#hhhhhhh im not tagging every character

[sleepyezzy]

i made a beefydie tierlist please do not burn me at the stake

what other tierlists should i make please im bored

[zoppzoop]

argh. god damnit. The Boys(tm) if you will

Hwjejs I gotchu anon. The Boys™ aka bakudeku

So!!!!! Other than tododeku bakudeku was also one the first ships I'd started reading about and I loved and still do.

I have Many Thoughts and I'll try to organise them but it's gonna turn into a ramble anyways so!!!!

At first I didn't really get the appeal of bakudeku other than angst (mostly because I didn't really like bakugou for like a couple episodes in the beginning) but then I read a few of the fics where bakugou faced Consequences™ or something happened to Izuku and Bakugou felt things, mostly guilt and tried to be better or whatever and then I saw their relationship develop in the manga and I also saw Bakugou change a bit and hHHHHhH lemme say all of that was a gamechanger in how I saw Bakugou as a character and how I saw their relationship.

After that I dug up any and all hurt comfort I could find some of them were good some of them were bad and some of the ones I thought wouldn't vibe with me turned out to be really interesting and nicely written so I was sold on those.

And then I got around to reading the platonic stuff and let me tell you this. Them as childhood bestfriends is such a chaotic concept I love it. Like a day or two ago I literally went through the whole tag of 'Katsuki Bakugou and Midoriya Izuku are Good Friends' and QJDHAKDHAKDHS YES. JUST YES.

Also for the unhealthily+I'm picky about it thing, I read this one fic a while ago where Izuku and katsuki were in a relationship but it wasn't really great for both of them because Izuku didn't communicate and Katsuki didn't notice anything till it was too late and then they talked about it took some time away from each other, realised their mistakes and got back again and honestly it was very much hurt then comfort kinda fic but it was really well executed so if there's fics like that I'd read it, but if it straight up just bleh kinda toxic I won't vibe with it at all. (Im saying this after trying to read a fic where Izuku was a manipulative boyfriend to katsuki and I dropped that one really quick because ah I can't see characters being portrayed like that shdhajdhskdh especially considering that Izuku is a comfort character for me shdshh) so yeah I won't really look fort the unhealthy fics but if I come across one with a fine enough plot I might give it a shot depending on how I'm feeling.

Other than that childhood friends to lovers is a fuck yea. Childhood friends to rival to lovers in also the same and QJDHAJDHAK MUTUAL PINING. GDI THAT SHIT GETS ME EVERY TIME.

In canon they're basically best friends in a sense. Or at least really close friends. Won't be a ship at all but platonic friendship is definitely there.

Send me some ships for the ship bingo💖✨

[stray-tori]

An Innocent Sin & the good gay flashback ft. my descent into madness

I wasn’t sure if I should post this but I mostly want it archived so here we go. This is from like,, September?

So. “An Innocent Sin” is a dumpster fire unlike anything I’ve ever seen. I don’t remember why I decided to read it. maybe I was crazy. Either way... I read it. It soon started to touch upon (very very outlandish) sexual abuse which I thought was interesting. (the angst, not so much some of the wack circumstances surrounding it)

ANYWAY. at some point... we have a flashback. And not just that. It has a gay character.

And it turns rly gay. which mind you, is still in a het smut manwha (that has a “gay” side couple, but still!)

And it destroyed me.

For those who want to read it because I genuinely think the flashback is a decent bit, it’s all the bonus chapters between chapter 77 and 78 I think. There’s a part before that too, but idk where exactly anymore. (It’s on lezhin! or your platform of choosing)

I don’t THINK you’ll need any other knowledge to get the flashback bit? but it’s been a while.

Below the cut (rip mobile users), you can read all of my amazing reactions (all of these were text messages, for context - but I took most of the replies and convos about other things out). Post is also tagged as long post. :))

(i’m serious, this is fucking long)

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Here I am. Liking the gay flashback character. Feck. Main dude is still straight but idk it's cute pff

This is a mess. The girl white hair likes, likes black hair, maybe, but thinks white hair is attractive

What just happened is sth I'd like to know too pff He's so cute tho omg. Watch me melt Can we stay in this flashback before everything got perverted af and before white hair gets assaulted all the time I would send an eyebrow emote if I could Context: he's asking he says it again

Ik it's not mutual but loookkk he's so sweet. He's kinda rude in present time, can't we stay in this flashback forever

I never asked for gay, never expected gay but I got gay

This story is trash why am I still reading it shdhhd

He caught his mom cheating. And now she's forcing him to watch??? What is thissss Well adoptive mom But still sudhdidu what Bitch how dare YOU exist

Save my babyyyy

Yay sister that's not yet a rapist to the rescueee

This flashback is actually just nicer in every way let's just stay here This is a super long flashback btw Idek anymore what triggered it

Okay I think I'm gonna make the sensible decision and let this dumpster fire rest and just go sleep

It was very wild. I kinda wanna see white hair get therapy but it has 90 chapters and I'm at like 30... So I'm very concerned this is gonna be very dragged out. Idek if it's even finished ahahsududi - but I do kinda wanna see where it goes and see more cute Noah (white hair) so. Here we are.

yeahhh like i was down for the sexual abuse angst but then the mother killed the adoptive son's mother bc the dad had a thing for her?? and it was someone a person studying with white hair knew and so he's investigating and I'm like how did this turn into a crime organisation kind of plot

hhhhhhh i... i appreciate these horny things also tackling abuse but it always kind of gives me weird vibes to have both, especially when its very horny. And when people are horny to people who've been abused. Idk but I'd assume... you might try NOT to tie them up if they're frequently bondaged during their assaults. I'm just.... disjdksdj hello?? am i weird?? why are they fine with it???

also this manwha is so wild, theres this murder mystery investigation thing and then theres just a couple doing honry stuff sprinkled in between and i'm like OKAY

they rescued a guy in their basement and he's understandably very traumatized and they're trying to question him cut to our main couple trying bondage which i still dont understand bECAUSE HE'S A RAPE VICITM WHY ARE YOU OKAY WITH THIS the ones questioning arent the main couple of course but idshkjds

like im glad he's somehow okay with all this horny stuff despite his trauma and im glad he can be happy and have a nice relationship but DO WE NEED THIS MUCH OF IT he's very cute tho

i like that even when i try other stuff lezhin recommends me it still has large amount of gay in it

[mei: i mean... that's pretty great, if you ask me]

I mean I agree, I'm enjoying the gay eheheh these tonal whiplashes there's not even that much white space between the panels fhjd nvm it just turned horny goddamn it can there be 1 chapter without fucking? okay, there were the flashbacks

WE ARE BACK IN FLASHBACKS but im not getting the gay relationship, sad

OH WAIT AM I GETTING GAY COMFORT bc thats very good too

OH NNOOO this turned sad very quickly

I'M SORRY IM SPAMMING BUT THIS IS JUST ANGSTY

I'M :((((

different species confirmed

I rly like them :((( I like the current girl too but it's just..... very horny with her. the flashbacks are nice [current tori edit: she’s very unloyal idk why i said I liked her] im weird HHHHH RIPPP 

someone help him he looks so saddddd

not sure if thats the most healthy relationship but I'LL TAKE IT

AWWW black hair's mom cooks mild food for them bc Noah can't eat spicy food :((( im soft

PFFF

I LOVE THE FLASHBACKS :(((

awww

i feel like theyve done much more bonding than noah's current relationship. I mean yes I think its cute when she comforts him, too, but they rarely do anything besides be horny together

OH OH THEY'RE KISSING

best buildup, honestly

the position is hornier than I'd like later here goes hope it stays cute

D-did someone just respect the word "stop"??? I am amazed

i think you might uh. have some trauma stuff too so yknow

Dohye is a little dramatic in his reassurance but it's all rly cute so I'm :(( I like them a lot pls stay like this getting invested in flashbacks is always like: ik it wont stay but pls stay like this

hELP

chapters ending in "i wanna touch him" is never good. I'm scared. Oh okay he didnt do anything. PHEW. He's already better than the girl, can't they just end up together lmao

[Noah was jealous]

w-why do you look so evil dohye haukdhjs

oh. oh no. the horny is starting. pls dont... just be cute forever

DOHYE NO YOU WERE SO DECENT WHY ARE YOU LYING ABOUT KOREAN TRADITIONS TO GET HIM TO DO STUFF HORNY STUFF TOO NO PLS STOP I JUST- WHEEE TvT the manwha is actually less visually horny in the flashbacks but im not sure if its bc its BL which isnt rly the genre of the manwha or if its bc they're still kids basically, which... I'd respect the latter, tho I'd prefer it to be like this constantly haha

okay. he's not respecting stop anymore, but it's also more of embarrassed nature more than "no i dont want this stop" so maybe i can forgive it. Still losing points, but he hugged him and it was sweet so HHHHHHHHHHH NOT SURE HOW I SHOULD JUDGE THIS SITUATION

They [Noah’s family] forbid him to visit his friends house I AM DEVASTATED

understandable they're a rapist, a fucked up murderer mother and a father with a thing for younger women so

tho he dont know any of that but yknow he's so pretty just fucking end me on the spot

hooo

they are boyfriends and ik from the future that his sister is gonna ruin it allll she has those drugs that make visual imaginations feel like they rly happened to the person (dont know if thats real but holy fuck its terrifying) and she's used it before to say that Noah assualted her. and im pretty sure shes gonna use it again bc there was a panel of Noah remembering Dohye being uhhhh intimate with her and thats why Noah began to hate him and im so sad im not ready for it. bc he's denied it in the future and i honestly couldnt see it happening even before that or she drugged Dohye, i guess thats a possibility too

[current tori: oh girl, it’s neither and it’s wack]

which if, btich you gonna die even more enough rambling, more reading. this makes me so sad but also spicy

on the manwha note, he thinks Noah doesnt like his family bc he's adopted and doesnt feel comfy which....... fair enough i suppose. and he's so cute im gonna melt just looK AT THIS 

SHUt UP, IM GONNA CRY

OH MY GODDDD he ate like ice and gum and all that, and Dohye assumed it was bc of the more spicy food and got rl worried, but he was just trying to get the smell out of his breath bc he wanted to kiss him ukhsdjs HOW CAN YOU BE SO CUTE HELLLOOOOOOOOO

look at them. LOOK AT mY BABIESSSS

how am i ever gonna care about the main couple again aww he-he wanted to go to the same highschool as him :((( im sad bc i know its not gonna happennnnnn

[mei: also at this point, you're literally never gonna care about them. i don't even know the main couple that well and i honestly don't care about them whatsoever.]

WAIT NO they're actually going to the same school awww ik it wont take long until sister fucks it up for them but for now theyre so sweet ohmygodddd

cant he move in with them, fuck his family honestly

dohye he's not a fucking pokemon iukhsdjs

oh. its. turning horny i am displeased with this development but i guess its natural for their relationship however COULD YOU DO IT AT HOME AND NOT IN SOME DUSTY SMALL ROOM how do ppl do this i like that the comments too are just "... is anyone still carng about the other girl?" sakjds

this is the best 3 panels in existence.

h-he just took your hand dohye idk what to tell you

[mei: "you blush at everything i do" god if that isn't me, idk what is]

awww its cute dohye is getting bonus points bc he invited Noah over while his mom wasnt home, they watched some sexual stuff and he DIDNT try to do anything what is this where can i get more of this

"well im not okay"

MY BABIESSSS 

they still didnt do much btw they're just kinda exploring and its honestly nice TvT I dont want this to ever endddd

[Dohye sees Noah’s sister and approaches her] N O

N OOOO

this is the starttttt of something.......... TERRIBLEEEE 

:((( babyyyy

I AM EMO

Noah was drugged im sure. hes having dreams and waking up in pain and the sister is asking doyhe over I DONT LIKE THISSSSSSS OH HE DECLINED

OKAY OKAY he saw him with her again but it was from behind and im not sure if it rly happened??? oh no this is terrible. Noah :((( poor child

i am so emo about this

[reminder he’s been abused TvT]

[the sister: “Don’t you want to know why?”]

i will. murder someone he called to ask her to delete his number btw what is this manwha but this is just gonna make it that more tragic when whatever happens that breaks them apart :(((

he's such a good bf but Noah just wont TELL him his side I'M SO SAD

I AM SO SAD

No

NO

It cant end im actually tearing up nooo you were so cuteeee and happpyyy

[*sister is telling dohye to come to the gym hall*]

what else is she gonna do she already teared [current tori: ahem... T O R E] them apart THAT'S NOT DOYhE. THATS NEVER HIM. OH MY GOD. is it a look alike??? damn, she's dedicated to just. ruining it, huh

I’M

I’M SO SAD

now he's switching SCHOOLS NO NOOOOO how will i ever find happiness againnnn NO they're misunderstanding further they're not talking properly i mean i get it but oh my god

I'M :((( 

NO NOOOO pls make up in the future at least omg he tried to clear it up tooo ahhh i dont even have hopes for them getting back together but i just i want them to clear it up im crying first manwha to make me cry and it's this dumpster fire ahaha maybe a little too bc it kinda hit a little close to home i guess but goddamnn ittttt they were so cuteee and so happy and AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OH NO. Noahs getting drugged and assaulted. And he's realizing it happened before, he just forgot. I am. so sad it's not horny drawn either which i appreciate but MY HEART NO

N O DONT YOU DARE MAKE THIS WORSE

Im. gonna cry more 

Doyhe kept an eye on him im so emo :(( but he thought he was doing well enough and gave up.... Im im so sad no i want you to make up and get back together its all just a stupid........... MEHHHH will i ever find sth like this flashback again

[mei: p-probably not, no]

i am so devasted i dont even wanna go back to the main couple just fucking. i want this relationship back :(((( but i guess the investigation might end up somewhere so hhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhh the baker manwha had a similar flashback feeling so. i just gotta find more of that haha

BUT THIS WAS SO SAD??? im so emo

[Dohye got kidnapped // the flashback commentary stops here but I think my descend into madness is pretty funny too]

OH YEAH THAT HAPPENED. THE FLASHBACK WAS SO LONG I FORGOT. NOOOO SAVE HIM. JESUS CHRIST PLS JUST ONE GOOD THING

its. actually rly smart to have another, more focused on them flashback, before the arc where he gets kidnapped by the rapist murder household so. good job. from a meta perspective but also NO but also. maybe theres hope for them making up at least after all :(((

[main couple kissing] this is. very weird now. but im glad he has someone, he deserves it but dohyeeeee

and switching to sex, YET AGAIN now i wanna see this EVEN LESS THAN I DID BEFOREEEE it's even.... a threesome now with one of the other characters why are you like this why can't you be. like in the flashback i am so upset HAHHHHH WHEEEZEEEE

I am just stop fucking jesus christ PLEASE I DONT WANNA SEE IT ANYMOREEEEE

im just stop the horny pls just tell me who that new guy is and why doyhe likes him so much

[mei: this manwha is a fucking mess but at least we got your lovely commentary out of it]

dhsuksj thanks i feel honored at least i got cute BL out of it before everything went [back] to shit

[mei: THAT TOO]

[...]

tbh im getting kinda mad about doyhe... i dont... feel like he'd just fall instantly for a guy who looks like Noah... but eh not my character

i just want closure for dohye at this point, fuck everything else ... not literally pls theres already too much of that

pls get it together for like 1 chapter is the investigation even still happening i am so confused save dohye plEASE wait what i have less than 10 episodes left Dont tell me this shit isnt even wrapped up yet

[Dohye is having a breakdown over the Noah double not coming to see him anymore]

yeah i this... doesnt feel like Dohye... at all... Even when Noah was rejecting him he was just kind of... taking it with some humor and maybe he was a little desperate and risky sometimes but... oh well... i do want him to get better but... im having a hard time believeing this development??? he never seemed overly anxious or anything. but who knows what else they did to him. Sister can still go fuck off tho

[...]

i mean. i liked the flashbacks a lot honestly??? it stayed simple and focused on the dynamics and less trying to balance smut with murder plots

[dm partner: NO THAT'S WHAT I MEAN LIKE CLEARLY THE AUTHOR CAN MAKE A GOOD STORY SO I'M JUST... CONFUSED AS TO WHY THEY DIDN'T STICK WITH SOME SOFT, FLUFFY BL ROMANCE MANWHA AND DECIDED TO MAKE WHATEVER THIS IS INSTEAD ]

okay i dont care bc dohye is currently getting assaulted nobody asked for this why i just. this is terrible. he was... so sweet. he doesnt deserve this. nobody does of course but jesus christ pls someone save him at least its not horny visually, one saving grace

ah... the assult is back to being depicted horny-ly thank you for nothing

[... removed some general confusion about the plot]

YES. SOME SHIP FOOD.

i am. suffering i mean i cant stop but GOD

okay so apparantly. the sister. has just an arsenal of people who look like other people Dohye, then Noah... and even Noah's GF??? this is ridiculous??

one good message 

why 

did you feel the need to add that [actual tired rage]

im gonna die this manwha is gonna kill me im laughing but im suffering oh hes arrested great and thats the end and the last update was in january of this year

why AS IN NOAH IS ARRESTED nobody who actually did anything is arrested What is this why is this AHHH I at least wanted the complete-ness of finishing this but now I'M JUST SUFFERING

[ mei: I MEAN TO BE FAIR I'D BE SUFFERING TOO BC JUST... WHAT THE FUCK I HAVE?? MANY QUESTIONS?? AND MANY CONCERNS BC THIS MANWHA IS JUST... AN EXPERIENCE ]

its an experience allright WELL

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yup that’s it.

in my head, in a twist of events Dohye and Noah make up and are actual endgame. Something like that must exist out there but I won’t ask because it’d destroy the surprise and ruin the point.

That’s it.

Have a nice day.

[mysteriously-delightful-kitten]

Tag Game: Fanfic Tropes

tagged by @nolongervoid nyeh

Bold your preferences and tag others to play.

Love at first sight or slowly growing fond of someone?  Yo like,,,, love at first sight is uwu and all but im all about them development like hhh make their first meeting as unique as possible and well yanno im so f t for rivals/enemies/we-are-on-opposite-sides bc like they can see different sides of each other that way yanno what i mean haha

Love letters or mixtapes?  Like,,, handwritten letters,, there’s just something about handwritten stuff thats just fits yanno like their handwriting, the way they fold the letters, how they decorate it just hHHHHHH

Hand kisses or kisses on the cheek?  Hello i am weak for all kisses skjskjjsslnj like hand kisses for meetings and usually hand kisses are like saying “you’re beautiful” Just,,, And then kisses on the cheek is just domestic like wwwww jUST PURE ADORATION AND ADMIRATION I JUST,,, kISSES

Understanding each other without words or finishing each other’s sentences? Hhhhhh this one bit hard bc like im all about understanding your partner in different ways but ig there’s just something about when character A and B just look at each other and just,,, know?? What they’re thinking or what they have to do??? pretty useful in fights bUt ALso gives em more dramatic effects and just amplifies the feeling of the situation yanno especially for angst  ahahha--

Gazing into each other’s eyes or looking away blushing?  Shit uhhh this works depending on the pair and also both ways but um gazing into each others eyes and just?? Find something in them??? Like yo idk how to explain but its just *sobbing* ethereal,,, also looking away blushing is plain uwu and just makes you go ohohoho before crying over how cute it is wwww

Longing to be with someone again or spending every second together?  Ahahhahha this also works both ways,,, bc like longing to be w someone after they separated (either permanently or temporarily ahak-) um the feeling of bittersweetness?? *chefs kiss* the feeling of pain and yearning just perfect mMmmMm and then getting to spend every second together after separating and like,, drowning each other in affection?? uM YES??? ANHVSG JOT THIS DOWN I AM W E AK FOR BITTERSWEETNESS

Laughing together or crying together?  Why not both amirite ahahahha 

Someone running their fingers through your hair or gently massaging your earlobes?  HJAVGFCFSDC PLES IM ALL ABOUT PHYSICAL AFFECTION AS I AM DEPRIVED OF IT MYSELF BUT LIKE ANYTHING LIKE TOUCHING HANDS OR HUGGING ARM OR ETC WITHOUT ANY WORDS NEEDED ARE JUST,,, AAAAAAAA

Surprise kisses or long tight hugs?  Dam like i said kisses and phisical affection,, i am dOWN for both i mean give em surprise kisses after a long day or just running to each other and have the long hugs no matter where they are?? LIKE PLES DELICIOUS

[fearlessjournalism]

fanfic authors tag game :))

Tagged by: @grasslandgirl ty ily!!!!

Tagging: @bethecowgirl @caffienedcold @eldanado uhhhhh anyone else from av discord?? I know sav got some but some of yall I cant remember your urls bc my brain is made of moths. tbh @ anyone who sees this if you wanna do it go for it!

Ao3 name: unbelieve

Fandoms: whatever im vibin with. ones i’ve actually finished fics for are american vandal, spring awakening, the flash (im not a person who likes the flash I swear but some of the characters are good lmao), and the maze runner. fics that have not come to fruition are from merlin, the young elites, dead poets society, kingsman, monsters of verity, and then a bunch more for the fandoms I did actually finish fics for. for every one I did post assume like 4 more that I didn’t.

Number of fics: 7

1. Fic you spent the most time on: brushfire!! shit took almost exactly a year lmao ya boi ain’t good with long projects

2. Fic you spent the least time on: let me just get all my sins out here. nothing to a king is a joke fic I wrote for the spring awakening fandom when I accidentally sparked the world’s worst revolution by saying “hans is gay for bowser.” I took this fic probably too seriously but it also probably only took like an hour

3. Longest fic: brushfire at 13,359

4. Shortest fic: my sins, as detailed above, weigh in at 576

5. Most hits: 774 on holding all i used to be sorry about (only bc the flash fandom is big lmao)

6. Most kudos: 77 on brushfire

7. Most comment threads: 27 on brushfire (a Theme lmao)

8. Fave fic you wrote: I mean. brushfire is for sure up there bc I Never finish projects so the fact that I did it is a big deal, and I also finished it and didnt hate it so that was even more rare. i’d go so far as to say I’m proud of it tbh. I also like A Hundred Thousand Loves (for just this one) which is a tmr fic that did Not pop off to say the least but I still like it so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

9. Fic you want to rewrite/expand on: hhhhhhh so Things Without All Remedy was a secret santa fic that I went too ambitious on and didn’t plan my time well enough on :/ I tried real hard on it but I did Not take into account my own skillset there so there are some weird gaps and stuff

10. Share a bit of your WIP or share a story idea that you’re planning:

ok so like theoretically im mostly working on an original project! but just for fun and games i’ve been doing some merlin bullshit on the side in which merlin is... kind of a mob boss? he does crime but he mostly does it to take care of the neighborhood because social services and the police and shit have failed them, and then arthur is an undercover cop who’s supposed to take him down but that doesn’t go according to plan. here’s a little piece bc I think it’s funny: “Do you know Emrys well, then?” Arthur asks, doing his best to sound casual. “I’m not sure anyone knows Emrys well.” “Surely you have to know /something/ about him.” “Careful, now. You ask anyone else too many questions and they’ll start to think you’re investigating or something.” Merlin stops and holds his gaze for a minute, then grins and keeps walking. It’s all Arthur can do not to let out an audible sigh of relief. “Nah, I get it. You’re curious, it makes sense. I’d ask questions about some underworld mystery figure.” “You still haven’t answered them.” “I don’t know, he’s a crime boss. He’s very... bossy.” “You’re a wonderful help, Merlin.” “Do you want me to talk about how his eyes sparkle in the sun, or what?”

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For every @ I get, I have to tag someone I love/look up to!  [Accepting]

@auraguardians - What’s up, fantastic artist and writer over here. I could just gush forever about their OCs, and all the muses we’ve got to plot/come up with/write! BIG LOVE and dokis for knight. We have been mostly/mainly rping on discord, and DAMN I absolutely love every thread we got to write together. We first started because of Morty/Riley, then suddenly our plot just evolved and expanded SO much from where we began... Now here we are with Matsuba/Aaron, Rowan/Richard, Juan/Richard... and all of their alternative versions of them.

@tm27s - Ea I must shower some love on u, because it tells me to do as such otherwise u will divorce me again >(. KBSDJHBDSDS Have I mentioned how much I adore them??? Yes No??? Well, guess what fam - I’ve got some news for u. You're very special to me! I’m so glad that we are catching up to all the time you were out! I MEAN it. I can’t look at Eusine, without immediately remembering/thinking of you. You’re fantastic Ea, I’ll forever cherish our time together!!

@gems-of-lirema - SEAN IS ANOTHER ONE WHO DESERVES SOME LOVE POURED ON THEM!!! They’re freaking awesome, such a fun mun to talk to. Their take on the characters are SO different, yet at the same time- it feel so easy to come up/plot stuff with them. They also have such great art, that I love tons as well!!! c’: Honestly, nothing but love for this madlad. Hope to see you back into the action soon!! :)

@dragxnborn​ - LASTLY! I really want to apologize for Doublefallen for - just straight up not getting back to them, God bless them TBH. Because I NEVER even once, stopped adoring her muses - their Drayden will forever be my favorite. IM SORRY, not sorry! I look fondly back at our Drake/Drayden and just hhhhhhh my feelin heart! They have a very solid grasp on their muses, and honestly? They are a great mun with even greater muses! A+ ! I hope we can get back to writing soon.

[goblinhoblin]

21 questions

thanks for tagging me @nothinelsemattered!!!

rules: answer 21 questions and tag 21 people who you want to get to know better

nickname(s): uuuuhhhh pretty much my only one is chris but when i was a small baby child a lot of my moms side of the family called me ana

zodiac sign: gemini

height: 5’8

last movie i saw: monster house with my lil brother!!

last thing i googled: popular names from the 1700s

favorite musician: i don’t really have a favorite cause i usually only like a couple songs from any musician but panic at the disco and 21 pilots both have some good stuff!!

song stuck in my head: soldier, poet, king by the oh hellos

other blogs: nope ive only got this one

followers: 157

following: 189

do i get asks: yes!!! sometimes!!! and I cherish each and every one of them!!!! :D

amount of sleep: uuuuhhhhhh anywhere from 5 to 10 hours

lucky numbers: uuuuhhh idk but ive always liked 13

what im wearing: a burgundy flannel and black jeans

dream job: maybe an animator?? or a comic book artist?? or maybe a story boarder??? idk i just would love to tell stories about cool characters through art!!!

dream trip: hhhhhhh probably falling through a magic portal into a cool world with with monsters and magic and stuff where just going around adventuring is a viable career option lol

fav food: bread but also pretty much any veggie soup

instruments played: none. this girl put all her skill points into art stuff and knowing random animal facts but if I could choose one to be able to play it would probably be the drums!!! they go boom boom boom and i feel it in my soul???

language: uuuh just english but i know like one German word and a couple of Spanish ones

favorite songs: c’mon by panic at the disco, bohemian rapsody by queen, riptide by vance joy, and ode to sleep by 21 pilots

random fact: i can dislocate my jaw at will.

aesthetic: laying down on a bed of moss in a dense forest with just hints of sunlight making it through the canopy above and the sounds of birds and bugs and a river somewhere nearby

and ill tag: @aubreylittlee @starcrosse-d @starrycloudy @violet-sroses @sister-sage @wolverinsparkle @seaoreos @spidermellon and!!! anyone else that wants to do this!!! :D

[craniumaniac-moved]

❤  T H A N K   Y O U  !!

so, yesterday i reblogged this meme and posted this heart for it. i expected comments from maybe about 10 of you guys. i got wonderful words from 20+ of you. it honestly made me OVERWHELMINGLY HAPPY and continues to do so when i look at all the things you all said. i originally planned to go through and comment nice things on all your heart posts if you were doing the meme, too, but nah. i’m responding to each of you in one big post. it meant a lot especially because of how i’ve been in such an annoying rut like the past month, but i think i’m going to be able to come out of it once guzma feels like he can get out of bed. these kind words all definitely helped. long post below the cut!

@tender--age--in--plume:

Kisses his nose. "Love ya, G."

( kaycie is one of the sweetest and most tender people i know and i am so glad i get to be her friend and talk to her all the tiiime~~~~ )

Kisses her nose in return, then goes for a quick peck of the lips to one-up her. “Love ya, too, P.”

RIGHT BACK ATCHA FRIEND i love talking all the time too and i love our headcanoning and i love our rps especially our private ones i wish we could keep up ones like those on tumblr LOL but heck yes A+ plumes

@resfebxr:

/I love how you portray your Guzma! I'm very excited to roleplay with you one day if you're ever up for it!

THANK YOU!!! i am up for it yo! gimme an IM!

@ask-yomonsterboy:

Snake drops a chocolate bar on Guzma

That is a sign of respect from the snake. And the Snake mun Loves Kaycie too, she gets a Chocolate bar too.

Cranium immediately wolfs down the chocolate bar. “Thanks, fam.”

i too share wolf down this chocolate bar. thank you friend <3 you’re amazing

@r4gn0r0k:

we don't talk or anything, but I adore checking out your rps from time to time, your Guzma is so well done it blows me away

blows you away???? aHHH i am keeping this compliment in my heart forever thank you so mucH

@thebrokenbeasts:

*KICKS DOWN DOOR* I know I usually don't approach because nerves, but there is SO MUCH I could say about how lovely you and Guz are~ Never feel unloved fam!

lmao well actually you approach more often than most to tell me wonderful nice things!! i could say SO MUCH about you and jelly too. you are such a real sweetheart and then jelly is such a cool, interesting, and creative OC omg i can’t wait until my dumb ass can continue our rp IT GONNA BE INTENSE

@birthchrist:

ONE OF MY BESTEST FRIENDS!!!! I LOVE KAYCIE SM you are so fucking smart and sweet and it feels like I have known you FOREVER (which might as well be true in internet years) and seeing you on my dash makes me so happy

literally same like i feel like i would just be repeating what you just said, and what i said on your heart meme, and what we’ve both said 5000 times before if i said how i felt about you here LOL but all in all YOU’RE ONE OF MY FAVORITE PEOPLE I LIKE THAT WE DON’T HAVE TO TALK EVERY DAY TO STILL FEEL LIKE BEST FRIENDS. I FEEL LIKE THAT’S AN INDICATOR OF REAL BEST FRIENDSHIP.

@moonkxssed:

//I know we haven't interacted but I just LOVE seeing you on my dash. Your Guzma is so developed and I can see you put so much effort in your headcanons ^v^ I'd love to interact one day!!

ahhh!! if that’s what you think we really need to interact sometime friend!! come into my IMs whenever you wanna, if you wanna plot something, or you could just make a random starter. i’m so down for rps with moons bc i’ve hardly had ANY and yours is choice

@igxttabakeanothaxne:

I KNOW WE HAVEN'T TALKED MUCH BUT YOU ARE SUPER RAD AND I LOVE YOUR GUZMA WE GOTTA TALK MORE

YES WE DO GOTTA TALK MORE AND THE BOSS MAN NEEDS MORE INTERACTION WITH THIS GRUNT. COME AT ME BRO OK

@ardent-lux:

(We haven't interacted much, but I enjoy seeing you on the dash after all this time. I freaking adore your portrayal of ya boi and you seem like a cool person. Don't feel disheartened about your blog, because you do a hella good job with it.)

one of my earlier rps on this blog was with your muse and that feels really frickin special to me yo! especially because you’re still around of course. thank you so much pal. we can always interact again!

@denkinokikai:

even though soph tends to be a little :||| when it comes to guzma, i personally really enjoy your portrayal a lot and i'd totally be up for having our muses interact more if you're cool with that!

i love that soph is :||| when it comes to guzma it’s WONDERFUL and totally ic tbh haha, i would not have expected him to ever like him! initially, at least. i’m sorry that guzma’s an ass to him before post-game.... seriously guzma wtf chill this is a child. I, HOWEVER, LOVE YOUR SOPHY AND I AM TOTALLY DOWN FOR US INTERACTING MORE!! i love the little things we’ve done so far <3

@tabithq:

Your Guzma is just so great, I love reading your threads!

that makes me so happy!! i of course love your tabitha, too. so many times i have caught your interactions and dash commentary on my dash and just smiled because i really love how you’ve brought the character to life.

@alolatahilillie:

((I love your characterization and your writing is really, really good as well!))

SAME GOES FOR YOU PAL!!!!!!!!!! i love your muses, your portrayal of them and your headcanons and just.. everything. we definitely NEED to have more interactions!

@curiousobjecthead:

[ i really admire you and would love to get you know better. also your guzma is super dupper good yo. also since it's not a good day, please take care!! ]

FRICK this is so nice. i would love to get to know you better too! i remember way back when we would talk on skype pretty regularly. let’s start that up again on discord if ya want! thank you so much yo

@hughhyuuhue:

{ WHAT AN AMAZING GUZMA? ? ? AND AN AMAZING PERSON?! I MISS TALKING TO YOU ALL THE DARN TIME LMFAO. FUCKIN' KEEP ROCKIN' THIS MUSE! }

THANK YOU THANK YOU x100000 I LOVE YOUR PLUMES AND SO DOES GUZMA OF COURSE AND I AM EXCITED TO SEE WHAT YOU DO WITH YOUR HUGH

@specialagent-foxymulder:

I don't think you follow any of my RP blogs but I seriously admire your characterization and writing from afar ♡

ahhh this means a lot <3 thank you!! sadly if i’m unfamiliar with a fandom i won’t follow a blog, totally nothing personal, you seem wonderful! x-files is on my list to watch more of though so maybe sometime soon!!

@sterlingsilverchampion:

SHOVES A LOT OF DURANT AND ARMALDO AT THIS BUG BOY because he's absolutely fantastic!!!

MANIACAL LAUGHTER COMING FROM GUZMA AT THE SUDDEN ONSLAUGHT OF STEEL/BUG POKEMON!!! thank you thank you thank you i always love seeing your steven on my dash and when we talk it’s always a fun convo and ALSO i have to admit i wrote a reply to that starter you made 1000 years ago and i haven’t posted it bc i am.... IDK I’M DUMB. I’M AFRAID IT’S DUMB. I’LL EDIT IT AND POST IT SOON I SWEAR LOL.... 

@poisontrainercharlotte:

You're one of the best guzma blogs and straight up one of the best skull blogs on Tumblr I love how much character and soul you give him it's great

hhhhHHH thank you so much, you are always so sweet and i love seeing charlotte on my dash. the times we interacted were fun, too. maybe we can do it again soon! guzma can never say no to baked goods

@sunlcved:

[ooc; alright REAL TALK i used to follow you in the ow fandom and tagged along into the pokemon fandom w/ you BECAUSE FUCK YOUR GUZMA IS BOSS AF. i always love reading your threads because i personally just love seeing him on my dash!! keep up the good work!!! ♥]

AHH WTF I WAS UNAWARE OF THIS UNTIL NOW. that you came over here bc of me i mean. wtf!! that makes me feel so special lol WHY HAVE WE BARELY INTERACTED?! i mean i know the other night we planned to interact soon and i told you to take your time so STILL TAKE YOUR TIME but dang i am excited!! you have a choice nanu :^)))

@deriision:

I loved Guzma before, and I love him more because of your portrayal. You give him so much life, and more than what some of the fandom thinks of him. Guzma is a fave boi for sure, because wowie you made him one of the greats.

every time someone tells me i made them love guzma more or even like him at all, it makes my heart soar!!! thank you!! i work so hard to give him life and make him more than what a lot of the fandom thinks of him as and i am so happy you can notice it <333 your oc, while we’re at it, is hecking cool af ???? and i love your art like.... hnng 

@pkmncontestsorbust:

[[ I know we don't interact but you!! Are such a great writer!! And your Guzma is A++!! Also eff u u and tender made me ship guzmeria!! Fuck!! ]]

we should definitely CHANGE THAT and interact sometime yo!! thank you!! tbh i like to peek at your rps with tender sometimes. GUZMERIA CLAIMS ANOTHER <3 (lol tender it doesn’t let me re-tag you so i hope you see this)

@pxgtails:

a lot of times i'll think about guzma and then a while later i'll be like 'oh wait that wasn't canon was it that was a kaycie headcanon' and it sounds weird but basically what i'm going for is your guzma IS guzma as far as i'm concerned lfhdkhfslfsdklj i love your characterization i greatly admire the events you run and all around just!!! keep it up!!!!! fingerguns

I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN i have that happen all the time with other muses and my own as well lol... aND IT MEANS SO MUCH THAT YOU’VE TOLD ME THAT! like holy fuck!! it really makes me feel like i’ve done my job as a writer for this boi. i’ve told you before i love how much work you put into kris, too. you are like one of the most memorable blogs in this fandom to me because you were around way back when i started my morty blog. also, fun fact, you are actually my very first follower on this blog lol! i took note of that just a couple days ago. thank you for being overall great :^)

@askteamstonehearts:

{aghostlyrose} we've only done a few short threads but you've always been so kind to me! Most people who play canon characters aren't very tolerant of OCs but you made me feel really welcome in the trainer fandom 💜]

AWH SHUCKS!!! i hope to see aghostlyrose make a comeback soon! if you do then of course i would love to start another thread~~ you rock, yo. i mean, interactions with you are like one of the earliest i can remember having on this blog. you got a real special spot in my heart <3

@whxt-trial:

((We don't talk or interact much but your Guzma is amazing and perfect and​ you are a total sweetheart. Plus you contribute so much to the community with all of your events. Top-notch writing, perfect mun, and well-developed muse. What's not to love?))

heck i think your muses are amazing and perfect and you are a total sweetheart too! even if we don’t talk or interact a bunch, i still LOVE IT when we do!! in fact, if i had to make a list of people in this fandom i considered good friends you’d be on the list tbh >u< thank you!

AND THAT’S A WRAP!

THANK YOU ALL AGAIN! SO MUCH!!

[perringwrites]

its really early in the morning so ill be lazy with that ask meme im sorry x) do every fifth one for the general writer one, and also do every fifth one for the character questions but starting from 1 so 1 - 6 - 11 - 16 - 21 and so on and do that for your favourite antagonist (not necessarily villain if they're not a villain) you ever wrote.

omg tia i can always count on you

writer ask meme

5. Top five formative books?

Unwind, Neal Shusterman (this book was so tense)

The Hunger Games, Suzanne Collins (structure-wise, this book is the bomb)

Divergent (same as ^, structure is phenomenal)

Maximum Ride, James Patterson (the BEST book when it comes to pacing, seriously)

The Book Thief, Markus Zusak

10. Pick an author (or writing friend) to co-write a book with

Shit, honestly? @merigreenleaf​ (hope you don’t mind me tagging you?) but damn Meri’s ensemble cast is so good, ya’ll. All of you should check it out.

15. How do you deal with self-doubt when writing?

Write more!!!

20. Any advice for young writers/advice you wish someone would have given you early on?

If you really love writing, it’s something that your soul needs. It’s not just some hobby or whatever. You need it, like people need to eat, or sleep. So fight for it.

25. What’s your worldbuilding process like?

Lmao what’s worldbuilding. Jkjk. Basically I just pick stuff from the real world. All my worlds are pastiches of what I need.

30. Do you like to read books similar to your project while you’re drafting or do you stick to non-fiction/un-similar works?

I noticed that I tend to avoid books that are way too similar, because I guess it messes up my creative brain waves or whatever you call that. Just until the end of the first draft, though.

35. Post the last sentence you wrote

It’s in my notebook! I’ll edit this post once I get home.

40. Do you look up to any of your writer buddies?

Yes! There are so many of them to name but I really love all my writeblr mutuals.

45. First or third person?

Both!

50. Do you share your rough drafts or do you wait until everything is all polished?

I share the polished version of my rough drafts (mostly the first chapters) because I am a goblin who needs validation.

55. How do you manage your time/make time for writing? (do you set aside time to write every day or do you only write when you have a lot of free time?)

I try to make time, but then I mess up, and then my brain goes hhhhhhh so I pick up a pen or smth. I need to write, yo.

For the other meme I think I’ll do it in another post because this…. already long answer seems dangerous, considering this is tumblr.