#her family is mostly dead lol. no arm no anchor...... like. mythal's approval + the well is all she REALLY has at this point | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

lavellane · 4 months ago

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do i make ashara more devoted to mythal post trespasser or do i alienate her from the evanuris entirely. is she immune to propaganda by virtue of how badly solas damaged her ability to believe in anything or is she especially vulnerable to it now bc she still WANTS to believe in anything. is she sporting subtle mythal details in her costume design or is she not

#love talking to myself on tumblr dot com <3 #oc: ashara #i feel like she's always believed in the principles/vague mythos of the evanuris more than taking it all at face value #so even tho she might know the truth abt the evanuris she would still hold mythal's values of justice close to her and express it thru her #but also like. having MET mythal. and drank from her well. actually meeting not just the gods but YOUR god and her being confirmed the #''nicer'' one who tells u that ur cool and are doing a good job... idk. i think theres a possibility of her being manipulated/doubling down #and like.. she got rid of her vallaslin for solas and then HE left. her inquisition is frail her relationship with her clan is frail #her family is mostly dead lol. no arm no anchor...... like. mythal's approval + the well is all she REALLY has at this point #and she gets attached to people. to things. so so much .idk. its tricky bc shes lonely and needs some sort of SOMETHING to keep her going #but she also deeply believes in The Truth and accepting reality even if it sucks. so idk if she'd hold on to smth just out of comfort/habit #bc shes a pragmatist at heart and open to change. but like circumstances are sort of pushing her to her brink lol #i genuinely have no idea. maybe the secret third answer is that This is the problem shes facing in datv #the crisis of faith. wanting to stand by her ideals versus wanting to feel held by SOMETHING even if its a lie #and a character breakdown as a result that could go one of two ways #man its so funny talking abt her like shes a Real character i am being paid to write. insane that im doing this for free for an audience of #like 3 people who care JKJGFKJFGKJGKF

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