#his anatomy is funky dont even look at it

[chaoticgremlinbrainspace]

yeah

edit 2 added the bald version

edit here's the thang I made for the binder btw

[borathae]

chapter 1

“Thank you good sir” i havent seen this in a serious manner in a long time, and laughed cuz it sounded like 1890s memes 😭 im sorry

pulls the door open with ease. NO WAY I PUSHED AN PULL DOOR BYE U DIDNT HAVE TO ATTACK SOME OF US LIKE THAT 😭 violence i will be meditating

ALSO IS IT TAE OR JIN AAH HOLD ON JOON IS TALL TOO maybe kook??

“I’ve been a student here for quite some time actually” this sits at the same table as "how long have you been 17? a while"

oh it was jooniebug WHY IS OUR PRESIDENT A DICK 😭😭

“At least I don’t look like a stoner from the seventies” JIN STOP, HOBI U LOOK AMAZING

funky what is funky why is funky when is funky where is funky how is funky who is funky

what is she studying to have history and human anatomy together?/srs. ooh literature with different stuff for minor

boi i havent heard the word coolio in a decade, the last time probably while reading ff in 2014

oh my god its the bad boy. is it yoongi? YES I WAS RIGHT

4 HOUR LECTURE ON ONE TOPIC?? BOI I WOULD HAVE DIED AND RESURRECTED IN THAT TIME. i have 2 hour lectures with 5 minute after an hour and its amazing

"No reason really”, *plays why u always lying meme

Hoseok agrees with a quirk of his perfectly styled eyebrow. YES HIS EYEBORWS ARE HOT AS FUCK

ofc kook is a sports major

rest of the Alpha dirt”, damn hoseok really got beef with them

status from royal blood? eww hoseok is slay for that *me acting like i wasnt being a thot while reading yoongi, tae, kook drabbles/oneshots

FUCK SOCIETY

“Dear lord, give me strength”, jin and joon with bangtan

JIMIN WTF U WERE SUPPOSED TO BE LIL FLUFF BEAN *bitch stop u knew how they were in the beninging(yes i misspelled for the meme) YES KICKING IN THE SHIN SUPREMACY

what is a hacky sack? i found out its a game? but what is he exactly studying lol?

also its the way she is making friends and talking to people LIKE SHE SPOKE WORDS YALL could never be me, sure i would have asked someone to help me to my classes but i wouldnt be talking after that, would have said im busy even though im not

if you would excuse me, but you’re quite weird, BYE IM LEAVING THE EARTH THIS IS THE 2ND TIME IM EMBARRASSED you can find me in 134340 business days, where i will be rotting under my blankie bye

“Perfect, now that everyone is welcomed accordingly. an example of when theater theaters in the most theater form

It leaves you wondering what he meant with that. u know what he meant by that, this is where you do the whole twilight thing

“I feel I just witnessed a man high on three different drugs theatre kids in a nutshell (apparently people on tumblr are either gay, english major or a theatre kid, and i sent the meme to my friends, guess what they said................... "looks like you fit all three category" our schools dont have it, but im apparently a theatre kid to them 😭)

WHY DOES THIS MAN WANT TO KILL ME SHUT UP I HATE YOU GO AWAY *gets closer again

How is he walking that quietly you walk with your entire feet, part by part, like in those "special" shoes ads, that helps in reducing sound. slow yet quick

“well, that is indeed a predicament.” oof so elegant, classy, AND RUDE (there 2seok, happy?)

your voice actually comes out squeaky. girl mine would have came quiet yet squeaky way before 😭

BABY CONNECT THE DOTS HOW DID THEY GET THAT FAST QUIETLY??

let’s get the 1860 one.” IS SHE THAT SPECIAL?? WHATS GOING ON AAAH

Seokjin actually answers him with a quiet “yeah!” OFC HE WOULD DO THAT

THEY GOT DEAD BODIES IN THE FREEZER

If you died here tonight EXACTLY U GONNA DIE BYE GIRL, YOU WILL (NOT) BE MISSED jk jk lol

ig kook is scared of girls *eww that was cringe bye Maybe he just needed to take a really urgent shit OH MY GOD PLS😭😭 this is going to stay in my mind forever, everytime i see him running im gonna think of this no doubt

“exactly, that is the reason. He is really shy.” aww such a shy lil bean OK BUT IK THATS NOT THE REASON *inserts suspicious hobi eyes

you must have the crispiest oxygen sounds like an indian water ad, that said "more of oxygen " Arrey yaar h2o water has not turned into h2o2 toxic hydrogen peroxide 😭

i love ur descriptions, they are very picturable and i love the vibes. it is soo good, i could smell the place? the seats, library, just the university smell, restaurant. it was great. i dont think my words do any justice lol

NO WAY I PUSHED AN PULL DOOR BYE U DIDNT HAVE TO ATTACK SOME OF US LIKE THAT 😭 violence i will be meditating

I think this is like a universal human experience to push a few pull doors lmaooa

ALSO IS IT TAE OR JIN AAH HOLD ON JOON IS TALL TOO maybe kook??

questions over question mhmhmmhm

oh it was jooniebug WHY IS OUR PRESIDENT A DICK 😭😭

QUESTIONS OVER QUESTIONS INDEED

what is she studying to have history and human anatomy together?/srs. ooh literature with different stuff for minor

honestly? i gotta be honest with you, don't think too deeply about the logistics of her studies. i chose her courses for the sake of plot and nothing else LMAOAO

boi i havent heard the word coolio in a decade, the last time probably while reading ff in 2014

coolio still slaps like 10/10 word (also you see how I made them using "outdated" words wink wink almost as if they were from a different time wink wink)

oh my god its the bad boy. is it yoongi? YES I WAS RIGHT

BADBOY YOONGI AWOO

Hoseok agrees with a quirk of his perfectly styled eyebrow. YES HIS EYEBORWS ARE HOT AS FUCK

THEY ARE THANK YOU FOR SAYING THAT

ofc kook is a sports major

djjfja thinking back, it makes no sense for him to also study JFJDAFJ (you'll understand it later fasdjfj)

JIMIN WTF U WERE SUPPOSED TO BE LIL FLUFF BEAN *bitch stop u knew how they were in the beninging(yes i misspelled for the meme) YES KICKING IN THE SHIN SUPREMACY

HAHHHAHAH he may have tricked you fadjfjas

what is a hacky sack? i found out its a game? but what is he exactly studying lol?

yes it's a game fakdsfka in theory he studies dance PLEASE don't think too much about the logistic I literally just went with vibes

also its the way she is making friends and talking to people LIKE SHE SPOKE WORDS YALL could never be me, sure i would have asked someone to help me to my classes but i wouldnt be talking after that, would have said im busy even though im not

i get both sides like i would want to make friends but would be too scared that they would hate me FADJFJ if people like 2seok talked to me though? helloooooo :)

if you would excuse me, but you’re quite weird, BYE IM LEAVING THE EARTH THIS IS THE 2ND TIME IM EMBARRASSED you can find me in 134340 business days, where i will be rotting under my blankie bye

hahahahhaha this part is actually so embarassing bHAHAHHAHAHAH

“I feel I just witnessed a man high on three different drugs theatre kids in a nutshell (apparently people on tumblr are either gay, english major or a theatre kid, and i sent the meme to my friends, guess what they said................... "looks like you fit all three category" our schools dont have it, but im apparently a theatre kid to them 😭)

i don't get the hate on theater kids, all I see is people who don't fit into the "societal norm" and are therefore labelled as weird losers. we don't have stuff like "theater kid" or "sports kid" in Austria either becuse school is solely there to study not to offer clubs but I still never understood the weird hatered some clubs get in America jfdjfa

THEY GOT DEAD BODIES IN THE FREEZER

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ig kook is scared of girls *eww that was cringe bye Maybe he just needed to take a really urgent shit OH MY GOD PLS😭😭 this is going to stay in my mind forever, everytime i see him running im gonna think of this no doubt

as for now it seems like he is ooooh 👀

“exactly, that is the reason. He is really shy.” aww such a shy lil bean OK BUT IK THATS NOT THE REASON *inserts suspicious hobi eyes

SUSPICIOUS INDEED MHHHHM

i love ur descriptions, they are very picturable and i love the vibes. it is soo good, i could smell the place? the seats, library, just the university smell, restaurant. it was great. i dont think my words do any justice lol

OMGG THANK YOU!! gosh this is actually such a big compliment :( I'm so happy to know that I managed to really make you exprience the place gaaah thank you for this review heheh 💜💜

[bunny-heels]

hi i wanna talk about Skinamarink because its really good and i liked it and wanna say why.

best way i can describe it is, a sort of "analog horror" [kinda, in some ways] movie, mixed with the themes of Anatomy and the director's, Kyle Edward Ball, previous made short film Heck [which i still need to watch but from what im seeing its extremely similar].

it is very, very, VERY experimental. and follows a very specific format of filming and camera placement, which Ball uses throughout all of his short films, way before Youtube got very obsessed with using VHS in horror stuff again, really only using it in things similar to Jack Stauber.

the story. its not that its unclear or even confusing, more of just its a case of you dont understand why its all happening. but not in the way of "ugh why did they need to put that into the story thats so unnecessary" but in a "i dont know what they did to have to go through this and its not fair to them" way. it also factors in a big fear of the unknown. not only do you not know what its motives are, but you have no idea what it even IS. and why its able to do the things it does.

also, it genuinely does feel like it takes place in 1995, because its not an over the top version of the aesthetic. they dont show a lot of funky colors or have the vibe of "oh the 90s was such an amazing time for any person living through it and everyone was an innocent soul before the events of the story happened". its actually realistic and even shows a family life that wasnt the best, and had a lot going on with it behind the scenes.

think of the whole movie as like Begotten, but without the gore, the sexual/assault scenes, the characters could talk, its not in black and white, and whenever the characters do something you never see them fully directly and sometimes you get just the audio of what theyre doing. that and they both have budgets in the ten thousands.

i think also it really does a good job of putting you in the shoes of a child that is clearly scared but also doesnt understand whats going on and pretty much has no idea what to do, and have no other options besides waiting and hoping for the best. i'd say the only thing that people who really like these types of movies might have a 50/50 perspective on amongst themselves is the 2 to 3 jumpscares within the film. i liked them but also i personally have a preference for subtle atmospheric horror, and i did have moments where i had to use something on my desk to cover my vision slightly because i didnt want to get jumpscared again.

but yeah if this movie sounds like something you'd like then its worth a shot and honestly this might be the first time i go to see a horror movie in theaters when i get the chance.

also if you dont mind gore and some sexual themes/assault themes then you should really check out Begotten, and if you dont mind things like torture and mind breaking too then also look into Martrys [2008] if you really wanna see something based on philosophical perspectives and how desperate people are to learn more about humanity.

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

Your art is really cool as always :DDDD the Vocabomination au is still a really funky concept! It looks like They're hiding pretty closely behind Len/using him as a shield so my brain is thinking Len might have done some psychological manipulation as well as the obvious physical stuff? Also Fukase being horizontal made me wonder because surely They're in pain right? Like Their bones have to be completely dislocated and shit in order for them to fit into one coherentish body (1/?) -🌟

ok there's a lot to unpack here but EEE im glad you think its a neat concept :') and FEEL FREE TO ANALYZE MY SHIT ALWAYS i love to hear it 🥺💖

vocabomination is a funny name for it lmaoo... tho i wouldn't necessarily call it that just cause like not everyone's here.. idk my naming conventions are weird, i dont really have a name for whatever this story is but ill come up w/ one at some point surely

i'm almost positive there was some psychological manipulation in some way yes, but for the most part len isn't pretending to pity it, he genuinely does feel some worry for it and monitors its' wellbeing (then again tho its in a slightly fcked up way w/ his idea of 'things being better this way')

its' anatomy is kinda very fucked up yes lmaoo, i was to trying to see how many wrong places i can have limbs in or how many limbs i can bend the wrong way with it still looking somewhat coherent, so the bones are definitely messed up ye... despite that drawing i don't think it actually can fully stand upright, it mostly moves around by crawling around (always envisioned the movement kinda like a spider/centipede but a bit... worse-looking?). i'm almost certain it is in some form of constant pain yes! even in spite of getting used to its' state after a while... it probably can contort itself and occasionally shift limbs and stuff to some degree ye, but also that's just my bullshit explanation for me drawing it super inconsistently b/c it's hard asf to draw okay 😭😭

the no-mouths is more of a symbolic thing but like the purposefully-hard-to-move thing, while it is convenient for len and it would be cool to think he planned that out, he's not that smart 😂😭 technically speaking he fucked up, it wasn't supposed to turn out like that but he basically went "yknow what, sure, this works" b/c what else do you do really in that situation

its' faces are meant to be expressionless sorta lol, i sorta try drawing the eyes with a vacant gaze; ik fukase's eye got fucked up in the final drawing so for funsies here's some closeups of the eyes w/o special effects bs:

you're not really supposed to be able to tell what it's feeling at any given moment, though there are sometimes clues as to how it might be feeling... nobody really knows for sure though

not sure exactly either to what extent it carries the memories & feelings of its' original components, if it has any remaining at all, but the attachment to len is definitely there (i mean duh... who else's basement is it trapped in 🙄)

there's a lot more things i could say but aside from me also still not having a definitive final thing for whatever's going on here, there's also just some things i wanna keep secret for now... so we'll see abt some of the answers to the other questions

[aviannauts]

some concepts and notes for the Aftershock AU!

(the big fullbody one of him in the first picture looks really weird i would.. probably ignore that for his anatomy for now)

Concept Notes: (please note that im still developing stuff as we speak! so feel free to ask about it or note if something looks weird and how i should make it better and i’ll answer/do that :] )

UPDATE NOTE: ive stopped putting notes specifically here because of the image cap and how long its getting, but all new information and plot will be in a comic if it eventually comes out! currently im too busy to work on it, but i have the first page planned out ^^

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UPDATES:

Nov 7: the notes were (hopefully) reset as of recently because the “read more” kept duplicating and deleting the other ones so.. ah!! just tweaked concepts, added more images, made it possibly easier to read and.. i dunno! (if you see multiple lines of arrows thats because the read more keeps screwing with whatever is underneath it in a short proximity)

Nov 11: reorganized a bit and added the general story into the notes!

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[Short AU description:] In short, Aftershock is an AU where Snowgrave Berdly gets turned into a semi-mechanical minion by Queen

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Aftershock Berdly Info:

[> Berdly is being controlled by an AI. All its really programmed to do is to disable and capture the lightners, but due to Berdly becoming progressively slowly amalgamated by the presence of a soul in a incapable body, the electronics inside kinda… get funky sometimes. It feels really heavy, too. The soul keeps trying to break itself apart every beat that it has, but something keeps pulling it back together.

[> Before the fight, Berdly can see kind of a warped reality of whats actually happening. He doesn’t really realize he is dead and instead sees the machine as his own body, however, trying to speak to anybody doesn’t really work as he isnt making any sound from the outsider’s perspective. The only oddity he notices in his perspective is his own shadow, which doesn’t exactly fit him and instead the machine. He eventually realizes something is very wrong and there must be a reason why people stare at him strangely.

During the fight, from Berdly’s perspective he is sent into a dark void with white doorways littered about. The AI shuts him into this enclosed space realizing he may easily become a threat. Berdly runs up to the doors and gets a blurry/warped glimpse of the outside battle before almost immediately getting shut back inside. But each time he checks a door the vision gets clearer and the door takes longer to close, until he’s finally able to see clearly through one door, whose hinges are torn off, and walks through.

[> Aftershock Berdly can only speak organized fragments of what Berdly’s conciousness says, which leads to some odd sentences to come out. But usually they dont speak at all.

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General AU Story/World Infobase (so far):

The story plays out normally until you defeat Berdly by Snowgrave. You can walk around Berdly instead of following Noelle to access more of the city and continue to get stronger for a while. (aka im not sure what happens here)

After exploring for a while Kris will backtrack back to where Berdly was frozen and Berdly will be gone, possibly the only sign of him even being there would be a broken ring of ice where he once stood.

When going back up to where Noelle walked, instead of a manhole, it would continue into another spread out maze of the city. it would be completely empty with a few stores with broken windows you could go inside of and loot. Kris will occasionally catch glimpses of a tall shadowy figure. After a while the music will stop completely as Kris turns around to see AS!Berdly towering over them, Kris will have to sprint and maneuver through the winding city to find a way out without letting AS!Berdly catch up. If Kris backtracks through the start by looping AS!Berdly, Berdly will immediately catch up and kill Kris with a downwards swing of his halberd. Going the correct way will lead Kris to The Backend where they will trip and fall out into the snow, Berdly wont be able to find them and walks back into the city.

Kris walks out into The Backend for a long time, reaching a checkpoint and walking some more, before finally reaching the humble clockwork city (it doesn’t have a name for now). A friendly face (OJ) enthusiastically greets Kris and shows them around, but after a while Kris starts to notice OJ mumbling about them under his breath, OJ is skeptical of Kris’ behavior, but still shows a positive attitude. OJ eventually tells Kris they will be back at their shop and leaves Kris in the middle of town. Kris can follow OJ into his shop and buy his goods (which, depending on what you buy can get you different reactions (like buying multiple weapons: “G-Gosh “Kris”..! Whaddya need that for out here! heheh! ….you sure have a lot..”). When talking to OJ you can ask about Noelle and in turn he will say something like “Noelle? That.. girl that came in today? You want to see her? Heh!! I knew it! Well, she isnt too happy to see you right now if you’re who i think ya are. You wont be getting any whosayswhat on where she is right now! KeKeKe!”. If you keep asking about Noelle he will just repeat “No, Really! Nothing outta me.”

Kris may explore the rest of town, with no sign of Noelle, and eventually leave back towards Cyber City due to the fountain being there. Susie gets taken by AS!Berdly and Ralsei has run away from the scene, frazzled. Ralsei and Kris find eachother and Ralsei frantically tells Kris that Susie was taken, somethings seriously wrong with Berdly, and that we have to rescue Susie.

Kris and Ralsei travel together and come across The Acid Tunnel of… where they cant find anything to cross it with except for a broken boat. They patch it up together, Kris will supply items from vacant stores if they did take them, but if they didn’t take the items (or dropped them later) Ralsei will provide items they gathered. They cross over the dilapidated Acid Tunnel quietly, until being suddenly stopped. Ralsei wonders why the boat stopped before being interrupted by a eerie roar and a creature erupts through the acid and stares down at them. Ralsei is speechless for a moment and Kris takes out their sword, a battle ensues. If the team loses, the boat will sink into the acid.

(WIP part) After defeating the creature, they continue onward with the current until they reach the river’s end. There they reach a long hall of doors and notice that one of the doors is being pounded on from the inside. They open the door and let out Susie. Susie and Ralsei both look relieved and bewildered and Susie breathily explains how freaky Berdly looked. She mentions the strange look Berdly gave her, it looked.. almost as if he was… undead. Ralsei tries to reassure Susie, maybe that they were overreacting and Berdly was simply just serving the queen, but Susie mentions how he didnt even have his usual “save the day” jerky attitude, he didnt even say a word. Ralsei is not sure what to say to that, and just seems concerned. Eventually, Susie questions where Noelle went. Ralsei questions it too, but Kris is silent. Kris urges them to keep moving, and even though this pisses Susie off and Ralsei seems more concerned than ever, they both dont want to go back and encounter Berdly if they can be easily picked off like that.

Eventually Kris reaches the fountain, Ralsei tells Kris to seal the fountain and that they will be nearby.

Kris readies themself to seal the fountain, but gets interrupted by a stray projectile knocking them onto the ground. There is a moment of silence, before a shadow looms over Kris and stares down at them. A lumbering machine, Berdly approaches Kris. He seems like he was slightly falling apart in comparison to the first time they met, cracks littered across his metal plates, and a greyish-blue substance dripping from his skin once was. His soul pounded slowly and irregularly, it seemed like it was trying to split itself every beat, but failed to do so. Berdly opens his mouth and shrieks garbage noise at Kris before a battle ensues.

[any other information is already written below!]

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[Loaded Disk:]

[> An item you can obtain by interacting with Berdly once he has been defeated.

[>Can loaded into a console. once loaded into a console, Berdly can access any appliances (though mostly staying in the console) within a network range and can only be extracted back into the disk if convinced to do so.

[>If taken back to a dark world, can be loaded into a machine body. Berdly would be excited about feeling a body again, but also not used to it.

Desc: A Loaded Disk, it feels strangely boisterous. Yet, you feel guilty just holding it. It probably has some bad feelings about you.

“It probably has some bad feelings about you” dialogue doesn’t appear if you beat him with Acts. (reasoning farther down)

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Attacks and Battle Info: (CURRENTLY BEING RECONCEPTUALIZED A BIT... BUUT IM KINDA FORGETTING ABOUT IT OOPS)

(the song here is a test song)

[> Percentage description: 0-100% stands for Mercy Percentage or Damage taken, Mercy percentage speaks for itself, though 100% in Snowgrave is 0 health.

Notable percentage stages: 0-40% 40-70% 70-90% 90-100%

[> Location of appearance: At the dark fountain, replacing Spamton NEO

[> Noelle had most likley caught a glimpse of Aftershock alone when trying to take her mind off things.

(1) [> Split Smash: Split smash is a predictable slow attack by animation, but its slowness is a requirement get to an optimal safe spot since the attack makes a very tight safe spot || Only appears during 0%-50%

(2) [> Dilapidated Wind Arrow: A weak version of Berdly’s tornado attacks, appears as Berdly’s consciousness begins to come through more. The attacks are RNG based. || Only appears during 70%+ || Reflectable

(3) [> Player)) Deflect Mechanic: If holding Z near yellow projectiles, the player can collect energy and fire it back at Berdly. If hitting Berdly’s soul, it will do a good deal of damage. The player can collect 3 projectiles but after then they must avoid yellow attacks as they cant hold any more energy and will take damage.

(4) [> Tug of War: Berdly grabs the player and begins to drag them toward a rib cage design of spikes. The player can rapidly press ⬅️ to weaken the grip and break free. || All % attack, but soul box will be smaller and attacks will be shorter at 70%+

(5) [> DNA: Berdly sends a split stream from his Halberd in the shape of DNA. The soul box shrinks to trap the player inside the spiral. || Appears 0%-70%

(6) [> Heal: Has the ability to mend/heal which makes them hard to knock down. Heal is usually used after a wire is snapped and the first heal regenerates MAX health, however beginning attacks also do more damage to Aftershock Berdly. As the % rises, Berdly’s defense rises as he begins seeing Kris’ patterns but his regeneration begins to fall to 0. Berdly’s damage output also lowers as the percentage rises.

(7) [> Animation)) Interference: A garbled and distorted whisper of dialogue from somewhere. Occurs when a lot of damage is done at once or starts when % gets over 50%. Gets more comprehensible as % rises.

[> Target Rapid Blasts: A common any % attack that hones onto the player and quickly fires at them. Attacks slow as Berdly becomes weaker. || Deflectable

[> They can no longer use the A+ attack. (but they may appear occasionally on screen, falling from the top)

[> The A+ attack appears as a large plane of fused together and melted papers or.. whatever may be, and the soul would have to navigate a tight passageway of a scrolling mutated paper wave || Any% but slower the higher it gets

[> In a sudden pacifist against Aftershock, Kris will snap the wires. Berdly will gradually gain more control as his mentality stays strong while his body gets weaker. Once Berdly has enough control, he’ll send a blast of fatal electricity towards Kris, who automatically reflects it against the player. Berdly’s final wires break and Berdly falls. (this is a self inflicted attack. Berdly does not want to live in a heavy mechanical husk being controlled by someone else.)

[> In a continued Snowgrave, Kris still calls for Noelle to assist them, which she does, sending an icicle spear from off screen to break the final wire.

Noelle then rushes up to berdly and sits next to them, pushing Kris out of the way a little. Berdly will speak to Noelle, hoping to see her when they wake up, then lose the final percentages and be considered dead.

[In both instances, Berdly ejects a Loaded Disk. The player can choose to take it, leave it, or drop it (breaking it).

[> In Snowgrave -> Pacifist Berdly has a grudge against Noelle due to now believing that Kris wasnt actually doing anything and Noelle betrayed him

In Snowgrave -> Snowgrave Berdly hates Kris, and if the Loaded disk is taken, he hopes to see Noelle again.

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The OST (?):

[Mostly ambience, a heartbeat, droning, and distant, slow, looping leitmotifs echoing and cutting in and out in the background (consisting of Bluebird of Misfortune, Attack of the Killer Queen, Smart Race, Powers Combined, Faint Courage, Lost Girl, Rude Buster, ect)

[New idea:] It begins with a barely noticeable Rude Buster (distorted and possibly only just the bass lines) at 0%. the heart is loudest here, giving the only beat in this sector.

At 40-70% a more noticeable Attack of the Killer Queen begins to blend in, fading Rude Buster out. Its still distorted but more comprehensible and drums appear too. The original melody pops in and out and the melody loops sooner than it should. other quiet readable songs fade in and out if its even possible. The heartbeat probably syncs with the drums.

At 70-100% an original triumphant but saddened tune begins to power through, still slow but somehow keeping an energy of hope.

[Old Notes but same concept:]

the beat of the song would mainly be the heartbeat all throughout, it gets faster the closer you get to 70% and stays consistent after that

A coherent, triumphant but tired, beat slowly begins to come through as the % rises and overpowers the ambience at 70% before stopping in silence when the final wire is snapped in pacifist. In snowgrave it stops when the wires are snapped by Noelle, then starts again, subtle, slow, and distorted when Noelle approaches Berdly before leaving only a slowing heartbeat for a moment.

“And then, there was nothing.”

Some songs that i find pretty similar in energy:

1] The Man in the Hat

2] Old Friends Anew

3] Long Way Down…

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Doodles that dont have a finalized concept:

(The Backend)

(dark room the AI shuts berdly into)

Acid Tunnel of...

(a corrupted monster fueled by the exposed code and hopes of the ones who were thrown in) [[really early concept]]

The Great Hall of Aftershock Berdly Concept Art

[vialdovi-artstuff]

some bad photos  and stupid ideas of team dark 

long story short-i got this idea/au where shadow/team dark are fighting against a big meanie,evil god,alien,whateever, proably mephiles ha and shadow inhibitors just break and his anatomy go funky and he transforms in some sort of ´´adult version of him ´´, he cant stay as a sonic clone all his life so his biology just go fuck you, you arent a moebian hedgehog my dude and he gets to be bigger now and flufflier, he also transform in some kind of slime/tentacle black doom look alike monster but that is before this, negative energy and fear affects him the same way the chaos emerald do, the big ass tail come from the biolizard

ok now he is adult he also has more of a fashion sense that he picked up from rouge but more minimalist and sadly he cant skate anymore since his shoes just break and he is way too tired and big to do that,dont be sad for him he can teleport anywhere he wants to lmao,he also has only part of his rings that he uses are  under his wrists

in personality he is way more mature and nihilist but in some weird groovy kind of way,he makes mistakes, take bad and good decisions as everyone, he is just a very conflicted mf but also has good intentions even if he is scary sometimes 

now with rouge and omega,they are brothers,like absolutely found family trope, think of we bare bears,they are these kind of brothers that make pranks and insult eachother but wont hesitate to to help the other even on the smallest problems or that will totally hear  them ramble about some shit at 3am , funny thing is that both rouge and shadow think of themselves as a the older one while the others are the younger,both are aware that omega is baby tho 

as for rouge outfit, i wanted to giver some really feminine comfy classy sport clothes so she can steal all the jewels she wants and be comfy about it but also cute.

now my most important hc about them ... is that the 3 of them are absolute idiots when it comes to cooking and eat like shit, like for example;rouge is just a bad cook, is either raw or burned with her,even her coffee tastes like oil,she is just inept when it comes to this 

shadow burned one of their hideouts once trying to use a microwave,there is some much things to learn about food that he gets overhelmed and nerveous.poor dude woke up tried to destroy the world,change his mind ,found his alien dad,kill him and sonic is constantly nagging him about races that food is the last thing that crossed his mind but despite all of that and the fact that he doesnt need to eat he still tries and eat everything bc he actually likes to eat so he taste any shit he finds ,rouge once found him eating a bag of salt 

omega is curious with food and since his brothers are bags of meat he thinks they absolutely need all the food in the world so he tries to cook but he doesnt have the taste sense,he tried to cook rocks once...

so that is my stupid novel about these anthro animals,idk team dark is just the best and i wish sega would do more with them...

they also squat like a pair of russian fellas while drinking some coca cola or the sonic equivalent of coca cola 

[linaseraphina13]

hey heres some terrible horrible evil headcanons for evil devoured tamara

i was thinking abt evil devoured tamara…

well i think it would hurt a lot more if like, she wasnt actually evil when she was devoured.

like maybe she saved aaron and call from alex by literally tackling him into the void?

and alex died, but with his soul as a sort of counterweight tamara was able to survive the void. and instead of instantly killing her, it did worse.

the void is weird across time & space- it stays the same across all timelines- so the edges of the void are kinda funny. kinda separated from reality and time an shit.

well, my girl tamara disappears into the void, circa end of TBK, right.

aaron and call live- alex disappears, oh so mysteriously.

i think since he’s a Gold year and it was his decision to betray my boys when and where, he graduates the magisterium first.

“oh noo, masters”, he says, super smugly, “i don’t think i’ll be going to the collegium. who, me? wasted potential? nah, i just don’t think a career in magic is for me. i think i’ll take a sabbatical for a year or two, see whats out there. if you dont hear from me dont be surprised”, he adds, still sounding smug to the intelligent Reader.

(this is a great cover for kidnapping, or for if you’ve suddenly become dead thanks to being thrown in the void.)

nobody really notices alex is missing. they notice tamara missing.

call, grief stricken and idiotic, is about to confess to being Capt. Fishface, when aaron, ever the counterweight and moral compass, slaps a hand over his mouth and lies through his teeth. alma, everyones least favorite hedge witch, is about to object and accuse call of, like, sorcery or whatever, when aaron hits her with a Look™.

“alright, alma”, he says, totally gallant despite the loss of his best friend, “my fucking best friend is missing, dead, even, no thanks to you masters for keeping her alive, by the way, and you’re seriously accusing my other best friend, who you, by the way, made raise a fucking zombie, and is fourteen fuckin years old, btw, of being the worst person in magickind because you can’t tell when kids that are scared and trying to save their friends aren’t evil?”

master north begins to cry. alma is dissolved.

not really, but call fuckin wishes. call also wishes his cell phone wasn’t dead so he could’ve recorded aaron saying that. except, thats tangentially related to being capt. fishface, so he thinks of this and regrets it with a feeling in his stomach like worms nibbling on his large intestine.

three months pass in uneasy waiting. aaron and call grow inseparable, and most all of the magisterium kids quit talking to them. jasper takes tamaras death (its not been officially stated as a death, but when the boys were asked, one look at their eyes answered the question) pretty hard- hes quieter. call is paranoid, always looking over his shoulder, always afraid to trust anyone but his two friends and his dog.

there’s a spectre in aarons eyes.

he dreams of timelines where he is the dead one.

because that’s it, huh? it wasn’t aaron who died, after all. it was tamara.

aaron fails, as a friend. as a makar. (after TCG, he always thought he would be the dead one. it was destiny, right?)

and then, the three months pass, and on a mission, aaron, call, and jasper (and of course havoc) see the tall, white-clad girl with braids streaming from unseen winds through a gap in the trees.

they’re still bronze years.

she looks marginally older than them.

she isn’t facing towards them- they are curious. walk closer, but quietly. they sense something is wrong with the girl who stands in a sunny and eerily silent forest, who casts no shadow and is unnervingly still.

and then she turns, and tamara rajavi opens her many eyes (many more than she was born with, the anatomy of the eyes hidden by a smoggy darkness enveloping her skin and obscuring all but the glow of them) and smiles.

“did you miss me, boys?” she says, with all too much cheer in her voice for a dead woman.

…

actual stuff about my girl tamara because i am too dramatic for my own good:

shes Shadow Woman now. can’t whitewash what you can’t even register as anything more than unfathomable darkness! take that, cover artist.

so heres what i think went down:

that shit in TSM happened, all right, but it’s a doomed timeline. destined to be destroyed by paradox space, blah blah. tamara survives by virtue of ravan- fire, as are all the elements, are universal. all of the devoured have an uncanny knowledge of possibilities, because whenever the timeline branches off into a doomed offshoot, the memories are transferred to the devoured in the alpha timeline.

ravan, somehow, saves her sister’s consiousness. offers her a choice- you can save him. you can stop this all from happening, tam. but it’ll cost you dearly.

she ‘wakes up’ in her body from six months ago, with her hands on burning golden bars staring at ravan’s cage. it’s a reset point.

the days before alex’s betrayal, her magic is funky. unstable.

she throws herself into the void and kills him. the magic of his soul preserves her and the void doesnt consume her… it changes her instead.

she becomes the Devoured in place of alex. she isn’t dead, but its… weird. she’s not human anymore. too many eyes. she’s basically the embodiment of the malevolent void. alex’s soul sort of… became a part of her in exchange for her weird life/unlife. so she’s evil.

timelines blur. she’s the tamara of TSM, after all- so when she slips out of the void at a natural gateway, la rinconada (a place where a shit ton of chaos magic was used becomes a sort of leyline to the void. the magisterium is one of these places due to constantine, but its not the sneakiest of spots), it’s in her white fourth years uniform.

she’s learned personal responsibility- thats what earned her it, after all. its kind of a joke to her.

DUDE. WRITE. A. FIC.

[gaygajeel]

Yes! The ways Fairy tail does anatomy wrong! Thank you :3 ( Sorry about that, I'm really nervous D: )

its ok!! im glad to be able to help out with this kind of stuff

this got pretty lengthy so its gonna be under cut! heres some links that may also help, i dont think i forgot anything super important?

i have a general art ref tag on my main , general arm references

how to draw breasts video (nsfwish of course) , foreshortening

figure drawing tips

hands for drawing (3d models of hands you can play around with (warning it greets u with a torso model that has a ding dong out))

how to connect legs to the torso (highly stylized,but good things to keep in mind)

while some things can vary from style to style, i bolded the basic rules of anatomy if you dont wanna stick to just realism. mashimas style is actually closer to realism than a cartoon, most exaggerated things arent style but anatomy problems. things of his that are stylized for example are the eyes. he actually has really got down how to make eyes bigger than usual and not have it look wrong/bad.

first and foremost, the most noticeable thing in many ft drawings is the boobs.

boobs are not perfect circles for one. an important thing to remember when drawing boobs is that gravity affects them. when standing upwards, boobs will be pulled downwards and a fold against the skin is noticeable. this of course changed depending on the pose of the character, such as if they are lying down they will lean more towards the sides.

the best thing to coach yourself on making sure the boobs arent too big is to make sure they are not bigger than the head. 

while boobs do jiggle during many forms of exercise, having a female character not have good support for their breasts is very... unrealistic, as most ppl with boobs tend to get aches from this sort of thing. different support can do different things though. sports bras typically keep The JiggleTM to a low, while there are special bras for pushing up your breasts to make them look bigger & cleavage more noticeable.

other factors to take into account: boobs are attached to skin that go up to the arm pit, so if the arm is more upwards this can affect where the boob is as skin is tightening. boobs are soft, but not jelly.

boobs arent smack dab on the chest unless the before mentioned push up bras are in play. they hang about, but also dont go on the abdomen, they basically dont go over the rib cage.

also, nipples come in all different kinds of sizes & placements but are typically 2 head lengths down and the angle is outwards.

the torso

hips & waist are big issues in ft. hips typically shouldnt be bigger than shoulders unless part of character design/body type

waists shouldnt be too much smaller than ribcage. a good thing to remember is that your character is supposed to have organs in there. unless they are meant to be malnourished or have a very skinny body type, avoid it. looking up diagrams of muscles & organs around there helps me define how big this portion should be.

there are all kinds of body shapes, especially with feminine characters. typical ones are hour glass (small waist), diamond (large waist & hips, sometimes actually bigger than shoulders), rectangle (hips, shoulders, and waist are basically the same shape), triangle (small hips & waist, big shoulders, the common body type for guys), inverted triangle/pear (small shoulders & waist, big hips)... the list goes on and on, really.

even when you have abs, when you bend over your skin folds/rolls up. its natural! 

male & female musculature isnt really much different from one another. what differs is the bones & fat placements.

since you have stuff in ur tummy, i wouldnt say it bulges out but its certainly not just a straight line. its more noticeable if theres tight clothes involved, the area is showing, or its a side view.

legs/thighs

thighs gaps are not as common as you think. thighs support much of our body and are meant to be big as theres lots of muscle & fat.

you cant really have big thighs & big thigh gaps like mashima makes it. sometimes it kinda looks like he gives them hip dyspepsia honestly. basically, you either have skinny thighs & a gap, or thick thighs & no gap. while some ppl may be uncomfy with this part, its also important that you know how to define the crotch, gap or not. this is much easier with vaginas than penises though and vaginas you can get away with just a V between the thighs.

the thickness of the thighs affect how big the ass will be (thicker thighs = bigger butt).

half of body is legs while the other half is torso & head.

knee placement varies & depends on body type, but is normally about in the middle of the leggo.

other notes

an easy way to make sure the size of your hands are right is to compare it to the characters face. when putting the beginning of the palm on the beginning of the face/chin, fingers end a bit above eyes or eyebrows. this is something that can vary as well, such as if you want a character to look creepy you typically give them longer fingers.

necks are meant to support the head. while drawing them smaller than usual is a common part of lots of peoples drawings, you want to at least make sure your character has a neck that wont easily snap. necks are about the size of your head, as if you feel up it it stops at your ear. there are only certain types of bodies this can go well with, pearl from SU being a good example because she overall has a very small body type.

theres a difference between flexible & wrong anatomy. someone may have a back that can easily bend certain ways, but there are limits. bones & muscles will limit you.

fairy tail has odd ear placements in which they tend to go above the eye even in face-forward views- avoid that. putting ears around the same place as the nose tends to do the trick, with ears ending around eye level.

if you want to intentionally give a character supper skinny arms like mashima does, this has to go with the body type, and it also affects how visible the collarbone is.

ft has a really weird habit of making reeaallly angled collarbones. collarbones start a bit below the neck (neck muscles coming down to them), and go to the shoulder. collarbone visibility depends on body type as mentioned before, and the pose of the character. you wont see the collarbone of a character with an arm reaching up. often times when the characters posed is relaxed, the collarbone will actually just look like a straight line.

not sure if this really counts as anatomy but mashima makes hair look like ribbons at times when they are 2 completely different textures & materials. hair goes all about, not just one solid direction.

the lower the eyes are, the younger the character looks. placement of eyes is actually really important when it comes to age.

when drawing a character with muscle, make sure you think of weight & depth! dont just give them lines where muscles should be, or you get.....Noodlebuster. muscles are heavy & defined.

arms typically stop at hips (when saying arms i am excluding hands). this can be a very hard thing to maintain when having your character do dynamic poses, so the foreshortening video linked above should help with that.

unless its part of your style, legs that look like straight lines are gonna look funky (when looking at a skeleton you see the bones are more curved)

mashima tends to make the back of the head wayy too big, and this really makes his neck problem evident. 

i really wish i could make diagrams & drawings of my own to help get the point across better but its late, so if you want me too i can put that on my to-do list!

[sanfranciscoyoginigypsy]

There’s really a lot to say

im a bit tired and drained right now to go into detail of my experience the past two days, but i’ll try to sum it all up accurately. so basically drank and smoked a lot with my time with elena and kevin, having the withdrawals of that, it was basically a night and day i did that with them. i’ve just been feeling a slight depression but it’s in my own head. at first i was not happy with being here, but now I'm a  bit imbalanced about it, i leave in like a day and im feeling sad, i want to stay here longer. it’s in my gut. i want to be with my parents more, i fell like i didnt serve them as much as i’d like to, anytime not spent with them i look back and realized i somewhat failed. but here i go being harsh on them. it is all a lesson, and i realized i much rather be with my folks out of anyone. last night i was at book people in my head being extremely depressed and reaching to others for my own happiness, i realized it isn't the right thing to do, but i couldn't help it. being let down didnt help either, everyone had a valid excuse to not have time available to me, but i then created more pity for myself. until i reached my last resort, akash to basically walk around and hang with me downtown. it was amazing . i had so much fun. my ego was fulfilled bc i put make up that day and just felt too good looking to go home (seriously), so i showed off my body and materialistic self, my shell, bc we walked along 6th street , and i also fed my knowdlge, or should i say he did. we talked so much about guitars, or should i say he did. he taught me so so so so much . just like the last time we hung out. i misjudge him sometimes bc he usually talks a lot about himself and things i do not really care about, but recently i’ve been experiencing moments with him that I'm  just being fed so much knwodlege. we talked about so much, he knows soooo much, especially about guitars. how they work, whats what, the history,,philosophy and anatomy and structure and brands. so amazing. made my night. i learned about hum bucker, one of the most fun things i learned. i love the science and structure and energy about it. we literally were outside a venue and saw a heavy psychedelic show through a small window, and he saw that it was a les paul with a hum bucker, and thats how the conversation started. so sick, cant wait to see him tomorrow. my interest for guitars grew. i tried to watch more and learn more and listen to hendrix more (of course) on the way home. now talk about today. went to work with mom today,, i was a bit imbalanced and dragged and feeling a bit depressed, i feel so bad, my energy was not on top of its game in the morning, but i respect and accept it bc i only had a few hours of sleep and i didnt do yofa or anything. my mom is so cute, we watched a few youtube videos of soul train and james brown and the jackson 5, it was so fun we laughed a lot. i was so inspired. and she put the jackson 5 movie for me while she worked. after a few hours i felt very unproductive which led to more stress and depression, and i was sassy and negative energy towards her and quiet. but i did yoga in a little room and put a negative blockage release music on youtube and did like 5-10 min yoga in there before beverly took us to lunch . i was a bit upset too bc last encounter i had with beverly was not so fun. i had the same experience of drunk and high withdrawals and was just so out of energy to maintain how much she talks about her self. but this time was so great, I'm so glad i did a small yoga sash, i was talkative and positive and inspired. i had a said with small pasta with mama. i was inspired and pictured myself living on a mountain in colorado in trailer with a goat . a fence and the goat next to my trailer (-: then we got back and she did work in the mail room while i played funky disco and danced in the room- it was so healthy and I'm glad i got my energy up and moving. rick james, bee gees, jackson five, earth wind and fire, i jammed to all of it. then we went to guitar center and saw elliot sean pamela spencer and rob. it was such a fucking crazy experience. rob basically offered a free lesson but i gave him a decision too late but it worked out bc amazing thomas gave me a free lesson during his break for one hour AND IT KICKED SO MUCH FUCKING ASS HES SO FUCKING COOL he literally taught me so much and i love how he talks about things and he's so kick ass he talked about scales and how they relate to golden ratio he asked what do i wanna learn and i was so eager and excited bc i literally am so interested in everything right now like i want to learn so much and i got this opportunity like the universe heard my callings it was so amazing i said i want to learn the anatomy and physics of a guitar and sounds of the piano and he was like ok si see you want to basically learn everything and then i said i wanted to learn fearless by pink floyd and he taught me the way carlo did with the fundamental first and showed me scales which by the way is an extremely dense and hard concept to explain to someone but i got it tonight and he just talked about so much and taught me so much and it was so fun we were laughing and it made my fuckign day it was sick and it was his break like he offered and get this tomorrow or aka today bc its 2 am i have a lesson at 3 pm with him again!!! i need to get this scale down so I'm prepared to learn the next step in learning fearless. such  cool dude. I'm gonna invite him to my going away party on friday! so many opportunities everywhere and i love it! literally i love my life like evryewhre I'm at i get an amazing opportunity. then me and mom went to torchys and the drive we talked so much and at torchys we talked and laughed so much literally love her so much she is the love of my life and the light of my life i dont know what I'm going to do without her I'm so sad i miss her already she is my best friend I'm so myself with her and we laugh so much we cracked so many dumb jokes and at torchsy i was basicallyy yelling from laughter and she loves me so so much she was so happy for me when i got the lesson and she put soul train for me and jackson 5 while she worked fuck i got so lucky wit her and she supported and suggested i do yoga in this room bc i told her i need it but in a bitchy way god damn i love this woman. we went to half price then i went to kierstens bc brennon invited me but i was very awkward and shy, mainly bc sam was there. just unsure. of my relationship with everyone, i got there and brennon didnt even really talk to me but nonetheless grateful he invited me but everyone was out of the pool already and it was off and i literally shaved for it and cleaned my bathing and showed up in a big shirt and just ugh i was a bit annoyed and aggravated and uncmorftbale there was so many people and i was confused and just jealous that people had a lot of stories i was never invited to bc well i was friends with all these people (sam john keirsten and brennon) before they even hung out or knew each other and now they exclude me in things and the fact that sam was there made my energy confused but it was all good he said bye to me and put me in a chokehold and i told him 1/24th of my gutisr center experience but they were all smoking and i just got back from being with my mom and learning so much so it was just awkward plus i really wanted to swim but no one would go with me its all whatever I'm going to gc tomorrow and invited sam and then spending the evening with my father he deserves it honestly i spent 0 one on one time with him and I'm sure he has a lot of good to say but i came home and ignored my negative thoughts and feelings that had to do with my ego and not showing off my shaved body or not going swimming or my overthinking of my friends and just went straight to learning the G major scale and I FEEL SO FUCKING GOOD I FUCKING LOVE THIS SHIT I LOVE LEARNING I LOVE ALL THESE FUCKING EXPERIENCES AND LESSONS AND THINGS I AM GETTING IN MY LIFE IM FEELING ALREADY SAD ABOUT LEAVING IM GOING TO MISS MY ROOM I LOVE MY ROOM I LOVE MY PRIVACY I LOVE GUITAR CENTER I LOVE LEARNING HERE I LOVE MY MOM I LOVE THIS BEAUTIFUL HOUSE I LOVE MY BEUAITULL FAMILY THIS SUMMER KICKEDSO MUCH ASS SO MUCH GRATTIDUFE UGH I MISS EVERYONE ALREADY WHAT THE HELL AM I GONNA DO WHEN I LEAVE ILLL BE OK SHIT I HAVE SUCHA  GOOD LIFE HERE AND IN SF WHAT THE FUCK i need to work on my souls growth i need to do good no more imbalanced my brother is showing me the light i have the opportunity for growth and smoking isn't helping I'm doing so good