#hell sometiems i don’t even feel good enough to be on here
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am i good enough?
#i just feel like i’m not good enough#not good enough to do hard classes#not good enough to live up to my standards#hell sometiems i don’t even feel good enough to be on here#i don’t know where i’m going wrong#i honestly just think this is my ‘depression week’#mainly because it’s been two years since my very first suicide attempt and it just weighs down on me sometimes#and the only thing that sometimes works is pretending some fictional character would give two damn shits about me#when in reality i wouldn’t even be good enough for that#i can’t stop thinking like this#this is honestly just a really hard time for me because i just tend to have everything weigh down at once#but i just don’t feel good enough#and i know no one is gonna see this or care but i dunno#i’m just tired of everything#it’s pathetic of me to pretend some fictional person would give a shit about me#it’s pathetic of me to keep trying to be better at something than my brother so i can have one thing be known as a me thing#and i know i’m weird#and i hate it#i hate the way i am#it’s just the reality of it. i’m not good enough. not for me not my family nor anyonee#i’m not digging for clout either so just…please don’t.#skipper speaks#vent#i actually think this is the lowest i’ve been in a while
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