation, but the second you were out of his hold, Elain held you in a crushing hug. You rapidly got out as well, feeling uncomfortable after her hypocrisy. You gave her a sad smile and Lucien introduced you to Feyre and Rhysand who had already told you to call them by their name, and to Mor and Amren. They all welcomed you warmly except Elain and Azriel of course who both looked like ashamed puppies with their tails between their legs.
After dinner, everyone went out in the garden for a tea and you found yourself on a couch behind Lucien sat on the floor. Automatically, because it was something you were now used to do, your hands found his head and started playing with his hair. Everyone had their eyes on you, confused on your proximity but you didn't notice and kept going on braiding his hair.
"I'll do yours later I promise" Lucien said, looking at you from above.
"I hope so !". Leaving everyone even more confused now.
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When you were ready to left with Lucien, Elain caught you and asked you to have a word with her.
Lucien gave you a worried look and you nodded making him understand you were okay for now.
She led you to a private room and paced in it awkwardly. She opened her mouth twice and closed it almost instantly like she wanted to say something but didn't know where to start.
"So, you ans Azriel ? Huh"
"You have actually no right to be mad at me." She cut you off.
"Excuse me ? But I have every right to be mad at you right now ! You have treated me poorly faking to be my friend and laughing at me when you should have been comforting me !" You snapped, angry.
"Well, it's not like someone could ever treat you well."
"What, what do you mean ?"
"Look at you yn, nobody would ever really be with you. You're not ugly but you're not beautifu, you're not dumb but you're not smart, you're just.. Well you. And that's clearly not enough." She looked at you disgustingly.
"But Lucien is treating me well.." You said tears welling in your eyes.
"Don't be blind, yn, he's a man, and like Azriel he will ran to me when he'll see that you're no longer interesting. You were nice and all, you listened to me but I guess I just got bored of you, anyone would." And with that she left the room, leaving 8 pairs of eyes on you as she opened the door. They instantly approached you, Feyre apologising a thousand time for the mean behaviour of her sister and Azriel staying in the back, his eyes full of worry and apology. He was trying to make you feel like everything she had said was false, that you were so much more than that, worthy of the stars,of two shining stars. Because yes they had heard everything. Lucien made his way to the crowd of his family surrounding you and hesitated before he hugged you out of nowhere. Azriel clenched his jaw and his hands turned into fists. When Lucien released you of his grasp, your expression hadn't changed, its like you were empty, just one single tears had escaped your eye. Cassian and Azriel flew you to the ground of Velaris and the last one had kept his hand on yours to make you look at him.
"I'm sorry, for what she said. It's not one bit true."
"Don't worry, she's surely right..." You had answered your gaze falling on his hand. You had never noticed the scars an them, they were so beautiful, so textured, so unique. You eyes widened at the sight and Azriel quickly hid them behind back before keeping going.
"No she wasn't, please don't doubt yourself because of what came out of her mouth because of jealousy. Because that's what she was and still is, jealous."
"Thank you Az really." You sadly smiled at him before joining Lucien who was waiting for you.
He didn't know why, but something clicked in him seeing you walk away under the arm of Lucien and hearing again his nickname from your mouth. He thought it rolled well on your tongue and really wanted to hear it again, as soon as possible. And it tensed him a lot to know that this man who touched you, was probably sleeping at yours tonight, maybe in your bed to comfort you after this emotionally hard day. It puzzled him a lot and didn't even know why, until his shadows came to his ears and murmured repeatedly "want to be him".
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multifandomgirl08 · 8 months ago
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These Vultures Burn - D.R. #3
Sugar Daddy!Daniel Ricciardo x Fem!Reader (Established Relationship)
Photo Credit: Pinterest
Format: Social Media
Summary: Who said that the process of soft launching a relationship would run smoothly?
A/N: Thank you to Sugar Daddy!Daniel anon for this ask! I loved working on every second of it. Title taken from the song Vultures by Asking Alexandria.
Previous Part ← The Arrangement Masterlist
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chloestroll Babe I see what you're doing.
yourbestfriend Girl take me with you!!! 🤤
fan63 I demand a face reveal of your man before you get back to New York.
fan34 Those tattoos look familiar....🧐
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yourusername Take time to stop and smell the flowers. It's true that all good things must come to an end. August is no exception. They don't call it Fall for nothing.
💋 Gossip Girl (2007) 2x02
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fan85 This girl is me, laying in bed watching Gossip Girl drinking her Starbucks.
fan61 I really only follow Y/N for the aesthetic but I've been seeing so many photos of a tall, dark guy in her stories. I'm getting invested in who her mystery guy is.
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danielricciardo 📍New York, NY
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danielricciardo Thanks, NY, it's been a vibe.
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fan23 This gives confirmation that Daniel is seeing someone new. Anyone know who the girl is??
fan92 It's been more than a year since we've gotten even a hint of Daniel being in a relationship. If he's with someone new I'm happy for him, especially after last year.
fan74 This is a soft launch if I've ever seen one, and we know that his new girlfriend is from New York, or at least lives there.
fan36 Rumor is that Daniel's "new girl" isn't new. That they just haven't been official for long.
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danielricciardo Finally happy to be back in LA for some quality time with my girl.
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fan34 OMG Daniel actually tagged her IG.
fan82 Is it bad that I just liked her being a faceless girl without knowing she is a real person?
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chloestroll You're giving me blonde Lana.
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daniel3.jpg 🎵 Jason Aldean - Just Gettin' Started
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fan39 Confirmed that this is Daniel's way of telling everyone off for believing in the rumors about him.
fan94 So... she's not his sugar baby??
fan47 The End of all of the rumors and speculation!!
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99adelheid99 · 2 years ago
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Some of my favourite facts about the one and only Soap Mactavish
Reboot ver with a lil bit of og ver facts that I think are still canon to 2022 Soap (some hc too)
that he tried to enroll multiple times in the SAS starting at age 16 and failed every time (dedication, man)
that he was recognized for his natural skills by Price during his evaluation and Cap immediately took him under his wing to train him personally (Price was like "sweet, new son")
that he passed selection with the highest possible marks in all 3 categories of the course SECONDS behind Gaz (he's salty about that for sure -it actually shows in his og journal - man's an overachiever. Gaz also brags about it when he needs to humble him)
that he was the youngest to pass SAS selection in British army HISTORY (that's his retort whenever Gaz brags about his scores I'm making that a fact)
downside about being the youngest candidate is that he is called the 'perpetual FNG' (you know he has annoying little brother energy so maybe this more fitting than one would think)
that during his first mission where he joined the bravo team, Price saved him from falling to his death during the team's exfil. he felt indebted to Price ever since (I feel like because he was young he felt the need to prove himself a lot so he's naturally hard on himself -og journal shows this too- he probably still feels bad about this mission just cause of one thing)
that he received a gallantry medal, the Victoria cross, and the conspicuous gallantry cross early in his career for an operation
said operation where his team was surrounded by AQ fighters when his heavy machine gun malfunction (I'm assuming his patrol had little to no ammo atp) so the man deassembles THE WHOLE GUN and then REASSEMBLES it so it fired 150 single shots where he had to recock the gun every round (this is totally why he's not only a demo expert but a sniper)
then he proceeds to be all humble about it and goes "oh any of my comrades would do the same thing" (okay mactavish but could any of your comrades do that so quick? be that accurate with shots? BE MORE PROUD OF YOURSELF)
that he almost faced disciplinary action for PUNCHING an MO in the face and LOCKING HIM in HIS OWN VEHICLE (this is so funny to me I need to know the whole story behind this. definitely shows Soap has a bit of a hot temper and a tad impulsive, but I like to think that's mellowed out over the years since that was back in 2016)
also that the whole incident was so embarrassing for the officer that brass decided to not charge him (he just got his ass handed to him by a young solider who was probably in his early 20s at the time so valid ig. also do you think Price had a role to play in convincing the higher ups not to take action while being an exasperated dad? I think so. Soap got the scolding of his life by him)
the fact that the only visible tattoo he has is of the SAS logo on his forearm for everyone to see (given that he was obsessed with getting into the SAS he must've been so happy to actually pass selection he immediately got this tattoo this has to be true)
og soap had a tattoo of a revolver on the back of his neck and one isn't visible on reboot soap but I'd like to think he has one too somewhere (maybe shoulder? Or back? Or thigh?)
that he has a journal and is an artist <3 (I want this shown somehow in the next game or make a reboot journal come on Activision)
that he hates dogs (og soap got rabies, I'd like to think something similar happened to reboot soap where Price is the only one that knows and he begs him not to tell anyone cause he's lowkey - ok maybe highkey- embarrassed)
that he has a Mohawk (that's all that needs to be said)
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andromedaexists · 1 month ago
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WUPDATE: Incorrect Eyes
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𝚆𝚎𝚍𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚍𝚊𝚢, 𝙾𝚌𝚝𝚘𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟸𝟹𝚛𝚍 || 𝙴𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚎
I already tagged all the Desecrate people this week so I'll do an Incorrect Eyes update this week!
BIG NEWS!!!! INCORRECT EYES WAS PUBLISHED!!! AND YOU CAN READ IT FOR FREE ON KINDLE UNLIMITED!!!
Okay, now let's talk some more about that! I was updating y'all pretty regularly earlier this year as I worked on IE and then I kinda... stopped.
Well, I was able to get it to the editor I was really hoping for (thank you @whatsuptyler ily beepaw)! Tyler did an amazing job really finding all my inconsistencies and making sure the narrative worked!
I also had a big change on the art end! I originally wanted to have Mx. Morggo doing the chapter art for IE, but they fell through (literally just never responded to an email after telling me they were interested in the project but that's okay! Life is weird!). Then I kinda waffled on where to go next and ended up having WerewolfPresident on IG do it and it turned out great!! I love the illustrations and the chapter header that I got, they're everything!!
I am also waiting on some illustrations to come in from my tattoo artist, I would like to use these as like those vellum art pages that you can put into books. I don't know if I'll actually get these art pieces but that just seems to be the vibe for IE lol
I say that because I am still waiting on the cover art for IE. I am really upset about this just because I have not heard from the artist since June, when I had stated that the book is being published in July back when I first got into contact with her in December. It has been nearly a year and I don't have the art. I am really hoping to receive it still, and I won't make the paperback editions of IE available until I have the cover illustration.
That's all the updates I really have on the art end of things, but I do have one more update in general: Incorrect Eyes qualifies for the Bram Stoker Awards in the Long Fiction category this year!! If you know an HWA member or are an HWA member yourself (like I am now!!), then I would greatly appreciate your consideration of my psychological religious horror story for the awards cycle this year!
Now that that's done, let's get to the good part (the snippies!):
Be Not Afraid. My life changed when I heard those three words. It wasn’t an immediate change. No, it was a slow, crawling thing. I was raised a good Catholic kid, after all. Those three words were ones that I grew up with, ones that I am well acquainted with. Sundays were always full of stories about the messengers of God, tales as great as They were that sung their praises. But, of course, any time the Angels were mentioned, the greeting wasn’t far behind. Be Not Afraid was a melody that hung in the background of my life over the soft harmonies of the church’s organs, soothing me into complacency.
maybe one more for yous:
I can remember what the Father told me to believe in church all those years ago. Remember how he guided me in prayer after I asked about this description and why is was so scary. He told me that the chants of the Angels were something to be heard, that They could lift a soul and bring it closer to God. But when I read the words on the page I return to the question the small child I used to be asked. Why is it so scary? I can’t hear their chants, my ears are filled with Their screaming and wailing. Their shouts beg for atonement and forgiveness. Images pop unbidden into my mind: Angels as we knew them growing up, human-like and innocent. But now They have tears of viscous blood streaming down Their faces as They grovel before His throne, screaming and begging for His warmth. Seraphim and Cherubim just behind Them, blocking the pathetic Angels in, forcing Them to submit to His holy gaze. Their screams harmonize in the worst ways, ringing through my mind and spilling through my ears. The mind-numbing pain They cause is only worsened as my eyes are drawn further down the page. Woe is me for I am ruined [must be silent] because I am a man of unclean lips and live among a people of unclean lips, and because my eyes have seen the King, the Lord of Hosts. Unclean, unclean, unclean. The word repeats in my mind, tearing through the chorus of terror put forward by the Angels. I am unclean, just like he was. I live among people with unclean Eyes, just as he with lips. He—I—we are RUINED. My mind conjured the image of the next paragraph. Of the Seraphim flying towards me—Isaiah—us holding a glowing coal by means of a pair of tongs. From the altar is comes. As it lays the burning stone in my eyes, it speaks: Now that this has touched your lips, your wickedness is removed and your sin is atoned for. Then I scream.
and then the final thing I'll share, the first chapter header:
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sweet-demiboi · 2 years ago
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Trans!Eddie Munson x Male!Reader
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Warnings: smut, but like eating Eddie out/giving him a blowjob, also fingering him, and him having a praise-kink, you get horny from pleasuring him (is better than it sounds here, I PROMISE) and you have a dick (amab), steamy make-out sessions, kinda sexy times in public, Billy being your supportive bestie, can be read by poc ig, asexuals (basically all people on the ace spectrum) - idk if you're comfortable with eating out somebody else, but if you are, you can read this (also: Eddie is M!Reader's boyfriend already, maybe that makes you more comfortable), m!reader is kinda dominant (but not really top/bottom, I mean he just gives a blowjob)
Summary: You take Eddie out on a date at Hawkin's public pool at night. It quickly becomes quite steamy.
Also: Fem!Readers - I'm not afraid to block you. Just don't interact with this/read it, it makes me incredibly uncomfortable.
"If my boss finds out about this I'm gonna kill you", Billy says when he hands you his keys to the public pool of Hawkins.
"Yeah, yeah, got it", you snatch them from him and smile sheepishly "Thank you for doing all of this, Bills. It really means a lot to me!"
He sighs "No problem. Just make sure you fuck that guy right, eh", he smirks when you shove him.
"No, seriously, thanks." He only nods while lighting a cigarette, non-verbally asking if you'd also like one.
You decline and get out of the camaro, walking up to your house because Billy had been kind enough to drive you there.
"Good luck, (Y/L/N)", he shouts after you before driving away with screetching tires.
You wave and then get inside - you have two hours for preparing yourself and the location for a date with your gorgeous boyfriend.
You decided to shower first, because hygiene. You put on some cologne and a shirt of 'Iron Maiden' which you might have lent from Eddie without him knowing. You are sure that he will love it on you though, like anytime you wear his clothes.
You snatch three bottles of beer from the fridge and get out of the house again, this time walking up to your own car.
You get in and the first thing you hear when you start the engine is metal. It must be one of Eddie's cassettes he left in here. You don't mind the music and drive to the pool unbothered.
You let yourself in through the entry for 'Employees only!' and put the beer in the fridge that stands in a lazily decorated room for staff.
You also get out the towels you brought and place them near the pool. Happy with the outcome you get back to the car to pick up Eddie from the trailerpark.
When you arrive there your metalhead is already waiting outside, waving at you eagerly. He wastes no time in climbing in your car and kissing you on the cheek as a greeting.
"Hello there", you chuckle "Hi", Eddie's eyes are beaming with joy, making your heart flutter.
"So, where are you taking me?", his curious nature is taking over, making you smile teasingly "Wouldn't be much of a surprise anymore if I told you"
"Buuut otherwise you are technically kidnapping me right now if you don't tell me where we're going"
"Honestly, I don't think you would be opposed to that idea"
"Nah, I wouldn't", Eddie agrees, then he starts commenting on your music: "Listening to pretty cool stuff, pretty boy"
"Mhm, your taste starts growing on me" You continue talking about music and Eddie rants a little about the fun-facts he knows of some bands and D&D as well.
You love listening to him speaking about the things he loves, so you don't bother interrupting him.
You are at the pool when Eddie's stories about magic come to an end and suddenly he looks at you excited.
"What are we doing here?", he asks with a grin spreading over his face.
"Billy gave me the keys. I figured you might like the privacy" You know that Eddie loves swimming but doesn't like all the people whispering about him, his tattoos and top-surgery scars (of which they don't know what caused them).
He leans over and kisses you on the lips this time. His own are soft and you can smell weed, cologne and the fresh tomatos Wayne grows in the small backyard on him. Eddie pulls you closer by the shoulder and you let it happen, let yourself sink into him.
"Been waiting for this", you smile against his lips "Actually, no, sorry, that sounds like I only want to do sexual things with you, which I want, but it's not the main reason of this date. Or our relationship, because I really love your personality and everything and kissing and stuff is just a bonus." Your cheeks go a little red at the rant, but Eddie just smiles.
"I love you too. It's cute when you do that", he kisses the tip of your nose and gets out of the car. You follow after him, a smile on your face.
"Also, that's my shirt!", he exclaims, you don't argue "You left it at mine and I... didn't bother bringing it back to you"
Eddie scoffs playfully at that "How naughty of you" You continue your banter while stripping down, already next to the pool, to your boxers then there is a moment of silence only filled by a grin sneaking on Eddie's face.
When you realise what he's about to do, you are already falling in the water, your boyfriend right behind you. Eddie's laugh is loud when you both are up again, you smack him lightly.
"Jerk" - "Aw, you're so right"
You're diving, make swimming races, battle each other in splashing-competitions and jump in the water from the poolside (Billy would be furious).
When you're both absolutely powered out you get the beer. Sitting next to each other and letting your legs hang in the water is really nice. You lean your head on Eddie's shoulder and basically feel him smile at you.
You take a gulp from your beer "How has your day been so far?"
"Far better since you are here", you smile at that "Dysphoria?" Eddie shruggs "A little" - "Why?"
"No particular reason", he replies "Just...", a sigh follows "My bottom.. like parts- I don't feel so great about them all the time, honestly."
You take his hand in yours in a hope to be comforting "Would you like some convincing of your body being awesome and masc and wonderful?", you ask, Eddie turns his head to you "Hell yeah, what do you have in mind?"
You only smirk at him mieschivously and kiss his lips. You know that he loves making out with you, so you go all out: Caressing his cheeks, touching his back and twisting his nipples. He groans at that.
Your smirk only deepens and you jump back in the water, now you are between his legs. Your feet find a hold on a little ledge under water, so your head is before his crotch.
At first you place your hands on either side of his legs and continue teasing his nipples while pressing yourself upwards with your arms.
Eddie's quiet moans are your reward, plus you love the feeling of his hands in your hair, pulling you towards him even closer.
You scatter his stomach with hickeys and kisses, while you look in his chocolate eyes gleaming from pleasure.
You are at his boxershorts now, two fingers already slipped under the material, still you ask for his permission: "Would you like to take these off so I can continue?"
Eddie nods frantically, making you chuckle. You have never seen him discard his underwear this fast before.
"Aw, are you a little desperate, baby?"
"Y-yes"
"Such a good boy for me, really", you smile, kissing his inner thighs. Eddie whines, edging you on.
"I know baby, you want it bad - just a little more patience and you'll get everything you want."
"Okay", he breathes out, visibly trying to keep his cool.
Your hands travel the sides of his body, graze over his tattoos and finally hold on to his middle "Jesus, I love your slutty little waist so much"
You start massaging his skin, lifting yourself out of the water a little to pepper kisses over his sides, adding a few little red marks.
Eddie is a mess at that point. Whining and moaning lowly the entire time, and you enjoy every sound that comes out of his mouth.
"Baby, you're being so good for me", you praise him "Such a good boy" You know he's actually a slut for being called this and being praised.
One of your hands sneaks down to his crotch and starts playing with his cute little dick, which is already slick with his arousal. Eddie's moanes become high-pitched at that and he looks at you with even more want in his eyes.
"Tell me what you want", you request "You earned it"
"Your tongue, please", his hands are shaking "Between my legs"
"Do you want me to eat you out or suck your dick?"
"B-both, maybe?"
"Both it is", you smile at him and then go down on his body again. You push your face between his legs and start expertantly licking his wet boypussy.
You already know the parts he likes to be taken care of the most, so you start there. For example the little head of his dick. You lick it, take it between your lips and let your fingers graze it, Eddie's a moaning mess either way.
"This feels so good", he whispers out "More, please"
You know what he meant by that, so you push two fingers inside him, which has him moaning so loud, he has to slap a hand over his mouth to not disturb anybody living near the pool.
Your middle- and ring-finger glide in and out of him with ease, hitting his special spot with every thrust. You can feel the little hard spot inside him when moving past his soft, wet walls.
Eddie's breathing now is completely out of control, letting you know that he's about to come. You do what he likes most: Pull your fingers out of him and finish him off with only your tongue inside him.
Your arms grip his thigs while you taste him on your tongue. It's more addictive than smoking to you, so you savor every drop of him, even your chin becomes wet from it.
"I-I'm gonna come!", Eddie almost screams out, not able to hold himself back. As if I didn't know, you think to yourself with a smirk. But your boy likes to let you know about everything concerning his orgasm as you might not let him experience it. You only do that rarely though.
He comes on your tongue with a very guttural moan, making your own dick jump a little. You love it when Eddie is being vocal.
He eventually comes down from his high, but stays lying on his back, trying to catch his breath. You sit down next to him, licking your lips smilingly.
"Did you enjoy it that much, pretty boy?", you ask, pleased with yourself.
"Fuck, yes, I did.", Eddie turns his head in your direction "You're always so good"
You lean down to kiss him again, knowing that he quite enjoys tasting himself on your tongue as well. You were not wrong as Eddie pulls you in, still very much aroused.
He is french-kissing you at a pool at night in a very much homophobic town. The world is perfect in that moment when only the stars are watching and the moon spends light. And you are holding the most precious boy on earth in your arms.
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justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms · 2 months ago
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Well after looking at your home page I can affirm you ARE in way too many fandoms. That being said could I have a matchup for Percy Jackson, Obey me, and My hero? (If you’re feeling overwhelmed feel free to do only the first two)
My name is Lily I go by she/her pronouns and I am bisexual, leaning towards men.
I am a Scorpio moon AND sun, but a Libra rising. My mbti is an INFJ and my enneagram is a 9w1.
I’m around 5 foot 4 and 1/2 with shoulder length dark brown hair (curtain bangs too). I’m Mexican and have skin more on the brown side. Like a light brown? Almost Zendaya but slightly lighter. I do have a couple tattoos that I’ve done myself (stick and poke phase let’s not talk about it). I’m quite chubby ig? I have a little belly and some thicker limbs.
I would call my own personality really quiet and shy. I keep to myself unless I feel bad for someone or absolutely necessary. However, I’ve also heard when I’m close to people I tend to get louder about my thoughts and can sometimes have some flares of anger.
I prefer quiet areas like libraries but I also ADORE the beach. I have a collection of rubber ducks, not sure if that’s relevant but now you know. I really like sweets and will get irritated if I don’t have some for a few days. I don’t really like seafood except for crab and shrimp. And I like more fresh scents. Like rain, ocean, forest stuff. Favorite drink is water (ice or no ice). Favorite food is mashed potatoes. Favorite color is green.
My hobbies include watching anime, crochet, reading (I LOVE BOOKS), and occasionally writing/imagining my own little stories. I also participate in the community service club at my school.
I think I pretty much covered it. I really like talking about myself as you can tell…I don’t really get the chance too often. Idk if you have an anon list but I’ll name myself 🗼 so I can find myself later! TYSM
Hi Lily! Thank you for your request! Sorry it took a while. I hope you like your matchups!
In Percy Jackson, I match you with...
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Grover likes that you’re more on the quiet side. He’s surrounded by people like Percy and the other half bloods so you’re a nice change of pace.
He would love volunteering with you! He really likes being able to help people and is glad you have the same compulsion.
Since Grover’s firmly a vegetarian, he has no complaints about you not liking seafood. Hopefully you do like sea animals when they’re alive though.
Beach dates are a must, especially walking along the shore and dipping your toes into the water. Grover enjoys connecting to nature with you.
Please crochet things for him! He’s a big fan of his rasta cap and would treasure forever any garments or trinkets you make for him.
In Obey Me, I match you with...
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Satan likes that you’re shy. It brings his anger down and makes him feel like he’s got someone to look out for, even if he knows you can look after yourself.
At the same time, he finds your flares of anger weirdly attractive as well. He would never encourage them but he likes seeing his sin on your face.
If libraries are your thing, Satan’s room is the palace to be. He’ll happily leave the door open for you to visit any time and read whatever you like (within reason, please don’t go near his cursed books).
He’d love reading with you as well. He’s got a really soothing voice so if you’d ever like him to read aloud to you, he’ll readily settle in and pick up the nearest book.
Please share your writing with him. Satan’s got heaps of experience and will always give you good feedback and praise.
In My Hero Academia, I match you with...
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You and Koda are really going to bond over your love of quiet places. You both find them comforting and enjoy being in each other's presence there.
I think you’d also bond over your love of fresh scents. I see Koda as someone who’s got a sensitive nose but subtle fresh scents are something he enjoys.
Definitely someone who has a sweet tooth! He likes bringing you little snacks and having morning and afternoon tea with you each day.
While I don’t see him as someone who watches anime by himself, I don’t think he’d mind watching it with you. He’s a big fan of rom-coms and slice-of-life shows.
Koda absolutely loves your rubber duck collection! He thinks it’s super cute and will definitely bring you new rubber ducks to add to it.
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kanmom51 · 2 years ago
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Jikook haters/doubters/deniers
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Not gonna accept hate in my blog
Some people have lost the plot
I must be stupid
This is a Minkook/Jikook blog
Kind of sick of this
Solo stans not welcome
You guys fuck off
Letter to troll
Just go away
BTB Jin&Jimin M countdown Special MC from 17 Dec 2016
Met JK today
Admin announcement
This is my message to all the asses out there spreading this f**king hate
Stop trashing JM and grow up
If you have something to say don’t hide behind anonymous asks
To the haters
Nay sayers and what they are unwilling to see
Jikook showing their love is not disrespectful
Watch original content
JK eating V’s ear - is this really being compared to RB?
Jikook are not brothers
Sure Jikook are not the same
Jessi doesn’t know Minkook are a couple - must mean they aren’t - or does it?
JM&JK are not in a mother/son relationship
JK familiar with JM ;
More of JK familiar with JM
Jikook is more than physical attraction
JM sleeps late it must mean Jikook are no more (not)
JK flirting with JM
Save Jungkook from toxic fans
The actual discussion between JK & JM prior to Hickey-gate
Enjoy Jikook bliss
A lesson in human reactions
Another rant
Jikook are just gonna keep Jikooking
RB the true to life Minkook conversation coming off stage
Jikook are a couple, and even though Run BTS is work they still manage to Jikook
Jikook are lovely
If they are a couple they are brave
Not interacting on IG - what does it mean?
Jikook Mic drop
2018 BTS contemplating disbandment - Suga’s messages to JK & Tae
Once again with the doubting
Enough with the “JK doesn’t like JM” story
JK not telling us where JM’s friendship tattoo is - what does it mean?
What I think about Jikook as of today (7 July 2022)
Something to learn from Hobi’s comment
JK’s tattoos
JK’s tattoos once again
Omitting JK’s tattoo from art is just wrong
Again with this?
JK and Vibe
A new level of insanity
Boundaries crossed once again
the likelihood of Jikook being just friends
Jimin ain’t surprised JK focuses on his lips
The difference between friendship and relationship
“if it looks like a duck, swims like a duck and it quacks like a duck, than it’s probably a duck”.
New Years show @MBC 31 Dec 2016 fancam
BBC Radio 1 2021 interview
JM is genuine
When there is sexual tension and when there isn’t
Tae and JK’s boxing IG convo
JM flying back for JK’s birthday 2019 - his Saudi Vlive
JM’s Jikook selfie for JKs 2021 birthday
Young crushing JM
It was JM’s story to tell
JK’s tiger tattoo
I will not post TKK content
JK’s tattoos
The mic is blue!!!
JM on Weverse 31 August 22
JM merch behind clip - again with this?
JK and skinship
JK ‘hates’ skinship with JM
JK doesn’t shy away from skinship with JM
JK is smitten with JM
Please understand who JK is and stop coming at him
Stop coming at JK
Another JK ain’t uncomfortable with JM
JM & JK at the airports (NY & Seoul) September 2021
JK - If I was a girl JM would be a guy I would date…
OMG JK said “I love you” to Tae + stop the “JK never said I love you to JM” narrative
PTD dance practice
Tokopedia - JK saying “I love you, I love you” to Tae - actual meaning explained by K-army
This is not ‘a moment’
“JK is attracted to JM because he’s androgynous and seductive” - NOT
More about JK’s attraction to JM
Jungkook being NOT uncomfortable with JM
A lesson in an uncomfortable JK as opposed to a comfortable JK
JK doesn’t have to prove his love for JM to us
JK is in a committed relationship
The Nain IG saga - ugh
Tae the clingmaster
Who is JK attracted to?
No comparison between JKK and any other coupling
This isn’t JK getting close and intimate with Tae - let me show you intimacy
BV S4E4 JM is not annoyed with JK
Run BTS EP. 149 behind
No confusion, they left together
Yet again addressing JM’s bromance comment
Melon 2018 & Only then
TMA 2021 TKK being bro’s
Jikook ‘not’ flirting in memories 2020 ;
Jikook 2022 weekend interview more
Tae’s Paris Vlive January 2019
The New Jersey Vlive - “Tae get the f**k out of here already” vibe
Hobi Vlive - JK’s comment he didn’t think he would fall in love with a man…
Jikook - those undeniable moments
Free JK from clingy JM - NOT , link 2, link 3
KM fights we know of
Jungkook is definitely not upset when JM spills the beans
JK ain’t uncomfortable with JM
JM is screaming out loud he’s in a relationship with JK for years
Frustration why won’t people listen to Jikook?
They are all single
A little rant
The ring saga 1
The ring saga 2
The ring saga 3
Was that a Fuck you kiss to the haters JM?
JK ain’t gay y’all
Some truths to the JK has a gf Tik Tok (you’ll be surprised)
A message
This needs to stop
The fandom sees Jikook
Just had to answer this one
So privacy has been violated... or -  reblog
Time to bring this back
What’s even going on - the grainy clip and what followed - reblog
JK Radio Stationhead 1 October 2023 and a little more too
JK Stationhead radio 2 October 2023
JK TikTok 3 October 2023
This - a reblog
Jikook - what we see is what we get
Me being a broken record again
This is not JK
Fanservice couple suck at fanservicing - reblog
TKKs are deluded and Jikook don’t give a damn
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jaywritesrps · 1 year ago
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I saw this post on L Chat and I wanted to share here cause it was very accurate. I am going to cut some parts too invasive, but the rest is a good point:
"Okay, can you all chill a little about Sophia and Ashlyn? We know nothing more than what we know already, and there's too much here that is just stuff people create in their heads and others believe for nothing. Many of the info you are spreading we will never know if it's true or not cause it's not our damn business.
About Sophia's lovelife, herself and her friends talked a couple of times about this subject. She said herself that she had two major flaws: she is too gullible (as in she can see the other person flaws, but she ignores it and chooses to focus on the person's positive traits rather in the negatives) and she is/was a people's pleaser, which makes her doing whatever it takes to fit in on the expectations on her (you can get these infos on her both podcasts and in her interviews. But if you don't feel like looking cause they are a lot, watch the interview she gave to Michael Rosembaum in 2021, which is one of the a few times she talks about CMM, and the one she gave to Jameela Jamil two months ago) Hilarie confirmed this in one of the early episodes of Drama queens when she told that one of the problems her and Sophia had in the first seasons of OTH was cause Hilarie said straight on her face what was going to happen in her relationship with Chad Michael Murray and Sophia got pissed at Hilarie for trying to warn her. Many fans pointed that pattern too at each new relationship she made public.
Now focusing only in her marriage with Grant, this happened with him too. Many fans pointed out that she seemed a lot more into him than he was into her. You could see she was putting too much effort and not getting the same in return. In Grant's defense, I think he was relief when she asked for the divorce, cause he was very quick to erase any sign of her existence or their marriage in his IG. Prior the rumors of her being with Ashlyn started, and even prior to Cannes, many of her likes from IG were about stopping letting people making you feel small and unwanted, or to stop letting other's define you or tell you how you should feel or invalidate your feelings. So the marriage was faded to die, Ashlyn was just the last drop.
With that being said, this relationship between them is far too new to anyone say anything yet or to determinate how their dynamics are or even if Sophia or Ashlyn are repeating their patterns.
So far, the solid things we have are:
1) they are a couple
2) they went to Rapinoe's retirement party as a couple
3) they went to Big Sur together
4) they did tattoos together
5) they are balancing schedules to spend time
6) Sophia looked happy in the events she went and in recent podcasts while Ashlyn is avoiding the drama from fans, that are fed by cryptic messages from Kyle Krieger, focusing on attacking solely Ashlyn (If you think about it, we didn't heard Ali's side of the story directly from her, cause the only thing she did was posting a vague message and let the internet helldogs create stuff. But she didn’t really said anything, which per se is weird overall)
7) it looks like it's a serious deal for them
Anything outside of these is pure speculation. We didn't even have one picture of them as a couple to try a guess of how they are, the only thing out is just posts on social media that is being taken out of context to stir more drama and people online are falling very quick in this non-sense, already claiming that Ashlyn is broken and Sophia is paying her bills, or that Ash is going to live in California with Sophia or that Ashlyn was fired from Gotham.... None of these are true and it's also none of our business. I know this is a forum and a place for conjectures, but conjecutures are just guesses, nothing more nothing less, they are not true and we can't know if they are because none of us have the big picture, and probably not even Sophia and Ashlyn have that figured out just yet. So chill out, okay"
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Oh I just caught up on all the posts here.
We didn't expect this from Tae? He's predictable, most knew it was coming. Hahaha. Man got bored for 7 minutes, you know, while in the middle of games with friends and JK. How better to spend those 7 minutes than to go live?
Its the way he doesn't tell us the whole thing. "Jungkook is here too". Here where? Playing online from his own house? Or physically there at your place? It's like the pen drawn tattoo. Misleading your audience into thinking something.
He was already an insecure one. This solo era is making it more obvious. People can say whatever, but he knows most of his fanbase are Taekookers. Man didn't find a Jimin art on Twitter without passing through all the ship videos. He clearly doesn't want to be left behind, with all the noise the other members are making, with their performances, GA, collabs, albums etc. And when you only have a handsome face to offer, it's tough. And there are plenty of good-looking faces in the world/kpop. How does one retain the fans?
What he's doing is mostly one sided. I say mostly cause Jungkook posted only him on his IG (for no reason), liked only his vogue pictures, commented under his post. While he did none of that with certain other members (although he seems closer with those certain other members). I can only think it's intentional at this point.
So what I am saying is, this is majorly Tae but some JK too. JK who monitors everything on Twitter must know what is happening, but if Tae is continuing to do such things, I can only assume JK has not raised a concern against it with him. Tkkrs are big in numbers, at least on Twitter, they help Jk as much as they help Tae.
I am assuming we'll see more cause there's Jimin's album coming out soon. And nothing works better for him than riling up Tkkrs around the time when something Jimin related is happening.
This topic has run its course for now, but I'll use the opportunity to add some last minute thoughts.
Yes, we will see more of this in the future. I predict more name dropping, IG stories and posts, maybe that long-time speculated unit song for Marvel (which eww. I'm pulling a Scorsese here and say I'll not acknowledge any of that. I couldn't care less about the low-grade movie factory, let alone a soundtrack for it. Friends being on the soundtrack of a previous one is in the same boat for me). And I'll throw in a wild card and it will be funny if it happens. Joint attendance at Fashion Week.
Lastly, anon you're not completely wrong. It's not like all these guys are not some adults that have no power to say no. And it applies to all seven. But interpreting someone's lack of any response does not necessarily mean approval or the opposite. We don't know. It's just silence.
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ven-dett-a · 1 year ago
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HAJIME (the yankee) HC (rlly testing what hc means in this case ig)
Okay so my favorite one other than the tattoo artist is flower shop (keep in mind im trying to keep in mind the timeframe the game happens in the best i can. Also that im a filthy American so idk japanese customs for some things heart emoji) Some basics that im not explaining just yet is i dont believe hajimes family is the best off financially, stable enough now but when hajime was younger there was alot more struggle. Id also like to add, My hc that while hajimes mom was japanese, Hajime was born in america and they only moved back to japan when he was 8. Theres reasons to this that tie into the hc above (specifically the fact im not mentioning his father) that ill explain later. I havent found any proof for hajime or tsuginos ages around this time so i imagine theyre 16 --- There was a flower shop owned by this little old woman, only opened during the spring and summer. It was located in a small strip with two other stores beside it, an old building a few feet behind the flower shop, between them was an alleyway where the dumpster for the flower shop sat. A bit far from the exit but she managed. One night when she walked out, there was a boy laying against the dumpster, no older than 12, hands pressed against bleeding wounds and his mouth and he tried to regain enough strength to get home. --- (This is set long before he meets tsugino for knowledge) As we know in canon hajime got into fights, tsugino mentioning this detail when describing hajime early on in tsog, "he would tell me stories on how he had defeated men who had tried go get in his way, or how he had beaten a shoplifter to a pulp... Such unimportant sagas." I imagine he didnt just start that suddenly, it had been going on for a while. And he seems prideful in the fact hes won, so its likely hed never tell tsugino about the losses. The beginning of this headcanons simple, Hajime lost a fight badly, he was over cocky and bit off more than he could chew. what little stuff hed brought was taken from him and he was just left there. The owner of a shop infront of the alleyway had gone to throw away the last bits of trash from the day and had found him groveling, hand covering his mouth to keep the noises of pain as quiet as possible as he was trying to stop the bleeding from some of the more serious wounds. The old lady had brought him into her store quickly, using what she had to help bandage him up. Violence outside wasnt uncommon, but for a young child.. While fixing the young boys wounds she had given a slight lecture about fighting, in response he turned his head away, if it wasnt for the fact he was hurt he wouldve just left. The old woman sighed as she continued working on bandaging his wounds. --- The shop owner continued bandaging the boys arm, but after a spout of silence.... "...who started it?" The woman asked as she knotted the bandage off. The boy didnt look at her for a moment, eyes glued to the floor, worrying his already busted lip between his teeth. It took him a few moments to finally grumble out the answer. "I did.." "Now why would you do that?" The old woman questioned his motives on a whim, she didnt know this boy, but wanted to know non the less. This is where hajime would go silent again, the woman beginning to work on cleaning up his blackened eye. --- The headcanon above comes into play here, hajime did provide an explanation finally, he did it for the money, street fighting had a payout and he was pretty good at it, his mom needed the help but places didnt want to hire a kid. The woman was silent after that until shes gotten him cleaned up. Before she sent him home however she told him to come back to her shop after school the next day. Surprisingly he did. A small loaf of bread in hand aswell, telling her it was from his mother as a thank you for helping him the night before. -- The old woman waved her hand. "Im not in need of that sweetie.. but if youd really like to thank me, could you help me get this display moved? Its hard on my poor bones.." --
he did. Hed help the woman with a few more things aswell. He didnt see the problem with it, despite everything he was taught manners. Once hed finished however she'd handed him an envelope, upon opening it there was money. She told him shed see him again tomorrow. He continued that process until the end of the season, it wasnt an official job persay, the lady explained once that he was being paid under the table, but it was still money. It was still helpful. Hed return the next season, and the next, and the one after that. Soon he was being paid as a normal employee. He didnt stop fighting, often times showing up to work with a few cuts and bruises, a black eye here and there. The woman stopped scolding him after a while, changing to asking if hed atleast won this one. Hajime had stayed working at the flower shop every season until his death. Visiting his grave youd always find new bouquets every week. its important to bring up why i think this fits him The old lady is there because i wantwd him to have mor interaction outside.of tsugino, but i think a job at a flower shop doesn't contrast his personality that much The concept of him being a delinquent but being one of the only people to like tsugino the way he is is very similar to him getting into fights but working at a flower shop for a elderly woman
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xocowilde · 1 year ago
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Johnny and Tania's headcanons
Because someone asked me but honestly I want to share a bit of the story of these two guys (especially Johnny) and have a place where I can come back and check it too and not forget details
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All of this began because I was shipping the Punk guy from behind a scene with Steddie... I do blame in part @ /vivalski and this fanart . After that I keep building ideas and stories for him so... ig he is an OC now :)
More headcanons around their band [x] Their playlist [x]
So, if you are interested in a small timeline~ let's go. (isn't small guys, I got excited)
Cw: Drug use, toxic relationship with ex. Addiction.
His mother Caroline Dyer and his dad Andrew Wallace met in NYC and moved to Indy, where 1965 this little crazy Johnny Samuel Wallace was born.
His childhood is moving between Indy, Hawkins, and NYC because of his dad's work. Johnny liked all the loud music he could get his hands on, matching pretty well with Tania Dyer's energy (his cousin, two years older than him) and she is the one who made him know about metal and punk music.
Around 11-12 yo, he returns to Hawkins and meets Eddie Munson and Jonathan Byer. Eddie doesn't remember him because Johnny was all long hair, no tattoos, and no piercings. He would say he looked very dull. But actually, both joined the D&D club before Johnny had to leave again. Jonathan does remember him because of the music and he had a... tiny crush on Johnny. He never tried anything.
At this age, a lot happens; first, back to Indy for a year, Tania joins Johnny and his family living with them for a while. This makes their relationship even stronger, calling themselves siblings around the school. She and Johnny buy their first bass guitar. They began to practice together because they only had the money for ONE. So they would move it around their houses (wasn't that away from each other on Hawkins when they come back)
13 yo he gets his first boyfriend, he is very excited and happy about it but his parents tell Johnny they don't mind he likes this guy, but other people wouldn't react the same. This relationship wasn't long but this other guy (two years older) introduced René to Johnny's life. After this, even around he begins to date Steddie, most of Johnny's relationships are poly, mainly because he is always around Rene (relatively very older than him btw) but has other boyfriends (even one girlfriend because he was curious)
Around 15 yo he gets his first band. Doesn't work that well with a fight with his bass guitarist because Johnny is kind of a perfectionist and if he isn't playing the bass he doesn't like it. The first time he broke his nose and one finger.
His relationship with Tania isn't as close as they had, primarily because of his boyfriends and the band. And because he took the bass without her permission. She actually learns to play the keyboard and writes music, because Tania can't live without music. Dw, their relationship goes back to being as if they were siblings.
and now some angst~
When he is 17 yo his father dies. Johnny may be a punk hardcore guy that loves to fight but he had a very close relationship with both parents, so this hits hard and bad. Leaves school to mourn and decides to put everything on his lyrics. Doesn't help he is around this Rene guy, which means: sex, drugs, and alcohol. All the rock n roll life. You know, he really has some bad months around these things, some staying on his life (he keeps the drugs mostly). Thanks to his mother and his family (especially Tania) he goes back and tries his best to keep going at least with school.
More broken bones and the nose.
And a new band.
This time, he doesn't want anyone else to play the bass if isn't him or Tania, so she jumps in. Both are bassists, and both are voices as well. They get a guy Tania knows that plays the drum (they actually asked this girl in Johnny's class... her name? Ah yeah, Robin Buckley. Not actually his friend but they talk from time to time) And their guitarist is this guy
Around this time they win a band war and Tania begins to don't like at all this guy Eddie Munson and his fucking music band. She just don't like him tbh, nothing deep.
The next years Johnny begins to works on a coffee shop and the flower shop from his mom, still have the band. He wants to go to college but first he wants to save some money.
Tania keeps studying and with the band, working on Hawkins library and from time to time moves to Indy to play on bars. She helps on her aunt's flower shop.
21 yo Johnny begins to flirt and like this Harrington guy. He knew it from before ofc but now is more interesting. He wants to woo him so he does tries. But he also realizes he likes/dates Eddie Munson. Great... He likes the guy too even if in a past band war he won and Eddie never liked him anymore. So Johnny wants to be around these two.
Meanwhile, Tania is working mostly on the band. She actually tried to have a relationship before but isn't something she worries about. She wants the band to grow and know new places. She actually really likes Steve as Johnny's possible boyfriend, but ain't happy her cousin has a crush on Eddie... But totally hates René.
Johnny finishes as part of Steddie relationship as something sexual but they grow to something more personal and romantic. Thanks to this he realizes this is a healthy happy relationship and not whatever it is he has with René.
And that's mostly Johnny and Tania's timeline. She has a most calm one, while Johnny is a mess but with a big heart.
That's it. If you have questions, there's my DM and I'm actually writing part of stories after all this and AUs
Everything is tagged as Pretty Punk Metal / Steve x Eddie x Johnny. In case you want to mute it or follow it ❤️
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holy-anxiety-batman · 11 months ago
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sorry I'm not done talking about Maisie Peters tonight I saw that tgw gifset and got emotional about her again. long bit of oversharing and lyrical thread pulling below.
"Please, don't give up on me yet/I know I'll get better, I'm just not better yet."
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
I didn't get to go to the Wembley show but I saw her a few nights before that and I've seen videos of You Signed Up For This at Wembley and nearly cried because it means so much to her and it means so much to everyone there.
A Maisie Peters show is the only concert I would make friendship bracelets for. I got one from a lovely girl at the show in October and it makes me so happy looking at magic and maybes sitting on my jewelry tray every morning and I really might make some for the show I'm going to in February.
Honestly I probably relate to You Signed Up For This too much. But fuck man!! It hits!! I am (almost) 20! I am upset right now! I don't have my drivers license! Shouting is hard! Please don't give up on me, I know that I'm going to get better, I know that I am getting better, I know that I'm better than I've been, but I also know that I'm not better yet there is still so much wrong and painful and hurting but I'm going to get better!! Please don't give up on me!!
And then we got The Good Witch. Which, personally, came at an excellent time for me. Never in my life was there a better time for Maisie Peters to release an insanely cathartic and resonant breakup album than Summer 2023. Because there was something to connect to in every! fucking! song!
I go through cycles of music so I listened to You Signed Up For This really hard when it came out and then moved away from her music for a bit. And then Summer happened and The Good Witch was out and the OPENING LINES ARE A DIRECT REFERENCE TO THE OPENING LINES OF YSUFT. "I am 20 and probably upset right now" became "Still upset, but now I'm 22". And the chorus!!! "I know I'll get better, I'm just not better yet" became "Am I better yet". And it felt like she was saying 'hello again' and 'how have you been'. And I was still upset too!
If I wanted to be angry I could be angry. If I wanted to be nostalgic and wistful and regretful I could be all those things. If I wanted to buy sunflowers and make it to September breathing easily for the first time in months I could (and did) do that.
On the topic of There It Goes. Fucking There It Goes man. I'm young but I am aging! Listening to There It Goes the day after I moved to London. Listening to There It Goes before going on a date. Listening to There It Goes on a walk around my campus. Listening to There It Goes and the comedown of closure, a heartbreak in remission, I wake up and it's October.
But also! If I wanted to be fucking petty I could be petty. And GOD screaming WHAT THE FUCK in a room full of other people also screaming WHAT THE FUCK felt good!! And BSC too. If I ever get a maisie peters tattoo it really might be a bat. She was so funny for that actually! It's funny and I'm laughing!
I also have emotions about literally every song on that album and the deluxe version and I didn't even mention The Band And I even though I think it actually is my favorite tgw song. I think I could talk about Maisie Peters for hours actually. Maybe if I startle awake at 5:30 tomorrow morning like I did today I'll write out thoughts on every single tgw & tgw deluxe song.
ALSO. I've been remembering fun anecdotes about the one cishet guy I dated in high school and there's a lot of funny stories I could tell about that period in my life but the relevant one right now is I like to use lyrics for ig captions and a few days after I broke up with him I used a line from Take Care Of Yourself because it was stuck in my head and one of my friends was having a really hard time and one of HIS friends commented on the post "'My love take care of yourself' 🧐" and I immediately felt horrible of course because I had not even Considered that it could be seen that way and now years later I think that's really funny. I was so caught up in my friends' drama I completely forgot that I had broken up with a guy a few days before and that maybe my use of that lyric could be misunderstood.
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undefined-humanoid · 1 year ago
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There is ONE THING
Only one
That I want
A big man, big big boy. In all black. And a mask. And like he's so big and so man and deeeeeep voice like a demon but deeper with the fucking r a s p sent from hell and like he hates everyone. And like he's scary. And he's also the most kind person and he tells me I'm his pretty girl, his good girl, I'm so funny and cute and he loves me so so much. And his hands are like a bears paw, and his favorite place to put them is in my hair, or my neck, or my chin. To make me look at him while he tells me he loves me so so much. And he's strong, stronger than me stronger than all the gods and all the mountains and he's so gentle. And he's so very gentle with me. He's so scared he might hurt me. Because to him I'm precious and idk ig I've never been precious to anyone before. I mean I'm 5'6" and I'm big and im strong and I can take care of myself because I'm an independent woman. But sometimes independent women want to be taken care of too. But I want to take care of him, I want him to lay his head on my chest or in my lap during a movie and I want to play with his hair that he's always complaining about being in his eyes even though I think it's gorgeous. I want to cook him food and no matter how bad it is he smiles and tells me it's amazing. I want to make him stupid little beaded bracelets that say "#1 sharter" with rainbow beads and I want him to love it just as much as I love him. He wears it even though it does n o t match his outfit. I want to need him and I want him to need me, I don't want to be to clingy anymore and I don't want to be to stupid or to loud. I wanna get kicked out of an ace hardware with him cause we walked around laughing at nothing, and everything, for two hours. I want him to make me a ring out of soda tabs and propose to me in a waffle house at three in the morning. And I wanna elope that same day. He insists I wear that little pink dress I always thought looked awful on me but ever since he came around I feel a whole lot prettier in it. I wanna get matching tattoos with him. Of a goose holding a knife. And I want to hold his hand in the tattoo place while the artist is working on me and I want him to tell me "you're doing so good, I'm so proud of you" because it's my first tat even though hes covered in them. And I want to take him to the mall and show him off to everyone because he is my dream. And I want to be his dream. I want to be everything he's ever wanted. I also want him to exist. Sometimes I want to exist less just to think about him. I want to sink into the walls of my room, and wonder, and imagine and make stories about him. This impossible perfect man.
This man that even if he did exist would never look at a girl like me. If he existed he'd look at the pretty girls. Not me. He'd look at the dainty little things with their waist length hair bleached from root to tipped into a perfect platinum blonde, who's shirts are always so perfectly fitting. He wouldn't look at me, I'm not dainty. I'm not pretty. And I'm not blonde.
But I don't want to be dainty, and I don't want to be blonde. I like being strong, I like being able to take care of myself. I don't want to be skinny, I'd get cold to easily and if I wasn't strong who would keep my guy friends' egos in check. And blonde? Not with my skin tone, I'm perfectly happy with my dark honey brown hair with the golden bits bleached ever so slightly from the sun and my streaks of neon pink. And what if I didn't want to wear a tight shirt or that stupid fucking pink dress. A hoodie has never done me wrong. But then why, even if I know I'm pretty, do I feel like a abomination. Girls are supposed to be short and small, and please sir can you help me carry this, it's a bit to heavy for me. Girls are supposed to wear that cute little white sundress that drives all the boys wild. And heels never hurt to a real girl. A real girl has clear skin and no double chin and no fat on her tummy. She's perfect and fragile and thin and I would kill to be her. But I'm not so I suppose I'll continue with my meandering thoughts and let my mind tell me that no. You're not ugly, you're not fat you're not gross you're just as perfect and pretty as those blondes. But I'm not. And no matter how much I tell myself that the impossible man is real, and I just need to find him. He's not either.
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hightechinfluencer · 2 years ago
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Going viral with AI on Instagram
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Recently my business partner Topher Welsh and I were able to take his Instagram account from 1k to 125k in only 8 weeks flat. When I tell my friends who are in the influencers what we did they almost can’t believe it. Some of them have almost 100k in followers after 4 years of continued growth. What we did was part luck and part skill with 20 years of experience each behind it. We knew there were some simple methods that could be used to get our content to take off. Marvel babies were born…. Expanding into other pop culture icons.
The Content…
AI is a bad word for artists these days but with it, we were able to post 1–2 times a day. Each post had between 4–8 images all related together. We knew that if we used AI, we would be able to make base images and then Photoshop them to look like the images we wanted. (We are both professional designers.) This method is just like how other artists might use stock images and then edit them into a new piece. There is a misconception that it’s a collage tool that cuts out pieces of other art to make new ones which is incorrect. AI analyzes images and then creates new images based on machine learning algorithms.
[While we use Midjouorney, we do believe that artists should be able to opt out of their trained data set and these generative AIs should be retrained with ethical means. We also believe that retraining should also include non-bias models for a better representation in their outputs. We hope to see this change in the future.]
This is how we did it…
Knowing the Basics:
It’s going to be hard to grow on IG without knowing the basics. There are things you will have to research like which hashtags to use for your content, how to make reels, and what the best starter image for a carousel. These are conditional on your content. Some people may have a great engagement with normal photos and some might find more success with just reels or stories. You will need to research what works for others so you can copy their formula. Our niche was “baby versions of famous pop culture icons”.
4 Quadrant - Method:
I like to use a system called the “4 Quadrant Method” invented by the studio Cineasaurus. It basically pulls from 4 specific areas that allow for content to find maximum reach.
Fandom: You can create content around subject matter that people are already interested like Starwars, Marvel, Ghostbusters, Nascar, cakes, etc. By utilizing these fandoms you can tap preexisting audiences rather than building your own. Just remember to keep your feed of content related to each other in some way. If you build a following around cartoons but then start making content around hiking you have essentially “bait & switched” your followers. They will leave in droves.
Flagpole content: Content released around an event, release, or holiday can give you a boost because people are talking about the subject matter. Our best release over the 6 weeks was that of the Addams Family because the show Wednesday had just been released. It got 3 times more views than the next post. People went as far as getting the pieces tattooed on their bodies!
Quality: You need to be able to judge your content independently. Too many people fall in love with their own work expecting other people to feel the same way about it. That just doesn’t work, coming from a place of a professional we can judge a set of works pick out the best ones then improve upon them. This improves the quality of the page overall.
Marketing: You have to have a distribution system to put your work in other places to guide people back to your page.
It’s not a problem if its a feature - Method:
One of the downsides of using Midjourney as a base is that it has a hard time doing hands and feet. We used this to our advantage. Instead of fixing the issues in photoshop, we made sure to leave them in resulting in people feeling the need to call out the imperfections. This led to more engagement, with the posts spreading their reach. I’ve seen people purposely leave mistakes in their reels as a way of enticing people to leave comments correcting them.
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Credit and community!
There was an influx of accounts making things out of our content. They were seen in everything from printed on walls, used in marketing content, reuploaded to wallpaper websites, and even was seen tattooed on people. We asked people to tag and credit the account if they were going to re-upload the content. We had to contact Instagram several times over stolen work and accounts passing them off as their own.
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The Metrics… How did we do?
8-week growth Growth: Around 12,400% increase
Accounts reached: 16.9 Million
Accounts engaged: 980k
Engagement: 4.1% Rate
Note: Engagement for Instagram is typically very low across all metrics.
Less than 1% is low engagement
Between 1% and 3.5% is average/good
Between 3.5% and 6% is high (This is where our account ranks)
More than 6% is incredibly high
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kanmom51 · 2 years ago
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I have been reading you for long time, what’s your opinion on nowadays jikook relationship? Did you notice the change? Do you think they are still couple? Do they maybe have now time off for some time to figure out stuff? Several months ago you did post that was quite popular where you made conclusion “TKK are simply not a thing, while JKK clearly are a couple” @ because Tae forgot that JK did 2 hour vlive (he even commented during it but simply forgot). Now Jungkook forgot or didn’t know (it’s unlike, I think he saw it maybe for bride second but just brushed it as if it was unimportant information in his brain) where Jimin’s new tattoo is. How is this situation different from what you initially thought about tk one? Isn’t the conclusion should be the same?
You seem angry, lol.
And from your ask I guess you are also sure that JK and JM are no longer together.
Funny how JK seems to have had his JM tattoo just touched up (just the JM, those two specific letters).
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Before I get into JK’s Vlive, you ask me what I think the status of their relationship is now days.
My answer to you is that I think they are fine and dandy. I think they are as in love as ever and their long term relationship is as strong as it has ever been.
Seeing their interactions in LV, JK being super loud not only on his IG stories or his Vlive, but also during the concerts and the Vlive Hobi, Tae, JM and JK had.
Only to mention a very few of said words/actions/interactions:  JK’s “keep being jealous I’ll keep holding JM, blblblblb”, JK’s description of JM hugging him with a big ass smile on his face, JK’s ass grab, JK saying “love you” to JM (I do think he thought the mic was off and we weren’t going to hear that one, that it was for JM’s ears only, oopsy), JK’s heart finger for JM, JK carrying JM, their interactions, their utter happiness around each other.
And if you were maybe thinking something happened after they got back, just maybe, then you have the pre-recordings happening just days ago telling us just the same - they are still drawn to each other, their interactions still same old Jikook interactions.
It’s like every single time we don’t get to see them there is this wave of insecurity, and “JK doesn’t look at JM the same”, “JK isn’t all over JM”, “JK doesn’t live JM anymore” (funny how it’s always JK the one not wanting JM anymore, isn’t it?).  JM and JK are super private people.  When they are off camera they want to be off camera.  Not to mention, and I am sick and tired of having to mention this yet again, being a closeted queer couple in an unaccepting society, with a very negative climate at the moment (have you seen what’s been going on with the Seoul pride parade?).  But the second they are back in front of the camera they just cannot hide it, and every single time said rumours are proven wrong. 
So no, I don’t think there is anything wrong with their relationship.  They are, as I said, fine and dandy.
Now to the Vlive:
I haven't seen the live. And definitely not translated, so I'm living on what you are writing and bits and pieces of information about what was said.
Do I have to remind you that we are talking about a friendship tattoo, one that all of the members have had done or are going to have done?
One that so far both NJ and Hobi have shown us themselves!
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And JIn also referred to his, almost showing it to us too.
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As for JM, from photos it seems that JM might have had it done on his left hand...
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He hasn’t told us though.
You say that JK "didn't know where JM's friendship tattoo is", but that’s not what JK said though.  As far as I understand JK mentioned RM’s, Hobi’s and Jin’s tattoos.  And then went “and where did Jimin hyung get his one again?”
So 3 members who have basically revealed their tattoos already and the fourth, JM, who hasn’t just yet.  JM who is a private person.  JM who will be the one to decide when and where to reveal it to us.
This isn’t JK’s story to tell us.  It’s JM’s.  And JK not telling us is him respecting that.
As it being a friendship tattoo JM isn’t hiding the tattoo from the others,  they know about it, he’s told them.  It’s not something JK would know about because of bf privileges.  
If we saw the tattoo already, granted by accident, but none the less, I can assure you that the rest of the members, all of them, have seen it already and know exactly where JM had it done.  Boyfriends or not, lol.  So even if JK was not romantically involved with JM he would know where said tattoo is.  Do you get that?  I hope you do.
Hence, JK not divulging where the tattoo is has zero to do with the question if they are a couple or not, and I do hope you’re not even hinting to JM and JK not being friends enough for JK to be one of those to know where JM’s tattoo is.  You aren’t, right?  Because even if you are hinting in your ask to believing they are no longer a couple, you wouldn’t be going down the path of them not being friends.  Nah-ah.  Nope.  
Btw JM himself kind of hinted to where his tattoo will be during the festa dinner.  Telling us where he would like to have it done...
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At the end not the pinky, but definitely on the inside.
So JK not telling us about JM’s tattoo is not about him not knowing where it is.  This is about JK realising this isn’t his story to tell us, respecting JM and letting him be the one to tell and show us the tattoo.
Those are my thoughts.  Take them or leave them.
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