#hhhhhh the rants i could go on about these two

[bnesszai]

OH? HAVE I NOT GIVEN YOU THE MISANTHROPOLOGIST RANT?

hi I'm going to scream at you about will wood lyrics this is a threat

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Starting off strong with the opening

I wanna meet your maker

Shake him by his ensanguined damask lapels

Holler "Look what you've done, gave this planet a sun

And made a man to wonder if he's more than just the sum of his cells"

This whole song is pmzai about Chuuya to me. The lyric gave this planet a sun especially reminds me of how Chuuya indirectly gave Dazai a reason to live quite literally being a sun for Dazai to orbit.

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'Cause you defy creation

I hate you, I hate you, I do

Hands to the night sky, praying you might die

Before I fall in love with you

HHHHHH this lyric THIS LYRIC. This is just skk in general to me. Especially from a Dazai perspective. 'You defy creation' and 'praying you might die before I fall in love with you' both just drive me up a WALL

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Then skipping ahead a bit to these line

But I can hate myself

So you don't have to

Do I need to explain why this is Dazai coded? it's Dazai coded. It's SO Dazai coded.

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'Cause I like you, don't you see?

I just like you a little more than me

I, I like you, don't you see?

Oh, hey, I just like you a little more than me

This is once again pmzai core. "I just like you a little more than me". Makes me vomit blood actually. Something about being loving someone someone more than you love yourself. Someone else's light being your whole world. *dies*

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I've seen the face of nature

Wasted constellations crumpled up in my hands

Knowing if you're supernova, your light show is over

But too slow to know for sure if it's a pa-part of the plan

"Constellations crumpled up in my hands" <- so you know how in touch fic there's the line "Touch used to be spilling blood and manipulating death. Touch used to be stopping destruction before it can kill it's vessel." that vibes. If Chuuya is a star to Dazai and his touch stops Chuuya. Then Chuuya's constellations crumple in Dazai's hands. This whole bit is corruption from Dazai perspective to me.

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I hear your heart beating under the floorboards

The rhythm is a gospel to me

So how could I stand a chance, let alone dance

With the way you sweep me off these two left feet?

"I hear your heart beating under the floorboards the rhythm is a gospel to me" I don't have the words to explain this one it just makes me feral

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You're dangling a lantern

Over the event horizon

Thinking it'll thank you

For the light you're sacrificing

Bide time in orbit like a satellite

Remind yourself

The world don't revolve 'round you So don't you revolve 'round someone else

OKAY OKAY THIS ONE. HEAR ME OUT.

this is 15skk to me specifically Dazai watching Chuuya interact with the sheep.

Chuuya sacrificing his light to protect the sheep. and especially the line "The world don't revolve around you, so don't you dare revolve around someone else" is that.

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God don't explain the way time and space made us

Though with the wavelengths bending, it makes sense to me

The only thing that's meant to be is gravity And what comes up must go down

*screams*. I don't have the words for how skk coded this is. this is them. next question.

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Oh, beat by beat and heart by heart Oh, this won't have to end if it doesn't start Beat by beat and heart by heart This won't have to end But it just did

Cou pointed out in the ask I sent them about this but "this won't have to end if it doesn't start is just Dazai in general". The idea of keeping your distance from people because then it won't hurt when you leave. And then the end "this won't have to end, but it just did" Dazai leaving the mafia, and Chuuya.

I love this song. It's skk. I need everyone to see it.

Squish. I will go feral with you. let's goooooooo

this is literally like!!! it's so them. Chuuya makes Dazai want to live and Dazai hates it. He is so mesmerized by Chuuya and his liveliness and every bit of stardust that makes Chuuya Chuuya AND JUST.

His heartbeat is a gospel to Dazai. The only religious thing Dazai will ever believe in. Hhh.

if it never starts it can never end is so Dazai coded I'm gonna throw up.

also HOW DARE YOU quote my own fic at me HOW DARE YOU. touch fic my beloved.

[belligerentbagel]

hhhhhh. there's . a . lot. going on here (this is a joke rant. mostly)

The foot, bizarrely, appears to be anatomically accurate — correct number of phalanges, metatarsals, and tarsals.

I'm not going to fucking talk about the articulations at all because my brain's going to melt. The monster who designed this is on a level beyond Victor Frankenstein. They've never seen a ligament or joint cavity before. They're slapping together bones with the confidence of a British paleontologist. This is the Magdeburg Unicorn of household objects, but you're not going to receive a Snopes dot com article for acquiring this creation held together with magical bone gunge and hubris.

Ramrod-straight spine, for some reason. You got the tarsal count down, but couldn't be arsed to put a bit of curve into the vertebral column? We're going to generously approximate this as a section for lumbar curvature, which would have made a lovely aesthetic handle/grabbing point, but. nah. you saw the structural need for "vertical section connecting a base to an arm" and thought "spine," but failed to consider the other features of the organ. Fucking put even a rib-clavicle-scapula combo in there, which would have given a much nicer transition into the —

Horizontal long bone glued to the superior aspect of the spine, with vertebral spinous processes growing out of it like a machine-generated bastardisation. I s2g the manufacture process for this had to be 1) enter "bone sewing machine" into midjourney. 2) Take the first design it spits out. 3) Uncritically fabricate the design, without making edits to consider how things could articulate with & fit neatly into each other. As ever, the enemy of science is capitalism.

Horizontal long bone gets a second bullet point, because there is so much happening. The long bone would have been perfect as the vertical aspect, because tada your foot already has two lower leg bones naturally articulating with it; AND the spine would have been great for for the "machine arm" because you can slap the thread spools onto the spinous processes! BUT NO. You're gluing an unidentifiable long bone with blurry nonspecific landmarks to 1) the top of a spine (hooooo. I'm breathing out. I'm not going to engage with this again) and 2) the side of a skull (THE SIDE?? WHERE THE EAR GO??).

The skull. Jesus Jod and Jary I don't have the blood left for this. The distal??? end of the long bone is rammed into the side of the skull because heaven is empty and nobody was left to think logically about how to attach a long bone to a skull (spoiler! this DOES NOT WORK. the skull forms a joint with the vertebral column, but -oh, shucks - this spine already got co-opted into attaching to the foot). 

I appreciate the spidering "cracks" from where the long bone meets the skull, as a nod to the agony of constructing this agglomeration — I guess cracks? because they sure as HELL aren't getting the skull sutures right. TWO sagittal sutures that are bogglingly straight & parallel like a headband, with none of the pleasant squiggles of a genuine suture (you should also only have ONE sagittal suture) and a random suture over the right eye? why???? WHAT bony plates are fusing here after the trauma of 1) birth and 2) viewing this aberration

Now, this is different- a skeleton sewing machine for your goth or Halloween decor.

[mellow-worlds]

I felt so happy today! I still do. It's kinda weird since for a good part, I felt an indescriptible amount of pain and then I felt pretty god shortly after. But I think my situation could definitely be improved upon since I haven't left the house for the entire day and am likely to go to sleep right after I finish this post. Either way, I'm glad not to experience yesterday's pain anymore. I guess being more productive would be nice but yk, it's fine for now. Taking things slowly. Or maybe I|m just being lazy. I just hope that tomorrow I'll feel good as well. It does make me feel kinda uneasy that I'll barely have a spare minute tomorrow. It's fine, though. Just because I have two things planned, those being piano lessons and a sleepover. I'll also have to go shopping. Yay, unhealthy food because I'm too lazy to cook! :(

It's fine, I'll be ok. Tomorrow I'll wake up early, shower, go to the piano lessons, finish that one thing I should actually take care of right now, and then happily go to the sleepover. Hopefully. I can't guarantee anything. I'm kinda afraid of making promises because I don't want to disappoint anyone. I don't want to feel worse about myself than I already do. It's not failure if I don't name it that, right? Well I guess we'll see what happens.

Wow, thinking and writing about this made me anxious again. Hmm... Maybe getting lost in your own head isn't good for you? But then again, I don't really have anything to prove that I felt pretty good today. I mostly played video games while watching stream VODs. Idk... Ok I definitely should stop thinking about this because it's making me anxious. I'm fine. It's all going to be fine. I'll go brush my teeth, maybe work on that thing, go to sleep and then do what I described earlier. HHhhhh... tasks... Welp. I guess I'm happy I feel better than during that little time span yesterday. It was good I'd left the house yesterday. All thanks to *them*. Alr enough ranting.

[lovee-infected]

Do you have any thoughts about RSA, we already got two official students so how do you think the rest of students will be like? What’s the academy is like? Do they have dorms presenting Disney princesses?

RSA BRAINROT TIME- Yes anon !! I've been thinking about this for quite a while so I've got A LOT to tell

Students and staff:

First off, the students and staff, I decided to sort them by their possible rival dormitory in NRC since I'm assuming that if we've got the villains for the 7 Disney classics, they're just getting the heroes of the same classics. So here we go:

Alice in wonderland: We've already got Chenya! Other than him, I can see an Alice inspired dorm leader, a mad hatter ispired student and a marchheir inspired one! The dorm istelf would have more of an wonderland theme while Heartslabyul looks more like inside the Queen of hearts' castle.

Lion King: Okay I'm empty of this one. Leona's currently at NRC, Farena's probably graduated RSA years ago and Cheka is still to young to enroll in RSA! So...what are we even getting here???? I was thinking of Timon & Pumbaa inspired characters but no, we'll need them when Cheka possibly enrolls in RSA to be his best buddies, so????? All I could think of was the lion guard series where we got some concept on Scar's teenage hood, so maybe they can be somehow inspired by his Scar's old friends? I don't know...

The little mermaid: We've got Rielle! Can't wait for them to reveal his design but other than him, I'd love to see a Sebastian inspired vice dorm leader and a Flounder inspired student! But I'd also like them to give Rielle several siblings just like Arielle, and since he's the youngest he'd enroll in RSA after most of them have already graduated! From what we got in Chapter 3, I can tell that Rielle, Azul and tweels seem to be childhood friends, so I'd love to see how they can twist a rival ship into a friendship between them! I can also imagine the tweels hanging out with Rielle while the Sebastian inspired character is about to lose his mind and keeps telling Rielle to stay away from those evil beings- (JUST LIKE THE SCENE FROM THE LITTLE MERMAID)

Aladdin: Kalim is believed to be twisted from both Sultan and Aladdin, so it gave me chills to imagine a Aladdin inspired character in RSA. But like...I guess they'd get along with Kalim anyway? Lol. What I want to see the most would be a Genie inspired character, I NEED ANIME GENIE OH GOD- Also a Jasmine and maybe a Rajah inspired character? That'll be nice!

Snow White: We've already got Neige...so what else might we have? 7 dwarfs? Animals? That's kinda hard to tell! Snow white herself didn't have any friends other than animals and the 7 dwarfs through the game, so we don't have much options left for this dorm. But I'd say dwarf inspired characters might be cool? Who knows, maybe we can even twisted dwarfs who can shapeshift from their dwarf forms into tall and handsome boys~ it's twisted wonderland after all.

Hercules: Four words: Hercules inspired dorm leader. That's it, that's the most important part. Many artists have already designed some great Hercules inspired OCs and I'd say that they all looked amazing! Also, I NEED a meg inspired character so badly- Hhhhhh let that sarcastic queen come to life again. Also, what about Pegasus? I'd personally love it if a twst Hercules had his own Pegasus buddy, so cute!

Sleeping Beauty: I'm def down for an Aurora inspired Leader for this dorm but...then I thought of something else. Would he be more like Prince Philip or Princess Aurora? Or both? God if the theory saying that Silver is the twst Aurora is right then this RSA dude would definitely be inspired by Philip... i can't even think of how bitter things can get then- wait a second, I need a moment to cry Anyway, could it be that we'll get 3 characters inspired by the three fairies? That'd be cool! Maybe the animal inspired characters too

Staff: History: A twst version of fairy godmother. Alchemy: Kind of hard to tell but what if their Alchemy teacher is dalmatian inspired himself? A puppy teacher...[sobs] PE: Oh god what about a beast inspired coach now?? Someone who can shapeshift from his beast form to a handsome prince depending on his mood- Shopkeeper: A twst version of Mama Oddie! Definitely perfect! Mama Oddie and Facilier sure do have a lot in common but like, Facilier is the evil side.

But the most important question is: Who would be the principal? Who would be the possible opposite to Crowley? Hm? Some theorised their principal being Mickey mouse and I'm cjcjsnsjxk- I don't know!!!

But, let me note something: I doubt that we get more than one character per each RSA dorm. Every Chapter we've had so far just had one RSA character reveal (Except for Savanaclaw's because we had both Farena and Cheka, though we didn't get any design for Farena so I don't think if that counts, and Scarabia's because we got none) we didn't get anything about Rielle either but I believe he'd appear in the future chapters otherwise they wouldn't have mentioned him though the story.

Out of all dorms, Pomefiore and Diasomnia's got the highest chance to have an RSA character introduced as their rival and enemy through their chapters, which is also because of the "Weapon inspired characters", who are Epel and Silver.

We've seen much and less of how Epel's the red poisoned Apple and how this is relating Neige to Vil, but what about Silver? The scariest part about it is how he isn't even the villain's weapon, but the Hero's. I don't want to rant about Silver now because I already have several posts scheduled to cry about Diasomnia so let's skip it, just keep it in mind that the chance of having a RSA Aurora/Philip inspired character appear in Diasomnia's chapter is VERY high.

Something that has been keeping my mind busy for a while was the possibille design of RSA's building; NRC's building is simply the famous Disney castle, but isn't RSA supposed to have something similar? Soooooo...would the buildings look the same just RSA would have brighter colors? How ironic.

Another thing that absolutely thrills me about RSA...is the shape of their magic stone on their uniform.

NRC's magic stone is in fact in the shape on Evil Queen's mirror

Meanwhile RSA's...is actually a Sword in the stone reference!

So that's all I had in mind about RSA's general design and dynamics for now, though if we're going to talk about RSA's relationship with NRC and the possible futures of the storyline that'll take another post to talk about it- Diasomnia especially had A LOT to explain about NRC's connections with RSA so prepare tissues for the Diasomnia chapter guys, it's going to hurt.

[txtifan]

Dating Ramuda Headcanons

THE FP DRAMA TRACK IS HERE AND HHHHHH OH MY GOD I'm sorry for only doing Ramuda when it comes to handcanons but MAN hypmic manages to make him the embodiment of headcanon material. Either way I hope you all enjoy because I had a lot of fun writing this <3

"Optimist" Headcanons

When it comes to dating Ramuda, most of the time it's light-hearted and cheerful

He's always taking you places that revolve around cutesy stuff like getting ice cream covered sundaes or trying on some clothes he made for his seasonal clothing set

For his choice of affection, he highly prefers physical, but doesn't mean he won't go vocal either

Hugs. He gives you a lot of hugs to show his love for you

Whether it be normal or a surprise hug from behind, a hug with a lot of energy put into it or a lazy hug, he's basically glued to you

Sometimes Gentaro and/or Dice will ask how you can manage Ramuda's physical affection all the time

But if you're the type who isn't a fan of physical touch, then he resorts to his second go-to: verbal affection

Ramuda has a lot of nicknames for you, some he uses more than others

Sugar, sweetie, honey, shortcake, and literally any other nickname that rounds around sweets is his main choice

Some nicknames that's he'll use but not as frequent are words like dolly, baby, love, etc.

The list of nicknames he has for you entirely is so widespread it's reward worthy

Like, he calls you a different nickname every day of the week how has he not run out of nicknames yet??

Whether if you prefer physical touch or verbal affection, Ramuda will still do some stuff such as giving you kisses

He's definitely the type to just flood your face with small kisses if you just sit there and let him go wild

As for the other way around, you can do the same stuff to him and he'll love it

Hug him, kiss him, hell even pick him up sometimes and just run away with him in your arms

But the thing you can do that he secretly adores and craves for is praising, I see him as a praise driven individual

Say stuff to him and make it obvious you mean it from the bottom of your heart, he worships it

Call him special, say how much joy he brings in your life, say that he's such an amazing person, call him helpful

That last one will hit him the most, he loves it when you call him helpful or useful

He's not used to hearing this stuff so the more you tell him it, the happier he is

Overall, when in a relationship with Ramuda, the intimacy you two carry for each other is more open and public rather than quiet and hidden

Not only does he feel like this shows people that he's yours, but it manages to remind you two how much you care

"Pessimist" Headcanons

Over time, Ramuda would feel more comfortable with the idea of revealing his true self around you just as he is to Gentaro and Dice

While he still keeps the same happy, go-lucky appearance most of the time, every once in a while he takes a break and shows his real side

These moments are the most critical in your relationship with him, it's these moments that makes his trust and love for you grow tremendously

The fact he can be himself, he can rant, he can generally have a moment to experience expressing his thoughts while also learning about reassurance and encouragement from you makes him have hope

At this point, he's going to hold a special place in his heart for you, and vows to protect you till his dying breath

He may grow to be a bit obsessive, but not to an unhealthy degree. To be honest, he has the right to be when it comes to the people he's close with

When it comes to Dice or Gentaro, he doesn't really care. Yet towards strangers, he's going to be skeptical and stay close to you

As to showing affection, it's remain as physical hugging being the main tactic

But the difference between a hug with his optimistic self and his pessimistic is huge. When he holds on to you, it's clear he wants to stay like that and never let go

The hugs you two share when Ramuda is in a pessimistic state are few but sentimental to not only him but possibly you

Because he makes it clear any hug could be the last at this point. Especially if you were dating anytime in/after the events of Before 2nd DRB

That's another thing he does which only makes him want to be with you more, he makes it clear that death could arrive at his door at any minute. He doesn't openly say it though, but the context in his words lead up to it

Oh the many days you both cried in each other's arms as the worry of losing one another deepens- sorry am I getting angsty,,

If you're an optimist, then you try to be like Gentaro and Dice as you tell him he's gonna be just fine in the end

But if you're also a pessimist, you make it clear you wanna cherish every moment with him while also sadly accepting the possible fate of your boyfriend

Near the end of these moments, you both will hold a tight grip on each other's hand while you confess the never-ending love you two have

On the nights Ramuda opens up to you, you're more likely to stay the night. The idea of leaving is a bit too much for him to bare when it comes to nights like this

Sometimes Ramuda will ask himself if you're even real because of the fact he never thought he'd date or even meet someone as caring as you

But when he wakes up the next morning and finds you snuggling up against him, he tells himself that you surely are real and that he's the luckiest man alive.

[hiraethhh-h]

throwing a weighted blanket at the om! bros + undateables (and a bonus)

warning(s): some swearing, threats of torture, implied nsfw, spoilers. 

note: no supernatural beings or humans were hurt in the making of this- also this was inspired bc my mom bought a weighted blanket and its heavy af 

the demon brothers

lucifer:

“MCCCCCC..!!!”

i- chile do you have a death wish???

momentary shock at how cute your laughter sounds (but he would never say it out loud unless you two were alone)

prepare to be chased and in demon form once he gets himself together

this man can ZOOM (i mean he does chase after mammon)

when you get caught, oH boY 

you’ll be lectured for hours on end 

“what made you think that was a good idea, mc?”

“and delete that recording of me. immediately.”

don’t worry levi is sure to save a secret file :)

anyone you were in cahoots with will be lectured and punished too

but your punishment ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

mammon:

“ADKSDHFKSJHFGKSJFH- HeY!!!”

is completely caught off-guard

crooked glasses and messy hair once he removes the blanket off of him

“why’d ya do that mc!!!”

if you tease mammon about being unable to handle the weight of the blanket-

*mammon rant activated*

“the great mammon can totally handle weight!!! i used to lift more than beel ya know!!!”

“hey! quit laughing at me mc!!!”

gets all flustered when you admit you were just teasing him to see his cute reaction

awe bby boy

probably forgives you if you promise to spend quality time with him for a few days

dont be surprised if he holds a grudge tho 

prepare to smother him with snuggles and cuddles to make him forgive you :)))

leviathan:

oh boy, you’d best be ready to deal with the consequences if you throw a weighted blanket onto him

especially if he’s doing a game run-through or grinding through a game 

“okay... just a little more and- ACK!”

like mammon, totally caught off guard since he was so focused on his game

*game over flashes on his screen*

“NOoOOo!!! My ScoRE!!!”

oh shit...

chile- you best hope you can run from levi 

pissed off at you like that one time during the TSL tournament

one of the other demon bros has to interfere and stop levi

“that stupid normie made me mess up my perfect score!!!”

mad at you for a few days 

and he will hold a grudge

but decides to forgive you if you stay with him as he plays through the game again

“i only forgave you because you’re the only one who’d love a yucky otaku like me...”

“and because you’re my henry.”

satan:

ok now you really have a death wish but i would probably do it too tbh 

ah... nothing but a normal day for satan

a cup of his favorite piping hot tea, a book, and the fire place next to him...

nothing could be better :)

until...

“what the fuck-”

tea spilled all over him and his book with the weight of the blanket = enraged satan

prepare to feel his WRatH

“so you thought this would be a great idea..?” 

turns into his demon form

threatens to try all kinds of torture methods on you and whoever was in cahoots with you for ruining his reading time >:(

satan will probably apologize to you for that and maybe to the other person depending on who it was

after that

satan will come back with his own little pranks for weeks on end

and when he finds out that you kept a recording of the little incident

:)

he’ll keep his pranks up until you finally yield

“alright. i’ll forgive you just this once, and you owe me a new copy of that book.”

“you also better delete that video if you know what’s good for you, mc.”

asmodeus:

“mc, no my hair and makeup!!!”

practically yeets the blanket off of him to protect himself

i would probably be surprised someone could yeet a heavy ass blanket off themselves but asmo is a demon so he has inhumane strength

*asmo pissed off 3000*

“mc! if you messed up a single hair on my head or ruined my makeup

*dark chuckle*

“i would’ve made sure i ruined you in more ways than one”

hHhhhH- be my guest asmo 

“oh well, i guess i’ll forgive you just this once.”

yay! forgiveness never felt so good-

“if you promise to spend quality time with just me~.”

he will literally take you out shopping the whole entire day

dresses you up in god knows how many outfits

but at the end of the day, when you both return back to the house of lamentation, he’ll take very very good care of you~

tries to bathe with you but lucifer catches wind of it :(

sore feet? asmo to the rescue!

“ne, you will delete that video right?”

beelzebub:

tbh the blanket would just feel like a normal blanket to thicc man :)

it also probably falls to the ground awkwardly

 *looks at the blanket then to mc*

“i think you dropped this”

*picks it up like it weighs nothing and hands it back then continues to eat whatever he was munching on*

whoever you’re in cahoots with either expected that to happen or is in shock with you lmao

while you’re reviewing the footage you can see beel’s muscles flex as he picks up the blanket :))))

later, beel will probably confront you about what happened 

“oh... that was supposed to be a prank..?”

seeing how kinda bummed you looked made beel kinda sad since your prank didn’t go as planned :(

what better than to make it up to you with food! :D

brings you all sorts of snacks and takes you to hell’s kitchen to make you feel better

“next time you prank me, i’ll definitely be caught off guard.”

belphegor:

is napping when you decide to try your sneak attack

as we all know, he kinda sleeps like a brick around mc so he’ll probably be indifferent to your giggles unless he gets curious

when you throw the blanket onto him

he snuggles into it

“...”

“...”

“this is really warm mc... is this what the humans call a weighted blanket..?”

belphie moves the blanket to make room for you

“why don’t you come nap with me since you’re already here..?”

snuggles and cuddles with belphie + warm weighted blanket = your heart melting :)

it’ll probably be hard to get up tho since you’re in belphie’s arms and underneath the heavy ass blanket rip

i ain’t complaining tho 

undateables

diavolo

is probably confused for a moment

until he feels the weight of the blanket

“this reminds me of some sort of torture device...”

picks it up out of curiosity until you tell him what it is

“oh! i see, you were trying to see what would happen when you threw this onto me!”

would probably ask if he could throw it at you too

but he realizes that you’d get hurt

“why dont we start a prank war?”

 but like i feel like it would be fun to have a prank war with Dia :D

plus he gets a break from all of his princely duties and you get to spend some quality time after with him ;)

poor barbatos has to clean up after most of the pranks tho :(

barbatos:

he’s doing some chores around the castle as per usual

until you sneak up on him 

or so you thought ;)

when you throw the blanket at him, barbatos catches it like it weighs nothing

he’s in a little momentary shock for a split second then comes back to reality since he was so focused on his chores

i wouldn’t be surprised bc he does do a helluva lot of things

“i hope you didn’t forget that i can see the future and different timelines.”

also knows that you recorded the little prank and decides to indulge you and let you keep it

“perhaps you can try again next time?”

cooks you up some food to make it up to you

simeon:

blinks in shock as the blanket is thrown over him

just laughs and removes the blanket

“If you were trying to surprise me, it worked.” 

he’d gently drape it over you and pull you into his arms

aklsdhjlaksdfjlk i want it too-

“i’ll have to leave soon though… Diavolo asked me to join him for tea at his castle today.”

simeon lets you go and smiles at you

“i would say don’t plan anything while im gone, but I can’t stop you.”

solomon: 

probably practicing spells or sum when you decide to strike

like some of them, he’d be shocked momentarily

“what’s this? Trying to sneak attack me?”

*queue the solomon smirk*

definitely would try to get back at you

be prepared bc this is one sneaky sorcerer

getting food at hell’s kitchen and need some ketchup?

solomon is there for you

but it isn’t ketchup ;)

its hot sauce ;)))

at the end of the day, solomon means well and laughs off all his pranks with you

bonus character!

luke:

i- why would you wanna throw a blanket at the smol child???

if you do which i hope you dont… pls do it gently

luke would probably pout and sulk at you and get rather upset

simeon would be like >:o

“how could you hurt my child?”

to make it up to luke, simeon would make sure that you bake with him

luke is down for it too, nothing’s better than a baking buddy! :D

long story short, pls PLS do not throw a weighted blanket at luke unless you want to evoke the wrath of everyone :)

[kimberlyannharts]

LAST TIME ON MIGHTY MORPHIN POWER RANGERS: PINK: Kim went to visit her mom and stepdad and found that they had been turned into fish.  oh, that wacky France!

- this will be more relevant for future issues but Kim’s mom being like....an actual character in the plot is done really well.  too bad she had to turn into a fish for that to happen.  but like her resisting Verto’s control because she knows her daughter is the pink ranger is so HHHHHH  

- “the whole secret identity thing the Rangers do is stupid” counterpoint: Kim hiding her identity by going “uhhhhhhh the Pink Ranger and i are friends, obviously” is hilarious.  and Serge just accepts that his new friend is buddies with a literal Power Ranger.  Kim just attracts all the himbos in a 50-mile radius  

- the panel that launched a thousand “wow i bet Jason will get his own miniseries explaining what he was doing here!!!!” comments.  but he didn’t!  and i laugh!  Jason wishes he could carry a story arc on his own!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- nothing to say here except I Like This Image

- the comics won’t recover from their slump until we have a scene as good and gay as this reunion again but honestly how can you beat Trini jumping from a hang glider into Kim’s arms

- don’t rant about the Omegas don’t rant about the Omegas don’t rant about th

- SOBBING MY EYES OUT THEY’RE SO CUTE

- ZACK ZACK ZACK I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU

 - DON’T RANT ABOUT THE OMEGAS DON’T RANT ABOUT THE OMEGAS

- BY THE POWER OF GRAYSKULL

- THEY HAVE THE POWERRRRRRR

(Zack’s suit is still the best one)

- thinking about Tomberly in this series gets me too sad so i’ll just sit here and blubber over how they only got three panels but they were still so so good.  they’re so desperate to be together so badddddddd 

- DO YOU MIND YOU’RE INTERRUPTING THE MOMENT

- tfw he steals your car and turns it into his new war machine’s pants 

- gee Goldar how come this series lets you have TWO boyfriends

[cinnbar-bun]

Hello! Just came here to say I really love your writing and request a sequel to the Belial x Pregnancy S/O where she gives birth to the child (whether it be a boy or a girl, maybe twins??)

A/n: hhhhhhh I’m love??? Thank you so much!!! Hhhhhh this one is a lot more emotional and has uhhhh some angst???

Belial is really calm during the delivery. You’re screaming at him that you’ll absolutely murder him because he’s making you go through this, and he is smiling back and patting your head and doing his best to help. 

And he was overjoyed to see his precious little twins! One was a boy, the other a girl, and he was just having a heart attack at seeing their tiny bodies all swaddled up. 

While you’re asleep and his children are by your bedside, he can’t help but just look at you guys and smile. This is...this is an entirely new feeling for him. He held back for so long, thinking that he shouldn’t have been able to get happiness, and here he was, a family, his very own family. 

The kids are his absolute pride and joy. He’s basically a soccer mom in black jeans and purple feathers. He insists he must help his children with fashion because his KIDS CANNOT AND WILL NOT WALK AROUND LOOKING LIKE SOME BASIC SKYDWELLER. NU-UH CHIRREN, FLAUNT YOUR STUFF BECAUSE YOU ARE AMAZING. 

Matching sunglasses for all of the family? More likely than you think. 

Once his children start getting older and developing more personality, he tends to notice where they got them from. 

For instance, his son is definitely you. A lot more calm and nice, a precious little bean who seems to always be smiling. 

His daughter is definitely him. She’s a little diva, always loud and energetic. And he gets so proud when she threatens to beat people up for making fun of her brother. 

While he loves both his children, his daughter is someone he relates to a lot more, so he knows all her little tricks. 

“Ah, ah, ah, what did Mommy say about no dessert before dinner?” 

“B-but! How’d you even find out? I cleaned up the mess!” 

“Listen little munchkin, you can’t out smart me of all people.” 

Let the mind games begin. 

Belial lets her try his scythe and she instantly loves it. Your son however prefers a good ol’ harp. 

Raising a family sure as hell ain’t easy, so sometimes he sends off the kids to Aunt Lyria or Uncle Sandalphon. 

Belial’s got the biggest shit eating grin as he hands them over, because the two love the children and you, but they despise Belial with every fiber of their being (even after you’ve gotten married and everything). 

Your daughter loves to screw with Sandalphon, and he has night terrors of when she switched out his sugar with salt, or replaced his coffee with soy sauce. 

Just so you know, she’d never do that with Auntie Lyria because she gives her sweets!!!!

Your son is very polite and loves to learn more about the two, and Sandalphon likes having him over to just feel...not alone. 

Belial never really thinks of how this could all go wrong now. He’s finally obtained happiness and love, and this high feels like it’ll never end. 

until the day his son comes home crying about how when he was pushing a friend on a swing, they flew off and nearly broke their wrist. 

His sister came home a week later and explained that the reason she had bloody knuckles was because she punched a kid who was trying to bully another classmate, and they landed on a desk and doubled over in pain (she was quite proud of it, and internally, so was Belial, but because you were nearby he scolded her lightly). 

He never told his kids about their heritage, and had assumed that maybe they just didn’t get any significant powers because they seemed so...normal. When these things keep piling up, he can’t keep ignoring them or brushing them off as coincidences, so he immediately goes to you and rants about how awful he feels. 

The reality of their situation only settles in more when his kids start to notice that they look a lot younger than most despite growing up. His son is the first to bring up how Belial looks the same as he did when you and him got married, yet you seem to have gotten older. 

He of course laughed it off and said he had good genes. 

Oh god, and his kids had them too. 

He really did not know what this would mean for them. Would they be immortal? Or would they just live longer than most? What kind of powers would they have. 

And the thought that plagues him the most- would they end up like how he was? 

His anxiety hits a breaking point when his kids talk about how they had to do a project about the day the sky was about to fall. They didn’t believe it happened, but you two try to give a cleaner version of went down, so as to avoid the other parts about how their father was...a demon on some parts. 

They picked up you two were hiding something, so they went to Sandalphon. He also would not reveal what happened, albeit he looked a lot more guilty and annoyed they asked, so they knew something bad happened. 

The next went to Lyria. Your son remembered she kept a journal during her travels with you, and he asked for it, saying it was for a school project. Lyria, who was none the wiser to their schemes, handed it over and told them to have fun with it. 

The following things they read made their heads spin. Lyria wrote a lot about that day. 

“Sandalphon...he’s a primarch? And so is dad?” 

“Look what she wrote for dad...’basically the worst’...” 

“Brother...what’s going on?” 

When they return home, your daughter immediately goes on the offensive and demands to know why you guys hid what they truly were. 

“All this time! You lied to us! Here I was thinking something was really wrong with me- and it turns out you were just a bad guy!” 

Her brother tries to calm her down but she gets even angrier and screams insults at Belial. 

Belial feels anxious because he knew this day would come. The happiness he had worked so hard to obtain would come crumbling. Because of him. 

In a desperate attempt to ease her anger and fear, Belial tries to step forward and place his hands on her shoulders, but she slaps them away and calls him a monster. 

“Don’t touch me! You damn demon! You’re a monster! You’re a liar!” 

“Don’t say that to him, sis! Breathe for a moment, please!” 

Your daughter is incredibly affected by the news of what she is and who her father once was. She always loved Belial, and thought highly of him because he was similar to her, they could play pranks with each other and still be happy, because they were just two tricksters having fun. 

But her stark sense of justice was an even bigger driving force in her life. The fact her father was someone evil made her insides churn. What if she became as bad as him one day? 

Your son on the other hand, is a lot more calm and level-headed about the situation and understands how hard it must’ve been. He tries to sort out his feelings with you, since he always felt more comfortable with you, and asks what made you fall in love with Belial. After you tell your son about all your emotions, he goes and apologizes to Belial. He easily trusts him again, but does warn him that if he dare try to do anything remotely bad, he won’t hesitate to hurt him. 

Belial nearly cries out of relief and pride. His son was finally becoming a man. 

“I’ll hold it you, kid. I promise your old man won’t do anything bad.” 

Fixing his relationship with his daughter took a lot of time. She wouldn’t even look at him and would coldly brush him off. 

This was perhaps one of the most painful moments in his life, right up there at the time when you nearly killed him and Lucilius was murdered. 

Eventually, she broke down and clung to him, apologizing profusely over how she treated him. She admitted her fears about becoming a bad person, and he wipes her tears and lets her know that she will never become a demon. 

“You’re my little angel, you could never upset me, nor will you ever be a bad person.” 

After the entire fiasco settles and Belial explains more of the situation to them, he instantly embraces you. 

“Thank you...” He whispers as he hugs you tightly. 

“For what? I’ve done nothing.” 

“You stayed with me. You loved me even after those awful things I’ve done. Sometimes...sometimes I get scared of what will happen to us one day. What if I hurt you, or the kids?” 

“Belial. Look at me, love. I know you. You’d never hurt us. I trust you with my life, even if the world turns its back on you. You have us. You have our love and support.” 

It’s all he needs to hear before he breaks down and sobs into your arms. 

Belial is actually pretty lax about his kids dating. 

His daughter is pretty outgoing so she usually talks about her crush or will quickly tell him as she’s walking out of the house she’s going on a date. She’s been going steady with her boyfriend for three years now and she’s going on about getting married. 

“Not until you graduate and I’m dead, young lady.”

“BUT YOURE IMMMOOOORRTTAAALLLLLL!!” 

His son is pretty reserved and he literally begs him to go out. 

“STOP STUDYING AND JUST LIKE GET A GIRLFRIEND OR SOMETHING!!!!” 

When his son admits he has a crush on his classmate Belial is screaming and congratulating him. 

Belial really tries to spend as much time with his family as possible. You’re unfortunately growing older, and so are the kids. As they’ve grown more proficient with their weapons and fighting, you decide to go back on the Grandcypher and adventure again. 

Some of your crew mates have passed, while others have grown into adulthood splendidly, and it brings you joy to reunite with them. 

Belial is surprisingly a good father. A lot of people were doubtful he’d ever change his ways and become a worthy man in society, but to him, he doesn’t care. He has you and his two kids. There’s practically nothing else he needs in the world except you three. 

Sometimes Belial likes to just stare at you when you’re sleeping and just reminisce. He really wants to know what he did to become lucky enough to get married to you and start a family. 

He sighs in contentment and pulls you closer to him, finally letting his tired body rest. There’s plenty of places to explore tomorrow, and he wants to celebrate and experience all of them with his family. 

[natsumiheart]

I gotta say, I started following your blog after you made the 100 reasons why I ship saiouma post, because at the time I was getting alot of crap from people saying why do I ship the ship because they disliked it and they prefer other ships like oumota/saimota/oumeno or consider saiouma unhealthy/generally disliked it. I found your post to be kinda comforting really and I really enjoy reading your content. I love you + your blog, and am really grateful to you. Also sorry I spam your ask box

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

Aaaa I’m crying thank you so much ;; feel free to spam as much as you want dun worry about it! 😂

I’m honestly glad my blog feels like a safe space for fellow Saiouma shippers. I definitely know the feeling of getting a lot of crap from other people just because they otp something else (don’t get me started on those people from amino who shipped before the game came out then attack you just because Kokichi ended up having feelings for someone else). You can come to me anytime to assure you what they’re saying is wrong and is just a result of their insecurities towards their ship. To be honest, no ship with Kokichi is unhealthy, because Kokichi is not who they think he is. I believe in the end anyone who hates Saiouma just misunderstood Kokichi or Shuichi’s character. There’s a reason why most youtubers who have played the game end up acknowledging the existence of the ship after all.

When I started falling for the ship I had no dr friends who liked it so I was just fangirling on my own, reading fanfics on my own, drawing fanart and never showing anyone XD (it was sad really but it was fun to draw for my otp and being so happy about it) one day I decided maybe I should just post all that art onto dr amino as some huge art dump, but then still got some controversial comments everytime I posted something and didn’t get that much recognition. I already didn’t like that amino cause I wasn’t a huge fan of the dr fandom itself, don’t know if I was even considered a part of it. But those incidents where my friend had to keep stepping in to protect me just made me hate it to death. (thanks for protecting me @souda-nouda ;;)

I still post my drawings here and there but not as much, it’s all art dumps. Plus I never talk there, because 1. already hated the fandom and 2. one time I joined a chat and after someone (it was obv what their otp was but I’m not gonna mention it, dun wanna generalize those shippers because I’m sure not everyone is like that) noticed my Saiouma pfp they sent a “meme” ridiculing Saiouma 😂  basically a screenshot of the “you’re alone and always will be” scene with the caption “Oh I love Saiouma so much best ship” or something like that. I ended up never talking that much, was scared of being there and it was worse with my anxiousness. I ended up ranting to myself yet again then just keeping that rant in my notes, and later referred to that rant in an answer to an ask asking about how I feel towards the opinion that Saiouma is just onesided. You can find it here if you want to XD You can tell which parts I had to refer to my rant to.

But honestly, the worst one is when friends diss it in front of me with no regards for my feelings about it. When it’s others I can ignore but when it’s friends you can say “I take the beating” and laugh it off even though they’re seriously hurting me. (I know it’s just a ship, but it’s my otp for god’s sake 😂) The reason why I started disliking some ships even though I shipped them in the past is that of people trying to tell me why Saiouma sucks and why their ship is better. It was worse too when it was irl 😂 One of my only friends irl that knows danganronpa dissed my otp really badly when I had no one else and I just laughed it off 😂😂😂 (again won’t mention their ship, but it def affected my opinion on that ship and them as a person. tbh have come to seriously not like that ship at all, cause most fans of it treated Saiouma shippers the same way)

Life was like that for a while, the only one I could rant to was myself or my friend in class who knew nothing about danganronpa “I’m dying these fics are killing me and I have no one to talk to about it save me, Person B has the hanahaki disease and ran away! at this rate he’s gonna die on the streets!” poor friend

One day my friendo on kh amino for like two years now told me to post the drawings I’ve been hoarding to tumblr with her (hey @xs-xs ily thanks for dragging me to tumblr ;;💕💕💕) and she soon joined me on the ship becoming my first ever friend to have shipped Saiouma! I ended up legit spamming her with a bunch of fics that I read and loved and even a bunch of Saiouma artists I followed here on tumblr! Honestly, she helped me at such a rough time, bless her. I love her so much utcjgcfsyrehtsefxjd

my lil sis somehow joined me as well after playing the game pfpfp we fangirl together sometimes

You may laugh at me but I seriously feel safer on tumblr as a place to post these stupid drawings, I hate them, I want to get better constantly, but meeting fellow shippers and getting support for doing what I do just makes me so happy ;; and now I’m just so happy that I could you help you through something I’ve gone through as well. Because of this place I feel like I can just post drawings for me and my little circle of followers and mutuals who love the ship as well, and I ended up meeting really imp friends to me now that I speak to every day (hey @reichiroll and @my-own-special-atmosphere thank you so much for talking to me even though all I did at the time was just post drawings and was srsly new to tumblr 😂)

As you can see having been questioned multiple times as to why I ship them I ended up with tons of nights staying awake and just remembering each and every detail of why I loved the ship so much, why did I keep staying awake at night reading fanfictions of them? why did drawing them make me so happy even though I was going through such a rough time in my life? Why did I feel like I’m on cloud 9 just talking about them? Why did I want someone to talk to about it so badly? One day, I was left without internet, and away from home, I felt so horrible, but to make myself feel better I just whipped out my notes app again and just started typing the many reasons I shipped Saiouma.

It wasn’t supposed to be 100 tbh, and it almost ended up more than 100 (I didn’t mention all those cute moments between Shuichi and Kokichi before the fte starts, the “Shuichi you understand me I’m so happy I’m crying!”, the time they ran away from Kaito together, or the time Kokichi taught him stuff about lying. I don’t even think I mentioned the funny backhanded compliments in salmon team, like Kokichi wants to compliment Shuichi but doesn’t know how to so he does it in his own Kokichi way 😂 “no matter how many times I’m reborn I’m no match for the likes of you” and “You’re really amazing Shuichi” hhhhhh), it didn’t even take much time to write. but somehow (due to the unhealthy amounts of hours I spend thinking about Saiouma) I wrote all that, and somehow that post got a lot of notes proving to me that I was actually not alone. It made me so happy.

and that’s how that post came to be! XD It’s awesome that you’ve been here for that long ;;💕

Sorry for the sudden rant, you can already tell that I can’t help but rant alot XD your message hit me right in the heart, I almost started crying from happiness 😂 thanks again and as I said earlier spam me all you want, answering your asks is fun! and for the friends who I ended up tagging, hey sorry I just love you and can’t hold this love back XDDD

[butterscotch-brigade]

give me the lily/gumi basics. how did they meet? how did they fall in love? who made the first move? how do they show affection for each other? add whatever other information you want i want all the deets

EEEEEEEE OK PREPARE YOURSELF FOR THE LONG ASS BACKSTORY UNDER THE CUT

so BASICALLY they both met through miku. gumi never really had a lot of friends but miku had always been there for her since childhood and played a huge role in helping her come out of her shell and meet new people. lily, on the other hand, was a victim of bullying bc of homophobia and as a result became very mistrusting of people in general. miku eventually managed to befriend them both and decided it would be a good idea to introduce them to each other to help them both improve w social interaction

at first it was.....kind of awkward, bc lily had kind of a reputation throughout the school as being “intimidating” and kind of a fight-picker (the truth is she only fought w people bc they tried to hit her first but people used this to spread rumors claiming that she was a Scary Dyke). meanwhile from lilys perspective shes like “oh god oh god What Do I Say” and without thinking the first thing that she said was “hey nerd” and gumi was like “you....think im a nerd???” and lily immediately had to backpedal like “OH SHIT NONONONO I DONT MEAN IT LIKE THAT I MEANT IT IN A CUTE ENDEARING WAY FUCK”

needless to say they didnt know how to feel about each other for a couple days until one time lily saw gumi being bullied by a group of students and her Superhero Instinct kicked in and she basically told the assholes to fuck off or else they would have to face her Lesbian Wrath and that kind of got both of them to look at each other in a whole new perspective?? after that it became much easier for them to open up to each other since they had similar problems

as for how they started developing feelings for one another, it started off as a little attraction on lilys part (one of her first thoughts upon seeing gumi in passing before she got to know her was “oh hey shes kinda cute”) and a lot of identity questioning on gumis end. gumi was raised in a homophobic environment and was always told that she should never feel attraction towards other girls but she admired how open lily was about her sexuality and eventually this admiration lead to romantic feelings. for lily it was easy to fall in love with gumi since she found her overall personality to just be really endearing and charming but she felt guilty about it bc she didnt want to ruin their friendship or seem predatory.

as time went on and they became closer and closer friends, they sorta became Those Two People in the friend group who everybody suspected were dating but since they never mentioned anything about it nobody wanted to pry or assume anything. meanwhile bc both of them were Useless Lesbians they had absolutely no clue that a lot of the shit they did together was like. Not Straight (they cuddled a lot, were usually always seen holding hands, they “playfully” flirted with each other, etc). they just thought “wow she must really like being friends with me!!” Love Those Lesbians.

but eventually The Day came. gumi was having a Bad Mental Health Day bc of internalized homophobia and she felt incredibly guilty for having a crush on her best friend. she was sleeping over at lilys house and had an anxiety attack and while she had already told lily that she was gay, she had not told her about her feelings for her yet. during the attack she started ranting about how horrible she felt about everything and accidentally let it slip that she was in love with lily. this ofc resulted in her getting more panicky and stressed and she tried hastily to go back/apologize but lily was like “oh my god nononono youre fine!! its okay!!” and thats when she admitted that she had a crush on gumi too!!! at first gumi was worried that she was just saying that to make her feel better but then lily gently hugged her and decided to Be Brave and was like “can i kiss you?” AND THEN THEY DID!!!! AND IT WAS FUCKING ADORABLE AND IT ENDED UP LASTING MUCH LONGER THAN EITHER OF THEM ANTICIPATED but by the time they broke away they both just started crying tears of joy and relief and could not stop hugging each other. It Was Gay

aaaaand finally as for how they show affection to each other, its different for both of em!! lily is a bit more flirty and teasing but shes also All About telling her wonderful gf just HOW wonderful she is and basically the embodiment of that will smith meme. you know the one. pretty much she likes making gumi all flustered (which isnt that hard to do bc she blushes almost every time lily compliments her but she continues to do it anyway bc she thinks its adorable). physically she likes running her fingers through her hair and putting her arm around her and pulling her close when theyre sleeping

as for gumi, shes more physically affectionate and likes lots of cuddles and hugs and kisses (though she gets all shy again whenever lily instigates Affectionate Lesbian Mode instead of her asdlfhks). sometimes she tries to flirt with lily but like. she ends up getting embarrassed halfway through her sentence which is Adorable. her ways of telling lily she loves her are usually more poetic tho!! she puts a lot of thought into the things she says to make lily smile

aaaaaa sorry this is so long i just. love these lesbians so much theyre my comfort ship and i would die for them hhhhhh. thank you for giving me a chance to infodump about my Overly Complicated Vocaloid AU. i wuv you

[theshatteredrose]

HHHHHH please forgive me for ranting, now I'm really excited!

Okay so imagine a protector and a landsknecht, both of them were kidnapped from their homes because they appeared strong and Taksony wanted strong soldiers in his army. Since they were both young he thinks he can brainwash them into serving him.

This could be before Rahas is even born, or when he's super small, like wicked tiny, so doesn't remember them.

Anyway they hit it off when they meet, and gravitate towards each other because they're both scared and both of them are going through a horrible situation, being trained under brutal circumstances to be strong so they can fight for Taksony.

They're there for many years training, into their mid or late teens perhaps, but they never truly give in to Taksony because they're both stubborn, and they care more about each other than Taksony.

One day the landsknecht gets fed up and rejects Taksony's order straight to his face, and Taksony is pissed so orders another soldier to just get rid of the landsknecht.

The protector, being a protector and in love with the landsknecht (duh) throws himself in front of him and takes the attack himself. It's an incredibly bad wound, but rather than treating him, Taksony tells his soldiers to get rid of them both.

As we know, landsknechts are insanely strong, and this one is absolutely desperate to take care of his heavily injured partner, so when they're thrown into Etria's Labyrinth, he fights tooth and nail with no weapon in sight simply to find a way to help his partner.

The protector does live, maybe the landsknecht finds some medicinal herbs in the Labyrinth, or maybe they run into a guild that helps them or a race of humanoid beings that are born from the Labyrinth idk (I think it’s cool to imagine there could be a race of beings native to the Labyrinth, it's a fascinating concept).

Anyway the landsknecht manages to save the protector's life, but since the injury was so severe, and it took so long for him to get treatment, it left him with internal scarring that keeps him from fighting as a protector.

So he changes his class to a troubadour. He has a beautiful voice after all, that's what the landsknecht says.

They go into hiding after that, the landsknecht takes on odd jobs within the Labyrinth to sustain them both, eventually making their way to Lagaard after learning of Taksony's death.

Idk, they could also be around when Lynus is there just to make it sadder, imagine him recognizing them in Lagaard, but for sure they're in love 🥺 and the landsknecht is brutally overprotective. And the new troubadour misses being a protector so much.

OK I'm done I hope I was able to entertain you for a moment 🥰

Ooooh, this looks fun~! If you ever feel inclined, you're welcome to try your hand at writing for EO~

Also, there is a race of humanoids living in Etria's labyrinth. They're referred to as Forest Folk. So it would be nice to imagine a Forest Folk family or tribe deciding to take pity on the two. Or someone ignoring tribe rules to help the two out in secret~

I really like the idea of survivors of Taksony find their way to Lagaard after hearing of Taksony's death or Lynus' growing medical reputation. Since Lynus was the sole healer (no one knows of what happened to the medic before him :'D), he has met a lot of different people during the years. Some were staunch loyalists. Some hostages and victims like him. A lot of people that disappeared under 'mysterious' circumstances. It would be a relief to Lynus to learn of more survivors.

[magsy-blog1]

11 Questions tag

hhhhhh thx to my beautiful @cent-dix-huit for tagging me

1. 3 songs u started listening to this week

well maybe not this week but recently i’ve been playing ‘dance like we’re making love’ by ciara, 'gucci’ by jessi and 'dusk till dawn’ by zayn and (my everlasting love) sia on a loop

(also bts’ new album especially mic drop bc dude that shit is LiT)

2. what is your favorite conspiracy theory

what are thooose

(no but srsly tho I legit don’t even know any so answering this is kinda complicated)

3. tell me about a memory that you’d like to keep forever

it’s not exactly like a particular one but every dinner at home when we don’t fight and there’s no tension and nobody shouts and I just make my mom laugh so hard she cries is a tiny, beautiful piece of happiness that I wish sometimes I could record and watch again when things aren’t really at their best

4. your house is on fire! what are the 5 things you take?

(first of thank u so much for making those five and not only one bc I couldn’t have been able to answer)

my plushie (it’s an old worn out elephant but I can’t sleep without it so)

the two rings that look rly alike, are from the same store and were gifted to me by @cent-dix-huit and my mom which I have on basically everyday

my usb flash drive on which there is about everything i’ve written these past sixteen years

my favorite book aka The Great Gatsby

and probably my Pizza oversized sweater (also a present from @cent-dix-huit good god, you really are too good to me)

5. your go-to feel good food?

the kebab place two streets from my school

best fucking meal ever

6. you can meet someone that inspires you, what would you tell them?

i’d meet parris goebel and tell her she has made my love for dance and myself and my body grow so much from the moment i’ve discovered her work up until now; that she has taught me that women can be sexy and provocative and show off their bodies and be perfect, not vulgar, not obscene, not sluts; that I look up to her so much and I admire her art; that there’s quite frankly not much in this wolrd i’d want more than get to dance with her

7. where would u like to be right now?

either at a concert, at a party or under a blanket with @cent-dix-huit, junk food and mamma mia! on her laptop

8. chicken or pork?

uGGgggh u can’t do that to me

chicken but I’m only saying this bc sadly pork isn’t always with caramel while every kind of chicken is always the best kind

9. if you could have a superpower, what would it be and why?

i’ve pretty much wanted to be able to fly since I was a little kid so

idk I just think it’s so cool you know?? i’ve always had this dream of seeing the world from above and it just feels like it would be so great

(on another level i’d very much love to read into ppl’s minds bc srsly, that shit’d be rly useful)

10. what advice would u give 10-year-old you?

brush your hair. seriously, brush it. comb it. do something.

and stop cartwheeling while walking, yes, it’s impressive and kinda cool, but mostly it’s just weird and embarrassing to your parents. and on top of it you’ll get permanent scars on your palms for doing it on all types of surfaces and you really don’t want that.

11. rant a little. let it out.

I’m so sick of people calling others fag or bitch and getting offended, or worse laughing at your face, when you call them out on it because it’s not okay

I’m so sick of people not acknowledging your existence and making you feel insecure about yourself for the rest of the week and believing you did something wrong because you made explicit eye contact and they just turned around while you both clearly know the other was right there

I’m so sick of people saying “don’t eat this, you’re gonna get fat” or “why do you eat so much? you’re gonna get fat” like being fat is some kind of disease absolutely no one wants to catch because then no one would love you - and because I love food and I love eating and i’ve seriously heard this sentence way too much in my life already and I’m sick of it because honestly, I don’t really give a fuck if I get fat as long as I feel good but you’re already making it way too hard for me to like myself the way I am just now, so thank you for ruining my confidence

I’m so sick of people thinking it’s alright to make jokes that are racist/homophobic/misogynistic and brushing it off when I get pissed of with “it’s just a joke” “just between friends” well you know what, jokes about me belonging in the kitchen or gay men being effeminate in a sense that is bad because you shouldn’t be like a woman when you aren’t one because it’s already degrading enough to be one or about black people eating bananas or about asian people having small dicks don’t make me laugh, have never made me laugh and will never make me laugh so yeah, sorry to be such a buzzkill but if you’re gonna do these types of jokes, just don’t

I’m so sick of feeling pressured everyday, to look good, to be cool, to know the right thing to say at the right time with the right people, to not be boring, because honestly all of this requires so much more social aptitudes than I have and I’m already way too tired

I’m sick of people telling me to shut up when I start ranting about feminism because honestly YOU shut up, you absolute piece of shit, I’m actually trying to educate you on something that you do unconsciously and which is really bad and instead of telling me to go back to my stove you should just shut it and listen to me because it’s not because I’m not a boy that my words hold less value

And I’m so sick of this world telling me I have to know what I’m gonna do and work in as a grown-up when I’m barely sixteen and still a kid with a head full of dreams that I really don’t want you to break as well.

Guess that is all lmao, here come my questions, and anyone, just feel free to answer them, love y’all

1. what’s the one thing you’d really want to be like super good at?

2. what’s the movie that always makes you smile so damn much and makes you so damn happy no matter how many times you’ve watched it already?

3. if you had to choose only one fic to read for the rest of your life, which one would it be?

4. what AU would you like to live in?

5. what is the most important lesson life has given you so far?

6. what is your favorite instant noodles flavor I need to know

7. give me some chill songs to listen to plss?

8. do you like anyone?

9. what does family mean to you?

10. if you got to learn a language, which one would it be?

11. if you had one last place to go to before you died, where’d you go?