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Sometimes I wanna wildly yell about scribbles and then I get too nervous to and just sit here like:
#Cade.Txts#hhhehhoguggushg#something something about how his own perception of reality is pretty skewed.#Sometimes he has trouble telling if things are: really fake or if something is Real.#kinda. loose grasp on what is or isn't 'real' sometimes n tht varries.#keep imagining him watching a horror movie and then he sits there like 'oh my God the BEASTS are goung to KILL ME'#Too scared to get up n go into the kitchen because the Thing will Be at the Fridge.#me too scribbles me 2.#reality wibbly wobbly for him and physically weighs on him. is like. fighting with him.#his very existence kind of Goes Against it.#it is Crushing Him and Some days are worse then the others.#hyper aware of his own body every part of it- this crushing feeling grips his chest and#all he can do is curl up on the ground and wait for it to Pass by.#Sometimes its easier being alone and other times it helps when someone is there to hold his hand through it#feels and hears their heartbeat through their hand and their breathing and the sound of the blood#rushing through their veins and they exist and are Alive and Real-#it is overwhelming but keeps him grounded.#His head feels like it is full of static and its hard to think when everything is so Loud#Cade's Characterz#i forget what my oc tag is all the time#do you guys GET WHT I M SAYING..#i am rambling nonsense.#feeling a way about him
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