#hey huge fucking shoutout to those of my friends who were genuinely excited for me when i told them abt my retail job. i love you guys
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fortheninth · 6 years ago
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#struggling w figuring out where im supposed to be right now#i would like to have a fancier jobâ„¢ and i cant stay in my parents house forever so i need to find something more full time eventually#but there are so many obstacles to that#one is that im not getting anything i apply for probably bc im not actually qualified & my skills are disappearing more every day#another is i dont have much time to work on applications anymore bc of the job that i do have taking up my time#and another thing is that even though i know it cant really be permanent im actually very happy with the job & life i have right now!! fuck!#im maybe happier than i was all through college#and i really would not mind that much if it turned out i had to stay in this job for multiple years#but most of the people in my life are either expecting me to get a Better Job soon or are even surprised/borderline disappointed in me#for not having one yet#which is incredibly frustrating#especially since i am happy where i am for now!#i do wish i could get hired for something career relevant but i also wish it were more acceptable to just do retail & live at home#hey huge fucking shoutout to those of my friends who were genuinely excited for me when i told them abt my retail job. i love you guys#anyway there are a lot of good things going on in my life & im focusing on things that are important to me like art and exercise and friends#but i just constantly have the feeling theres something i should be doing better and i dont know how to. do better. so#Fuck
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