#hew hew hew i am trying really hard not to post pure smut here

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trick or treat to you too 🥺🤲

Two days later but I'm here!!!!! More from the fourth part of my ChanBig series below :D

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Big has to close Pol’s mouth manually when Kinn appears in their line of vision, with a too loud Porsche attached to his arm. Big knew about Kinn and Porsche for a while, mainly because everyone trusts him and Pete of course couldn’t help but tell him a few months ago that Kinn is his boyfriend’s cousin, and also that he and Porsche Kittisawasd, a guy everyone still wonders how he manages to pass his classes, are a couple.

Big used to ask himself that too, during their first years, but he stopped. As long as Porsche was not going to actually write laws, Big didn’t care. He did, however, care about Kinn being back. Because that means Chan was back, too. When did they arrive in town? Was it just now? Was it earlier today? Big didn’t hear anything from Chan the whole day, so maybe he was just too tired to see Big. 

He couldn’t stop his thoughts, no matter all the plausible reasons Chan wouldn’t message him. He wanted to see Chan, he did, his skin felt itchy under his clothes. The choker was sitting wrong at his neck, after Ken forced Big’s hand by asking him in front of their friends why he isn’t putting it on. Wrong, because all the looks he received don’t feel right. He got so used to Chan’s gaze, strong and possessing and so admiring, that being looked at by any other person doesn’t feel right. 

Arm tries to joke and tells him about the multiple guys that seem interested in taking Big home, but the jokes don’t flatter him one bit. He only wants one person to take him home, and that person is currently not writing to Big, and he can’t help but sit around and drink his water. He feels so stupid for doing everything right just in case Chan does ask Big to come over.

I still take treat-or-treaters tonight, so if you want previews from things I am working on, feel free