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mapsareforbraindeads · 2 months ago
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“did you call us to rub salt in our wounds (…) i can’t even celebrate my son’s birthday” right after hyunsoo gets a gift with heeseong’s initials… everything in this drama is so tragic oml
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hwxnghyynjin · 1 year ago
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Billie bby hiii !! it's been so long how are you? 💕
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JINNIE HIIIII I MISSED YOUUUU IM GOOD (well, apart from me losing it because i had a dream where i made oUT WITH HEESEUNG AND I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM) I've finally finished college and I start uni in October 😁
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jinnie-luv · 2 years ago
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i need someone to pick 1 or 2 for me
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boyingray · 1 year ago
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i appreciate hyunsoo confronting heeseong in the middle of ep. 15 saying that heeseong doesn't scare him. and then thought "he can't be scared if he can't recognise that inside himself" because alexithymia.
and then he's told jiwon got murdered. and suddenly nothing else matters except the bastard claiming he killed his wife suffering as much as possible.
i like how the show has him be vulnerable. not that his worst fear is realised. but that they show he's not always sure what's real. that he's scared, even if he doesn't really understand how to qualify those sensations that come with it.
he says he sees his dad, a man who's been dead for half of hyunsoo's life. he hears jiwon talking and isn't sure if she's real. heeseong said he killed her. the police said she was dead. he isn't sure if he's actually hearing her or if the voice he hears is an auditory hallucination.
he says "i see a dead person" and looks so lost. that to me is when it sunk in that he feels as lost as he looked that whole scene. the psychiatrist who treated him didn't care to actually understand him. the one person he trusted, the one person who wasn't manipulating him for years, isn't sure what to think anymore. and in that moment, he wasn't sure either.
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mapsareforbraindeads · 2 months ago
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viki’s “where the morning star rests” vs netflix’s “where the rising star stays” lowkey i think rests works better when thinking about docha. like hyunsoo has been fighting against what the world has been forcing him to be and jiwon is constantly trying to work with what she has and ESPECIALLY stressing over hyunsoo/heeseong’s case. and then they can both rest in their safe haven.
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ikeuz · 2 years ago
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(♡) thezombiekidwearingraggedyfrills: mimi! 🫶🏼
(♡) sensitiveandhungry: my baby linds 🍑
(♡) full-sunnies: loveliest channie 🐍
(♡) multi-stan-jenny: my jen jen 🌷
(♡) hoes4hoseok: girlboss piper 🐝
(♡) jaehunnyy: my angel chippy 🤍
(♡) bbujiikseu: mi estrella kana 💫
(♡) flwrshee: my one n only riri 💖
(♡) donghoonie-3: sweet avery 🍁
(♡) yoursjaeyun: mi esposa val 💍
(♡) heeseongism: slayful jinnie 💋
(♡) heydawnie: darling dawnie 🦢
(♡) hee-pster: the icon herself 🦍
(♡) rikismiel: mi princesa mel 🫧
(♡) ashxxgyu: my darling ash 🥀
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(♡) lvmazzy: my star mazzy ⭐️
(♡) apple-brees: bree bree! 🐣
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(♡) enha-cafe: my pretty j ❣️
(♡) ioveuntold: cutie tala! 🍡
(♡) astro-yechan: mellie! 🪼
(♡) soluvcore: my honey 🍯
(♡) c0rn3rst0ne: kiera 🫶🏼
(♡) seolboba: my koko 🧋
(♡) hiyyihsaein: innie! 🩶
(♡) heetoldme: paris! 🍉
(♡) soirei: bffie chels! 💬
(♡) autwm: autumn! 🫶🏼
(♡) syrxiee2: angie! 🍭
(♡) hyunverse: rin! 💌
(♡) bambheez: cat 🥮
(♡) hsgwrld: meg! 🫶🏼
(♡) mikyuz: mika! 🫶🏼
(♡) crusheo: flavi! 🫶🏼
(♡) jakeyzzz: leila 🫶🏼
(♡) elysity: aeris! 🪭
(♡) cathyun: rin! 🫶🏼
#my loves#PLS TELL ME IF I MISSED ANYONE#AND IF U’D LIKE TO CHANGE UR EMOJI !#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 my baby linds 🍑 ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 loveliest channie 🐍 ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 jen jen 🌷 ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 mi estrella 💫 ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 riri 💖 ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 slayful jinnie 💋 ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 mi esposa 💍 ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 darling dawnie 🦢 ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 my darling ash 🥀 ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 my sweet minxy 🦋 ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 bree bree! 🐣 ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 the icon herself 🦍 ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 my pretty j ❣️ ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 innie! 🩶 ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 mellie! 🪼 ˚ˎˊ˗#𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗚: ·˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗚𝗡𝗘𝗗 my koko 🧋˚ˎˊ˗
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hwxnghyynjin · 2 years ago
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billieeee :( hi bby
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Hyunjin babie 🥺
Jinnie hello ily 💕
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donghoonie-3 · 1 year ago
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Want to ask taglist if you all still want to be on the list, please interact with this post or notify me in any way if you do want to stay on it !!
@makiixuxii @parkhonnie @hee-pster @foxdaisy @heeseongism @cha0thicpisces @lynanist @heeseungssidechick
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boyingray · 1 year ago
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my reaction to episode 15 of flower of evil was literally the "i was so caught up in x that i forgot y"
in this case: i was so caught up in the ending being more sweet than bitter that i forgot how convoluted this gets. seriously how the fuck did heeseong get the gun. the man was about this close to being in handcuffs.
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beomsl · 2 years ago
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y'all are so obsessed with jinnie omg @heeseongism if i were you i would make my own photocards i bet you'll be rich you have a whole fandom atp they really can't resist you girl 😚
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heeseongism · 2 years ago
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GIRL. NO WAY. NO WAY. IM. WHAT.
I just got notified that THE dick anazlyzer miss heeseongism followed me 😭😭🫶??!?!???!!!?!?!? HELP IM SCRRAMINNGNGNGGGGG BEACUSSE WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THAT????? IM LIKE CLIMBING WALLS RN YOU DONT UNDERSTAND MY FAV DICK ANALYZER FOLLOWWED ME THIS IS HUGE. REVOLUTIONARY.
AND CAN WE BE FRIENDS PLEASE 😭😭🫶🫶
AND GIRL YOUR LAYOUT IS JUST 😍🙏🙏
STILL IN SHOCK. WILL NOT RECOVER ANTIME SOON
PARTLY EXPECTING YOU TO UNFOLLOW AND REALISE YOU ACCIDENTALLY FOLLOWED THIS RANDOM DELUSIONAL PERSON 😭😭🙏
STOP YOU GOT ME GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET YOURE SO ADORABLE 😭💗💗 'my fav dick analyzer' HELP IM DEAD
ofc we can be friends bby and tysm ur layout is super cute too! plsss i would never unfollow i need some more fellow delulu mutuals :3
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ikeuz · 1 year ago
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💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. 💌
thank you sweet nonie <3 sending one right back to you !!
@telesvng @tuesdeads @seolboba @sensitiveandhungry @hee-pster @heeseongism @gyuitas @moonlighthoon @donghoonie-3 @flwrshee @full-sunnies @ashxxgyu @angelsvngg @reivrze @riikiblr @chaeoniz @beomsl @lvmazzy @jaehunnyy @heesbaby @yoursjaeyun @iheefleur @ioveuntold it’s more than 12 but oh well </3 I LOVE YOU ALL MWA <3
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hwxnghyynjin · 2 years ago
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You Should See Me In A Crown
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Pairing: park jongseong x reader Genre: royalty!au, horror, smut, angst Warnings: character death, mentions of throwing up blood, gore, illness, mentions of witchcraft, nightmares, smut (unprotected sex, biting, grinding), swearing, I think that's it Word count: 6,063 Taglist: @foxdaisy @heeseongism
There are two types of people in the world. Rich and poor. You came from the latter. Growing up, your family didn’t really have much, which meant that you couldn’t afford to buy medicine in case you end up sick. Luckily that didn’t happen. Until one day.
Your younger brother suddenly got really sick, to the point where he was vomiting blood. A fever so bad, he felt like he was in a sauna, sweating profusely. He felt so weak, couldn’t get out of bed. He couldn’t even eat or drink, his throat burning, feeling like he was swallowing daggers.
You didn’t know what to do, crying every single night to sleep, worried about your little brother. He got sicker as the days passed, starting to smell like rotting meat, which confused you. You’ve never seen anything like that before, and it scared you.
On the 7th day of his illness, your brother passed away, his eyes bleeding out of their sockets, blood trickling out of his mouth and nose. That was one of the worst days of your life, you felt like you failed to protect him. The sight of your dead brother made you scream, tears blurring your vision. Your parents didn’t say anything, crying silently as you laid over your brother's body. Your mother tried to pry you away from him but you wouldn’t budge. Your younger sister sitting in the corner, sobs leaving his small body.
A few days after his death, your sister was the next person to get sick, the same symptoms as your brother had. She even died the same way: eyes bleeding out of their sockets, blood trickling out of her mouth and nose. You didn’t know what to do at that point, but you were definitely sure that something was wrong.
Your questions were answered a few days later as your mother was sentenced to death from being accused of witchcraft. Why would your own mother kill her own children? Your own brother and sister? Did she actually do it, or was she framed? Or was it something else?
Seeing your mother being burnt at the stake was something you weren’t expecting, but being accused of witchcraft is the worst type of crime, according to the government. Hearing her screams echoed in your mind, haunting your nightmares every single night.
Now, 8 years later at the age of 20, everything else has gone to shit.
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You woke up in a dark room, more specifically your bedroom, the sound of birds knocking on your window. Getting out of bed, you trodded your way towards the window, drawing back the curtains to see a bunch of crows knocking into the window, some of them falling to the ground. Not again, you thought. That’s the third time this week, and it’s only a Tuesday. 
Since you’re now out of bed, you thought it would be a good idea to get dressed, and that’s exactly what you did. Taking your nightgown off, you grabbed the first items of clothing you saw, which was a pair of black pants and a white dress shirt, buttoning it up. You brushed your hair, getting rid of your bed hair, brushing through the knots. Tying the laces of your boots, you left your bedroom, going to do your daily errands.
You walked through the woods, taking in the surroundings around you. Leaves crunched under your feet, the smell of smoke hits your senses. You wondered where the smoke was coming from, until you found the culprit. A small barn was engulfed in flames, which wasn’t surprising to you anymore, especially after the riots. You just hoped no one was in there. 
Ever since the rich and the poor have gone against each other, there have been numerous wars, both big and small. All the poor have been trying to do is live their lives, but the rich have been ripping that away from them: stealing their money, livestock, even their homes. Thousands of people have died because of it, you’re surprised you haven’t been attacked.
You walked further into the woods, on your way to the farmers market. A sudden loud noise made you stop in your tracks, a loud growl ringing in your ears. A shiver ran down your spine as the sound got closer, fear running through your body.
Suddenly, a huge boar-like creature came charging towards you, its teeth sharp and tusks massive. It seemed rabid, drool dripping from its mouth, the creature roaring aggressively. You screamed, turning on your heels as you ran away, flight kicking in. 
You avoided running into any obstacles, jumping over any rocks so you wouldn’t trip. You didn’t bother turning around, not wanting to see the rabid creature chasing you. Suddenly, the roaring of the creature stopped, replaced by a squeal as a loud thud was heard from behind you. You turned around, seeing the creature lying on the ground, an arrow piercing its side, blood gushing out of it.
You tried to find where the arrow came from, looking in different directions. A boy around your age appeared, holding a crossbow. His jet black hair slicked back, wearing what looked like protective gear. You don’t know who he is but he's really attractive. 
“Ma’am, what are you doing out here? You’ll get yourself killed if you’re not careful now please, turn back around. Unless you want to get yourself killed”, what an asshole. You scowled at him, not even bothering to thank him for saving your life. You turned around, leaving the woods.
“Hey, a thank you would be nice!” he yelled, earning a middle finger from you, making him speechless. How dare a peasant give him that attitude? 
“Who was that?” one of his knights asked him. “I have no idea but she’s feisty”, he continued looking at you as you disappeared into the distance, completely out of the woods. “Jay, we should head back, I don’t like these woods, they’re creepy”, the knight, known as Jake, said. 
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You laid down on your bed, staring at the ceiling, thinking about what happened a few hours ago. That man saved your ass from being eaten, yet he was a complete asshole to you. By what he was wearing, you were sure he was one of the rich. Now it makes so much sense why he was an asshole. You scoffed to yourself, already beginning to hate your saviour. Then again, you’ve always hated the rich for how they treated the poor, including yourself.
Back in the kingdom, Jay walked down a corridor, minding his own business when he heard 2 distinct voices coming from behind a door. He’s not one for eavesdropping but he just couldn’t resist. 
“What do you mean the king has proposed a meeting? A meeting for what?”
“I’m not sure but he said something about something, or someone, wanting to destroy the kingdom, which might lead to hundreds of deaths and he wants to do something to stop it”
Jay’s heart stopped. Something wants to destroy the kingdom? He was deep in thought that he didn’t hear the door opening until it was too late. One of the guards that came out of the room cleared his throat which got Jay’s attention. 
“You ok, sire? You look like you’ve seen a ghost”, one of the guards said, raising one of his eyebrows. “I-i’m fine”, Jay said as he walked off, going towards his room. He closed his door, thinking about what the guards were talking about. Why would someone want to destroy the entire kingdom, wanting to kill hundreds of innocent civilians? 
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It’s been a few days since your near death encounter, and you’re wandering around the forest, and you know you shouldn’t but your curiosity got the better of you. The sound of leaves crunching under your feet is all you could hear apart from the sound of your breathing, it was that quiet, which was strange. The atmosphere felt heavy around you, your breathing becoming heavy. You felt like someone, or something, was watching you, your movements getting slower. As you turned around, you felt your body being thrown, your body hitting against a tree, knocking you to the ground with a thud.
You groaned as you held the back of your head, trying to sit up. As you eventually managed to sit up, you came face to face with a woman. She had fair skin, long dark hair and her clothes looked dirty, her feet bare. The thing that stood out to you the most, though, was her eyes. They looked cloudy, lifeless. She was looking at you but she also wasn’t. Like, she was looking at you but her focus wasn’t on you. 
You went to get up to go towards her but as soon as you moved, she disappeared. She didn’t turn around and leave, she literally disappeared into thin air. Did you just witness a ghost? You managed to stand up, holding onto the tree for support, when the sound of footsteps startled you, making you turn around. There he was, the same guy who saved you, the asshole.
“I told you to stay out of these woods”, he said, narrowing his eyes at you. You didn’t say anything, just continued holding your head, feeling a lump forming. Suddenly, a whistling sound could be heard around you, making the both of you look in the same direction. A black mist headed towards you, fear running through your body. Jay suddenly grabbed your hand, turning on his heels. 
“Hey, what the fuck are you doing?!” you shouted, wondering what he was doing and where he was taking you. “Do you want to die? Because I can leave you out here if you want to”, he said, raising his eyebrow. You didn’t want to die so you just followed him. Jay jumped onto his horse, helping you onto it after him. He held the reins of the horse, whilst you held onto Jay for support, not wanting to fall off. The horse galloped away, heading out of the woods, heading towards the castle. You turned around to see if the mist was still following you, and to your surprise, it wasn’t. It stayed above the woods, the black mist getting thicker as it surrounded the trees. 
Jay reached the castle, the sound of hooves trotting against concrete as he headed into the grounds of the castle. The horse came to a halt, other knights came running out of the castle. Jay got off the horse, helping you down after him. “Jay, who’s this?”, one of the knights said, when he suddenly recognised you. “Isn’t this the same girl you helped the other day in the woods?” he asked, to which you rolled your eyes.
“I do have a name, you know”, you said, looking between the two. “Well, what is your name because I don’t recall you telling me it”, Jay said, looking at you. You glared at him before telling him your name: Jung Y/N. Just hearing your name made his eyes grow wide. “Wasn’t your mother burnt at the stake for witchcraft? Well, accused of witchcraft”, Jay said, making other knights look at you. You felt uncomfortable with all the eyes on you, glaring at Jay. 
“Shut up”, you muttered under your breath, running into the castle, wanting to get away from all the attention. Jay and his knights followed you, wanting to ensure that the king doesn’t see you. Jay caught up with you and grabbed your wrist, turning you around to look at him. “Don’t just come running into the castle without me, the king might see you and kill you”, Jay said, a hint of fear in his voice, which you weren’t expecting. Why would the king kill you? Jay noticed the confusion on your face, bringing you into a room. He closed the door behind him, pushing you into the middle of the room. 
“I heard a couple of knights talking the other day, after I saved you, talking about someone or something wanting to destroy the kingdom, which could lead to hundreds or thousands of deaths, and if he sees you, someone who he doesn’t know, in his kingdom, he might kill you. He’s been cautious the past few days, being careful about who he lets into the castle. So I would be careful if I were you”, Jay said, his eyes burning into yours. 
“This means I can’t go home, doesn’t it?” you asked, Jay nodding his head. You sighed, running your fingers through your hair. “There’s a spare bedroom which isn’t in use opposite mine, if you want to use that. I mean, only if you want to”, Jay said, his turn to run his hands through his hair. All of a sudden, the sound of thunder boomed loudly throughout the kingdom, making you jump into Jay’s arms. Jay wrapped his arms around you, rubbing your arms up and down, trying to calm you down. You pulled away after a few seconds, apologising. Jay may be attractive, but that doesn’t mean you will fall for his charms. 
A few hours went by, and you're sitting on a bed, which was a lot more comfier than yours. You looked around the room, noticing the details. The red velvet curtains, which had a gold fringe, the textured cream walls detailed with a large gold mirror. There was a knock on the door, making you jump. You called for the person to come in, a woman revealing herself, holding something in her hand. She bowed, putting some clothes on your bed and left without a word. You noticed she put a nightgown on your bed, the material soft underneath your hands. 
You realised it was getting dark outside so you decided to get changed into your nightgown, and turn in for the night. You wondered if the dark mist had moved past the woods, the thought alone just terrified you to the core.
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You saw your brother and sister, their backs towards you. You raced after them, but the more you ran, the further they got from you. You ran for what seemed like ages, getting nowhere near them. The more you ran, the more your vision became clouded with blood. There was blood everywhere, the sound of your brother and sisters screaming deafened your ears, the screeching became louder and unbearable. You covered your ears, your running came to a stop. 
You dropped to your knees, your vision now blurred with tears. The screaming wouldn’t stop. You screamed for it to stop, shaking your head from side to side. You screamed once more for it to stop, finally being able to hear yourself shout as silence surrounded you. You looked forward, seeing your brother and sister ahead of you, now looking at you. But there was someone standing behind them. It was your mother. 
You shouted at her to leave them alone, but it was no use. She grabbed your brother and sisters shoulders, gripping them. Blood started pouring out of their eyes, nose and mouth. That’s when your mother burst into flames, her screams making your ears bleed.
You woke up with a scream, covered in sweat. Another nightmare. You tried catching your breath, your heartbeat erratic. You managed to calm down after a while, but you couldn’t seem to fall back asleep.
You just laid there, looking up at the ceiling. You laid there for a moment, when the sound of whispering from outside your bedroom door caught your attention. You got out of bed, tiptoed over towards the door and carefully put your ear against the door. The sound of 2 men talking to each other, but you couldn’t quite make out what they were saying. You realised you weren’t going to find out what they were talking about so you turned around and went back to bed but in the process of turning around, you knocked into something and fell over with a yelp.
The door opened, revealing 2 knights, who you assumed were the ones outside your door. You were prepared to get yelled at but to your surprise, the complete opposite happened. “You okay, m’lady?” one of the knights asked, causing you to clear your throat. “I’m okay. Just wanted to stretch my legs since I had a cramp, but I must have tripped in the process of going back to bed”, you managed to come up with an excuse, and luckily the knights believed you, nodding their heads and closing the door behind them as they left. You let out a breath you didn’t realise you were holding in, and got back into bed.
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Over the course of the next few days, the black mist has gotten closer to the kingdom, a few people in your village getting sick, which ended up with them dying. Everyone in the kingdom is panicking, running around like headless chickens. You and Jay have been helping each other come up with a plan on how to stop whoever, or whatever, is trying to destroy the kingdom. You were in your room whilst Jay was in his, getting ready to go out with the other knights to go on a hunt to the woods. The both of you knew it was dangerous, but you had no other choice. All you had to do was be extra careful.
You laced up your boots, straightened out your clothes (which was given to you by one of the female knights) and looked at yourself in the mirror, before leaving your room. You came face to face with Jay, who nodded at you and headed towards the entrance of the castle, where some of the other knights were waiting. 
You made it into the woods, seeing dozens of dead bodies on the ground. Every single body has blood coming out of their eyes, nose and mouth. They all died the same way your brother and sister died, 8 years ago. Your mother didn’t kill your siblings. Whatever the black mist is, killed your siblings. And it’s come back to destroy the kingdom. 
You didn’t realise you were staring at the dead bodies until you felt someone touch your arm. You came back to reality, looking down at the person touching your arm: Jay. “you ready?” he asked, to which you nodded. You’re not sure what you’re ready for but you’re ready for something. You got off your horse, heading straight into the woods. Once you made it into the heart of the woods, that’s when you saw something, or someone: it was the same woman you saw a few days ago only this time, she looked cleaner.  
“Hey, what are you doing here, it’s dangerous”, one of the knights said to the woman, who didn’t budge. The knight, who’s name you didn’t get, walked towards the woman but that was a bad idea as she grabbed the knight by the neck, breaking it immediately. Is she behind this, or is she being controlled by something?
A few knights ran in the other direction, but the woman seemed to summon something, which grabbed the knights who tried to run away, killing them instantly, ripping some of them in half. It was a bloodbath. You didn’t know what to do as you just stood there, watching everything unfold in front of you. You saw Jay run towards the woman, and that’s when something clicked in you. You ran towards Jay, putting your hand out to try and grab him, but you weren’t quick enough. Jay was thrown against a tree, hitting his head. The woman clawed at his chest, making him scream out in pain. You stood behind her, grabbing her and throwing her backwards away from Jay.
“Leave us alone!” you shouted at her, or whoever she was because she was definitely not human. “You look like your mother”, she said, her voice definitely sounded non-human. You screamed, lunged forward and tackled her to the ground, grabbed the nearest object and whacked her over the head, but that was the wrong thing to do as she threw you backwards, your back hitting the ground. You don’t remember anything after that as everything went black.
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When you came to, you noticed you were in an unfamiliar room. You also felt… different. You couldn’t describe it though, you just didn’t feel like yourself. You sat up and looked around the room you were in. You definitely weren’t in your room that you were located in. Who’s bedroom are you in? Suddenly a voice broke you out of your trance. 
“Oh thank god you’re awake, I was worried you weren’t going to wake up”, Jay walked over to you, and that’s when you realised he was shirtless. There were marks on his chest, from when he was clawed back in the woods. His hair was wet and slicked back, probably from recently being bathed. You weren’t going to lie, he was very attractive and you won’t deny it. There was something in you that just wanted to mark his neck up and down, which wasn’t like you. 
Jay sat down next to you, placing an arm on your shoulder. He took back his hand with a gasp. “You’re freezing! I’ll get you something more warm to put on”, he went to get up to get you a blanket but you stopped him, not saying a word as you grabbed his wrist. You’re not sure what came over you as you kissed him, smashing your lips against his. His lips were soft, you could taste wine against them, the sweetness hitting your senses. You pushed him on the bed, climbing on top of him, not removing your lips from his.
Jay was confused as to what came over you, but he didn’t stop you. He deepened the kiss, holding your hips as you straddled his waist. You grinded yourself against him, gripping the material of the sheets on the bed, digging your nails into it. Before you knew it, you were underneath Jay, your clothes discarded on the floor. His lips attached to your neck, sucking purple spots on your skin, eliciting a moan from you. You grabbed his clothed cock, palming him through his pants, earning a groan from him. The next thing you knew, you were both naked on the bed, Jay thrusting in and out of you at a reasonable pace.
You arched your back as Jay hits your sweet spot, his cock hitting you in all the right places. You grabbed his buttcheeks, squeezing them as you dug your nails in the flesh of his cheeks, earning a hiss from Jay. You reached up, kissing him, sucking on his bottom lip. You weren’t usually like this. You were on the calmer side of things, like to be soft and sweet. This was a completely different side to you, and you didn’t know what got into you, but Jay loved seeing you like this. You came to your orgasm, your legs shaking as your eyes rolled back, Jay soon coming to his not long after you.
Without giving Jay a chance to breathe, you flipped the both of you over, you now on top. You grinded against his cock, your nails digging into the flesh of his thighs. Moans kept escaping Jay as you continued grinding against him, cum leaking out of his tip and onto his stomach, his abs glistening with cum. You leant down and shoved your face into the crook of his neck, attaching your lips to his skin. You sucked dark purple spots on his skin before latching your teeth into his skin, biting him. Jay hissed as you bit him hard, causing blood to trickle down his neck. Jay was surprised as he loudly moaned at the sensation, making him cum instantly, staining his chest with cum.
Jay laid there as he tried catching his breath, his chest moving up and down at a fast pace. As Jay continued to lay there, you grabbed your clothes, putting them back on without saying anything. You went to leave Jay’s room when you stopped you. “Where are you going?” he asked, looking at you, now sitting up. You just smirked at him, opened the door and left without another word. Jay looked at the door in confusion, wondering what the hell has happened to you. Did something happen to you in the woods?
You walked along the halls, which were lit up by lamps, the only source of light in the kingdom due to it now being dark outside. You put the hood of your cape over your head, your black dress, gliding along the floor with every step you take. You managed to leave the kingdom without being seen, running down the steps, the moonlight being your only source of light to lead you on your way.
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“Where’s Y/N? I can’t find her anywhere, she’s not in her room”, one of the servants exclaimed, worry evident on her face. She’s been trying to find her all morning, unfortunately with no luck. Jay, Jake, a couple of other knights and the King sat at the table in the great hall, looking at the servant. “What do you mean you can’t find her?” Jay asked, worry now written all over his face. He stood up, making his chair fall backwards. It was the King’s turn to stand up now, towering over the table.
“She probably wandered home since she doesn’t belong here. Jay, you brought her here, didn’t you? She lives in the poor part of the kingdom, right? I want you to go find her and when you do, I want you to kill her, no matter what”, the King ordered, but from the sound of his voice, Jay realised there was something more to this than the King is saying. 
“What do you mean ‘kill her’?! What aren’t you telling us? You can’t keep things to yourself without telling us, sire” Jay said, annoyance in his voice. He kept arguing with the King until the King had enough. “Enough! You do as I say or I will kill you and then kill Y/N myself. Now go!” the King said, slamming his hands down on the table. Jay grumbled before leaving the table, Jake and a few other knights following him. Before they got to the door and left, the King spoke up, his voice full of fear.
“You really want to know what’s happening?” the King said, making them turn around to look at him. The King sat back down, sighing. “8 years ago, the same thing happened across the kingdom. Everyone in the village got sick, ranging from children to adults. I knew Y/N’s parents as I saved Y/N’s mother when she was still pregnant with her. I was just passing by when I saw her standing on top of her bridge, assuming that she was going to jump off, I ran to her and got her down, to which she broke down in tears, her husband running to me holding her. Since that day, I watched them from a distance, keeping an eye on them to see if they’re safe”, he took a deep breath before he continued.
“I continued to watch them from afar for years after that, watching Y/N grow up, as well as her siblings. One day, as I was strolling along through the woods, I noticed something strange. I saw a figure of what seemed to be a woman. They had long black hair, their skin looked pale and their clothes dirty. Though I had a feeling it wasn’t actually a woman, but a spirit. My suspicions were answered when a few days later, the village got infected, children and adults growing ill, dying. It was a bloodbath. When I got to their home, there was blood everywhere. Blood stained beds and carpet, as well as blood on the walls. The house was empty, or at least I thought it was empty until I heard a voice. A female voice. It was Y/N, she was talking to someone, or something. I looked inside a room, and there she was: Y/N sitting on the floor, tear clad cheeks. I saw the same thing I saw a few days prior, sitting in front of Y/N”.
“Get away from her!”, the King yelled, trying to get the thing away from Y/N. The thing ran away, out of the house and back into the woods. But in the process, Y/N got scared and ran in the same direction. What did the spirit want with Y/N?
“Why didn’t you do anything?” Jay questioned. “Because by the time I realised, it was too late! The spirit possessed Y/N’s mother, killing her children, but not before destroying hundreds of lives in the village. But that’s the thing. Y/N’s mother wasn’t supposed to become possessed. It was supposed to be Y/N. And I think that’s why it’s come back”, the King said, fear in his eyes. “Now go, before it’s too late”, the King ordered, Jay and his knights running out of the main hall and out of the castle, hoping to find you before it’s too late. 
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Jay and his knights wandered into the woods, and the sight they walked into made them frown. There were dead bodies everywhere, blood coming out of their eyes, mouth and nose. Some bodies were torn into 2, some had their limbs missing, and guts were hanging out of their chests. Jake wanted to throw up, to which he did, puking his guts up. Jay walked forward, trying to see any sign that you were there, but he couldn’t find anything. Suddenly, a gust of wind came out of nowhere, making some of the knights almost fall over. Jay saw you in the distance, walking towards them. But you didn’t look like yourself. You were covered in blood. Blood splatters on your face, dress and on the sword you were holding. Wait, sword? Where the fuck did you get a sword from?
“Y/N, what are you doing?” Jay asked, walking towards you slowly. That’s when you spoke up. Except, it wasn’t your voice. “It’s too late. Y/N is gone”, your voice- which wasn’t your voice- sounded demonic. You lifted your arm, putting your hand out. Black mist appeared from behind you, and you pushed your hand out, making the knights behind Jay be thrown backwards, some of them being thrown into a tree, knocking them out. The sound of thunder roared in the distance, lightning lighting up the sky. Rain came pouring down from the sky, making it hard to see in front of you.
“Time to die”, you said, a smirk on your face.
You lifted your bloodied sword, ready to strike. Jay ran forward, holding his sword up. Both swords came into contact with a clang, the force causing vibrations to run through your bodies. You both fought, clashing swords. You sliced Jay’s arm, making him hiss as blood marked his arm. You fought for what felt like hours, losing track of time.
“I will rule the kingdom! It should have been me, not that stupid king. If he didn’t kill me, I would have ruled the kingdom and become Queen! Guess the King isn’t as innocent as everything thinks he is”, you said, smirking at Jay, making him stop in his tracks. “What do you mean?”, Jay asked, lowering his sword, letting his guard down. 
“Ah, he didn’t tell you, did he? He had a wife years ago, who was going to become Queen but become the King was fucking jealous of that, he murdered her in the woods. She thought that they were having a nice day in the woods, going to have a picnic, but he grabbed his sword and struck her right then and there, her body falling to the ground. That was me, I was the wife”, you said, your voice becoming more and more demonic the angrier the spirit got. Suddenly, the King ran out of nowhere from behind Jay, standing in front of him. 
“Guinevere, stop this please!” the King bellowed, hoping that she would stop. But unfortunately for him, that made her more angry. All of a sudden, the King gasped and fell to the ground until his body came to a stop. Blood trickled out of his eyes, nose and mouth. Shit.
“Guess I’ll be Queen after all”, you smirked at Jay, raising your sword, getting ready to strike. Out of nowhere, Jake’s body stepped in front of Jay’s, raising his arms. He grabbed the sword, yelling as the blade dug into the palms of his hands. “Stop it, you bitch”, Jake yelled, managing to grab the sword out of your hand. You screamed like a banshee, making Jay and Jake hold their ears, the sound too painful to listen to.
Jake looked at Jay, giving him a look that said ‘you know what you need to do’, to which Jay nodded. Jake threw the sword to Jay, and Jay ran up to you. He turned you around, putting the sword to your throat. You held onto Jay’s arms, digging your nails into them. “Y/N, if you’re still in there, I’m really sorry for what I’m about to do”, Jay said as he closed his eyes. You chuckled evilly, the spirit inside you preparing for what’s about to happen.
“You can do what you want to me, you’re not going to get Y/N back. She was already dead before I possessed her”, the spirit said, taunting Jay with her words. Jay let go of her and turned her around to look at him. He grabbed the sword with both hands as he yelled, striking the sword right into your chest, a scream leaving you. The spirit possessing you let out a screech, making Jay’s and Jake’s ears bleed. Black mist came out of your mouth, heading towards the sky before it disappeared completely, evaporating. 
Your body dropped to the ground with a thud, the sword still in your chest. Jay wrapped his arms around you, tears staining his cheeks as he sobbed. Jake stood there, not knowing what to do or say. Jay stayed like that for what seemed like hours, just holding your lifeless body. Some of his tears dropped onto where the sword used to be, falling into the wound on your chest. All of a sudden, the wound in your chest started to disappear, the colour in your skin now becoming more full of life. You gasped as you opened your eyes, startling Jay. 
“What happened? How did I get here?” you asked, looking around you, wondering why you were in the woods, and why Jay was holding you. He started crying again, of happiness this time as he hugged you, wrapping his arms around you. “You’re alive, I thought we lost you, oh my god”, Jay cried of happiness. You were confused but wrapped your arms around him, melting into the hug. 
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You laid in Jay’s bed, looking up at him as he explained what happened to you, and you felt awful. You killed all those people? Including the King? You knew that it wasn’t actually you as you were possessed, but you still felt awful. You started crying as the guilt started eating you up, the whole kingdom is probably going to be scared of you or hate you for what’s happened. Jay was startled as you started crying your eyes out, not knowing what to do. You voiced your feelings, feeling like you were at fault for everything that has happened, even though that it wasn’t you and you shouldn’t feel like that, but you couldn’t help it. 
“Hey, if anyone says anything to you about it or tries to make you feel like shit then, they will have me to deal with, ok?”, he said, smiling softly at you. You returned a smile, smiling up at him. You leaned closer to him, lifting your head up. You gave him a soft kiss on the lips, holding his cheek, rubbing your thumb along the skin. Jay smiled into the kiss, melting into you. You’re not sure what’s going to happen now but what you do know is that you're most definitely in love with Park Jongseong.
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jak-ey · 7 months ago
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Thanks Mel :3
☆ last song: Chasing that feeling by Txt (my anthem atp)
☆ fav color: sky blue and lavander purple
☆ currently watching: Lovely runner (if it doesn't win a kdrama of a year I'll be kicking some ass fr)
☆ relationship status: single 🤷‍♀️
☆ spicy/sweet/savory: sweet!! 🍪
☆ current obsession: since I finished watching Sign of affection few days ago, I'm currently trying to collect all manga volumes 🤌���
And also my boy Shin 🫶😙
tagging: @enhastolemyheart @notthatsamkim @hee-pster @yveslove-bot @heeseongism and whoever wants to
get to know me ✮
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✮ last song: 1:59, normani (feat gunna) literally such a bop
✮ fav color: dark pink and black, like these shades:
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✮ currently watching: honestly nothing 💀, I’m waiting for bridgerton season 3
✮ relationship status: single bc men ain’t shit
✮ spicy/sweet/savory: savory 🤞
✮ current obsession: reading, music and I’ve been into video games again lately so currently playing alan wake and next is resident evil 2
tagging: idk bruh I be talking to the same two moots everyday 😭 but @thvhoe @aft3rhrs @jknoah @chryblossomjjk @angeltsan
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beomsl · 2 years ago
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you and jinnie are the most funny people on this platform i don't get why you two never interact 😭😭
hiya anonie! thanks for saying i'm funny omg i'm so glad i make y'all laugh and i'm not just annoying 🥹
idk???😭 @heeseongism now i feel bad hi jinnie how are you let's interact so we can make this anon happy😭
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