#hello i am Feeling Things about eddie diaz this fine solar eclipse monday

[apassingbird]

there's something so painful about the idea that eddie has been well aware of his feelings for buck this entire time but has kept them safely hidden away for a myriad of reasons one of which is that eddie was so sure that buck wasn't someone he could actually have and then suddenly buck's having dinner with tommy and it looks so much like a date and then buck's teary eyed in the kitchen of his loft telling eddie that he's bisexual and what else can eddie do but place a gentle hand on his shoulder and offer buck his unwavering support and tell him that he loves him no matter what and then slip out of the apartment feeling like he's lost something he wasn't brave enough to ever reach for