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orcelito · 2 years ago

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here with another song. this one makes me think of Vash

it's about the Exhaustion. the eternal work to keep going despite the weight on your soul. the way death can sound so sweet in comparison to the current horrors of your life... but you keep going anyways, because there are things left to do.

and you cant even let yourself show that sadness. that Fear. because it's not what's expected of you. you can't show that vulnerability to people, and so you put up a facade to hide it all away.

you're still going, you can still keep going, but you find yourself wondering how much longer this can continue.

not allowed to show it, you just keep moving on.

#speculation nation #trigun #vash the stampede #music #vash #fanny's trigun analysis #IM COUNTING IT...#honestly the way Vash doesn't hold value in his own life drives me fucking insane #we see it over and over and over again in the way he puts himself in harm's way to save people #and then we see things like. towards the end. when Legato says that Vash is *like him*. someone who doesnt see value in living #early on when Vash is contemplating to Kaite about whether it was a good thing humans landed on this planet #& his dream with Rem about wondering how people could go on living with this hopelessness...#his pursuit of Knives drives him. but beyond that? he doesn't really want to keep living.#MADE EVEN MORE CHILLING by the fact that as a child he literally attempted suicide. before Rem stopped him.#Vash is lowkey suicidal throughout the entire story. and basically his entire life. and that is just fucking gut-wrenching.#im. gonna need to make a post about that actually. a proper analysis post #Vash's lack of attachment to life & the way he keeps on living for Rem's sake alone for the LONGEST time...#and the way he finds reasons to live again in the people he loves...#kind of a digression from the original song post but i just have some fucking Thoughts about him. god.#suicide ment/#Spotify

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