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seokmatthewz · 2 years ago
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SUNG HANBIN ✧ HOT SUMMER
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kaiyunsim · 19 days ago
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sk8er boi —
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pairing : skater boy!taesan x academic gn!reader
summary : taesan, the well known skater, slacker, and band member of boynextdoor, catches the eye of one of the top students in school which leads to a flurry of complications.
warnings : a.n.g.s.t, fluff, band au, woonahk + leehan are wingmen, LOTS of insecurities and insecurites, featuring sung hanbin from zb1 and leeseo from ive as the readers friends.
a/n : IT FINALLY DROPPED !! i've been too obsessed with this song i think i might die. taesan was soooooo sk8er boi coded so like yk i had to.
— wc : 11.6k — not proof read —
the first time you really see han taesan, it’s not at school. it’s not in the hallways where he leans against lockers, talking lazily to his friends, or in the cafeteria where he slouches in a chair, kicking his feet up on the table while jaehyun smacks them off. it’s not even in the skatepark where he spends most of his free time.
it’s in the library.
it’s late. later than you usually stay, but leeseo convinced you to help her cram for an upcoming quiz, and sung hanbin, the responsible one, promised to treat you both to coffee afterward. the library is quieter than usual, the overhead lights buzzing softly as the three of you sit in one of the far corners.
“if i fail this,” leeseo groans, pressing her forehead against the table, “i’m going to cry. like, actual tears.”
“you won’t fail,” hanbin reassures her, flipping through his neatly highlighted notes. “just focus. here, try this question—”
but leeseo isn’t listening anymore. her eyes widen as she nudges you, not-so-subtly gesturing toward the entrance. “look who just walked in.”
you glance up, expecting a teacher or maybe some last-minute studier like yourselves. leeseo has been mentioning a teacher she found cute but you had to cut her out of her delusions.
instead, you see him. han taesan, pushing open the library door with one hand while holding his skateboard in the other. he doesn’t belong here. not in this quiet, studious atmosphere. and yet, here he is, wearing a black hoodie over a band t-shirt, ripped jeans, and the same scuffed sneakers he always wears.
behind him, the rest of boynextdoor trails in. sungho looks bored, running a hand through his hair as he scans the room. riwoo has his headphones on, already bopping his head to whatever he’s listening to. jaehyun is carrying a backpack, which means someone is actually planning to study. leehan is whispering something to woonhak, who nods before laughing under his breath.
they stand out in every way possible. loud personalities forced into a silent space.
“what are they doing here?” leeseo mutters, wrinkling her nose.
“probably failing their classes,” hanbin says, not unkindly but matter-of-fact. “jaehyun’s the only one who actually studies, i think.”
“doesn’t matter,” you say, turning your attention back to your notes. or at least, you try to. but as you read the same sentence over and over, you can’t help but be aware of taesan.
he moves differently from the others. while the rest of his friends slink toward an empty table, he pauses by the bookshelf near yours, scanning the spines of the books with mild interest. it’s weird. you’ve never seen him hold a book before, let alone look for one.
you try not to stare, but then his fingers brush against a book, flipping it open casually. for a moment, he looks genuinely focused, eyes scanning the page like he’s actually reading. but then he shuts it just as quickly, sighing before shoving it back onto the shelf.
“he’s so full of himself,” leeseo says under her breath, watching as taesan finally joins his group. “have you seen the way he acts? like he doesn’t care about anything.”
“he doesn’t care about anything,” hanbin corrects. “except skating. and his band.”
“oh, right, his band,” leeseo scoffs, making air quotes. “like that’s gonna get him anywhere.”
you don’t say anything. it’s not like you disagree after all. taesan’s reputation is as solid as stone. he’s the guy who barely passes his classes, who gets detention for skipping, who spends more time perfecting a kickflip than doing actual homework. your friends see him as a lost cause, and you’ve never had a reason to question that.
but then, as if he can feel you thinking about him, taesan glances up.
your eyes meet for a split second.
it’s nothing. it’s barely anything.
but instead of looking away, he holds your gaze. and then, he smirks. just the slightest twitch of his lips, like he knows something you don’t.
you snap your head down, suddenly very interested in your notes. re-reading the same word again.
“gross,” leeseo mutters. “he’s so arrogant.”
“he really is,” hanbin agrees. “come on, let’s focus. we need to finish this before the library closes.”
you nod, forcing yourself to concentrate, but your mind keeps drifting back to that one moment. his gaze, his smirk, the way he seemed completely unbothered by everything around him.
it was nothing.
but for some reason, it doesn’t feel that way.
you tell yourself it was nothing. a look. a stupid, meaningless look in the middle of the library, a place han taesan doesn’t even belong in. you convince yourself it wasn’t directed at you. maybe he was looking at something behind you. maybe he smirked because of something his friend said.
maybe you’re just imagining things.
but the problem is now you notice him.
it’s not on purpose. it’s not like you want to be aware of him. but suddenly, han taesan is everywhere.
in the mornings, when you walk into school, he’s there in the courtyard with his skateboard, practicing tricks while his friends watch. sungho claps him on the back when he lands a difficult one, and riwoo films clips for their social media. sometimes he messes up, but he never looks embarrassed, he just laughs, shakes out his legs, and tries again.
in the halls, you catch glimpses of him leaning against lockers, chatting with jaehyun or leehan about something you don’t understand. his hoodie is always slightly oversized, his hands tucked into the front pocket like he has nowhere important to be.
in class, he’s not as disruptive as people make him out to be. sure, he zones out, tapping his fingers against his desk like he’s drumming to a song in his head, but he isn’t rude. he doesn’t talk over the teacher or make a big scene. sometimes, you even catch him sketching in his notebook, half-finished designs of skateboards, little doodles in the margins of his notes, messy but interesting. even some lyrics he thinks about while bored.
you don’t realize you’re staring until hanbin nudges you.
“earth to y/n. you okay?”
you blink, tearing your gaze away from where taesan is sitting a few rows ahead. he’s slouched in his chair, twirling a pen between his fingers, not paying attention to the lesson at all.
“yeah,” you say quickly, feeling heat creep up your neck. “just zoning out.”
hanbin raises an eyebrow but doesn’t question it.
but it doesn’t stop there.
one afternoon, on your way home, you take a shortcut through the park. it’s quiet, with only a few people scattered around, mostly kids playing or joggers passing by. but then, near the skatepark, you hear music.
you pause.
it’s a song you don’t recognize, but it’s good. raw, unpolished, but good. you follow the sound until you spot them. boynextdoor, huddled together on a set of stairs near the skate ramps. sungho has a guitar in his lap, strumming casually. jaehyun is humming along while woonhak taps out a beat on his knee. riwoo is messing with his phone, recording bits of their practice.
and then there’s taesan.
he’s sitting on his skateboard, elbows resting on his knees, head tilted back as he listens. his dark hair falls into his eyes, but he doesn’t seem to care.
“again,” he says after a moment. “start from the top.”
sungho rolls his eyes but starts playing again, and this time, taesan sings.
you freeze.
you’ve never heard him sing before. you know his band performs at underground gigs, but you’ve never gone. you’ve never had a reason to.
but his voice. his voice is rough around the edges, not perfect, but there’s something real about it. something honest.
you don’t mean to linger, but before you can move, taesan’s eyes flicker toward you.
your breath catches.
for a second, neither of you move.
then, instead of looking away, he lifts his hand in a lazy wave, like he’s not surprised to see you there at all.
panic jolts through you, and you do the first thing that comes to mind. you turn around and walk away.
fast.
you don’t stop until you’re a safe distance from the park, heart hammering in your chest.
why are you acting like this? why does it feel like you just got caught doing something you shouldn’t?
it’s not a big deal. it’s not.
except now, han taesan knows you were watching.
and the next day, he makes sure you know he knows.
it happens between classes. you’re at your locker, organizing your books, when a shadow falls over you.
“did you like the song?”
you nearly drop your notebook.
slowly, you turn your head, and there he is. the han taesan, standing next to you like it’s the most normal thing in the world. he smells faintly like cologne and something else, something warm, like sun on pavement.
you open your mouth, then close it.
“what?”
“the song,” he repeats, tilting his head. “you heard it yesterday, right?”
your throat is dry. “i was just passing by.”
he hums, unconvinced. “sure.”
you grip your notebook tighter. “why are you even talking to me?”
taesan shrugs, the corner of his mouth tugging up just slightly. “dunno. you’re interesting.”
your brain short-circuits.
you? interesting?
before you can process that, leeseo’s voice calls out from behind you.
“y/n ! come on, we’re gonna be late!”
taesan steps back, stuffing his hands into his hoodie pocket.
“see you around, genius.”
and then he’s gone, disappearing into the crowd like he didn’t just completely ruin your entire day.
leeseo and hanbin catch up to you, and leeseo frowns. “what did he want?”
“nothing,” you say quickly. too quickly.
hanbin eyes you but doesn’t press.
still, as you walk to class, you can’t stop replaying his words in your head.
“you’re interesting.”
this is bad.
this is really bad.
the worst part is that taesan doesn’t even try to prove your friends wrong.
after that weird conversation at your locker, you expect him to keep bothering you, to tease you every time he sees you. but he doesn’t. he doesn’t go out of his way to talk to you. he doesn’t change anything about the way he acts.
he just keeps being himself. skating in the mornings, goofing off with his band during breaks, sketching in his notebook when he’s bored in class.
but the damage is already done. because now, whenever he walks past, your stomach tightens. when he laughs with his friends, you find yourself looking before you can stop yourself. and when he catches you and smirks, like he knows you’re paying attention, you have to force yourself to look away.
your friends notice, of course.
“you’re acting weird,” leeseo says one afternoon as the three of you sit in the cafeteria. “ever since he started talking to you.”
“i’m not acting weird,” you say. too quickly.
“you so are,” she insists. “right, hanbin?”
hanbin sighs, poking at his food. “it’s not weird, it’s just… unexpected. taesan’s not exactly the type to take interest in school stuff.”
“yeah, which is why y/n needs to be careful,” leeseo says. “guys like him? they’re fun to look at but nothing else.”
you don’t say anything.
they aren’t wrong. han taesan isn’t like you. he’s a skater, a musician, the kind of guy who doesn’t think too far ahead. and yet…
“maybe he’s not that bad,” you mumble before you can stop yourself.
leeseo stares. “excuse me?”
“i just mean—” you hesitate. “i don’t know. he’s not rude or anything. he’s just… himself.”
“that’s exactly the problem,” she argues. “he doesn’t care about anything. he’s never going to take life seriously.”
you want to disagree. but you don’t.
because if you defend him too much, they’ll know.
they’ll know about the way your heart jumps when he looks at you. the way your brain replays his stupid voice saying see you around, genius.
so you stay quiet.
and you try to push it all away.
but then there’s woonhak.
you don’t know much about him aside from the fact that he’s the youngest in taesan’s group. he’s always laughing, always cracking jokes, always the most energetic of the bunch.
so it catches you off guard when, one day after school, he falls into step beside you as you’re walking out.
“hey,” he says cheerfully.
you blink. “uh… hey?”
“you’re y/n, right?”
“…yeah?”
he grins, nodding. “thought so. you know, taesan’s been talking about you.”
your stomach flips. “what?”
woonhak laughs at your expression. “not in a weird way! just, like—he thinks you’re cool.”
you stare at him.
taesan thinks you’re… cool?
“why are you telling me this?” you ask suspiciously.
woonhak shrugs. “dunno. you seem chill. also, i figured you should hear something about us that isn’t from your friends.”
you tense. “what’s that supposed to mean?”
he gives you a knowing look. “we know how people see us. dumb kids who don’t care about school, right?”
you shift uncomfortably. “i mean—”
“you don’t have to lie,” he says, still smiling. “i get it. we mess around a lot, and taesan’s got his whole too cool for everything vibe, but…” he pauses, tilting his head. “you ever actually talked to him? like, really talked to him?”
you don’t answer.
because the truth is… you haven’t.
taesan has spoken to you, sure. teased you, smirked at you, made your heart do all sorts of annoying things. but you’ve never sat down and had a real conversation. never actually asked him about his music, his art, his life.
“he works harder than people think,” woonhak continues. “he just doesn’t show it in the same way you do. and he really does like you, you know.”
your breath catches. “what?”
“not, like, in a romantic way,” woonhak clarifies quickly, though his grin suggests otherwise. “he just thinks you’re interesting.”
there it is again. interesting.
you don’t know what to do with that.
so you do what you always do.
you ignore it.
“cool,” you say, trying to sound unaffected.
woonhak doesn’t look convinced, but he just chuckles. “anyway, just thought i’d say hi. see you around, y/n.”
and with that, he jogs off, leaving you standing there, brain spinning.
you should just let this go. you should listen to your friends, stick to your world, and forget about taesan entirely.
but as you watch woonhak disappear down the street, you feel something shift inside you.
something that tells you, this situation isn’t going away anytime soon.
you try your best to forget about han taesan.
after woonhak’s little chat, you tell yourself it doesn’t matter. what he said. ‘he really does like you, you know’ was probably just him messing around. taesan barely even talks to you. he’s just being his usual, reckless self, getting involved where he doesn’t belong.
but no matter how much you try to ignore it, you keep running into him.
and each time, it gets harder to pretend that something isn’t pulling you closer.
the library incident happens on a tuesday.
it’s supposed to be a peaceful afternoon. you’re at your usual table, buried in your notes, trying to focus on your upcoming exams. hanbin and leeseo sit across from you, whispering about something that isn’t school-related.
everything is normal. until the door swings open.
“i cannot believe you actually dragged me here,” taesan groans, his voice breaking the quiet.
you stiffen.
you don’t even have to look to know it’s him. but, unfortunately, you do look—because his voice is impossible to ignore, because your brain is stupid and wants to confirm that, yes, han taesan is standing in the library, looking like he’d rather be anywhere else.
sungho and jaehyun flank him on either side, looking much more comfortable than he does.
“we dragged you here because you’re failing, dumbass,” jaehyun mutters, shoving him forward.
“i am not failing,” taesan protests. “i’m just… struggling.”
“struggling to even open your textbook,” sungho deadpans, leading him toward a table.
leeseo makes a noise of disapproval. “ugh. them?”
“just ignore them,” hanbin says, flipping a page in his notebook. “not our problem.”
but it is a problem. because now, taesan is sitting just a few tables away from you, slumped over his books, looking absolutely miserable.
you try to focus.
you really, really try.
but then—
“psst. genius.”
your pen stills against your notebook.
you don’t have to turn around to know it’s taesan.
you turn around anyway.
he’s leaned back in his chair, one arm draped over the backrest, looking right at you.
“how do you do this?” he asks, pushing a book toward you like it personally offended him.
“do what?” you say flatly.
“study,” he groans. “it’s so boring.”
jaehyun smacks him upside the head. “shut up and focus.”
you should turn back to your work. you should.
but instead, you sigh. “maybe if you actually read instead of whining, it wouldn’t be so hard.”
sungho snorts. “finally, someone who says it straight.”
taesan huffs. “wow, okay. you could just offer to tutor me.”
“not happening,” you say immediately.
he grins, like he expected that answer. “worth a shot.”
you roll your eyes and go back to your notes. but even as you pretend to ignore him, you can still feel his eyes on you, like he’s waiting for you to slip up and react.
and the worst part?
you kind of want to.
the next time you see him, it’s at the skatepark.
you don’t mean to go there. you’re just walking home, taking a longer route because the weather is nice. and somehow, your feet lead you to the park, where you hear laughter and the familiar sound of wheels against concrete.
you could leave.
you should leave.
but instead, you linger at the edge, watching.
taesan is mid-trick, flipping his board with practiced ease. he lands smoothly, a smug grin spreading across his face as riwoo claps.
“finally,” riwoo says. “took you long enough.”
“shut up,” taesan laughs, grabbing his board.
you don’t realize you’re staring until woonhak pops up beside you.
“you so have a crush.”
you nearly jump out of your skin. “what—“
woonhak just grins. “don’t even try to deny it. i see you.”
“i don’t have a crush,” you say quickly. too quickly.
“uh-huh,” he hums, clearly unconvinced.
before you can argue, someone else joins you—leehan, quieter than woonhak but just as observant.
“are you coming to the show?” he asks casually.
you blink. “what show?”
“we’re playing this weekend,” he explains. “you should come.”
“i don’t think—”
“taesan would love it if you did,” woonhak says, grinning.
you freeze.
leehan elbows him. “stop making it weird.”
“what? i’m just saying.”
“you’re implying things,” leehan mutters. then he turns back to you. “seriously, though. you should come. it’ll be fun.”
you hesitate.
your friends would definitely disapprove.
but then you glance back at taesan, who’s laughing at something sungho said, looking so effortlessly cool, so different from the type of people you usually surround yourself with.
and before you can stop yourself, you say—
“okay. maybe.”
woonhak cheers, clapping you on the back. “knew you had it in you!”
you shake your head, already regretting it.
but deep down, a part of you is excited.
the night of the concert comes faster than expected.
you almost don’t go.
hanbin and leeseo invite you to study, and for a second, you consider it… going back to your routine, pretending like han taesan doesn’t exist.
but something stops you.
something pulls you there.
so now, you’re standing in the middle of a dimly lit venue, surrounded by people who actually belong in this crowd. the air buzzes with energy, anticipation thick as the stage lights flicker.
and then the band steps on stage.
and then he steps on stage.
han taesan doesn’t hesitate. doesn’t falter.
he owns it.
he grabs his mic, runs a hand through his hair, and smirks at the crowd like he knows he’s exactly where he’s meant to be.
the music starts, loud and raw and alive.
and then he’s singing.
his voice isn’t perfect. it’s a little rough, a little unpolished, but it fits. it’s real. it’s him.
and then, in the middle of the song, his eyes scan the crowd...
and lock onto yours.
your breath catches. for a second, the world tilts.
he doesn’t look away.
neither do you.
and in that moment, with music thrumming through your veins and taesan’s voice filling the air, you realize
you’re completely screwed.
you can’t breathe.
not because the room is stuffy, or because the music is loud, or because the crowd is pushing in from all sides.
but because han taesan is looking right at you.
the stage lights flicker, flashing over his face, highlighting the smirk curling at his lips. the microphone is gripped loosely in his hand, the strap of his guitar slung over his shoulder. he sings like the stage belongs to him, like the music was made for him, and yet...
his eyes don’t stray from yours.
you feel rooted to the floor, like if you move, you’ll break whatever invisible thread is keeping the two of you connected.
and you hate it. you hate how much your heart reacts to him, how your stomach tightens every time his voice rasps into the mic.
this is bad.
this is really bad.
and it only gets worse when, from the corner of your eye, you see woonhak grinning at you from across the room.
he’s standing near the side of the stage, watching the exchange like he’s witnessing the most entertaining thing in the world.
and then, because he’s the absolute worst, taesan winks at you.
you snap your gaze away, face burning.
but the damage is already done.
because now, you can’t not notice taesan.
the way his fingers glide over the guitar strings so effortlessly. the way his hair falls into his eyes when he tilts his head. the way he smirks between lyrics, like he’s enjoying this.
like he knows what he’s doing to you.
this was a mistake and you shouldn’t have come. but god, you can’t bring yourself to regret it.
because even though everything inside you is screaming that this is dangerous, that getting involved with him will only make things complicated.
but still. you don’t want to look away.
not now. not ever.
when the set finally ends, the room erupts into cheers. people push forward, clapping, whistling, shouting their names.
you try to steady yourself, try to ignore the way your pulse is racing, hand gripping your shirt for stabilty, but you feel a graze on your shoulder.
woonhak appears at your side.
“so,” he says, arms crossed, smirk firmly in place. “you’re definitely in trouble.”
you glare at him. “i don’t know what you’re talking about.”
he snorts. “oh, please. i saw that whole thing. he saw that whole thing.”
“he was just looking at the crowd,” you say, even though you know it’s a lie.
“right. because taesan always makes intense eye contact with random people while singing,” he deadpans.
you groan, rubbing your face. “i hate you.”
“nah, you love me,” he grins. “but not as much as you love him.”
“woonhak—”
“i’m just saying,” he singsongs. “you might wanna start being honest with yourself. and maybe with him, too.”
you don’t dignify that with a response.
but as you glance toward the stage, where taesan is still lingering, laughing at something jaehyun said—
you know woonhak is right.
and that terrifies you more than anything.
taesan doesn’t come to practice.
he never skips practice.
it’s something you hear from sungho after school, when he finds you by the front gates, watching the sky darken as you wait for your usual bus. you’re trying really hard not to think about what happened earlier. about the way taesan looked at you before walking away, about the heavy silence he left behind. but sungho showing up with that look on his face makes it impossible to ignore.
“he didn’t show up,” he says, standing next to you like it’s the most natural thing in the world.
you glance at him. “who didn’t?”
sungho gives you a flat look. “you know who.”
your stomach twists, but you force a shrug. “maybe he had something else to do.”
“he never skips,” sungho repeats, more firmly this time.
you don’t answer.
because what are you supposed to say? 'yeah, it’s probably my fault. i didn’t defend him when i should have, and now he’s upset. i didn’t mean to hurt him, but i still did.'
sungho sighs, shoving his hands in his pockets.
“what happened?”
you swallow. “nothing...”
“don’t lie.”
“i’m not lying.”
he levels you with a stare, unimpressed. “you totally are.”
you exhale sharply, looking away.
“look,” he says, voice softer now, “he’s been acting weird all day. he barely talked during lunch, barely even looked at his board, and now he’s skipping practice? that’s not taesan.”
“i don’t know,” you mumble.
sungho raises a brow. “don’t know, or don’t want to say?”
you press your lips together, gripping the straps of your bag.
because the truth is...
you do know.
and you hate yourself for it.
it started during lunch.
your friends were scrolling through their phones, passing around a video of boynextdoor performing.
“god,” leeseo groaned, wrinkling her nose. “he’s so obnoxious.”
“who?” hanbin asked, leaning over to look.
“han taesan.” she jabbed a finger at the screen. “look at him. he acts like he’s a rockstar or something.”
your grip tightened around your drink.
“he is in a band,” hanbin pointed out.
“yeah, but he takes it so seriously. it’s kinda embarrassing.”
they laughed.
but you didn’t. and you didn't say anything either
you just sat there, staring at the table, pretending like the words didn’t make something in your chest ache.
but just then.
taesan walked by.
he wasn’t close enough to hear everything, but he did hear enough. his steps faltered just slightly, his easygoing expression slipping for just a second before he schooled his face back into something unreadable.
and then his eyes met yours. not angry. not annoyed.
just… disappointed.
like he expected this... like he expected you to be different.
but you weren’t.
you didn’t speak up. you didn’t say anything.
so he walked away.
and now, he’s gone.
sungho watches you carefully, waiting.
when you still don’t answer, he tilts his head. “so… it was you.”
“i didn’t do anything,” you say quickly.
“exactly.”
you flinch.
sungho sighs, rubbing the back of his neck.
“look,” he says, “i don’t know what’s going on between you two, but if this is about your friends—”
“it’s not,” you cut in.
his brows lift. “isn’t it?”
you exhale sharply, looking away.
because it is.
and it always has been.
from the moment you met taesan, you knew your friends wouldn’t approve. you knew they’d see him as reckless, as trouble, as someone you shouldn’t be around.
so you held back.
you pretended you didn’t care, pretended that the way he looked at you didn’t make your heart race, that his stupid grin and sharp comebacks didn’t make you want to keep talking to him.
but you do care. you care too much. and now, it’s hurting him.
“you know he likes you, right?” sungho says, breaking the silence.
your breath catches. “what?”
sungho gives you a look. “don’t play dumb. it’s so obvious.”
you open your mouth, then close it again.
“you like him too, don’t you?”
your heart pounds. “i—”
“you do.”
he says it like it’s a fact. like it’s undeniable.
you swallow, gripping your bag tighter.
“so what are you so afraid of?”
you inhale sharply because the answer is simple.
you’re afraid of what people will say. afraid of how things will change. afraid of being wrong about him.
but most of all...
you’re afraid of how much you want this. how much you want him.
sungho watches as the realization washes over your face.
then, after a beat, he sighs.
“look,” he says, voice gentler now, “i’m not telling you what to do. but if you don’t talk to him soon, you’re gonna lose him.”
the words hit harder than you expect.
“i just want my friend back to normal so just… think about it, yeah?"
you don’t respond... but you don’t need to.
because the moment sungho walks away, leaving you alone with your thoughts, you already know.
you have to fix this.
before it’s too late.
days pass, and taesan doesn’t talk to you.
he doesn’t show up at school, and every time you hear the familiar buzz of a new notification, you convince yourself it’s not boynextdoor. not that you’d check it, anyway. not that you’re even tempted.
except you are.
the silence is suffocating.
the whole thing has weighed on you. his disappointment, your hesitation, the stupid comment from leeseo and hanbin earlier, everything. the guilt keeps clawing at you from the inside. and each time you see a new picture of taesan or one of his bandmates posted online, each time you hear about them playing a new show, you feel like you’re suffocating in your own indecision.
but you don’t do anything about it.
because you’re scared.
scared of what your friends will think. scared of what your whole reputation means, scared of breaking the illusion that you’ve built up for all these years. you’ve worked so hard to maintain this image, to fit in with the people you’ve always been around, the friends you’ve known for years. how can you just throw that all away for some guy you barely know?
for taesan?
no.
it’s safer to stay where you are.
so you do what you’ve always done. keep your distance. make yourself busy. keep your head down. you don’t need to deal with whatever feelings you’ve got swirling in your chest. you don’t need to question everything.
but when you hear the news about BOYNEXTDOOR performing at an underground gig that weekend, something in you snaps.
it’s all too much.
you can’t just keep pretending.
you can’t keep telling yourself that everything’s fine when you know it isn’t.
you’re standing in the middle of the hallway when the poster catches your eye. the colors are bright, the date is bold. BOYNEXTDOOR. their name plastered across the top in big letters, their faces a reminder of everything you’ve been trying to ignore.
the gig is that Saturday.
you don’t know how long you stand there, staring at the poster, feeling the weight of your own indecision. your heart is hammering in your chest, a familiar sense of unease gnawing at your insides.
but this time, you don’t look away.
this time, you’re not running from it.
you don’t tell anyone about it. not leeseo, not hanbin. not even sungho. you don’t need their opinions right now. you’ve heard enough of them. you just… need to make a decision. your own decision.
when the night of the gig arrives, you feel sick to your stomach.
your heart thuds against your ribcage, the adrenaline buzzing through your veins like you’re about to jump off a cliff. you’re standing outside the venue, the doors just up ahead, with a small crowd already lining up in front of you. the building’s dark, unmarked by anything other than the small neon sign above the entrance. the thumping music from inside pulses through the walls, and for a second, you think about turning around, walking away.
but you don’t. you walk forward.
because for the first time in ages, you don’t care about what anyone thinks.
and you want to see taesan.
you want to see him so badly that it almost hurts.
you missed him. his smirk, his teases, his presence.
the crowd outside is packed with people, but you push through, feeling the warmth of the others as they chat amongst themselves, their energy high. you walk in, and the moment you do, the music hits you. the bass reverberates in your chest, and for a split second, you forget everything.
until you see them.
you see BOYNEXTDOOR on the stage, taesan right at the front, his guitar slung across his shoulder, his eyes scanning the crowd. when they meet yours, something shifts in his expression. he doesn’t smile, but there’s something there, something that makes you freeze in place.
but he doesn’t come over.
he doesn’t even move.
and you don’t know if that’s worse. if you should be relieved, or if you should be disappointed that he’s not even trying anymore.
you’re frozen, staring, and then you feel a tap on your shoulder.
woonhak.
he grins, the usual playful glint in his eyes. “hey, didn’t think you’d actually show up.”
you swallow, blinking, trying to force your heart to calm down. “yeah. well… i guess i changed my mind.”
woonhak studies you for a second, his smirk softening into something that’s just a little too knowing for your liking. “you’re here for taesan, huh?”
“i—” you start, but you can’t finish the sentence. because it’s true. you are here for him.
woonhak laughs, nudging you with his elbow. “you’re not fooling anyone, you know.”
you look away, not answering.
he doesn’t press. instead, he just leads you to a spot near the front, a little closer to the stage. you can see the others now: jaehyun, riwoo, leehan, sungho. all of them lost in the music. and then you see taesan again, this time a little closer, his fingers moving across the strings of his guitar as if nothing in the world matters but the rhythm.
it’s intoxicating.
and, as you stand there, all you can think about is how badly you want to be a part of his world.
you glance at woonhak, and there’s a glint of something in his eyes, like he knows exactly what’s going through your mind. he catches your gaze and gives you a little nudge with his shoulder. “maybe you should talk to him after the set,” he says, his voice light, teasing.
you bite your lip. you want to say something, anything, but instead you just nod.
because the truth is, you’re terrified.
you’re terrified of what taesan might say. terrified of what might happen if you admit how you feel, how wrong everything has felt without him around, how much you’ve been hurting without the chance to make things right.
the set continues, and you find yourself caught in the music, in the connection between the band and the crowd. for the first time in forever, you feel like you belong. you feel like you could belong.
and when the music finally dies down and the crowd goes wild, cheering for an encore, you glance over at woonhak. he looks at you, then at taesan, and then back at you, his knowing grin widening.
“he’s waiting for you,” he says quietly.
you can’t breathe for a second, your heart thudding louder than the sound of the crowd.
you finally nod, the decision clear now, undeniable.
you’ve kept up appearances for too long. it’s time to stop running.
you push your way through the crowd, heading straight for the backstage area. you don’t look back. you don’t care who sees.
because, finally, you’re choosing him.
you can feel woonhak and leehan’s eyes on you as you make your way through the crowd. it’s like the air is thicker, charged with anticipation, but you don’t stop. your feet move on their own, pulling you toward the backstage area where the rest of BOYNEXTDOOR is winding down after the set.
the music fades behind you, but the echo of the bass still thrums in your chest. every step feels heavier than the last, but somehow, you don’t want to turn back. you’ve already made the decision, and now all that’s left is to face him.
taesan.
the backstage area feels quieter now that the excitement of the performance has died down. the crowd’s energy is still buzzing in the air, but it’s starting to feel distant, like an echo that doesn’t quite reach the calm of the space you’re standing in.
taesan’s there, still leaning against the wall with his guitar case by his side, but now there’s an air of distance about him. he barely looks at you when you enter. his attention drifts elsewhere, to the other band members, to anything but you.
your heart sinks at the coldness, the disappointment you see reflected in his posture. you want to go to him, to explain everything, to make it right, but you can’t. something’s stopping you. he’s clearly upset, maybe even mad, and you’re not sure how to fix it.
woonhak, the youngest, is still grinning over the fact that you’ve come here tonight. leehan, always the one to watch everything unfold with an amused look, exchanges a knowing glance with him. both of them seem to be aware of something that you aren’t yet, but you can’t quite place what.
the tension in the air is thick, and for a moment, you almost wish you hadn’t walked in here at all.
then, jaehyun breaks the silence.
“isn’t that y/n?”
he’s pointing at you with a raised eyebrow, clearly surprised to see you standing there. taesan’s wiping his face off with a towel, but his gaze never leaves you.
you freeze, a bit caught off guard by the attention. jaehyun, always so direct, seems more curious than anything. but his question lingers in the air, and all eyes are now on you.
you glance at taesan, but his expression is unreadable. his gaze is fixed on the ground, his body language telling you all you need to know: he’s not ready to engage, not yet.
“yeah,” leehan says, his tone teasing. “didn’t expect to see you here, y/n.”
you swallow, trying to steady yourself. “i wanted to see the performance,” you say, voice quiet, but clear. “i told you i would.”
you can’t tell if they believe you or not.
woonhak’s grin is still there, his eyes glinting with mischief. he looks between you and taesan, sensing the tension before anyone else. “yeah, sure,” he says, as if he knows something you don’t. “we all know how much taesan cares about you coming to the show.”
taesan doesn’t react, but you can feel his frustration simmering just beneath the surface. it’s impossible to ignore.
there’s a long pause, and in that moment, you wonder if you’ve made the wrong choice. if you shouldn’t have come, if you shouldn’t have tried to make things right, because it feels like taesan is shutting you out more with every passing second.
but then, just as you’re about to leave, something unexpected happens.
taesan looks up. just a glance, but it’s enough to make your heart skip. you meet his gaze, and for a moment, it feels like you’re the only two people in the room.
then, without a word, taesan walks past you, ignoring you as if you’re not even there. you can feel the sting of it, the weight of the unspoken disappointment in his actions. your chest tightens, and for a second, it feels like your feet are stuck in place.
you want to call out to him, to stop him, but you’re frozen. you don’t know what to say, don’t know how to make this right.
woonhak watches you, his grin still there but a little less playful now. he gives you a knowing look. it’s like he’s aware of the struggle inside you, aware of the way taesan is pulling away even though he knows you’re standing there
“he’s not mad at you,” woonhak says softly, catching your eye. “he’s just… not sure how to act around you, y/n.”
you don’t reply at first, still processing the way taesan ignored you, the way his distance felt like a rejection. but woonhak’s words sink in.
“he likes you,” leehan adds, his tone more serious now. “but he’s not good at showing it.”
the words hit you harder than you expect. they settle in your chest, a mix of confusion and longing. taesan likes you? it doesn’t feel like it, not when he won’t even look at you.
“why doesn’t he just... say it then?” you mumble, your voice barely above a whisper.
woonhak shrugs. “he’s still trying to figure it out, y/n. he doesn’t want to mess things up, especially when you’ve got so much going on with your friends and everything.”
you stare at him, your heart beating faster. you can’t deny it now. it’s clear that something is there between you and taesan. something you haven’t been able to admit to yourself until now.
and yet, despite everything, you can’t shake the feeling that you’re caught between two worlds. your friends, your reputation, and then taesan, someone you never expected to feel this strongly about.
“he’s scared, y/n,” leehan says, his voice quieter now. “he doesn’t want to be the reason you ruin your life.”
you look at taesan again, still standing off to the side, conversing with jaehyun, his face unreadable. his posture is stiff, almost like he’s bracing for something. maybe he’s bracing for you to walk away, for you to choose the people you’ve always been with instead of him.
you feel the weight of it all. the pull of your friends, the pressure of their expectations. and then there’s taesan, standing there, vulnerable in his own way, waiting for you to decide.
the silence between you two feels like it could last forever, and yet, it’s the moment you need to make the choice.
but you’re scared.
you don’t want to lose your friends, don’t want to mess up everything you’ve worked so hard for. but you also don’t want to lose taesan.
the choice weighs heavy on your chest, but you can’t stay frozen forever. you can’t keep ignoring what you feel.
and, maybe for the first time, you finally make a decision.
time to come clean.
the quiet hum of the room feels more suffocating than peaceful. you’re sitting on the edge of one of the couches backstage, fiddling with your phone aimlessly. it’s been a few minutes since taesan walked away, and you’re still left with this gnawing feeling that you could have done something different.
the members of BOYNEXTDOOR are scattered around the area, some talking amongst themselves, others sitting with instruments or music sheets in hand. it’s almost like nothing happened. but you know that’s not true. you can feel the weight of the tension hanging in the air, especially when you catch woonhak’s gaze across the room. he’s giving you a sympathetic smile, though it doesn’t make you feel much better.
you want to walk up to taesan, to explain everything, but you can’t. he’s still standing there, staring off into the distance, his arms crossed.
instead, you settle for hanging out with riwoo.
“you okay?” he asks, sitting next to you with a curious look. his voice is light, but there’s an edge of concern in it.
you nod, offering a tight smile. “yeah, just…” you trail off, unsure of how to explain what just happened. you don’t want to sound like you’re complaining about taesan. it’s not like you’re angry with him. in fact, you can’t even be angry with him when you’re just as confused.
“he’s hard to read, huh?” riwoo says, his voice calm but knowing. it’s like he’s read your mind.
you glance at him, surprised. “yeah. i don’t know what’s going on with him. it’s like, one minute, he’s all… well, taesan, and then the next, he’s distant. it’s frustrating.”
riwoo leans back on the couch, resting his head against the backrest as he watches the others in the room. “taesan’s always been like that. he’s not great with… emotions, you know?”
you blink at him, unsure where this conversation is headed. “so what, he just shuts people out?”
“basically,” riwoo says with a slight shrug. “he’s not really used to being honest about how he feels. but I think he does like you, y/n. he just doesn’t know how to show it without pushing you away.”
the words hit you like a freight train. taesan likes you? all this time, you’ve been so unsure of what he wanted, what he needed, and now it feels like it’s been right in front of you.
“but he’s been ignoring me…” you say quietly, almost to yourself.
“he doesn’t know how to deal with the fact that you’re... well, you’re you,” riwoo adds, his tone light but thoughtful. “you’ve got your own friends, your own reputation. taesan doesn’t want to mess that up for you. he’s scared of it, y’know?”
that was the second time it's come across you. taesan cares about your reputation, maybe more than you.
the pieces start to click together. you’ve been dancing around your feelings for taesan, unsure whether to admit them or not, and now it seems like he’s been doing the same thing. the difference is, you’ve been letting the fear of judgment hold you back. taesan’s fear is different. he’s afraid of losing you.
the realization makes you uneasy, but in a good way. there’s something so real about the way riwoo describes taesan, and for once, you can’t help but want to believe it.
just as you’re about to respond to riwoo's comment, woonhak appears, practically bouncing into the room. his eyes are wide, and there’s a mischievous grin on his face.
“you should go talk to taesan,” he says, the grin never leaving his face. “he’s still being stubborn, but I think he’s ready to listen.”
you frown. “how do you know?”
“because,” woonhak says with an exaggerated shrug, “he’s been pacing around like a lost puppy ever since you saw eachother.” he looks between you and riwoo. “and leehan’s not much better. he’s the one who convinced him to talk, so… yeah. go talk to him. he’ll listen... eventually.”
you want to tell woonhak you’re not ready, that you don’t know how to fix things with taesan, but something in the way woonhak says it makes you feel like you have to.
“just go for it,” riwoo says, giving you an encouraging nod. “you’ve got nothing to lose.”
you nod, though your heart is pounding in your chest. you stand up slowly, feeling a little out of place in the midst of all the quiet chaos around you. taesan’s still by the wall, his posture tense. you can tell he’s trying to convince himself that it’s fine, that everything is fine, convincing himself you’re just here for the music, just like the others.
but you know that’s not true.
he knows that's not true.
as you approach him, you hesitate for a second, unsure of what to say. but before you can even open your mouth, taesan speaks first, his voice low and a little defensive.
“you didn’t have to come, you know,” he says, not looking at you. his voice is almost too casual, as if he’s trying to brush off the seriousness of the moment. “I mean, this isn’t really your kind of music.”
you bite your lip, fighting the urge to just walk away. his words sting, but you know he’s just trying to protect himself.
“I came because I wanted to see you,” you say, your voice steady even though you’re terrified of how it sounds. “I didn’t come for the music, taesan. I came for you.”
there’s a long pause, and for a moment, you think you’ve said the wrong thing. but then taesan finally looks up at you, his eyes flickering with something you can’t quite place.
“you don’t have to pretend for me, y/n,” he says, his voice quieter now. “you don’t need to act like you like this stuff just to be around me. I get it.”
you shake your head, your heart racing. “I’m not pretending. I… I like you, taesan.”
taesan freezes, his expression softening slightly. he opens his mouth to say something, but the words get caught in his throat. instead, he exhales slowly, running a hand through his hair.
“you’re not just saying that because you’re here, right?” he asks, his voice uncertain.
“no,” you reply, taking a step closer. “I’m saying it because it’s true. I like you, taesan. I’ve liked you since you looked at me in the library, and I’m sorry I was too scared to admit it before.”
there’s a brief silence, and then taesan finally lets out a breath he seems to have been holding for a long time. his lips curl into a small, almost shy smile.
“you’ve always liked me?” he asks, his voice soft with a hint of disbelief.
“yeah,” you whisper. “I just… I was worried about what people would think. about what my friends would think.”
taesan’s expression softens even more, and he steps a little closer to you, his voice barely above a whisper. “you don’t have to choose, y/n. I never wanted you to. I just wanted you to be honest with yourself.”
you blink, surprised at how easy it is for him to say that. “honest with myself?”
“yeah,” he says, his voice low and steady now. “I just needed you to admit that you feel the same way about me. I didn’t want you to choose between me and your friends.”
you stare at him, feeling the weight of his words settle in your chest. it’s like a weight lifting off your shoulders, the tension you’ve carried with you for so long melting away.
“I’m sorry,” you whisper, stepping closer. “I was scared.”
“it’s okay,” taesan says softly, his hand reaching for yours. “you don’t have to be anymore.”
and for the first time in a long time, you feel like everything’s finally making sense.
the moments following your confession feel like the longest stretch of time. taesan is standing in front of you, his presence almost suffocating, and for a split second, you’re unsure if he believes you. it’s the kind of silence that hangs in the air, thick and heavy, like it’s too much to fill with anything but the things unsaid.
taesan takes a step back, running a hand through his messy hair, his eyes not quite meeting yours. it’s clear he’s thinking hard about something, but what? you can’t tell. your heart is pounding in your chest, and a part of you is terrified you’ve said too much, too soon, but another part is relieved. you’ve finally admitted it. finally let the truth out into the open.
and then taesan looks at you, his gaze softer now, and you can see the conflict in his eyes. “you really do like me?” he asks, his voice still unsure but laced with something else. maybe hope? maybe fear?
you nod, your breath catching in your throat. “yeah. I do.”
there’s a long pause, and you watch him carefully. his hands are shoved deep in the pockets of his jacket, his lips pressed together as though he’s trying to figure out what to do next. you’re not sure if he’s angry, confused, or just processing everything, but you wait, giving him space to think it over.
“you should’ve told me sooner,” he mutters, more to himself than to you. “I’ve been waiting for you to admit it. but I guess I didn’t want to push you.”
you take a step closer, your heart fluttering nervously. “I didn’t want to disappoint anyone. I didn’t want to mess things up with my friends, you know? I’ve had this group for years, and I didn’t want to seem like I was changing everything just because of you.”
taesan’s eyes soften as he watches you, and he takes a deep breath, clearly trying to wrap his head around what you’re saying. “I get it,” he says quietly.
his words settle into you, and you realize for the first time that maybe taesan’s always understood more than you gave him credit for. he’s not asking you to give up your friends, and he’s not trying to pull you away from the life you’ve built.
“so… what happens now?” you ask, a little unsure of where to go from here.
taesan shrugs, the corners of his mouth twitching into a small, almost playful smile. “we figure it out. I’m not going anywhere, if that’s what you’re worried about.”
you breathe a sigh of relief, the weight on your shoulders finally lifting. you’ve said what needed to be said, and taesan isn’t pulling away. instead, he’s looking at you with a new understanding, and it makes your heart feel lighter than it has in a long time.
just then, you hear footsteps approaching, and you turn to see woonhak and leehan walking toward you, both of them wearing knowing grins. leehan gives you a teasing wink, while woonhak’s grin is a little wider, almost smug.
“well, well,” woonhak says, his voice loud enough for taesan to hear, “looks like someone’s finally come clean.”
you feel your face heat up, and taesan groans softly, running a hand through his hair again in that familiar frustrated gesture. “don’t start,” he mutters under his breath.
leehan raises an eyebrow, clearly not willing to let taesan off the hook. “we saw the whole thing. looks like y/n’s got the guts after all.”
you glance over at taesan, who’s still avoiding eye contact, and let out a soft laugh. “it wasn’t exactly how I planned it.”
“hey,” woonhak says, his tone suddenly much more serious. “we’re not here to mess with you two. but, for what it’s worth, I’m glad you told him.”
taesan looks up at him, his expression softening, though he still doesn’t seem to know how to react. “you guys were waiting for this to happen?”
“obviously,” leehan replies, flashing a grin at you. “we could see it coming from a mile away. it was just a matter of time.”
woonhak chuckles, crossing his arms over his chest. “honestly, I’m just glad y/n showed up at the concert. I knew you’d figure it out.” he looks at you with a smile that feels almost reassuring. “you were meant to be here, y/n. not just for the music.”
you can’t help but smile, feeling the warmth in woonhak’s words. it’s as if, for the first time, you realize that taesan and his friends aren’t the strangers you’ve built them up to be in your head. they’re people you can trust. and taesan… well, taesan is someone who’s been waiting for you to figure out what your heart really wants.
taesan doesn’t say anything right away. instead, he just looks at you, his gaze softening. there’s a hint of vulnerability in his eyes that you haven’t noticed before. he’s not the tough, unapproachable guy you assumed him to be. he’s someone who just needed you to meet him halfway.
“I guess it’s about time I stopped running from it,” taesan finally says, his voice quieter now, almost like he’s admitting something to himself. “I don’t want to lose you, y/n.”
you step closer, feeling the warmth of his words settle into your chest. for the first time in a long time, the uncertainty you’ve carried around fades, and you can finally breathe easy.
“I don’t want to lose you either, taesan,” you say, your voice steady.
taesan looks at you, and for a brief moment, there’s this look of understanding that passes between the two of you. he doesn’t need you to make a choice between him and your friends. he just needs you to be true to yourself.
“so,” leehan starts, breaking the silence with a grin. “what now? you two gonna kiss, or what?”
you and taesan both freeze, the air suddenly feeling thicker than ever. taesan blushes, his face turning a shade of red that matches yours, while woonhak laughs loudly, clearly amused by the awkwardness he’s just created.
“shut up, leehan,” taesan mutters, clearly embarrassed but secretly relieved.
you chuckle softly, feeling the warmth of his presence next to you. it’s a different kind of silence this time. comfortable. familiar.
“you know,” you say after a beat, your voice teasing, “I think we’ll figure it out.”
taesan looks at you, his smile finally breaking through the tension. “yeah. we will.”
and for the first time, you realize that maybe the hardest part wasn’t admitting your feelings. maybe the hardest part was just letting yourself be honest.
the weeks following your confession feel like an endless rollercoaster, full of highs and lows. at first, your friends, especially leeseo and hanbin, don’t take the news as well as you’d hoped. you knew it wouldn’t be easy, but you didn’t expect it to hit this hard.
when you first told them about taesan, about how you felt, the reactions were... well, less than ideal. leeseo had stared at you like you’d just announced you were leaving the country, and hanbin had seemed more confused than upset. but the hardest part was seeing the disappointment in their eyes.
it wasn’t that they didn’t care about you. in fact, it was the complete opposite. they cared about you so much that it was more that they couldn’t understand why you would want to throw away years of reputation you built up, for someone who, to them, was nothing more than a rebellious skater.
"are you really sure about this?" leeseo had asked, her voice quieter than usual, her expression tight with worry. "taesan… he’s not like us. he’s part of a different world. why risk it?"
hanbin hadn’t said much at first, just quietly watching, as if waiting for you to change your mind. but the uncertainty was there, hanging between you all, heavy and uncomfortable.
you had tried to explain it to them, tried to make them understand that this wasn’t just some fleeting crush or an act of rebellion. it was real. but they just couldn’t see it. not at first, anyway.
it hurt more than you cared to admit, seeing their disapproval. these were your friends. the people you’d known since childhood. and suddenly, it felt like you were standing on the edge of something, unsure whether to jump or pull back. the fear of losing them, of being alone in your decision, gnawed at you, but something deep inside you knew that you couldn’t keep pretending. you couldn’t keep hiding how you felt.
you just had to trust that the people who truly mattered would eventually see the truth in your actions. that they would come around and accept you for who you were becoming.
and in the end, they did.
it wasn’t immediate, but as time passed, leeseo and hanbin began to understand. it wasn’t about taesan being a skater or part of a different crowd. it wasn’t about the fact that he was in a band or that he lived a life they didn’t understand. it was about the way he made you feel seen, understood, and for the first time in a long time, happy.
"so, when are you bringing him to hang out?" leeseo had asked one afternoon, her voice teasing but genuine. "I want to see what the big deal is with this guy."
hanbin had smiled too, though there was still a hint of hesitation in his eyes. "yeah, he’s got to be something special for you to stick with it this long."
and that was when you realized they weren’t just accepting your decision. they were supporting it. and that, more than anything, was all you needed.
taesan, for his part, had been more than understanding. he’d known how hard it had been for you to get to this point, to finally let go of the mask you’d been wearing, the one that kept you safe in the comfort of your old life. but he never judged you for it.
he made sure you never regretted your decision, pulling you into his world with open arms.
he showed you his music, the songs that were both raw and beautiful, filled with emotions he couldn’t always express in words. you’d always been the academic type, focused on grades and assignments, but now you found yourself getting lost in the music, in the way taesan played his guitar with such passion, as if the notes were extensions of his very soul.
late-night skating became a regular part of your life, too. at first, you were hesitant, worried you’d embarrass yourself or make a fool of yourself in front of his friends. but taesan had a way of making you feel like you belonged. the others, woohak, leehan, riwoo, and jaehyun, had all accepted you with open arms. they didn’t care that you didn’t have the same history with skating that they did. they just cared that you were there, trying something new.
taesan would always smile, his gaze softening as he watched you push yourself, getting better each time. "you're doing great," he’d say, always encouraging, never dismissive. "just keep at it."
and the laughter, oh, the laughter. you had never known what it was like to be this carefree, to just let go and enjoy the moment. taesan had a way of pulling you into his world of easy-going fun, where everything seemed light and full of possibility. the worries that had once weighed you down melted away whenever you were with him.
one evening, after a long session of skating under the city lights, you sat together on the rooftop of a building, the wind blowing softly through your hair. taesan leaned back, his head resting on the edge of the roof, looking up at the stars.
"you know," he said, voice low and casual, "I never thought I’d find someone who’d get me this way."
you glance at him, feeling a smile tug at your lips. "what, you’re not that hard to get."
taesan laughs softly, turning his head to meet your gaze. "you’d be surprised. i mean, maybe when you're not putting up a front it might be different," he jokes,
you nod, understanding more than you ever had before. "yeah, I get that."
he smiles, that real smile of his that always makes your heart skip a beat.
it’s in moments like these that you realize just how much you’ve changed, how much you’ve grown since you met him. you stop worrying about what others think, stop pretending to be someone you’re not. the people who truly matter, the ones who care about you for who you really are, will always be there for you. and those are the people you need to focus on.
you’ve stopped hiding. you’ve stopped pretending. and now, with taesan by your side, you feel like you can face the world as yourself. no masks, no fear. just you and him, and whatever the future holds.
it’s been a few months since you stopped hiding, since you started living life as yourself, unashamed, and unafraid. taesan’s world has become your world, and yours became his. BOYNEXTDOOR has started gaining more traction, the band’s energy electrifying, pulling in more fans with every performance. it’s not just the music that’s drawing people in, though. it’s the rawness. the authenticity that the group radiates. and as they grow, so does your connection with them.
sungho, riwoo, jaehyun, leehan, and woonhak. each of them has become an important part of your life. you’ve spent so many late nights with them now, at shows and skateparks, in studios and cafés, and each moment feels more natural than the last. the guys have all grown to appreciate your company, your unguarded nature, your willingness to let go of the walls you once had up.
woonhak’s grin is constant whenever you’re around, and he’s never shy about throwing playful remarks your way. “you know, if you hang out with us more often, you might start getting better at skating. or maybe you’ll just get really good at cheering us on,” he teases, elbowing you gently as you both watch taesan show off his latest tricks at the skatepark.
you laugh, shaking your head. “I think I’m good with cheering for now.”
“yeah, yeah,” he says with a wink. “we’ll see.”
leehan, quieter than the others but equally as kind, has begun to open up to you more too. you find yourself in deep conversations with him after practice, talking about everything from music to fish, which makes you wonder why he has a huge interest in fish. he’s got a way of listening that makes you feel heard, truly heard, and it’s something you’ve come to value in a way you didn’t expect.
“you know,” leehan says one night as you sit beside him on the band’s tour bus, “sometimes, I think you understand us more than we give you credit for.”
you smile softly, a little surprised. “what do you mean?”
he shrugs, staring out of the window. “well, it’s just… you fit in, y’know? and I don’t think you’ve ever tried to be anything other than who you are. it’s refreshing.”
the compliment hits you harder than you expected, and you realize just how far you’ve come since that first day of being unsure about yourself, hiding in plain sight.
jaehyun, the loud and often mischievous member, is always up for a laugh. he’s started making jokes about you and taesan, though it’s never mean-spirited. “so, you two are still doing that whole ‘silent romance’ thing, huh?” he teases one afternoon as the band gathers for a quick break before the next performance.
you roll your eyes but can’t help the smile tugging at your lips. “we’re not silent, jaehyun. we just don’t broadcast everything.”
he raises an eyebrow, his grin mischievous. “uh-huh, sure. whatever you say.”
taesan, of course, just watches the back-and-forth with a small smile, his gaze soft. you’re starting to learn how to read him, how his eyes light up with affection and pride when he looks at you, even when he tries to hide it.
“you’re in trouble now,” riwoo adds from the side, glancing between you and taesan.
but there’s something deeper there in the way the group interacts now. it’s not just about the music or the laughs. they’ve truly embraced you as one of their own. you’re no longer just the outsider; you’re part of their family.
and you realize, as the weeks go by, that taesan’s music is beginning to reflect the change you’ve both undergone. he’s been writing more, pouring his heart into the lyrics, and it’s clear from the way he talks about the process that it’s more than just songs to him. it’s his way of expressing everything he’s ever wanted to say, but never could.
one day, as you sit in the studio, scribbling down some notes for your own personal project, taesan walks in, his usual calm demeanor now mixed with a hint of excitement.
“I finished something new,” he says, looking at you. “I want you to hear it.”
you raise an eyebrow, intrigued. “what’s it called?”
“it’s… well, it’s about us,” he explains, shifting a little nervously. “about how I felt when you finally stopped pretending you didn’t care.”
your heart skips a beat as you look up at him, but you don’t say anything. you just follow him to the music setup, where he starts fiddling with his guitar.
he strums the first few chords, and instantly, you know it’s something different. it’s raw and honest, with a touch of rebellion, the sound of someone finally coming into their own after fighting their own doubts.
(listen to sk8er boi during this part guys !!)
when the final chord rings out, the room is silent. you’re sitting there, stunned, unable to process the feelings swirling inside you. it’s a song about you, about how taesan has always been there, quietly waiting for you to see him for who he truly is
he looks at you, his expression soft, almost unsure. “do you like it?”
you can’t say anything at first. your throat feels tight, and there’s a lump in your chest that you can’t shake. finally, you nod. “taesan… it’s perfect.”
he smiles, though it’s shy, as if he’s relieved. “I’m glad.”
later that evening, you’re in the crowd at one of BOYNEXTDOOR’s shows, feeling the energy buzz around you. the crowd is loud, excited, the air electric with anticipation. the lights dim, and the first notes of a familiar tune fill the air.
you recognize the song immediately. it’s the one taesan wrote. and as he steps forward, microphone in hand, he scans the crowd, his gaze lingering on you for a brief moment. there’s no hiding the way his eyes soften when he spots you.
you stand there, in the middle of the crowd, heart racing, as taesan sings the song he wrote for you. the lyrics are even more powerful live, the music thrumming through your body.
woonhak, stands beside you after the set, noticing the way you were both looking at each other. he grins, making eye contact with leehan, who’s watching from the side. they share a knowing look, as if they’ve been expecting this moment all along.
“hey,” woonhak says quietly, elbowing you. “looks like someone’s got the spotlight.”
you can’t help the smile that spreads across your face. you’re finally here, in this moment, with taesan. no more hiding, no more pretending.
and as the final chords ring out, you know you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be.
— ty for reading pookies :) —
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fanbasetwo · 4 months ago
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✦ WHO’S MOST LIKELY TO SAY ‘I LOVE YOU’ FIRST IN ZEROBASEONE !!
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001. PAIRING , zb1 × afab reader
002. GENRE , fluff, headcannon, scenario
ZEROBASEONE MASTERLIST !!
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#01. HANBIN . . . ✦
Hanbin literally tops. Not only is he the leader of the group but has a confident personality. Never seen him do dance challenges with female idols where he is shy, he's mostly confident and would most probably won't even mind confessing his love for you. It doesn't matter if you say it back, as long as he's said it—he feels the wait off of his chest. But if you do say it back, he'll pamper you with kisses.
#02. MATTHEW . . . ✦
Although he seems shy and all cute at first, he seems the type to love-love. Would fear rejection but would also not be able to keep his feelings inside himself and will for sure spill the tea all out. He'd probably say the first ‘I love you’ when it had been just a week and though this might seem like a red flag to some... he just genuinely loved you and couldn't help himself from saying it out to you.
#03. ZHANG HAO . . . ✦
You'd be stupid if you'd expect a leo to be shy in a relationship. Sure there would be times when he'd be the one shy and hiding his face but when it would come to saying ‘I love you’, he won't miss the chance to say it first. Don't mind though, if you give him enough consent he might even lean in to kiss you on the lips.
#04. GYUVIN . . . ✦
Eh eh eh... Gyuvin is a playful one and though he's not the type to say it first. He might practice saying it in front of his mirror but even so, he will only say it if it's been over a few months and you two still haven't shared the ‘I love you’s couples were normally supposed to do. He will try to be romantic but will end up sounding awkward and frustrated, so much that you'd have to ask to make sure that he was in the right mind when he had said that.
#05. JIWOONG . . . ✦
He's shy (so babygirl coded aghhhhh). Even though he has kissed in a kdrama, boy would be more shy than his members. He would hope that you would eventually say ‘I love you’ to him first but when you were just as shy as him and maybe even more, only then will he agree to take the lead and say it. Will bury his face in his palms and won't look at you until you do say it back or else it'll be a embarrassing moment for him.
#06. GUNWOOK . . . ✦
He won't say it first even if he can and wants to. That is because he wants to know if you will ever say it first. But again, when he least expects it—he’ll be shy upon hearing an ‘I love you’ directed at him. That too by the one he loves so much. But if he gets an opportunity where the two of you are in the moment, he will definitely go for it and say it first.
#07. RICKY . . . ✦
I know you were expecting to see him on top but let's be honest. You won't like a bull (taurus) to say ‘I love you’ first. And I'm not saying it just so—it’s because Ricky would most probably ruin the moment by saying something else. He's stubborn as heck, so he won't be saying it first but will definitely say it back if you do.
#08. TAERAE . . . ✦
Taerae is not going to say it first. He'd go to his friends for advice, asking how to say ‘I love you’ first. Maybe even go on reddit or quora or other websites he could find. After getting all the moral support he will not say 143 first. It's not because he doesn't love you. But it's because he's too shy to do so, so much that it would hurt him and you at times.
#09. YUJIN . . . ✦
Trust me or not, I'm not putting Yujin at last because he's the maknae. It's because as a pisces myself I can relate to Yujin at times. Even on the boys planet, he was shown as the sensitive and shy typa guy. Which I strongly believe is so close to his real personality. He will NEVER. I repeat. NEVER EVER say I love you first. He's too nervous and shy for that.
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NOTE FROM SENA , just realised this is my first zb1 fluff aghhhhh. and I deeply apologize if the reference to zodiac signs is annoying (because I believe it was) might try to use them less when making upcoming ‘most likely to’ works <3
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cinnajun · 2 years ago
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ᵕ̈ ೫˚∗: cuddling with zb1
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a/n: anon this is such a good request thank you also it’s so hard to describe like how people work
notes: yujin is not included due to his age!
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jiwoong
big strong warm man
what i mean is jiwoong is the perfect surface to lay on
i think he’s the type of guy to enjoy cuddling but he also doesn’t like need to be cuddling you at all times during your downtime
like it’s not a need yk
and he won’t ask to cuddle (so if you want to and he’s not thinking about it you’re gonna have to ask)
but he’s the type of guy to like … yawn as an excuse to put his arm around you LOL
jiwoong’s ideal cuddling spot is on the couch while you watch tv/a movie
he appreciates it when you lay on him. you’re like his personal and unique weighted blanket
he’ll be sprawled out on the couch and you’ll be on top of him, head on his chest
he will put his arms around your waist and will intermittently poke your sides like he’s checking to make sure you’re real
if you lay there for too long he will kick you off when he feels his arms starting to go numb lol
at night, i don’t think he’s the guy to full on cuddle
i think maybe he’ll put an arm on your waist but that’s it
he doesn’t like your icicle hands jolting him awake at 3 am LOL
if he’s sick he will attach himself to you though … he will also apologize for making you sick afterwards
cuddle rating: 8/10, minus two points for always making you ask
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zhang hao
hao is a princess and he likes to sit on your lap
i won’t let anybody tell me otherwise he will actively just sit on you
doesn’t matter what you’re doing or where you are he will just sit on you
it’s kinda like the opposite of jiwoong … hao loves to lay on you except he’s (most likely) taller than you so it’s awkward
sometimes you’ll be napping and he’ll scare you awake by literally collapsing on you
he likes cuddles a lot though so that’s not all he’s doing
i said this in another set of hcs i did but i think hao likes being the little spoon
again he’s a princess
but also i think he just likes the feeling? like he feels comforted in your embrace so he wants you to just hug him all the time
he also strikes me as the type of person who gets cold easily so it warms him up too
on rare occasions, he will be the big spoon but it’s usually when you’re feeling bad and it’s making him sad
hao’s ideal cuddling spot is anywhere but he does like the bed a bit more
cuddling with him is also very quiet and relaxing
there are a lot of kisses on the cheek, forehead, pretty much everywhere
overall very soft and fun time !! it’s very intimate and cute
cuddle rating: 9/10, minus 1 point for him telling you to suck it up when your legs go numb from him sitting on you for so long
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hanbin
hanbin is sooo clingy
has to have a hand on you at all times so cuddling is regular
like hao, he will cuddle up to you anywhere at any time, it doesn’t matter if you’re alone or literally all of the boys are there
he’ll sit on your lap but also enjoys it when you sit on his
big spoon, little spoon, it doesn’t matter he is LOVING IT!!!
but i think hanbin prefers cuddling on the couch most
idk if anyone else thinks this but he’s so christmas-coded in my brain, so his ideal is sitting on the couch with the fireplace on and just enjoying each other’s company
he likes laying his head in your lap a lot, especially when you’re talking about your days together
because he can see every single move and every expression you make, so he can easily gauge whether you’re talking about something negative or positive
he will switch with you when you’re done talking, so your head will be on his lap as he tells you about everything you did that day
and he’ll play with your hair while he talks it’s very sweet
hanbin is also the type of guy to cuddle with you while you’re sleeping at night
he can’t sleep without you being there :( he’ll require a stuffed animal replacement when you’re gone
if i keep talking about this i’m going to collapse
cuddle rating: 13/10, plus 3 points for the way he nuzzles up to you at any moment he can
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matthew
matthew falls asleep every time you cuddle
it’s so bad
you’ll literally just be leaning on him while you sit on the couch, you’ll look up at him, and he’ll be fast asleep
as a result cuddling with matthew can be very uncomfortable because he’s just like asleep on you
i think his favorite thing to do his like … how do i explain this … i couldn’t figure it out so here’s a link to renjun and chenle doing what i'm thinking of
it’s the easiest way for him to conk out and also not cause you to get the worst cramp of your life in your leg
in the rare moments you fall asleep on him it makes him giggle so much that he wakes you up
and then he falls asleep like 3 minutes later
thanks matthew
a lot of your matthew cuddling time comes from napping with him
i could talk about napping for hours but to keep it short it’s just very sweet
matthew is big and strong man and NOT!!! cute guy so he likes to be big spoon a lot
i mean a lot
more than being a strong man i just think matthew likes holding onto things idk
like he’d be content with a huge teddy bear but he prefers you instead … you know
cuddle rating: 8/10, minus 2 points for laughing at you when you fall asleep on him and minus 1 point for falling asleep on you right after, plus one point for being the absolute cutest
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taerae
cuddling with taerae is so casual like that’s the only way i can put it
idk it’s like … you’ll be sitting on the couch holding hands
and then he’ll put an arm around you … and then you’ll put your head on his shoulder … and then his legs are on yours … and now you’re here idk
taerae also likes to sit on your lap
except it’s in the funny way where he’ll taerae sashay over and then kinda just perch himself there
arms around your neck and arms crossed
this is his excuse to be near you in front of other people … he makes it jokey so that he can then give you a kiss on the cheek and tell you how much he loves you
loser
i think when you cuddle with taerae seriously it’s mostly in bed
he takes big naps and drags you with him
you fall asleep and wake up in a human knot like 5 hours later
your leg is on top of his and he’s got an arm like laying over your face and you’ve got an arm over his waist
you feel kinda sweaty and gross too but taerae looks really cute so it’s okay
i also think taerae likes to cuddle when he’s not having the greatest day
he’ll just sit down with you and collapse on you, face in your neck and arms wrapped around your waist :(
i love taerae sooo much
cuddle rating: 8/10, minus 2 points for trapping you in a knot for an hour that one time because he wouldn’t wake up
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ricky
don’t hate me but i don’t think ricky is a big cuddler
it’s not that he doesn’t like it it’s just not his favorite thing in the whole entire world
his idea of cuddling is like holding your hand LOL
if you’re big into cuddling or your love language is physical touch he’s going to suck up his opinions and cuddle you it’s just gonna be a bit awkward
like he will weirdly put an arm over your shoulder while you lay on him
it’s like being in middle school all over again
he will literally google “how to cuddle” and ask gyuvin for pointers
you’d think cuddling was an olympic sport like just hug ur s/o bro
so i don’t really have much to say on that but i have A LOT to say when it comes to skinship
ricky is a hand-on-your-waist enthusiast
idk it just fits there so perfectly … it’s like his arm was meant to be around your waist
no matter where u go that’s where it is
i also think ricky gives shockingly good hugs? idk they’re kinda hot LOL
he does the thing where he’ll greet you by hugging you with specifically one arm … can you guys envision this like i can
big back hug guy … and he will put his head on top of yours
god SWOON ricky is so UGHHGGHGH
cuddle rating: 5/10 stop asking gyuvin for pointers // hug rating: 10/10 how can u make a hug so attractive bro (i need to write ricky brother’s best friend)
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gyuvin
HUMAN TEDDY BEAR!!!
lanky boys are meant to be cuddled i don’t make the rules
he’s just so easy to koala hug cause he’s so long
based on what we know about him i think gyuvin LOOVES to cuddle
specifically i think he likes to lay on your tummy
like you’ll be laying down normally and then he will come lay perpendicular to you so he can use ur tummy as a pillow
if you’re not lying down he will substitute for your chest, and he likes to convince himself he’s the reason your heart is beating that fast (it is beating at an absolutely average rate LMFAO)
his absolute favorite is when you put your head on his chest
it makes his heart flutter and gives him butterflies like he's a schoolgirl about to confess to her crush
you can literally hear his heart pounding when you do it
i think cuddle sessions between you and gyuvin are also gossip sessions
like he will unload every insane thing he’s heard recently onto you and expect you to do the same
when you’re gossiping he likes to lay face-to-face, and a lot of the time he will just put his hand on your face
or he will put his arm on your waist … or mess with your hair
you’ll be saying the most heinous shit about someone and he will be giggling bc he thinks you look pretty
and you do the same exact thing
when you sleep he encases you in an impossible-to-escape limb cage so good luck with that
cuddle rating: 10/10 get ready to hear exactly how that one guy in his math class cheated on his gf
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gunwook
HUMAN TEDDY BEAR AGAIN!!!
i know this man is the cuddle CHAMPION like you take one look at him and you can tell he gives warm hugs
he’s also like a space heater so he’s automatically the number 1 person to be around
tbh it could be like 30��f and you wouldn’t need a blanket you’d just need to attach yourself to gunwook
he loooves cuddles soooo much this guy just thinks it’s so cute
he teehees like a teenage girl every time you do
gunwook’s ideal cuddle is you being fast asleep with your face in his chest and your arms around his waist
mostly because he can take these really cheesy selfies of you asleep on him like bro stand UP
but also because he can scroll on his phone and have something to do while he acts as your personal heater
also appreciates laying on top of you which is sometimes difficult because he’s generally larger than you
i also think he would enjoy it when you sit in between his legs and he can like … wrap his arm around you and put his head on your shoulder … does that make sense
when gunwook is sleeping he treats you like the pillow he talked abt in that one clip … so his leg is on you and his chin is on your head etc
it’s cute
sometimes you can’t breathe tho
cuddle rating: 10/10 equal to gyuvin but unique in his own ways. go to the store and get yourself a gunwook
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thank you for reading !
tags: @happysmileybee @wtfhyuck
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zhng96 · 2 years ago
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𝐁𝐅 𝐇𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐒 — zb1
↳ pairing: ot9!zb1 x gn!reader
↳ warning: fluff for those w a sweet tooth <3
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— 𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐉𝐈𝐖𝐎𝐎𝐍𝐆
↳ moving you by your waist
- sidewalk rule is something HE LIVES BY
- when you’re blocking his way he’ll gently just grab your waist and beckon you to move UGH
- he is so boyfriend i will die
- he lives for the flustered look on your face EVERY TIME HE DOES IT
- you swear you will never get used to it
- you are walking on the side closer to the street? NOT GNNA HAPPEN UNDER HIS WATCH!
- you’re a little too close to a high ledge? NOT UNDER HIS WATCH
- you’re a little lost?? he’ll guide you by gently pushing you by the waist EHEHEHHE
- got me giggling n all..
(rest of the members under the cut!)
— 𝐙𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐀𝐎
↳ is constantly taking candid pictures of you :(( (he has a whole album he organized once a week on his phone)
- he wishes he could inject your reaction tho finding out every time he takes a picture
- he finds you so endearing istg
- he will purposely turn his ringer on so you can hear the camera snap
- sometimes he already awaits your reaction to the first snap so he takes a picture while your eyes are wide in realization
- he treasures it forever (it’s his lockscreen)
- i can imagine you guys being on face time while you are getting ready for the day and he just does the face time screen shot thing
- hes so boyfriend im afraid 😣😣 (pt2)
— 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐁𝐈𝐍
↳ always takes one flower from the bouquets he buys you to know when to buy you a new one
- we need more hanbins in the world 💔💔
- this man buys you a bouquet without you even asking he is literal perfection
- he sets the one flower on his window sill and always makes sure to check it everyday before leaving for work to know if he has to buy you a new one or not </3
- the first time he did it he texted you “hey since the last bouquet died do u prefer lilies or peonies?”
- you went feral LIKE HOW DID HE KNOW??!!
- and then when you went over to his house one day you saw a flower similar to the ones in your bouquet and you connected the dots
- he goes to the same flower shop every time too
- he goes to a locally managed one!! he thinks the flowers are prettier there than at any supermarket
- the old lady who runs the store is basically his second mother and told him to bring you so you two could meet
- he is so boyfriend it is actually crazy (pt3)
— 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐊 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐖
↳ buys everything that reminds him of you
- he is so adorable
- he’s out with his friends and he finds a plushie that resembles you?? yeah he’ll buy it
- some times he gifts them to you but sometimes he’ll keep it
- when you ask him about it he’ll be like “oh it made me think of you!”
- one time you noticed a cute plushie in the backseat of his car and you asked him where and why he bought it
- he said “it reminds me of you! that way every time im driving it feels like you’re with me :)”
- you melt EVERYTIME
- HE IS SO BOYFRIEND (pt4)
- you guys build a ikea shelf for your room solely used for displaying matthew’s trinkets he bought thinking of you :(
- he says its the yn museum LOLL
— 𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐓𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐄
↳ constantly bumps into you as you walk
- it sounds annoying but it’s actually really endearing :(
- times he can’t hug you he’ll touch you by teasing and bumping into you
- he’s also distracted and just so comfortable and immersed in your conversation that he can’t walk straight
- (but he doesn’t tell you that)
- sometimes he almost pushes the both of you off the side walk LOL
- he finds moments where being playful but also being close to you are his favourite memories
- sometime when you get tired of it you just hold his hand which suddenly makes him stop hehe
- he just wants to be close to you is all
- and tease you <33
- boyfriend coded (pt5)
— 𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐍𝐑𝐔𝐈
↳ sets food on your plate whenever you eat out
- AHHH THIS MAKES ME SMILE SO HARD
- i feel like hes not the most openly affectionate person,,, like he shies away from pda n all that
- so instead he shows his love through his actions!!!
- you guys are out eating at a kbbq place and hes just placing some meat or rice on your plate </3
- he’s so attentive w/ it too like when he notices the pile is slowly getting smaller, he takes more off of the grill and sets it on your plate :(((
- when you take notice he smiles, places more and goes “here you go” AHHHH
- once u got to the last piece on your pile its tradition to feed it to him :))
- he happily accepts
- he’s so lovely :((
- and so boyfriend </3 (pt6)
— 𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐆𝐘𝐔𝐕𝐈𝐍
↳ touching you with his cold hands
- LIVES for harmless teasing
- he’ll take his hands and cup your cheeks with them :((
- he loves the squeal and the cute little face you make :((
- HE JUST LOVES YOU!!!
- sometimes you guys are cuddling in bed and he’ll put his hands under your shirt and rest them on your stomach
- you squeal again which = happy happy gyuvin
- he always apologizes w kisses afterward tho :)
- now you are both happy
- GAWD HE IS SO BOYFRIEND (pt7)
— 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐆𝐔𝐍𝐖𝐎𝐎𝐊
↳ whenever you ask for one of his hoodies, he sprays a fresh spritz of his cologne on it
- he likes any opportunity to give you his hoodies :))
- he acts like he doesn’t see you basking in the cologne the hoodie absorbed the first few times he gives you his hoodie
- so now he makes sure to give it an extra spray before giving it to you :))
- he’s considered buying you the cologne as a gift once actually
- but he likes the feeling of keeping the secret that he knows how much you like the scent so he decides against it :)
- he likes seeing your smile every time you put one of his hoodies on not knowing he was admiring hehe
- bf coded (pt8)
— 𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐘𝐔𝐉𝐈𝐍
↳ compares you to cute and funny animal pictures
- im tempted to make a seperate imagine for this its just so cute
- you’ll just be going about your day and he’ll text you
- he’ll just send the picture of an animal and say “you :)”
- you ask him to elaborate (he has picsart downloaded just for this moment) so he sends a collage of a picture of you resembling the actions or face the animal makes
- he is so cuteness i will die
- when you guys are hanging out he’ll take it phone screen and open up a picture of an animal and hold the screen right next to you face
- he inspects it like he’s an artist and just giggles
- you live for it tho
- oh can’t forget about the times he would ask you to do a pose and you comply reluctantly and he takes a picture and adds it to his collection of pictures that resemble an animal :)
- yea he has an entire album on his camera roll
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spirit-jello · 1 year ago
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Can you write something about sub zb1 legal line?
Of course! but I loved doing it~ thank you for the request!
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Jiwoong ~ People usually assume he’s the dom, but don’t be fooled by his cool and calm manner; he loves being told what to do. Despite acting nonchalant in public, in your own home he’s always needy for you. He begs so often you tease him about it. People always joke how you’re the sub in the relationship, so whenever they do that you go extra rough on Jiwoong, overstimulating the fuck out of him when you get back. 
“How would the other members react if they knew you were this much of a submissive cutie? Who whines and begs for me?” You would whisper in his ear, his response just being whimpers as you milk his dick dry.
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Zhanghao ~ When I tell you this man cries at everything you do in the bedroom, he cries at every little thing you do in the bedroom. Whether it's you having him wear a cock ring, refusing to let him cum, or having him ejaculate multiple times; he lets out sobs and moans, either begging you for more or to stop. When he begs for more, you could either- comply, where you take off his ring and bounce on his cock as he whines from the feeling of your walls squeezing him. Or you could refuse, teasing him with kitten licks and slapping his dick when he tries to move. Bonus, make him wear a vibrating ring and just watch as he falls apart.
 “Baby- please touch me~ ah~! Pleasepleaseplease-”
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Hanbin ~ He used to be a soft dom, but after he shyly asked you to be more dominant to him, you happily obliged. You would tease him in public, whether it was kissing his neck gently, seeming innocent to the others but you knew how sensitive his neck was. He’d bite back a whimper, as you do a quick bite to his weak spot. And right when you get home, you barely make it pass the door before he humps you begging to fuck you. 
“Fuck~ I’ll be a good boy promise, let me make you feel good please baby~”
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Matthew ~ Poor baby, he tries so hard to dom you, but as soon as you give him one look, he goes weak in the knees. He works out often to seem like the stronger one, which he might be physically, but you both know better. You love seeing him break under you as you bounce on his cock, refusing to give him permission to cum til you do it first. Because of that he begs to fuck you right so you could get close faster
“F-fuck y/n~ I can’t last much longer baby please let me- fuckk~!”
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Taerae ~ When he’s submissive, he is babygirl coded as fuck. Because of that, you always make him wear frilly panties underneath his clothes. As much as it's humiliating for him, he can’t deny how good it feels.  After he gets home from practice, you’re already waiting for him in the bedroom. You quickly strip him aside from his girly panties, palming him through the soft fabric. Of course he’d be whining at the subtle pleasure asking for more. Because he was such a good boy, you decide to let him  get his release by humping you, having him cum in the frilly undergarments.
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Ricky ~ you know how he refuses to not serve face, so it’s extremely satisfying seeing him break and lose his calm demeanor. He’s a little tougher to break, but once he’s tied up while you give him head, getting off with a subtle ‘pop!’ every time he’s close? His brattiness falters significantly. “You gonna keep being a brat? Or do you wanna actually be able to cum? All you gotta do is say sorry. Your choice hun.” 
“..I'm sorry mommy”
Oh, forgot to mention; he’s got a slight mommy kink as well. So when you hear him call you that, it’s when you know he’s ready to be good.
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Gyuvin ~ Gyuvin is just a dumb puppy who can’t get off on his own. He always wakes you up by whimpering in your ear, grinding against you. Poor baby always has a hard-on, even in public. He doesn’t give a shit where you guys are, he will give open mouth kisses to your neck, begging to fuck you. Then you have to stop everything and go home, since he won’t stop til he gets to have you. Sadly you can’t punish him by edging or overstimulating, as he’s only a dumb puppy who can’t keep his dick in his pants; so instead you scold him for being so needy, not letting him fuck you himself but instead doing it on your own. Scolding him leaves a bigger impact, since he wants so badly to be your good boy.
“I’m sorry, please let me make you feel good- wanna be good for you- haah~”
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chaesparklez · 1 year ago
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ZB1 as Boyfriends (Hyung Line)
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content: fluff, some smut, gender neutral descriptions. minors dni
Jiwoong
♥ spontaneous and passionate
♥ “hey babe do you wanna fly out to thailand this weekend?”
♥ physical touch! all the physical touch!! would constantly be holding hands, hugging, kissing his partner just to let them know he’s there (and just bc he can)
♥ the type to easily come to a resolution on problems due to his laidback and mature personality
♥ would want someone he can have fun with
♥ so i can see his dates being rlly fun and engaging
♥ cooking classes, lots of outdoorsy stuff, trips to cute lil towns around gyeonggi-do
♥ the quietly reliable type
♥ opening jars, bringing his partner comfy shoes when their feet hurt at the end of the day, little gestures here and there to make their life a lil easier
♥ anddd his sex life would always be dynamic and fun like the rest of the relationship
♥ so raw and passionate
♥ absolutely a dom
♥ nothing gets him off more than the view of his partner whining in pleasure underneath him. teary eyes, cheeks flushed, begging for more
♥ would know exactly how to drive his partner crazy and learn about their habits + desires to attune their sex life to be perfect
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Hanbin
♥ oh boy
♥ it’s no secret that this boy is the embodiment of soft!bf energy
♥ a classic romantic
♥ handwritten notes, flowers, good morning texts, thoughtful gifts curated to his partner’s interests
♥ would constantly text his partner with cute lil updates of his day
♥ ‘hi my darling! i’m eating sushi while thinking of you. you love sushi right? let’s get some together next time <3’
♥ would want to be there for his partner in every way possible and show his support for whatever they’re pursuing
♥ his attentive and sensitive personality would mean he’d deal with his partner being upset with so much gentility
♥ (if they’d even have a reason to be upset in the first place haha)
♥ probably the type to go way overboard trying to make up after a fight
♥ we’re talking bouquets of roses, 1000 paper cranes, showers of hugs and kisses
♥ i could see him expressing his own issues maturely and in such a gentle way that his partner couldn’t even get upset
♥ would be willing to accommodate his partner in every sense of the word
♥ open minded and willing to match them in date ideas, what they want in the bedroom, etc
♥ speaking of the bedroom
♥ once again just a green flag all around. so gentle, so caring, so attuned to his partner’s mood and desires
♥ sex is an extension of the relationship for him. wouldn’t have sex with someone he cant connect with on a deeper level
♥ the type to make love not just have sex
♥ body worship, praise, interlocking fingers while going down on his partner
♥ king of aftercare!!!!
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Hao
♥ now this is a good one
♥ hao is shy yet naturally social and has a warm personality which makes for a great partner as he’d always be surprising them with his hidden charms
♥ loves to feel desired!!
♥ would probably love the chase more than anything else and just the feeling of someone wanting him
♥ would want daily compliments from his partner and lots of sweet words of validation
♥ whispered words of love before they fall asleep at night (he’d be too shy to do this otherwise)
♥ physical touch for this one too. all the kisses, cuddles, shows of pda
♥ despite his inward-being nature, he has quite a sensual side to him once again adding to the fun of dating him
♥ a cunning fox
♥ would make cute little flirty comments that’d get his partner’s heart beating like crazy while acting innocent the whole time
♥ his cute + sexy charms would overall make for a dynamic and interesting boyfriend experience from him
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Matthew
♥ so loverboy coded!!
♥ his mnet+ messages say it all
♥ the type to send long ass paragraphs telling his partner everything he loves about them
♥ would also use words of affirmation daily to express his love
♥ cute dates! getting pancakes, going to an amusement park, finding cool restaurants together
♥ would love just being in bed together having a long cuddle session
♥ holding eachother close, tracing circles on his partner’s palm and kissing them softly
♥ has the duality thing down to a t.
♥ would be so cuddly and adorable
♥ whilst also having a manlier side to him when he wants to show it
♥ think sweeping his partner off their feet like it’s nothing and kissing them with the sweetest smile on his face
♥ defo has a darker side to him too
♥ late night conversations, eye contact, that dazzling smile of his, one thing leading to another
♥ next thing you know he’s got them straddling him having a hot make out session
♥ we already KNOW he’d love being called oppa in bed
♥ (daddy kink daddy kink)
♥ i can see him enjoying using his strength in the bedroom
♥ holding his partner against a wall, ripping clothes off, manhandling
♥ but then once it’s over you have a cuddly teddy bear on your hands
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Taerae
♥ so shy and sweet
♥ i don’t see him having dated a lot so i think he’d have a very earnest approach to love
♥ “can i hold your hand?”
♥ clingy and adorable like a puppy
♥ his love for music would absolutely play a big part in his way of loving
♥ epitome of the dreamy band bf
♥ writing songs about them, playing his guitar singing all their favourite songs for them
♥ hell, i could even see him confessing through singing a song for them
♥ “this next song is for a very very special person…”
♥ being a level-headed and logical person i think he’d be very rational in a relationship
♥ would give realistic advice, wouldn’t entertain highly theoretical scenarios
♥ “would you still love me if i were a worm?”
♥ “don’t ask weird questions”
♥ possibly leading to some disagreements if his partner is more sentimental ijbol
♥ but a big hug and a flash of those dimples would dispel any tension instantly
♥ taerae has a manly side to him that could lead to a surprising confidence around his partner once he gets comfortable
♥ intense eye contact making them all nervous, pulling them in close and ruffling their hair
♥ would love leaving and receiving hickeys
♥ can see him loving a partner that can take the lead in the bedroom
♥ whimpering subby sub boy
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let me know if yall want more posts like this! currently thinking on writing a more detailed post on what hyung line is like in bed… 👀
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binisbun · 4 months ago
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OH ANDDD if i may add since zb1 is on a tour, what about after the world tour, a very tired hanbin comes home not knowing (reader) has a special surprise waiting for him in their shared bedroom
i’m so sorry i took AGES to reply to this but i thought abt this last night…
i’ll put the pj set under the cut but i found it SO cute and me and my friend agreed it’s so hanbin coded!!! you’d be on the bed waiting for him, your hair done and minimal makeup so he could see you all dolled up after being apart for so long :( he’d be all over you honestly, kissing every inch of your body as he tells you in detail just how much he missed every single part of you. oh it would end in the most passionate love-making session, missionary so you can be as close as humanly possibly, so intimate and sweet. it’s 100% ending with both of you kissing all over each other’s face with you filled to the brim with his cum hehe
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trsrina · 2 years ago
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playing genshin impact with zerobaseone
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written in second person pov, gn reader, fluff, can be read as romantic or platonic
!! mentions of death in a game, mentions of food, not proofread
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jiwoong
- the type to have no idea what he’s doing like he’s trying his best
- type to main whatever 5 star character he got first which was diluc who he finds really cool (diluc is so hot js like jiwoong) and kaveh is probably on his team
- he can beat normal opponents but sucks at fighting bosses and would need your help with domains/bosses
- makes you help him do spiral abyss but still acts tough and tries to help you fight off enemies in co-op but dies immediately
zhanghao
- has no idea what he’s doing pt 2
- only playing it bc you asked him to and he’s confused af yk with his disturbed face while he’s looking back and forth from your screen to his, contemplating how the hell he’s supposed to fight off those weird creatures which look like ricky to him while poor kaeya is being beat up on his screen
- yae miko main. idk what it is about them but they remind me of each other
- way too freaking lucky, somehow pulled yae the first day playing and manages to win all his 50/50s
hanbin
- plays it just to spend time with you and exerts a concerning amount of energy into this game just so he could have another common interest with you
- nahida or ganyu main
- ends up being better at genshin than you and helps you do your dailies, spiral abyss, trounce domains etc
- best co-op buddy in zb1!! lets you steal stuff from his world
matthew
- confused at hell at first but ends up being addicted
- look hear me out gorou’s like 99.999% on his team and mains ayaka no reason for this
- at first, he would pout and start mumbling about how weird this game is and the next week he’s ar 40 already somehow and has already progressed to sumeru
- buys you matching genshin keychains and stuff and probably will whale for himself but nags about how you’re wasting money on whaling for yourself
taerae
- idk why but i feel like he’d be concerningly good at genshin at first and speeds through the archon quests smoothly
- mains tighnari or yoimiya he just reminds me of these characters and he thinks tighnari is cute (prob a cynonari shipper)
- his red flag is that he enjoys fighting stormterror during the quest and smiles during spiral abyss and spends primogems on the standard banner
- loves doing quests like world quests too and commissions to him is so fun because he likes helping people
ricky
- another natural at the game ricky is just good at everything he does
- al haitham main he says it’s because he’s young and rich, tall and handsome, just like him and has eula on his team probably
- plays with a straight face like no look of anger or frustration is on his face at all while his hands are swiftly moving across the screen like a pro
- logs onto your account occasionally to buy you genesis crystals and you who’s playing on another device is like wth and then you message ricky angrily for wasting money on a game
gyuvin
- bro played genshin since launch like he’s a veteran most probably plays even better than you (he’s ar 60) and imagine the way his face lights up when he finds out you also play genshin
- he is so childe/itto main coded, don’t tell me this man isn’t real life itto and likes to throw ushi for fun
- jokingly makes fun of you for being bad at the game then steals your phone to help you and forces you to buy him food as a thank you
- would go to your world just to steal stuff and annoy you, trolls you in your own world and would push you off cliffs with jean
gunwook
- another one that only plays bc u play
- he’s good at everything so he ends up being good at genshin too, he’d easily surpass you in adventure rank
- i thought long and hard about this but ayato main idk why either really and kazuha is also a strong contender. loves exploring areas with kazuha and using his skill
- whenever he sees that you’re playing, he would immediately flock over to your side and asks to join your world. would help you defeat whatever bosses you want him to and help you farm. would go around finding chests for you
yujin
- i think yujin would also be good at genshin but not as good as the others like maybe 40 something ar while the others are at 50 something
- he’s baby so klee main but this evil boy loves blowing things up and killing random animals. torturing hillichurls is his favourite pastime
- would randomly request to join your world sometimes but when you’re busy and reject him, he would spam you with numerous messages and the ‘:(((‘ emoticon along with the genshin sticker things
- the type to completely ignore world quests and absolutely hates doing his dailies
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https-dollnini · 7 months ago
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ᴢʙ1 ᴀꜱ ꜱᴀɴʀɪᴏ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀꜱ
Summary: My thoughts on what sanrio characters zb1 would be based off of their personality
Author Note: Was feeling a little silly and thought this was a good idea (I'm also a fat sanrio fan so this is very self indulgent)
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ᴋɪᴍ ᴊɪᴡᴏᴏɴɢ ᴀꜱ ᴋᴜʀᴏᴍɪ
both of them look tough on the outside but are secretly sweet on the inside
defo people that pretend they listen to hard rock and then cry themselves to sleep with a ballad instead
the most misunderstood :(
but that means their also the ones to always include people and would rather die than make someone feel left out
i feel like the reason why i felt like jiwoong and kuromi matched the most in my head is because of how enigmatic and mysterious their personalities are made out to be
but trust that my man is a true softie at heart
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ᴢʜᴀɴɢ ʜᴀᴏ ᴀꜱ ᴍʏ ᴍᴇʟᴏᴅʏ
do you see how coquette this man is
this paring is literally why i made this whole post
defo see my melody as a kind and gentle person
with hao as mother, everything in my head just clicked
the most calm and collected out of all of zb1, but that's probably just because he's an introvert in a room full of extroverts
also think that they both have such a strong liking for cute and pink things
mans literally said his favorite colour is pink
this pairing can not be any more perfect than it already is
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ꜱᴜɴɢ ʜᴀɴʙɪɴ ᴀꜱ ʜᴇʟʟᴏ ᴋɪᴛᴛʏ
you can not convince me that hanbin isn't main character coded
this is his world and we're just living in it
both of them have so many friends its insane, and are defo more on the talkative side
also feel like both of them are very dramatic
like have you seen this man every single time something mildly suprising happens
hes shocked to the core, on the floor, disgusted, making the weirdest facial expressions known to man
ALSO LOOK AT HOW CUTE BOTH OF THEM ARE
i rest my case
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ꜱᴇᴏᴋ ᴍᴀᴛᴛʜᴇᴡ ᴀꜱ ᴘᴏᴍᴘᴏᴍᴘᴜʀɪɴ
the embodiment of a puppy
both of them are very playful and energetic in the cutest way possible
like have you seen this mans natural aegyo
they also spread positivity absolutely everywhere they go
like its oozing out of them
i refuse to believe that matthew has ever cried because when you have a smile like that why would you ever do anything other than show it off????
can you tell i like his smile...
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ᴋɪᴍ ᴛᴀᴇʀᴀᴇ ᴀꜱ ᴘᴇᴋᴋʟᴇ
i was seriously debating between whether putting him or yujin as cinnamoroll bcs in my head yujin kinda fit pochacco too
BUT then i remembered that pekkle. is. a. duck!?!?!?
that literally solved all my internal conflict
LOOK AT THEMMMMMMMM
both soft hearted to the core
also a little sassy but i think we expected that
i did a little research and apparently pekkle is really good at singing and dancing
literally so many similarities
matching them together is a canon moment in my life
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ꜱʜᴇɴ Qᴜᴀɴʀᴜɪ ᴀꜱ ᴄʜᴏᴄᴏᴄᴀᴛ
honestly this is less about personality and more about appearance
chococat being a black cat is so perfect that i had absolutely no choice but to give it to ricky
AND YOU SEE THAT STRAWBERRY PHONE CASE IN THE PICTURE?!?!?
as a strawberry enthusiast i think that ricky would approve
moving on, i think he's a playful and funny character
defo looks cold at first but once you warm up to him you see how he pays attention to the little details
lovelicky fr
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ᴋɪᴍ ɢʏᴜᴠɪɴ ᴀꜱ ᴋᴇʀᴏᴘᴘɪ
look at this man and tell me he's not keroppi coded
sososososo cheerful and bright
he's literally one of he main mood makers of the group
also very mischievous too
i mean look at him teasing ricky every 3 seconds or annoying yujin with his love
and maybe this is the inner delulu speaking but i also think he actually looks like keroppi?!?!?
someone pls agree with me or ill cry no i really will
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ᴘᴀʀᴋ ɢᴜɴᴡᴏᴏᴋ ᴀꜱ ᴛᴜxᴇᴅᴏ ꜱᴀᴍ
ik this is kind of a weird one
but you need to understand the vision
i feel like theyre both HUGE nerds (in the best way possible)
like you know how gunwook always sprouts random facts, or goes into a rant about information that no normal person would know???
yeah. thats what i mean.
i also feel like they're both really laid back people that love to enjoy the moment they're in to the fullest
i will continue pushing this agenda until everyone is brainwashed to agree with me
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ʜᴀɴ ʏᴜᴊɪɴ ᴀꜱ ᴄɪɴɴᴀᴍᴏʀᴏʟʟ
we all saw this coming
so baby
thats all i have to say
literally just shy little cuties trying to make their way through life the best they can
once they warm up to you though...
they genuinely can't shut up
will say the weirdest things at the weirdest times for absolutely no reason
but they get a free pass because LOOK AT THEM OML IM GONNA DIE
the way i can see yujin using the excuse "i'm just a boy"
he is, just a shy, cute, menace of a kid
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zbsinbloom · 2 years ago
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If ZB1 Were In A Girl Group
Description: Fem!ZB1 as members of existing girl groups. This is my opinion plus a few ideas from one of my besties and some of my fellow zumblr writers, if you don't agree feel free to write your own post 🤭
Also I couldn't find a gif for KOL so I put a pic instead
🍀 Jiwoong ‐ (G)I-DLE
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These girls have no problem with more sexy/provocative concepts, and neither would fem!Jiwoong, she loves the affect she has on her fans
On stage she's a total femme fatale that has the fans swooning left, right and center… and she knows it (and as I said before, she loves it)
But off stage she's a complete dork who acts more like a maknae and shows off her natural cute side to the other members
Even Shuhua, the queen of flirting gets a little flustered when fem!Jiwoong reciprocates or flirts with her first
☘ Zhang Hao - Twice
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Damn girl, is the rent due or something? Because fem!Hao is feeling herself in every song and fans absolutely adore her for it
Probably ends up being one of the loudest members somehow and goes viral for being a natural comedian. At least in this timeline she has fellow introverts
I can see fem!Hao and Chaeyoung collecting gg idols' numbers together. They have so many new wives friends now
Probably doesn't get treated that much like the youngest because he doesn't really act like it??
🍀 Hanbin - Aespa
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This seems like the obvious choice for mother, after all, fem!Hanbin is an icon and boy does she know it
Have you seen the tutting choreo for Hold On Tight? She ate it up and left absolutely zero crumbs. She may probably even created the choreo (in this timeline)
She's got sass and she's got class. Fem!Hanbin Pulls off all of Aespa's choreographies flawlessly.. but are you really surprised?
I think of this group as being quite sharp and clean in their choreo which goes well with Hanbin in my opinion???
☘ Matthew - Weeekly
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As much as I'm an "Woohyun oppa" anti, I guess I should let fem!Matthew get to live (some of) her cool unnie dreams
I know like one (1) of their songs and it's so Matthew coded. He would absolutely nail it for real
I feel like she would be that one member who isn't your bias but yes she is, we all stan our small Canadian queen
The members would look up to her a lot.. she just has this really calming, warm energy about her
🍀 Taerae - Stayc
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I had 0 doubts here. Taerae would be a part of Stayc and I won't accept any debate on this
Vocal goddess!! Fem!Taerae's voice would fit so well with their concepts and she'd win so many hearts
Their concepts always seem so bright and fun which I think she would live for, and she'd get to show off her dimples which fans adore
As much as she could pull off darker concepts, I feel like her energy would really shine doing more fun, lively concepts
☘ Ricky - Kiss Of Life
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I don't know much about these girls just yet but their music! It slaps and I think his vibe would fit well with theirs
Fem!Ricky would enjoy doing a hip concept like Shhh. It's cool and fresh and she would be living for it
She's similar in age as well so I think they'd all get along quite easily as they understand each other better
Their choreo is sexy enough for fem!Ricky to make the fans swoon but not over-the-top to the point it feels awkward to her
🍀 Gyuvin - Itzy
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Itzy concepts are a) full of fun and b) full of 'love yourself' energy and yknow what… that's so Gyuvin-coded. Like who cares lemme just do my dancey dance
Okay but fem!Gyuvin would be an absolute clown. At this point she's had at least 47 memes made about her and they've all gone viral
She loves to have fun and be chaotic!! And isn't that Itzy's whole energy??? I feel like she would fit in perfectly with the other girls
They're gonna have their hands full with fem!Gyuvin but they're all whipped for her so they don't mind at all
☘ Gunwook - Everglow
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Queens? Queens. Everglow never come here to play around and neither does Gunwook they deserve better though
When fem!Gunwook goes off, don't we all know about it? She dances at 400% all of the time
She's that member who looks super intimidating because she's both pretty and so talented. We all know she's an absolute sweetie though
Oh how the members would dote on her as the new youngest. Fem!Gunwook gets the princess treatment, especially because of the age gap
🍀 Yujin - Le Sserafim
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Although he rocked Say My Name, I feel like fem!Yujin wouldn't want to have a cute concept all the time… every once in a while is enough
So she wouldn't want to be in a super cutesy group but not one that has overly sexy concepts either
Both she AND Eunchae get the maknae treatment, like I don't think having a new youngest member would change that
And they'd use it to their advantage, too. Fem!Yujin has found her new partner in crime… mostly to get more snacks
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ivrousae · 4 months ago
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Sis which famous school do you think each zb1 member would go to in JKT😍
Ricky & Gyuvin sih udah pasti JIS or at least BJS(British jakarta school) duitnya gak main-main Mak & bapaknya
Gunwook gives me penabur vibes ngl he's so smart
OHMYGODDDD I’VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS!also i’m so sorry for the late reply, life has been hectic🙏🏻 ok so this is which elite schools i think zb1 members would attend!!
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Jiwoong: SPH - for some reason, if i think of student jiwoong, the first indonesian school uniform i’d see him is sph’s uniform😭😭 IT JUST FITS HIM SO WELL? one of my good friends goes to this school and I just think he’d blend in perfectly
Zhanghao: Tzu Chi - this is self explanatory. HAO IS SO KOKO KOKO PIK?!*]^{ he’s definitely that one super smart senior that every girls had a crush on at one point, pulang sekolah dia makan di area pik bareng circle elite dan ganteng dia itu🤭
Hanbin: UPH - Guys…..hanbin in uph uniform….😍 he’s definitely a sociable and a super nice guy that everyone wants to be friends with, so any schools would fit him ngl, but just like jiwoong, if i think of hanbin, the first uniform i see him using is uph’s uniform🥰
Matthew: JIS - from what i’ve seen in my friends who attends jis, he’d blend in just well😁 everyone wants to be friends with him!!! he looks like a guy who could be a little hard to approach but he’d genuinely be so kind. he’s definitely apart of the popular circles in jis lmao
Taerae: BINUS School - based of the Binus I attended, they really focus on building student’s hobbies and character aside from only focusing on the academic skills, so I could definitely see taerae doing band practice every 3 days a week for school assemblies/events😋
Ricky: JIS - this is also self explanatory. he’d be in the same circle with matthew💯 he’d also look super intimidating, probably the most intimidating in the circle, but is the most soft hearted person in the whole school🥹 he’s definitely in the basketball team and EVERY GIRLS WANT HIM.
Gyuvin: BSJ - gyuvin is just so bsj coded. unlike jis, bsj has uniforms, and for some reason gyuvin is just such a uniform guy to me..does that make sense?😃 he’s practically friends with everybody in the school, he’s loud, but like not annoying loud, YKWIM??? he’s the mood maker in class that is actually and genuinely funny🤓
Gunwook: ACS - acs is a smart kid school. basically the crazy smart friends i had in middle school all moved to acs for highschool, so it just makes the most sense that gunwook goes there😍 although i do agree that gunwook gives of penabur vibes..but i also heard from my friends that goes to acs that a lot of the students there are korean guys who loves playing soccer, so gunwook definitely has a friend group🔥
Yujin: Mentari School - the uniform would look so cute on yujin🥲 he’s probably that one new kid that spawned out of nowhere and then all the girls has a crush on him while all the boys wanna be friends with him because he’s funny, cute, and TALENTED. I also considered on putting yujin in Binus, but i think mentari just fits him slightly better😵
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enluv · 2 years ago
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hey cocoboo, i'm a little late but this is for activity number three !
so, as you know my name is matty, i’m an adult, next is.. an idol with my personality? probably jay from enha or hanbin from zb1 (you can ask mona about it, but she always pair me with jay because we are similar according to her 😭), my favorite song is maps by maroon v (a really special song to me), my zodiac sign is gemini, and a hobby i enjoy doing is probably photography or drawing !
hope you have everything you needed, if not, just tell me ! thank you again for everything you're doing, you're an angel 🥺
hi matty!!! ty for participating in my event hehe <3
after much consideration, the match I have picked for you is...sunghoon!
my reasoning? - here is yet another silly guy being his usual silly guy self! honestly i think people will see this and be like ??? she said her personality is jay! but i know you have a silly side to you and i think hoon would swoon over that, he’d so triple over himself trying to get your attention and when he finally has it he’d be so unsure of what to do next because he didn’t think he’d ever get this far with you 😭 poor kid is like ??? wait you like me back? and you’re not lying!? you’d just be the perfect person for him seriously!! your relationship would be so beautiful, it’s the type of love people yearn for and wish they could have.
small drabble: sunghoon’s annoyed. he’s been watching heeseung flirt with you for the past five minutes and he can’t seem to say anything to stop him, you aren’t dating officially so he feels like he shouldn’t stop anything for you but man is he mad, what ever happened the bro code? that’s been thrown out the freaking window apparently! and what happened to “hoon you’re perfect for y/n” okay liar then stop flirting with her!!! he’s so caught in his thoughts that when you approach him asking for a dance his eyes nearly pop out his head, YOU want to dance with HIM? deal! “heeseung told me you like me, that true?” sunghoon has never loved heeseung more then right now, and as he answers yes, he thinks he’s even grateful for his terrible flirting with you.
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joocomics · 10 months ago
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oh omg i saw one mention of him on your blog and thought you knew more i’m sorry 😭😭 pls if someone could enlighten the both of us that would be great 🙂‍↕️🫶
but ahhhh cat coded boys 💔💔💔💔💔 the cold exterior soft exterior… sighing dreamily with my head resting on my chin while looking up at the ceiling 💭💭💭
i should look into them bc i think i checked out their debut song or something but not much after that, and i always see clips of jaehyun since he’s an mc with zb1’s hanbin and riize’s sohee, and im a fan of both!!
omg don’t be sorry i enjoy talking to you about anything 😋
sighing dreamily indeed… once you notice him it’s almost impossible to not want to learn more about him 💔 they’re entertaining to watch so i recommend checking them out!! if you want company especially from someone who also is just now starting to get to know them you can always message me <3
ohh, i stan riize too!! 🥰 who’s ur bias? 👀
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lqfiles · 1 year ago
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oh em gee??🤭🤭🤭 jisung is jealous🤭🤭🤭 did i as a grown adult blush for this?? no no absolutely not🫣 but yes lessgoooo we LOVE the progress 😭
alsooo, for a fact jisung wasn't my bias uptill stg happened 😭 like fr i did tell you that i found you while looking for his smaus to read and that's exactly when my brainrot started and then he just climbed up my bias list?? just like that?
also also also, zb1??? you too?? i also had a severely bad hyperfixation on them, my bias is hanbin though! since yours is hao, we're made for each other let's get married AND ALSO HAN YUJIN, like that dude gives me such jisung vibes that i can't even take him seriously 😭
and oh yeah, i've been doing great too just very busy since i have exams coming up in like 20 days or something 😀 my holidays were just me strangled down to my books😭 but we're doing FINE👍🏻
anyways, take care my love! bye bye mwahh 😚
-slendy anon!
LMAOOOO THATS KILLING ME but trust me as the WRITER was blushing too can you believe that
YOURE LYYINGGGG that’s so insane 😭😭 i feel honoured to bring him up your bias line tho :33 i feel like a lot of people are experiencing that same thing with stg. stg definitely made me more attracted to him than i already was idk if that makes sense but i like him more than i already did too
i was like a zb1 stan for 2 months i think? i was keeping up with them and all and then it kinda died down.. AND OMG ME AND MY TWT MUTUAL ALWAYS TALK ABOUT THAT yujin is literally jisung coded and gyuvin is jaemin coded and it makes more sense when you think of how gyuvin thinks he gave birth to yujin while jaemin thinks he gave birth to jisung 😭😭 i love yujin he’s so funny and silly i love silly people a lot 🥹 (and you’re making me blush, WE ARE HAOBIN INDEED…)
GOOD LUCK ON YOUR EXAMS AND REVISE A LOT!!!! i’m sure you’ll do amazing and make sure to tell me how they went in 20 days if you want. i’m glad you have your priorities straight and took time in your holiday to revise!!! you WILL ace rhat test trust me <33 take care baeeee 💗💗💗
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aectpen · 1 year ago
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STRAWBERRY ✯ 𝙕𝙃𝘼𝙉𝙂 𝙃𝘼𝙊!
synopsis: 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐲𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐢𝐝𝐨𝐥
pairing: Zhang Hao of ZB1 and fem!oc
status: ongoing
chapter 1: convenience
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rina mindlessly straightened up the store like she did every friday night. you'd think someone her age would be out having fun or at the very least relaxing at home. but unfortunately, she had to work these nights.
i really need to get a life she thought.
her inner dialogue was cut off short by the bell at the front ringing signaling her to greet the customer and get back to the register.
"hello!" she forced a happy tone.
"hi."
strawberry.
she had given him this nickname as a code word to use with her friend. every time they had a crush on someone, they'd name them after a fruit when talking about them. but in this case, she didn't know his name. and she didn't have the courage to ask.
they had shared a few comments to each other, but it was only small talk.
"working late tonight?"
"late night snacks?"
it never went beyond a few sentences each interaction, but every time she saw him she hoped that it would. she also would try sneaking glances at him to catch his full face, but he always had a black mask.
"is that all?"
"yes."
she rang him up quickly and bagged his items with a slight smile.
"thank you!"
"no problem."
the moment he left she felt blood rush to her cheeks.
"he wants me so bad." she joked to herself.
once she was finished up for the night, she grabbed her belongings and left. the walk from the convenience store was a short one, but she always took a detour to the nearest park and went straight for the swings.
[haemini👭🏻 is calling..]
"boy do i have good news for you!"
"what happened to hello? how are you? my name is." rina joked.
"whatever, i'm going to a fansign tomorrow and guess who i'm taking?"
"..."
"RINA!"
"omg you're so loud you woke up the neighborhood." rina laughed. "what group is it this time? please tell me a girl group you've dragged me to enough boy groups'."
"well! it may or may not be a boy group.."
"haemin please i'm so tired. are they at the very least hot?"
"don't you trust my taste?"
"i guess,"
"ok then be ready by 1. bye i love you!"
"yeah yeah you too."
rina got up and took the short walk home.
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haemin wasted no time rushing to rina's apartment the next day.
"rina you gotta learn their names come on."
haemin traced her finger along the photo book reciting each of their names to rina.
"zhang hao." rina repeated after her.
"why is he kinda cute. i'll give them their 10s there."
"see, i told you to trust my taste."
"whatever, shouldn't we get going now?"
once they made it to the fansign the area was packed. "you didn't tell me they were that popular."
everyone got situated in their seats anticipating the boys' entrance. rina couldn't lie, she was kinda excited. fansigns and concerts no matter the artists were something she enjoyed.
rina played tetris on her phone while waiting around. they were fairly close to the small stage. the girls around them screamed signaling their arrival.
haemin repeatedly smacked rina's arm in excitement. "ouch?"
"that's zhang hao right?" rina stared at him in awe. "he looks even better in real life, like a doll."
haemin purchased some gifts for them and gave me some to give. god knows how she funds this lifestyle.
"i shouldn't go up there, you should." rina said feeling awkward about talking with a group she knows nothing about.
"you know some facts i told you ask them about that."
"ok i'll try not to embarrass myself."
"you'll be fine come on."
rina started off with sung hanbin, he did most of the talking. asking her what he should write and how she became a fan. "well my friend actually introduced me to you guys and i fell in love." rina wasn't completely lying.
she got to zhang hao and he froze. she raised an eyebrow at his reaction. "um your name?" he seemed a bit awkward and rina liked that. there's nothing more attractive than a shy guy.
"rina." he quickly wrote the message on the album with a heart at the end.
they stared at each other for a bit before he broke the silence. "what's your favorite song of ours?"
"um in blue?" rina scratched the back of her neck. haemin did not train her enough this felt like a quiz.
zhang hao giggled at her response. "did you get dragged here by someone else? no hard feelings."
"yeah i'm sorry but i actually do like you guys now so something came out of it i guess?" rina felt a weight come off of her shoulders.
"that's good to hear."
something about him was familiar to rina but she couldn't put a finger on it.
for the rest of the time the boys interacted with each other on stage. rina could admit she did slowly grow a liking towards them.
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