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school is so stressful when they accommodate for physical disabilities but don't think about how tiring this shit is
like sure you have a lift and railings that's incredible, but what the fuck do you mean you want me to go for 8 to 9 hours a day and expect me not to break down? it's the second day and i already look like i have pink eye you FUCKS
#disability#disabled#physical disability#chronic pain#physically disabled#chronic illness#chronic fatigue#school#fuck school#angry rant#small rant#my rants#rant post#rant#hhhhh my head#i am not surviving this ugh#crippleposting#cripple posting#cripplepunk#cripple punk
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Day 28: Genocide
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#fun fact abt my lamb!#they had very long wool that their sister loved to braid#when they got executed it was all chopped off alongside their head#also their tail was docked but ressurection made it long again and they kept it#cotl#my art#cotl fanart#cotl lamb#cotl drawtober#cotltober#drawtober#cult of the lamb#they arent gonna use that dagger on themself#i kinda am realising how it looks as im typing out the tags hhhhh
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head pain
#injury#illness#whump#whump art#my art#I love head pain hhhhh#take this how you will idk#it could be an illness or it could be the after effects of a concussion or a migraine#the possibilities are endless
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narureno kisses ,,, don't look at me
#kn8#ichikawa reno#narumi gen#narureno#my art#blood#i draw narumi way too smooth and cool i need to make him more pathetic#this is not funny why do i ship them why can't i just ship the popular ships like everyone else help#but they're so hhhhh#i have so many thoughts to explain this ship dynamic in my head but whenever i think about them i lose 20 braincells#I'm sorry there will be a lot of them on my account from now on lol#lots of reno getting loved on in general honestly
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Done (heavy quotation marks) with monster Ody @evergreen292 ;)
tbh I couldn’t for the life of me pick a color palette I liked And Render it so I gave up on color. Enjoy the half assery.
Tbh I’ve just been call it Ithacan Naga, but it’s objectively it’s a mix of snake, owl/bird, and human. So 🤷.
Tbh the wings are supposed to be white/gray-brown, cause owls & Hermes, while his scales are supposed to be an oscillating scale from sea green-blue to purple-tinted gray. Uhm. Evidently that sorta didn’t happen but also did. So.
The purple/grayer scales are gonna be more around with the feathers and wings.
Those fin colors are. Too blue and too bright but I love the colors themselves so they’re staying for now.
Uhm. That’s it for now, ig. I’m sorta on a timer rn and I’m tired so <3
The writing bit with this is still in the works (😭)
#Odysseus#epic the musical#Ithacan naga au#guess that’s what we’re calling it#an Ithacan naga would deadass just be an aquatic naga#I think#the feathers and wings are cause he’s Zeus/Hermes’ kin & Athena blessed#tbh the main reason i wanted to color at all is cause I wanted easier differentiation between… everything. and actually draw the scales.#so snakes have this extra (?) bone that connects their skull & jaw which is what lets them extend it. so. ody gets that here.#resting/casual naga ody is like. 7ish ft? anything intimindation or just rising usually reaches 11-12 ft. his full length js 20 ft#naga eyes don’t have any eyelids. it looks very odd on a human (unsettling)#owl eyes don’t really have visible white scelcra#or however you spell it#nor do snakes#unsettling#maybe I’ll caption this later but hhhhh#he’s sorta supposed to be an olive sea snake and fish owl#but fuck colors rn#uhm cause he’s aquatic I suppose he does have to make up with Poseidon… uhm let’s say after everything Seidon picks up a fuss and Athena#argues back n everything and it causes a reallllly big fuss so Zeus (+ others) eventually work smth out that basically amounts to:#Don’t fuckin bother each other (intentionally)#also endgame for naga ody (he can change back and forth dw) is that he gets used to it. he doesn’t advertise it cause he’s sneaky like that#(and after he gets over the self loathing). uhmmm. yeah. It’s great cause NEREID PEN and SEA NAGA ODY#they can go on sea hunts together!!!!#ody CAN fly yes. same logic that lets Hermes fly with 2 small pairs of wings on his ankles and head.#he folds the wings when swimming and the fins fan out underwater. vice versa. his feathers are waterproof.#you can BARELY see the vauge shape of thighs/legs melting into the serpent part btw.#Ari’s art#my art#I’mma add onto this + actually type this out in a post later or smth
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Jon and Elias in MAG102
#jonelias#tma ships#tma shitpost#elias bouchard#jonathan sims#the magnus archives#tma podcast#i believe elias was genuinely scared but he also believed that his archivist would be all right in the end#i imagine elias saying to jon that he's a bit overdramatic and jon angrily answer no im not :< and elias patting his head and praising him#hhhhh theyre on my head rent free they won't go away
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Idk if Luz coming back helped either tbh
#my art#fanart#strawberridraws#the owl house#toh#the owl house fanart#toh fanart#toh spoilers#watching and dreaming#the collecter toh#king clawthorne#MANY THOUGHTS#finale was so good hhhhh#I will be making so much art for it#but for now take this immediate thought I had lmaooo#poor collector#I want to give him a pat on the head and a cookie#sigh#anyways he and king meet up at least once a week or so to chat and play card games#and discuss Trauma#they are besties still in my heart (even with the rocky start. and middle)
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I've never seen this blog before and it took me a week and a half to catch up, Chara can you say a random meme to make everyone laugh also you are all so adorable and stay determined.
*Well you did ask for random lol* (15/20)
#I am so sorry for the amongus joke. I couldn’t think of anything else so I just did the first thing that popped in my head hhhhh q.q#undertale#datatale#datatale au#frisk#chara#charisk#alice#ask blog#ask dcf#ch 3#deltarune#dark world#darkerland arc
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10.02.24
gahhh ive had such bad artblock recently my queue is decreasing in size rapidly but i must keep up the grind..!!!! throws these gays at you and runs away
#fanbrush#ii fan#ii paintbrush#inanimate insanity#did you guys know that ive been a pink hair paintbrush truther since like forever#even before they said that they would prefer pink dyed bristles in their interview#its cause i had an ii x omori au from when i was still fixated on omori#and they were aubrey#and aubrey dyes her hair pink so i made them dye their hair pink#and its just stuck#also also i hc that fan has a habit of carrying around bags#cause hes worried that if he doesnt have his eye on something he owns someone might take it#so if he has like. some sort of journal with SUPER SECRET THINGS!!! he keeps it in a bag so no one can read it#he also keeps his phone and laptop etc in there because he is irrationally afraid that someone will figure out his password#can you tell im projecting. im projecting#also#paintbrush ii#fan ii#ii fanart#osc art#art#hhhhh my head hurtssssssssssss booooooooooo 👎👎👎
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Axl, Axl! In the future X is a fairy (Cyber-Elf) and you aren't there to see that. Future X is like this
If you're wondering how Zero looks like in the future, here's the answer:
Spoiler: Barbie destroys X's body, trust me. I would never lie to you.
Oh yeah, last thing I want to say: X has three sons and a daughter... And an evil Copy.
Now bye 👋
#Axl needs a tinfoil hat#Zero is salty about being interrupted#X is always over thinking#How did this get so long?#it's nearly 5am#what is sleep#Axl is an idiot and i love him that way#mmx#mega man x#zero#axl#xzero#zerox#my art#this ask was something else!#I really had to scratch my head#so many more to answer hhhhh
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I Feel TFOne Could've Handled This Better...
Hot take but I feel like folks have been really generous with the take that OP was unable to find ~the perfect words~ in the heat of the moment (and thus should be given some grace) when he told D to stand down and "not be like Sentinel"... namely cuz I don't feel that the narrative supports this?
Like-- after all is said and done, OP doesn't reflect on that part of their split. He doesn't have a moment where he seeks validation or voices his regrets over the choice of his words, it's actually cut-and-dry. The narrative (as it stands) supports that OP saw D-16 acting up, so he called him out and stood on business, down to the last scenes where he's basically like "yeah it's a shame but y'all knew I had to do it to 'em."
It didn't have to be much! I'm not saying to absolve Megs, just show OP looking at things from a different perspective/contemplating a bit on that tough choice and the morality of the moment. Some examples of what I wish we had:
B-127 straight up blurting the obvious by later chatting with Orion like, "Wait so you told your best friend that he was acting just as bad as the guy who enslaved us for our entire lives and was torturing him like an hour ago? Oof. Seems kinda harsh." Then have some of OP's regret show on his face.
OP asking Elita-1 after Megs is banished if he did the right thing. Have Elita back his choice up, saying, "You should have seen what he did after you were... gone. It was terrifying. I know it was tough, but you made the right call." OP is grateful for the support, but a conflicted look still flashes across his face before he steels himself to look out towards the horizon... and the future.
Have OP walk past other mechs/former miners who didn't go with the High Guard saying stuff like, "Wish I could've given Sentinel a piece of my mind!" "Yeah, but I'm glad he's gone for good." "Ugh I miss everything." "Oh, it was crazy! Megatron picked him up and then he rrrrriiipped-- oops, hey there, Mr. Optimus... Prime... sir?" And have OP wave hello, looking a bit sick when they leave.
Post-credits scene with Starscream going on and on, asking Megs when they'll be back to teach the upstart Prime a lesson. Megs grabs his face to shut him up. "Patience, Starscream. The Prime thinks I'm no better than Sentinel... but I'll show him. He wants Iacon? He can have it. In the meantime we'll take the rest of the planet! Then I'll come back, crush Prime under my heel, and we'll take Iacon too. Sentinel's reign will barely be a footnote, because I'm about to become Optimus Prime's worst nightmare." The vocal performance would really need to sell this-- like picture Megs saying something like that from a place of anger and hurt, not so much a place of genuine evil or malice.
Basically instead of Orion's assertion being backed up as black and white/good vs bad, I wish we had some different opinions/reactions from the characters sprinkled in there. Like you can't tell me out of allllll the miners who weren't strong enough/willing to go with the High Guard and ended up sticking around that NONE of them were like "eyyo honestly?? Kiiiiinda glad Sentinel is dead. Wish I could have helped, tbh." like come onnnnn...
And you can't even argue that he's not an active threat-- I don't think everyone would see things that way! It's not just about the threat he physically has, but the threat he represents and is very likely to act upon if given the opportunity! He has a proven track record of not only being sneaky and conniving, but also capable of dealing some serious damage/killing people bigger and stronger than him, plus he has the backing of the Quints. All he'd need to do is wriggle his way out of jail and run off to his sponsors, then he'd probably be back to hurt more people! (If the Quints didn't just kill him out of incompetence lmao). There's a lot of "ifs" here, but I think it's a valid argument that not everyone would agree on what is the right or wrong way to handle Sentinel once he was down long enough to, like, do something about him.
I feel the situation needed a bit of nuance. In some way I wish they had kicked the can and had D and Orion bicker while Sentinel escaped, then have D get frustrated enough by the loss of Sentinel to point fingers (and his fusion canon) at Orion, who then falls and becomes OP. (Megs could still show some of thar emotion/remorse right after he does it too.) Not only would this open the door for a sequel, but tbh the Quint might have just killed Sentinel anyways and sought to deal with the miners uprising themselves lol. (Maybe that could have been an after credits scenes too instead of the B-127 bit??)
Would love to see a moment in a sequel where they have a calmer moment after arguing for a bit. Have OP mention how Megs was out of line, that it hurt and even scared him to see him act that way, and Megs can quietly point out "you said I was as bad as Sentinel... is that really how you see me? After everything we went through?"
Then OP can fumble the bag again lmao like "D, I... I'm sorry, that didn't come out right... but you still took things way too far..."
"Why am I not surprised-- your opinion is what matters the most! Maybe that's why you became a Prime, since you're so good at acting like the world revolves around you--!"
*gets interrupted by someone else before another yelling match ensues*
#rambling#transformers one#tf one#tfo#i'll be honest a lot of this stems from how rushed i felt the last like... 3rd of the movie feels#i feel Optimus is so dismissive of Megs!! like basically the whole movie but ESPECIALLY after coming back to life as a Prime???#your best friend is Going Through It. clearing having an Emotional Breakdown.#He drops you. In the moment it mattered most he chose violence... but notice what he says right before that?#Megs says ''I'm done saving you''#Like??? y'all don't wanna delve into that a little more?????#i half expected Optimus to pop up and be like ''excuse me. i wasn't done talking. what Did You Mean By That??''#instead he comes up and IMMEDIATELY has already written off this entire relationship as well.#Megs dropped him. it was a aplit second decision. we see in the movie D leaning into these bad impulses.#Orion is supposed to mature gradually so he's more level-headed by the end. why does that equate to abandoning the friendship??#why does he suddenly wanna drop Megs too? wouldn't this be the time for ''please listen to me'' part 2?#''it doesn't matter who has the matrix. we can make a change for the better! please listen to me'' etc#also minor nitpick but lmao why was OP Talking Like That after becoming Prime?#like he goes from ''haha hey guys hows it goin'' to ''You have used your gifts for Evil and Betrayed the entire planet''#babes what. Cybertron?? we went on a 2 day road trip on foot the fuck you know about Cybertron.#like betrayed Iacon maybe but idk maybe the guys in Tarn would be cool with Megs you dont know! lmao!#if my friend and I had beef and they started talking to me like the queen of england i would literally ask where they got their soapbox.#ohhhh you think you're morally superior? stop speaking for the whole planet lmao!! already named prime and letting it go to his head!!#strange dieties lying in the core of the planet distributing magic baubles that bring you back to life#is no basis for picking a planetary leader#this has been Orion Was Right: The Movie#when i wish there was a bit more.#maybe another 20-30 min would have helped me idk hhhhh#but Megs turn felt sooooo fast... then things just kept escalating from there.#''some transformations are permanent'' sir it's been like 48 hours since y'all learned you lives were a lie.#you *really* don't think Megs could ever cool down and apologize/change his mind?? you too??? tf???
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Penciled Lines
(Cross-posted on ao3, if you prefer to read it there. Reblogs still appreciated!)
Missa wakes up, and he thinks he might be doomed. This doesn’t scare him nearly as much as it should.
Missa is awake early—by his own metric, anyway. His nocturnal nature causes “early” for him to mean “early night” and not “early morning.” Regardless, “early” means that Philza is not asleep yet, still going through his nightly rituals. “Early” means that Philza is sitting up in (his? their?) the bed, pillows propped up behind him, notebook in his lap, sketching away.
And when Missa wakes up to the soft scritch-scratch of a charcoal pencil on textured paper, his forehead just so happens to be brushing Philza’s hip.
Missa can hardly breathe.
Oh no.
He knows that if he gives any indication that he is awake, Philza will stop sketching, close his notebook, shift himself over until he is politely seated on his side of the bed, and greet Missa with a friendly smile. Philza has done it before, when Missa wakes up early. That’s how Missa knows he’ll do it again.
Thus, Missa can hardly breathe—his breaths have to be the slow in-out of sleep. He can’t so much as twitch, either. He has to keep quiet and play dead or else he’ll be found out. Seen. Caught living the lie.
“Husband,” Philza calls him. They’re not married. They share a bed. They’re hardly ever in it at the same time. They have a son and a daughter. Neither of them know Missa very well. Philza has had an extra set of armor and a skull on his backpack for months, waiting for Missa. Missa doesn’t even know Philza’s last name.
Philza is a good man and a good friend—and Missa doesn't deserve him. Still, he takes what he can get. Curls around it. Hoarding every innocent kindness Philza extends like a starving creature: the generosity of a backpack fully stocked with equipment; the trust Philza places in Missa to watch the kids when he’s asleep; and now, the courtesy of not moving his hip from Missa’s forehead to ensure his “sleeping” isn’t disturbed. Missa clutches all of these little offerings in his greedy claws and hugs them into his chest, even as the guilt eats away at him.
Because, regardless of the lack of mutual feeling, he loves Philza. He loves him so, so much, and that is why he is doomed. He can’t afford to lose what little he has. He can’t cross that line.
So Missa lies beside Philza, forehead pressed against Philza’s hip, pretending to sleep so he can imagine that they’re not just lying in bed together, but lying in bed, together; and later, when Missa truly wakes, he will sit on his side of the bed and look at Philza’s face soft with sleep and think about how lucky he is that he still has a side-of-the-bed to begin with.
Missa doesn’t mean to drift off. When it starts to happen, he’s hopelessly torn between shaking himself awake and thus giving himself away, or remaining how he is, silently fending off the inevitable. In the end, Missa clings to that scritch-scratch sound of Philza’s pencil on the paper for as long as he can before the fog at last pulls him under.
Eventually, he dreams. In fact, he dreams of the calloused fingers he dreams of every night, hands like his own, an artist of Death, cradling and shading the contours of his face—a softness dashing charcoal across his jaw, and over his cheekbones, and perhaps on his lips, too, if he’s lucky. Defining every edge of him.
~*~
A deep sigh. Phil stops sketching as Missa shifts in his sleep. He tilts his head up so that the tip of his nose is now just nearly brushing against Phil’s hip. The motion disturbs the wild splay of his dark hair, revealing more of his face: eyelashes, cheeks, warmth. Tender blush of something Stygian and otherworldly. New.
Phil’s lips tilt upwards. He turns to a fresh page, and he starts again.
#qsmp#pissa#qsmpshipping#qsmp missa#qsmp philza#i hesitate to put main character tags bc it's shipping content but i think we're all p much okay with that?? we chill??? we chill thumbsup#my fics#ficlet#anyway would you believe me if i told you this took me a week to write. hhourgh.#i'll prolly make small edits as time goes by if i dont scrap this version entirely.#i really like it rn but we'll see how i feel abt it in like a couple hours or a day. the sheer number of times ive rewritten this hhhhh.#this little character/relationship study is primarily for me to try to work them out in my head.#so if this doesnt quite hit the exact vibe you know why.#im still getting acquainted w missa's character but i gotta start somewhere ya know#i didnt actually get to explore missa's feelings of inferiority as much as i wanted to but thats bc i found trying to tackle that As Well-#-as everything else saddled the fic/setting w too many Things and made it cumbersome and muddied the story being told.#so another time perhaps.#anyway i adore them. beloveds.
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Woe Daycare attendant be apon ye
I love them so much hhhhhhh theyr so silly greheheh :3c
(close ups under the cut)
Obligatory tap for quality lmao
I will probably most definitely post more DCA art cuz I am so damn hyperfixated on them rn im not even kidding
#hhhhh their ruffles are gonna be the death of me#im gonna redraw moons before i color or ink in the lineart#i still need to work on drawing diff angles#my art#head empty only dca#fnaf dca#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#dca fanart
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marked.
#seen hcs about sanji that are living in my head every day so uhhh#parallels except only one half is canon#one piece#one piece fanart#one piece nami#one piece sanji#vinsmoke sanji#black leg sanji#i think abt nami's tattoo symbolism a lot & i think it's beautiful and just#hhhhh#the idea of sanji also having something permanent on his body as a reminder has a chokehold on me#but it's in a place that's even easier to hide#so hide it he does#just push it down as far as he can#it's the past anyway. right?
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oh well didn't make it after all
my tmnt iteration (where everyone made it past their 20s, splinter’s alive just old, venus is here, and they deserve some goddamn respite and shenanigans)
tmnt iteration part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 | part 6 | part 7 | part 8 | part 9 | part 10
tmnt iteration omake 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16
lny visit 1 | 2
#hhhhh the specter of illustration class reared its head so often#you can actually see where I had to stop myself from fully rendering#it was supposed to be fun quick and haha heehee#hhhhhhhhhhhh#i love wispy blobby suggested form and shape painting#it does not love me#let me love you wispy blobby suggested form and shape painting#gong hei faat choy#dai gut dai lei#ignore the time I posted this#what are YOU doing at the devil's sacrament#fake social media doodles are fun but watch out#uhhh snack iteration I guess????#still feel weird tagging it because like.... the tag doesn't seem to work on my end#whatevs yolo#fkkndoingeverythingbutsittingdownanddoingthosecomicblurbslikeIsaidIwasgonnado
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need to makeout with tashi over patricks cock :/ close girlfriends who share everything together so why wouldn't she share her new boyfriends cock with her bestie??
#poppy speaks#patricks not complaining#hhhhh saw a porv video of two girls sucking a guy off and now my head is buzzing#hard thick cock and our plush lips on either side of it.#her tucking your hair back for you when you go to throat him#cums and dies
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