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Blue October - Hate Me
#blue october#hate me#music video#hey loverly it's not a perfect fit but i'm still thinking of you#it's been a little over three years since you left and about two and a half years since i learned it happened#my second kid is about the same age my first was then#at the same stage of wanting to be held all through the night#i held her while i cried my eyes out wanting to be sick all over the keyboard because i couldn't accept that i'd stumbled upon your obit#i trusted so much that you were just outside of my line of my sight that it took me that long to realise you were dead#i'm still waiting for you to come home even though i know you're gone#i hope there's no afterlife so that i can be sure that you're actually free from it all#but if there is i'm going to tear you a new one once i'm done hugging you so you'd better be bracing yourself when the time comes#i still love you and i forgive you but also how could you do this to me when i was always here to help#why didn't you ask me i would have done anything#what made you think that i wouldn't have helped you through this#you took away every year we had left and i hate you for it#we could have been old hags together and instead you bowed out early and i'll be waiting until last call to see you again#but i'm tired of rambling so just understand that i'm still mad but it's because i still love you so much#Youtube
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