#her name is kaochan....

[sleepyivoryrose]

Damn, I've been getting a lot of spam lately on my phone. I guess my number has traveled and seen more places than I'll ever be. Good for them. Bad for me though. At least they're not scam calls, those stress me the fuck out.

On another note, sometimes I wonder how stupid some lyrics can get. It's not like I don't get it. People need catchy songs, simple songs you can sing along even when drunk. But damn, some of the things some songs say are stuuupid. Like, my hand magnetically moves towards my face and stays there. I can't help it, it's a force of nature, like gravity exists, the facepalms are unavoidable. And it hurts. It hurts so bad. Yet I still listen to those songs. Because they have really danceable music. But the lyrics...they're so fucking stupid.

And it's not even a "haha, that's kinda funny" stupid. It's just very cringey. I instinctively grit my teeth while listening. Sometimes I wonder if they were under the influence while writing those. Drugs, alcohol, maybe some forgotten, malevolent god, I don't know, man, you name it.

To change the subject yet again, I've been trying to eat less, and specially less sweet stuff. It's challenging though, I get very fidgety and nervous without sugar. Maybe I really am an addict. Which would be terrible if I really have diabetes.

I want to go out, but I know me, my feet will "casually" carry me to the supermarket, were I buy a shitton of sweets and gourge on them. No, I have to be strong. I'll go on sunday, when the fidgeting isn't that bad. But then there's a ton of people outside...urgh.

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I also noticed that there are less pron bots these days, at least on my account. I'm relieved. It's not that I'm asexual or anything, but real life bodies are kinda gross, no matter how attractive they may seem to others, at least they are to me. Fictional stuff is a okay though. I know a few who feel that way, one of them calls themselves even "fictosexual", which is interesting. I wouldn't go that far, but...it's definetly something.

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I wish there was more Kaochan fanart, or written stuff, or something. I've got the feeling I've already seen everything. I guess that's the bane of someone who loves a character whose franchise is slowly fading into oblivion. I just can replay the games over and over again, or feed myself with fanart and stuff. But I'm craving. I'm craving real bad. I love him so muuuchhh. Absolute favorite character ever. The muse and centerpoint of all my hyperfixations. Kaochannnnn - hisses (affectionate) -

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Well, I went of the deep end for a second (I decided against writing this rant though, it was really kinda depressing). I want to be kind to myself. And I will! I will go do myself something good.

Just...thinking about a lot of stuff, since my mothers liver failed her. About life and death. What's important and what's not in life. Stuff like that.

[klonpa]

im thinking about ... her....

[kindcstguardian]

MISC.

Name. Haninozuka Mitsukuni. Age. 18 years old. Date of birth. February 29th. Zodiac. Pisces. Blood type. AB. Sexual orientation. Bisexual homoromantic. Status. Single. Occupation.  Student.

                                              → Physical traits. Eye color. Brown. Hair color. Blond. Height. 4'9 / 148cm Alt. FC. Nagisa from Free will be used as older FC.

VERSES.

Main verse. Tag. 「 V00 · 𝓶𝓪𝓲𝓷 ; Mitsukuni 」

Takes place within any time during the series.

Pre-host club. Tag. 「 V01 · 𝓹𝓻𝓮-𝓶𝓪𝓲𝓷 ; Mitsukuni 」

Before meeting Tamaki, still stuck in the club as president and pretending to be someone he isn’t.

Tba. Tag. 「 V02 · 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓮𝓰𝓮 ; Mitsukuni 」

Currently studying in the faculty of science and technology, Mitsukuni is still upset that he had to reduce his daily sugary intake to a 90% and is only allowed to take Usa-chan twice  ( granted, he understands that he could easily lose it and people would probably not return it, and given it’s a precious object given by his grandma that brings him utmost comfort, Takashi’s words made sense ). 

Tba. Tag. 「 V03 ; Mitsukuni ／ 」

Tba

Amour Sucre. Tag. 「 𝓶𝔂 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓭𝔂 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 · Mitsukuni ／ ❛ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᵉˢᵗ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍˢ ⁱⁿ ˡⁱᶠᵉ ᵃʳᵉ ˢʷᵉᵉᵗ ❜ 」

  Tba.

YanSim / Lovesick. Tag. 「 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓼𝓲𝓬𝓴 · Mitsukuni ／ ❛ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᶜᵃⁿ ᵇᵉ ᵃ ᵖᵒʷᵉʳᶠᵘˡ ᵐᵉᵈⁱᶜⁱⁿᵉ ᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉ ˢˡᵒʷᵉˢᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵐ ᵒᶠ ᵖᵒⁱˢᵒⁿ ❜」

A different institution to the one that was originally planned did not mean that he could assist to any less, it had to be one with a prestigious name such as Akademi. Truth be told, the boy wasn’t precisely thrilled at the idea of forcefully removing the girl Ribaru from her Martial Arts position due to his family’s name tradition as being leader of said club, much less remain as the President and attend every month all reunions done with the Student Council and other fellow captains. However, his only comfort was Takashi who was by his side     plus, being the leader of that club did not mean he could not, ocasionally, drop by others, right?  He’s a frequent visitor of the Cooking Club as a dessert-taster and will help correct formulas or data at Kuga’s Science Club.

Shokugeki no soma. Tag. 「 𝓼𝓱𝓸𝓴𝓾𝓰𝓮𝓴𝓲 · Mitsukuni ／ ❛ ᶠᵒᵒᵈ ᵇʳⁱⁿᵍˢ ᵖᵉᵒᵖˡᵉ ᵗᵒᵍᵉᵗʰᵉʳ ❜ 」

A judge at such early age?  More than one could believe, he gained quite the name with his sweet-tooth. He’s the perfect candidate to ruin someone’s pastry chef career even if he won’t mean to, but his face faltering at tasting a dessert that had high-expectatives is enough to do so. He’s not even a harsh critic yet he has quite the influence, an ocasional visit to culinary centred schools.

Persona 5. Tag. 「 𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓪 · Mitsukuni ／ ❛ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵒᵒˡ ᵐⁱᵍʰᵗ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵇᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇʳⁱᵍʰᵗᵉˢᵗ ᵒʳ ᵈᵉᵃᵈˡⁱᵉˢᵗ ⁱⁿᵈⁱᵛⁱᵈᵘᵃˡ  ❜ 」

  Tba.

TBA. Tag. 「 𝓫𝓷𝓱𝓪 · Mitsukuni ／  ❛  ❜ 」

Tba

Tba. Tag. 「  · Mitsukuni ／ ❛  ❜ 」

 Tba.

Relationships

Morinozuka Takashi. Tba.

Suoh  ‘ Tama-chan ’  Tamaki. Tba.

Ootori  ‘ Kyochan ’  Kyoka. Tba.

Hitachiin  ‘ Hika-chan ’  Hikaru. Tba.

Hiitachin  ‘ Kaochan ’  Kaoru. Tba.

Fujioka  ‘ Haruchan ’  Haruhi. Tba.

Tags.

「 Haninozuka Mitsukuni ／ 𝓱𝓾𝓷𝓷𝔂 ┊❛ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜᵘᵗᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃᵈᵒʳᵃᵇˡᵉ ᵗʸᵖᵉ ❜」

「 Haninozuka Mitsukuni ／ INQUIRY 」

「 Haninozuka Mitsukuni ／ MUSINGS 」

「 Haninozuka Mitsukuni ／ VISAGE 」

「 Haninozuka Mitsukuni ／ INTROSPECTION 」

「 Haninozuka Mitsukuni ／ HEADCANON 」

「 Haninozuka Mitsukuni ／ ROMANCE 」

「 Haninozuka Mitsukuni ／ MUSIC 」

「 Haninozuka Mitsukuni ／ CRACK 」

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[sleepyivoryrose]

Writing into the new year 2024! New year, new me, I would say, but old habits die hard. I do want to be a little more gentle with myself, though, and maybe work on creating a more healthier day-to-day routine. Small steps. Writing stuff down does help, it's kinda therapeutic. I don't have many friends and I barely talk to my family, so it's a healthier way to vent, I think, than doing other stuff.

So, what are the creative plans rn?

Well, first of all, I want to keep working on my Animal Crossing islands. My Edo japanese town island is slowly but surely transforming, and I plan on putting villagers in there that remind me of an story I never wrote about, but I really like.

On the .hack// island I'm not so sure about, what to do. I am contemplating many things. I would like to do a desert inspired island, after all, it is named after a book I once wrote that mostly takes place in said area. Or in said 'arena', hehehe. Little translator joke.

On the other hand, I would also like to create the worlds of The Death Gate Cycle in it. They're eight very well thought out worlds. I probably will start with...how was it called...Ariadne? I gotta read the first book again. The air planet, with the floating islands, I mean.

And again, on the other hand... I saw yesterday a island planning formed after a K.K. Slider Album. I thought it would be cool to do that for Stale Cakes or something.

Outside from the Animal Crossing stuff, I got several projects, I barely can keep count on all of them. Right now I like a kind of edgy story I started writing yesterday, I got my MMFFs in the german fanfiction server, and I want to keep working on a visual novel called Game of Royals, since my friend isn't feeling good yet, and she mentioned that it would make her happy.

Of course, I also would like to keep drawing kaochan, to perfection the art of drawing him, and I think I am at least getting the hang of the face, but it's yet far from good.

Traditionally, there's a lot of things I want to try out. I've been making my own charms and keychains, for example. I want to try water marker, so that i can create a more soft look to my drawings...and I still have to finish my canvas with the acryl colors.

And somehow, between all of this, I have to try to live my daily life, cleaning my room, going to doctor appointments, going to buy groceries, etc. There's a lot of work cut out for me.

I have to say...my creative juices is probably the thing giving me life right now. Breathing it in me, gently. I'm in pretty bad shape.

But I think, even losers are allowed to be happy, in their own little, pathetic way.

Sigh, so much for being gentle. I guess I have to train that.

Well...slowly. Very slowly. I was never the type to run full speed through life. On the contrary, I take my time, and let life take the reins on me.

2024 is another chance, and I will take it, as long as I'm allowed to stay in this world.