#his eyes always look amazing on his selcas :((

[simplyjake]

Enha hyungs w / idol!reader !!

summary: tbh its pretty self explanitory, fem!reader

a/n guys maybe at one point ill write for maknae line but also idk so dont hold me to it, not proof-read

Heeseung

Let’s say ur in aespa

So rmbr the drama challenge they did

Instead of winter it was you and karina right

OUUUU ik he was giggling when you asked him to do the challenge with you

At the end of the challenge he puts his arm around u 

He looks at u like you hung the stars one by one

Heeseung pls this is gonna be posted later

ITS WORSE AT AWARD SHOWS

When you are on screen performing 

He has the biggest heart eyes and a slight smile pls

Its like he dgaf if yall get caught

Definitely interacts with you in public when he can

He wants to see all those ship edits

Invites you to his concerts and you invite him to yours

Once bought like 500 albums so he can get all of ur pcs and inclusions

Ur honor he was being silly!

And in luv w you!!!

Jay

Okay stayc member i see u

He learns how to play ur songs on guitar

Such a cute supportive bf

You guys have sm matching things tgt

Phone cases, hats, jewelry and more

Surprisingly no one has caught on yet.

He lurks on stayc twt for updates when hes away on tour

Even tho he can just text u himself

You accidentally left your jay signed album in the open on live

EVERYONE WAS FREAKING OUT

“Omfg yall since when did y/n and jay know each other”

” Wait but the signed album? Do yall rmbr when we caught them w matching hats but no one batted an eye WHAT ABT THIS”

Call jake for the dating rumor damage control selfie

Anyways he has all ur albums and you have all his

He found out you voted for him during Iland days and sobbed

Staycs number 1 fan, will fight ANYONE for that title

JAKE

Worse than heeseung when it comes to hiding things

Oh lord here we go

“My girl- i mean my friend” its rover.

On live streams he uses this to promote your group without looking suspicious 

“Have you guys heard le sserafims comeback? It’s so good”

“Oh Y/n? Yeah her part was amazing as well”

When he sings your part of the song it has u blushing on the other end of the phone

Once you were on a live, you forgot to let jake know

You were showing some photos that youre gonna post on instagram and all of a sudden

Is this love by Bob Marley aka the ringtone you have for jake

And his contact name “yunie<3” pops up

Quickly you decline the call and look sheepishly to the camera

Hoons time to do the selca damage control.

He accidentally liked a y/njake post on twt on the main acc tho

Ruh roh 

Sunghoon

Definition of nonchalant 

Nonchalant king if u will

Well besides that one time when he was mcing

And your group purple kiss was with him and wony

He was definitely getting side eyed by the fandom after sending you quick glances and a smile!!

Other than that baby hes an illusion

He dont know you

Well at least to the cameras, he doesnt know you

Otherwise hes the sweetest bf to ever bf

Sends you flowers to your dressing room after performances

Always claps whenever you guys win an award

Once a camera was pointed on him at an award show during your song

But he pointed to ur group telling them to focus on yall instead

UGH i love supportive bf hoon!!

Ofc your one of enhas biggest supporters as well

No one knows this but you have a secret sunghoon fan acc

He thinks its cute, a way to publicly say u love him

Without it actually being public yk

[hyuuukais]

𐙚 ๋࣭ ⭑love, or han jisung

♡ pairing - han x reader

♡ just a lil thing bc han is cute and these photos made me go crazy :33 (unedited !!)

♡ warnings - food mention, cannibalism joke djdjdj, ummm i don't think anything else but lmk if i missed smthn !

♡ wc - tba (short lol, i'll check on my laptop when i can!)

"Babe?"

"Hmm?"

"How do I look here?" Han asks timidly, and you roll over to look at the photos he's got up on his phone. "Do I look okay...?"

There's nothing you can say at first, just staring at the images and swiping between the three selcas with your mouth slightly open. Okay? Oh, he looks way better than okay. With his hair growing longer, it covers part of his face in a mass of fluff, and you have to fight the urge to break every pair of scissors at the JYPE building.

"You look amazing, as always," you say with a smile when you realize you've been silent too long.

Although you've only been dating a few months, you knew how Jisung could get when you didn't reply fast enough, but sometimes your mouth doesn't move as quickly as your brain does. You never want him to think you're not talking because you don't like something or don't care, unknowingly letting his insecurities spiral as you regain the function to speak. It's almost always the opposite, speechless from awe, not disgust.

Like now, reassuring him you mean what you say with a peck on his cheek. You've spent the day lounging in bed and listening to the rain fall, entangled in each other's warmth. He's wearing one of the few hoodies you haven't stolen away and a matching pair of sweat pants. It's simple, it's him. There's a soft smile on Jisungs face as he stretches over you to place his phone down on the nightstand. As soon as it hits the wood, he's dropped his entire body weight onto you.

"Jisuuuuung," you groan, dramatically gasping under him. "I can't breathe!"

You try and try to roll out from under him, but he's got you pinned down. Turning your head to the side, you find his face right by yours and jump at the sudden distance; more of a flinch than a jump really, considering your current position. A goofy smile forms on Jisung's face, your own features mimicking his. With the hand not squished by his body, you poke Jisung's cheek and he sticks his tongue out.

"I could eat you, you're so cute," You say, scrunching up your nose. "Like, just a bite out of your squishy cheek. Just a nibble on the tip of your nose."

"Am I dating a cannibal?" Jisung's eyes widen in fake shock, raising himself above you on his palms dramatically. As hard as he's trying to keep the act up, a few breathy laughs escape him. "Baby, do I need to call Minho-hyung to cook some food for you? I'm worried."

"No, I have a nice meal right here." You don't give him time to react before you're wrapping a hand behind his neck and sinking your teeth into his neck lightly. You can feel him jolt before relaxing into your touch.

Kissing the spot your teeth landed on, you pull back to see Jisung with his eyes closed and a soft smile on his blushing face. When he opens his eyes, you're sure he's found the same on you, leaning in to rub the tip of your noses together. You're against the headboard now, fingers tangling into his hair, the hood of his sweater falling behind his ears.

"I love you, you know that, right?" Jisung asks, eyebrows knitting together.

"Of course, why wouldn't I?"

"Because I'm not always here, or because of past arguments, or because I'm too much-" You cut him off by brushing your fingers over his lips.

"Whoever told you you're too much doesn't know what they're missing out on, Ji. You're funny and talented, and you're mine," He sighs into your cheek. "I love all of you, whether you're here physically or not. If you need me to verbalize it more I will, because I will never have a problem telling my beautiful boyfriend how much I love him."

"I like it when you call me that."

"Boyfriend?"

"Your boyfriend."

"My boyfriend, Han Jisung."

This time, his lips find yours and you can't tear away, breathless in minutes. When you finally do pull away, his face is flushed and his lips are puffy. You giggle and cup his face with one hand, the other intertwined with his. You stay like this for a while, listening to the rain and basking in each other's presence. Love, or in your words, Han Jisung.

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notes - this is not edited lol and also was supposed to be a cute lil thing without much plot at all :33 hehehe i hope u enjoyeeeed. also, @tfshouldidohere , GO TO BED !!

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[wingzie]

Jikook and the Importance of Photos

Photographs are special. They map out our lives through precious memories. They leave a footprint in time that can forever be part of our history. These glimpses of our past, make us who we are and show what or who is important to us. They are full of so much love and emotions, even more so when they are shared with those most trusted to us. This goes for every photo shared by the members.

 I personally think it’s amazing that we can tell when a photo of Jimin is taken by Jungkook, there’s a certain style to it and it comes across even at a glance. One of my favourite photos of Jimin by Jungkook is this one:

This photo was taken from the behinds of Life Goes On. Each MV was beautifully directed by Jungkook, and it’s hard to miss the references made from within their old dorm. I know Jungkook isn’t keen on photos but, just like during GCFT, Jimin is looking at Jungkook and not the camera here with that smile. With that one look, that we are so familiar with, we can trace every single moment within their history which has that same shining expression. It tells a story over time, but also that one photo itself is so telling in the way that it was captured. One of my favourite photos of Jungkook by Jimin is this one:

There’s something raw and delicate in this photo.You can see it in Jungkook’s eyes. Each item in the photo tells its own little story, from the Birthday cake to the polaroid photos on the table that we never saw. This photo is all we saw from the night of Jungkook’s Birthday in 2019 and sometimes I am reminded that with these glimpses into their lives, there are still so many moments of theirs that we are unaware of. For example, Jungkook had a hickey on his neck during MOTS:Online and none of us had any idea until the DVD Behinds came out. 

For every selca or video that Jikook has shared with us, it shows a part of them that we are so lucky to witness. To be able to watch their growth over the years is magical and something I will always cherish. Why am I going on about photos and memories though?  Because they give so much of themselves to us and I will never take it for granted, nor expect them to give more to us than they want to. Some of their memories are for them only, but we can still hold dear what we know already…

Some of you know this already, but I have been caring for my Mother lately. Over the last few months, her memory has worsened. In an attempt to help, we play memory games and repeat simple tasks together. However, her memory is something that cannot be simply fixed with such methods. I had the idea to get out family photos, until I realised that we had stopped taking them when my parents divorced. It’s made me more proactive in archiving things that I do each day. Every little thing I see or hear, I note it down or save the song. In a way, it’s also how I associate with BTS or Jikook. When the BTS World soundtrack came out, I was having a really bad day and it gave me a lot of comfort. I smile whenever I hear Pied Piper because it’s one of my friends favourite songs. Any time I hear “Jungkookie” or “Jimin-ssi”, a barrage of memories come to the front of my mind and I grasp onto all of them whilst I still can. 

I'm sure it's not just me who does this either, Jimin and Jungkook probably do this themselves. You could see that when Jungkook was watching Jimin’s compilation with us. He was recollecting the same memories as us, but he also has access to an entirely different set of memories that we don’t know of. We also saw that with the way Jimin and Jungkook both explained the Rainy Day Fight. During the Festa video, Jungkook mentioned “rainy day” and expected Jimin to understand what he meant. Later on, Jimin and Jungkook gave their own versions of what happened in their separate lives. They both more or less experienced the same thing, but blamed themselves for their actions and not the other. 

They love adding to their own collections of memories. Every single time that Jimin watched Jungkook rehearse and the other way around, enough so that they could probably be a backup dancer. All the clips they have but haven’t shared. The moments we don’t find out until later, the inside jokes they have without context. We don’t understand, but that doesn’t matter. Only they have to and we just watch and smile. Their memories are a huge part of them, it’s what makes their bond so special.  

[wonipeun]

ㅤ ༉‧₊˚ how would enhypen members text you as your boyfriends ?

pairing: bf!enhypen x gn!reader | genre: fluff, as always! warnings: none! | wordcount: 1.2k words

✶﹒author's note: i'm back, yayyy!!! long time no see huhu,,, i've recently been thinking of writing some headcanons of how enhypen would text when dating, so here it is!! hope you enjoy it!! (*˘︶˘*)♡ there is some kind of glitch with the small font? there are random letters that are bigger, sorry about that, i have tried to fix it like 10 times and it keeps popping up smh. hope it's not too much trouble!!!!

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이희승 · lee heeseung ‧₊˚

oh my god heeseung is so in love it's embarassing.

i can literally see him sending flirty texts like "thinking about me?" with the stupidest grin on his mouth, and when you reply with a "yes" he'll start kicking his feet on the bed.

i dont really see him using pet names over text, probably he has you on his contacts as "y/n" and some cute emoji that reminds him of you.

"can i call you?" is probably the text he sends you the most.

heeseung prefers calling over texting, but he's shy about facetiming, especially when you have just started dating.

although he's a bit blunt over text, on calls he's a very veryyyy sweet boyfriend. his smitten voice gives away his love for you completely!!! (>᎑<๑)/♡ even when he tries to keep that "cool guy" image, he just can't do that with you-

"i've missed you" "you did?" "mhm"

oh he is blushing hard!!!!

and so are you!!

you both giggling and all- thisissocuteimsobbing.

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박종성 · park jongseong ೀ

he's so well spoken???

he sends you a looong text every morning to remember you everything you have to remember, wish you a good day and say i love you, ofc.

"good morning y/n, have you slept well? remember you have a dentist appointment at 5 o'clock today. i love you 💗"

"good morning my love, sorry for leaving so early today! your breakfast is on the fridge, hope you enjoy it! have a nice day, see you tonight. i love you 💕"

no because park jongseong is the epitome of husband material.

randomly sends you selcas to let you know where he is and what he is doing. and sends another message right after. like "bowling 🎳" or something (pls- 😭).

"have fun!!"

no. wrong answer.

send him your photo. match his energy.

that's the only correct answer.

"*insert your photo here* cooking dinner👩🏻‍🍳"

the moment he sees the photo he's smiling right away! ♡⸜(˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝

"new wallpaper, hehe~" "NO JAY STOP NOT THAT ONE"

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심재윤 · sim jaeyun ˖ ࣪ ⭑

jake is clingy even over text it's amazing actually

uses a lot of emojis, but he's starting to use ":))" and "ㅠㅠ" recently as well!

"jake" "i miss youuu" "wru??"

the average waiting time for jake to respond to you is about 2.058 seconds, i.e., the time it takes for the phone to unlock and open your chat.

"omw!!!!" "i'll be there in 5 mins!" "i miss you too my love <333" "wait for me!!"

will always, always make sure to show you how much he cares about you, whether in person or over text. that's why he sends several messages a day, although sometimes he has to hold back to avoid being a burden,,,, (pls tell him he's not he just loves you sm).

the most effective way to make jake happy? send him selcas!! at any time! it will take him a few seconds to answer so he can calm his heartbeat and type correctly, but his answer will always make you flustered!! ૮₍ ⸝⸝´ ꒳ '⸝⸝ ₎ა

"wow" "woah" "baby omg you're beautiful" "how can you be so pretty?" "and mine" "i'm so luckyyyy" "i love you i love you i love you"

he's the cutest i just cannot handle this

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박성훈 · park sunghoon ⊹ ࣪

sunghoon gives me the same vibes as heeseung

but hoon is,,, cuter???

he sends you cute gifs and think is hilarious 😭

"y/n look at this"

probably a picture of a hedgehog wearing a santa claus hat but he's laughing so hard laying literally next to you.

so you can't help but start laughing as well.

he turns around and looks at you with his pretty sparkly eyes and lovely smile.

"it's funny, isn't it?"

tell him it's funny!! he loves to make you laugh <;33

sunghoon is not that expressive when texting, so you can consider his adorable gifs as his virtual displays of affection!! ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

doesn't want to tell you but he has you on his contacts as "my beautiful girlfriend" or something like that because this man is very much in love.

he tries to be discreet and not look too desperate, but when you both are apart for several days he sends more messages than usual…

"y/n" "i just had lunch" "did you?" "i did" "good" "i miss you" "but not to much" "just a little bit" "i miss you too..?"

he has no idea how to express affection by text please bear with him.

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김선우 · kim sunoo ౨ৎㅤ۫ ㅤ֪

you already know what's coming-

kim sunoo is INTENSE

"my baby y/nieeeeeee💗" "i missed you so much today😢" "shall we have lunch together????" "todays interview has been cancelled!" "i want to see you and kiss you and hug you💕💕💕" "right now😤" "so be ready!!!!"

texts cutely!! and uses a lot of emojis too, mostly pink hearts!!

your photo library is full of his selcas…

although it is true that he takes a lot of pictures for engene and posts them on twitter and weverse, he always saves the best one for you ૮꒰っ˃̵///˂̵c꒱ა

give him compliments!!

"you look so cuteeeeee<;3"

GIGGLES

"i do??" "really???" "but y/nnnn" "if you're saying i'm cute" "being you the cutest one on this world" "then i must be really really cute"

lowkey flirting as he confesses his undying love for you.

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양정원 · yang jungwon ׅ ࣪ ✧

if jungwon is so active on weverse when talking with engenes, just think of the amount of messages you will receive from him in a single day.

wants and needs to tell you anything that happens in his life!!!

"y/n i've just tried this new restaurant" "everything is soooo good!!" "should we order from there next time??" "i want you to try it"

he really wants to involve you in every aspect of his life!! ଘ(੭˃ᴗ˂)੭

loves loves loves facetiming before going to sleep!

my condolences to sunghoon, ni-ki and sunoo who will have to listen to your late-night love calls (they're kinda jealous because you both sound so in love ߹ᯅ߹)

sends lots of pictures of things he thinks are pretty or remind him of you.

"look this little kitten i just came across!!" "is so cute!!" "it looks just like you, so i thought of you right away" "like me??" "of course!!!!!!!!" "look at the eyes" "it looks like you!" "...right?" "maybe i just miss you"

he does.

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にしむら りき · nishimura riki ♡   ֺ  ׅ

he just loves to make fun of you even over text

"y/n" "why do you send me all this texts?" "you really miss me that much???"

he misses you more please keep texting him

has you in his contacts as "girlfriend" and you always ask him to change it because is so unaffectionate, but he loves it because it reminds him he can call you his girlfriend????!!!

"girlfriend has text you" yeah he's so proud of that

sends you 984569 tiktoks and gets upset if you don't reply to all of them individually. also doesn't like it when you react to his messages with a heart instead of sending it as a text!!!! >:(

"if you love me show it properly!!!" "IS ALSO A HEART" "IT'S NOT THE SAME"

sends you funny pictures of you late at night because that's when he checks his pictures of you and always ends up laughing so hard that the members have to scold him.

"nishimura riki" "delete that rn" "NEVERRRRRRRR"

instead you send him nice pictures of him on your dates but he always says he looks bad smh (っ- ‸ - ς)

"what. the hell. is that." "i look ugly" "wdym???" "you look cute" "really?" "yeah" "alright you can keep that one"

maybe he just wants your compliments... 🤭

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[tokyokookmin]

Have you seen the super long video someone just uploaded of jikook from 2013-2021? If not here it is https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1y6RhdFIE-g

I've noticed so many things and have so many thoughts but if you've seen it what are your take aways seeing everything in one place like this in chronological order?

Hi, anon!

I have seen this whole video a while ago, this video is dedicated towards the growth of jimin's and jungkook's relationship. It was beautifully edited and all of jikook's moments were compiled together in chronological order from 2013 (when they first debuted) till 2021.

Well, anon, feel free to send in another ask or you can also hit me up in the DM's! I will gladly give my take on the moments you have thoughts about! Since this video is extremely long and full of moments, I can't possibly give my observation for every single moment. If you were more specific on which moments, I will not hesitate to elaborate more about it.

Nevertheless, here's a quick run-through of jikook's dynamics throughout the years.

2013/2014

looking at 2013 chemistry, we have seen jimin being very brave to acknowledge that he's affectionate towards jk. He likes to call jk cute and does like to compliment him but bear in mind that this was just only the beginning of BTS's debut. Jimin didn't have much time to connect with the members as he was one of the last members to join :)

Based on my observation, Jimin felt more connected towards Jungkook as he was the group's maknae and is from Busan which I where Jimin's from (Im not ignoring the fact that Tae also played a big part as a close friend towards him) Jimin just wanted to build and establish a great bond with jk. (just too attached)

For JK, it's not like he never liked jm, it's just that he was more reserved and was getting into the zone. He had always endeared jm and valued jimin's presence. He has always had those shiny eyes for his hyung ever since the beginning!

Then in 2014, we saw the equations developing gradually.

Things were going on as usual, the normal teasing was going on, the same old wooing and casual chats, jimin wanting to go on a trip with Jungkook.

2014 was just a slow process for the dynamics to progress.

2015

I believe jikook's relationship hit a milestone in 2015. Things started to show very much. It was a turning point.

We saw jungkook turning vocal. His body language and expressions were clear enough for us to know that something was up between them. The sudden praising and flirtiness coming out of that guy were crazy.

We saw them being closer and more flirty throughout 2015. The back hug-slow dance that not many noticed.

The year when jungkook started praising jimin numerous times!

( CONTEXT- here, jk is saying that jm eyes are beautiful)

Jungkook's description of Jimin in Malaysia's press conference (MY armies, where are yall, lol)

Their moments in public started developing even more and we had lots of intimate hugs and moments that year. Not to forget, we also got many selcas and jikook lives!

There's no possible way to exclude the 2015 OSAKA JIKOOK moment, am I RIGHT? 😂

2015 was a year great for them, things began to be great between them, and the intimacy between them grew. They also were exploring their feelings that year, which I think is a great thing!

2016

Even more giggles and flirtiness. Just jikook being very obvious that year. But first, check this out.

If you're lazy to run through that post, here's a quick recap for you.

this incident was a year before serendipity.

Apart from that, Jikook received a term from karmy and the media. Karmy started calling Jikook the Sun and Moon duo in 2016 after the coming-of-age ceremony. Jimin is known as the moon and jk as the sun.

We got amazing selcas that year and plenty of interactions as well!

They went on a break together around early 2016.

Them talking about their shopping experience together while shopping for Jk's birthday.

fast forward

2017

Oh boy, this one has got to be one of my favourite years of jikook chemistry. This was officially it, you know? From serendipity, gcf-t to award shows. Good lord, save my heart.

We got the iconic gcf-t in Tokyo which was a phenomenal video jk made (no one expected that coming) "running, running just to get my hands on you". Jimin through Jungkooks eyes <3

I genuinely feel so happy for both of them!

Then we got the Serendipity MV. Serendipity has A LOT OF DETAILS! It's connected to jikooks relationship. I find that song very therapeutic and full of warmth and love.

If you remembered what I said (linked my Zico post) in the 2016 timeline, you would notice that the "you are me and I am you" has a connection with serendipity. That trail of 너는 나고 나는 너야 ( Neoneun Na Naneun Neo) began from there. Jikook's never-ending usage of that quote will forever be our favourite 🥰

serendipity post (1)

Of course, we will not forget jikook in Bon Voyage, lol. We got so much of jikook crumbs that year. Damn, it's crazy, lol.

Oh man, this one screamed LOUD! We got jikook as a pair for the SUMMER PACKAGE 2017! Was it intentional to use the rainbow unicorn floaties?

This one is quite scandy, lol. We got jikook wilding in the People interview.

Just Jk saying things, don't mind him 😂.

jk, what you tryna tell oml.

OOPS. Well, I ran out of the pic and link usage. I will continue the 2017 - 2021 timeline as soon as possible. Thank you again for bearing with me. I had this post in the drafts for an extended period. Anyways, this is only my observation, it might be right or wrong, but all we know is that we are all jikook supporters.

This post took me quite a long time to collect information and links. I hope that you guys will enjoy it 💕🥰

[hueningsloverr]

౨ৎ not your song !

chapter four : THE PROMISE

pairing : hueningkai x 6th member!reader  summary : tomorrow x together, or txt, wasn't always six members, and for some unforeseen reason, it wouldn't stay six either.  set in : late 2019 word count : 1.0k

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the next time kai saw (y/n) was a few days after their late night interaction - the girl had taken two days off for ‘health’ reasons (kai had sisters, he knew what she meant.)

but, kai also knew the toll debuting had taken on the girl. people were not always exactly nice online when speaking about the girl. it was a common occurrence for the groups manager to have to delete hateful comments before (y/n) could see them, or for the boys to have to convince her what dumb accounts were saying wasn’t true. it was disgusting for all five boys to watch the poor girl get torn down while they were lifted higher and higher.

of course not everyone hated the girl - she had her own fair share of stans. stans who were just a little too observant, noticing her wearing kai’s hoodie occasionally; once on a late night live, and a second time in the background of a selca soobin posted.

either way, (y/n) deserved a break. and though the teen did miss her presence, kai was happy to hear from soobin that she would be taking two days off, and he was even happier when she re-appeared at practices.

“you’re back!” he smiled, giving the girl a slight wave as she walked into the practice room, dressed similarly to the first day she had met the boys - sweatpants, an athletic tee, and the same old beat-up adidas. though unlike before, she looked happier and more comfortable to be in the presence of the boys, not attempting to impress the boys, but simply fit in.

she nodded in return, giving kai a slight wave as she quickly made her way over to him and beomgyu, who sat lazily on a couch waiting for the other members to arrive.

“why can’t they get here on time?” beomgyu whined, throwing his head back as he spoke in exasperation. “our own leader doesn’t even get to practice when he’s supposed to - you’d think soobin would be more aware.”

(y/n) laughed in response, nodding as she sat down next to beomgyu. “you know, soobin actually just gives you an earlier start time gyu.” she mused, grinning widely as a look of shock washed over the older boys face.

“he what?” the now silver-haired boy gasped, abruptly sitting up staring blankly at the girl, who was giggling uncontrollably.

kai laughed, a soft look growing in his face as he stared at (y/n) - she was able to sit there, clearly lacking sleep and still not feeling the best, and look amazing.

which was something kai never thought he would think - (y/n), the girl he had despised since pre-debut, looking stunning. the girl he was barely able to get more than a few words out to at a time. the girl he had lent his hoodie too (a hoodie he hadn't gotten back yet.) late one night, just trying to be nice because there were so few nice people left in the industry these days.

the girl that somehow, he had befriended.

"you didn't know?" she laughed, a grin still on her face as she began to cry from laughing so hard. "i thought you knew - it was so obvious!"

beomgyu turned to kai, the same shocked look still on his face, eyes wide. "did you know?" he asked, fists clenched. kai shook his head, pointing to (y/n) as if to say 'it was all her'. however, beomgyu didn't explode at the girl like kai thought he would, and instead stormed out of the room - presumably looking for soobin.

"we may have to cover up a murder," she grinned, staring up at kai, who was now very unsure of what to do. "although, soobin may be able to outrun gyu…"

before, with gyu in the room, kai was able to piggy-back off of what the older male said, and never had to worry about keeping the conversation going on his own. however, now it was just the two, and kai was lost. it wasn't weird or anything for him to talk to girls, but what do you talk about? after spending so long living with only boys, kai was lost.

"are you, uh, ready for eternity?" he asked awkwardly, sitting down on the couch next to her, though his body was extremely tense (and it was obvious).

(y/n) nodded slightly, "we're basically veterans at this point - it'll be our third comeback. we're like aces." she joked, still smiling at the boy.

kai wanted to faint. and throw up. and convulse. and run away. and scream. and cry. all at once.

her smile was like spring, if that was even possible. when she smiled, the rest of her seemed to glow. but not in the way most people glow, but instead in the way plants glow after blooming in early spring, when the birds sing and the animals come out of hibernation. the type of glow that puts all worries to ease, and makes it clear everything will be all right.

"i'm a bit worried though, which is weird - because i told you i wasn't nervous at debut. but now i am?" she added, speaking quickly and looking down at her hands which lay in her lap. "why am i so worried about a silly little comeback - we already have blue hour for later this year too."

kai froze. "probably because we have so much going on…?" he replied, a tentative look on his face. "it's normal to be nervous about this stuff."

she nodded in return, smiling once again at the boy.

he went through the same feelings as before (just minus the throw up. the bile in his throat no longer existed.) as he finally was able to smile back.

"thank you for being here for me, hyuka." she whispered, pulling the boy into a soft hug.

kai froze again.

“i’ll always be there, no matter what.” he smiled, his body relaxing into the hug just as soobin, yeonjun, and taehyun entered the practice room, beomgyu following close behind, a hurt look still on his face.

god, it was a dumb promise.

©2023 — all rights reserved to hueningsloverr , please do not plagiarise or translate any of my work

[rye-views]

Lookism. 외모지상주의. Ep. 1-308. 7.6/10

I would not recommend this webtoon to my friends. I would not reread this webtoon.

Despite the drawing being so unattractive to me, I think it's brilliantly made. When mom is sad, the illustrations show it amazingly. Really captures the feels. I hate the eyes that look like lips. I don't like how superficial everything is. Determining your worth based on looks and wealth. I hate how everyone is so quick to fight. I don't know anyone like that in real life. PTJ Enter is a trash place, huh. Hyunseok's actions versus thoughts being like doing bad things to others and then hating himself for it, it's something I really don't vibe with despite knowing many people who are like that. It's difficult for me to comprehend the point of regretting something you actively chose to do again and again while knowing how horrible it is. And it's not something bad to yourself, but to others. Hyun Seok's gradual realizations of how much he lacks as a person or how badly he treats others is something to think about. I'm enjoying how he wants to improve himself when realizing that you can't just blame the world for your situation. The stalker episode disgusts me and freaks me out. Lee Tae Sung is so angry for no reason. Ji Ho is a real piece of trash. I'm so disgusted at the perverted other guys on the train during our trip to Jaeyeol's villa. I didn't love when the drawing style changed and everyone was kinda re-introduced, and the plotline really strayed from high school lookism to moreso this gang culture.

Basco's tears are my favorite thing. They happen so amusingly. I also love his backstory being a thing. His bullying was messed up. What a cool kid, he is. Jae Yeol my favorite character. Favorite episode is when it's all about Jae Yeol and there is literally no dialogue. Basco and Bum Jae's relationship is beautiful. Love the ET tat being for his name. I love how Inu is always like idc about what's going just get out ya'll! I love how Jinsung matures throughout and sees how to better himself. Basco's bday cake is soo cute. I love how much Jinsung loves Mi Jin. Jae Yeol's amusement park ride top selca is very nice. The episode of finding Hyun Seok's identity was so thrilling. I love that the lookism logo becomes floral during the blind date episode. I approve of the Miru and Jaebeom love line. I like that Jang Jin Hyuk draws.

Hyunseok needs to stop accidentally drinking alc. Get it together. This webtoon is so extreme all the time. Taesung losing all that weight is so random. In the amusement park episode, it's amazing to read Korean but with a dialect.

Lmaoo at Jae Yeol's extra episodes having no dialogue whatsoever. Lmaoo not Inu saving small Hyunseok from the Han River. Lmaoo at the Burn Knuckle's duck's function being 분위기. Lmaoo at BTS being in here. Lmaoo at Basco and Hyung Seok being able to communicate with Jae yeol. Lmaoo at Basco protecting his bear family.

Poor Hye Eun.

Omg Jae Yeol giving Hyun Seok all those nice clothes for his birthday is the sweetest thing. All nonchalant, how cool. Him lying with the birthday letter is all eeeek for me. Basco is also so cool for caring for the underdogs.

Uee getting beat up for cheating was crazy. Bruhhh, everything was so messed up as Heemin beat up Jinsung and Wonbin. Can you believe how messed up the situation is? Yeah, messed up of Jinsung to throw Basco's heroman gift into the water with a rock in it instead. Haneul's love for Hyungseok is so crazy and respectable. Dating Tae Sung and suffering like that? What kinda love?

Why do the police look like little animals? How are we in such extreme situations with such extreme people? How does Ji Ho always get into such messes?

The Kim Poong cooking show guy literally looks like Wes Chan to me.

Memorable Quotes: "순간이 쌓여 추억이된다," "나를 극복해보고 싶어요." "싸움을 시작했으면 죽일각오로 싸워야하고."

[sansaurora9904]

RELATIONSHIP WITH '99 LINERS!

JEONG YUNHO!

🐶 The puppy/energizer ship but also main dancer ship???

🐶 Yunho won't hesitate to go crazy for a bit to make her laugh or smile, it just makes his heart warm when she does

🐶 They both give off dance leader vibes (Heyoon's more stricter as she focuses on multiple details while Yunho assists her)

🐶 Her standing next to him is like Seonghwa standing next to him - plus she wears heels constantly so they look the same height

🐶 The two of them shared a room with San until Heyoon got her own room in January 2019

🐶 That didn't stop the members from coming into her room anyway

🐶 Anyways, they're cute as hell

KANG YEOSANG!

🐕 The savage duo ship

🐕 They're the ones that roast everyone (Heyoon is the best out of all of them as she has the most brutal responses ever)

🐕 The other members may slip and curse but Heyoon just does it casually, not caring what others think (her members just find it funny and are slightly worried)

🐕 The two of them skateboard in their free time as well. Yeosang taught her all he knew and they have competitions often to see who's better (other members are always present and recording with their phones)

🐕 These two are more on the shy side so they bonded quite well on their own terms. Sometimes they just sit in the same room and listen to each other just breathe which they find comforting

CHOI SAN!

⛰️ The satan/duality ship, the only romantic ship in ATEEZ

⛰️ They're the parents of Shiber (San's Shiba Inu plushie) and Byeol (San's Siamese cat)

⛰️ Hundreds, upon hundreds, even thousands, of selcas of each other in their phones

⛰️ They even made albums that are reserved for public eye (Twitter, Instagram) and for themselves only

⛰️ They used to room with Yunho until Heyoon got her own room in January 2019

⛰️ In between 2020 and 2021, Heyoon bought herself a apartment in Gangnam that was sold over 2 billion won

⛰️ As soon as she could, she renovated the place to her and San's liking as he moved in towards the end of 2021

⛰️ Despite living in a apartment that was in South Korea's most richest neighborhood, San and Heyoon share a room in ATEEZ's dorm

⛰️ Now, backstory time!

⛰️ San and Heyoon actually were introduced thanks to Yunho's social puppy energy. Despite San not being the amazing dancer as he is in the present, Heyoon still completed his dancing and offered to teach him. Pretty much, Heyoon was his role model for a bit until he realized that he was in love with his fellow band member

⛰️ Confused with sudden romantic feelings, he spoke to Hongjoong and Seonghwa one night about it. The two oldest males comforted him and asked him a lot of questions, giving him advice and options but mostly importantly, the two men told him that it's up to him and Heyoon. Whatever they choose to do they will happily support them

⛰️ So, after their Answer promotions ended and their world tour was around the corner, San decided to man up and take the girl out one evening. He made sure that they went to places where fans couldn't recognize them and reserved a romantic dinner in a nice hotel. Of course, he told the company beforehand and they made sure that the hotel didn't release any information to the public

⛰️ Thus the man ended up confessing his feelings and to his luck, Heyoon accepted! The girl literally told him she did the same thing as he did --- she freaked out, talked to Hwa and Joong about it and got their advice and told the company that she'll confess soon to him

⛰️ And thus they ended up sleeping together after having some glasses of wine (all consented!!!). The next morning when they woke up, they just smiled happily and kissed before getting up, showering and calling the members to let them know

⛰️ Of course since they're ATEEZ, they threw a huge party in their dorms and celebrated by going out to play games, it was the best 48 hours of their lives

⛰️ ANYWAYS, ship edits! San and Heyoon are constantly looking out for them on any platform and saving them under false account names, even sending them to their families, close friends and members! Even their dancers, staff and company ship them!

⛰️ They were spotted on a date on San's birthday on July 10, 2020 where Allkpop, Koreaboo, Dispatch and other sites had pictures of their date. Thankfully they caught on pretty quickly and kept their distance from each other a bit until they were away from prying eyes

⛰️ On July 12, 2020, KQ released a statement and confirmed that they are dating with San's and Heyoon's own written statements. Most fans were happy about it while the shippers were mad about it, sad that their ships aren't real like they thought (Woosan shippers were the worst so San and Heyoon held a live together and explained everything, even warning the fans to not cross the boundaries between an idol and a fan)

⛰️ The moment went viral everywhere and earned them more fans

⛰️ The shippers backed off but they still posted about their ships. If they crossed a boundary, they were warned and documented in case it gets worse and a court was needed to be held

⛰️ ANYWAY, they're cute as fuck and hot as hell, lots of cute and adorable moments and even some moments where sexual tension could be felt by anyone

SONG MINGI!

🐺 As fans calls it, Heyoon is like his mom

🐺 They're quite a unique ship but they don't have that many on-screen interactions compared to off-screen

🐺 This may be related to the fact that San and Wooyoung are constantly around her (feat Seongjoong being background parents)

🐺 Anyways, Heyoon has a lot of plushies that remind her of Mingi so she always gives him one, in return he does the same (although her's are more bigger and almost the same size as her)

🐺 When they did the health check thing on Wanteez, Heyoon could hear the nurse and Wooyoung telling him to lay down. Thus, the girl got up from her position (she was snuggled into San's side) and went to check what was happening. She was unable to stop him and just gave up, returning to her previous position and sulking like a baby

🐺 She got a lot of kisses and cuddles from San who babied her the entire episode (it went viral on Atiny stan twitter)

JUNG WOOYOUNG!

🦊 The sexy duo ship

🦊 If fans call Wooyoung's laugh a hyena laugh, Heyoon calls it the witch laugh

🦊 Besides Yunho, she's the best at imitating his laugh just out of nowhere (sometimes the members think that it's Wooyoung laughing but instead they find Heyoon imitating him)

🦊 Her, San and him are a inseparable trio that just can't be stopped

🦊 Heyoon and San will kick him out if they feel like they need privacy for themselves (this counts for the dates too). Wooyoung will leave them alone cause he understands that the couple need some time together despite being with each other 24/7

🦊 K-Drama lovers

🦊 Heyoon has introduced him to c-dramas and they watch them together anywhere in the dorms or in her and San's apartment

🦊 Wooyoung's mom loves the absolute shit out of Heyoon and has replaced Wooyoung with her, thus Heyoon ended up as Kyunmin's favorite aunt

🦊 Speaking of Kyungmin, she absolutely adores the little boy with her entire heart

🦊 She spoils him a lot with toys, games and food whenever she visits with San and Wooyoung

🦊 Fans used to think they had beef during their trainee days but the two immediately responded and said that it wasn't true

🦊 They just weren't as close as they are now

[lv-iceprince]

⚜️..overall ship..⚜️

@khaikc

hello cutie mootie sweetie apple of my eye, i hope you love this ship because i literally wrote this in my music class. my love for you knows no bounds right? also i chose this theme purely because you look like that pumpkin (so cute). anyways i'm so glad to be back doing a ship for you. heaps of love to you. xoxoxo

wren xx

~nct 127~ doyoung⚜️

Well, here we are again! Now, considering you have requested quite a few ships from me I definitely knew who to ship you with but I’ll act surprised. I ship you with Doyoung!

I know Doyoung comes across as a serious artist who pulls off some amazing vocal feats but I truly think you will bring out his generally cute tendencies. He doesn’t even try to be cute he just feels so comfortable around you.

Also, I know you claim to have a sharp gaze but Doyoung saw straight through that immediately, it would be so hard for him to not baby you. It’s hard but not impossible, so he would wait until you were actually dating to let all his affections run free.

I said it before and I will always say it, I just love your selcas they are nothing short of iconic. In all seriousness I’m always able to get a good insight into your personality through them. Your eyes are full of so much light, yet you lowkey seem wise beyond your years.

In this case your eyes are a mirror into your soul, I know you said you’re not really that friendly with guys initially but one look into your deep eyes and Doyoung knew that there was a lot more to you than you let on. 

Also, I feel like I’m going insane when I compare your selca’s with Doyoung because I swear you both look similar, but not in a creepy it-looks-like-you’re-dating-your-brother way but more in a they-look-so-aesthetic kind of way. Basically, you look like that one adorable couple from a slice of life k-drama.

I normally don’t spend this much time simping over the mutual visuals of the shipee and the idol but seriously you both have gorgeous cheekbones that aren’t quite high but they really add that little but of spice to your visuals.

Also, I barely ever use this terminology but you both have textbook boba eyes and it’s literally the cutest thing ever and I want to cry. As you can see, I really do think this is a beautiful ship as far as visuals go.

But this isn’t a selca ship it’s an overall ship and I also think your personalities are so compatible. It’s a slight push and pull in the sense that you are the more outgoing one and he comes across somewhat more relaxed but where there are opposites there are also a bunch of similarities.

I don’t know where else to put this but your humour would definitely rub off on Doyoung, it wouldn’t take long for him to become NCT’s new meme.

But even if your relationship has its chaotic and hyper moments, there is a strong sense of maturity in the way you both handle your emotions. I actually love the idea of you having this dynamic where you are both so brutally honest with each other, and you accept that.

Though you are both serious at times you have such a fun relationship full of experience. You both love to make those cute travel vlogs where you openly simp over each other and have fun.

Like imagine Doyoung taking you to a jewellery shop to go ring shopping in case he ever gets the spontaneous urge to get down on one knee and propose.

Doyoung loves the spontaneity just as much as he loves the moments where you both chill and have deep heart to heart conversations.

He loves you so much, but in an unconventional way, it slightly pains him because he has never fallen this deeply in love with anybody period. So he expresses that in the only way he knows how, by writing a million and one songs about how he found his one true love.

[thechaosoflonging]

cute tings my besfwen did on dis trip tog w me 2 den haag & s-hortengobosch

he’s da only one who can see thru my facade of being happi in isolation & he told me dat i was rly sad acc n i had a huge self identity/personal crisis n cried for an hour in da hotel room. & realised i didn’t wanna 2 live like dis

couldn’t meet me at da airport saur said he’ll pay for a taxi 2 my gaff

bought me my ov chip card as a reign of passage of me being a local in da dam (2 pay me back for my taxi)

changed his bedsheets for me at my request

let me keep my stuff here & kept a drawer for me

peeled an orange for me & gave me a bit of choco da next morning for bweakfast (it was his fake roomates lmao) + told me 2 use his fake roomate’s body wash if his were empty lmao

would fill himself water n then fill it again for me in da same glass instead of giving me a separate glass

always shares his airpods w me whether it be a podcast or vids on ytb or reddit or music<3

helped me out in da markets when i didn’t have cash & i was able 2 get rly cute cat eye sunglasses bc of him for 10€

helped me w smuller getting me a borger bc it was like a vending machine for food

bought me water in da shops

told me when we arrived in s-hortogenbosch dat it was acc a rly cute town n he felt bad bc he’s sick n didn’t want 2 shit all over my plans

showed me his festival vids/pics & his concert vids

changed my mind abt techno! lofi techno or chill techno or techno where there r vocals is acc nice 2 listen 2 w a fwen

told me 2 stand near sum flowers n took pics of me

had dmc w me l8 at nite

we had a talk abt our relationship n i realised dat he treats me like family. not like a guest. no matter where i go. we’re jus so comfortable w one another bc we’ve known each other for 8 years

told me dat if i got a vocal coach i’d be an amazing singer bc i have a nice voice i jus dunno what 2 do w it along w being saur nasally n vocal fry a lil bit when i sing from my throat. it rly boost my confidence in singing bc all my life i’ve been told 2 shut up but my 2 besfwens r da most supportive of me musically wise

is acc convincing me 2 move 2 NL & 2 move out my gaff

told me i can come over for a week n we can do lots of fun stuffs hehe

told me 2 not be a stranger n dat i was always welcome 2 stay w him n his roommate

told me dat my turquoise dress was gorgeous & dat my tennis dress was v 70’s esque

his fake roommate told me dat he told her abt me working in childcare which means he does talk abt me 2 his fwens

took candid photos of me on da boat & nice photos of me posing

taught me 2 drive da boat. we got stuck in a pond but he got us out of it. & he slowed da boat when there were cute ducks n swans

went 2 an arcade n played ddr w me even doe it was out of his comfort zone

got rly rly rly into taiko drum game w me n we killed da last song n we look to our right n there were a group of 10 ppl (tourists?) outside looking at us n cheering along w us as we finished da song n it was da funniest ting dat has happened 2 me in a long time

dis cute lil tap tap tings on my bare leg/arm while we were listening 2 music n lip synced songs while we vibed tog

haggled da taxi for a round trip for me

got my luggage n stitch for me super fast as i stayed in da taxi

kept reassuring me not 2 worry

carried my water/smoothie/rubbish for me in his side pockets

carried my slippers for me in his bag

told me dat childcare/au pair suits me sm again

told me he acc thought sum of my playlist was p gud

always sat next 2 me on da train even doe his fake ass roommate tagged along w us 2 da market

called me out on my perfectionist standards which i rly needed 2 hear

told me dat he’s gonna invite me 2 stuffs n we can do more tings tog if i stopped bringing my suitcase lmao

took selcas w me on da boat <3

sent me off 2 da airport even doe he had 2 help his fake roommate move out

always sat next 2 me on da train given da option of sitting next 2 me or his fake roommate

[seospicybin]

WHITE HEAT.

PART II

Hyunjin x reader. (s,f)

Chapters: Part I / Part III

Synopsis: Dating Hyunjin is not easy and it isn’t easy for him too because he had to be away from you, that’s why he took some pictures of you to keep you close with him. (6,8k word)

When Hyunjin said he would be taking your underwear with him, you didn’t think that he would really do it. When he dressed up in the morning after that night he spent with you, he picked up your worn underwear from the floor, crumpled it in his hand, and said, “I’m taking this with me,” with a sly smile.

“Yeah, sure!” You half-heartedly replied and laughed.

Then he put your underwear in the back pocket of his jeans.

“Hyunjin, you’re not serious, right?” You asked him, your mouth hung open as he kept on gathering his things around your room.

He turned around to look at you, and once he was done putting on his jacket, he gave you a shrug.

Your eyes widened at him in disbelief, he crawled over to you on the bed and gave you a kiss on the mouth.

You pulled him close, sending him tumbling down onto your lap.

He pulled away slowly, leaving only an inch away between your lips and his, “I miss you already,” he muttered.

“I miss you already too,” You said to him, cupping his soft cheeks with your hands.

He gave you a lingering kiss before finally leaving you, refused to be sent off by you, and insisted you get more sleep instead. And he was right, the moment he shut the door close behind him, you miss him already.

DAY 8.

100 days, he would only leave for 100 days, not more than 100 days but also not less than that, and it had only been a week since he left for tour, your heart sank for every time you glanced at your phone, and he hadn’t replied to any of your messages yet. You pouted, looking at his face on your phone wallpaper, you decided to send a goodnight message to him with lots of heart emojis, it was the least you could do to show how much you missed him, then went to sleep.

DAY 19.

You were in your morning class when a text message came in during the lecture, you clicked on it just to peep on who the sender was, almost gasped when you saw Hyunjin’s name on it. You took your phone down under the desk and opened it.

I know it’s morning there, good morning, love. I miss you.

You saw the three dots still visible on his text, you quickly typed a reply.

Good morning! I’m in my morning class right now, and I miss you so much.

You texted back.

A few seconds later, your phone vibrated with a new message.

Oh really?

Be a good student and study hard, okay? I’m going for stage rehearsal now. I’ll text you again later.

He replied with a mix of hearts and smiling emojis.

You pouted because you were hoping you could talk to him more. You began to type a reply, but Hyunjin had sent you another message.

Here’s a gift for you.

He attached a picture with it, you gasped the second you opened it. You quickly looked around just in case someone else noticed you were texting under the desk or worst, saw

you getting a nude in the middle of a class.

When you felt that it was safe, you looked down at your phone screen. You bite your lower lip

to contain your thrill of seeing a mirror selca he sent.

He was naked, but unfortunately, the mirror only fit his upper half down to his pelvic bone, but still, the whole picture was enough to send a tingle down your spine.

His toned, lean body and muscular arms never cease to amaze you, eyes widened at the way his pelvic bone dipped lower and lower, you immediately snapped your

head up and retreat yourself back to reality.

You locked your phone, fanning yourself, and thanks to him, you couldn’t focus on your study for the rest of the class.

DAY 26.

You always think that pink was never your power color; it was either black or white. You scrolled through your cart and thought so hard whether to take the black or the pink one, you couldn’t settle on a decision yet, because both dresses were just as cute.

Out of boredom, you sent pictures of both dresses to Hyunjin, along with a caption:

Please, decide for me.

You weren’t expecting him to reply right away that you got startled when your phone vibrated on your lap.

I vote for the pink one

Why?

You asked him in the text.

It has the same color as your nipples

You got to give it to him for being able to make your heart flip in a few seconds.

Your phone vibrated with a new message.

And the way you blushed down there

He added, causing you to rub your thighs together under the blanket.

DAY 34.

Hyunjin was drying his hair with a towel then squatted down on the floor to pick a clean t-shirt to wear to sleep in when his hand accidentally found your underwear. He was lucky that his roommate Han was playing a video game with Felix in the next room.

He brought your underwear with him, and didn’t even bother to put on a t-shirt first, then sat on the bed with his back resting against the headboard.

He unplugged his phone from its charger and opened his phone gallery, he had to scroll all the way down to find the folder filled with your pictures.

He scrolled it down a bit more to look for the pictures he was looking for, you in that white lingerie he told you to put on.

He lusted on every picture of you as he replayed the moments in the back of his head, and sniffed on your underwear once in a while, caught a whiff that reminds him of that delicious scent of your core.

He played the video of him touching you with your breathy moans playing in the background. He got so hard from it that his breathing quickened. He then slipped his hand inside his sweatpants and started pumping his length. He closed his eyes and imagined that it was your small and delicate hand that wrapped around his cock and not his. He didn’t care if Han caught him masturbating, he needed it as bad as he needed you that he ached and came close to his high to the thoughts of you.

He shortly played the video again to listen to the low, sultry noises you made as he touched you.

A few more pumps and he eventually came undone, shooting pearly white liquid on his hand and sweatpants.

“Fuck, I cum a lot,” he muttered as he looked down at the mess he made.

He immediately made a run to the bathroom to clean up, and a while later, Han caught him getting out of the bathroom, “didn’t you already showered?” He asked, lying down on his bed.

He held up his hands at him, “Don’t ask! You don’t want to know!”

DAY 35.

You were having your lunch when your friend nudged your elbow, “your phone,” your friend told you, gesturing to your phone on the table.

You picked it up and checked. A smile bloomed on your face the second you saw Hyunjin’s name on it. You immediately opened a series of text messages he sent at once.

You smell really nice!

The first text said.

Then there was a picture below the text, of him holding your underwear so close to his nose.

You dropped your spoon, sending it clattering against the plate.

“Sorry,” you mouthed to your friends sitting at the same table with you.

You reclined on your seat and held your phone close, away from your friends’ sight.

You proceeded to read the next text message,

I make good use of it.

Below it was another picture of what appeared to be his hand holding his own cock on the bed.

You sucked in your lips to contain your squeals.

I make a good mess too!

He continued along with a picture.

It was his hand-coated with his cum. You bit on your lower lip harder than it turned white.

“Aren’t you coming?” Your friend asked you as they gathered up their bags and things from the table.

“Huh?” You looked up at them, completely out of it.

“Our class is in 10 minutes,” they reminded you.

You stifled a nod, “Yeah, sure, I’m coming!” You told them, reluctantly collecting your stuff and putting them inside your bag.

You rushed to read the last text he sent as you half-jogged to your class,

Send me some new pictures, babe

And make it good

That I can’t wait to fuck you again

You gasped and almost tripped over the stairs when you read this.

DAY 52.

Hyunjin never talked about the pictures or even mentioned them in his texts ever, but here you were overthinking about it right before you go to bed.

What kind of pictures he would like to get from you? What outfit should you be in? What if he doesn’t like what you send? What if he was just joking when he asked for it? All these questions taking turns haunting your head for days now.

You couldn’t take it anymore, better be just get done with it, you thought.

You picked the most decent lingerie you have in your drawer, something not too flashy and not too casual either. You decided on a matching bra and underwear in navy blue color, simple and rimmed with white lace, and hugged your chest nicely.

You stood there in front of the mirror not sure of what kind of pose you should do, you let your hair down and started taking a full body picture of your reflection in the mirror.

It took a few more tries to finally find your best angles and a lot of tricks to take pictures of you with your phone.

You sat on the bed and looked at the results; you couldn’t believe you actually looked good in some of it, provocative even. You picked the best ones to send to Hyunjin and hoped he would like it.

Hyunjin was doing one of the pre-concert rituals the group always does before going on stage. He noticed his phone going off with so many new notifications, reminded himself to check once he had done with the warming up.

When he finished, he walked up to the dressing table to get his phone and opened your texts,

I hope you like it.

You texted.

He hastily scrolled down your texts, eyes widening at the number of pictures you sent at him, he swore his cock got hard just from seeing the first one.

“Hey, Felix!” He called out to Felix, who was drinking his water bottle, “how much time do we have before we go on stage?”

He scrunched his nose, “25 minutes, I guess,” he replied.

“I’m going to the bathroom,” he announced and left to exit the room.

In the bathroom, he sat on the toilet and unlocked his phone. He opened the picture one by one, zoomed on it, and ran his thumb over his phone screen, hoping that he would get to feel the softness of your skin instead of the smooth surface of his phone screen.

He repeatedly cursed under his breath, heart beating faster and continuously raking his hair to the back as he got through the rest of the pictures that his cock throbbed inside his pants.

DAY 53.

You had been avoiding checking on your phone the whole morning. You had been restless, endlessly second-guessing what Hyunjin would think when he got your texts.

There was a part of you that dying to know, and you couldn’t keep it away,

“Fuck it!” You muttered as you sat on the stool with an uneaten bowl of cereal in front of you.

You unlocked your phone and found 5 new messages from Hyunjin.

You swallowed, your heart skipped a beat when you finally clicked open.

Guess what?

I made a mess again.

There were two pictures attached below it, the first one was him with his hand inside his pants taken through the bathroom mirror, and the other was another picture of his crotch with his hard-on protruding inside his boxer.

You scrolled to read the last text,

When I come back, I’ll make you responsible for all these messes!

and he ended it with a winking emoji.

DAY 69.

I have a few minutes

Can we video call?

You immediately shut your book closed, and left them on the table to find somewhere safe to video call with him.

You weren’t worried about the quiet though, since you were at the library studying for your midterm exam, but to find somewhere that nobody would disturb your rare, special time with him was tough.

You always heard about this one section of the library that students rarely go to and head there, quickly typed your reply as you jogged before Hyunjin changed his mind.

Your phone vibrated in your hand, and you frantically accepted the call.

“Hey, baby,” he greeted you, his face filling the screen looking like a dream.

“Hey!” You greeted back, half panting. You placed your phone on the shelf.

“Did you just run?” He asked.

You shook your head, “No, I just walked really fast to find somewhere quiet,” you answered.

“Where are you now?”

“Library,” you answered, “I’m studying for my upcoming exam,”

“Oh, did I disturb you?” He asked, his fingers playing with the pendant of his necklace.

“No,” you quickly denied without a beat, “I need a break anyway.” You saw that he was lying on his bed, “are you at the hotel right now, baby?”

He nodded, “yes, the others are out having burgers,”

“Why are you not going with them?” You asked him.

He smiled, “Cause I want to call you, I miss you,”

You caught yourself smiling on the camera, blushing like a fool at his words, “I miss you too,” you said to him.

“I know,” he coyly said, “but what I need to know is what do you miss about me?” He smirked, tugging the pendant of his necklace between his teeth now.

You bit your lower lip, thinking of what best answers you could give him.

“You, as a whole person,” you decided on a wise, safe answer.

“That’s obvious!” He chuckled, “come on, babe! Tell me what you really miss about me?”

You glanced at your own face getting red, “hmm… your lips?” you hesitantly admitted.

“Yeah?” He touched his lips when he spoke as if he knew that it would only make me crave it more.

You nodded.

“What else?”

“Your hands,” you clasped your hands together and put them behind your back to stop you from fidgeting, “I miss them on my body,” you were past being shameless now so what gives?

Hyunjin sighed at your honest answer, “Anything else?”

“I miss your hugs,” you blurted out, you simply missed having him wrapped and enveloped you in his embrace and the back rubs he gave when he hugged you. Now that you got to say it out loud, you winced at how pathetic you sounded to him.

You shortly asked him the same question, “And you, what do you miss about me?”

He shifted on the bed, laying on his side as he rested his chin on the pillow, “your smiles,” he answered without a beat as if he had been waiting for you to ask him that, “I feel like, for every time I see you smile, I feel like I can do anything,” he explained.

You didn’t have to touch your cheeks to know they were heating up.

“I miss having your hands around my neck,” he added, “the way you bury your head on my neck when I hug you,” he let out a long sigh when he finished speaking.

He licked his lower lip, “I miss that,”

You nodded along, you could almost imagine the comfort of being buried in his neck and drinking in his scent that always gives you a sense of comfort.

“And this is a little unexpected, but I miss those,” he pointed to you.

You looked at him perplexed, “Huh?”

“Isn’t that top too revealing for a college student?” He asked, pointing at your white peasant blouse.

You looked down at your blouse and thought that it wasn’t that revealing, but it did display just the tiniest bit of cleavage.

“I’m so jealous the guys at the campus get to see you every day and not me,” he pouted.

If you weren’t aware that you were in the library, you would have squealed at how adorable he looked when he sulked, “but they’re not you,” you consoled him.

“Yeah, but they get to see you in that blouse,” he pouted again.

You chuckled, “I don’t think it’s that revealing, baby,” and you pulled down your blouse to fix it but ended up showing more of your cleavage at him.

“Are you trying to tease me?” He said eyes squinted through the camera.

You chuckled, “No, I was trying to fix it,”

“Baby?”

“Yeah?”

“Let me see them,” he said, his face leaned in so close to the camera.

“What?”

He raised both of his eyebrows, “those beautiful, wonderful breasts of yours,”

You almost choked on your own saliva, “What?” You snapped, rather too loud that you quickly looked around, you leaned in close to your phone, “You want me to flash you, that’s what you’re asking?” You lowered your voice just in case someone was around.

“Yes,” he replied.

“I don’t think that is a good idea,” you kindly rejected his wish.

“Baby, for me,” he pleaded rather adorably, “please?” He tried again with the magic word.

You hesitated, your feet softly tapping the carpeted floor anxiously, “okay, wait,” you told him, running to the end of the shelf to check the current situation, you checked the next hall and another one, made sure that no one was around.

When you came back, Hyunjin was touching his lips again.

“Okay, I’ll do it quick. So, you better be ready,” you warned him.

He dropped his elbows against the mattress, “okay,” he bobbed his head in agreement.

Your hands tugged the hem of your blouse, and with one swift move, pulled it upward to show him your bare chest.

“Babe, that was too quick,” he whined.

You groaned, “I’ll do it again,” you said with a glare.

He nodded repeatedly.

You lifted up your blouse again and gave him a few seconds to stare, then pulled it down again, “I can’t believe you make me do that,” you told him as you fixed your top.

“Then you’d better stop teasing me, baby,” he said to you with a flirtatious wink.

You couldn’t help but smile at him. You caught someone from your peripheral, you quickly took your phone with you and moved to the next hall as someone came up your way.

“Baby, I have to go,” you told him, “I’ll text you later?”

“Of course, study well, baby!” He said to you, his face pushed closer to the camera to send you a flying kiss.

You softly laughed at how cute he looked, “I miss you already,” you whined and returned the flying kiss to him.

“I miss you already,” he replied, waving at you before finally hanging up the call.

DAY 78.

Hyunjin was in the car heading back to the hotel after another concert had done for the day, he was too tired to check on his phone but noticed your contact name appeared on his screen, he took a quick look and found a missed call from you.

He wanted to call you back right then, but he waited until he got to his hotel room to have at least some privacy.

When he finally arrived, he sat on the bed and started opening a heap of new notifications.

He found a voice message from you, the first time and the only time you ever sent him. His heart beats so fast out of anxiety, he immediately played it.

Hey, hmm… I tried to call you, but you didn’t pick up [chuckles] Of course you couldn’t pick up, you must be busy silly me! [sigh] well, I’m calling because I miss you [silence] I just came back from hanging out with my friends, we celebrated the end of exam week [exhales] the exams went well, by the way. I might have messed up my communication class but nothing… it was alright, I guess.

There were 5 of us then my friend invited her friends and her friends invited their other friends and it ended up becoming a party. [Laughs] Funny that… there were a lot of people but I felt so… lonely [sniffles] I miss you so bad… can you… can you go home right now? [Choked sobs] Come back to me! Please? I miss you… [Hiccups] I need you, come back to me [a broken sob] [silence].

The voice message ended abruptly just like that.

And it hit him like a ton of bricks that made him realize how much he missed you too, and it started to eat him up alive from the inside. He missed you, and on top of that, he needed you as much. Hyunjin felt sad that someone could have that much power over him but grateful that he found that someone, and that someone is you.

He opened Instagram and typed your username in the search box, found pictures of you at the party you mentioned earlier in your message. Those were like typical party pictures, where everyone looked like they were having the time of their lives, yet when he truly saw you, he could see the way you masked your sadness.

His heart sank that he missed out on a lot. It wasn’t the first time he wished for a normal couple relationship, where he would go on dates every week and maybe, share belongings or even a place with you.

He felt bad knowing that you had to suffer so much to date him that his eyes pooled with tears.

DAY 79.

You had been busy all morning, packing clothes and stuff cause you were heading to your parent’s house to spend the midterm holiday. Mainly because your mom insisted you come and help her do some gardening in her new glasshouse that your father built for her.

It was when you finally made it on the train that you finally got to relax, sighed in relief that you didn’t miss the train or else you had to wait for another hour.

You were about to doze off due to the rush you had earlier and the lack of sleep mixed with the hangover from last night when you realized you hadn’t checked your phone.

There were a few messages from your mom and a friend from college and a few texts from Hyunjin.

I wanted you to know that, I am so grateful to have you. You are the reason that I smile, when I think of you, all of my worries slipping away.

When I make you smile, I feel like I can do everything and more. I feel like a failure when I know how much I made you sad.

I know that you went through a lot to be with someone like me, but please, can you please stay with me? I can’t always make you happy, but I promise you, I’ll do better, I’ll love you better.

I love you so much, please, stay with me. I don’t know what my life would be without you, and I don’t intend to find out. I love you, stay with me.

You rubbed your eyes, thinking you must’ve dreamed of reading all these messages. Why was he suddenly sent you all these messages?

You scrolled up to track every message you sent to him, found something that triggered him to send you messages like that.

You found a voice message that you sent to him.

“Oh, fuck!” You cursed out loud and apparently loud enough that the lady sitting on the next seat glared at you.

You must have drunk dialed him and sent that voice message, you didn’t even want to listen to what you said to him, you cringed just from thinking about it.

You reluctantly listened to it at the end and winced at how dramatic you sounded and the crying effect, ugh, you groaned. What were you thinking? Why can’t the drunk you send him something cheerful instead of a sob confession like that?

You started typing a reply, thinking of something to explain yourself about what really happened last night.

Baby, I might have accidentally drunk dialed you last night, nothing to worry about, I-

Now that you thought about it over and over, the voice message you sent him wasn’t entirely a lie, that was how much you missed him.

You deleted the words you had typed and started anew.

Hyunjin, my love, I need you just as much. You mean a lot to me apart from what your profession is. You are beautiful, inside and out, you are overflowed with such warmth that I am undeniably in love with you.

When I’m with you, I feel safe and loved and taken care of, and I don’t feel less than that even though you’re away living your dreams.

Please don’t let me get in the way of you from living and achieving your dreams.

I’ll always be supportive of you, baby. I love you, stay with me always.

You pressed send without thinking twice with your heart content with so much love and appreciation for him.

DAY 85.

Since the day you arrived at your parent’s house, you rarely had time for yourself except when it was bedtime. They always had you helping them around the house, either gardening or prepping meals, and when you were not doing something, they would ask you about college and your life, it was always the same questions, but you understood their worries for you yet you kept your guard up when they began poking around your love life, you would always ready to lead the conversation on to another topic.

Just like tonight, you would say, “I’m seeing someone,” then stop there because then they would ask more questions, and then it would be one endless talk, so what you did next was excused yourself to shower before heading for bed.

You poked your head out of the door frame of your bedroom, “Goodnight, mom, and dad!” You told them before closing your bedroom door.

You were drying your hair with a towel when your phone vibrated on your dresser, and you could see that it was Hyunjin who was calling you.

You picked it up immediately, “Hi, hello, I miss you,” you said as soon as you picked it up.

He chuckled, “I miss you too!” He replied, “What are you doing?”

“I just showered,” you replied, “I helped my mom plant roses and sunflowers today. My back hurts,” you whined.

“Oh, my poor baby,” he cooed.

“What are you doing?” You asked him, plopping down on the bed.

“I’m walking to my hotel room right now. We’re done with today’s schedule earlier than we expected,” he explained, you heard the rustles from his end of the line.

“Baby, I have to hang up for a bit, I’ll call you back in a few minutes,” he said, then hung up.

You tossed your damp towel into the laundry basket and laid down on the bed waiting for Hyunjin’s call.

A few minutes later, your phone rang, and you frantically looked for it. You accidentally dozed off while waiting for his call, you got panic that instead of a phone call, it was a video call. You sat up on the bed, fixing your hair real quick, then rested your back against the headboard, holding your phone high up in the air, then pressed accept, “Hey, baby,” you greeted.

“Were you sleeping?” He asked.

You shook your head, “No, I was drying my hair,” you lied.

He smiled, “you must be tired from helping your mom all day, hmm?”

You stifled a laugh, “A little bit,” you lied again, barely keeping your eyes open.

“Are you in your room now?” You quickly asked him to avert his attention somewhere else.

He nodded, aimed the camera around his room, “Yes, you want to see the view?” You could see him walking to the window to show you the view from his hotel room.

The view was truly something, it was beautiful, and the sun was shining so bright over the city.

“It’s a nice view,” you exclaimed.

Hyunjin switched the camera back to him, “Uhm… no, the nicest view is you,” he said to you, plopping down on the bed again, hugging a pillow.

You grimaced, ��cheesy!”

“But I really got the nicest view of that,” Hyunjin raised an eyebrow at you.

You immediately looked down at your chest, realized you were wearing nothing underneath your nightdress, “Enjoy the view, huh?” You teased.

“Very,” he replied with a chuckle, “would you do me a favor and just take it off?” He shamelessly asked.

You snorted, “Yeah, nice try,”

“Come on, I need you,” he pleaded.

You bit your lower lip, “are you alone?” You asked.

“I kicked Hannie out of the room earlier and locked the door,” he answered with a laugh.

“You did not!” You gasped, laughing along with him.

“I want some alone time just with you, baby,” he said.

You stayed quiet, unsure of what to say next to him or do what he asked you to do, “Can you wait?” You asked him.

You set the phone on your bedside table then walked to the door to lock it, you’re a grown adult, and your parents respect your privacy but you didn’t want to risk having them barged into your room.

When you came back, Hyunjin was fiddling with the pendant of his necklace.

You sat on the bed and put the phone up on the bedside table, aimed at you.

You’ve never done this before, you caught yourself blushing on the camera, you tugged the hem of your nightdress but didn’t stir, “please, don’t laugh,” you told him.

“Why would I be laughing at you?” He said, he too put the phone steadily on a table and aimed it at him.

Slowly you pulled up your nightdress and got it over your head, put it aside on the bed.

Hyunjin watched you with his jaws slacked open, even though he was watching through a camera, but you could feel his eyes on you.

Your hands automatically covered your chest even though it was useless to do so.

“You’re so beautiful,” he said with a soft smile, “I want to touch you so much,” he heavily sighed as he spoke.

You were too flustered to react to his praise.

“I’ll take off my shirt too so, it’s all fair for us,” he said, his hand reached for the button of his shirt and started popping them open one by one and slid it off of his shoulders, “do you miss it, babe?” He asked, his eyes gazing at you through his dark lashes.

You instantly nodded.

He leaned in closer to the camera, “I miss having your hands touching me,” he added.

“Me too,” you blurted out.

“Can you do one thing for me?”

“Yeah,” you breathlessly replied.

“Touch yourself for me,” he ordered, “please?”

You hesitated for a second, slowly brought your hands down to uncover your chest. You started touching your neck, and down to your sternum, swiped your hand to the side to cup your breast, gently fondling it.

You saw Hyunjin watching you intently through the screen, his hand impatiently unbuckled the belt of his jeans, “fuck, I’m so hard,” he cursed with his hand still struggling to open the button of his jeans.

You were watching him get so worked up gave you the confidence to do further, you used both hands to palm your breasts, your fingers softly rubbing over your nipples.

Hyunjin eventually pulled down his jeans, low enough to pull his hard-on out of his boxer.

You hummed, biting your lip looking at how hard he gripped his cock in his hand, “so hard,” you blurted out.

“You want it, baby?” He asked, his hand slowly pumping his length

You weakly nodded.

“Tell me where do you want it!” he said between his pants, “in your hand? In your mouth?” He sighed, “I think your mouth would look good wrapped around my cock,”

His filthy words did nothing but make you feel more aroused than before, your nipples were hard as you kept circling on it, “I want it inside me,” you told him.

He groaned, “Trust me, I’ve been thinking of fucking you all the time,” he said with a smirk.

“I want you,” your voice was low and sultry, almost like a whisper.

“Show me how much you want me,” he told you, “take your underwear off, let me see how wet you are for me, baby,”

You shifted on the bed, sat with your back against the headboard as your hand went lower, and slipped under your cottony white underwear.

You faintly heard Hyunjin whimper at the other end of the call, “yes, take it off for me,” he whispered.

You glanced at your phone screen, his hand was steadily pumping his red and swollen length.

You took a deep breath before tugging your fingers in the waistband of your underwear, and with one swift move, pulled it down your legs.

Hyunjin groaned louder, “turn your body to me, I want to see,”

You obeyed, turning your body slightly to the side facing the camera, and saw your own body displayed on the screen.

“Touch yourself,” he ordered, “touch yourself for me, baby,” he pleaded almost pathetically.

You complied, as if your mind had been under his spell all along, cupping your own sex with your hand, you gasped at how wet it was.

Hyunjin hummed, “touch yourself just how you would like me to touch you, baby,”

Your hand easily found your clit and started circling on it, like how he would touch you, closed your eyes, and imagined it was his hand that was touching you right now.

“Keep going, baby,” Hyunjin repeatedly said between his pants.

You didn’t wait for his order to start fingering yourself, so lost in your own touch and drowned in Hyunjin’s moans through the phone.

You slumped on your pillow, grinding your own fingers to finally come undone a moment later. Your eyes screwed shut, when you regained your composure, you glanced at your phone screen to see Hyunjin was so close to his own high, he roughly pumped himself a few more times to finally get his sweet release.

His cock shot strings of milky white liquid on his abdomen and dripped down his own hand, raw groans escaped his mouth like melodic chants.

“Baby, I made a mess,” he whined to you, showing you his hand coated with his own cum.

You chuckled, pulling your blanket to cover your lower half, suddenly aware of yourself.

“You’re so beautiful,” he said as he recklessly wiped down his mess with his shirt, “I can’t wait to make you moan like that again,” he said.

You blushed, “I can’t wait for you to make a mess again,” you teased.

“I’m a mess whenever I think of you,” he admitted.

You blushed hard at his words that your hands fisted the blanket on your lap.

DAY 98.

Your heart skipped a beat whenever you got reminded that the day of his arrival came closer and closer. Your wait is almost over, and you were having mixed feelings about it. There was nerve, excitement, anticipation, and longing, everything at once. You missed him that it hurts, and sometimes you felt it almost physically like there was a hole in your chest making you unable to breathe properly.

You couldn’t even concentrate on your study because you were always glancing at your phone, afraid that you might miss his messages or calls, but there was none until tonight.

You knew he was enjoying his last days of tour enjoying the city he was in right now, yet he made the time to call you.

“Hey beautiful,” he greeted the second you picked up the phone and pressed it close to your ear.

“Hey, you, my beautiful boyfriend,” you greeted back, too giddy to think of something witty.

He chuckled, “I know you must be done with your class right now,”

“Yes, I’m on my way home right now,” you answered, “Aren’t you going out to explore the city?” You asked, walking on the inner side of the pavements to let the other pedestrians walk past you.

“We’ve just done having breakfast. I’m waiting for Jeongin to get ready,” he answered.

“What are you guys going to do today?”

“I don’t know yet, we’ll probably go shopping for some souvenirs or something and eat burgers,” he clicked his tongue, “now, tell me what do you want? I’ll buy it for you,”

You snorted, “no, thanks,”

“Why? You don’t want anything?” He asked, perplexed.

“Well, you can’t buy yourself so…” you said with a giggle.

He laughed, “oh, is that how much you want me?” You could hear his smirk through the phone.

“Yes,” you hastily replied, “I don’t want anything else. I just want you back,”

He cooed, “I’m so lucky,” he boasted, “talking about that…”

“Yes?” You sensed something ominous coming in next.

“I don’t think I can see you right after I come back. It will be my father’s birthday two days after that so, I will have to go home for a few days then we have a few interviews after that…” his words trailed off followed by a sigh, “I probably would see you a week after I come back,” he informed.

There was a lump growing in your throat as he talked but the more you swallowed the more it burns like a lump of hot coal stuck in your esophagus.

“Is it okay, baby?” He asked, there was an edge to his voice. He too getting nervous the longer you kept quiet, “you know what, I’ll try to find some time to see you before I go to my parents’ house,”

“No,” you quickly denied, “it’s okay, just take your time!” You said to him, tried as best as you can to not sound disappointed.

“I’ll make sure to see you before then,”

“Hyunjin,” you cut him off, “I’ll be happy if you use your free time to get your much-needed rest. We can see each other when you’re free,” you paused to take a deep breath to calm yourself down, “but be warned, because when that happens, I’ll have you just for myself,” you told him with a soft laugh.

He laughed as well, at least, he knew you were trying to soften the mood, “I really am the luckiest,” he whined adorably.

“Then you’d better never let me go,” you sneered.

“Why would I do that?” He exclaimed, “I’ll tie you to my bed if I could,”

You got taken aback by his words, “Oh, should I be afraid?”

“You should be excited,” he cheekily replied.

3 DAYS AFTER HIS ARRIVAL.

I got you something

It should be delivered to you by now

You just arrived at your place when you got texts from Hyunjin followed by the sound of the doorbell ringing. You saw through the visitor cam and found it was the delivery guy.

You opened the door, signed the delivery note and he handed you a neatly wrapped big box.

You placed the package on the kitchen counter and composed a new text to Hyunjin,

I assume this is the one?

You texted, with a picture of the package attached with it.

Then he replied,

Yes

I want you to wear it.

When we meet later.

See you real soon, baby!

He ended the text with a heart emoji.

You reread the texts a few more times and he really said that you’ll meet him soon? You felt confused for a second and quickly unwrap the package.

You were stunned to find a nice silk dress in the color red, you felt the smooth fabric with your fingers, it was beautiful, you lifted it and there was a little envelope inside.

You opened it, pulled out the note inside,

Saturday, 8 pm, Seaside hotel

I can’t wait to see you!

There was another thing inside the envelope, a Polaroid photo of him holding a bucket of flowers. You smiled at how beautiful he is compared to the flowers.

And also, you couldn’t wait for Saturday.

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Tied Desires ♡ Kim Taehyung x Reader

Pairing: Kim Taehyung x female reader

Rating: 18+

Genre: smut (at this point, do i ever write something else?) 

Word Count: 1.8k

Warnings: rope bunny, soft bdsm dynamic, brat reader, a bit of findom in there, soft dom tae

A/N: this was- a wild ride. A humongous thanks to @erotikkook for coming up with the name and the banner (support Cay’s work or else) AND to the amazing people that beta this @taegularities and @sugasbabiie​ you guys are amazing, I’m sorry you had to see first hand that I write my stuff without punctuation, my mother has always held that against me. Side note, I’m behind in like 20+ assignments from law school and I decided to prioritise this fic. Don’t do that kids.

Summary: Perhaps teasing Taehyung back could get you in deep trouble. It’s not like it wasn’t exactly what you were wishing for tho.

There had always been something so cathartic and almost therapeutic about the arrangement you had with Taehyung; while most of your relationship consisted of sweet glances, funny selcas on social media and the occasional brunch date being photographed to the public eye, the dynamic was turned upside down behind closed doors, lights barely on, the warmth that was brought upon your bodies as you feverishly made out as soon as the entrance door was closed. It was, of course, such a weird occurrence as Taehyung’s job kept piling up. However, lately, his usual playful teasing had turned into full bedroom eyes whenever there was a camera directed at him, the same bedroom eyes and attitude that had been reserved only for you to see for so long; of course something was bound to go down with it.

“Would you like us to get those inside your car?” the lady at the register said as you made sure to place the credit card back into your purse that Taehyung had given you once as an extension to his..

You smiled and nodded at her, stealing a quick glance at the dozen boxes that were scattered around the lobby of the store, most of them being really unnecessary things. But they would serve a common purpose: riling Taehyung up.

Once the boxes were secured in the back of the van, and you had asked Taehyung’s driver to head home for the day. as if on clockwork, your phone dinged a notification of an incoming text, Taehyung’s. Attached to it, and very prominently so, was a recent screenshot of a notification from his bank, asking him to verify his most recent purchase: ₩ 7,000,000 in a single exhibition from Gucci, and you couldn’t help but smile to yourself, anticipating his next message.

From: Taehyung [14:23] did you just buy 7 million won worth of gucci???  From: Taehyung [14:30] wait up To: Taehyung [14:32] only if you ask nicely 🤪 From: Taehyung [14:32] Y/N….

After making sure to look as close to Tae’s wettest dream as possible, white lingerie on, main bedroom lit only thanks to the subtly warm light coming out of the bathroom, you fixed yourself onto the bed, scrolling through whatever social media, waiting for Taehyung to come home. And he did. Earlier than any other time in the past month, silently making his way to the bedroom.

A dominant aura surrounded him, the exact same one you were hoping to bring out. He licked his lips over and over a few times as he seemed to contemplate you laying there on his bed ready for him, to which you could only stare back at him as he loosened the first few buttons from his shirt, deciding to turn his eyes to the floor where the dozen boxes laid untouched.

You sat up on the bed, hands on your lap, a teasing smile shooting towards your boyfriend as he pulled at some of the ribbons that decorated the black and white containers. Taehyung exhaled loudly, not exasperated, but definitely preparing himself for a punishment you were so loudly asking for. He raised an eyebrow at you as he asked, “You did this to catch my attention, then?”

“Why?” you said, smiling teasingly at him, unable to help it. “Did it work?”

Something feral crossed Taehyung’s eyes before he had one hand wrapped around the back of your neck, hovering over you as his loose hair strands covered his sight almost entirely, adding to his dominating low tone as his grip tightened almost painfully tugging at the roots of your hair. “Oh, so now you think you get to tease me, Y/N?”

He released you from his grip, a smile creeping up to his face as he heard you whimper at the loss of proximity.

“You don’t get to unnecessarily spend my money without having to face consequences, Y/N”, Taehyung said as he went back to the boxes, carefully picking out all of the cloth around each of them until there was a dozen of them on his hand. Your heart thumped violently against your chest in excitement and anticipation when he ordered, “Lay back down Y/N, legs up and open. I wanna hear you beg for me.”

Taehyung resorted to leaning against the vanity that faced the bed directly, the light from the bathroom beside it dimly illuminating the dark composure he adopted as he caressed the bunch of black material he had in his hands. You had always been a big fan of the way he seemed to never lose control once he was in the zone, how he was so seemingly unaffected at having you on full display. Completely at his mercy. 

“What are you waiting for? Panties aside, touch yourself, I wanna hear you scream.” 

Your hand was quick to pull the already sticky lacey cloth aside, biting your lips as the sensation had you already clenching around nothing, just from having Taehyung’s stare burning through you. You wetted your fingers as you caressed your folds, one elbow propping you up enough to have a somewhat clear view of your boyfriend staring back at you.

You rubbed your clit a few times, a moan escaping your lips as you threw your head back in pleasure. Grinding your hips into your hand, you rubbed yourself with the flats of four of your fingers, in an effort to increase the much needed friction as you felt yourself get wetter.

“Were you really that desperate for me, baby?” Tae’s tone was borderline mocking as he smirked to himself, barely sparing a glance at you whining on the bed; out of the corner of your eye you could see him tying up the black ribbons to one another. Feeling something stirring on your lower belly, you pinched your clit in an effort to ride out your orgasm, which was quickly cut off when Tae’s hand pushed yours out of the way as you felt your eyes prickling with tears at the sudden loss of pleasure. “Naughty girls don’t get to come so fast, Y/N.”

Taehyung’s fingers lightly caressed your folds, coating them with your wetness before he slipped them into his mouth teasingly, tasting you on his tongue for a brief second before he had you sitting on your feet, hands in your lap again as he took the homemade rope he had knotted while you’d touched yourself.

“Tonight’s safeword is gucci.” He glanced for the uptenth time at the unopened packages. “Bet you won’t forget that one.”

He moved to sit right in front of you, shirt sleeves around the mid of his arms as he took both of your wrists in his hand and started wrapping the silky material around them, binding them together.

“Put your hands behind your head, baby,” Taehyung said, continuing to wrap the rope expertly around your body, restricting most movements without hurting you too much. “Bend over a bit.” His fingers caressed your perked nipples almost unintentionally as he brought the tied ribbons to the front, face perfectly calm and concentrated as he made sure to frame your breasts with the material before bringing it down your waist and back once again. “Perfect. How do you feel?”

“Good.” You would’ve been lying if you’d said that you weren’t at least a little bit excited and nervous after going so long without one of your sessions with Tae, but at the end of the day, you knew there was no one else in the world you could leave your body at their entire mercy other than him. The rope was wrapped around your hips in no time, thighs stuck together as he manhandled you onto your knees. You were unable to hold yourself up, face against the mattress, ass up and completely exposed to him as he finished his work and stood back to appreciate it.

“The teasing game is one you can’t win against me, Y/N,” he said as his hands continued the work you had begun a few minutes prior to being completely tied up, lewd noises echoing against the walls as he wasted no time in inserting a couple of fingers into your cunt, a loud moan slipping past your lips. “You’re free to try, but you’ll end up like this every single time.”

He continued to work your orgasm up until he could feel you clenching down on his fingers, thighs trembling in anticipation before a low laugh bubbled up from his throat as he removed his hands from you. He left you whimpering against his sheets every time like a vicious cycle, tears running down your cheeks as you couldn’t even slightly move to relieve the pain that having him denying you orgasms for four times gave you.

“Aww look at you, so prettily ruined for me, Y/N.” His fingers had started to build up a turmoil in your lower abdomen once again as he methodically caressed your folds before thrusting two fingers into you lazily in favour of holding a conversation. “I guess I could let you cum this one time. Seven million won is really nothing, I keep that money as spare change.”

“Y-yes please, Tae.” Your pleasure built up faster than before as Taehyung leaned down to mouth at your folds, warm tongue working circles around your bud and fingers working you through the greatest orgasm you could ever ask for. The slurping noises took over the sound of your rigged breath and heavy whimpers as you came on his tongue, him moaning against you as your thighs spasmed violently. You could feel your eyes closing against your will, body and mind overcome with tiredness, yet somehow hazy and feeling like floating from being deprived of such activities for so long.

In the background you could hear Taehyung fiddling with the drawer of his bedside table before he cut the most restrictive parts of the rope around your wrists and thighs. “Did I hurt you?” His soft persona was back as he peppered your face with kisses, fingers wiping your tears away before he cut the rest of the silky ribbon, hands immediately massaging your tender skin.

“Not really, I missed that actually. I missed you.”

His face softened as he took your face between his hands, pouring all of his love in a kiss, an apology and a love letter at the same time as his mouth moved in sync with your own. “I’ll run you a bath and then we can order takeout. You’ll have to share your newly renovated and exclusively Gucci wardrobe though.” 

You nodded slightly at him while already having your head resting on the pillow, sleep taking over you as you faintly heard your boyfriend running the water to fill up the bathtub for you. 

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summary: Moon Byeoli lives in Busan with her best friend Jamie Park and works at the aquarium. Their next door neighbor is Park Sungjin. Growing up, Byeoli has never really believed in the supernatural always finding a logical explanation for things that go bump in the night. Her life is about to be thrown out of control when new neighbors move in across the hall. What will happen when Byeoli befriends them and learns they aren’t exactly… human.

ch 17 - in your dreams 🙄

pairing: sungjin x oc x hyunjin

warnings: foul language

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a/n: times and dates DO NOT matter!! the date eeeeee!!!!!!

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To say that Byeoli was nervous for her date with Hyunjin was an understatement. Evidenced by the fact that she had spent the last 20 minutes nervously pacing in the front room, checking herself over in the mirror to make sure she looked alright. Jamie sat on the couch watching her best friend, the TV show long forgotten as her eyes followed Byeoli from left to right. It was too much.

“Will you stop fussing already?” Jamie asked. “You look amazing,” she added. Byeoli glanced up at the mirror, catching Jamie’s eye in the reflection. “You think so? You don’t think it’s too much?” she asked. Jamie rolled her eyes, getting up from her spot on the sofa. She moved to reach into Byeoli’s bag and pulled out her cellphone. Jamie walked over and handed the device to Byeoli. “Look for yourself,” she said, crossing her arms and giving Byeoli a smirk.

“Check Hyunjin’s post,” she said, gesturing to the phone in Byeoli’s hands. Unlocking the device, Byeoli opened the instagram app and immediately, Hyunjin’s latest post showed up in her feed. He had posted a selca in which he was dressed up. He wore a black and white jacket with a white button up. The neck of the shirt had a decorative ascot type of tie, secured with an ornamental pin. She noticed the jewelry he’d donned from the rings to the clearly expensive Chanel earrings. Byeoli looked up at Jamie, the smirk on her face no longer hiding but evident.

“Looks like you aren’t the only one who got all dolled up,” she said with a snicker. Byeoli fought the urge to smile but couldn’t stop the rush of blood to her cheeks and ears. She moved past Jamie to the couch to grab her purse at the same time there was a knock on the door. Byeoli froze, eyes looking up to meet Jamie’s. “I got it,” her best friend said, moving to answer the door. Byeoli glanced down one final time to make sure she looked presentable. Jamie unlocked and pulled open the door to reveal Hyunjin standing on the other side. ‘Hey,” he said softly. “Hey,” Jamie repeated, holding the door open.

He looked even better in person than in his post. Byeoli smiled when his eyes met hers, noticing the way his eyes softened upon seeing her. She was so entranced by his presence she almost didn’t notice the look on Jamie’s face. Knowing her best friend and her tendency to be overprotective, Byeoli moved quickly to the door, not giving Jamie a chance to even invite Hyunjin in. “Alright,” she said, slipping her phone into her purse. “We’ll be off,” Byeoli said, not giving Jamie a chance to speak.

She stepped out into the hall, ushering Hyunjin ahead of her but Jamie grabbed her by the elbow. “Um, excuse me?” she said, stopping the two. Byeoli and Hyunjin turned to her. ‘Please don’t say anything embarrassing,’ Byeoli thought as she looked at Jamie, standing in the doorway, hands on her hips as she narrowed her eyes at Hyunjin.

“I want her home by eleven at the latest. No funny business, understand?” Jamie asked, eyes meeting with Hyunjin who nodded, looking positively bewildered. Byeoli rolled her eyes. “Okay, mom,” she said sarcastically, pulling from Jamie’s grip and moving next to Hyunjin, slipping her arm into his so casually. Despite his immediate acceptance to the gesture, it still sent her stomach into spasms and her heart leapt into her throat. “Have fun and behave,” Jamie added as she watched them walk the short distance to the elevator.

“And I mean it, Hwang Hyunjin! No funny business. I know where you live?” Jamie called. Byeoli could feel her face burn at Jamie’s insinuation. She pressed the button for the elevator quickly, giving it a couple extra presses for good measure and was relieved when the doors opened immediately. Byeoli rushed Hyunjin into the elevator and pressed the button for the lobby, mentally reminding herself to reprimand Jamie later.

As the elevator descended, Hyunjin broke the silence. “Is she always so…” he started but wasn’t sure what word to use. Byeoli didn’t need him to finish his sentence. She nodded. “Yeah,” she replied. “She’s always been like that,” she added. Hyunjin nodded quietly. Silence fell over them as the elevator continued to descend. It couldn’t have moved any slower. “You look nice,” Hyunjin said shyly. Byeoli looked up at him and smiled. “Thanks,” she responded softly before gesturing to him. “You, too,” she answered. Hyunjin returned the smile, cheeks turning a soft pink as he looked down at his feet.

“You don’t think it’s too much?” He asked. Byeoli shook her head. “Not at all. We sort of match,” she answered, looking down at her outfit. Hyunjin looked up at her, his smile widening. She was right. They did match. Her white and beige jacket and skirt combo was the same material as his jacket. His eyes traveled down, noticing the smooth skin of her legs before he forced his eyes to look elsewhere.

‘It’s the first date,’ he told himself mentally. ‘Don’t get ahead of yourself, you idiot!’

The elevator doors opened with a ding as the lift reached the ground floor after what felt like eternity. Hyunjin followed Byeoli out of the building and they walked down the sidewalk, casually chatting.

“So, how long have you lived here?” Hyunjin asked, hands tucked into his pockets.

Byeoli held onto her purse strap as they walked. She glanced up at the building before speaking.

“Oh, about four years now. Jamie and I moved here from Ilsan,” she answered.

“Where did you move from?” Byeoli asked as they continued down the sidewalk, heading for a restaurant Byeoli had suggested to Hyunjin. “Daejeon,” Hyunjin answered. “That’s almost smack right in the middle of the country,” Byeoli said with a laugh. Hyunjin nodded. “Yeah, it was miserable.” Byeoli glanced up at him. “Because it’s so far from the ocean?” She asked. Hyunjin nodded in response.

“Yeah. It’s so boring and there’s nothing to do. Not for me anyway,” he added.

The conversation fizzled as they continued until Byeoli looked up at the building they had just arrived at. “Is this it?” Hyunjin asked, also looking up at the sign that read ‘the Eatery’ in white backlit letters. Byeoli smiled up at him and grabbed his arm, gently pulling him to the door and inside.

It was a cozy little space. The medium tone wood flooring was laid in a herringbone pattern giving the restaurant flow and drawing your eyes in. Byeoli had been here plenty of times before, but Hyunjin didn’t even know this was here. He must have walked past it a dozen times since moving to the area. The hosting stand next to the black front doors had a young woman standing behind it. She glanced up when they entered and smiled at Byeoli. Hyunjin guessed they knew each other.

While they spoke, Hyunjin took the time to glance around. Along the left wall was a long bench that curved around against a partition wall. Ten tables were placed along the bench, chairs opposite the benching. Also fitted in the space were eight square tables with two sets of chairs. Opposite the dining area was the bar. It looked to be a full service bar with black and gold bar height stools placed evenly along the bar. A small raised box was at the end of the bar where a man wearing headphones stood.

‘A DJ?’ Hyunjin thought to himself, thoroughly impressed. He felt Byeoli’s hand on his arm and turned to look down at her. “You okay?” She asked softly. Hyunjin gave her a warm smile and nodded. “Just admiring the decor,” he admitted before glancing up. It was then he noticed the plants hanging from planters on the black ceiling. Pendant lights hung between the planters, evenly spaced and lighting up the walkway between tables, creating a sort of pathway.

Hyunjin followed Byeoli as the hostess led them to their table. He was in such a daze that he almost forgot to be a gentleman and pulled her seat. She thanked him with a shy smile as she removed her jacket, hung it off the back of her chair, and sat down. Hyunjin slid into the booth seat across from her and looked around once more before picking up his menu and looking over it.

It wasn’t an extensive menu but it covered all the bases. There were options for pork, beef, chicken, and even a note mentioning a separate vegetarian and vegan menu. He read over the options, briefly glancing up to look at Byeoli as she studied her own menu, bottom lip pulled gently between her teeth as she read. He glanced back down at the words on his menu, not really seeing them. He could hear his own heart beating heavily in his chest and tried to keep his breathing slow and steady.

‘Get it together,’ he told himself. He wasn’t sure how he managed to land a date with Byeoli but he didn’t want to screw this up. He’d never been so interested in anyone before, especially a human. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Byeoli set her menu down as a server came over. He was tall, muscular and had medium brown hair. His name tag read Mingyu. Byeoli looked up as he came into her periphery and she smiled up at him.

“Hey, Gyu! How have you been?” She asked, face lighting up. Mingyu smiled back, just as ecstatic to see her. “Byeoli! Hey!” He responded. “I didn’t recognize you at first,” he admitted. Hyunjin watched the exchange between the two, eyes darting back and forth. “You changed your hair,” Mingyu continued. “It looks nice,” he added. Byeoli smiled and thanked him, cheeks turning pink. Hyunjin lifted his menu to try and focus on his options and not the gross feeling settling in the pit of his stomach as this MIngyu guy flirted with his date. “Yeah, it’s lighter now,” he heard Byeoli reply.

“So, what can I get you two to drink?” Mingyu asked, pulling out a small pad of paper and a pen from his apron. “I’ll just have water,” Byeoli replied. She turned to look at Hyunjin who was hidden behind his menu. “Hyunjin?” She asked. Reluctantly, Hyunjin lowered the menu. “Uhh, a coke is fine,” he said softly, not looking up at Mingyu. He heard the pen scribbling on the paper before Mingyu spoke.

“Any appetizers?” He asked, looking between Byeoli and Hyunjin. Byeoli looked up at him. “We need a few minutes,” she said and Mingyu smiled at her. “I’ll get your drinks and be right back to take your order,” he said before stepping off to fulfill their order. Byeoli looked back at Hyunjin who was having a hard time deciding between the chicken and a burger. “Do you want an appetizer?” Byeoli asked, looking down at the menu in front of her. Hyunjin looked up at her and then at the options.

“Do you?” He asked, making up his mind to get one but only if she wanted one. Byeoli shook her head. “When Jamie and I come here, that’s usually all we get are appetizers and drinks,” she said with a chuckle. Hyunjin cracked a smile, watching her as she sat back in her chair. She looked up and their eyes met. Immediately Hyunjin pretended to be interested in the menu, a faint heat crawling up his neck. Byeoli noticed but said nothing, thinking she might have been mistaken.

“Have you decided what you want?” She asked. Hyunjin shook his head. “I can’t choose,” he admitted. “Everything sounds good. Especially when you’re hungry.” Byeoli giggled, a small sound but it invoked such a reaction in Hyunjin that he’d never experienced. His stomach fluttered and his heart hammered in his chest. It was such a bizarre reaction from his body, one he’d really never experienced before. “What are you getting?” He asked, a vain attempt to distract himself from these newfound feelings.

“Oh, just the chicken carbonara,” she answered so naturally. Hyunjin wondered if she was even remotely as nervous as he. Judging by her tone and body language, he assumed she was not or if she was, she was very good at hiding it. “Carbonara?” He asked, eyes scanning the menu until he found it. “It’s one of Sungjin’s special items. Any time someone orders it, he makes it. Most of the time he’s behind the bar,” she said turning to look at the bar.

Hyunjin looked up. “Sungjin?” He asked and Byeoli turned back to gaze at him. “Yeah?” She asked, eyes studying him. “As in our neighbor?” Hyunjin asked. Byeoli nodded. “That’s the one,” she said with a smile. “This is his restaurant.” Hyunjin had a newly established respect for his neighbor. Starting a business couldn’t be easy, let alone an entire restaurant. He looked back at the menu and decided to choose neither the chicken nor the burger he’d been eyeing, going instead for something different.

Mingyu returned with their drinks and set them on black coasters. “Have we decided?” He asked looking between the two. Byeoli smiled and looked up at him. “I’d like the carbonara,” she said. Mingyu started writing. “Did you want it the usual way?” He asked, giving her a knowing look. Byeoli blushed and nodded. “Yes please,” she answered. Mingyu smiled and wrote down something only he and Byeoli must know before turning to Hyunjin. “And for you?” He asked. Resisting the urge to say something rude and to the effect of “stop flirting with my date” Hyunjin pointed at the braised beef short ribs.

“What are they braised in?” He asked, curiosity setting in. “They’re braised in beef stock,” Mingyu answered. “They’re marinated in a miso paste overnight and when ordered, they’re seared on each side and then beef stock, water, and the rest of the marinade are added to a pot and the ribs are braised in that.” Hyunjin nodded picking up his menu and handing it to Mingyu. “I’ll have that please,” he said. Mingyu took his menu and grabbed the one from in front of Byeoli. “No appetizers, right?” He asked, looking between the two. Byeoli shook her head. “Not tonight,” she answered.

Mingyu left to put their order in and suddenly, Hyunjin was aware that he no longer had something to distract him from Byeoli’s attention on him. He felt hot, probably the lights. He chose to remove his jacket and took a sip of his drink. “So,” he said, clearing his throat. “Tell me more about your life before Busan,” he said, glancing up quickly to gauge her reaction. “You said you moved from Ilsan?” He asked. Byeoli nodded. “I did. I met Jamie there actually,” she answered.

He listened, watching as Byeoli told the story of how she met her best friend. He smiled as he imagined a much younger Byeoli in her first year of college. Jamie was a couple years older but that didn’t stop them from bonding the moment they met in a bar near their campus. Byeoli mentioned how cool she thought Jamie was. They were in the bathroom. Byeoli’s dorm roommate had abandoned her to hook up with some guy she just met and Byeoli had gone to the bathroom to escape a guy who was hounding her for her number. Jamie had come out of one of the stalls, trying to fix the zipper on her skirt which had gotten caught on her fishnets.

Byeoli remarked on how it was like in one of those coming of age college movies. Byeoli confided in Jamie who refused to let her be alone and stayed with her the whole night, protecting her from all of the guys who tried to come onto her. Jamie was her “knight in shining pleather and fishnets.” Hyunjin snorted into his drink when she recounted the story. They were laughing as Mingyu swung by to drop off fresh drinks. Byeoli stopped him as he grabbed the empty cups.

“I forgot to ask,” she started, looking up at him. “How’s Wonwoo?” She asked. Mingyu’s face lit up and Hyunjin could only assume Wonwoo was a good friend of Mingyu’s.

“He’s great! We just moved in together. Into his apartment ‘cause mine was destroyed by the fire,” he said, causing Hyunjin’s eyes to widen. “F-fire?” He sputtered. Byeoli and Mingyu looked at him. “Oh, thats right,” Byeoli said, almost smacking her forehead. “You moved to town after that. There was a fire at Gyu’s apartment building. Started in the unit below you, right?” She asked, looking up at Mingyu who nodded. “Yeah, crept up into my unit. Luckily neither me nor Bobpul were home,” he answered.

Hyunjin cocked an eyebrow. “Bobpul?” He asked. Mingyu pulled out his phone and showed Hyunjin a picture of a small white fluffy dog. “He’s my baby,” he admitted, looking fondly at the picture. Hyunjin smiled as Mingyu put his phone away. “He was with Byeoli actually. She had agreed to watch him for me while I was away.” Hyunjin looked back and forth between Byeoli and Mingyu as they told the story together. From what Hyunjin could piece together, Mingyu was away with this Wonwoo person when the fire started. Bobpul was with Byeoli. The fire ended up destroying half the building.

“So, once the insurance paid everything out, I decided to move in with Wonwoo,” Mingyu explained. Hyunjin, who now sat enraptured by the tale, spoke up. “Uh, who’s Wonwoo?” He asked. Mingyu pulled out his phone for a second time and showed Hyunjin the Lockscreen. It was Mingyu and another man. One with black hair, glasses and a straight nose. His eyes were sort of piercing and cat-like. “Is he your best friend?” Hyunjin asked, picking up his glass and taking a sip of his drink.

“I guess you could say that,” said Mingyu with a smile as he put his phone back in his pocket. “But he’s much more than that,” he added softly. He excused himself to check on their food. Hyunjin turned to look at Byeoli who had her chin in her hand and a big grin on her face.

“What?” Hyunjin asked. She shrugged. “I love how excited and happy he gets when he talks about Wonwoo,” she answered, taking a sip of her water. “Why’s that?” Hyunjin asked, eyes watching her movements carefully. “They’re just so… domestic? I don’t know if that’s the correct word. Mingyu just gets so happy and giddy. I’m glad he finally found the courage to make the first move,” Byeoli replied. Now Hyunjin was confused.

“First move?” He asked. Byeoli nodded, eyes looking up to meet his confused ones. “Wonwoo is Mingyu’s boyfriend,” she said softly. Hyunjin’s eyes widened in realization. ‘Stupid,’ he told himself. ‘I’m so stupid. Here I thought Mingyu was flirting with Byeoli and this whole time, he’s gay!’ Hyunjin chuckled to himself, shaking his head. Byeoli tilted her head slightly. “What?” She asked.

Hyunjin looked up at her, still chuckling softly. “I’ve been stupid,” he admitted.

“How?”

“This whole time, I thought Mingyu was flirting with you, right in front of me and I was so… mad,” he answered. “But jokes on me, ‘cause he’s got a boyfriend,” he added.

Byeoli let a small laugh fall from her lips. “You were jealous?” She asked. Hyunjin nodded, trying to contain his own laughter. They didn’t have time to relish in his stupidity as Mingyu arrived at their table with their food. “Careful,” he said as he set their plates down. “The plates are pretty hot.” Hyunjin couldn’t believe how amazing everything looked. “Thanks Gyu,” Byeoli said with a kind smile. “Yeah, thank you,” Hyunjin said, a new appreciation for Mingyu’s kindness and compassion now that he knew the man wasn’t flirting with his date.

The food was even better than Hyunjin could have imagined. “This is amazing,” he said, looking up at Byeoli. “Aren’t you glad I suggested this?” She asked, a smile on her face as she twirled some of her pasta on her fork. Hyunjin nodded. “We’ll have to come back,” he added. “I want to try everything.”

Across the restaurant, watching the whole exchange, was Sungjin. He hadn’t expected to see Byeoli tonight, let alone in the company of their neighbor. His curiosity got the better of him and he stepped back to pull out his phone and text the one person who would know what was going on.

His thumbs moved quickly as he typed out, demanding an explanation from Jamie.

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[okskz]

Hearts.

mia + stray kids

mia sees the hearts felix has on his face and wants some on herself as well.

hello! hope you guys enjoy! when I saw felix’s hearts in his face I thought they were so cute and wanted to make a post about it. please feel free to leave some feedback because it is always appreciated!

[9th member of stray kids]

“is it okay if I do my own mascara?” mia asked her makeup artist. the older girl nodded her head, passing mia the product in which she began to apply it to her eyelashes. lately, mia had been trying to apply her own makeup without having the makeup artists do it on her own.

she definitely had fun doing it, but of course she only did small details and would let the makeup artists do their job. “how about some changing your nose piercing into something more shiny?” the girl asked mia, taking out a small box with nose piercings that definitely sparkled.

mia gasped. “yes! I like this one.” she said, picking one up that was shaped into a diamond heart. mia took the one she currently had on her nose out and replaced it with her new one. “perfect.” she even looked down at her outfit, it being a soft pink sweatshirt and a white pleated skirt. it was definitely a softer look for mia, but it was for their performance for the view.

with it being a long time since having a comeback, mia was happy to be back on music shows. she always did love comeback season.

once mia was done with makeup, she went to join the rest of the group that was done getting ready. “don’t I look pretty?” she fluttered her eyes at changbin jokingly.

“sure, if that’s what you want to hear.” he snorted.

“you look very pretty, noona!” jeongin chuckled, coming into the conversation. “such a suck up.” changbin commented, causing mia to flick his forehead.

even with the kiss the two had shared not too long ago, they still acted the same towards each other. which mia was quite relieved about.

“-but I look better.” felix voice rang from behind mia. the girl turned around to look at felix and her eyes went slightly wide. “felix.” she softly gasped, eyeing the two hearts that were on the side of his face.

mia loved the look on him. so much that she wanted it for herself as well. the girl went up to felix and gently touched on his face. “I want this.” she whispered. “hey! I want this look too!” she then yelled out to the makeup artists.

the older girl chuckled a little at mia as well as felix. “I think you should do it. it’ll look great on you too.” felix said.

mia skipped her way through the boys, hopping back on the chair for her makeup artist to start again on her. “I’ll have to this quickly since you guys will be going on stage soon. just like felix?”

the girl shook her head. “no. I want them different. maybe one on each side?”

the makeup artist nodded her head in approval, taking out the products she would be using on mia’s face. and in just a few minutes, she was done. mia had grabbed a mirror, looking at herself as she admired the hearts that were now on here face.

“they look amazing!” she exclaimed. the hearts were a little smaller than felix’s and they were located right on the corner of her eyes. “I love it, thank you.”

mia hopped off the chair to meet up with her group. she got done just in time, being the next ones to perform at the music show. “my look is now done.” she smiled.

“felix’s looks better.” minho joked. he ran behind hyunjin when seeing mia glare at him. “only kidding.”

the group had finally went on stage to perform their song. and mia had enjoyed every second of it. it was also a surreal moment for her to perform a song that she had helped write for. she was glad they had picked this song from the album to perform live.

“felix! selca.” mia had jogged up to felix right after exiting the stage. the boy stopped, standing next to mia as she lifted up her phone. “perfect!” felix had walked away from mia as the girl walked slowly to look down at her phone.

and that was when she felt an arm swung around her shoulders. startled, mia looked up to see it was changbin. “oh, hey you.”

“oh? are you disappointed it’s me?”

“of course not.” she chuckled. “hey take a photo of me please.” mia passed her phone to changbin then stood in front of a wall. “you know my angles so make sure to take good photos.”

changbin rolled his eyes as he lifted mia’s phone up to start taking photos. then to mess around with mia, he lifted his free hand to make a finger heart so that it could get captured in the photo. “seo changbin!” she laughed. “wait, I have a better idea. come here.”

mia moved closer up to changbin, putting his finger heart on the heart mia had on the right side of her face and took a photo. “hm, I might just like that picture enough to print it out.”

and without thinking of her actions, mia ended up kissing changbin’s fingers when he had placed them in front of her lips. it may have been a small gesture but to them it was a little bit more meaning behind it. “what was that for?” he chuckled.

mia shrugged her shoulders. “just happened naturally?”

changbin looked down that hall on both sides before grabbing mia’s arm and taking her to somewhere more hidden. and right then and there he grabbed mia’s face with one hand and placed a kiss on each of mia’s hearts on her face then on her lips. “now, what was that for?”

now it was changbin’s turn to shrug his shoulders. “I guess it just happened naturally.”

the two shared a laugh before changbin swung his arm over mia’s shoulders again to make their way back to the dressing room.

mia could feel her heart best rapidly with each step they took together walking to join the rest of the group. she didn’t know what changbin and her were doing, but that didn’t stop her from feeling sorts of things.

[thoughts-on-bangtan]

JK Day 2021

...and what a day it was. I know we’re a bit late with this when looking at KST but in our time zone it’s still September 1st so it counts, right? Besides I wanted to wait until the day was over for them so I could have everything the members would post for JK so I could put it in this post as memory for us to look back on in the future.

Furthermore, as extension for the celebrations, I want to finally sit down, write and post our post about JK and his bonds with the hyung line since it’s been so long since two anons asked us about that so what better time than the weekend after JK day, right?

Anyway, let’s get into it, shall we?

The day before JKs birthday he came onto Weverse and posted three different things, including a cute selca:

Everyone of course turned up their creativity to post something for JK and also wondered among themselves what he planned on using those lyric comments for, and if he would use them for anything at all.

Sometime later before the new RUN episode aired, Seokjin appeared on Weverse and, for whatever reason, commented birthday wishes for JK under the Weverse post about the upcoming RUN episode. Because of course he did.

More than an hour before midnight KST everyone got a notification from vlive that JK had gone live:

And truly, considering it was about to be his birthday, I love how it felt more like it was ours with the gift that kept on giving that this vlive turned out to be. 

Lots more below the cut:

Remember those posts that JK made in the morning on Weverse? As many, including myself, had guessed, JK gathered some of the lyric comments he liked most, or thought would work best, and proceeded to turn them into an actual song right before our eyes. The instrumental was gorgeous with a acoustic guitar and ballad like melody and it was truly fascinating watching him figuring out how to sing the lines, record them, redo them whenever he felt he could do it better, add adlibs in some places, and slowly but surely a song was created with lyrics in both English and Korean.

This really was the content I’ve always craved and I’m so, so happy we got to watch JK do this instead of him just showing us the final thing. You could see him having fun, even when he got a little frustrated at times or he wasn’t quite sure how he wanted to continue or how he wanted the words to sound like, and that he really knows what he’s doing. So many claim that Bangtan have no idea about producing and recording songs, which truly is such a stupid argument to make considering Yoongi is literally Producer SUGA and we know that, if the members want to make mixtapes they have to do them themselves, which we know Namjoon, Yoongi and Hobi have done. So JK doing all of that in the vlive? Checkmate against those idiots. Especially since it also isn’t the first time we’ve seen members work on tracks, like the behind the scenes of rap line working on DDAENG or Hobi working on songs, or even JK with Stay, even if we didn’t know it’s Stay at the time.

Once the song was finished JK went on to show us several more instrumentals he could’ve worked with, each one with a different vibe, before switching to singing a song by Justin Bieber saying he really loves his songs a lot. And then it was nearing midnight so he unpacked the cake he got, white icing/fondant with purple lettering spelling out STILL WITH YOU JK, very cute.

Right as midnight hit someone started to bang on the door so JK got up to see who’d come and, surprise, it was a very excited Hobi wishing him a happy birthday including singing the birthday song for him upon JKs request while JK lit up his golden heart shaped candle.

Hobi again returned two minutes after he’d left (between when at 1:18h JK mentioned that, for the first time that night, he’d do one more song to finish off the vlive, ha) to give him an ice cream cake he’d prepared, but also to get his phone which he’d accidentally forgotten in the room JK was in.

Once Hobi really left and JK got a taste of his ice cream cake, as well as the white cake which turned out to be chocolate flavored, the vlive concert began and, at the time, none of us knew what we were in for since we all thought he’d really do one or two more songs and that would be it. And yet that very much is not what happened, at all, and I’m so grateful for it.

This might just be the funniest screenshot in existence (please take note of the time stamps):

No wonder that, eventually, Seokjin decided to come onto Weverse to post wishes for JK a second time while also saying this (the picture is from their unit photoshoot for Winter Package):

The imagine of Seokjin just sitting in bed or whatever watching JKs vlive and hearing him say last song every like ten minutes and every time he just kept going...and going...and going while Seokjin is just waiting...and waiting...and waiting? Hilarious. But it’s also really cute how he’d wanted to wait until JK was done to not interrupt him or pull ARMYs attention away from the vlive. Truly I adore their bond, it’s adorable and chaotic and so wonderfully them.

Yoongi also posted his wishes for JK while the vlive was still going.

The one who waited until it was over was actually Namjoon who, with what he said in his tweet, actually revealed that he’d watched JKs vlive as well. In his vlive JK said that at the end of their concerts Namjoon used to always give his speech like a (school) principal, as in his long ending ment speeches, and that’s why Namjoon ‘signed’ his tweet with principal as well.

Truly I love how JK was just having fun singing their songs, taking requests from ARMY, rediscovering songs, like him wondering if they really have a song called Paradise (since the Korean title is different) and finally fulfilling ARMYs wish of hearing BTS sing it live, as well as being surprised and confused by requests for Heartbeat asking himself if them really have a song like that. But since ARMY kept asking for it, he finally looked it up and his reaction to realizing that, yes, it is a real song of theirs and also that that’s the song we were talking about which he’d completely forgotten about? Hilarious but also kind of heartbreaking for all the Heartbeat enthusiasts.

Here is the full list of all the songs he sang, some for longer, some shorter:

One thing that this vlive showed really well was just how amazing of a singer JK really is. It’s easy for people to dismiss his talent during concerts or performances, since they could always argue that him and the others get help due to the backing track etc., but here we had his raw voice singing along to their songs much the way any of us do. And he sounded stunning beginning to end. He’s such a talented singer and he’s worked so hard on his technique and voice and it’s really showing. Thinking back to what he said in his BE comeback Weverse interview about how he’d like to one day he brave enough to do a three hour concert on his own, I’d say this vlive shows that really shouldn’t be any kind of problem at all. If ARMY can listen to him essentially do karaoke for one and a half hours, then attending and enjoying a full on JK concert would be no issue whatsoever. It’d actually be amazing, I’m certain, and I’d totally be down to seeing that potentially become a reality one day in the future.

After two and a half hours, the vlive ultimately came to a close and JK said his goodbyes.

Hours later Hobi appeared on Weverse wondering what pictures of JK he could/should post for his traditional picture “spam” and everyone was immediately super excited. Hobi’s gallery holds some wonderful treasures so we all looked forward to what he would end up posting, though it would take a few hours until it would happen.

The funny thing is that he posted the first twt twice since the picture with Namjoon in it had Hobi’s iPhone in it which, as good Samsung representative, was a no, no, so he deleted the twt and posted it again with some stickers covering the phone. So cute. And his picture choices are wonderful. I particularly love that picture of JK in the white room dressed in black from back in 2019 when they performed Boy with Luv. And also their picture from a dinner the two of them went on together back in 2018.

In the meantime before Hobi posted his pictures, as requested in the picture that BH had posted for JKs birthday on the staff BTS account at midnight, one of the members posted his meal though it’s unclear which one of them it might’ve been. Looks super yummy though, wow.

And eventually the final member to come and wish JK a happy birthday was Jimin (and yes, I know Jimin’s twt came before Hobi’s but considering Hobi already wished him a happy birthday at midnight, that makes Jimin the last one):

Trans (cr. haruharu_w_bts):

our maknae happy birthday  i wish <you a happy birthday> a lot and a lot #KkookieHappyBirthday #JIMIN #HAPPYJKDAY

Taehyung didn’t post anything but considering his track record of doing something for the members off social media for their birthday, like giving Namjoon a forehead kiss, sending birthday wish videos to Seokjin (including roping others into doing it as well), or wishing Jimin a happy birthday as part of the MOTS ON:E exhibition, I wasn’t all that surprised by this.

And with that JK day 2021 came to a close. It started with a surprise (as in both the song based on ARMY comments and also the concert afterward) and ended with one as well, as in the In The SOOP Season Two announcement.

I hope JK had a wonderful day, celebrated happily with his members, friends and family however much that’s possible in these times, as well as with their busy schedule, and that this new year will be a happy one for him full of success, personal but also career wise. I’m curious and excited to see what will happen.

[xjoonchildx]

dear ana, because you've made this a thing now... pls rank the moles of bts. sincerely, hope xoxo

so i'm gonna ask a dumb question hopie, but does everyone have moles? what makes a mole different from a freckle? i don't really know and i need someone with medical knowledge to set me straight.

*clears throat* so anyway:

kim namjoon

i'm going to have to put my personal weakness for HYYH joon aside, because he looked amazing in this era and that has very little to do with his moles. but here they are, in all their uncovered glory, decorating his thick, muscular neck. not sure how a blurb about moles got that thirsty that fast but shit happens.

kim seokjin

yes you pervert, there’s a mole in this picture, you're just not looking at it. see? it's right there at the top of end seokjin's firm chest, just below those cut collarbones. under his face, dammit that's where you're supposed to be looking. it was kind of hard to dig up jin's mole pictures, perhaps he's the least decorated of them all? i'll have to do an exam myself, of course, to make a proper determination.

min yoongi

is yoongi capable of taking a bad selfie? (i'm sorry, rest of the world, lemme say it like you: selca) clearly the answer is no. once you stop being lost in his eyes, might i direct your attention to the two cute little moles on his nose and cheek? i love it when their makeup is natural enough to let those little spots of color peek through.

jung hoseok

in news that is going to shock not one fucking person, here is my favorite bangtan mole on my favorite bangtan mouth on my favorite bangtan person. look, hoseok's lips are far and away one of his best features and his little lip mole (SOB) is honestly the cutest shit i have ever seen. no wonder there are entire twitter accounts dedicated to it.

park jimin

i think jimin might be the only person on the planet who gets hotter the closer you get. LOOK at this adorable little face decoration on this stupid hot man. it's like a little sprinkle on the tastiest cupcake you've ever seen. i love you, park jimin. call me.

kim taehyung

how cute is this shit, huh? tae's little nose mole (freckle? who the hell knows) is so damned cute. we're always treated to it when he's barefaced but every now and again it peeks through even when he's got a full face of stage makeup on. the perfect decoration for the perfect face.

jeon jungkook

yeah, okay. this mole is definitely up there on the rankings. i mean -- it's sitting right there? under jungkook's (distracting) mouth? front and center on display over jungkook's (carved) chin? it would be just like him to have a perfect little mole to cap off his perfect little face because clearly god does have favorites.