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luvilists · 3 months ago

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the way we left it

It was in the silence that Heeseung found the most comfort—not the loud screams of the crowd, not the blinding lights of the stage, but the silence between them—the distance they had learned to maintain.

On the surface, everything was perfect. Their friendship was the envy of their fans, the kind of bond everyone looked up to and admired. They were brothers and companions, the kind of friendship that didn’t need words to be understood. But what did the world know about them beyond the stage? What did the fans know about the unsaid moments that weren’t meant to be shared?

Heeseung leaned against the back wall of the practice room, his gaze flickering across the floor as he heard Sunoo’s voice rise in the distance, laughing with the others, his tone light and carefree. There was a time when Heeseung would have joined him in that laughter when he would have leaned in, whispered something silly, or just listened. But now, Sunoo's voice, the vibrancy of his laughter, left a knot in Heeseung’s chest. Everyone naturally loved Sunoo and how people always surrounded him—sometimes, it made Heeseung feel like he was fading into the background, like a shadow just out of reach.

It wasn’t supposed to feel like this. Heeseung had promised himself that he wouldn’t let it happen. He wouldn’t let their friendship be overshadowed by the pressures of the industry, the rumours, and the expectations placed on them like weighty chains. But it did.

From the moment they’d stepped into I-LAND, something was magnetic between them. Fans had latched onto it—those shared looks, those quiet moments when only they understood each other. Heeseung remembered the early days of the show. Sunoo had always been there, a steady presence, a hand reaching out to him when everything felt too heavy. They had each other’s backs, always. But the farther they went, the more everything started to change.

Heeseung’s heart sank as he recalled how Sunoo had given him a small but genuine smile just a few months ago after a particularly gruelling rehearsal. It wasn’t the flashy smile he gave to the cameras or the fans, but something raw, something real. Sunoo had said, "I’m glad you’re here."

It meant everything to Heeseung, but it also terrified him. Because ever since that moment, the space between them had only grown. And it wasn’t the kind of space that could be filled with words, gestures, or even those quiet moments where only they existed. No, it was the kind of space that cut through the silence between them, like an invisible wall neither wanted to acknowledge.

“Hyung, are you okay?” Sunoo’s voice cut through Heeseung’s thoughts, his presence a familiar warmth beside him.

Heeseung blinked, startled by the sudden closeness. Sunoo had always had this way of slipping into his personal space without Heeseung even noticing. But today, it felt different—strained, like something was shifting in the air between them.

“Yeah, just... thinking,” Heeseung replied, his voice low, distant.

Sunoo tilted his head slightly, studying him. There was a flicker of concern in his eyes, but he quickly masked it with a smile. “You’ve been quiet lately,” Sunoo said softly. “You know I’m here if you want to talk.”

Heeseung didn’t reply right away. Instead, he looked down at the floor, trying to find the words. There was so much he wanted to say, so much he needed to release. But every time he tried to, it got tangled in the fear of ruining everything: their friendship, their bond—the one thing that had kept him grounded through all this madness. But lately, it felt like they were drifting.

“I don’t know,” Heeseung whispered. “It’s like... everything is changing. And I don’t know if I’m ready for it.”

Sunoo was silent for a long moment, and Heeseung could feel the weight of his gaze. Finally, Sunoo spoke, his voice quieter than usual. “It’s okay to feel that way, you know. We’re... we’re still figuring it out.”

Heeseung let out a breath, not realizing he had been holding it in. “But it’s not just that. It’s the way things feel... forced now. We have to act a certain way for the cameras, fans, and everyone else. But when we’re not performing, when the lights are off... we’re just... two people who can’t even be themselves.”

Sunoo’s expression softened. “We’ve always been like this, haven’t we? Always in the background, always supporting each other quietly. But... maybe it’s time we stop pretending we’re fine with it. I don’t know what’s going on either, Heeseung. But I do know this... you’re still my number one."

Heeseung’s heart clenched at the words. 'You’re still my number one.' It wasn’t nearly enough, but it was everything he needed to hear.

But still, there was a part of him that knew this was more than just a quiet moment between two friends. There was something unspoken, something they both understood but couldn’t voice. The company, the fans, the expectations had become too much for them to bear.

The room was still, save for their quiet breaths. Sunoo’s gaze lingered on Heeseung, and neither spoke for a long moment. Their silence was heavy, but it was the kind of silence between two people who understood each other completely without needing to explain anything.

Suddenly, Heeseung stood, moving closer to Sunoo. He didn’t know what drove him to act on instinct—maybe it was the hurt that had built up inside him or the aching need for something real. Without a word, he pulled Sunoo into a tight hug.

Sunoo initially froze, surprised, but then he relaxed into the embrace. They held each other for a long, quiet moment, and they shared warmth between them, saying everything that words couldn’t.

Heeseung buried his face into Sunoo’s shoulder, his voice barely audible as he whispered, “I don’t want to lose what we have. I can’t bear the thought of it.”

Sunoo’s arms tightened under his, his voice soft but steady. “You won’t. You’re stuck with me, Heeseung. Always.”

But even in the comfort of that embrace, Heeseung couldn’t shake the thought that maybe, just maybe, the world outside would continue to pull them in opposite directions. The lines, the cameras, and the expectations would always create walls between them, walls they couldn’t tear down no matter how hard they tried.

Still, for that one fleeting moment, Heeseung let himself believe that maybe their friendship could survive the chaos. That despite everything, they would always find their way back to each other.

Because, in the end, that was all that mattered.

The fans may never know what happened between them, and the world may never understand the complexities of their bond. But for Heeseung and Sunoo, there was a quiet understanding in the space between them—a promise that no matter the distance or chaos around them, they would always find each other again.

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lullabyalikpoptarot · 3 months ago

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Heeseung and Sunoo Dynamic Reading

I thought I start my more in-depth dynamic readings with these two. I will be doing this with Enhypen, TXT and BTS for now. These two are my favorite duo, but also an interesting duo. They don't particularly interact on camera, but energy wise they seem close. So, I thought I would see what is going on with them energetically for the moment. I will start with an overall energy and then see what each of them have going on energetically in the dynamic. Let's see what they are willing to share.

Overall energy: Okay, so their overall energy they got the House 8 energy card, which is about releasing old karma, fears. There are some challenges these two need to face within their dynamics. I feel there are old habits they both need to remove or getting rid of the old to transform their bond into something new. With this mercury energy, this is all about networking and communication. I do sense these two communicate a lot together. They help and learn from each other a lot. They may even get ideas from one another.

Now, with the 2 of Wands, these gives me they do have a strong connection. I always see this card as 2 people vibing well together, but the keyword on the card that states, sees the world differently is sticking out to me, so they both may be seeing things a little differently at the moment. I do see these two planning something, this card can indicate a collaboration or working together on something. I wonder if their differences make it hard for them to move forward with whatever they are planning. I do get this strong sense they are working on something together. 2 of Wands can indicate a creative collaborative endeavor. Okay, let move on to each of their energies within the dynamic.

Heeseung's energy: Now I pulled a couple of archetype cards to see which strong characteristics show for him within his dynamics with Sunoo. He got the child magical, but it showed up in shadow, which means he can be pretty pessimistic when it comes to their relationship. I heard, a little down in the dumps. He is also got the Introvert archetype card. I say emotionally within these dynamics, he feels a bit sad and down. I am not really sure why I am getting this or why he feels this way. I can also see this as him being a bit more chill and subtle when it comes to Sunoo.

Okay to the Tarot cards, we got the 5 of Wands, I did hear competing for his affection. He could also have competitive energy towards Sunoo as well. I can see fights and arguments between the two, not going to lie with this energy. But as I mention, when you are close, that is bound to happen. Now with this Emperor, he seems to take the lead in the dynamic. He might like to have the upper hand or just be the one to plan things out when they are together. He can also be pretty analytical when it comes to their dynamic. There are things he may want to manifest. Like, this Magician card is giving me, he needs to control the narrative, so I do get a sense of him needing control within the dynamic from Heeseung's end. I get a sense when things don't go his way, he kind of feels dejected and removes himself, kind of isolates himself from Sunoo. Just going to say, this dynamic is messy af.

Now, with this Aquarius energy card he got, the keywords inconsistent, impulsive and unpredictable did stick out. I can see those being a thing within the dynamic. Their dynamic can be a bit all over the place. But there is also an independence he has, a need to do his own thing. I also see him rationalizing his emotions, rather than stepping into his emotions. He seems like the type who doesn't like to feel his emotions. I guess this plays a role in their dynamic. But there are things he wants to change and develop with this dynamic. Aquarius energy is also a need to want to help others, so he may feel this need to help Sunoo, like he feels has to.

Now, for his guidance message as to how to improve or develop this dynamic. He needs to understand that they are a team, and he should work on collaborating with him. I feel he likes to take more of the lead and control and may not allow Sunoo space for his ideas. I also feel Heeseung just like to do things on his own and do it all himself, I feel him on this, same way, but this card is guiding him to lean into blending his ideas with Sunoo, rather than putting all the responsibility on himself. Okay, going to move on to Sunoo.

Sunoo's Energy: Well, his energy is a mess too and he doesn't seem all that happy. So, for the archetype he got the seeker card, he is always looking for change, to evolve, to try something new. With this Judge card, Sunoo seems more balanced, more into blending ideas with Heeseung. More about an equal give and take. He likes taking his ideas to consideration but can also make decisions on his own if need be. I see a lot of his cards have a greenish blue color, these colors correlate with the throat and heart chakra. Sunoo is all about speaking from the heart, communicating from the heart. He may express his feelings to Heeseung a lot. Sunoo seems really dejected, frustrated and sad, I feel this is more about his career situation, than his dynamic with Heeseung. This may be showing me this is what he expresses to him. Maybe this is why there is this need to protect him or take the lead from Heeseung's point of view.

There is a self- awareness and strong intuition Sunoo does have. There is something he has awakened himself to, some acknowledgement of some sort, what that is, who knows. I will say, Sunoo is kind of struggling with his own issues that I don't see him putting much energy into his dynamic with Heeseung. This energy seems more about what is going on with him, rather than the dynamic, which makes sense, if you are struggling within yourself, it is hard to put energy into someone else. But I now kind of get Heeseung's energy now seeing this.

Now, with this ace of wands, Sunoo gets this card a lot. There is these high and lows he has. He gets very hyped and excited about things, but it dies off quickly. It is like he needs a new excitement and as I mentioned in his perspective reading, he can have bouts of anger out of nowhere, so this all can affect his dynamic with Heeseung. It is like you may not know what you get from him.

Now, the guidance for Sunoo, is to learn to see things differently. To gain a new perspective. I am also getting to learn to see things from Heeseung's point of view as well. I am also getting to learn how to let things go and let things flow. I feel he does do this, so maybe it is saying not to be so carefree. I also got forgiving, not to be so forgiving, not sure what that means. Or, maybe it means to be more forgiving, maybe that is where that carefree, let it go energy is coming from. He may hold on to things far too long when it comes to their dynamic.

There is also a need for introspection for him that can help him with this dynamic with Heeseung. Like Sunoo may need to work a little on himself for this dynamic to grow for the better. Maybe have a little bit more of an independence. Or maybe I am getting, a little inner work he needs to do. It is like he needs to know more about himself to be able to connect well with others, so that could be one reason why this dynamic is a bit messy.

Okay, this was a bit hard to decipher. They are a bit messy/complicated, but interesting stuff here. Can't wait to get to JayWon next weekend.

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