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manaosdeuwu · 4 years ago

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i am going through it lads

#been scrolling down the tokyo ghoul tag for the past hour #hhhh why do I do this to myslef #myself*#it's so frustrating and sad when interesring stories get such shitty endings #ishida did hide and touka so dirty #I'm tired of the self-sacrifice hide did out of love that is disregarded and used for kaneki to go hurrr durrr I make friend sad so I die #touka was such an interesting character and then boom. fuck all of it #mitsuki tooru too. he could have had it all. but no. make the one dark skinned transman have a violently transphobic arc and #turn him into a full 'yandere'#and revealing that big madam was trans post mortem? + all the fatphobia? disgusting #im going to take tg and rewrite it in my mind #ishida your art is so so so pretty pero la cagaste bro #...anyways #sorry to anyone who read all these tags jcjehjdjsjd #nero habla

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muddi-gutz · 5 years ago

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you know what time it is folks

#bad times. thts what time it is #self harm /#i just like. trashed my room looking for some type of blade #couldnt find one so i just resorted to stabbing myself with a sewing pin #ripped all my cuitcles off #hhhh Am Bleeding a lil #jhgfdghjklhgfghjk i fucjingn hate myslef lmaooo #chatty henri #why am i like this #yknow id get a lot better maybe if i could like. move forward with things.#like get a new job #or get a paypal so i can do commissions #but nooooooooooo #i have to wait #i have to wait.#i have to w a i t #WHAT AM I WAITING FOR? WHY CANT I JUST DO THINGS NOW?#ffuck

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elenamatisstuff · 6 years ago

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20: what something that immediately makes you exit out of a fic?

things like daddy kinks (i grew to hate. i know i mentioned one before in a fic i wrote but i learned what a daddy kink really is and honestly, that’s just disgusting i can’t read it)

huge age differences like minors (idk something like 15 or 16 years old, or younger than that) and adults (over 18 or as i read in some fics over 30) doing it or falling in love.

incest is worse for me than all the things i have listed here. I can’t understadn how people find it hot or okay, incest is so fucking disgusting. Once a classmate of mine said that he’d find it hot if i’d kiss my sister and i can’t describe how disgusted i was. I would never. I’d rather cut myslef open and feel everything being cut out of me, then kiss one of my sisters. On the cheek, sure, why not, but on the mouth? HHHH NNOOOOO! like, just no. No incest.

i once read a peterick fic (because i couldn’t find any geetrick fics) where Pete raped Patrick and then they had “I’m sorry” sex? and i don’t??? what??? like??? i have to think about this fic a lot. Just... no. Made me exist as soon as they started to make out again after he raped Patrick. i was just... so deeply sick from this fic.

when Frerard is mentioned. It kinda triggers my anxiety because of what happened to me with toxic frerard shippers. I don’t mind talking about frerard or anything but i just can’t read it in fics because fics usually relax me. I always tense up when Frerard is mentioned so i either skip or exit.

i think that’s it. I don’t care about the writing style i read everything as long as it’s not what i listed.

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