#hello.layla 🍓

[m-ilkiee]

I think the problem with most 18-21 year olds on this site is that everyone wants to be contrarian to be relevant, but they don't know how to constructively criticize the media they engage with while also appreciating the work that is already out here because they've never put in the work in writing a piece of article.

To put it simply; you have a whole lot to say about what people write and how you may find even the mildest of things repulsive, yet you've never ever in your life written and/or published anything and you lack the skills to critically engage with any written work. This goes beyond fanfiction.

How many of you actually read books in your free time? How many of you journal or attempt to write something? How many of you think for yourselves?

Perhaps, the reason that I rarely complain about how people write their characters is because I read so wide as a child and no matter how vastly different a character is from me, I learned the skill of viewing from the lens of the character. It takes a great amount of intelligence to try and see things from a character's persepective and to view that character as a tool to drive the story forward, rather than my own perspective and honestly it makes it more enjoyable. I didn't gain it naturally, I was taught by my literary teachers and people older than me who also read a lot.

Lastly, I've read so much that I know when to stop reading something I don't enjoy and go for things I do. It's clear it's a lesson everyone else needs to learn instead of complaining about a hobby writers do here for free.

[laylaverse]

From tomorrow, I'm gonna start my wonyoungism journey and document it here! Let's do this 💞

[m-ilkiee]

Oh this sounds like a fun idea!

Fanfic Writers: Director’s Cut

Reblog this if you want readers to come into your ask box and ask for the “director’s commentary” on a particular story, section of a story, or set of lines. 

Or, send in a ⭐star⭐  to have the author select a section they’ve been dying to talk about!

[m-ilkiee]

"Within a span of one month, (name) (last name) has been physically, emotionally, mentally and sexually assaulted by two out of three Sano brothers because their egos couldn't handle being called out on their horrible treatment. Unfortunately for the poor woman, the mental strain took a toll on her and she attempted to take her life. She survived after desperate attempts to resucitate her and was rushed to a nearby hospital, where she was treated. One would think the Sano brothers would feel some form of guilt for pushing her towards the edge but no. In fact, this was just the beginning of the horrors (name) will experience in their hands." Layla's commentary podcast on chapter 1 and 2 of "Monsters"

Welcome to Monster's first ever poll! I have teased this since last month, but unfortunately, I haven't had the energy to do so. If you haven't read the last chapter, I'd advice you do so before we continue.

So, we've seen the two brothers in action. We've seen how manipulative Manjiro can be to bend the truth to fit his ideal and we've seen how cruel Izana can be, to make sure reader stays silent. With the two of them already made their move, the stage is set for the horrors yet to play out.

However, I am curious, the two of them went to such great lenghts to make reader miserable. Mikey gaslit Reader until she had no will to do anything and Izana reminded her of a past she would rather forget. Mikey broke her heart and Izana put cracks in her spirit, both different ways for the same goal, silence. so who do you think did was far worse and why?

(If you're too shy to comment or reblog your answers, my anons are wide open.)

(As I promised, I've decided to add something extra! Blind items! These are to add more context and shed more light on parts of the story I couldn't get in. Blind Items are submitted by an anoynmous side characters and if you can guess correctly who, I'll give you a special shout out in the next chapter!)

#1 Blind Item: Bruised Ego

"When reader came newly to school as freshman, the boss(Izana) had an actual interest in her. It even got to the point that he wanted to invite her to one of our parties to know her better. Unfortunately, he found out from (name)'s roommate whom he was hooking up with at that time, that (name) thought he was scary and preferred Mikey. This hurt him and made him want revenge to teach her a lesson. This is why he has all her past information at his finger tips, because he wanted to torment her since she unknowingly rejected his advances. He only paused because Emma later became friends with her and kept it in case. I know this because I travelled to (name)'s hometown to collect some of these information." - Submitted by an upper echelon in Tenjiku

[laylaverse]

Thank you Chappell Roan for existing.

[m-ilkiee]

"I hate bimbo reader. I hate when reader is a meek little girl" nobody gives a flying fuck about what you think.

[m-ilkiee]

@lees-chaotic-brain THIS IS THE PASSIONATE ENCOUNTERS POST

he's so hot there's no way gojo didn't have passionate encounters with him

[laylaverse]

Me going for ward rounds while my cramps are killing me: I hate myself smmm 😔

[m-ilkiee]

The Rich Kids of Beverly Hills : MASTERLIST

Monsters x Eboys Ruined my Life crossover smau

Tokyo Revengers x Jujutsu Kaisen Crossover smau

summary: the daily lives of the rich kids of WBU and their friends from the sister school + y/n from monsters. Yes we have two y/ns. One is broke. If you haven't read E boys Ruined my life or Monsters go do that now to understand the whole gist.

Warning: Dark content (cause of the nature of the fic) Implied smut, dark topics, dark jokes, mean girl behaviour, implied substance abuse and oding, post elon musk twt (but no one rlly cares), stalking, harrassment, bullying, two y/ns

rated - 18+ Minors dni

Starring: Eboys - main cast, Monsters - main cast, side casts

Aura points

Blink twice if you need help

An average day on Beyoncé's internet

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A/n: Really I'm doing this shit just for shits and giggles. I need a break every once in a while from writing the heavy themes of monsters and eboys + school, so I thought why not make this? I did say their universe is connected after all and I really don't wanna give up my crossover ideas. This is for all my tr x jjk girlies who like my fics. I considered adding my taglist but I feel like me making this is cringe enough.

[m-ilkiee]

"After many years of searching for Megumi and finally finding him, I'm supposed to be happy. I should be happy, Miwa. But something's wrong with Megumi." Your voice breaks as you struggle to get the words out without bursting into tears, remembering how he humiliated you in front of all his frat members and friends, with a smirk, a knowing look in his blue eyes that said it all, that he knew exactly what he was doing. "He's acting weird, like he never knew me. And he's doing this intentionally." - y/n to Miwa, chapter one "Love at first sight"

Welcome to the first ever polls for E-boys Ruined my Life! Now I know the first chapter hasn't come out yet, but for those who have read Stupid L♡ve, you'll have an idea of what E-boys is about. If you're seeing this post for the first time, I have a new fic coming out, E-boys Ruined my life and if this intrigues you, stay tuned.

I need help though! So I'm kind of stuck with picking a nice aesthetic for Megumi. Ultimately, I've narrowed it down to two. Punk "in your face bad boy" and Dark Academia "unassuming bad boy". Whichever aesthetic you choose will affect how Megumi will behave and how the story goes.

So here are some inspos for the two with propaganda:

Dark Academia "unassuming bad boy": Well kept and nicely groomed compared to other guys in his frat, as well as coming from generational wealth, he's the definition of every girl's unattainable dream. But don't let his rather aloof appearance fool you, beneath it all is a certain callousness, manipulative tendencies and the thirst for cruelty that lies within all that come from the Zenin family.

Punk "in your face bad boy" : A lot of people fear him, but can't help but be drawn towards his rather engimatic aura, assuming there is a heart of gold behind his tough act, thet his family made him this way. Little do they know that his true nature is far worse than what he lets on and just like his dysfunctional family, is rotten to the core.

(You can send me an anon or comment on why you chose which one!)

[m-ilkiee]

People keep wanting moral purity and healthy relationships without understanding that the world is not black and white. A black and white fiction is often not that good of a piece because it is disloyal to reality.

can’t imagine living in a world where authors aren’t allowed to explore darker themes and topics through literature

[m-ilkiee]

Hey guys, I'm making an important annoucement comcerning Monsters.

I did not like how the chapter two ended. It disrupts the continuinity of the fic and it makes chapter 3 feel insignificant, so I'm going to change how Izana and Reader interact towards the ending of Chapter 2. I'm going to remove the suicide ending and the assault part cause I feel like it feels forced and it feels like I'm making reader suffer unnecessarily.

That being said, I'm privating chapter two on tumblr and I will release it soon or when I'm releasing chapter 3. Thank you for your usual cooperation. Sorry for the confusion, it's a one man show and I get up in my head sometimes.

I'm also accepting application for beta readers now. Some of my mutuals have offered to, but I realize I need an extra set of eyes that can help me and properly criticize my work before I post it. I need at least two- a well seasoned writer and someone who just reads fics without writing. Why I'm specific is because I know two sets of eyes are necessary for me to see two perspectives. Thank you very much.

[m-ilkiee]

What’s mikey, izana and shinichiros ideal type

Sorry I didn't reply on time. This weekend was... a lot.

Full disclaimer, this is NOT a solid or end saying of these character's type. I'm basing this solely on my discretion and the Monster's universe aka the fanfiction that I'm writing. Okay with that said, let's get into it:

Solely based on Monsters (cause idk in canon what's that going to be):

Mikey Sano: His type is someone that can match his energy. He's very energetic and sometimes brash, so he needs someone who can either match his energy or go with the flow of it without getting worn out. If he's up, your up, if he's tired, you're tired too cause HE wants to cuddle. Bonus if you're pretty too and have a nice set of boobs (people don't like adding physical attraction but trust me it plays a BIGGG part in having a type), he will definitely want to cling on to you or use your chest as a pillow.

In monsters, he likes someone who is sexually experienced as well. Not that he won't be gentle when he wants to, but he prefers not having to teach someone everything from start to finish what they should do. He may also like someone independent who can hold their own, preferably soneone with a strong character who won't let anyone push them around, not even himself. This is why he's not a fan of Reader in monsters at the beginning.

Izana Kurokawa: I feel like his type is someone who is intriguing. He'll have to know the person first but he's very observant and would notice if something in that person piques his interest. He rarely falls in love but surprisingly, he gravitates towards kind and gentle people, despite being the opposite and thinking they are weak. Being hot lookwise is a factor, but Izana doesn't really care about that or your body type.

He can be very clingy during sex, so he'd like if you're responsive and cling on to him or indulge him that way. He needs to be in control at all times and someone who fully surrends themselves to him is a dream come true. Overall, in character, loyalty to a fault is what he values the most. He wants someone who can trust him and blindly follow him, even if it's to hell and back.

Shinichiro Sano: In terms of Monsters, he also likes kind people. People who are inherently good and try to do good. People with a pure heart and a gentle soul. Someone that will accept him for who he is no matter how odd he is. Physically if you're hot, you'd catch his eye, but really this man thinks every girl is hot so you're in luck. Bonus if you're thick anywhere.

He's the sweetest during sex so he won't mind a virgin or experienced. He's very patient and would match whatever pace you want. Just being vulnerable is enough for him.

I also think he'd like someone who wants to take care of him. He's been a father to his siblings, a leader to his gang and he's always watching other people's backs, so it'd be nice if he can switch off his brain to be with you because he knows you got him.

[m-ilkiee]

"Omg ur exposing minors to bad stuff" if a minor can read and understand fanfiction, they can also read and understand the following words. RATED 18, DARK CONTENT, TW. INCEST, MINORS DO NOT INTERACT.

And if they can't understand simple sentences, then Wattpad is right there for them. Not tumblr.

You can bitch and moan about how writing shit like this is "bad", but really the closest thing you've read to an actual book with nuance is ... actually nothing, you don't read anything. It's always the smau writers who just entered tumblr, like shut up and sit down. If you're worried about kids, host a security seminar to parents to monitor their online presence or teach kids internet safety and how to use the block option. No one is obligated to hide their content from you because you think you're on a moral high ground compared to the rest of us. People like you are the reason why we can't say murder and kidnapping and call real pedophiles pedophiles because you don't want "kids" knowing bad stuff, but in reality you're doing more harm than good with your chronically online takes.

Respectfully take a break from smaus and pick up a book. I may not endorse many things but I'm on the side of artistic freedom and blocking people. I'm on the side of writing about darker topics and exploring trauma, because talking about pedophilia was how I discovered that I was assaulted at seven. Something I didn't know because adults with YOUR mindset refused to let me know that it's wrong for an adult to touch a child because "what about the kids."

I'm not saying children should be exposed to reading r 18 fics, god no. I'm saying that 1) people should write wtv the fuck they want without being looked at as a bad person. 2) kids should have a safe space, preferably with a trusted adult that is NOT on the internet who will not be afraid to talk about darker topics that can affect them. 3) enough of what about the kids or the mentally ill people, why should a kid be on my account?

[m-ilkiee]

LOUD AND CLEAR

honk shoo 😴💤

NSFW version on x

[m-ilkiee]

I've come to terms I'll never be popular in my writing. I was just too late I guess.