#hi swiftie tumblr i see you all and i appreciate you

[farannir]

evermore (2020) lyrics that punched me in the gut and/or embraced me in the warmest of hugs

[kozumesphone]

hiii idk if you’re still accepting these for the event… butttt can i please have if you seek amy??

i am emma, i’m 5’4, autistic and adhd, i have short natural blonde curly hair but have it dyed red with brown over it so it’s kinda golden-y red now, i’m a reader, writer, and barista, i love movies, i am a massive swiftie, i love the beach and live in a very warm and sunny place. i wear a lottt of pink, and always wear converse. percy jackson is my favourite thing in the entire universe. i love doing things in the water, swimming, kayaking, and the like. i’m very sarcastic, love little kids, and want to be a stay at home mum more than anything.

thank you!!

⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖

EMERCY ⭑.ᐟ

⟢ “i’m a million dollar baby, don’t at me!”

my brain can not physically see you with anyone other than percy mf jackson.

there’s a pretty good height difference (5’4–6’1) between you guys, but that just makes your hugs more cozier if ykwim

you guys had the childhood enemies to best friends to lovers trope written down from the start!! you probably had a silly fight as kids, but grew closer with time, and became best friends till you were around 11-12 years old

he loves yapping to you about anything and everything, and he loves hearing you yap as well <3 adhd-iac x adhd-iac trope goes so hard with yall!

you probably definitely have tried out your hair dye colours on his hair (he ASKED for it, literally)

you don’t stay at chb all year around, but percy does, so, whenever percy’s out on a quest, he always makes sure to drop by the cafe you work at!

he loves listening to you talk about the books you read, or the novel you’re currently writing btw

you’ve gone to the inside out movies with him, and to a taylor concert right after that <3

also!! cabin 3 kid x beach-lover kid is so perfect?? you’ve had multiple underwater kisses, and collected so many shells + made matching necklaces out of them (he added some shells you collected to his chb necklace)

you’ve both done every water-related activity ever! swimming, snorkelling, deep sea diving, kayaking, speed boating, talking to cute fishies and jellyfishes, you name it!

he’s always loved your dressing style, especially your converse (he thinks they’re very practical to run at a moment’s notice from monsters) + he thinks you look really cute fighting monsters in pink clothes. idk. it’s just a thing.

also, whenever you go over to his house, and sally & paul go out on a date, you both take care of estelle; it’s so so so cute and you always end up with major baby fever!

once, when you both took estelle with you to the grocery store, someone had told you ‘your baby is SO cute!’ and gushed over her in your arms, while percy replied with a simple ‘thanks’, making you blush

you guys definitely plan on having kids in the future!

(as a cabin 3 kid, I 101% approved of yall since the beginning okay)

bonus: you and I hang out more than you hang out with him 🫶

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@solangelotus @brodieland @s1utlvr @imasimpdealwithit @waitingonher

@nqds @skyrigel @daydream-of-a-wallflower @hermidastouch @catastrxblues

@moon-drop18 @d4rkdi0rrr @hopelesslyromantic-shark @hope92100 @fizzywashere87

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[rosiefinches]

Hello! It's a pleasure to meet you! You can call me Rosie or Finch.

First things first: I'm a Christian, and my faith lights up my life!

I have loved superheroes my whole life. As a result, most of the content you see here is tied to my favorite pieces of superhero media: Batman, Miraculous Ladybug, and My Hero Academia.

When I'm not scrolling through Tumblr, I am probably playing around in photoshop making the most random things. Some of which I have shared using the tag #photoshop adventures. It started with putting the batboys on Taylor Swift covers and has just been downhill from there (still working on getting Duke on a cover).

Speaking of Taylor Swift, I am an unashamed Swiftie. In addition to Taylor Swift, I listen to Danny Gokey, Seventeen, BTS, Valley of Wolves, Tommee Profitt and various other artists.

Final thing to know is that for me mutuals = friends. If we're mutuals, consider yourself loved and appreciated! 💙 I genuinely enjoy getting to know you and hearing all about the shenanigans you get into!

I think that sums everything up. Please don't be afraid to reach out and say hi!

[preraphaeliteknight]

I've spent a few days thinking about what to do moving forward. It's not the breakup of a celebrity couple that's affected me the most, it's the feeling of losing my safe space in the Tumblr Swiftie fandom. Every time I've logged onto this app in the last few days I've flinched and quickly exited the dash to get away from yet another take mocking and ridiculing Joe. Or minimizing his very valid fears. "Unbothered 3.0". Rewriting history to make the last 6 years seem insignificant. Comparing him to CH as if petty jealousy is the issue here and not years of harassment. Celebrating the return of Taylor Swift, The Brand, no matter what that means for her future happiness. And circulating pressers that make it sound like Joe was a therapy dog who's no longer needed. All of which is making me feel physically ill. For both of them. And even when this stuff isn't coming from the people I follow (who for the most part have nuanced and fair takes), it's coming from their anons. And no matter what I do I can't get away from the outright cruelty and shocking lack of empathy for the person Taylor has credited with saving her life. Even though swifties know better than anyone what Joe has had to put up with for over half a decade. Given that treatment, I suppose it shouldn't surprise me that this is how he's being discarded. But fuck it hurts. So where does this leave me? This blog was never supposed to be an update account or an ask blog. I just wanted a space to fangirl over my favorite actor. But in the last few months this has become a space for Joe fans to be excited for his upcoming projects and clown over castings (remember a few weeks ago when we were giddily figuring out his next movie because of insta follows? yeah, take me back to that please). And I know some of you rely on this blog as a space to both appreciate Joe and vent your frustrations with his unfair treatment. I have 70+ asks in my inbox right now, the vast majority of which are well written, thoughtful takes on what's been happening. And I agree with pretty much all of it. Thank you for taking the time to send me your thoughts. But the truth is, I simply don't have the emotional capacity to reply to them right now. I can't do it. I can't talk and think and dwell on this. To quote a song that's too painful to listen to right now: "I'm just too soft for all of it." So I feel like I have two options if I ever want to be able to be active on Tumblr again: 1. Unfollow all swifties. Because just seeing pictures of Taylor (especially from the pap walk) makes me feel ill. And it's affecting my opinion of her even though I'm mad at her fans, and not her. And I don't want that to happen or the music to be tarnished. But I also don't want to break mutuals and hurt someone's feelings. And I want to know what's going on with Taylor. I'm a huge fan of her too, and I want to be excited for tour and the re-recordings. So that's why I'm going with option 2: Take a proper break. A real one, this time. Hopefully this all won't feel so hard with some time and distance. I don't know if it will solve anything, because swifties will get back to talking about Joe in the future (whenever she makes art about this) and then I'll probably have to flinch every time I open this app again. Because he will have been reduced to yet another ex swifties can make fun of. So maybe I have to go with both options in the end. If I do, I hope any mutuals out there know not to take it personally. I wish more than anything that I could return to the days of being a casual fan who wouldn't have thought twice about any of this. And maybe that's what I need to try to get back to. For my own sanity's sake. I'm sorry to any Joe fans out there who need a place to vent. I feel like I'm letting you down, but I just can't do this right now. Maybe I'll be able to in the future. Maybe I'll leave this blog and go back to my main instead where the subjects will be more varied. I don't know. I'll always be a Joe fan though, and no shitty presser or swiftie narrative is going to change that.

Please just be kind to each other, and to Taylor and Joe. Let's hope the best for both of them, and please please please don't tarnish all the good that this relationship gave them. And all the beautiful music it gave us.

All my love

[moonlightdancer26]

im not a massive prongstail shipper (prongsfoot <3) but i've had this headcanon for fucking ever and it just isnt appreciated enough in marauders circles childhood bestfriends with supposedly unrequited crushes its a v popular marauders headcanon that james and peter knew each other before hogwarts, having both come from established magical familes so i just get brainrot about bb james and pete running around and doing all those childhood bestie things like getting married in their gardens and making wedding rings out of paper etc etc and just,,, neither of them realised they were each others first crush? as they grew up they realised "oh,,, oh i like liked him, didn't i. you dont usually marry people you feel completely platonically about." they are both emotionally constipated teenage boys who spend ages stewing in angst going "i loved him, but he'd never love me back D:" even though if they had a single conversation talking about their hisss feelings the problem would easily solve itself. but they dont, and years in the future, everything goes to shit. and peter doesn't realise that james still kept that tiny paper wedding ring

YES YES YES, I always loved the idea of Peter having an unrequited crush on James but I was always kinda hesitant to fully explore the ship, and today I just went fuck it and decided to announce it on tumblr.

I totally believe Peter and James are both the most oblivious mfs to ever exist, so the idea of them both having crushes on each other and assuming the other person didn’t reciprocate their feelings so they kept it to themselves sounds so accurate.

I’ve heard a bit about that headcanon before and tbh it sounds like a pretty interesting one, I’d like it if it was more explored in fics.

doing all those childhood bestie things like getting married in their gardens and making wedding rings out of paper etc etc

lmaoo I used to always do this with my irl bestie (we’re still inseparable to this day) 😭 we were (are) also major Swifties so when Taylor released Paper Rings 4 years ago we were like OMG REMEMBER WHEN WE USED TO- *goes down memory lane.* Imagining baby!Peter and baby!James making them and having pretend-weddings in their gardens legit sounds like the purest thing ever 😭<333

and when they’re at Hogwarts and well into their teen years they both start thinking “yo wait……. maybe I actually liked him” but never say anything about it due to the fear of being rejected or realising the other person forgot about the weddings and paper rings. And when James got with Lily, that was when Peter accepted that he was genuinely in love with James and couldn’t handle the pain of seeing him with someone else, let alone “Evans.” He then started resenting the Potters and kept thinking to myself “what did I do wrong? why didn’t I tell Prongs when I had the chance?” And part of the reason why James agreed to switch to Peter as the Secretkeeper was because he remembered what it was like when they were kids and trusted him fully because of it. Then when the opportunity to betray the Potters to Voldemort came, Peter took it.

and peter doesn't realise that james still kept that tiny paper wedding ring

Y E S. and at one point James gave it to baby!Harry bc his fingers were almost the same size (either baby!Harry had chubby fingers or James and Peter had skinny fingers, we’ll never know), Lily noticed it and asked what it was. James told her it was “just something he put together,” Lily didn’t buy it because the paper weddimg ring looked a little worn out but decided not to say anything.

excuse me while I go sob into a pillow.

[raytsquared13]

Indeed, it has been a long time coming @taylorswift I message you this on Tumblr, 9 years ago:

Hi, Tay. This isn't my first time to message you. I hope you'll read this and may not be 'in the ether" just like my previous fanmails. LOL. BTW, I'm a fan of yours since "Love Story Days" 2008 perhaps, I realize that I've been loving and so loyal to you for quite sometime. Thank you so much Taylor for always there inspiring and keep on surprising us, for being such a role model and super talented creature (IDK what adjective I'm goin to use) hehe, Anyway., a massive thanks for such a wonderful gift this Christmas, The 1989 World Tour Live!!! Though I can't watch that and it's impossible to attend in one of your concerts honestly. But, most of the swifties would have been so happier if you'll be releasing 1989 World Tour DVD. Please T_T :'( One of my wishes is to see you in person, though it seems to be just in my wildest dreams. ahhhahahh.

On 2016: So this message might BE IN THE ETHER anew. PLEASE NOTICE ME TAYLOR :( I'm just another wide-eyed boy who's desperately in love with you!

@taylorswift So today February 9, 2016 marks the 2nd year of CLEAN. A gargantuan thanks to you my Queen Superstar Taylor for writing this song and inspiring us all through the years. #Ninteenhundredandeightynine thumbs up for this song! This is my all time favorite so far. The introductory words/prologue/ a.k.a Clean Speeches from your 1989 World Tour really transcends in our heart and deepest soul no matter what we are experiencing at the moment, every single pieces of advice genuinely connects us SWIFTIES all over the universe.

BTW, hope you play it on Grammys! Wish you all the best to grab all your 7 nominations!

Whenever I feel great happiness and pain, I turned into this.

#Swifties will NEVER EVER lose you, Taylor because we found ourselves somehow that is everything <3

on 2017: it's been a year Taylor since I message you so this message might BE again IN THE ETHER anew. PLEASE NOTICE ME TAYLOR :( I'm just another wide-eyed boy who's desperately in love with you!

@taylorswift So today February 9, 2017 marks the 3rd year of CLEAN. A gargantuan thanks to you my Queen Superstar Taylor for writing this song and inspiring us all through the years. #Ninteenhundredandeightynine thumbs up for this song! This is my all time favorite so far. The introductory words/prologue/ a.k.a Clean Speeches from your 1989 World Tour really transcends in our heart and deepest soul no matter what we are experiencing at the moment, every single pieces of advice genuinely connects us SWIFTIES all over the universe.

Whenever I feel great happiness and pain, I turned into this.

#Swifties will NEVER EVER lose you, Taylor because we found ourselves somehow that is everything <3

last 2023: For the 5th time. This is ME! trying to get ticket on the Eras Tour Singapore twice on both KLOOK and TICKETMASTER. and the 5th in LAWSON lottery ticketing for the Eras Tour Japan. When will I see you??? here in the Philippines, mother SWIFT 😭 I have been waiting for 15 years wonderinf if you'll ever coming around? Please COME BACK..BE HERE 🥺

FAST FORWARD TO 2024:

[D-DAY] Finaly, I saw you personally Tay. After 15 years of waiting. I REALLY ENJOYED THE NIGHT when I forget the deadlines of my school work.. hahahah. I hope we'll see each other again 🥹🥹🥹🫶🏻 By the way, EYES OPEN [Acoustic Guitar] DOMO ARIGATO GOZAIMASU for this. This song is one of my favorites back when I was a Tribute of District 13 in Hunger Games 😅🥰 I really appreciate it that you perform this. Such a nostalgic song. You really surprise me 🤩🎸 and the Electric Touch. It's 8:05!!!! MY BDAY! #TokyoTStheErasTour 🇯🇵

[intothetlkverse]

Decided to challenge myself by drawing every single TLK character out there, up until this point in time, and post it here. You can see the finished project on my main account, though I figured to post it on my tumblr just show I could proudly show off my work and a few of my head canons.

Here are all the cheetahs across TLK:

Starting off, as always, with the most popular choices, we have TLG's very own Fuli/Kufuli(lock)and Azaad(free/liberated-Arabic). You know their stories in TLG, so I'll continue with what comes after. Fuli eventually gets the urge to roam as all cheetahs do and, with several sad goodbyes, leaves the Tree of Life to go travel the land, soon accompanied by Azaad. Eventually she would return, with a large belly and four cubs on the way, and would stay there to help raise her young in the best environment. Meanwhile Azaad, as a male cheetah, isn't the most involved parent,  preferring the typical solitary male lifestyle and stay in his own territory, though he has met his cubs and he and Fuli are great friends. I changed Fuli's pattern to reflect the more 'king cheetah' aspect of her, giving her a more regal gold pelt color with more prominent spots, though with Azaad I look the artistic liberty of making him a ticked/spotless cheetah. Their daughters would take after either parents with their spots, though their son, Risasi, is the most 'normal' in terms of coat pattern, resembling more his grandparents, especially his maternal grandmother Umeme.

Continuing on Fuli's family tree, featured in "Fight For the Throne", is her father Kesho(tomorrow). A king cheetah with a lovely coat pattern and an ego too big to contain, a  prideful, arrogant, and yet cowardly fellow with delusions of grandeur.  When Simba was just beginning his reign, Kesho was an open critic, disliking lions for causing this issue in the first place and doubting their ability to fix this. Catching word of these complaints, Simba confronted Kesho and, to his surprise, Simba offered him the position of king then and there, with a challenge. If Kesho was so sure of his capabilities as a leader, then Simba would give him a week of all the duties and responsibilities of ruler, with the promise to give him the role permanently if he could make it through the week. Stunned, and full of himself, Kesho accepted. Needless to say, after only a few days of dealing with the duties and trials of being ruler, Kesho practically threw himself down at Simba's feet after a few days, beginning him to return and take back control, apologizing for his remarks. After that, Kesho, left humiliated and exhausted, left on his own from the Pridelands, never to be seen again, too ashamed and unable to deal with the rumors of 'unlawful usurpation' or that he was in cahoots for the throne with the hyenas. Hasn't been seen since, though he would've been proud to have a daughter who was named the fastest on the Lion Guard and savior of the Pridelands, if only to help boost his ego. I know his design is pretty... much, though given how proud he is, I felt it be a crime not to go all out for giving credence of his looks to his ego, as well as showcase some of the more bold and impressive parts of his design, including the 'evil eye-spots'.

Going back to the time of Simba's childhood is one of his friends, 'Swifty'/Wepesi(lightness, swift, rapid) from "The Race". Though initially arrogant and competitive, he earned the respect and grew more humbler after Simba and his friends saved him from becoming food for the red tongues/fire, and Wepesi would grow to appreciate the cub's fierceness and loyalty. Once grown, he would rove as all male cheetahs do, though would eventually find out about Simba and reach out to him before roving once more, but not before siring a cub with Beba's mother.

Speaking of, Beba(carry) is a young male cheetah from "A Snake in the Grass". An only child, his mother decided to give him company and friends by reaching out to the Mbala pride, whereupon he befriended Afua and the other cubs. Eventually he would mature and go out to rove, he eventually would return to settle in the territory and occasionally assist the pride as an unofficial messenger and occasionally socialized, but the fellow is more then happy on his own. The once energetic and boastful cub has matured into a calm, collected adult.

Next up are two lesser-known, nameless cheetahs, one from the time of Mohatu, the other from the opening of the Lion King. First off is Haraka(quickly/haste) the cheetah(and not the ostrich) from "The Brightest Star". A rather submissive and quiet in comparison to the majority of his species, he has a good heart and was able to serve during the drought as a scout and messenger for new water sources and further in Mohatu's reign. He also is Fuli's ancestor through her mother.

Beside him, the cheetah featured in the opening scene of the first film and later as one in the trio during Kovu's trial/exile, is Ajia(quick, fast-Arabic). The mother to a large litter of cubs, including the cheetah bros, she's a stern, yet fair and respectful lady who would not tolerate it if she knew what the two of her boys were up to, though as it stands they live in the Oasis and she is still in the Pridelands, though perhaps a visit is in order. I kinda see her what Fuli would've been if Kion hadn't approached her to be part of his Guard, a more distant, cold loner, still respectful of the world and Circle of Life, but not exactly the friendliest cheetah out there... so the ideal cheetah.

Speaking of the cheetah bros from the Timon & Pumbaa Show, bellow her we have Cheetata/Tata(complex) and Cheetato/Tato(tattoo). Tata is the younger, more eager and aggressive twin compared to his duller, more conniving and thorough bro, though both are menaces to the Oasis, enjoying hunting as much as they do making a gruesome spectacle out of tormenting and intimidating their victims. They were often foiled by Timon and Pumbaa, but to prevent them from getting too far in their behavior they had Tangaji/Tanglemane and later Simba to 'politely' make them aware of potential consequences should they continue to be bullies. However after Simba left, the two began to ramp up their antics again, causing havoc, Unfortunately for them, and fortunately for everyone else, their mother just so happen is planning a visit to see them, and she did not raise them to be so disrespectful to others and the Circle of Life.

Continuing with antagonistic cheetah brothers, from "Home, Sweet Home" we have the trio from Lightfoot's coalition, composed of lead brother Lightfoot/Futi(foot), Speedy/Shtaka(charge), Fast-Track/Wayo(track). All three are Umeme's brothers and thus Fuli's maternal uncles, and Futi is Wepesi's father, thus making him and Fuli cousins. In the magazine the three are hunting Stripey the zebra calf, next to where Simba, Pumbaa, and Timon have been staying nearby, and the three thoroughly get their butts kicked by them and are left with multiple bruises to the body and the ego. While Shtaka and Wayo eventually get over it, Futi does not and the three eventually have a falling-out with Futi staying in the jungle and the two other brothers roving together elsewhere, eventually making to the Pridelands, finding their sister and their niece, apologizing to Simba, Timon, and Pumbaa, and redeeming themselves. Their names are also what they call each other, though they also have given their sister the nickname 'Bolt' and Fuli their niece 'Zip'.

Next up on the list and one of the new ones I had no idea about till recently(at least hopefully unless the new Mufasa movie ruins my lists) is a male cheetah from the TLG comic "Team Play". A vain fellow, his desperation for fame caused him to rush into danger in trying to prove himself in front of the Lion Guard, though he is capable of some humility when they help save him and the baby antelope they were originally there for, and Fuli offers to teach and practice with him. He's one of the kids of the local cheetahs, his name's Dakika(moment).

And lastly, we have two cheetahs I also found out about recently, this time from the comic "Spots and Stripes": Kibaya(arrow-Hausa) and Jiro(electricity). The two are hunting a herd of zebras, when the herd suddenly flees. They mistake a stripe-painted Simba for a zebra, though after realizing that he and Nala are lions they still plan on making a meal out of them. Zebby the zebra and his herd cause a small landslide to run off the two, and the two are never seen again. In my verse these two are bachelor group that just happen to go through the Pridelands. Of course they were never welcomed again after Simba told his father what had occurred that day, since they were not only hunting the young son of the land's rulers, but also in a restricted hunting area.

[m1ckeyb3rry]

FR i love reading platonic and familial relationships too so perfect match LMAOO

Naoya is THE opp im glad to see most people also hate him too but he somehow still has a sizable fan base in the east shdgsjs

NOO PI GIRLIES GETTING HATE?? Elakshi too?? Damn wtf….whatd they even do like?? Also Elakshi also like….definitely not spotlighted as much as other characters and even Tullia?? so I’m like bro what’s there to hate??? I loved the moments where we saw her and the extra drama and story she added but I can’t even think of a specific moment where people can go and attack her for like?? Also is it really that deep SGSHS I can understand like hate comments if a story is specifically setting up a character to be a villain or someone disliked (Naoya’s a good example LMAO) but it rubs me the wrong way when I see blatant hate for OCs or even just side characters like…I mean constructive criticism is one thing but straight up hate….

I love the balance between goofy and serious with y/n and todo’s friendship!!! Honestly a very different approach to him than I’ve seen in other works and it makes me appreciate todo a lot more LMAO

I can totally see gojo as a swiftie I imagine he sings really loudly in the car with Ijichi driving LMAOOO

No because Naoya will always be an opp I seriously can’t see him as anything other than ew

Bro I’m not getting over Tullia getting sliced?? Shibuya chapter hit me hard HAGSH

ME CRYING AT THE PHOTO ALBUM

BEST FRIENDS BROTHER I WILL BE AWAITING THAT I cant wait to return to the goofy ball kicking boys

I actually laughed so hard reading I Leave You THEYRE SO DUMB LMFAOOOO

WAIT LMAOOO YUKI AND MRS L/N MOOTS SO TRUE stop that actually would be so true honestly i can kinda see some similarities between yuki and yuta now that I put them side by side so makes sense that pi y/n would probably go for yuki LOL (bonus points if she meets him via her mom) (also noted about the tags i lowk forgot that’s how they worked LMAO also forgot the search feature within accounts exists as you can tell I really don’t use tumblr for anything other than straight reading LOL)

-Karasu anon

i think adding platonic and familial relationships makes a work/character feel much more well-rounded!! sometimes if you write something longer it can feel one-dimensional or fall flat without those other relationships being explored. given pi’s immense word count it would’ve (to me) felt v awkward of the whole thing was y/n + yuta centered only!!

NAOYA THE OPP OF ALL TIME i have mutuals who like him too and i won’t deny that he does have a pretty character design but like…there’s just so many characters in jjk who are pretty and have better personalities 😭 he’s lowkey kinda funny sometimes just because of how outrageous he is and i think he would be fun to write in a very specific way (his dynamic w y/n in pi is super interesting to me actually because there’s a lot of really weird layers there) but not at all in an actually romantic one…more of a toxic character study or smth like that perhaps. but i fear i will not be the one for that!!

LMAOOOO I DON’T GET IT EITHER apparently the scene during the exchange event where she beats y/n and tullia is 10 ten anime villain moments FKFDJJS let’s ignore how everyone would’ve eaten it up if it was y/n outsmarting people…the truth is that a) y/n got cocky in that fight and b) it was meant to set up how she loses a bit of reason when it comes to the safety of her friends (explaining her going to sukuna in shibuya/‘killing’ herself in shinjuku) but whatever…fuck elakshi ig 😭 all of them hating on the woc immigrant character FAKE ASF LMAOAO /j she’s not meant to be entirely lovable ofc but idk some of those comments are crazy 😨 someone commented “this fic would be perfect if it didn’t have OCs” or smth like that which is what prompted that post where i was complaining that you mentioned in your v first ask/karasu request HAHAHA I WAS TAKEN ABACK LIKE WHOOO COMMENTS THAT ON A FIC?? what do you want me to do at this point too like that’s not even constructive criticism that’s just someone being annoying!! go read smth else tf 😭

YESS pi has converted so many to todoism honestly he seems like a fun guy plus he canonically has really good hygiene and smells nice so tbh bf material?? yeah he’s kinda weird but ykw it’s workable 😫

tullia getting sliced is one of the most diabolical scenes i think esp because there’s so many moments where you’re like “wait she COULD make it” and you experience all of these ups and downs w y/n and at the end it doesn’t matter because she does anyways. UGHH the moment when the l/ns refuse to heal her…haha i think one of the author’s notes on peregrine is literally “l/n slander is always welcome iykyk” and it’s because l/n clan slander was a HUGE thing on this blog back when pomegranate ink was coming out HAHAHA they truly are so villainous

bro i went to do the otoya version of bfb first because i was like “ok smth quick and easy and then i can put my authorussy into the karasu version” except now it’s over 10k words and they’re still not together yet 😭😭😭 i was hoping to post tn but we’ll see how long it takes me to finish 😫 i’m super excited for the karasu version though hehe not even going to attempt predicting how long it’ll be because ik i’ll be wrong but it’s going to be a good blend of cute and a bit angsty (def more serious than freaky friday or fwtkac but not ANGSTY angsty yk!! more like karasu having a mediocrity complex like usual)

YUKI AND MRS L/N BEING MODEL BESTIES IS SUCH A FUNNY THOUGHT TO ME LMAOAOA no because real shit yuki is the yuta of bllk TO ME (even though yuta and isagi look rlly similar) 😩 i think he and pi y/n would actually be so cute together (plus imagine if her and her mother showed up to u20 vs bllk LMAOO you KNOW otoya and karasu would be FIENDING like chigiri’s sister is bad enough but famous model mrs l/n and her gorgeous daughter in the audience?? they’re done for 😭)

tumblr is so confusing don’t worry i’m still figuring shit out and i’ve been using the app (albeit very inconsistently) since 2021…tbh i think my tumblr usage finally became consistent since i got into bllk HAHAHA like before i only followed a couple accounts and only really got on to reblog fanart, post fic updates, and answer asks whereas now i’m a bit better abt following more people (i have a horrible ratio though LDJDJSJSK 60 following vs 850 followers 😓 i’m working on it because i love having an active dash) and interacting w others. truly tumblr is what you make of it ime like if you try to be friends then people will be friendly back but if you just want to lurk and read/enjoy other people’s posts then no one is mad about that!! it’s honestly a rlly fun form of social media to me (plus i like that you can easily choose not to see stuff you don’t want to). that said some of the functions are goofy so it’s easy to be confused HAHA

[thegreatimpersonator]

Hey hey, how are you doing today?

I'm not sure if I sent you a message yesterday or not, so my apologies if I didn't ... I promise I thought about it! What did you think of the rest of the Directors on Directors interview?

Only 5 more sleeps til Christmas!! I hope your carpal tunnel injections will help you have a more enjoyable time.

Have you ever spent Christmas somewhere warm? If not, would you like to? I spent Christmas in Mendoza in Argentina one year - it was weird to go for a walk in the sun and get some ice-cream (dulce-de-leche of course!).

Christmas anon

hi again lovie!

i’m so sorry i’ve been bad about responding, i really really love all of the messages you've sent and the time you take to say hi and talk even if i'm slow to answer -- i did a secret santa thing like this last year, but i was brand new to swiftie tumblr and it didn't really work out.. you've no idea how much i appreciate seeing you in my inbox, you always make me smile. can't wait to find out who you are on sunday!!!

My carpal tunnel injections were today, the anxiety about it was far worse than the actual thing -- they said it might bother me for a few days before it gets better so that sucks but no pain no gain i guess? haha

I have not ever spent Christmas somewhere warm, I can't imagine that at all! I've always been at home for Christmas (PA, USA) so it's always cold, sometimes it snows. gonna be super cold one this year ~ plus all the bad weather! i saw so many flight cancellations throughout the country, that has to suck so much if you're trying to go home for the holiday(s)

PSA to anyone in the way of this pls be safe & stay warm!!

Can't believe Christmas is so close! and 2023 is next Sunday?! (bolded and italicized to show my alarm over this information) Sounds like fake news. !!!!

sending you so much love as always darling, take care 🥰🥰

[outofthewoodsagain]

hi hi! i'm guessing you mean how to find ppl to follow & content you like?

i’ll do kind of a tumblr 101 since there’s a lotta new folks lately; just ignore anything that’s obvious or that you already know!

to get content on your dash:

follow tags u like (tumblr tags >>> tumblr search, which sucks)

some good tags to start with, since you like taylor & rep:

#swifties

#eras tour

#tswiftedit

#tscreators

#tsreputation

#rep tour (if u want a blast from the past!)

to find blogs to follow:

again, tags. see who’s posting about your interests, check out their blogs to see who they reblog from, and repeat.

you can also post something like, "hi im looking for people to follow. like/reblog if you blog about [insert list of interests]."

make sure to tag it with those interests too. your post will show up in the first 20 tags you use

ppl do this a lot and it seems to work!

other advice about using the site:

use the block button liberally, esp since you like taylor.

random ppl have been posting rude shit in her tag recently (ugh). you'll see obvious porn bots too in Taylor's tag sometimes; just block them all is my advice

turn off anonymous messaging. personal opinion, but people can be shitty sometimes on anon.

filtering posts & tags:

learn about how tag & post filtering works, and blacklist any words/phrases u don’t wanna see. [tumblr article here]

If you want something to appear in a tag, it has to be an exact match (ie "taylor swift")

If you don't want something to appear in a tag, but you do want to tag it as a trigger warning, add some other random characters to the tag (ie "taylor swift for ts," "taylor swift //////, or "tw taylor swift.")

tl;dr tag an exact term if you want fans of that term to see your post

Otherwise, tag the term, but add some random characters too, so that you’re not posting negativity in other ppl’s tags

reblogging art:

if u can, find the fan artists and small creators and give them some appreciation for their work. there's so many talented artists here!

for art, ALWAYS reblog from the artist, instead of making your own post. and don't remove their caption/credit. 

sorry this got long but i hope it's helpful!

okay yeah! feel free to ask if there's anything else!

also, welcome! the swifties here are chill and i hope u have a nice time!

guys i litterally do not know how to use this. send help ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[eye-of-the-storm]

We know Fezco and Lexi both want kids! Tell us how many kids you want them to have and favorite names!

hi hello i’m doing the walk of shame onto tumblr to respond to this ask after approximately four hundred years of complete radio silence - i’m so sorry i didn’t see this sooner! anyways. to answer your question, i think we can all agree fez would make the most goated girl dad to ever exist in the history of girl dads everywhere. i’m talking ash giving him shit for always having his nails painted neon pink and lexi having to tear him away from being primped, pruned and covered head to toe in glitter by his very own personal mini stylist team at every given opportunity. as for how many mini stylists that team might consist of, you heard the man, they got three kids on that show. so i’d like to think in some universe, it’d be three girls they’d end up with to keep fez looking endlessly snatched for the rest of his days

i am genuinely terrible at thinking up names but i think they’d probably go for something classic and vintage-y…Brontë sisters x the Howard-O’Neill’s kinda energy lmao. something like elizabeth or charlotte or marie after gma o’neill. ivy because lexi’s a diehard swiftie send tweet. i also actually wrote a snippet a while ago that’s stored away somewhere in a random google doc where they name a daughter of theirs ruby after rue and she’s born with fez’s red hair lol

anyways, thank u sm for this ask! <3 i could ramble about these two for days on end so i appreciate u voluntarily prompting me to do so aksjsjjd. and again, apologies for taking my sweet time to answer🤪💛

[sweeterthanthis]

Hi, Lau! So I have sent to declare my appreciation before anonymously because I'm a chicken but I don't care now. The heck, I'm almost 24.

I just wanted to tell you that I absolutely love your writing and even though I've had enough with tumblr in the past, one of the reasons I'm sticking is your blog.

For a person who sticks to codes and must's like crazy, I sure am obsessed enjoy your filthy heart so much!!! I can't wait for the chapter 7!

All the best to you 💖✨

P.S. Don't bother with people who are here to troll, insult and push the writers. It's hard to do this and especially when it all begins as a means of having fun and ends up involving schedules and requests. As a former professional writer, I absolutely understand.

I can't begin to tell you how lovely it was to receive this ask. Thank you so much.

I'm so glad you came off anon to send this because now I can see that we're both Swifties 🥲

I'm over the moon that you enjoy YFH. Sometimes it's nice to daydream about being that bad 🤣

Thank you again for your sweet words. You've made my day, honestly. Sending you love 💖

[cali-holland]

2020 Gratitude Notes

Everyone’s been doing this, and I want to spread some positivity too, so here are the wonderful people I have met this year, who mean so, so much to me. This isn’t in a particular order, but just know that you’re all so loved and appreciated!

Thank you for being such lovely people. I’m so glad to have met you all this year because you all truly filled my year with so much joy and happiness.

~~~

@saysomethingspiderman Ciara! 💓 My very first tumblr bestie. I don’t even remember how we started talking, but I’m so glad that we did. I think I’ve spent all of quarantine talking to you, and it’s been incredible. I’m so glad to call you my friend; I’d dare to even say you’re like a cool older sister to me (acting as if I don’t have two older sisters already lmao). You make me feel like I’m sitting at the cool kid’s table at lunch, but it’s only us- we’re the only ones there (probably because you’re a theater nerd so you scare everyone away). Thank you for always brightening my day with your random Hamilton songs and your chunky sweaters (tell your dog i said hi).

@duskholland Hannah! 💓 I am so grateful that tumblr refreshed and I lost your fic halfway through reading it because that was how I really discovered you. I think me DMing you about how incredible that fic was (y’all NEED to read it, it’s my emotional support Peter fic, found here) was the very first time I actually did something like that. That’s how moved I was by your writing, and you’ve never ceased to amaze me. I really feel like you’re my twin sister (but you’re the cooler one) and that you and I were meant to be friends. I’m so glad that you hopped on over to the Tom fandom. Although I’m sometimes intimidated by you, I wish I could meet you one day (not via Animal Crossing). Thank you for always being down to discuss how cute Peter from Bake Off, and thank you for always being there to hear my shitty fic ideas.

@theamazingtomholland Abby! 💓 You called me a sister in your post and I’ve never been happier to have a mutual call me that. I don’t even remember quite when we met, all those months ago, but I know that I had met someone special, and it didn’t take long for us to open up to each other. I learn so much from you, you have know idea. You’re truly one of a kind. Also, I love how much you love Golden Bullets/Hearts. Thank you for always being there for me (and for somehow always knowing how to trigger my mom friend reflex haha).

@etoileholland Cordelia! 💓 I’d write this in French, but you and I both know I don’t speak it and French is your aesthetic. You are the epitome of a French sunflower (are those even a thing?) because you bring so much joy and happiness wherever you go. You just radiate this purely positive vibe. Thank you for talking to me that one time when I was drunk and no one else was online (it made my night to talk to you!), and thank you for introducing me to the glory that is Derry Girls, a.k.a. my dad’s favorite show that we may or may not be rewatching already…

@geminiparkers Chloe! 💓 I admire you so much. You are so genuine in all that you say and do, and you are an incredible resource for finding fics (it’s phenomenal). I think I can speak for a lot of authors here when I say that your work is cherished and appreciated so much; it really gives readers a way of discovering new authors. I also loveee being a part of your tom’s histor-whores group. It makes me feel special. I also love being told when a certain someone does something wrong… like not knowing what a grilled cheese is or buying the wrong Snapple… Thank you for always being a source of incredible fics, incredible humor, incredible fic recs, and incredible history memes.

@lukeysdimples Valeska! 💓 You are quite literally the only 5SOS blog I follow, and I love your content, but I love talking to you as a person too. You’re one of the most interesting people that I’ve ever met (well, virtually, i mean, ya know). I learn something new from you every day, and I hope if we meet one day, that you can show me all the good food that I’ve heard so much about from you (like cow tongue haha, i’m serious i want to try it!). Thank you for always being someone that I know I can trust with anything and everything. 

@fallinfortom Adeline! 💓 I don’t even know if you’ll see this, but I miss you on here! Tumblr’s just not the same without your presence. I remember first talking to you back in the springtime, and I don’t know if you know, but I was so intimidated by you. I thought you were this amazing and cool blog, and that you were definitely out of my league mutual wise. You’ve been one of my most consistent friends on here, and I really do feel like you’re my older sister in a way. I hope you and your fam are doing well! Thank you for always being yourself and for having your blog always be a warm, friendly environment.

@milfzaynmalik Zoey! 💓 I never know your username because you change it so much, but I love the guessing game that it is. You keep me on my toes with your changes, but it’s so worth it because your blog truly grows with you as an individual. Although I’m a Louis girl at heart, I love and appreciate your Harry Styles content. I also love how genuine and open you are with every aspect of your blog. Thank you for always being so kind to me (and for always being down to shit on Larries hehe).

@unsaidholland Lys! 💓 You were the first person to introduce me to the fic-side of loving the adorable Harry Holland. I love being able to talk to you about the randomest things, and I really appreciate how kindhearted you are. You’re never afraid to stand up for your friends, and that’s a trait I really admire. Thank you for being a Harry Holland-loving positive force in my life.

@devildisguiseasangel Angela! 💓 My Swiftie bestie! I am so, so glad to have met you. You are always leaving the brightest comments on my works, and I will always appreciate your love and support for my fics, specifically the ones inspired by Taylor songs. You are always there for me, and you’re always the first one to check up on me if I’ve been away or made some sad post about my life. Thank you for your constant support and for being a literal ray of sunshine in my life.

[valentinaacas]

taylor swift - hope you see this

i’ve heard of taylor swift being completely active on tumblr for all the years that i’ve been a fan. i will say i noticed her first when she came out with love story(just re-released!)(blasting it right now) and white horse. but i didn’t completely become a fan until speak now. i remember sitting on the floor i was 19 years old (i think - i’m now 29) looking for music that i can relate to, because 19 year old me was going through it. i’ve always been connected to lyrically beautiful songs and still till this day always looking for new music. discovering taylor swift is a moment i will never forget and hold close and dear to my heart. i would say i am a huge fan. i always buy her albums to support her even though i do not own a cd player anymore. when 1989 came out i used my last 100$ to buy the taylor swift bundle to enter a chance to win tickets to her concerts. i got a bag, guitar pics, pictures and bunch of other things.  i bought her cardigan sweater this year along with the grey reputation pullover sweater with all her look what you made me do video characters on it. i treasure that thing. ii requested the repuation sweater with the zippers on the elbows for christmas that year and got it. i just finally recently got my cowboy like me sweatshirt. wearing it this weekend when i go upstate. fits the scenery for sure.i never won those win free tickets but i didn’t care. my first concert i ever attended was red. it was one of the best concert i’ve ever been too. thats when she introduced ed-sheeran to me. It was at the prudential center in new jersey. i live in new york. i travelled all the way to PA for her reputation tour because when she was playing near new york i was already attending a foo fighters concert that weekend in boston, so my boyfriend drove me all the way to Pennsylvania just so i could see her. she has gotten me through so many heart breaks. i jam out to all her music almost everyday. i dont think ill ever get sick of it. when lover came out, i had just recently lost my dad october 2018. He died from non hodgkins lymphoma.. taylor swift has never moved me the way she did on that album. Soon you’ll get better. i wasn’t expecting to hear a song like that going through each song, and all of a sudden i heard “you like the nicer nurses” and i was in a pool of tears. holy orange bottles .. really broke me in half. my dad always like the nicer nurses, and he always did make a joke out of the whole situation. he didnt really come to terms with dying until a month before his death. we played the rolling stones next to his ear as he passed. if he loved anything other than his family it was the rolling stones. i needed that song. i was very much still grieving (still am). i could go on and on about all the songs taylor swift wrote that felt like she wrote it just for me. “all too well” - i mean who hasnt broken out in tears with that one? i wasn’t even heartbroken yet before i could really relate to my favorite song she has ever written. “clean” was something everyone needs in their life. white horse was my go to when my high school boyfriend kept cheating on me, and begging for me back. i used to watch the video almost everyday. every song taylor has written, has touched my soul. i could go on and on but basically i just wrote this hoping my favorite person on earth sees this and knows how much i appreciate her and her music, and because me being 29 years old, i feel like i always want to express it but i’m just not brave enough for all the people that follow me see the kid in me every time i talk about taylor swift. let me just say everyone who knows me or doesnt know me - know that i am a huge freaking fan. i love you taylor swift.. thank you for the two new albums this year and now FEARLESS remastered. freaking love you

@taylorswift

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ML8cuNYCSc 

#taylorswift #swifty #red #folklore #fearless #lover #evermore #1989 #repuation

[xcleanx]

So since 2019 is about to end I decided to make a list of people who inspired and influenced me this year and shaped to the person I am today!

@taylorswift - Taylor, of course. Your music has helped me a lot this year, especially during hard times. Everything you say and do inspire me to be a better person, fight for myself and respect myself. Every day I’m so grateful for you and I couldn’t wish for a better role model. Thanks to you I met so many amazing people who became my friends and were there for me when I needed them the most and I will never stop being grateful for that. You gave me so much this year and taught me a lot and you make me proud every day. I love you and I hope to hug you next year ❤️

@swiftlove89 - Gulcan you’re that person who is always here for me and who I know for so long. I will never forget how our friendship started - me asking for the tumblr usernames and you giving me yours and then you reblogging one of my reblogs and then Taylor liking it 🥺 It was back in late 2018 and it was my first notice ever and I will never forget this. Not only because it was the first time Taylor actually acknowledged me but also because you showed that no matter how many notices someone has they still can help others and make them happy. You made 2019 much better for me by being in it. You’re so kind, humble and beautiful inside and out and I’m the luckiest to have a friend like you, i love you so much 💘

@delictay - Marisol!!! Despite that we don’t talk daily I know I have your support literally always. You’re the cutest and I wish I could protect you from everything bad in this world. Every time I texted you this year I felt understood and loved and I can’t thank you enough for that. You’re like my older sister I’ve never had and watching you go from having like 3 notices without any hope for ever meeting Taylor to Taylor herself picking and inviting you to her house and liking more than 20 of your posts was literally one of the best experiences this year. You deserve everything you achieved, always remember that. Thank you for making me feel like I matter and always being open for me, i love you the most 🥺❤️

@lanalovestay - Lanaaa!!! 💖 You’re such a kind, funny and lovely person and I couldn’t be happier to have you in 2019!! Not only you are so amazing but also extremely talented (confirmed by Taylor herself!!!) and scrolling through your blog makes me so jealous ’cause it’s one of the prettiest I’ve ever seen 🥺 2019 wouldn’t have been as fun as it was without our long talks and rants on literally everything!! There aren’t many things I enjoy as much as talking to you, you’re only 16 but you’re one of the most open minded and respectful people I’ve met in my life and I feel like I can talk to you about literally everything and I will never be judged. Thank you for always taking your time to talk to me not only about Tay, school, books, movies and celebrities but also about some personal things you never fail to advise me on. I appreciate having you as my friend more than you know, i love you 💘

@iwatchedallofitfade - Meg my baby I don’t even know where I should start!!! You’ve always been an amazing friend I could rely on. You’re such a lovely, big hearted and funny person and you brought so much happiness into this year. You never fail to inspire me with your independence and strength, you’re one of the bravest people I’ve ever met and you deserve absolutely everything in this world. You were there for me when I was at my lowest and you always take your time to help me figure out my problems and at the same time you manage to open up to me and I feel so special you trust me enough to do this 🥺 I know you’re going through a lot right now but I’m praying things will get better eventually and you will feel only happiness and see only daylight. I’m rooting for you so much and sending you all my love today and every day. If there were more people like you, the world would be a much better place and I want you to always know that, i love you ❤️❤️

@troublesgonnafollowswift - Lily I don’t know if you still use this account but I just want to let you know I love you so much and never took you for granted. 2019 was a really rough and difficult year for me in so many ways. You know I had lots of problems with my mental health, you saw me at my lowest and despite that we both know I’m a hard person to deal with you never left. Meeting you was the highlight of this year and hands down one of the best experiences in my life. You were so pretty, funny and lovely on the internet and I would have never thought it would be possible for you to be more than that but you were even prettier and more amazing in real life. I will never forget how hugging you, having lunch with you and talking to you felt like. I don’t even have words to describe how grateful I am that God has put someone like you in my life. When I think about the things that made me happy this year I think about calling you almost crying just for you to make me smile, laughing with you about stupid things and being so excited about meeting you that I almost got hit by a bus when I saw you 🥺 You were making me the happiest and I miss you so so so much and love you even more 🥺💗

@repu2001 - Sami you’re literally the kindest, cutest, loveliest, funniest and the most big hearted person I know. You’re that male friend every girl is dying to have and that person everyone is dying to have in their lives. I’ve known you for over a year and to be honest it was the best time I’ve ever had. You made my 2019 so special, you taught me patience, more self love and you inspired me and still keep inspiring by being strong and independent but also nice and lovely to be a better version of myself. You opened up to me many times this year and knowing I have your trust means more than you will ever know. Because of knowing your secrets and your past I can say without any doubt that you’re hands down the strongest person I’ve ever got to talk to. And the fact that you’ve been through so many unbelievably terrible things but kept on going and now always being extremely lovely to everyone is a proof you’re literally an angel in person 🥺 There’s not a single day you don’t make me proud and every day of our friendship I love you more and more forever and always 💗💗

@tswiftgrande - Soph i know you’re probably sick of me making appreciation posts for you but you’ve been a huge part of my 2019 so here we are again!! I know you’ve heard this many times before but you’re one of the most caring, amazing and beautiful people I’ve met through Taylor. I’ve known you for so long and I’ve seen you in many situations, we’ve been through a lot together, we’ve seen each other being happy but also totally broken and we’ve shared similar experiences. Knowing I have someone I can always turn to no matter if I need advice on my make up or hair or more serious things is something I will be forever grateful for, especially if this person is you. No matter what happens in my life I know I can rely on you and at the same time I know I will never be judged. This year was the worst when it comes to my mental health and I know I was hard to deal with so many times and despite that there wasn’t a situation you weren’t there for me when I needed you. I know you had your own problems but you never made me feel like my problems were less important and that showed me you were my real friend. I just want you to always know I have your back as much as you had and have mine and you helped me become a better person than I was a year ago. I love you the most Soph and no matter what happens I always will ❤️

@taylorkeepdancing - Aner babe!! You brought so much positivity and happiness into my life this year!! You’re such a lovely and cute person and I’m so happy I got to know you and talk to you ’cause you’re always so kind and your blog is so awesome ❣️ We don’t know each other well but I can tell you’re down to earth and that’s not a surprise Taylor loves you as much as we all do 💘 Thank you so much for being nice every time we talked and for helping other swifties to get noticed, I will never forget that thanks to you and you only Taylor saw my face and knows what I look like now 🥺 I love you and I hope we will be mutuals for another few years 💗

@hauntedcats13 - Nesli I’m honestly so glad I got to know you, from our very first talk you were so nice and kind and being friends with you is such an honour, you’re always so positive and you always want to make everyone around you happy what is so amazing and says a lot about you as a person. I’m glad I have someone like you who I can always count on and talk to knowing I won’t be judged or misunderstood. You know I love you so much and I have your back as much as you have mine and I hope to be friends with you for next years ❤️❤️

@comebackbehereswift - Eliana I’m so glad I met you and got to talk to you more this year, I loved talking with you about music, celebrities but mostly I loved talking about Ed ’cause you seemed to be the only person who fully understood my love for him and you going to his concert this year made me so so happy!! You’re such a positive, lovely and funny person and I’m so glad I can call you my friend. I will never forget you and Ella calling me when Taylor liked two of my posts and being as excited and happy as I was. It’s really so hard to find people who are that happy for you and I don’t know what I did to deserve you. I love you so much and I hope we will be friends for next years 💗

@ellagoodhair - Ella despite that we don’t know each other very well I got to talk to you a few times this year and I can say without any doubt that you’re a lovely, funny and caring person who deserves only the best. The fact that you decided to call me when Taylor noticed me despite that we barely talked means a lot to me and shows how humble you are and how much others’ happiness means to you 🥺 I’m the happiest you got your moment with Tay this year ’cause you deserved it the most!! ❤️ I love you and I hope to talk to you more the next year 💘

@thedarkestlittleparadisse - Sara!! Every time we talked this year I had so much fun and there was always a smile on my face, you’re such a funny, open minded, beautiful and kind person everyone needs in their lives. I know I can always count on you no matter what and I trust you so much and I just hope you know I always have your back and I’m always here for you if you need anything. You made my 2019 much better and I hope we will be friends for next couple of years, i love you so much and you’re like my little sister i will always take care about ❤️❤️

@rayanlovestaylor - Rayan despite that we don’t talk that much I totally adore you and love talking to you!! You’re always so kind, nice and open minded and I love how I can talk to you about everything without fear of being judged. Even our the most basic conversations mean so much to me and put a smile on my face, I’m so grateful I had someone like you to talk to this year and I love you so much 💗

@passingnotesinsecrecy - Elif!! You helped me so much this year, you saw me at my lowest and leaving instagram aka the website I made so many friends on, spent hours on, started making my very first edits on and being so attached to and I felt like people didn’t understand how much it took in me to do it except you. I got so many beautiful messages from the people I had to leave but your texts touched me to tears and when I feel unworthy or unwanted I recall them to this day. They literally changed my vision of myself and helped me a lot through my worst days. We didn’t talk a lot back then so the fact that you decided to tell me such beautiful words and then find me here on tumblr to talk to me more means so much to me. Without you my 2019 wouldn’t have been the same and you made a huge, better change in my life. I hope you know you can always rely on me and count on me as well, I love you with my whole heart 💗💗

Also special thanks to other people who also without a doubt made my 2019 much better aka Jenna ( @misss-americana ) for being here for me when I needed someone the most a few days ago and caring about me; Syagmurr ( @daydaylightt ) for being so lovely and cute to talk to; Jason ( @jasonshawwithtay ) for being so unbelievably kind, helpful and lovely; Poonam ( @plorall ) for caring about me and being here when I needed someone a few days ago, Jess ( @jessheartstaylor ) for always being so kind and amazing, I love talking to you so much; Cara ( @girlwiththeswifttattoos ) for being so nice and generous and helping others, I hope you know it’s never unnoticable; Anam ( @loverstann ) for being one of the nicest mutuals I’ve ever had; Auguste ( @auguste-adores-taylor ) for being so adorable and funny, I hope to meet you on the Lover fest next year; Maeve ( @maevelovestaylor ) for being so amazing, kind and lovely and always wanting to talk to me ❤️

I am so grateful for every single one of you and for every person who I crossed paths with this year. You all helped me a lot and made 2019 much better for me by being in it. I love you ❤️

[long-live-swifties-forever]

My Lover Secret Session Experience

A month ago I was lucky to attend the Lovers Secret Session at Nashville. Here’s my secret session experience. @taylorswift @taylornation

Receiving my DM

I received my DM on July 24. I swear to God I couldn’t believe my eyes. I was shaking because I’ve never been noticed by Taylor ever. What’s really mysterious is that I received the DM on Tumblr when my biggest account is on Twitter. I admit I clicked on TN’s icon numerous times to make sure the message was coming from the real Taylor Nation. I ran to my niece and told her and she told me that she knew it would happen to me. After like 30 mins when I was calmed I sent them my information and waited.

Waiting time

For the next 2 days my anxiety was off the roof. On July 26 around 6pm I received a call from NY. They thanked me for being such a good fan and invited me to an event on August 4. I couldn’t believe it! Part of me didn’t feel like it was real at all. How could it be that Taylor Swift knew about me and wanted to invite me to her house in Nashville? 

I booked my flight and hotel stay the next day. So it was happening I was going to Nashville and it was a secret. How perfect is it to go to Nashville for the first time to meet Taylor?! After I booked everything the wait started. It was extremely difficult to keep the secret from Meg and Audrey. I remember asking Audrey if she thinks Lover Secret Session won’t happen since the Album release was approaching literally 1 hour before I received my DM from Taylor Nation.

Arriving to Nashville

On August 2nd, I took my flight to Nashville and then checked in to the hotel.  I think I spotted some swifties but I’m really shy so I didn’t approached them. That night I brainstormed what I wanted to tell Taylor. I wanted to tell her how I’ve been a fan since I was in High School and how her music helped me when I needed the most. How she has a song I can relate to for basically every emotion. I wanted her to know how much I appreciate that she makes a real effort to include the fandom in fun activities like figuring out what easter egg means. It drives us crazy but it's really fun to read different theories. Another thing I did that night was thinking what pose I wanted to take a picture with her. I’m really short( 5’1”) so I googled pictures she has with friends and found a really cute picture where she hugs Hayley Williams from the back and they are celebrating Camila’s birthday. I just thought that pose was super cute. 

The next day I went to the Waffle house to eat breakfast and when I was walking to the Waffle house a swiftie told me that she loved my shirt. I was wearing my Lover crop top. That made me really happy. I went to target to get nailpolish to get my nails ready for the session but couldn’t decide. I guess I was really nervous. I walked back to the hotel and got ready to meet everyone. 

When I arrived I saw some familiar faces. I was instantly relieved because I was afraid I would know anyone there. I saw Gracie, Lea, Cait, Elise, Jacie and so many more cool Swifties. I connected with: Brandon and Lea the most. We all went to a room to wait until it was time to go to Taylor’s house. We waited for a while but it was nice to mingle with everyone. When it was time to go into the bus that’s when it really hit me that I was meeting Taylor! Also the moment when the gates from her house opened is one of those I will never forget! 

Arriving to Taylor’s House

When we arrived to the patio area in the house there was food there. I thought I wouldn’t eat but I did. I had a Lover cookie, a rice krispie made by Taylor!, nuggets, a pizza slice and fruit. We waited for a while before going into the living room. Brendon confirmed the water in the pool was cold. That area is beautiful: She has a sign that says Wine and we all recognized it from that Insta story she posted about Game of thrones.She has really cute picture frames. I remember a really cute one she has with her whole family next to a staircase that leads to one area with a restroom. Before they let us into the living room area I went to the restroom exactly when they started to let in to the living room. I rushed down to go to the living room. The room was beautiful. Taylor has a scrabble framed with really cute messages which I think are for her mom and a Peter Max Artwork hanging.  

Secret Session

When Taylor arrived and said Hey Guys. I couldn’t believe it! Tree and Valheria Rocha were there! Taylor introduced her family and Austin, Scott and Adrea went into the room and welcomed us. After they left the room Taylor said some rules about the Secret Session so we are clear about what we can say and what we can’t share. She made a really cool joke referencing Men in Black cause obviously she doesn’t expect us to act like we weren’t in the secret session. One thing that really touched me was when Taylor told us to keep the lyrics safe. She is very proud of this album and she’s the sweetest person ever. 

The whole album is a masterpiece! I loved the whole album. Some moments that I’ll always treasure during the listening session are the following:

Crying  with Lover like a baby cause the lyrics really hit because they are so pure.

Listening to The Man because it’s such a powerful song and gosh I’m so glad Taylor is talking about Equality!

All of us crying with Soon You’ll get better. I remember Gracie holding my hand. I’m so glad she did.

Taylor encouraging us to make friends there honestly I’m so happy I shared these memories with everyone.

Meeting Taylor

There was a lot of people meeting Taylor that day. We were 113! Taylor was so nice to meet all of us when she was still jet lagged. Around 3:30 A.M. TN called my name. 

As soon as I entered the room Taylor said: Hi Cecilia and I approached her saying omg and we hugged. I love that color on you. We will match for our picture.

Taylor said sorry for making me wait so much. I told her it was ok. I waited so many years to meet her that a few hrs was nothing. She said thank you.

I said thank you for inviting me and let me listen to Lover. I told her I pre ordered the deluxes albums and she said thank you! I told her that I'm probably getting the album from itunes because it's so good. She said thank you. She told me if I had time to see them and I told her that a lil and that I wanted to sit down. 

Then she asked me if I wanted to take a picture and I said Yes. I told her if we could do like her hugging me from the back. I didn’t like the first picture and asked if we could take another and they we did take another one. :) 

I told her about my trip to japan and that I got her a fridge magnet and she was happy and said: aw you got me a magnet. 

She told me to have a safe trip back. I got my merch and went to bus. 

So that’s it! There’s definitely more to my story but I feel like I kinda blanked out sometimes cause it’s so shocking to meet Taylor and be invited to her house. I don’t know if Taylor will read this but I want her to know that I had the best time. Taylor thank you for inviting me. I’m so grateful because I made friends in your house and I’m so glad we all share all these beautiful memories together. The album is already a success and I can’t wait to attend the tour and listen to the album live! 

Love,

Cecilia