#hgggggggggghghg i just want to be ok can i be ok is that like possible or will i be stuck in this familial tangle forever
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iiiiii want to get out of my home.
#this is a grrible post made of horrible ideas actually#compared to a lot of people i have it good#priviledged levels f good#so it doesnt make sense for me to want to ollie outie forever from my parents lives#hgggggggggghghg i just want to be ok can i be ok is that like possible or will i be stuck in this familial tangle forever#when i turn 18 im gonna go study abroad or something and just#distance myself#like thats my plan of action i vaguely talked about it with my friend after i half came out as trans and it goes like this:#when i turn 16 i get a job or open comissions or both and open a bank account separated from my parents#i save up enough money to rent an apt and some extra in case of emergencies#my plan is to study in a public university (unb) so im studying extra hard to get good grades#that checks out money income housing and university costs#thats more of an escape plan#when i turn 18 and therefore am a legal adult im gonna come out to my parents and see what their reation is#if its a good reaction like i dont fucking understand t=what that is but i support and love you nonetheless then cool swag#i still have parental support so my lifes a bit less fucked#if their reaction is something like i dont support you but youre my child so i guess im stuck with that#i might have to distance myself bc theyd probably deadname me and be generally not that welcoming and im not about that shit#if their reactioon is to straight up disown me then thats when my escape plan comes into play#i move out completely and cut ties with them going out to live my best life and start saving up money for hormone therapy#i dont want to have top surgerry nor bottom surgery i think thats relevant#also i have the susppicion that my countrys public health thing covers those but i gotta check#anyways yeah thats my ''moving out and forgetting my parents'' plan#txt#i wish i didnt have to have an escape plan but oh well
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