#his simultaneous utter devotion to his loved ones but his recitence to engage in meaningless acts of extreme self-sacrifice
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hm yeah forgive me if this is blindly obvious to everyone/not really unique but um I don’t think lwj ever wanted to die with wwx or particularly wanted to give up his life, even if he risked it when he fought for what he believed in. I think he would die for wwx if the circumstances called for it, but unlike wwx I see him as such a continuously life-affirming character for himself as well as people he’s close to. he’s selfless but not self-sacrificial to the degree that we see other characters. he just never comes to a point where he would give up on that, on living that life that’s filled with good things he loves, or at least on living a life he can be proud of. he fights for that. he persists in his actions and values even in the face of the death of the person he loved the most, a situation where other characters in the series absolutely just lose it. he wants the people he loves to thrive and he wants to be by their side...he wouldn’t accept dying with them or after them. for both their sakes
#sorry if this makes no sense I'm hitting 21 hours awake#I also don't want to sound like I'm judging wwx or character who aren't this way. im not I juts think lwj is kind of unique in#his simultaneous utter devotion to his loved ones but his recitence to engage in meaningless acts of extreme self-sacrifice#or self-destruction#like wwx do. like jc does even#I don't think wwx or jc being self-sacrificial is a character flaw but it is a very sad manifestation of their circumstances and the way#they were raised and taught#meanwhile lwj is like. he wants a good life for himself and his loved ones and he wants them to be together#and he;s going to keep working at that#oh my god I just realized this stands out to me because half the characters who die in this show commit suicide out of despair#like it's more of a genre trope at this point than a commentary on suicide itself#myu. xxc. wwx. qin su#mxy even#when his loved one dies he stays and he keeps working for a world his loved one would have liked and he never stops looking#again. not that any of these characters were weak or anything. lwj's just the exception#suicide m#have I mentioned how sorry I am that this is nonsensical#my soup is done. I shall retire#cql txp
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