#her stuff is not of my humor for some reason so yeh not that much of a fave for me :<

[just-jammin]

who are your top 5 oshis in nijisanji :0?

ohohoho… >:D

in no particular order (maybe :3)

Aia Amare

Maria Marionette

Finana Ryugu

Selen Tatsuki

Pomu Rainpuff

these are the ones i told to one of my cousins (who ALSO likes niji) in case they come across any merch in future cons, sooo i may not like a few (one) of them as much as you’d think

i have a LOT of honorable mentions bc almost EVERYONE’s frickin awesome, but i choose Petra Gurin, Enna Alouette, Ike Eveland, Kotoka Torahime, & Meloco Kyoran!

[bell-of-indecision]

✨I ranked all the indian stuff I watched in 2023✨

For context, this July I finally gave in to my decade-old urge and dove head first into indian culture. It's been nothing short of phenomenal. The more people I meet, the more foods I try, the more music I listen to, the more Hindi I learn, the more I fall in love with India.

Although I became more of a TV serial person, eventually, I gave in to the movies as well.

So here's everything I watched, ranked from worst to best.

(I'm sorry in advance)

10. Yeh Jawaani Hai Deewani

This movie is useless, I'm so sorry. Somehow, it fooled me into thinking Naina was the main character, then the whole thing became about Bunny and I was so confused, who was I supposed to care about anyway? Can't complain though, Naina is a boring and uncharismatic cliché, I couldn't care less about her, had she disappeared midway into the story, I would've been thankful. Avi, Bunny, and Aditi, on the other hand, are loveable characters that deserved to be in a better movie — especially Aditi, I liked her so much. Too bad the movie seems to be about absolutely nothing. There was a message, I think, but it felt so shallow it didn't even matter to me, there was no actual relevance, no lesson, no impact, nothing. Maybe I'm stupid, but this movie is a drag. And the soundtrack SUCKS, Ilahi is the only good song in it.

2.8/10

9. Bhool Bhulaiyaa 2

The very first Bollywood movie I've ever watched. I wanted to like it so bad, it makes me sad that I didn't. Is it a comedy? A horror story? A dramatic murder mystery? Somehow, it's all of these and none at the same time, it can't decide on a tone to save its life, not even the humor can decide on what exactly it wants to be (most of it is just bad). The main couple has negative chemistry, their romance is so bland it's almost funny. Ruhan carries the whole movie on his back and is the only character with enough charisma to make me care, I honestly love this guy. His scene where he pretends to be possessed is incredible, and Tabu as Anjulika was great too. The plot twist was really nice, possibly the only good thing about the whole story, but then the movie ends so abruptly and on such a heavy note that it almost made me sick when the upbeat theme song started playing immediately after. This movie could not read the room, everything about it throws me off.

4/10

8. Jab We Met

Aditya is a dream, Geet is kind of a nightmare. I have nothing against characters that are lively, optimistic, and cheery, but they have to be bearable, she was just way too much for me. I loved Aditya's character development, it was fun and endearing to watch. The movie itself is not bad, just overrated. Nagada Nagada slaps though.

6/10

7. War

I wanted to love this movie just as much as it wanted to have a good twist. We both failed. Underestimating the audience's intelligence is one thing, but toying with us and making us feel like fools for the sake of a “big reveal” is something else. And no, it wasn't worth it. It wanted to be surprising, but it was just frustrating, shocking for all the wrong reasons. The action was fire though, no complaints there, and I loved the relationship dynamic between Kabir and Khalid, I would watch 11 seasons of those two going on missions with their team and fighting together, their chemistry is so good, I enjoyed every second of their scenes.

6.4/10

6. Arjun: The Warrior Prince

As a Mahabharat fan, I had hopes, but that's on me. Loved the way the story was presented to the audience, simple but brilliant. Shaheer Sheikh's Brihannala altered my brain chemistry, and I was elated to see her again. The animation was gorgeous, that goes without saying. I just hated how it ended right before the war, right where Arjun has some of his best moments, and hated even more how they practically erased Krishna from the story. At least they made him dark skinned this time.

6.7/10

5. My Name is Khan

Had this been based on a true story, I would've been the biggest fan of this movie to ever exist, I am a sucker for movies based on real life stories. Still, despite the disappointment of finding out this whole thing — as good as it was — was fictional, I see it as a touching, lovely, honest, and relevant story that kept me interested and broadened my horizons. Say whatever you want about allistic actors playing autistic characters, Shah Rukh Khan sold the heck out of this character and I bought it like the big neurodivergent fool that I am. I see a neurodivergent character onscreen, I am immediately on-board and loving them despite all their scripted flaws because “they're just like me fr”. "Marry me", indeed.

7/10

4. Rocky Aur Rani Kii Prem Kahaani

Is it innovative and groundbreaking? No, but it is so much fun. It's deep and honest enough, charismatic and funny enough, it's just good entertainment with a good message. I expected nothing to be honest, either way, the story just kept getting better? The dynamics kept getting deeper and more complex? Wait a minute, this was actually good! I went in for the soundtrack — I'm obssessed with Dhindhora Baje Re — but I stayed for everything else. I laughed out loud many times, I shed some tears, I rooted, man, this movie made me feel actual things! What a lovely surprise.

7.9/10

3. The Railway Men

I went into it with such high hopes. Some of them were met, but part of me was left unsatisfied. As I said before, real stories are my favorite, but the way this show was presented feels too much like fiction. Good fiction, but still. And I know it’s not fiction. I am aware that many creative liberties were taken, and I'm not against them, at all, but the thing is: I could see them, I knew they were there. When I watched HBO’s Chernobyl, I was fully convinced that everything that was presented in the show was reality, exactly how it had happened, and I doubted nothing. I was shocked when they revealed that Ulana Khomyuk was a character created to represent many scientists that were involved in the incident. I had eaten her up, and I still can't believe she wasn't a real person. The Railway Men feels like the opposite of this, most of it feels like a creative liberty, very little reads as a real event, a real interaction, or a real person. I doubted a lot of what I saw, and had to do some research to fully understand what exactly had been real. But like I said, it was still good. I found myself caring deeply for each and every character, no matter how minor, I deeply empathized with their pain, rooted for them, cried with them, cried for them. It's heartbreaking, gut wrenching, revolting, yet it still manages to be inspiring. Why I never learned about Bhopal before watching this show is beyond me, but at any rate, I will be recommending this show to everyone I know.

8.1/10

2. Brahmāstra: Part One – Shiva 

I will defend this movie's honor, I don't even care. I loved it so much that I made my mom watch it with me the next day, and she loved it. The dialogue is cringy, yes, unbearably so, some lines make my skin crawl. But COME ON, the plot is great, the concept is creative, the visual effects are wonderful, the soundtrack is divine —Mohan is dreamy— hear me out, I was hooked, on board, immersed, you name it. This movie made me feel so excited, I felt like a 7-year-old watching a super hero movie and wanting to have cool powers just like those, I honestly can't remember the last time a movie made me feel this energetic. Do I understand why Shiva and Isha were so deeply in love despite having met each other a week ago? No, but I was still rooting for them. Do I understand why sometimes people yell out the Astra’s powers in order to activate them like the Power Rangers? No, neither do I vibe with it, but do you think it mattered? The next moments were so freaking cool that I completely forgot what I wanted to complain about. (Oh, and Saurav Gurjar was in it! I gasped so loud when I saw him on screen, and playing a villain no less!) I was genuinely sad when it ended, I would've watched three more hours of that, despite the terribly written lines. I will fight for this movie and forgive every bad line of dialogue if it kills me.

8.7/10

1. Mahabharat (2013)

In case you haven't noticed, I am absolutely obssessed with Mahabharat. Initially, I’d decided to face the 267 episodes of this show because watching stuff in your target language is a good way to learn (also, that Krishna guy was very easy on the eyes, looking at him a bit more surely wouldn't hurt). It took me a few episodes to really get into the story, but once I did, oh boy, I was so hooked on the plot I even forgot about the language (although I did learn some words from it). The thing about this show, other than the freaking superb plot and phenomenal cast, are the characters. They all made me feel something. And that's the thing with characters, I believe, they don't necessarily have to be good or bad, morally speaking, they have to be well-written and entertaining, they have to make you feel things, positive or negative. Shakuni, a villain, was freaking great because of how good he was at being bad. And the good guys, like the Pandavas, weren't just good, that'd be boring, they were also charismatic, unique, funny, inspiring, and sometimes morally grey, which made them even more interesting, even more human. Watching them get in conflict with their morals when things got dark was insane. Even when they messed up —I'm looking at you Dharmraj— I still wanted to see them win. They felt like family, I watched them grow, I felt so close to them that their struggles and victories felt like my own. “My boys”, I call them. Mahabharat is my Roman Empire, man, I could talk about this show for HOURS. Anyway, this became my favorite show of all time and I'm so glad I didn't let the number of episodes scare me away. (And yes, I am still very much in love with Saurabh Raaj’s Krishna, he is probably one of my favorite characters ever, my heart raced when I first saw him and it still does to this day, BYE)

9/10

Oh, this ended up being a Top 10. Nice.

I both thank you and applaud you for reaching the end of this ramble that is ultimately just a result of my obsession with making lists and ranking literally everything. And also my admiration for indian culture.

I would've included Porus and Chandragupta Maurya but I'm not yet finished watching them, but I thought I should say: I am liking them a lot.

What do you people think I should watch next year? Recommendations are welcome!

✨🇮🇳 ✨

[harapeveco]

miss harapeveco since we are in the topic of anime pls drop some recommendations I don’t have anything to watch 

Omg oks so I have a very shitty taste in anime so this will be a very disappointing list but the ones I mostly recommend are:

Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun: literally every scene is funny and iconic, it also invented m/f yaoi don’t ask it makes sense

Owari no Seraph: I mean this very unironically this anime fucking sucks but in a good way like nothing is ever explained, nothing makes sense and they gaslight you into believing the main boys are gonna be endgame by showing you a homoerotic scene of blood drinking. Just roll with it and don’t ask questions it’s better that way

The Persona 3 movies and the Persona 4/5 anime: the movies are really good they did a good job condensing +80 hours of gameplay in 4 movies (except the third movie but we don’t talk about that). Now when it comes to the persona 4 anime you can tell they didn’t give a shit that thing is just 24 episodes full of jokes and comedy the game wishes it had holy shit it’s really funny for no reason. The persona 5 anime is more complex in the sense that it’s very unwatchable if you go to it expecting something good. It’s bad it’s very bad it’s poorly animated and rushed and it’s just borderline unwatchable but it is really funny if you wanna have a good laugh about how bad something is I recommend it

Osomatsu-san: the first episode of the first season being yeeted into oblivion bc it was very much illegal to show all of it makes it worth it. Keep in mind this is an adult show (even if it doesn’t look like it) so there’s a lot of crude humor and sex jokes but all the characters are such trashy people I like to see them suffer 

Kiss him not me: if you are a shipper this one is for you. Basically the MC is a yaoi obsessed fan girl who wants to see her classmates date each other yaoinly but they want to date her instead 

ID Invaded: really good anime with a really good mystery and plot! Main character did everything wrong but I still love him also Sou did the opening for it 

Happy sugar life: very fucked up horror about a high schooler in love with a literal child but it doesn’t go like you think it goes, they don’t portray it as romantic or cute they very much portray it as the fucked up thing it is and how wrong it is. It’s good if you like feeling unsettled and like to watch things go from 0 to 100 real fast

The promised neverland: amazing series with an amazing mystery and atmosphere! It’s a shame it only has one season tho I hope they make a second season of it in the future but it’s a shame it only has one

Dr stone: it has science, it’s horny, you have over the top characters, what more do you want

Natsume book of friends: you love to cry? You wanna cry after watching every single episode? Ofc you do! This shit will hit you in the gut so hard you will never recover. A beautiful story about acceptance, platonic love, found family and yokai with the best and most realistic character development I’ve ever seen 

Gegege no Kitaro: this one is very broad bc no kidding this anime gets a new adaptation every decade. There’s a 60s version, a 70s version, an 80s version, a 90s version, a 2007 version, a 2008 version that is more adult and follows the manga and a 2018 version too if you like recent stuff more. Most of these are lost media tho good luck trying to find any version that is not the 2018 one. I forgot about the plot of it yeh uhhh basically a kid ghost is a medium between humans and yokai but he mostly play favorites with the yokai and sometimes fucks the humans over so idk if he’s really a medium, he’s very biased about it

The dangers in my heart: I talked about this one before but I’m talking about it again idc. Really cute and wholesome the MC is kinda horny but he’s like 14 boys at that age are pretty horny we have to stop pretending they aren’t. The first 3 episodes are so cringe they are very painful to watch but if you can go through them you will witness what I think it’s the cutest romance after horimiya. I don’t usually read manga bc I have the attention span of a rock but even I did a binge read of it bc it was just so good

King’s game: edgier than shadow the hedgehog 2006, it’s painfully bad like I can’t even begin to explain how horrible this anime is but good lord it made me laugh all the way through 

Chuubyo gekihatsu boy: one of the main characters is a catboy called Rei Tsukumo and another character is a cringe Utaite what more can I say? It’s just dumb cringe kids being dumb as fuck for 12 episodes and you know what? It’s very good at it

Horimiya: just watch it for the love of god just watch it

Sasaki to Miyano: you have miyano who is like “I wonder if I’m gay??? I’m not sure???” While he reads gay manga and straight up imagines himself kissing his guy friend in the mouth like bestie COME ON

Thats all the anime I can think of the top of my head, well adding anime classics like fullmetal alchemist brotherhood, haikyuu, my hero academia (I only follow it bc the Todoroki family drama is the only thing well written in it), dragon ball (not dragon ball z bc as much as I like it I prefer dragon ball and the cutesy adventure aesthetic it has) and ofc how to forget sonic x 

[goldenncherrybombb]

Hey dude, I was wondering, whenever you have time, and whenever you feel like it, could you maybe write a fluffy platonic bestfriend!harry with a reader who's like 17-18 and an actress who's in a movie and he writes a song for the movie so that's how they know each other, and they're doing the press tour of the movie together and an interviewer is being rude and Harry defends her?

Oh my gosh, I love this idea SO MUCH! I’m literally a sucker for best friend Harry, it’s my favorite thing to write.

Also sorry for taking a bit to reply, I’m still trying to figure out how to use tumblr, lol. And I changed her age to ab freshly 20 :p

any who, hope you like it!

-m

“And cut!” The director yells, and the bell goes off. Everyone is on the go as soon as he gives the cue. Y/n’s makeup team coming over to fix her hair and makeup.

“Do you guys think I’m doing good?” She questions, a little nervous about how well she is performing. She is a new actress after all, this is her first big Hollywood movie! After many failed auditions, and small parts on Netflix series she finally got herself a big role.

“You are doing amazing girl. No need to be nervous.” Her hair stylist, Anna, reassures her. Her makeup artist, jay, nodding his head in agreement.

“They love you, y/n. You were cast for a reason, girly. Now show em what you got.”

“Thank you guys.” She smiles at them and her cheeks redden at her friends compliments. The bell goes off and they all get ready to film the next scene.

The rest of the day goes well and on her way out she bumps into someone, too busy looking down at her scripts just to make sure she remembers everything. Her scripts and keys fall out of her arms and land on the ground, next to whoever she bumped into journal.

“Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry, that was totally my fault.” She quickly falls to bend her knees and pick up her things. The stranger bends next to her.

“‘S ok, I wasn’t paying attention either.” His voice sounds familiar. So fucking familiar. But she can’t put a finger on it. She looks up when she gathers her things. Her eyes meeting the strangers for the first time. “Oh I know you. Your the lead character, y/n l/n.” She smiles at, finding it strange that he recognizes her. Harry Styles. Harry styles recognizes her. And she decides that’s the coolest thing ever. “‘M actually writin’ a song for your movie.” They both stand to their full height and he hands her her keys.

“I heard about that! That must be super cool. I’ve always been super interested in music. Just wish I didn’t sound like a dying cat.” They both laugh lightly at that, and he shakes his head at her.

“Doubt that.”

“I wish your doubts were correct. But unfortunately they aren’t.” He just chuckles before he suddenly remembers something.

“I forgot to introduce myself. ‘M Harry.” He holds his hand out, and she takes it in hers and shakes his hand.

“It’s very nice to meet you, Harry. I’ve actually heard some of your stuff before. ‘M quite a fan of Fine Line.” He shyly smiles and their hands go back to their side.

“I don’t mean this in a weird way, but would you want to go grab some coffee?” She smiles and nods her head.

“Would love too.” He nods and gives her a smile before they turn to walk out. As they walk to his car, she assumes, she remembers something her coworkers briefly mentioned. “Aren’t you gonna have a small part in the movie?” She questions, looking over at him.

“Yeah actually, ‘m quite excited.”

“It’s gonna be fun. I saw Dunkirk so I know you will kill whatever scene you have. Aren’t you in a few with me and Andrea?” She questions.

“Five scenes total.” He informs her. “Then I have a few more with Timothee and Jeniffer.”

“That’ll be fun. We party a lot in those scenes.” She shimmies her shoulders when she says party to add some effect, and it does what she intends to and makes him laugh.

They reach Harry’s car and he takes them to a small cafe. They chat over tea and coffee, y/n also having a double chocolate chip muffin because she couldn’t resist. They talk about growing up, all things music, y/n’s career, Harry career. They both tell stories of the craziest moments they have so far in their journey of success. Both have a good time.

They get to know each other and at the end of the night they exchange numbers. He takes her back to set and drops her off by her car. He tells her goodnight and she does the same, smiling when she sat down in her car.

She hope she just made a new friend. They had so many things in common. From the way they dress, the music they like, their favorite food, etc. She thinks it’s safe to say the connected well at the small cafe and she hopes this is the start of them becoming close friends.

And they do end up becoming close friends over the six months they work together. Harry ended up coming to set more often than not, bringing lunch to y/n or eating the food they serve. They go back to her trailer and eat their food, catching up with each other, and sometimes having a food fight. Harry updates her on the songs he is writing, or the Gucci ads he has been modeling for. She tells him about the scene they filmed, or some small roles she has been offered. They also catch up, asking eachother about how their families are doing, making plans for later that night or if one of them had an event they wanted the other to accompany them too.

They both know each other’s families well. They spend the night at each other houses often. Harry takes her to the studios on her days off, showing her the process of recording. She instantly connects with Jeff as well since they both have a similar since if humor that includes teasing Harry on the regular.

But now the filming was done, and so was the editing. They were two weeks away from the release! Y/n was excited but also extremely nervous. But now they were all doing a press tour. And lucky for y/n, Harry got to tag along because of his small role and because he wrote most of the sound track for the movie.

They were about to go on another interview, this one just her and Harry. Their costars doing their own interviews scattered around the building. She was happy her and harry were partnered to do all the interviews today, it meant more time to goof off with him when they aren’t supposed to.

“Well first off I just want to say thank you guys for sitting down with me today.” The interviewers starts, his name y/n found out, is Ben.

“Thank you for having us.” They both say simultaneously.

“So let’s talk about the movie. I know y/n, you are a main character. Can you tell me what it’s like? Being new to the scene and working around men like Harry or Timothee? It’s got to be hard to contain yourself around the pair.” Y/n doesn’t know whether to scoff or smile through it and act like that wasn’t extremely sexist. But when she sees Harry visibly tense and his face harden she knows to just let it slide. She doesn’t want to start something that her manager will want to kill her for. So she bites her tounge.

“I don’t find it intimidating at all. Both of them are very talented, but I don’t find it intimidating. Especially not when they are you friends.” She puts an emphasis on friend.

“Harry, this is your second roll in a movie, and you wrote majority of the soundtrack, how was that? Do you think you will do more movies after this?” Y/n wants to roll her eyes. Of course he gets a normal question but she gets one asking if she could keep her legs closed around her best friend and costar.

“I enjoyed it. It got hectic and stressful at times. But I really enjoyed it and I enjoy acting and obviously writing and singing so I was glad I could do both.” The interviewer nods and this is how the next few questions go. Y/n getting questions like “which costar would you rather date?” “Did you have a crush on anyone while filming?” Really inappropriate and unprofessional questions. But Harry got questions about the writing process, what his favorite scene to film was, and so on. But it was obvious both of them were fed up with the interviewer asking her the types of questions he was. So after the third question Harry chimed in before y/n could come up with an answer that would answer it but not really answer it.

“‘M sorry, but are you gonna actually ask her about the movie? Or how her acting career has been going? Or just anything other than if she found someone hot or who she would mess around with? It’s quite unprofessional and it’s clearly making her uncomfortable.” The interviewer stills, his cheeks flushing. Even the camera crew stills and in the background I can hear jay clapping and saying “yes Harry” faintly. A small smile forms on her face and she looks over at her best friend, noticing how his gaze is strong as he looks at the interviewer with a penetrating gaze. Harry sounded very professional and calm when he told the interviewer off, but his eyes give away exactly how he feels.

“Right, my apologies y/n. But I think that’s actually a wrap.” He looks over at the director and nods.

He doesn’t even shake their hands before he leaves. He just scurries away with bright red cheeks as everyone’s eyes follow him.

“Thank you for that, H.” She smiles up at him before her arms go around his neck and his go around her waist.

“No need t’thank me. No lady should be asked those questions. It’s no ones business who yeh fancy, or whatever the fuck else he was trying to dig out of yeh. ‘S not the ass hats bloody business.” She chuckles and shakes her head, patting his back lightly.

“It’s ok, Harry. You already told him off, no need to get upset over it again.” She pulls back when she’s done talking and Harry huffs.

“Guess yer right.” She smiles at him and pats his head before they walk off set. As they leave the building she loops her arm around his waist and he does the same around her. Her head rests on his shoulder and his lays on hers as they leisurely walk outside.

“Wanna go get some ice cream?” She questions, already knowing his answer but wanting to see his reaction. His head pops up and he looks at her with wide eyes.

“Course I want t’get ice cream! Only mad men turn down ice cream.” She laughs and shakes her head before he stops in his tracks.

“Race you to the car, loser pays.” She squints her eyes at him and holds her hand out.

“Deal.” He goes to shake her hand but she pulls away and starts running towards Harry’s car.

“That’s not fair!” He chuckles, running a little bit behind her.

And in the end, Harry ends up paying for the ice cream with a pout on his face.

[shamemp3]

POSITIVE 20 QUESTIONS TAG GAME

@demondeals thank you for tagging me this was SO MUCH FUN!! ily!!

1. Name 4 fictional characters who showcase your personality the best, with explanations if you want.

aah this is hard okay so first and foremost peter parker. he’s one of those characters that have always been relatable in almost every aspect of life since i was a kid, especially when it comes to how he deals with his feelings and like his emotions and humor and his problems in general?? and then also jake peralta also because of feelings and how he tries to avoid them and be all!! fun fck yea!! and humor and idk?? also i love amy santiago so... third i think is percy jackson bc no thoughts head empty and he is impulsive and also brave and i would like to think that i am brave?? and yeh im trying to make this as short as possible and only vaguely explain but. it’s not working ksdfjbv okay fourth character is stiles stilinski ig?? like sarcasm and humor again, and idk this is all repeating but it all comes back to how he deals w his feelings and guilt and problems and idk the reasons are mostly the same with all these characters and yea there’s more but i feel like i am talking too much so i will stop skjdbvjk

2. Aesthetic

milkshakes and fries, neon lights, blasting the car radio, doing literally anything as long as it’s with friends, city lights, train rides at night, playing video games till sunrise, campfire smell, denim and flannels, drive-in movies

3. Favorite musical/play? (If you’ve never seen a musical or play, one you’d be interested in seeing?)

uhh i’ve only listened to hamilton which had some really cool beats! ive also listened to a few songs from dear evan hansen, wicked, mean girls, and oh now that i think about it i’ve seen the shrek musical on netflix and 10/10 phenomenal in every way that’s my favorite one

4. What is the best compliment you’ve ever received?

i know i’ve gotten compliments but for some reason i cant remember any?? like the second i read this question my brain went whoosh. idk probably whenever people tell me im funny or notice that im keeping my cool in a situation that is very NOT cool?? idk i really cant think of any rn jdfsbksdjb but there have definitely been compliments that i have thought about for weeks bc i was like....omg? me? kinda sad that i dont remember them i really hope i do soon bc i wouldnt wanna forget smth like that sjkdbdvhsb

5. How many times have you been in love?

i don’t think i’ve ever been in love (at least romantically)? im not certain but im 90% sure i haven’t. but when it comes to friends and family, sososos many times i lvoe them all

6. Embarrassing story or fact about yourself that makes you laugh now?

uhhh i got pantsed in like grade 7 bc i was being dragged across the floor and then this 9th grader came up to me in the middle of the hallway and yelled “HEY I SAW YOUR ASS” i wanted to perish

7. Favorite Disney/Pixar movie?

ooh probably zootopia or wall-e!!

8. Favorite flower or plant?

this is hard! i love ferns and sunflowers and hydrangeas and ooh also vines 

9. What’s your favorite holiday?

i love new year’s eve! it’s just fun because we all just stay up and celebrate and there’s always this feeling of “oh i got through another year!” also 4th of july but not bc of the actual holiday just bc my old town used to have these 4th of july carnivals that were crazy fun and i used to go like almost every day when the carnival was in town

10. Name three things that made you laugh or smile this past week.

first one is my school posted a picture of me graduating on their facebook and my mom sent them the link to look at it and when they pressed on it they started replying to my mom thinking it was on whatsapp but they left like 7 comments on the school’s post in arabic so that was funny as fukckjdbf, second is atla bc i love that show and everyone is so precious, and number 3 is literally any conversation with any of my friends

11. What song would you play to introduce yourself to someone?

axel f by crazy frog. next question

12. Name something that truly makes you feel peaceful even at your most stressed moments.

probably watching one of my favorite movies (mr. popper’s penguins or itsv tbh) or like just going on any of my friend’s gcs and sending memes and stuff

13. What do you, did you, or would you study at college?

i plan on going into chemistry!! i might also minor in computer or environmental science, but i’m still undecided! crazy because up till a few months ago i had zero idea what i wanted to do and my plans kept changing like every week

14. This is kind of a weird one, but which outfit of yours makes you feel most like yourself?

probably my denim jacket or my really big red sweatshirt? idk tbh i really only buy clothes that i know i would feel myself in and that i would be comfortable, but i think those two are probably my favorites?

15. What is a quote you live by?

power of people is stronger than the people in power because i want to take down the evil government. this is the first one i thought of so it’s staying skjvbjksdb

16. Name the funniest playlist name you have.

i have ‘AAAAHHHHHHH’ and i have ‘mitten ski’ which is a playlist composed entirely of mitski songs

17. Make a reference to an inside joke you have with someone you love with zero context.

wanna touch knees?

18. What is a message you would give your younger self if given the chance?

please stand up for urself and talk ab ur feelings for the love of god it’s ok to admit to being not ok ?? also everything in the world is not ur fault, chill btich

19. Who is your favorite family member? (If you have no good blood family members, feel free to mention someone in your found family)

i can’t really do this bc i really do love all of them in a different way. i’m definitely closest to my mom because i’ve lived with her all my life, but i still can’t pick favorites

20. What’s a secret dream of yours?

to be an astronaut pls this isn’t a secret i just really want to be an astronaut or a superhero pls someone give me a radioactive eel bite or send me to space or something. also to be able to be more open w people and to visit aleppo again 

i’m tagging: @natasharxmanov @anthonydarling @parkersedith @jessjones @anxieteandbiscuits if you guys want to!!! ily all very much

[slapshot-to-the-heart]

Best Fake Smile

Hey friends! Here’s part X to our ongoing adventures with Alex and Harry, the Chaos and the Calm series, the rest of which can be found here. I don’t get too many people coming and telling me their thoughts or feelings on the series, and i love love LOVE hearing what you guys think, so don’t hesitate to drop by my box! And don’t forget to like and reblog, it lets me know you’re interested in what I’m putting out. 

She's working late and making eyes at the door/She sick of everybody up on her floor/She wants the sun in her eyes but all she gets is ignored

Glancing at her watch for what seemed like the tenth time that hour, Alex counted down the minutes until she could finally leave. Her day technically ended at six, but she often stayed later and picked up some overtime if there was a project or assignment she wanted to finish. This week, though, there was nothing more she wanted to do than get out of the building just as fast as she possibly could. Nothing seemed to be going her way. First her PowerPoint presentation malfunctioned in the meeting, then a new artist was hired who seemed to have a personal vendetta against Alex for no discernable reason, and today as the icing on the cake, a promotion that she really thought would be going to her was given to someone else. Someone who had been at the firm three months less than Alex and who, she thought bitterly, hadn’t handled projects half as important ot high-stakes as she had. So needless to say, the moment the clock struck six on that Friday, she was the first one out of the door. The office was mercifully only a block away from her subway line, so it was less than ten minutes from swiping out of the building to swiping her MetroCard and waiting on the subway platform. The first car that came was nearly full, so she had to wait another fifteen minutes for the next to arrive. She listened to a busker in the meantime, smiling slightly when the song changed from “Go Your Own Way” to “Ever Since New York.” How appropriate, she thought. Taking a brief video and jotting down the girl’s Instagram, she tossed a ten-dollar-bill into the open guitar case. I’ll pass it along to Harry, see if he can get her a meeting with someone.

Her few minutes of enjoyment were abruptly ended by a man shoving her aside to make it onto the subway that was just about to leave, causing her to knock her arm into a nearby concrete pillar roughly. Hissing in pain, Alex held the spot, which she could tell was going to shortly turn into a nasty-looking bruise. A few minutes later, she finally made it onto her train, hefting her backpack more securely onto her side and gripping a strap. Plugging her headphones in, she navigated to her Spotify playlists. Angry Music. As Joan Jett’s “Bad Reputation” filled her ears, she gave a slight smile. Good. Music was always something that she ran to whenever she couldn’t express her feelings or what was going on in her life; it was one of the first things that had brought her and Harry together all those years ago. As the songs passed, Alex tried to distract herself by people-watching, but abandoned it after a few minutes and seeing no less than three middle-aged men look her way in a none-too-friendly manner.

Occupying herself with heavy bass lines and cymbal crashes, the six stops before hers thankfully went by quickly. She tightened the belt of her raincoat, grimacing and looking up at the darkened clouds, praying she’d make it home before the rain began to fall. It was just under half a mile back to the apartment, and usually took her about ten minutes. It began to really come down just as she reached the lobby, and she noted with a tightly-controlled breath that her jeans would need to be thrown in the dryer. Pushing the elevator button, she dug her keys out of her backpack, not wanting to waste time at the door. Shoving the key unceremoniously into the lock, she opened the door to a relaxed-looking Harry on the couch.

She used to put it out and get it all back/But now she slipping trying to carry the act/She's sweating under the lights, now she's beginning to crack

He noticed the dejected look on her face almost immediately. He always did. Abandoning the bowl of pasta he had been eating, he angled his body towards her. “Bad day, love?” He asked gently. He didn’t want to push her; she could get easily overwhelmed at times like this.

“The worst.” Alex said, voice cracking. Harry hated seeing her like this. He always did. Whether it was his fault, God forbid, or not, knowing that the woman he loved was in pain brought his heart unbearable hurt.

“Want to talk about it?” Sometimes she did, sometimes she didn’t, but the last thing Harry would ever want to do would be to not be there for her when she needed him.

She shrugged, dropping her backpack by the couch. “Dunno if there’s much to tell, it just seems like everything’s falling to shit and nothing’s working out, so little stuff, y’know?” Humor was her coping mechanism.

“Like what?”

She huffed. “Well, there was a new designer hired last week, and she sits in the station next to mine. Seems to have it out for me, keeps making dodgy remarks and insinuating I didn’t work for my job because I’m dating you. Then the new campaign slides I was supposed to be presenting wouldn’t play, so I made a fool of myself in front of all the senior staff. Then,” she ran an exasperated hand through her rain-dampened hair, “today I got passed over for that promotion, and it just really hurt?” She questioned, venturing over to the couch and settling against Harry’s waiting arms, paying little mind to the water that was dripping onto the cloth. “I worked so hard for it, and I really thought I was going to get it? My interview went great, I’ve been producing good work, and Eric’s been there for three months less than I have. And then I was caught in the rain walking back from the subway just now. So it’s kind of been a shit week.” Getting it all of her chest felt better, but just sharing her problems with someone wouldn’t make them go away.

“That it?” Harry asked. He knew there was something else. Shit, he was good.

“I mean, people have been saying some crap things about me online, but that’s pretty normal. Gotten past going after my appearance, thank God, but now it’s pretty much revolving around flat-out questioning of our relationship. Why you’re with me, why I have a ‘normal’ job, why you’re even dating when you could just be sleeping with whoever...” She trailed off. “It just hurts when people who don’t even know either of us are deciding that they have the authority to decide how much we love or don’t love each other, what kinds of ‘issues’ we’re having, what goes on in our house and our bed. I love your fans, by and large they’re incredibly gracious to both of us, but they don’t get to know everything about our lives. They’re not here, they don’t know what you mean to me or what I mean to you, but they somehow decide they do and can pass judgement on it, and on us.” The words came tumbling out of her mouth, like a river of confessions whose dam kept breaking.

One of Harry’s hands rubbed up and down her shoulder as her head lay in the crook of his neck and he tried to think of what to say. Before he could, Alex spoke again.

“And because you’re in the public eye, I’m in the public eye. Which I accept and am fine with, but it makes everything so much harder, y’know?” She bent her neck to look at Harry, who nodded sympathetically. “It’s like I have to always be put together and have my issues in order, and anything less than that is unacceptable and reflects poorly on you. And the last thing I’d ever want to do is do something to put your career or your reputation in jeopardy. I always have to be dressed the right way, and say the right things and go to the right places, and everything I ever do or say is hyper-scrutinized. I have to figure out how to walk a line where I’m outspoken but not too political, have sophisticated taste but am still relatable, dress sexy but not trashy, and somehow in that mess still keep a tiny shred of who I am.”

“It’s an adjustment,” he started.

“You can say that again.”

The corner of his mouth twitched. “I’ve had years to try and get used to it, and I still find myself questioning things every day. Whatever you do never seems like enough, whatever you say is never the right thing, whatever you wear is either too crazy or not creative enough. It’s living life under a constant microscope.”

No you don't have to wear your best fake smile/Don't have to stand there and burn inside/Oh oh oh if you don't like it/And you don't have to care so don't pretend/Nobody needs a best fake friend/Oh oh oh don't hide it

“How do you do it? I’m barely dealing as it is, barely holding on, and this is only a fraction of the kind of pressure you’re under every day. I at least have a normal life— well,” she backtracked. “As normal as I could have, given the circumstances. You don’t even have that.”

“I think the most important thing is probably to know who you are.” Harry mused. “To know who yeh are so deeply and not let anyone take that away from you, not care what people who don’t know you have to say about your personal life. To know what yeh stand for and speak up about, know that it’s impossible to please everyone and there’s always going t’be people who say nasty things about you and don’t like what you have to say. And much as I might think otherwise about you, love,” Harry looked at Alex adoringly, “perfection’s a myth. You’re going to be held to a higher standard because you’re in the public eye, because you’re seen with me, and that’s not right. You’re going to be expected to be perfect, but nobody’s a saint. They don’t know us, they don’t know our relationship, you’re right about that. And I think once you accept that we’re not the sum of others’ opinions and don’t deserve to be reduced to that, it’s incredibly liberatin’.”

“Liberatin’” Alex said, giggling. “Interestin’ choice of words.” Her Cheshire accent always got thicker when she was tired.

“Shu’ up,” Harry said good-naturedly.

“It’s just hard to feel like you shouldn’t have to please everyone, because making people happy and proud of me is part of who I am, it’s literally in my job description,” Alex said softly. “Feeling like you’re somehow your own person and someone else’s all at the same time. Gets confusin’. Overwhelming.”

Harry kissed the top of her head, a move he was prone to do when he couldn’t really think of anything else. A comfort move. “And that’s a fine line to walk, love. Just know that the world’s not on your shoulders, okay? We’re in a relationship, I love you, and you’re not meant to bear your burdens alone. You shouldn’t have to. And it’s okay to not be okay sometimes, all right?”

Alex was used to putting on a brave face. She was used to keeping her problems bottled up, stoppered shut with a closed mouth and tight-lipped smile that never dropped. Being the oldest of three with two younger brothers and loving but overworked parents that were rarely home meant that she never really grew up with anyone to confide in. Anyone but Harry, that was. He got really good at telling when she was lying, knowing when she needed a push and was holding something back that needed to be let out. She always felt like she had to be strong for her brothers, even now when one was in sixth form and the other in university, and she hadn’t seen either since visiting last year. So while Harry knew her nearly as well as she knew herself, it was a strange paradox where he was one of the few people she could be honest around and the very reason she felt she couldn’t be honest with the world.

“As long as you’re being honest with yourself and focusing on the things and people you care about, nobody can or should ever ask you for anything more than that, do you hear me, Lex?” Lex was his most cherished, exclusive name for her. Used very sparingly, it was reserved for their most intimate moments when Harry needed to bring Alex back down to reality, back down to him.

If you don't bleed it you don't need it anymore/If you don't need it get up and leave it on the floor/No more believing like it’s a voice you can't ignore/If you don't need it you don't need it/ no

“I know sometimes it can seem like you’re waging some kind of mental battle you just can’t win, that feeling overwhelmed and sad and anxious all at once while muddled up with social media and the press can just make you feel incredibly confused. Can make yeh feel like your feelings make you somehow lesser. But love,” he said, looking at her like she had hung the moon, “they make you a person. They make you alive.” Alex offered a quiet murmur of agreement.

Harry continued to play with her hair, offering words of comfort when they came to him. “Jus’ try to remember that, love,” he said. Alex didn’t respond. “Love?”

` He looked down at his lap, where Alex was perched sleeping, giving soft snores every so often. “Jus’ remember that I love you.”

[batslime]

taggt ( by @wesminator )

Last:

Drink- im schlurpin mtn dew rn

Phone call- my mom to make sure she knew we needed cat food

Text- showing this awful thing to @succubus

Song- ddu-du ddu-du by black pink ( that doesnt even sound the way its spelled and i had to look at it again bc of that )

Time you cried- i dont remember probably while i was watching a movie or smt

Ever:

Been depressed- b o y

Gotten drunk and thrown up- i dont go to parties because i live in the middle of nowhere and ive never been drunk i dont like alcohol enough to get to that point

In the last year have you:

Made new friends- ya

Fallen outta love- YA

Laughed until you cried- no

Found out someone was talking about you- just today my manager told me one of the part time mans texts him to say ive been “acting up” ( i said something to her she didnt get so i told her not to try so hard bc i could smell the smoke coming from her ears ) and he straight up tells her shes stupid fgvhjb

Met someone who changed you- for the worse yes lmao

Found out who your friends are- I’ve found out who my friends aren’t!

Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list- Maybe???? ive remade it so many times/ never go on i dont remember if i have any exes besides @succubus

General:

Fave color- im always a slut for pink but i also love rich greens and lavender

How many Facebook friends do you know IRL - why is a tumblr meme probably aged at like teenage-twenty year olds even asking about facebook

Any pets - rn i have three cats

Do you wanna change your name - legally ya

What did you do for your last birthday - I dont remember i was probably still at home jobless and sad

What were you doing last night at midnight - working on miniatures

What is something you can’t wait for - @succubus is coming over next month, next paycheck, to get the energy to work on all my projects again, genji nendroid

What are you listening to - i just left blackpink playing after i had to look that title up

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - idk

Something that gets on your nerves - god everything lately im like a time bomb

Most visited website - Tumblr and Youtube

Hair colour - Black/ dark brown

Hair length - i cut it asymmetrically l recently and shaved it back in march on the sides so its. all over the place

Do you have crush on someone - i have a crush on being a better and more productive and happier and richer person

What do you like about yourself - lets not start this lol

Want any piercing - not rn im too depressed to take care of my body on a regular basis

Blood type-  b+

Nicknames- 

Zodiac - capricorn

Pronouns - She/Her or They/Them is fine.

Fave TV show - I dont watch tv occasionally tho ill go into netflix and play whatevers nice to listen to while i work, like forensic files or movies im really familiar with 

Tattoos - i dont rly like the way they look i think n when i do see designs i like i like seeing them on other ppl, im too fickle for them myself. i used to do designs for ppl tho

Right or left handed - Right-handed

Ever had surgery - to have my teeth removed and tbh id be terrified and i think id really rather just die if i ever needed under-anesthetic under-the-knife surgery for multiple reasons 

Sports - no

Vacation - i like vegas, theres lots of countries id love to see but ive never been out of the states. im too poor and scared to do that rn esp alone

More general:

Eating - i love squishy foods but ive been craving crunchy stuff a lot lately too. ive been getting bowls of ice to take to my room while i work

Drinking- i drink like three things and that mtn dew, water w crystal lite, and match fraps

About to watch- i dont watch stuff much i just play whatever i can presently stand hearing while i work

Waiting to-

Get married - god no i literally just wanna live alone i dont wanna have to see people in my house while im trying to force myself to work or walking around naked i dont wanna be responsible for another person

Which is better:

Hugs or kisses - i dont like to be tocuhed

Lips or eyes - 

Shorter or taller -  

Nice arms or stomach -  these are like. really obscure selections 

Troublemaker or hesitant -  

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger - no

Drunk hard liquor - no

Lost glasses - yeah i just toss em at the end of my bed at night

Turned someone down - um i work retail and look like a teenager i can hardly fucking go in public without some random ugly ass dude thinking he can talk to me lol 

Been arrested - no

Cried when someone died - i dont think so just animals as far as i can recall, i havent lost anyone close.

Fallen for a friend - ya

Do you believe in:

Yourself - Yeh boi!

st sight - for like animals or shows or smt. if youre talking about another person. thats called attraction and calling it love is creepy and unhealthy and an obsolete concept that we need to nip in the ass tbh. i hear a disproportionate amnt of guys to girls say this and its like always someone they meet in public or whatever. im sure if i were desperate and self hating enough to humor any of the losers who try me theyd say it like five years down the line too. you dont know who tf somebody really is til youve known them for years and gone though real shit and seen how they respond. ive always found “love at first sight” creepy 

Kiss on the first date - idk

Angels - maybe

Others:

Best friend’s name - i call her a disgrace and the cause of my death but other ppl call her franky/ alexa 

Eye colour - Brown

Fave movie - 

Fave actors -

franky ive already tagged you like eight times. also im done working for the day. if you wanna be tagged reblog it and tag yourself im not doing anything else for any more people today 

[solarpunksoftie]

My Sides. AKA the Gene-Pool

ok so i wasn’t tagged for this cuz i dont really know many people in this fandom? but i want to feel included and i have IDEAS so yeh. im doing this. its happening. um i guess i can tag a couple people, and heres a link to the original post. @prinxietyhell @doctorshufflepuff

My Adventurous Side - Adrienne

-They/Her

-impulsive, sexual, outgoing, sensual

-Down for Anything

-Total flake, flits after the most interesting thing at the time.

-Has my sense of humor

-Needs To Do Things. Not really hyper but just really active

-Very literal and concrete thinker; abstract and theoretical conversations confuse her

-Party kid. like they thrive off high energy social interaction. the more people, music, dancing, drinking, etc the better

-doesn’t understand the concept of money ffs they run my bank account into the ground why are they like this

-”Just Do It”

-They dress like they’re going clubbing. tight crop-top, shorts, comfortable boots, maybe a cute button down tied around their waist. Fluffy strawberry smoothie hair

My Ethical Side - Ethan

-They/Them

-Moral compass, passion, ambition, compassion

-The Punk

-Authority means nothing to them if its detrimental or even nonproductive

-Will Fight Anyone if they decide they deserve it

-Slight God complex, believes they can do no wrong

-The Angeriest

-Fuels my sass tbh

-Is very focused on getting help and equality to those in need

-They’re the reason I attend protests

-”Fuck You” / “How Can I Help”

-They wear politically loud clothing. My Anti-Fascist coat and feminism tanktop, as well as some dark wash jeans and black converse. Spiked magenta hair

My Logical&Creative Side - Laura

-They/Them

-Organization, Aesthetic, Obsession, Efficiency

-Pun master

-Efficiency is their endgame with any plan they come up with. 

-Not big into maths or things like physics outside of real-world application

-Responsible for my special interests and obsessions

-Also responsible for anything I create from those interests

-Also credited with my system of reminder alarms so I can function like a normal adult.

-Can catch anyone in a lie, cuz they look for logical inconsistencies

-Pretty good with people. Or at least reading them, which makes responding much easier.

-Does things you would see on Pintrest because they go for optimizing utility and aesthetic 

-”You’re Doing It Wrong”

-Wears a blue button down with the sleeves rolled above the elbows, white tie, black slacks, high heels, glasses. Blonde hair, neatly coiffed.

My Paranoid Side - Pandora

-They/Them

-Fear, Preparedness, Vigilance, Superstition

-Ready for Anything

-Seriously they are the reason I’m fairly sure I would survive a while during the zombie apocalypse

-Also the reason I’ve never been seriously injured or seriously ill.

-Honestly they’re such a mom. A very bitter, resentful mom, but still mom.

-Salty™

-Carries a tiny but well stocked first aid/survival kit

-Also has at least 3 knives on their person, in case of attack or if ya just need to cut something ya know

-Comes up with absurd situations to worry over (eg. “if theres an earthquake right now what are you gonna do?” “Don’t sit with your back to the room you could get stabbed”)

-Demons are totally real and they could be literally anywhere we would have no idea

-Cryptids

-”What was that”

-Dresses ready for the apocalypse to start at the drop of a hat. Thick but light leather jacket (the kind you can’t get a knife through unless you’re Really trying), black leotard (cuz that won’t get caught/tangled in anything and is made to optimize movement), quick-dry cargo pants (I live in the biggest watershed in the US there’s no way I’m gonna be able to avoid wading through a marsh several times during the zombie apocalypse. also pockets, hell yeah), steel-toe boots. Dark brown hair cut real short out of the face (less noticeable, won’t get in  the way or caught on things)

My Depression - Daryl

-They/He

-They’re my god damn serotonin imbalance personified my dudes

-Always tired

-The Most Persuasive

-Even though they’re exhausted they never shut up?? Please go take a nap

-Very clingy, but hates that they’re clingy so they just fuckin insult people in attempts to push them away

-So insecure please protect them

-Can twist any of the other side’s words into something negative

-Can be very philosophical, and not always for the worst reasons. They just like contemplating existence.

“Why bother?”

-Wears a heavy fluffy black hoodie, a soft threadbare black tshirt, black sweatpants, thick fuzzy socks. Hair is frizzy and faded version of whatever my current color is, roots grown out to at least half an inch because updating hair is too much work.

Relationships/Interactions

-A&E: the kind of besties that become a feedback loop of increasingly bad/dangerous ideas if no one else steps in.

-A&L: power team, they get so much done when they work together. unstoppable force of memes.

-A&P: they kinda work against eachother, but they keep eachother from going off the deep end. P stops A from accidentally dying and A gets P out of their comfort zone.

-A&D: cannot stand eachother. If A is around D too long they get irritable and whiny. A exhausts D.

-E&L: L keeps E grounded and E gets L excited about new stuff a lot.

-E&P: P is the reason E hasn’t gotten caught up in a riot yet. E has no problem ignoring P if its for the greater good, however.

E&D: E does their best to ignore D for the most part. D pisses E off to the point of violence and shouting when D gets bad. When D gets REALLY bad E will do whatever necessary to subdue them. 

L&P: they fight constantly. L does give P tips on what to be ready for, but if P gets over the top L will fucking fight them. P is the only one who can draw this much of a reaction out of L.

L&D: L is actually pretty supportive of D. L appreciates D’s rhetoric skills and can even be a little protective at times. D is the most attached to L and will actively seek their approval.

P&D: they have a weird relationship. It’s both tense and chill. They will sit and keep each other chill, balancing their two extremes, but once that balance is broken it is hard to get back and they will quickly get overwhelmed by the other.

[icelandicandadelight]

Girlfriend Tag: Lesbian Edition

 @veggiesaurusrex-grrr <<<< My GF! 

1. Describe how you met each other.

I had a Kurt blog like the nerd I am and Cas somehow saw me as something to be intimidated by when I’m ?????? a loser???????? I’m really happy they managed to gather the courage to say hi first <3

2. What did you first notice about each other?

I noticed how awkward they were tbh. They’re still awkward but in a super cute way

3. Who first asked the other out?

Me!!

4. Where was your first date?

Haven’t had it yet but I think it’s just going to be pretty simple and chill. I really love the idea that Cas mentioned when they were answering this <3

5. Who was first to verbally say “I love you”?

I’m pretty sure it was Cas?

6. How did your first kiss happen? Who initiated it?

(haven’t kissed yet :c )

7. When is your anniversary?

September 3rd : >

8. How long have you been together?

Well depends on what you mean with ‘together’ but as in dating it’s just under a month.

9. What made you realize you were in love with her?

Oh man that’s such a loaded question tho…I think what finally made me realize it was when I noticed that I missed them when we didn’t talk for a day, and when I noticed how just seeing a message notification from them can instantly cheer me up.

10. Where you friends before you became lovers?

Heck yeah we’re still friends what you talking?

11. Were either of you out before getting with your girlfriend?

Well I’m out to my friends…that’s it. Cas was out though

12. Have either of you dated a girl before getting with your girlfriend or is she your first?

They are my first girlfriend, I legit haven’t dated anyone before them. Though they had three girlfriends before me

13. How does your girlfriend define her sexuality?

I belive they’re homosexual/panromantic

14. When is your girlfriend’s birthday? Who is older?

I’m older by a few months. Their birthday is August 21st (and I’m a month late with my birthday present I’m so sorry babe!)

15. Do you live together?

Not yet

16. Have you met your girlfriend’s parents? If so, what was that like?

I’ve seen a few pics and video’s on snapchat. They seem kinda sweet

17. How many people are in your girlfriend’s family?

I know they have one sister, I feel like they have more tho, and then there’s their parents.

18. Whose family do you hang out with more?

I mean…i’ve seen more of their family through pics and stuff so I guess theirs?

19. What nationality is your girlfriend?

American!

20 What is a typical date night like for you and your girlfriend?

Watching something nerdy together on rabb.it (mostly young justice tho)

21. How do you usually spend your time together?

Sending memes together, sending each other snapchats of our day, watching things on rabb.it, rping

22. Have you ever been mistaken for sisters?

I don’t think so?

23. Have you ever experienced any discrimination or prejudice becasue you are a same sex couple?

Not really no

24. Does anyone you know disapprove of your relationship?

Nope…but I haven’t told everyone so we’ll see

25, How much PDA do you do?

None yet I think but as soon as we meet that will be fixed!

26. Have you ever been on your periods together?

yup

27. What is your girlfriend’s middle name?

….not sure heh

 28. Who usually pays when you go out to eat?

I feel like we’re gonna do some kinda trade thing when we do go out together? Like I pay this time they pay next time

29. What is your girlfriend’s number labeled as in your cell phone?

Prinsessa <3

30. Do you have any pet names for each other?

I call them princess and babe a lot, and just…cas xD

31. Does your girlfriend have any pets?

THE CUTEST PUPPER!

32. Have you ever worn your girlfriend’s clothes?

No but I wanna!!!

33. Who is more likely to cook a meal?

They are…I will burn anything ever

34. What is your girlfriend’s favorite food? Least favorite food?

Their least favorite food is peppers and favorite food is Mac’n Cheese

35. Who is more likely to cry for no reason?

Honestly I feel like we will both cry for no reason what so ever

36. Can your girlfriend play any musical instruments?

Nope unfortunately. I wanna teach them to play guitar cause I think they’d look cool with one

37. Who is your girlfriend’s favorite musical artist?

Right now I think it’s Marianas Trench

38. What is your girlfriend’s current favorite song?

"Skin and Bones" by Marianas Trench

39. Do you have a couple song?

“Crazy beautiful” by Andy Grammer

40. Do you have a couple name?

My friend wish calls us dweebs does that count?

41. What is your girlfriend’s best physical feature?

Their eeeeyes omggggggg

42. Who is more likely to forget where they put things?

me

43. Which side of the bed do you each sleep on?

All the bed. All of it.

44. Who hogs the blankets/sheets more when sleeping together?

Me. All the blankets for me or no one gets blankets

45. What do you argue/fight about the most?

We don’t??

46. How do you usually get over a argument/fight?

N/A

47. Does your girlfriend have a “look” (i.e. an angry/mad/annoyed stare)? 48. Who is more likely to refuse sex?

They have this super cute closed lip smile which is just my fave thing

49. Does your girlfriend play any sports?

nope

50. Does your girlfriend root for any sports teams?

Don’t think so?

51. Does your girlfriend have any quirky habits?

I know they do but I can’t think when I’m put on the spot ugh

52. Who takes longer getting ready to go somewhere?

They do (so pretty)

53. Who is more likely to remember an important day (i.e. birthday, anniversary, etc.)?

They are

54. What is your girlfriend’s eye color?

Blue/gray

55. What is your girlfriend’s shoe size?

I’m…terrible at guessing tbh

56. What is your girlfriend’s dress size?

I said I’m bad at guessing these things! (also American sizes are awful)

57. What is your girlfriend’s favorite TV show?

Supernatural or Young Justice

58. What is your girlfriend’s favorite movie?

Monty Python and the Holy Grail

59. Who is your girlfriend’s #1 celebrity crush?

They don’t have on I think

60. What is one item on your girlfriend’s bucket list?

To come to Iceland or just meet me in general

61. Who is more likely to utter a curse word?

They utter, I yell it

62. Does your girlfriend prefer coffee or tea?

I wanna say tea

63. Is your girlfriend a morning or a night person?

Night person!

64. Is your girlfriend more likely to save or spend money?

Spend xD

65. Who squashes the bugs?

Neither, rather capture it (I would NEVER squash the bug in front of them you crazy?!)

66. Who’s better at telling when the other is lying?

I don’t lie to them, but I feel like they’d see right through me if I tried

67. What is your girlfriend’s favorite color?

Hmmmm blue I think, maybe red, earthy tones

68. Does your girlfriend collect anything?

Not that I know of? Maybe candles

69. Who is more likely to randomly burst out into a song?

We’ll do broadway worthy duets and no one can stop us

70. Who is more likely to randomly start dancing?

Me (badly)

71. Have you ever taken a vacation together? If so, where to?

No -n-

72. How tall is your girlfriend?

If I remember right they’re like 5’6

73. Is your girlfriend religious at all?

They’re wiccan which is the coolest thing ever

74. Who is more likely to spontaneously be romantic?

Both of us

75. Who’s laugh is cuter?

Theirs

76. Who is the better driver?

i…don’t know?

77. Who is the better singer?

They are

78. Who is the better dancer?

…me I guess? (I’m still pretty bad tho lmao)

79. Who is better at math?

Me?

80. Whose handwriting is better?

They say mine, I think it’s theirs

81. Who has a better sense of humor?

We are equally terrible

82. Who is more likely to sign a card or a note from the both of you?

They are

83. Does your girlfriend smoke?

Yeah

84. Does your girlfriend drink alcohol at all? If so, what is her drink of choice?

Yup! And they will drink whatever I believe

85. Have you ever discussed marriage?

A few times yeah : >

86. Have you ever discussed having children?

Yeh but we don’t really want them so idk what will happen there

87. What is one thing your girlfriend does that you don’t like?

Smoke, doesn’t take care of themselves, other things…

88. Is there anything about your girlfriend you think most people don’t know?

They can’t pronounce Icelandic worth a damn

89. Choose one word to describe your girlfriend. Why that word?

Independent. Because that’s what they are and it’s a quality I really REALLY admire about them

90. Pass on one piece of relationship advice.

Communication is key. Honestly, that is probably the one thing a lot of people get wrong. You gotta be able to talk to your s/o and tell them if something is bothering you or if you really like something about them. If it’s about a good thing or a bad thing, communication is key.