#hell dimension. yknow. claudia has THAT going on. as well as all the other miseries.

[teeforhee]

Claudia's relationship to the audience in iwtv is driving me forever insane. she is dead and gone and her diaries end with 'fuck these vampires'. they end when she finally has someone besides her diary to talk to. when she begins living her own life without interference. and in order for me, the audience, to know more about her, and Madeline, and their life together, she would have to tell me. but she doesn't want me to know. she's done having her most private thoughts shown off as evidence in someone else's trial. she's done being a footnote, a fact-checking device, she's done having her life eaten up by people with bottomless appetites. I want to know. I wan to know her without the lense of interpretation, of speculation. I want to HEAR her side of the story. but she's dead and gone. I can't. she's just a ghost now. and a ghost is a wish. it's not the real thing.