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[kumezyzo]

HI HOW ARE YOU!!!!!!! i hope you are having a good day :)))

i’m ngl i’m so soft for both but if i had to pick a favourite i would choose normal (?) reader idk i just looooove that but i also like him simping over a youtuber/streamer too ugh this is hard!!!!! what’s your favourite? :)

-🐬

HIIIII!!! i had to babysit my veryyyyy younger cousins today so im a little worn but its fine 😅

i think ive personally thought about streamer reader so much more (cause im sick in the fuckin head) (and i lowkey dont think he wouldnt like me if he just ran into me or something 😭😭)

but i totally get what you mean!! normal (?) reader would obviously get a more private relationship and life. and the idea of people not having a pre-existing idea of reader when they announce their relationship so theres just more room for people going simply based on first impressions. i feel like they would a relationship similar to Heath Hussar and Mariah Amato (if youre not familiar with them please look up a compilation of them cause theyre so fucking cute istg. mariah wasnt famous at all and everyone, like, loved her instantly and fell in love with)

and also, with streamer reader, there would be so much content of the two before they start dating. i feel like with them, it would be a building relationship that people maybe dont see at first until the months leading up to them together. i have a feeling reader would have barely public relationships through the years but none of them sticking until our beautiful man 🥰. (or maybe not at all and people just saw how good of besties they were until they dated)

anywayyy, i just lowkey just wanted to gauge how many people prefer what while being extremely bored and thx for your opinion

much love -Nony

[thevlogsquadimagines]

i love you, even when you’re a mess | heath hussar.

Heath comes home to you after he goes out with Scott, Zane and the rest of the guys for a “guys night” where they end up at a Twenty One Pilots concert and a club afterwards. They all ended up at Du’par's where Scotty films for his vlog, and you take care of him.

TRIGGERS: MENTIONS DRINKING, BEING PHYSICALLY ILL & HANGOVERS.

Based on coming home after THIS vlog.

Request?: Nope. Just soft for Heath.

WC: 1467 words.

It was over an hour ago when Scotty sent you a video from Du’par's, where he, Zane and Heath and a few other of their friends were. You would have been lying if you said you weren't upset about it, because you weren't the biggest fan of Heath's drinking--but you weren't a fan at all of how plastered he would get when he was out with his friends. Stuttering and slurring and falling over in a diner booth was what put you off, but trying to reason with Heath tonight would be like talking to a brick wall. Now, you were just worried because it was past three thirty in the morning and neither Zane or Heath had arrived back at the apartment yet. You tried to sleep, but all that had resulted was major tossing and turning as you laid there in Heath's bed.

You two had been dating for about four months now, and Heath was one of the sweetest and most caring boyfriend's that you'd ever had. You would do anything for him just like you knew that he would do for you, and you tried as hard as you could to fit in with his friends and not be a girlfriend that dragged him down. You gave him advice and told him that you didn't like the things that he did, but the both of you were grown adults and you couldn't do anything more when it came to Heath other than telling him that you didn't like a couple of the habits that he had picked up.

You were just falling into a deep sleep when you heard what was probably the apartment door opening and closing, before another door opened and closed. Heath wasn't in the room yet, so you had assumed it was Zane who stumbled down the hall and into his room.

However, you assumed too soon because Heath soon followed suit into his bedroom, closing the door behind him.

"Baby," He says. There was still a slight slur in his voice and you hummed, to let him know that you heard him.

"I was sleeping," You whisper.

You can hear him stumbling around the room, fumbling to get his shirt and jeans off before plopping down on his stomach on the bed next to you. “Fuck. That hurt,” He whispers.

"Heath, baby--one foot off the bed. one foot off the bed." You say, before reaching over to turn on the small bedside lamp that was on the table next to your side of the bed.

"Shit, baby no. Turn the light off," Heath whined. "Take care of me without it,"

Carefully sitting up, you moved to push one of Heath's legs off of the bed. He mumbled something about loving you and you said it back quietly, gently kissing the top of his head, because you were too focused on making sure he didn't end up fucking puking all over the floor.

"You want a water?" You whisper.

"Noooo. Just come cuddle with meeee," He says, extending his arms forward for you to move closer and cuddle with him.

"You gotta sleep it off, Heath. Let's cuddle tomorrow, okay?" You say.

He whines, not content with your answer and you lay back down on the bed next to him. You reach over and rub a hand over his back, and suddenly, he jolts over and leans over the bed.

"Heath, no!" You say, trying to reach him before he ended up getting sick on the hard wood of his bedroom floor, but you were too late. He retched and got sick, throwing up what you had assumed most of what he put into his body earlier that night. As he finally managed to calm down a few seconds later, you deeply frowned.

"Heath, you gotta...fuck." You said, making your way to the door of the bedroom. "Can you get up and brush your teeth baby? Or, do you need my help?"

"I can...do anything, baby," Heath says, hiccup leaving his mouth, seemingly forgetting conveniently that you asked him if he needed your help.

"Okay. Impress me and go brush your teeth,"

Leaving the room, you were silently thanking your lucky stars suddenly that heath's bedroom floor in that apartment was hardwood. Grabbing the couple of things that you needed, you walked back down the hall and made your way back into the bedroom. Once you got there, your eyes fell on Heath. You were gone for not even two minutes, and your boyfriend was back on the bed and passed out. Miraculously, with one foot off the bed like you had mentioned to him previously.

Sighing, you put down the water bottle and two aspirins on heath's bedside table, then the bowl on the floor below him. It took you a few minutes, but after you cleaned up the mess that Heath made, you managed to get everything back in order and cleaned up before you finally climbed back into bed beside your sleeping boyfriend.

The next morning, you were slowly woken up by the sunlight peaking in from the window on the other side of Heath's bedroom. That was when you realized that Heath was no longer in the bed with you, and you frowned once more, the same way that you had done just a few hours earlier when he had finally gotten home and into bed with you. Carefully getting up, you noticed that the bottle of water was open and the two aspirin were gone, so at least he had taken your advice. Sliding on a pair of shorts underneath the long t-shirt of Heath's that you were wearing, you walked out of his bedroom and into the living room, towards the sliding glass door out onto the patio. there, you found him in the usual spot where he would sit to smoke his cigarettes.

Sliding the glass door open, he flicks ash off his cigarette and then turns back to look at you.

"What's up, babe?" He asks, and you shake your head.

"You tell me,"

"I have nothing to tell other than this cigarette making me want to fucking throw up,"

"Why are you smoking it then?"

"It helps me wake up,"

You roll your eyes at his idiotic answer, but you can't help but to let a small smile etch over your lips too and it caused him to laugh.

"You don't remember anything from last night, do you?"

"Baby, I have no idea how i even got home last night. You think i remember?"

"You threw up all over the floor in the room when you got here."

He goes silent, and then takes a hit off of his cigarette. he's even looking away from you, and you can suddenly see right by the look on his face, by his completely now fallen expression, that he feels bad. Terrible, really--if you had to put your damn finger on it.

"Did I?" He asks, puffing out the smoke from the hit of the cigarette. "There was nothing there when I got up to smoke."

"That's because I cleaned it up."

It takes him a few minutes to respond, and when he puts his cigarette out, you look at him.

"Y/N, I'm sorry." He says. "I...I didn't mean to, I didn't realize how fast it all hit me."

You shook your head. "It's fine, I took care of it. At least you took the aspirin."

"I'm hungover as fuck. I don't know how well they're gonna work, but it's worth a shot."

You nod, and then your eyes follow Heath as he moves closer to you, where you stood up against the wall of the apartment near the sliding glass door. He wraps his arms around you, leaning forward so his lips gently graze yours.

"I'm sorry," He whispers again, his hands rubbing at your hips.

"I know," you whisper back. "It's okay,"

"It's not. I'm sorry," His tone is so soft and completely apologetic that it melts you, and you lift your hands to place them on both sides of his face.

"It happens to the best of us, Heath."

"I didn't have to come home and fuckin' vomit all over the floor like someone who can’t make it not even a foot into the bathroom."

You closed my eyes tight, letting out a chuckle. "Can we please stop using the word vomit?"

He laughs and you open your eyes back up to look at him.

"Wanna get take out from Du’par's?"

He makes a face, sticking his tongue out and shaking his head.

"Why not? Killer hang over you've got goin' on there, huh?" You ask, gently poking at his face as he grins and pulls away from the hold that he had on you.

"Shut up," He says, playfully.

[espinosaurusrexex]

Not Nice

In which Jeff and y/n have a heart to heart conversation about their relationship.

warnings: angst; just really sad, because that's what I do... BUT don’t worry, ya girl put some serious fluff in there, too!

a/n: Hello! God, it’s been a long time... How is everyone doing? I just felt like putting something out there again after not being able to write for so long. I don't know why; and I should actually be working on some term papers, but I found myself writing this so fast. I wrote this, because I felt like it, so it is not request related. I hope there are still some people whose feed this will end up on. I would love some feedback and as always: please enjoy! I hope you didn't forget about me :)

word count: 2.7k

It was a cool California night. Still not cold for February, but enough to send a shiver through your body when stepping outside. Y/n would normally not even consider going out right now, but the situation had called for it. David had called her minutes before, screaming at her through the phone to get her butt over to his house for a big problem that left him sleepless. She had fallen asleep on her desk trying to complete one of the assignments that were due by the end of the semester and basically fell off her chair when her phone rang annoyingly loud in her right ear. To say that she would rather be in her warm bed instead of her cold leather car seat was an understatement. But she knew that not helping David would leave her sleepless for days and seeing that it had already been 4 in the morning, she grabbed her keys and left. She was so tired that the lines on the road kept blurring in different directions. Just a couple more minutes, she thought to keep her focus on the road, but the exhaustion was unbearable at this point. A loud horn drew her back to reality when she accidentally served in the other lane. Shaking and flustered, she pulled over and rubbed her face with her hands aggressively. Pull yourself together Y/n. David needs your help. She looked up again, but the headlights of the few other cars made her eyes hurt, giving her an instant headache. That’s it. She was selfless, but not irresponsible. After searching for her phone in the passenger seat, she dialed Jeff’s number. Why she called him, she didn’t know. It was like an automatic movement to type in his number. The shrill beeping of the phone echoed through her head until Jeff’s sleepy voice broke it. “Are you Ok?“ He sounded confused and his voice reminded her of the time he had a terrible cold. Shit. “Oh my God. I’m sorry I didn’t think about the time. I-,“ but Jeff interrupted his friend with a chuckle. “It’s Ok. I was about to get up anyway.“ There was silence, and Y/n could hear him shuffling out of his bedsheets. “David called me and said he wanted me to help him with something.“ Y/n could almost hear the eye roll on the other line, and if she weren’t so tired, she would have probably laughed at it. “I’m guessing he called you, too?“ It sounded more like a question, but Jeff knew that he was right. “Yeah that’s actually why I called…“ She rested her head on the seat. “I’m on Linkin’ Road and I am too tired to drive… I was wondering… I- Could you maybe pick me up?“ She closed her eyes to focus on her friend’s voice. Jeff was grinning, she could hear it when he agreed to pick her up. Y/n’s heart beat faster at this. It was so insignificant and yet so attractive to her.

A couple minutes passed until Jeff’s car pulled up next to hers, sending vibrations through the floor and back to Y/n’s. She looked up and spotted a grinning man on the driver’s side rolling down the window to throw a holler at her. “Need a ride, beautiful?“ Y/n smiled, trying to hide the butterflies in her stomach. She got into his car taking in his woody scent and buckled up. Jeff threw a blanket over her legs and drove towards David’s house. The Drive was about 20 minutes and spend with Jeff humming to the calm tunes of the radio that sent Y/n straight to sleep. When they finally arrived, he tapped her shoulder lightly. “Y/n wake up. We’re here.“ 

They both walked into the house and went straight for the living room, where David was probably seated. It was so bright that Y/n had to rub her eyes. As soon as the brunette noticed his friends, he jumped up excitedly. “Now that everyone is finally here…“ It was just now that Y/n noticed that her whole friend group was scattered in the living room, snuggled up with fuzzy blankets or their significant other. Everyone was looking up to David, who was now standing on top of his couch table waving his remote control in the air. “It came to my attention that our dear friend Jeff has a problem.“ His grin grew wider with every word and if Y/n weren’t so exhausted, she would have probably noticed the mischief in David’s eyes. Jeff was looking around the room, trying to figure out if anybody could give him a hint on what was about to happen, and in his mind, a series of problematic things, he had recently done, were playing like a record. „What do you mean?“ He laughed nervously and scooted closer to Y/n. It always calmed him down to feel her next to him. David proceeded to pull his audience’s attention to the TV behind him. A blurry picture showed on the screen, displaying a woman in a tight blue dress and Jeff dancing in a rather inappropriate way. “Jeff, I think someone might have leaked something to the paparazzi.“ Before Y/n could process what was happening, the room filled with laughter. Y/n stood there as if she had turned to stone, too tired to show any form of emotion. She struggled to pull the corners of her mouth into a smile but she felt like throwing up then and there. Why did he not tell me about this? Why is this making me so sad? It was when Jeff’s hand had touched hers, that she was pulled back to reality. A wave of emotions came crushing over her, making her eyes water and her already pounding headache intensify. She was mad for so many reasons. Mad about David for pulling her away from a much-needed sleep by using her good conscience and selflessness to get her to his house for an immature prank that broke her heart. She was mad that she had not realized sooner how much of an impact Jeff actually had on her. And most of all, she was mad about the fact that something so stupid could even make her mad. It was all too much, and Y/n could not hold it any longer. Her thoughts had been weighing her down for too long now, making her feel like collapsing under their pressure. “Y/n are you okay?“ David managed to yell across the room. “What do you think of Jeff’s new girlfriend?“ Those words hit her like a truck. Girlfriend. The word made her shiver. Jeff did not have a girlfriend for the entire time they had known each other and Y/n never had to deal with the possible bother she would get from it. “I think they look great together!“ Someone said and this made Y/n burst. “You wanna know what I think about it?“ Everyone cheered, waiting for Y/n to drop a punch line. “I think that you’re an asshole, David. This is such bullshit!“ Low laughter were heard until David spoke again: “Don’t be such a drag, Y/n/n.“ Y/n tensed up again and Jeff tried to nudge her shoulder in an attempt to calm her down, but she shrugged him off harshly. “You don’t know what it is like to have responsibilities. I am late on two assignments and the average amount of sleep I get each night is about 2 hours. And you know what I ditched those two hours for today? Your fucking stupid prank. You think you can order everyone at any time just to end up on a 4:20 min vlog. You live in some fucked up carefree parallel universe. But guess what! Not everyone has this reality. Grow up, David! I can’t do this anymore. Being your friend is beyond exhausting and you don’t even care. God! You are the worst person I know!“ The room fell silent until a quiet “That was so uncalled for…“ could be heard. Y/n searched the crowd for the source of that statement in vain. “I’m just saying what every-“ But Jeff interrupted her, “Y/n! That’s enough!“ She shot him a dark glimpse and left the house with a shaking head. 

Y/n trembled from head to toe when she burst through the door of David’s house and the brisk air hit her skin. She just started to walk with no direction in mind. Her view was blurry from the tears pooling up in her eyes, but she did not care. The exhaustion in her bones was making her body hurt. Y/n did not stop, though. She just walked in hopes of the pain in both her heart and body was going to fade after some time. It felt like hours until she finally stopped. Her feet had lead her to a familiar spot. A small clearing with a beautiful view over the city. She sat down and allowed herself to breathe for the first time in hours. What have I done?

It was still dark when Jeff's Car pulled up on the clearing. He sat in the driver’s seat for a while watching Y/n’s back shake and his heart felt squeezed. He always knew that he had a soft spot for her, but this felt different. Almost too much to process. He took a deep breath and walked up to Y/n, resting his hand on her shoulder once again. She looked up and smiled at him with this glimmering spark of sunshine in her eyes, but this time it wasn’t real. Not genuine enough for her. “I don’t get it. You seem like the happiest person in the world.“ Jeff sat down shaking his head while studying the floor beneath his feet. Y/n looked up. Anger flickered in her eyes as she realized what had slipped out of her friend’s mouth. “You wanna know why I’m always positive? You want to know why I’m always so ‚nice‘?“ Tears streamed down her face while she tried to hide the way her features cramped up in pain from the thoughts that flooded her brain like a tsunami. Y/n held her breath for a few seconds trying to collect herself before talking again. The attempt to cover up the ugly sobs that were about to slip her lips made her head feel like bursting. “I’m nice because I’m scared that if I speak my mind, people won’t like me anymore. I am positive because a lot of times I feel like that is the only thing that people could like about me.“ The words hit Jeff right in the heart. He caught her eyes for a second and shivered. He could see her breaking. Breaking to the point where it wouldn’t be a quick fix anymore that could be handled by a hug or kind words. No, the girl he saw in front of him, the very same girl that was sitting there, knees tucked to her chest, face hidden between it and her shoulders, was crumbling into a million pieces. Her body quivered as she attempted to hold her knees even tighter, trying everything to not fall apart any further. Jeff’s eyes started to water. It was a feeling he had never felt before. As if his heart was pulling on thin strains that were able to flood his entire brain with emotions yet so fragile. He hated seeing her like that. He hated everything about this situation. But the worst thing was that he didn’t know how to fix things. He wanted her to be happy, to be careless, and not let people’s opinions or some stupid assignment get the better of her, but he didn’t know how. It’s started to annoy him to the point where even the sky above him with the beautiful stars made him furious. “I had no idea…“ he trailed off after a while. Every word leaving his lips felt like one too much, but at the same time, he felt like he was not even able to say enough to fix things for her. “I’m so sorry.“ He just sat there shaking his head while moving some soil with his right hand. Y/n stayed quiet. She didn’t know what to say either. She felt bad for laying all her issues on him like that, but it felt so good. Iike a weight had been lifted off her shoulders. Before she could even think about a response, Jeff interrupted her again. “You should feel able to tell me stuff like this, Y/n/n.“ They locked eyes and Y/n could see the pain in his. “No, I know… It's just that-“ “That what?“ Jeff was desperately hoping for anything that could help him help her. “I don't want to be a bother… especially not for you.“ She hid her face between her knees again, fighting the tears that were threatening to spill. “Oh, Y/n… You could never.“ He grabbed her hands and basically forced her to look back at him again. Y/n could feel the wet soil squeezed between their fingers, making her hand tingle a little. “Never in a million years do or say anything that would make me think anything less of you than an amazing person.“ A genuine smile formed on Jeff’s lips. He could see her relaxing with his touch. Just like he did with hers. “That means a lot, Jeff.“ The way she said his name sent shivers down his spine. His smile grew even wider and Y/n took the tiny bit of confidence in her to speak again. “Especially coming from you… I-“ Secretly hoping he would interrupt her like he always did, Y/n looked up through her lashes. “I know. Me too…“ Jeff smiled. There was this twinkle in his eyes. Just a faint glimmer for every other person, but for Y/n it meant the world. Like a whole new galaxy had been opened just for her. There was something so obvious and unspoken between them now and Y/n loved that they both knew what it was. With no intention to address it, Jeff leaned in closer to her. He watched her face with intent, making sure that she was feeling better from her previous breakdown before he planned on doing anything else. But all she did was smile and hint a small nod his way. That was enough for him. He longed for her lips. His hand wandered back to her shoulder, squeezing it slightly as he bumped his nose against hers. Y/n moved her fingers towards Jeff’s face, touching the scruff on his jaw lightly. They could feel the electricity dancing in the centimeters that separated them. With a final look into her eyes, Jeff pressed his lips against hers, enjoying the warmth for a moment. They started to move in synch, devouring each other. There was nothing else at this moment. Nothing, except for the salty taste of tears and the overwhelming warmth of a loved one. Jeff’s chest felt like bursting from joy. He loved the feeling this moment was giving him. It felt like finally breathing after holding a breath for a month. Their kiss felt like a Valve that had finally been opened for Y/n. It was letting all the hurt and worry out of her system and made the moment even more enjoyable. 

Once they separated from one another, there was nothing but positivity lingering in the air around them. They looked into each other’s eyes until Y/n was ripped from the moment by a yawn that had been sitting in her throat for hours. She rested her head on Jeff’s shoulder and slowly drifted off to sleep. Jeff was stroking her head calmly. There were no more words needed anymore. This moment was perfect.

Jeff looked ahead and noticed the sun rising on the horizon, dipping the world into beautiful red and yellow tones. He took a deep breath, leaning back carefully and enjoying the considerably most wholesome moment to ever exist. 

Hey hey, it’s me again. I know it’s not the best and I know it’s kinda short, but I just wanted to get something out there again. It felt good to write, but unfortunately I don’t have a lot of time lately. I hope you enjoyed this little piece anyways. I would love to hear some feedback on it. Thank you so much for reading this far!

[fanficimagery]

Nobody Puts Baby in the Corner [Part 1 of 2]

Summary: Imagine being the “baby” of the group.

Words: 2.8K Warnings: Language. I tried my best, anon. I hope you like it either way. Requested by Anonymous who said: hi! i’ve had this idea in my mind of being younger than everyone else in the VS (maybe like 19/20?) and literally everyone calls you Baby like it started as a joke but it’s gotten to the point they’re introducing you to others as “Baby” and they’re all super protective of you and yeah just a cute thought i’ve been having hehe

While you've heard of the Vlog Squad and watched David Dobrik's videos to pass time, you didn't think nothing much of the group who were living their best lives and posting for everyone to see. They seemed like they'd be fun to hang out with, and though you lived quite close to where David apparently lived, you never once rushed to the random pop-ups or ran into any of them when they were out and about.

But that all changed one day when you were playing with your puppy in the park, and you were surprised when David, Natalie, and Jason walked up to you. Natalie had fallen in love at first sight of your Beagle puppy and David chanced walking up to you in hopes of getting his friend some play time with the dog. You were surprised to see them and then quickly explained your surprise, and they were pleased to learn you watched their videos. You had then happily let Natalie play with Milo, the four of you sitting on the ground as you teased Milo with doggie treats. It was then David, Natalie, and Jason learned some about you, the three of them surprised to learn you were not yet twenty-one when David had jokingly invited you out for drinks. Jason grumbled about hanging out with toddlers, and David had giggled as he recorded Natalie and the puppy.

You figured running into them was a once in a lifetime type of deal, so you were surprised to run into David and Natalie again about a week later. While waiting for some food for yourself and your parents, the two of them had walked in to order an outrageous amount of food. They had spotted you first and you were shocked they remembered your name. Then as the three of you had chatted while waiting for your food, David invited you back to his place to eat when he realized you didn't live that far. You had politely declined because you had to get the food back home, but David urged you to join them. He suggested that you could eat with them and their friends, and Natalie suggested she go with you to your house so you could drop off the food, pick up Milo, and then she'd direct you to David's. They were eager to have you join them, and to pick up Milo, that you couldn't say no.

It was a bit surreal to meet Zane, Heath, Mariah, and Todd, but the group welcomed you without even batting an eye. Jason, upon spotting you when he arrived, jokingly referred to you as Baby. Everyone seemed confused, but when they found out why the baby jokes were soon to start. And from that day forward, you were introduced as Baby to everyone else you had yet to meet and the name just stuck.

You're sitting on the floor of David's living room, a bowl of sliced cucumber in hand and a smaller bowl of Ranch dressing balancing on your knee. David's editing not far from you and Natalie is playing with Milo in the backyard.

The front door opens, someone shouts to see if anyone's home, and you shout back to confirm that there is.

Erin, Carly, and Jeff walk around the corner, the three of them laughing at what they were previously talking about. "Hey, Baby." They all greet.

"Hey, guys." You see Carly glancing around the floor and you grin. "Milo's out back with Nat." She chuckles before walking to the door, Erin walks into the kitchen, and Jeff plops down on the sofa right behind you. "Snack?" You ask, holding the bowl out for him over your shoulder.

"What'd you put on it?"

"Just lemon juice and a sprinkle of salt. There's also Ranch."

Jeff huffs a laugh at your bowl of Ranch, but does accept a couple slices of cucumber. Erin soon joins Jeff on the sofa, and the girls come in from outside with an excited Milo in tow. As Jeff and Erin then attempt to grab your dog's attention, your phone rings with the telltale sound of a Facetime call.

Erin takes the two bowls when you answer the call, you quickly thanking her before one of your other friend's excited face fills the screen and her voice spills out of the speaker. "Happy birthday, bitch!" You cringe and smile in thanks, avoiding the gazes of those around you as they suddenly go still. "We're getting fucked up tonight! You're finally legal!" She squeals.

You sigh. "I don't know, Em. I don't drink much and I'm not too fond of having strangers grind on me."

"Come on, girl!" She groans. "We're in the prime of our lives! You need to let loose at least once in your life."

"Yeah, Baby," Jeff lays out behind you, his face just visible behind your shoulder. "You're in the prime of your life. Go out and have fun."

Your friend's eyes widen on screen and you faintly grin. But before she can question you, David's piping up. "It's your birthday? Why didn't you tell us?"

"Because I don't care for celebrations," you shrug.

"But it's your twenty first!" Natalie says. "You're supposed to let go once you turn legal."

"Oh my god. Our Baby is no longer a baby," Erin realizes. Carly laughs, she busy playing with Milo again. These people really loved dogs.

When you meet your friend's gaze on the phone, you sigh yet again. "Em, this is Jeff. Don't even think about it. I forbid it."

"But-"

"Nope. Now if you want me to go out tonight, you'll forget all about the hot person behind me and text me where I'm supposed to meet you guys tonight. Okay? Love you. Bye."

As soon as you drop your phone beside you, your friends are on you.

"It's your birthday!? Oh my god," Natalie says. "I can't believe you hid it from us."

You laugh sheepishly. "I didn't exactly hide it. I just- I didn't tell you. I didn't want you guys to feel obligated to get me anything or do something."

"But you're twenty-one," Carly says. "That's huge!"

"Not really. It's rare that I'll have a drink. I'm not too eager to get shit-faced and wake up regretting my life's choices."

"Well tonight you are," Natalie says. "Come on. We'll raid my closet for an outfit and get you ready."

"But-"

"No buts," David muses. "You have this night with your friends and then next week you'll celebrate with us."

"But Milo," you say, picking up your Beagle and holding his face to your cheek. "I can't leave him all alone."

"On it." Jeff takes Milo from you and you pout at him. "What? The sitter's got Nerf for the night. I'm not doing anything."

Chuckling lightly, you let Natalie and Erin pull you up to your feet. Carly follows behind you and you readily start picking through a drawer of your stuff in Natalie's room for underwear you kept there for emergencies. She hands you a towel and a robe, and instructs you to not wash your hair. You oblige her, taking extra care to pamper yourself in the shower before making your way back to her room.

Mariah has now joined them, she surprising you with a cupcake and a singular candle. They quietly sing happy birthday to you as to not attract all the boys, and snap several pictures to post later. Carly then does your hair and Natalie your makeup. Once they're done, you get to choose between four outfits they had put together and laid out on the bed.

One outfit in particular catches your attention- anything that sparkled was a weakness of yours- and you spend a little too long staring at the metallic sequined crop top with a plunging v-neck.

"Why don't you try it on?" Carly asks.

You huff. "And risk flashing my tits? No thanks."

"That's what the tape is for." Mariah laughs.

Natalie and Mariah then help you into the crop top, taping it down so you don't flash anyone when you no doubt let go at the club later that night. The top pairs with high waisted, faux leather shorts that fit almost like a second skin and a pair of chunky heeled boots that stop just above your knee. You have to endure a mini-photoshoot for your friends before they let you out of the room where they then direct you to the kitchen without even addressing the boys.

"A round of shots for the birthday girl," Natalie says, immediately seeking out a bottle of liquor and shot glasses. Carly, Erin, and Mariah cheer. Shots are poured and then passed out, you grabbing it and raising it in front of you so Natalie could finish her toast. "May you let loose, have fun, and call us from a jail cell so one of us can go bail you out."

"Don't jinx me!" The girls all laugh and then you down your shot, grimacing.

There's a sudden commotion as others arrive and you make small talk with Erin and Carly as more people enter the kitchen.

"Oh hey, when did we get a new hot gi- oh my god, it's Baby!" You whirl around at the sound of your name, slowly grinning at Todd's gobsmacked expression. You wink.

"Damn, babygirl," Zane whistles, "who is you trying to impress?"

"Alright, alright!" David shouts, camera recording. "Everyone gather 'round." Zane, Todd, Heath, and Jeff enter the kitchen, everyone gathering the kitchen island. "So today is Baby's twenty-first birthday-"

"WHAT?!"

"Shut up, Zane, and let me finish." Everyone laughs. "As I said before I was rudely interrupted, today is Baby's twenty-first birthday. She didn't tell us because she didn't want presents or a party-"

"BOOOO!"

"-so tonight she's going out with a few friends-"

"Not dressed like that, she's not!" Heath then interrupts.

You and the girls all cackle, even more so when the other boys are seen vaguely nodding along.

"But next week she's all ours. So, Baby," David says, coming in closer so the camera is practically in your face, "any last words before you're too drunk to make good choices?"

"Yeah. If my tits pop out of this shirt, I'm throat punching Natalie for encouraging me to wear it."

"Hey!"

More laughter rings out and you can't help but laugh as Zane, Todd, and David struggle to not look at your chest.

"Jesus, Baby," Heath mumbles. "Will you please change?"

"Nope."

"If you don't change, we're following you to the club," Jeff says.

You grin. "Well then I guess you're following me to the club."

Thirty minutes later, you're sitting on Todd's lap on one of the middle seats in David's Tesla. He and Jason are in the front, you, Todd, Jeff, and Zane in the middle, and Heath and Ilya in the back.

"You know, I didn't think you were actually serious that you'd accompany me to the club," you say. "Or pick up Jason and Ilya."

Ilya laughs from the back seat. "Todd sent me a pic of your.. chest. I was torn between wanting to put a shirt on you and ogling the picture some more."

"Todd!" David laughs. "You didn't?!"

"I'm sorry!" He laughs.

"She's like our baby sister, man," Jeff chuckles. "What is wrong with you?"

Todd laughs, his arms lazily wrapped around your waist. "I was so confused! I mean, I know it's Baby, but.."

"We ain't never really seen Baby's boobs on display like this. It's confusing. And upsetting," Zane says.

"Now you boys know how it feels for us girls when you walk around in nothing but your boxer briefs. I mean, you guys are like family. Sort of. But you're all still so pretty. It's confusing."

The rest of the drive doesn't take very long and soon enough David's pulling up to the club your girl friends are all waiting outside of. And before you can open the door, Todd's holding on tighter as Jason turns around in his seat. David records what comes next.

"Ground rules," Jason says, putting on a mock serious expression. "Very little alcohol, no drugs, no boys, no hook-ups, no-"

"Yes, dad, I get it. Have fun, but not too much fun." You sigh. "Can I go now?"

"Listen here, young lady." You snort and all the boys snicker at Jason's tone. "You are only just barely legal-legal. You're lucky I'm even considering letting you out of this car!"

"I love you guys, but you're all idiots. I'm going now." You tap on Toddy's arm to let go, which he does, and you make your escape soon after.

Then making sure the tape has done its job and kept you covered, you pull down on your shorts from where they'd ridden up. You wave to the boys as soon as the door closes, but you only make it a few feet before Jason's voice is ringing out.

"Call us if you run into any trouble! We mean it, Baby!"

You stumble and glare over your shoulder when people start to stare, you flipping off all the boys now laughing. Your girl friends then walk up to you, staring between you and the car of boys in amusement. "Don't ask," you grumble. "I need a drink asap."

          - X - X - X - X - X -

By the time you're stumbling out of the club, every one of your girls are completely smashed. Makeup is smudged, shoes are in their hands, and one of your girls is a crying mess. Your mind is a little fuzzy and some things look like they're in slow motion when you move a little too fast. Thankfully, however, you had enough of your wits about to order an Uber for the girls and call David to come pick you up just because.

The Uber gets there before David, so you quickly wrangle up the girls and get them in the van. Then left alone, you take a seat on the curb and mess about on your phone to keep yourself occupied. Your Instagram has blown up with notifications from all the sloppy pictures your girls had posted and tagged you in, and all the comments your other group of friends had left on them.

There's whistling behind you, followed by some catcalls that make you slightly uncomfortable, but you do your best to ignore it.

Finally the familiar white Tesla pulls up and you sigh in relief. The front passenger window rolls down and Todd's beaming smile greets you. "Someone doesn't look like they've had fun."

"I was until some idiots ruined it."

"Aw, Baby, whose asses do we have to kick?"

You huff a laugh as you attempt to get up, only to trip and bump into the side of David's car. You can hear him cackling from the inside. The back passenger door opens, and Zane and Jeff are recording you with their phones.

"Seriously, Baby, who pissed you off?"

"Just some-"

"Yeah, sweetheart, flash us those tits!"

The shouting startles you and you grimace, looking towards the source of crude remark. The guy who shouted, plus all his friends, laugh as they shove each other around and continue staring at you. Todd leans his head further out the window and Zane halfway exits the car.

"Flash us your tits! Flash us your tits!"

"Suck my dick!" You suddenly bark back, your anger spiking. The catcalling morons seem startled you spoke back, they still laughing but no longer chanting. "What? You think it's cute to act like jackasses? You wanna see tits so bad, go home and jerk off to PornHub."

"You tell 'em, girl!" A random group of girls cheer you on.

"Fuck, Zane, get her in the car!" Jeff says.

"You wanna go, you little bitch? Lets go, motherfucker!"

"Zane, grab Baby!"

You start to walk off, but arms wrap around your waist and pull you back.

"Yo, man, come get your girl! She's fuckin' crazy."

"What the hell did you just say?" Zane stills and suddenly you're the one nudging Zane back to prevent him from marching up and starting a fight.

Suddenly David's in your face, the light on his camera blinding as he laughs in your and Zane's face. Todd and Jeff do their best to calm the situation, and then you're being herded into the Tesla. And even though there's two perfectly empty seats in the back, you're seated on Zane's lap in the middle seat with Jeff beside you.

"Are you kidding me right now?" Jeff suddenly muses, chuckling the further David gets from the club. "You went from 0 to 100 in a blink."

You frown. "They started it. I ignored it at first, but the chanting really got under my skin."

"You're a mean drunk," Todd giggles. "You went off on those guys. I seriously can't wait until next week."

"I can. Everything feels super slow right now. It's almost making me dizzy." Since you're sitting sideways in Zane's lap, you place your head on his shoulder and snuggle in. "This sucks."

"No, no, no. Don't you dare puke in my car."

You burp. "No promises."

[livylove151]

Panic Attack (David Dobrik)

Summary: David brings you to a party and you have a panic attack and he is surprisingly very good at helping you focus on him and calm down. 

“I can’t breathe. I can’t-”

“Just breathe... You’re okay, I promise, just breathe.”

Your POV:

You don’t go to parties. It wasn’t your thing. Usually when it came to David’s events or any type of party that related to your friend group you either told them you weren’t feeling up to it or go for about an hour then get the hell out of there. Parties always caused you so much discomfort and so much anxiety. And usually you could escape before a panic attack started. So the vlog squad just sort of stopped inviting you to things. 

When it came to dinner with your friends you were always invited, but I think they picked up on the fact that you weren’t really a party kind of girl. And they accepted that fact. Well almost everyone. David didn’t accept it. In fact, every time he threw a party or knew of a party going on he immediately texted you and asked if you would accompany him. You knew he just wanted to get some bits for the vlog and see what would do if you were intoxicated but you never agreed to any of his invitations. 

But this time you couldn’t deny the invitation as much as your mind was screaming at you to deny the offer, the look on David’s face was just too hard to say no to. You knew he was getting defeated at the fact you never went to one of his “wild” events. And maybe this time your anxiety would be okay considering you knew David and you knew MOST of his friends. Not all of them but enough that if you did so happen to panic you could stick to someone’s side. 

You were so wrong. 

David’s house was filled with so many unfamiliar faces. The music making the floor vibrate, people intoxicated with alcohol screaming the lyrics at the top of their lungs, stumbling around bumping into you as you tried to find a less crowded area. David was somewhere amongst the crowd getting footage for his vlogs while Zane and Heath were the life of the party getting drunk off their asses. You tried to focus on one specific person but everything was starting to blur over. 

The music faded as you started to hyper focus on your breathing. You could feel your heart beating in your chest as so many people bumped into you as you felt the room closing in on you. You searched everywhere for an escape from the living room but there were too many people around. Too many people screaming and dancing, drinks sloshing on to the floor. 

You knew what was coming, you put two fingers against the side of your neck to check your pulse. It was racing. Your throat was all of sudden desert dry. You put a hand on the wall to steady yourself as the floor started to spin. Your breathing started to pick up as you felt your eyes gloss over with tears. 

“(Y/N)?” You heard a voice. You couldn’t tell who it was. You just stared straigh ahead of you as you tried to focus on your pulse. But that only seemed to freak you out more. “(Y/N), it’s David. What’s happening right now?” 

You turned your head to the side to see David standing there, he reached out towards you and put his hand on your arm. You looked around at the crowd then back at David. 

“I’m, I, um, am having-” You stopped to take a short breath. “I think I’m having a panic attack.” He nodded and immediately pulled you into his side, snaking an arm around your waist as he pushed his way through the crowd. And considering this was his house, everyone parted like the red sea. He led you guys through a door and from what you could tell you were in his bedroom. He led you to his bed and sat you down as he crouched down in front of you. 

“Do you need water?” He asked. You shook your head as you stared at his shoes. “I need you to look at me.” 

Your eyes flickered to his. 

“Tell me where we are right now,” He said. 

“Your house, in your room,” you muttered. His hands were on your thighs. 

“Very good, you’re okay. You are in a spacious area right now. The music is just a faded sound, you’re with me. One of your friends. A familiar face. Just take a deep breath. Can you do that for me?” He asked, his voice had a soothing quality to it. You shook my head no. 

“I can’t breathe. I can’t-” you said as you started shaking your head as a few tears started to fall. David sat down next to me and pulled you against him, your head resting upon his chest as he stroked your hair. 

“Hey, hey, hey, you’re okay. I’m right here. Just breathe...You’re okay, I promise, just breathe,” He whispered against your hair as he slowly rocked us both back and forth. 

You guys stayed like that for what seemed like an eternity but your breathing slowed down and the tears no longer fell. The room was still and everything wasn’t so loud anymore. You slowly pulled away from David and took another deep breath. you sat there for a moment not really knowing what to say. 

You looked over at him. “Sorry about that.”

“Hey, no need to apologize. I used to get panic attacks all time. I may not be the best at helping but I understand how you feel. I’ll always be here for you (Y/N),” David said as he placed a kiss on your temple. 

You were so glad to have a friend like David Dobrik. 

[vsquadgoals]

Best friends. (J.W)

Summary: y/n and Jeff are the type of friends that are always flirting with each other, Everyone in the group knows that they both have feelings for each other but what's keeping them from acting on these feelings?  

It was another Friday night and y/n, Toddy, Jeff, Natalie, and David were all sitting at David’s house while David tries to find a party or something for the group to do tonight so that he has something to film for the vlog. Natalie is laying in the lovesac on her phone scrolling though tik toks. Y/n is sitting on the couch in between Toddy and Jeff as usual and David was pacing in between the kitchen and living room on his phone. Y/n leans into Toddy’s side as she scrolls through her phone looking through her instagram feed and replying to comments. She smirks over at Jeff as she wiggles her freezing cold feet under the back of his shirt and against his warm back, Jeff was always like a furnace. Jeff yelps and glares at y/n who is hiding her smile behind her phone.

“y/n... I’m going to catch hyperthermia of you don’t move your ice cubes from my back.”  Everyone's attention turns to the two on the couch and Toddy chuckles at them shaking his head. “Oh, come on J you’re always so warm and my feet are freezing!” y/n gives Jeff the puppy dog eyes that always seems to get him to do whatever she wants. Those big blue eyes melt Jeff’s heart and make his knees weak, but he would never admit it to anyone, except Todd- he knew everything.  

“Give ‘em here Doll,” Jeff holds his hands out to her, she puts her feet into his large hands smiling feeling accomplished once he starts rubbing them to warm them up. David looks over at the two of them and rolls his eyes “Come on you two get a room.” He says chuckling and rolling his eyes.  

It’s about two hours later when the rest of the group walks into David’s house and David finally had a frat party lined up for the group. Jeff has now returned after heading back to his apartment to change into something better for the party. Y/n, Natalie, Corinna, and Carly are all in Natalie’s room while her and y/n get ready for the party. Y/n always left going out outfits in Natalie’s closet for nights like these.  

“Damn Y/n you look so hot!” Corinna gushed looking her up and down. Y/n blushed and smirked at her friends, “Thanks babe. It’s not too much?” She asked looking herself in Nat’s full length mirror. “God no! It's amazing!” Natalie and the rest of the girls chimed in. “Alright lets go out there then! Lets do some shots before we have to leave!” y/n said to the girls after they took a few pictures in Nat’s mirror.  

All of the guys are in the kitchen pouring drinks and goofing around and David was filming when the girls came out of the room. Jeff was standing against the wall talking to Zane when they made their way into the kitchen and grabbing shot glasses, y/n trailed behind the girls running her fingers through her waist length blonde wavy hair looking down at her phone. Whistling and shocked expressions pull her eyes away from the pictures she was looking at that they took in Natalie’s room, Y/n looks up at the group and everyone was whistling at her smirking “Damn baby you look FIIIINEEEE” Zane calls turning his attention away from Jeff who's eyes were raking up and down Y/n’s body and his lip was pulled in between his teeth. Y/n’s cheeks were burning hot as she blushed grateful for how much make up she had on so you could barely tell “Guys stop! I had to step up my game! Look how bomb everyone else looks!” She giggles trying to take the attention from herself and onto her friends, thankfully it worked. Carly hands Y/n a shot which she gladly takes and places the empty glass on the pool table as she heads over to Jeff whose eyes hadn’t left her since she came into his view.  

“Take a picture it’ll last longer.” She teases winking at him. Jeff chuckles and snakes his arm around y/n’s waist pulling her closer to him, Thankfully the rest of their friends were now distracted by Zane and Natalie doing shots and David filming them. “Who told you that you could look this incredible.” He whispers against her ear, goosebumps prickling over y/n’s skin as Jeff’s lips brush against her ear and then her bare shoulder. “You don’t look so bad yourself.” Y/n cooed, Todd came over to the two which made Jeff drop his arm from her waist and back away from her just slightly. “Let's go love birds one more shot before we leave.” Y/n takes the shot from Todd’s hand and let the warm liquid burn her throat on its way down.  

Everyone piles into David’s tesla and of course Y/n ends up on Jeff’s lap all the way in the back next to Todd and Natalie, Zane and Carly were in the middle row, Corrina was in the front seat with David, Heath and Mariah took the Lambo like always. Todd and Natalie were talking closely, and the rest of the car has their attention on David and his camera on the front dash. Jeff’s hand was on Y/n’s bare thigh and his thumb slowly rubbed her silky skin. Y/n hums happily as his other arm snakes around her waist once again. “God I can’t believe how amazing you look doll.” Jeff cooed into Y/n’s ear brushing his lips softly against it once again. Her skin was tingling under his touch and she suddenly wishes they weren’t going to this party anymore. “Thank you, J.,” She whispers before pulling her plump lip in between her teeth. Jeff’s hand slowly makes its way higher up her thigh almost disappearing under her small skirt, y/n’s breath caught in her throat and she looked at Jeff who’s eyes were full of lust, her eyes went between his eyes and his lips as his tongue traced across his bottom lips and a smirk started to form. Y/n buries her face in the crook of Jeff’s neck as his thumb slowly brushed over her panties. “We’re here!!!” Zane yells happily reminding Jeff and Y/n where they were, he quickly pulls his hand away and ran his fingers through his hair letting out a breath he had no idea he was holding, he couldn’t believe the effect y/n had on him.  

Y/n was quickly pulled out of her trance when she heard Zane’s voice, she lifts her head and blushes looking at her surroundings no one seemed to notice what was going on between her and Jeff, Thank god. “Are you okay?” Natalie whispers to y/n once she turns her attention from Todd and notices her flushed face and rapid breathing. She chuckles trying to cover it up, “Yeah I’m good, just feeling those shots that’s all!” She smiles to her friend and looks briefly at Jeff whose face was just as flushed.

a/n: Do you want a part 2? I’m just starting writing so I’d be happy to do a part 2, Let me know ! 

[notenoughscotty]

But She Has A Baby I.F

Requested: yes by @galxydefender 

Summary: Ilya has a crush on David’s assistant who has a baby

Birds chirping and a baby’s cry is what filled the air the moment I became conscious. I pried my eyes open, my body was clearly not ready to be awake. I quickly shook the lethargy and checked the time, 5:45 am. As soon as I began to open the door to her room, she no longer cried, I found her standing in her crib, blanky in hand, thumb in mouth. 

“Hi, sweetie, you ready for breakfast?” The baby voice not coming across so well with having just woken up less than five minutes ago. She didn’t respond, but I knew she was. I lifted her from the crib, and changed her diaper before bringing her to the kitchen for some food, I got her in her high chair and got her a banana sliced up as well as some dry cheerios. Once she was finished and I changed her for the day, I put her on my bed to watch some cartoons while I got ready, I relished in the feeling of the cold water on my face as I washed it. I did minimal makeup, just enough to create the illusion of a well rested person. I checked my phone again, 8 am and a text message no single mother likes to see, my babysitter had cancelled. It wasn’t the worst thing for me, seeing as I was the assistant to a YouTuber, one that loved my daughter and didn’t mind having her around at that. Although for my sake it was difficult to get anything done with a one and a half year old but at least there were other people there to distract her for a while so I can get some work done. I knew David wouldn’t be awake but I texted him so that he could answer when he did wake up, oh what I would do to still be sleeping right now. I had packed everything that we would need for the day by 9:30 am and, I didn’t have to be at David’s until noon so I had time to play with my baby before we had to head into the chaos that is David Dobrik’s house. David answered my text message excited to my daughter. It was 11 am when I left my house to get to David’s, traffic was bad this time of day and loading a toddler into the car was a job on it’s own. 

My daughter had fallen asleep on the drive, which I hoped would last but as soon as unbuckled her, her eyes opened and I could already tell she was grumpy from being woken, I pulled her from the seat and she laid her head against my shoulder, she was all moody until she saw Ilya, she loved him to pieces, she wiggled from my grip to go see him, I released her and she was so excited she fell while running to him, he swiftly picked her up and I couldn’t help but stare and smile, it was a sweet sight. The way she giggled and smiled and him bouncing her and tickling her was too cute to look away. Once we were settled, I got to work and Ilya volunteered to watch [y/d/n]. My next task was to organize David’s closet, before leaving the room I gave a kiss to [y/d/n] who was sitting on Ilya’s lap, I pulled away to see Ilya sitting with puckered lips as if to ask for one as well, I knew he was joking.

“Aw, you want a kiss too?” I smiled at him, he laughed and nodded, I grabbed his face and gave him a kiss on the forehead, just as I had to my daughter. “Happy?” I asked, he nodded once again and I rolled my eyes and turned to start on the closet. I opened the doors and took a look. It was mainly just going to be hanging clothes up, so I started by mentally planning how it should be organized. Once I had decided I began hanging everything up or folding it and putting it somewhere that made sense. Once I was half way done, it had been a half an hour. I figured I should check on my baby and make sure everything was going alright. I didn’t make it far out of David’s room before I could hear them talking, and I could hear them talking about me. I stood still, trying to listen closely. 

“-Dude she has a baby, you think you could handle that?” I knew David’s voice and that was David, no doubt, but what was he talking about?

“I obviously know that, I really like [y/n], and to me it doesn’t matter, I love her baby too...” that was Ilya’s voice, was he really saying what I thought he was? I never knew that he felt that way, and I had been so preoccupied with everything else in my life to even think about dating, but hearing him say that, I knew I liked him as well. Not to mention how well he does with my daughter, although it is scary to bring someone into my life romantically now that I have a child, if she becomes attached to him and it doesn’t work, it would be devastating. I listened for a bit longer before deciding to make my presence known, as I walked the rest of the hallway I made sure to make my footsteps heavy, so they would know I was coming, they stopped talking abruptly upon my arrival. 

“I just wanted to check in, make sure [y/d/n] is okay” I spoke softly 

“She’s doing great, we were just playing a riveting game of peek-a-boo” Ilya responded, I laughed and nodded, before going back I made sure to let him know where her snacks were in case she needed them. I then went back to the closet to finish the job. It took maybe another half an hour to finish. I had finished just in time for [y/d/n]’s nap time, I came back out into the living room, David was editing and Ilya was watching something with my daughter, she was laying on top of him, with a blanket over both of them, I almost didn’t want to interrupt but if I didn’t we would have a very cranky toddler on our hands in approximately one hour.

“I hate to steal her from you but, it’s nap time” I said pouting, he pouted back but handed her over, and I brought her to David’s room, where he agreed, she could sleep. I had dimmed the lights, turned on her white noise maker, given her a bottle, and laid with her and read a story to her. By the time I closed the book she was out, I carefully removed myself so I wouldn’t disturb her, leaving the door ever so slightly cracked as I made my escape. Once out I sighed, and returned to the living room, and the people in the room had multiplied, before, it was just David and Ilya, now, Jeff, Jason, Natalie, Todd, Corinna, and Josh were here. I waved to everyone, as soon as they saw me, they began greeting me loudly, I cringed, placing my finger over my lips to signal to be quiet, explaining that my daughter had just fallen asleep, they all nodded and apologized quietly. I sat down in the only spot on the couch not taken, which was next to Ilya, he put his arm around the back of the couch behind me, and turned to face me. He looked as though he was about to say something but instead he just smiled, I smiled back. 

9 pm came quickly and it was time to get my daughter and myself into bed, I picked up [y/d/n] from Jason who had been holding her and said my goodbyes, Ilya offered to help carry the bags to my car, after watching me struggle, I accepted graciously. Once she was buckled and the bags were in the backseat, I turned to Ilya and thanked him, he of course said it was no problem. There was this tension in the air, but he wasn’t saying anything so I smiled and went to open the driver door.

“Wait, uh, [y/n] would you maybe want to go on a date with me? Saturday?” He spoke up, trying to sound confident, but losing it every few words. 

“I would love to, if I can get a babysitter, then definitely” I smiled back

“She can come too”

[soft-baby-dobrik]

pretty girl // david dobrik

a/n: this was not requested but this gave me some VIBES that needed to be addressed SHITITITITIT.... this may be too specific but let me live okay quarantine got me feeling some TYPE OF WAY FOR MY BABY DADDY DAVID

summary: the vlog squad buys an a huge inflatable hot tub and david notices how good you look in your bikini

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Most of the time being apart of David’s crazy ass friend group meant complete and utter chaos. Everything was absolutely crazy at all times. David’s camera flash was blocking out light while everyone was loud and being complete fools. For once, you were excited for a vlog idea. You had proposed as a joke to buy an enormous hot tub because I mean, who wouldn’t want to relax in a hot tub? With that idea, an inflatable hot tub was bought within minutes. What could you say, the perks of being friends with them means they’ll go for any outrageous ideas. This was just one of the few ones that benefited you. While you didn’t want to be recorded in your swimsuit, you were at least happy to be sitting in a hot tub. You also bribed some wine out of the boys which Natalie and Corinna were happy about. After a couple weeks, the night finally came for the hot tub party. You were excited, but couldn’t help but to feel a little nervous sitting in your bikini. David agreed to pick you up since you were going to drink and he didn’t want you to worry about a ride home, so he offered to pick you up and drop you off. As much as you wished he would of offered for you to stay the night, you were at least thankful that he was a kind enough friend to let you drink and be your D.D. 

It was finally time and David had just pulled up. You rushed out of your house and into his car in excitement. You had your bikini in your bag ready to go. 

“Hey, y/n,” David grinned as you flopped into his front seat. Luckily, the night hid the slight flush of your cheeks as you sat.

“Hi,” you smiled back, buckling up quickly.

“Well someone is in a rush,” David laughed loudly, beginning to drive.

“Listen, there’s wine and a freaking hot tub, this is any girls dream,” you responded back. “Honestly, I would tell you to speed since you can afford a ticket, but I am a law abiding citizen,” you added, with a joking attitude.

“Anything for you, princess,” David joked, shaking his head. Without trying, he made your heart skip a beat. This was an ongoing joke between the both of you. David joked that you were like a princess since you wanted your way, and usually got it.

“Listen here! Just because I don’t put up with no bullshit and follow some rules does not make me a princess!” you exclaimed with a smile.

“That is exactly what a princess would say,” David smirked, turning of the music slightly.

“Don’t think I don’t notice you turning up the music to tune me out,” you scoffed, trying not to laugh.

“Oh, I’m sorry. Would you like me to turn that down? Is it too loud for you, princess?” David teased, biting back a smile.

You gasped and crossed your arms over your chest dramatically. “Just for that, I’m not sharing my wine with you. And no you keep blasting the music, because I AM NOT A PRINCESS,” you said the last part loudly.

“I couldn’t drink the wine anyway cause I have to drive you home because you are a princess,” David responded, matter of factly.

“Okay, you offered the ride!” you exclaimed. He just kept driving, laughing and shaking his head at you. By this time, you had reached his house. Both of you peeled yourselves out of his car and headed into his house. Much to your happiness, you saw Zane and Matt, whom you haven’t seen in awhile. You rushed up to Matt and gave him a bear hug.

“Ugh, Matt, I missed you!” you smiled, as he hugged back.

“I missed you too,” he responded, kindly. Zane stood there with is lips pursed.

“Well fuck me then, shit. Guess you didn’t miss me,” Zane said, rolling his eyes. Quickly, you left Matt’s arms to wrap your arms around Zane’s neck dramatically. 

“I missed you so much, Zane. I haven’t see Matt in weeks and I saw you last week, but I missed you so much!” you squealed, jokingly. Matt laughed from next to you and Zane finally hugged you back.

“That’s better,” he exclaimed. After a small hug, you both pulled away.

“So, now that I have my two favorites, let’s start drinking,” you smiled.

“This is why I actually miss you for the week I didn’t see you,” Zane smiled. already heading to the kitchen to find the alcohol. Matt followed quickly behind. You giggled and shook your head at them. As you walked in further, you saw David lingering in the kitchen. 

“I didn’t get that reaction when I came to pick you up,” David said, sassily. A slight laugh left you.

“I saw you like three days ago, David,” you responded, heading over to the wine bottles on the counter.

“And I’m the one who is driving you home tonight so I deserved a hello like that,” David exclaimed, jokingly. 

“David, if you want a hug from y/n, just ask nicely. No need to be jealous,” Zane joked, making your breathe hitch in your throat. You felt the familiar feeling of your face becoming flushed. 

“I was just joking, Zane,” David laughed, slightly awkwardly. As you looked at him, you noticed a slight blush on David’s cheeks.

"Oh, so you don't want one of my hugs? That's fine, they're too good for you anyway," you shrugged, jokingly, trying to cover up the awkwardness. Quickly, you came over to the wine bottle and poured some into your wine tumbler. "Also, this is my wine bottle!" you said, hugging it tightly to your chest. "I will not be sharing," you added, looking directly at Zane. He pretended to be offended and you shrugged. Zane had already started drinking and so did Matt. In the other room you saw Corinna and Natalie. With your wine bottle in one hand and wine tumbler in the other, you headed over to them.

"Hey, boos," you smiled, sitting down next to them happily. The couch had been pushed in the way corner to make room for the hot tub. Todd and Jeff were loudly in the other corner and Heath and Mariah had just walked in. They both said hi with a big smile.

"We were just talking about you!" Corinna exclaimed.

"Me?" you laughed, beginning to sip your wine.

"Yeah, we think something is up with David and you," Natalie said, bluntly. You choked on your wine the second you heard those words come out of her mouth.

"W-what?" you stuttered out, gulping down another sip of wine.

"I can't explain it, there's just something there," Corinna said, pursing her lips at you. Your face once again began to flush and you could see the smirks taking over both of their faces.

"There's nothing going on," you said, continuing to sip your wine to try and calm your nerves.

"You look guilty," Natalie said, knowingly.

"Seriously," you said, keeping a straight face.

"Nothing? At all?" Corinna asked, not believing you.

"Well nothing is going on between him and I. Just friends," you mumbled out. Without realizing, your face gave away all the information they needed.

"Do you like him?" Natalie asked, grinning.

"No!" you exclaimed. Your eyes scanned the room, nervously. Luckily no one was paying attention.

"Listen, if you do, you know you can tell us," Corinna said, smiling.

Groaning, you chugged the rest of your wine tumbler. Both of them stared at you with furrowed brows and amused faces. "Look, of course there's like a little crush. I mean doesn't everyone have a little crush on David?" you spoke, quietly. Immediately after you spoke, you started to throw the wine bottle back, letting the wine try to calm your nerves.

"I fucking knew it," Corinna said, with a huge smile.

"I hate you both," you breathed out, biting your lip.

"First of all, not everyone has a little crush on David. Don't try to make it not seem important," Natalie said.

"It's not," you whined out, scrunching your face in frustration. "Let's not talk about it. It's one sided and the more I talk about it, the more awkward it is and then I will be awkward all night and I don't want that. I want wine and a hot tub," you rambled out.

"What if it's not one sided?" Natalie said, tilting her head and raising her eyebrows at you.

"Exactly," Corinna added.

"Except it is. I don't want to consider it and get my hopes up and make everything weird," you sighed. Before they could argue any longer, you heard the boys start to become louder.

"Hot tub time," Zane sang out, excitedly. You were the only one not changed besides David. After that conversation, you needed more wine, so you threw your head back and began to chug the bottle. In the background, you could hear Zane and Matt cheering you on. Once you got up, you felt slightly dizzy for a couple seconds. You grinned at Zane and Matt and took your bag back towards the bathroom. David was coming out of his bedroom, still fully dressed.

"Why aren't you in a swimsuit?" you asked, confused, definitely starting to feel the effects of all the wine you chugged.

"I'm filming," David laughed, holding up his camera. He had changed into a yellow shirt and now had a hat on his head. The only thing you could focus on was how good he looked right then.

"Well, that's lame," you bluntly spoke, leaning against the wall on the opposite side of the hall.

"Does the princess not approve?" he joked, laughing.

"I'm not a princess," you whined, over this joke. "You just have this cool hot tub in your house and you're not even going to go in! That's lame."

"Well, I have to get some footage," he said. "Everyone's going to be drunk soon and we bought a fucking ginormous inflatable hot tub. It needs to be documented." You shook your head before continuing down the hall a couple feet to the bathroom. David stood in the same spot staring at you. "Are you drunk already?" David asked, with a huge smile on his face, when you looked, you saw his camera facing towards you.

"Don't worry bout it, sweetheart, don't worry bout it!" you exclaimed back, giggling at yourself for quoting that vine. He laughed loudly in response before you flicked him off and closed the bathroom door. Once the door was closed, you began to change into your swimsuit. The second it was on, you looked up to the mirror to see yourself. Nervously, you looked over yourself. It wasn't a common occurrence to be in a bikini in front of everyone. Actually, you never had been before. Something about it made you nervous. Finally, you exhaled and folded your clothes up and picked up your bag. There was noise coming from the living room as you padded towards it. No one noticed you at first, but once you started to set your clothes and bags on the couch, Zane and Corinna began exclaiming at you. David stood while everyone else had gotten in the tub. Every part of you tensed when everyone was looking at you. Zane and Corinna were hyping you up with the best intentions, but you felt yourself start to panic. With the wine bottle in your hand, you tried to laugh away the feeling.

As you looked at everyone, shaking your head, your eyes met David. He was looking right at you. His teeth were biting his bottom lip so hard, you thought he was going to make it bleed soon. His eyes scanned you up and down and you could feel your whole body become hot all over. One of the boys loud noises broke your eye contact. Both of you looked over to see Zane drowning in the hot tub, making you burst out laughing. David's camera was trained on him immediately. Music bumped through the house as you began to sip your wine again. Finally, you climbed into the pool next to Corinna. Todd was sat next to Natalie, making her roll her eyes constantly.

"So we can't talk about David eye fucking you?" Corinna asked as your body began to relax in the hot water.

"What are you talking about?" you asked. If you admitted to what Corinna was saying, you would end up doing something very ballsy since you were starting to really feel the wine.

"You both literally had the longest eye contact I've ever seen go on, and he definitely wasn't just looking at your eyes," Corinna said, smirking. It was no use arguing with her, so you shook your head and focused on everyone else.

Hours passed and to say you were tipsy would be an understatement. Everyone had pretty much filed out and Natalie headed out somewhere, so it was just you in the hot tub. David had just closed the door behind Zane as his uber got here. He walked back towards the living room where you were sat comfortably in the hot tub.

"David!" you exclaimed, giggling. He laughed and shook his head at you.

"I'll be right back," David replied, grabbing his camera and heading down the hallway. You quietly sat and continued to sip your wine. David came out a couple minutes later shirtless and in swim trunks. Without meaning to, your eyebrows raised at him.

"Whatcha doing?" you asked, watching him walk towards you. He held two towels in his hand.

"Getting in the hot tub," he replied, stepping in. "Not being lame anymore," he added, making you laugh loudly.

"I may never leave this tub," you replied, throwing your head back. David sat next to you and tried to take the wine out of your hand. "Hey!" you exclaimed, looking at him.

"y/n, you don't need anymore wine," he laughed, as he held it in his hand. Your bottom lip jutted out as you pouted. He looked at you as he took. a big sip.

"You can't drink! You have to drive me home, David!" you screamed, trying to grab the wine out of his hand.

"Do you want to go home?" David asked. The question caught you off guard and your face changed to confusion.

"What?" you asked, not understanding.

"Or do you want to crash here?" he asked. His eyes were staring at you and the glass of wine had disappeared. His body slowly started to come closer to you.

"I can crash on the couch if that's easier for you," you said, staring at him. With the heat from the hot tub and the way David was staring at you, your heart was beating out of your chest.

"Or you can stay in my bed," David started, moving even closer to you. By now, his hand was grazing your shoulder and his legs were almost touching yours. "I'll take the couch," he finished, looking you up and down. That made sense. The fact you almost thought he was going to invite you to sleep with him like out of the blue? Stupid. You nodded, feeling your eyes become tired. With the warmth of the water, you let your eyes close for a minute and relax into the tub further. Once your eyes were closed, you felt something brush some hair out of your face. When you opened your eyes, you saw David with his hand on your cheek. "You are so beautiful," David mumbled, looking at you with his lip tugged between his teeth. "Such a pretty girl," he continued, looking your up and down. Your mouth parted slightly as you began to breathe uneasily. He can't just say that in a friendly way right? Or are you drunk and reading in to it too much?

"David," you breathed out, blinking to see if you were losing it. "I'm drunk," you blurted out.

"Like too drunk to remember tonight?" he asked, taking his hand away from your cheek.

"Well, no, but I'm," you couldn't find the words to finish a coherent thought.

"That's good, princess," David said. This time, he didn't say it in a joking manner. There was no laugh after. This time you didn't even fight him on it either because truthfully, it sounded so nice. "Do you know how beautiful you are?" David asked, turning his body to face yours so his face was lined up with yours. Your skin felt like it was burning all over with his words. "Like, you are so pretty, when you came out earlier, just wow." The way he was looking at you made your whole body melt.

"David," you exhaled, gulping nervously. "You can't talk like this," you whispered.

"Why not?" David asked, moving closer to you.

"I'm drunk and I will act on impulse," you mumbled out, continuing to look at him.

"That doesn't sound bad to me," he responded, letting his fingers trail on your shoulder and up your neck to your cheek.

"David," you groaned, feeling the tension building between you two. Once you let his name out, David was leaned into you, his lips hovering right over yours.

"I'm not drunk, but I'm going to act on my own impulse," David whispered, making your whole body tense. Without any hesitation, his lips crashed against yours roughly. Although the initial part of the kiss was rough, he began to slow it down. His lips moved against yours gently as his hand snaked its way down to hold your waist. Both of you moved in harmony and before your mind could process, he was pulling your body to straddle his lap without breaking the kiss. Both his hands found their way to your waist as you continued to kiss. There was no fight for dominance since David was in charge the whole time. You just followed his lead. Your fingers made their way up to entangle in his hair, gripping the ends every time your fingers ran through them.  He finally pulled away to leave a trail of kisses down your neck and to your collarbone, making your whole body melt into him.

After some time, you pulled away, with ragged breathing. "David," you whispered.

"Like I said, such a pretty girl," he whispered, biting his bottom lip.

"What the hell was that?" you asked, in a complete daze.

"I-well," David paused for a second, leading a stray hair of yours behind your ear, and letting his thumb rub your cheek gently. "Honestly, you just came out looking so gorgeous in your swimsuit, I couldn't control myself anymore."

"Anymore?" you asked, looking at him, confused.

"You think all this just started tonight?" David asked, laughing. "This has been built up for months. Every time I see you, you're so beautiful and I cant focus on anything else besides you," David finished, pressing a small kiss to your nose.

"Well, shit I guess Corinna was right," you whispered out, making David look at you confused. "Well, uh, earlier, she asked if anything was going on between us and I said no and she thought so, and I admitted of course I liked you, I mean everyone likes. Every girl likes you," you rambled out, making David laugh loudly. "Okay, so I didn't say it as romantic as you," you grumbled out.

"I think it was adorable," David smiled. "So why don't we get out and get you in bed? You've been in here for way too long," he laughed out. Dramatically, you stood up, wobbling slightly from the alcohol. David stood up as well and grabbed the towels. Both of you climbed out and began to dry yourselves off.

"Do you still have to sleep on a couch?" you asked, jutting out your lower lip to pout. This made David laugh loudly. He came over to you and wrapped his arms around you.

"No," he said, pressing a kiss to your forehead and your body leaned on his. With your head against his chest, your eyes began to close. "Alright, let's get you to bed," he laughed out, seeing you get comfy. Sighing, you stood up and walked to his room behind him. He handed you some dry clothes of his and left the room for you to change, going to change himself. Right when you opened the door, he was waiting outside. His eyes looked you up and down and huge smile overtook his face.

"What?" you asked, puckering your lips.

"You look so adorable right now," he responded, shaking his head. You shuffled over and went into his warm embrace. "Alright, princess, let's get you in bed," he spoke up after a couple moments. You couldn't hide the smile that overtook you as you both headed into his bed. Without hesitation, he pulled your into his arms and you happily cuddled into his warm arms. The alcohol had left you more tired than you thought you'd be. Before you knew it, you started to doze off to the sound of David's breathing.

a/n: so this was REALLY LONG!!! but this gif of David had me feeling SOME TYPE OF WAYYYYY and i hope you guys enjoyed :)

[wtfdavidsvlogs]

Choked Up (D.D)

Warnings: Fluff, swearing👅

Requested by: @charliegirl02 said David imagine where you’re Natalie’s new friend and she’s been talking about you forever and he finally actually meets you? Love your stuff

Gif by: @allthesepurplelights

“She is so much like me! We have similar interests, she’s intelligent, and kind, shes so fucking funny. She’s literally such an open minded, chill ass person like, you will love her.” Little did David know, he would. Natalie spoke of Y/N so fondly. She was a new and very good friend of hers and she wanted David to meet her as well.

“I don’t know, Natalie. You know how I am with new people.” David said sitting in the corner of his couch. Natalie groaned at his statement.

“Oh come on! I’ve talked about her so much it’s like you practically know her.” She said sitting next to him.

“I guess you’re right about that. I guess I’m just nervous, the way you explain her, sounds like a fucking fantastic person and I’m just kind of not a fantastic person.” He said shyly.

“If you’re wondering if she’ll like you or not, don’t. I talk about you to her almost as much as I talk about her to you. She is so excited to meet you” Natalie said. A faint hint of a smirk crept onto David’s face once he heard of Y/N’s thoughts of him. “Speaking of which she should be here.” The doorbell rings. “Right now.” Natalie said jumping up off the couch. She quickly walks to the front door. Davids’ eyes shoot open as he scrambles to fix his hair, check his breath, he hears the door open and both of the girls squeak. He walks over with his head hung whilst giving himself an internal pep talk. He reached the door and looked up. He saw the light of the sun cascade over her silhouette. Pure radiant light taking up the entirety of her aura. Her smile shown brighter. She wore thick rimmed round black glasses, a maroon sweater, black tank top, and white jeans. Her beautiful, smooth, Y/H/C hair falling where it may over her shoulders. She stood at least 8-10 inches shorter than him. She waved to him as David continued staring at her in awe. She laughed and clapped in his face. He broke out and shook his head.

“Uh yes, shit! Hi, I’m-“

“David. I can tell.” She says with an innocent sweet sounding voice. She reached out her arms to hug him. He reacted much quicker than he should have. He wrapped his arms around her and picked her up straight off the ground. She yelped and hung onto him. She giggled. “Nice to meet you, too.” She said while still being suspended in the air. He realized what he was doing and quickly placed her down.

“Fuck, sorry it’s wonderful to meet you.” David said with his nerves on fire. She was having this effect on David that he couldn’t pin point.

“I didn’t think you’d get so choked up.” She said with a chuckle. He laughed as well.

“Well I didn’t think you’d look like this.” He said regretting every word he said as he said them. He shut his eyes tight as he silently cursed himself.

“Look like what?” She asked.

“Uh- I ju- I mean like, okay, so I guess I wasn’t exactly expecting you to look sooo...” He lost his words.

“Sooo?” Y/N said in response.

“So perfect.” He said releasing his breath after holding it in for so long. She smiled almost immediately and blushed. She ran her fingers through her hair.

“Well, I can’t say I didn’t think the same exact thing.” She said looking down. At this point they were so focused on enticity neither of them realized that Natalie had gone somewhere completely different.

“What do you mean by that?” David said with a cocky smirk and crossing his arms.

“I just mean that I think you are very enticing in many ways.” She said with half meaning. She thought the same thing of David. He’s a stunning male with the perfect physique. While David noticed the light behind her, she noticed that light envelope his face with a golden glow. His brown eyes became a beautiful honey color with the sun shown on them. She fell in love with the shape of his face. The chiseled features that his face presented made her knees nearly go limp.

“Enticing, huh?” He said

“Don’t let it get to your head, handsome. I’ve heard that you have a easily inflatable ego.” He gasped at the comment and clutched his chest.

“Rude, very very rude. Genuinely, I am hurt down to my core.” He said faking tears.

“Oh shut up, baby!” She said her eyes opened widely.

“What was that, now?” David asked laughing. Jokingly holding his hand to his ear.

“I said, shut up you baby.” She said shyly knowing that he knew.

“No, you never said that third word. You called me baby.” He said teasing.

“Stop, no I didn’t.” She said obviously lying her ass off. Her hands covered by her sleeves went straight to her blushing face.

“I mean, hey, I don’t mind you calling me baby. It has a nice ring to it.” He said as his confidence boosted by a trillion. She rolled her eyes and crossed her arms.

I like this one a lot! Tell me if you guys like it better from Y/N’s perspective or in third person. This is my first fic in third.

[mistersourwolf]

You finished up telling a childhood story David had asked you to tell for his vlog. Everyone was laughing except for Jeff, which you noticed after looking over at him immediately busting out laughing.

“Jesus Christ Jeff,” David laughed obnoxiously, “you look at y/n how Jonah looks at a Krispy Kreme donut.”

Jeff started laughing and you did as well, flattered by his interest but amused by David’s comment. It was all in good fun, but Jeff was incredibly good looking and hilarious. You could only hope you would get to know him more.

[crowdedimagines]

Sharing - David Dobrik

an// this was in my inbox and i thought the idea was too cute to pass up on!

~

Having all of the friends over at David’s house felt natural. Everyone found comfort here, especially David. He enjoyed having people here. If Natalie or I weren’t there it would drive him crazy. Natalie is the only one who knows about David and I’s relationship. Dating in the friend group gets complicated and makes it even harder to keep from the fans.

“Y/n, come join us!” Erin yells loudly from the kitchen where she’s pouring drinks.

I give David and everyone else I was sitting on the couch with a smile before getting up. I walk into the kitchen and join the conversation in there. We talk about video ideas, family back home, and everything else we feel like we need to catch up on even though we see each other every day.

“I literally can’t wait for the wedding now. David has helped out TJ and I so much. I also can’t wait to have you guys as my bridesmaids.” Erin squeezes Carly and my arm lightly.

“It’s going to be the best wedding yet. I can’t wait! You’re going to be married!”

We start talking about wedding details when we all get distracted by voices getting louder in the living room.

“I need another drink!” Zane shouts, pulling everyone’s attention on him as he crawls back over the couch before getting up. He stumbles slightly as he walks over to David’s cart of alcohol. I excuse myself from the girls and go back to the couch. Even if I can’t be touching David and have his hand on my thigh, being in his presence is soothing enough.

“Hey Zane, will you grab me a water?” David asks, since he’s already up.

Zane grabs his drink before going over to the fridge. I start talking with Heath and Mariah and don’t even notice Zane come back. David and I are touching slightly because of how close all of us are crammed on the couch.

Without thinking, just plainly out of habit, I reach out and grab David’s water off the coffee table. I just want a sip and I just sat down and don’t want to get up to grab another bottle. David and I keep listening to Mariah’s story while I take a sip and put it back.

“Woah, woah, wait!” Heath interrupts, “What did you just do?”

“What are you talking about?” I raise my brows in confusion. Others in the room have stopped their conversations due to yells yelling.

David reaches out and chugs the rest of his water without thinking as he waits along with everyone else for Heath to explain.

“Holy shit!” Heath gets up all of the sudden from the couch. Mariah is looking up at him just as confused as us.

“What is wrong with you?” David asks, a slight smile on his face. I can tell he’s enjoying whatever content this might be.

“You just let her drink from your water!” Heath now easily has the attention of everyone here. “You would rather die of thirst than have anyone else's germs on your drinks.”

Shit. He caught us.

“That’s so true!” “Oh my god, what’s going on?” “David, why do you let Y/n share?”

Everyone fires off their questions before either of us can get an edge out. I look to David and he shrugs because he doesn’t know how to explain this either. Natalie has a smirk on her face. I’m sure she is thinking ‘I told you so’. She has been trying to get us to tell the group for months that we were dating.

“Well? What’s going on?” Erin asks, pointing between the two of us.

“We’re dating!” I take David’s hand in mine. His smile grows wide and mine does too. It feels good to have them know.

Everyone breaks out talking over each other with their opinions.

“Holy shit!” “That’s so cute.” “I FUCKING KNEW IT!”

“Alright alright.” I reach out my hands for everyone to settle.

Everyone takes the empty spots on the couch or on the floor so we can talk as a group.

“I’m not even surprised. David’s been in love with her since he met her.” Jason shrugs.

“What?” I look as Jason, suddenly I’m the one whose surprised.

“Jas-”

“No, continue.” I smile and cut David off.

“After we met you, David wouldn’t shut up about you. For weeks he was basically in agony because of how much he liked you. I just thought he moved on.”

“When we first met?” I smirk turning to look at David, “We only started dating six months ago. You liked me for that long?”

“Alright, don’t get too excited there.” He pulls me in close to him so I have to rest my head on his shoulder.

“Awe, you loved me since the beginning.” I can feel a blush on my cheeks, but I don’t care right now if everyone is watching.

“Okay, can we move on?” David tries to push past the subject, his cheeks rosy as well.

We move the conversation on to other things. The group still interrupts with random questions about our relationship. It feels really good to be able to talk to people about it. It feels even better to be able to lean over and kiss him whenever I want now.

“So, when are you gonna tell the fans now?” Natalie asks as we clean up after everyone a little. The last of the rest of the group has just left and David just started editing in his bedroom.

“I don’t know.” I shrug, “Whenever David is comfortable I guess.”

I walk over to the sink to put any random glasses or dishes that got dirty tonight. Natalie follows me over with a handful of things to throw away.

“What about when you’re comfortable?” She continues.

“Nat, I would have told the fans the first time we kissed six months ago.” I grin, “I am confident in the two of us and I love him. I love him a lot. For him, I’ve always been ready for the fans and friends to know.”

It doesn’t take more than a few minutes to get the house back to normal. I tell Natalie goodnight before slipping into David’s room. It’s already decided I’m staying over tonight, which is what happens most nights.

“Hey.” I greet, I walk into his closet and take a black tee.

“Hi.” He smiles and slips his headphones off.

“Well, I think that went really well.” I shimmy out of my clothes and throw his shirt on as my pajamas for the night.

“Me too.”

I walk out of the closet and walk over to my side of the bed.

“I heard you talking with Natalie.”

“When?” I ask, not concerned with what he’s talking about.

“Just now. I was going to grab a water. I didn’t mean to eavesdrop, it just kind of happened.”

“Ohh.” I finally look at him, “Do you want to talk about something?”

I’m fine with him hearing what I said. It was the truth, I’m not trying to hide how I feel. I want him to be comfortable and ready.

“You’ve always been ready for the fans and our friends to know?”

I nod, “Yeah, well when we brought it up, you wanted to wait. Which I was and still am totally fine with.”

I reach out to run my hands through his hair.

“Babe, whenever you’re ready, I’m ready.”

He doesn’t say anything and I can tell by the look on his face he needs time to absorb what I just said to him. For a boy who is always in a rush, sometimes it takes a while for things to sink in.

“Night.” I lean over and press a kiss to his cheek and flip back over to my side. I turn off my lamp and crash before I can lay there any longer.

Not having anywhere to be in the morning, I get up without an alarm when it feels right. David is still asleep next to me, I’m sure he was up late editing. He feels me stir and get out of bed, his eyes are still half closed when he looks up at me.

“Good morning.” His voice is hoarse from just waking up.

“Morning.” I smile.

I leave him in bed so I can go to the bathroom and then head out to the kitchen and make breakfast.

“Morning, Natalie.” I greet as I walk past her.

“Morning.” She follows me to the kitchen.

“I’m making pancakes if you want some.” I inform her.

“Well duh!”

She sits at the counter so we can talk while I cook. The scent of breakfast must hit the bedroom because David comes out of the room. He walks into the kitchen and wraps his arms around my waist.

“Be careful. The burner is right there.” I warn.

“Let’s tell the fans.” He says, his face still buried slightly in my neck.

“What?” I ask, turning around to face him.

“Let’s tell the fans. I believe in us too, Y/n.”

[fanficimagery]

Flares

Summary: Imagine keeping a secret from your friends, but when you’re in need of a favor.. that secret you’ve guarded is now out.

Words: 2.9K Warnings: Cancer. The holidays have got me thinking about my mom and I just want to give someone the happy ending my mom never got.

Curled up on the sofa, no amount of TV has been able to distract you. It's been about a month since you've started chemotherapy and as warned your hair has slowly started to fall out. You had bawled earlier that morning when you noticed it, and then tried to distract yourself by binge eating and watching rom-coms. Unfortunately it didn't work.

Sighing, you pick up your iPhone to check the time. It's just after four in the afternoon and without second guessing yourself, you scroll through your contacts until you land on one name in particular. You're not as close to him as you are to others in your friend group, but you do trust him. So after quickly composing a text, you hit send on it and hope for the best.

[Hey, Jeff. When you have a free moment, can we talk?]

Surprisingly it doesn't take long for him to reply.

[I'm actually in neighborhood. Wanna grab a bite to eat?]

[Yeah. That's fine.]

[I'll text you when I'm outside.]

With your stomach in knots, you get up and quickly make yourself decently presentable for the public. You take two edibles that had been prescribed by your doctor when the nausea and anxiety became too much, and pray that you can keep your food down when out with your friend. Jeff soon texts and you quickly pocket some money, your phone, and your keys before leaving out the front door.

Then settling into the front passenger seat of Jeff's vehicle, you flash him a tired grin. "Hey, how's your day been?"

"Boring." As Jeff pulls away from the curb, you buckle yourself in and then try to sit as still as possible. "Had to film an ad for Old Spice, but that was over and done with surprisingly fast. How was your day?"

"Honestly? It's been a shit day," you say, chuckling softly. "It's kind of why I wanted to talk to you."

"Uh oh." He glances between the road and you. "This can't be good."

"You have no idea how right you are." Sighing, you then say, "I'm not sure I want to tell you right now. It's kind of an appetite killer and I already took two edibles."

Jeff frowns. "Edibles? I didn't know you were into that."

"I'm not, but they were prescribed by my doctor."

"Doctor? What the hell is going on, Y/N?"

"I'm sorry." Wringing your hands together nervously, you then meet Jeff's stare after he's pulled off into a gas station parking lot. "I'm sick. I didn't want to tell anyone until I absolutely had to and this morning I realized I was going to have to start because I need to ask you for a favor."

"Y/N," he starts, "the only time someone is prescribed edibles is when-"

"-when someone has cancer. When the chemo becomes too much and the patient can't keep food down."

Jeff's eyes close as he deeply exhales. "Jesus." A moment of silence passes and then, "what's this favor?"

"I need you to shave my head."

"What?"

"During chemo, hair starts falling out anywhere between two to four weeks. It's been a little over five for me and I noticed it falling out this morning."

He gulps. "Are you sure?"

"Yeah." Your voice wobbles and tears fill your eyes, but you're quick to wipe them away before they fall. "I don't want to go to a stranger for this. This is really personal and I would rather the person shaving my head be someone I trust."

"Then yes. I'll do it." You smile, but you can't help the tears. "Christ, Y/N, come here." Jeff opens his arms for a hug and you unbuckle your seatbelt so you're able to hug him over the center console. "You know you're gonna have to tell everyone. And soon."

"I will. I kind of have an idea of how I want to tell them, but you'd have to agree to it."

Pulling out of the hug, Jeff grins. "Okay then. We'll talk details over dinner because I'm sure you're starting to feel really hungry."

"I am." Jeff chuckles and then starts to drive. On the road to the chosen restaurant , you finally say, "Thanks, Jeff."

"Don't even mention it. I will always be there for my friends." He flashes you that dimpled smile of his and for a moment you feel like you can breathe again.

Letting someone in on this secret of yours feels like a weight has been lifted off your chest.

"So are you gonna tell me why we're doing a special edition of Jeff's Barbershop in my living room?" David wonders.

Zane and Heath are helping Jeff setup, pushing back the furniture and laying down some plastic so hair doesn't get caught in the carpet.

"You'll know soon enough."

"Can you at least let us know whose hair you're cutting?" He then asks.

Jeff sighs. "You'll know soon enough, man." David frowns, and Heath and Zane suddenly look interested in Jeff's vague answers. "Just- no jokes. Alright? This is going to be pretty serious."

"Jesus. What the hell is going on?" Zane nervously chuckles, attempting to cut the tension. It doesn't work.

"Okay. Well who's all coming?" David asks.

"Mariah, Erin, Carly, Y/N, Natalie, Jason, Todd, and Matt. Everyone else couldn't make it, so we'll call them afterward."

"Man," Heath sighs. "I've got a bad feeling about today. If Jeff isn't cracking jokes, something must really be up."

Jeff only shrugs, refusing to say anymore on the matter.

          - X - X - X - X - X -

By the time everyone is gathered at David's and has calmed down from greeting one another, Jeff stands next to the chair in the middle of the room. He picks up the black cape from the seat and holds it in one hand, staring out at everyone. "Ready?"

Everyone then glances around the room, anxious to see who's going to stand, and you almost laugh at their surprised exclamations when you push yourself up to your feet.

"What?!" Erin shouts, smiling. "No way!" She then looks to Jeff. "I thought you didn't cut women's hair? You nearly panicked when I asked you buzz my baby hairs."

"This is a special occasion of sorts. You'll understand soon enough," he says.

Now standing next to Jeff, you stuff your hands into the pocket of your hoodie. He wraps an arm around your shoulders and you lean into him for some much needed comfort. "I know you're all probably confused," you start, "but I have something to tell you and I figured I'd tell as many of you as I can in one go because this is kind of hard to say out loud."

Mariah frowns and leans forward. "What's going on, girl?"

You take a deep breath, but it doesn't help. Tears immediately spring to your eyes, even as you try to screw your mouth and nose up to keep them at bay. The tears suddenly have everyone on edge. "I.. I have cancer." The entire group goes silent and those who'd been staring at their phones immediately drop them. "I found out a little over a month ago and have been having chemo sessions for about just as long."

"Why didn't you tell us sooner?" David wonders.

You shrug. "It was hard to process at first, but then I just got scared that you'd all treat me differently once you found out. And now that my hair is falling out and Jeff kindly accepted to do me a favor, I figured I'd tell you instead of surprising you with my bald noggin'."

Heath and David are the first out of their seats, the two young men sandwiching you in a hug. You laugh, but then your laughter turns into sobs as you cling to them. One by one, the rest of your friends stand to embrace you and whisper words of encouragement.

When they're done, you step back and wipe your eyes. "None of you guys actually have to stay for the cut, but you're more than welcome to. Jeff's gonna film as if he were back at his own place and I'm just going to talk about how I found out about the cancer."

"We're staying," Jason says. "We're gonna be here for you every step of the way."

You finally take a seat in the chair and Jeff wraps the cape around your neck. You gulp down the lump in your throat, inhaling and exhaling loudly to prepare yourself for what's about to come. The sound of the clippers turn on and you close your eyes when you feel the teeth of the clippers at the front of your hairline.

Then almost as if he's unsure, Jeff slowly drags the clippers atop your head. The moment you feel your hair being cut, you can't stop the tears that start to flow once more. This time, however, they're silent.

"So, uh, how did you find out about the cancer?" Jeff asks.

He continues to cut and it takes you a moment to find your voice. "It was stupid, really," you huff. "I was just feeling kind of worn down, but I wasn't sick. So after being utterly exhausted for no apparent reason, I went to the doctor where they drew some blood and found abnormalities in my blood."

"Didn't you lose your mom to cancer?" Natalie asks.

"I did." Shakily smiling, you take a moment to control your warring emotions. "Since my mom had it, the doctors urged me to get checked out early. I refused. And then I refused again when my dad's sister was diagnosed and my chances of having it as well were even higher."

"God," Erin sighs. "I don't think I could not know. I'd have gotten checked out as soon as possible."

"It's easy to say that if you haven't seen anyone go through it," you tell her. "But I watched my mom go through chemo several times and watched her health slowly deteriorate. I didn't want to get as sick as she did. It was horrible. So I came to the conclusion that if I didn't know, then it was okay. It'd take forever to actually show symptoms and I was fine with that."

"But the symptoms showed up early," Zane guesses.

You nod. "They did."

"What- what kind of cancer is it?" Matt asks.

"Breast. Exactly like my mom had, but nowhere as advanced as hers was."

"So that's a good thing. Right?" Todd wonders.

"I mean.." you trail off, shrugging. "My chances are better than hers were, but I'd rather not have cancer to begin with."

Everyone falls silent and the only sound for a few minutes are the buzzing clippers.

You let Jeff move your head this way as he cuts, almost missing his question. "Now that you know, do you wish you'd have gotten checked sooner?"

"Honestly? Yeah. Because if they had caught it sooner, then I wouldn't need chemo," you admit. "So my advice to everyone is, is that even though you hate doctor visits, schedule them for at least every six months. And if your family has a history of cancer, get checked as soon as possible and schedule appointments every three months to make sure nothing pops up suddenly."

"Okay. And we're.. done."

Jeff cleans you off and unlatches the cape from around your neck, but you're frozen in your seat. Your head feels a whole lot lighter and though you asked Jeff for this haircut, you don't want to see it.

"Y/N?" Carly's soft voice pulls you out of your mind.

"I'm okay." You shakily smile. "I just- it's just a lot to take in. Now I know how my mom felt when my brother cut her hair those three times."

Jeff comes around to stop before you, he grabbing your hands and gently pulling you to your feet. "Whatever you need, we're here for you." He wraps his arms around you, tucking you under his chin. "If you want to go to a wig shop, we'll go to a wig shop."

You sniffle, chuckling. "No offense to your fantastic cut, but we're definitely going to a wig shop."

"Hell yes we are, baby," Zane agrees.

The others slowly start to unwind from the serious situation you dropped into their laps, and though there are still tears in their eyes and pity in their expressions, they try to make the best of it.

Plans are made to keep you decently active, your friends wheedle more information out of you about your family's health history, and then before Jeff can leave you follow him outside.

"Hey," you call out, stalling him, the hood of your jacket pulled up and over your head. "I know how annoying some of your viewers are, so if you want I can make an intro or outro for your video to let everyone know the video was my idea and that you didn't make it for the views."

Jeff sheepishly smiles. "You watch my videos?"

"We're friends, aren't we?" You grin. "Of course I watch them. So what do you say?"

"I'd appreciate it. Thanks, Y/N."

"Mhm. And thank you. For everything."

Jeff's dimples make an appearance as he smiles, he nodding before getting in his vehicle to take his leave.

The news of your cancer took every one of the fans by surprise.

Jeff had edited his video as quickly as he could and posted it with your permission. Then as soon as his video was up, you took a couple of selfies and posted them to Instagram with a link to the video that explained everything. The love and support that had quickly followed left you in tears, and feeling quite content with yourself for your decision to no longer keep your illness a secret.

The chemotherapy eventually got the best of you and there were times when you couldn't even get out of bed. It went from your friends constantly checking on you to moving you into David's spare bedroom when they found you struggling to breathe one day from an anxiety attack. You hadn't wanted to become a burden, but everyone was in agreement that they'd feel better if you lived with one of them until treatment was over. And seeing as you lived closest to Natalie and David, it was their home you moved into.

You filmed bits for everyone's vlogs to talk about your journey with cancer and about the progress you'd made while getting treatment. But soon the treatments stopped and you had to endure yet more testing to see if the chemo was doing it's job.

Then a week later, you're getting ready to go visit the doctor for your results.

As you're sliding your feet into a pair of sneakers, David's just getting home.

"Hey, Y/N. Going out?"

"Yeah." Pulling a beanie atop your head, you fix it just right before meeting David's gaze. "Today's the big day. I find out whether or not I can stop chemo for good or have to have another round."

His eyes subtly widen. "Yeah? Can I go?"

"Sure. You mind driving? I'm a bit anxious."

"Not at all. Lets go."

The drive is mostly a relaxed one, David asking about your plans should you get good news. You told him that you'd be moving back into your own apartment and that you were going back to work as soon as possible because your job was still waiting for you.

David then proceeded to assure you that no matter what he and all your friends would be there for you to fall back on should you need it. Of course you knew that, but it was nice to hear it again.

The following wait in the waiting room is quite excruciating and David grips onto your hand as your knee bounces anxiously. Smiling sheepishly, you try to quit the knee bouncing, but it starts back up moments later.

When your name is finally called, you drag David with you into the back room. Hand in hand, you enter the doctor's main office and only have to wait another hand full of minutes. Your doctor's expression is quite unreadable and even David's knee starts to bounce anxiously, but when she beams at you, you break down.

Remission. You are in complete remission.

Your face is in your hands as you sob, David's rubbing your back, and it takes you a moment to calm down. Then when you're finally able to control yourself and glance up, even the doctor is teary-eyed. She tells you that all tests and scans came back clean, but she'd still like to see you every three months to make sure nothing suddenly pops back up. You're more than okay with that and after gathering some paperwork, and standing up to hug your doctor, you and David are soon on your way.

Outside the office building, you and David stare at one another before he opens his arms and you throw yourself at him. He's laughing, you're crying and laughing, and the two of you just hug it out far longer than a hug should last.

"So who are we telling first?" He wonders, grinning.

"Jeff. Definitely Jeff," you say. "He was the first to know I had cancer, so he should the first- well, second now- to know I'm in remission."

"Well alright then. But just so you know, I'm recording their reactions."

You laugh. "Of course you are."

[dirtydobrik]

caught - d.d.

requested: yes, i had two requests that i combined into one 1. hi I really love your writing !!! I was wondering if you could write one where you and david have been dating in secret but one day you two get caught by vlog squad members. You can make it smutty if you want and 2. Ooh how about one where you and David like ghost the vlog squad and they’re curious as to why. Similar to the ace family where Austin and Catherine followed each other. The vlog squad finds out you guys location and then find out you guys where on a first date and didn’t want no interruptions.

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It was supposed to be strictly friends with benefits, you know, no strings attached. But for a few different reasons, you had suspected that David was catching feelings. To be honest, he couldn’t have been more obvious. From wanting to spend time alone with you and not hook up to getting jealous every time you flirted with or even talked to another guy to always insisting that you spent the night with him, you knew he wanted more than just a friends with benefits type of thing. And you couldn’t blame him. He was a great guy and you occasionally found yourself wanting more with him.

One night during a party you slipped away from your friends and into David's room, where he was waiting. You were expecting a quick round before returning the party since you had been flirting with a guy to make David jealous. Instead, David was pacing around his room and he looked nervous.

"Hey, are you okay?" you asked, putting your hand on his back to try and calm him down.

David's eyes landed on yours and you knew. The look wasn't one you had gotten from a guy in a while and you almost didn't believe it. But David put his hand on your cheek, his thumb resting under your jaw to tilt your head up. His lips were soft and the kiss was gentle, not like the aggressive, lustful kisses you were used to.

Not only had David broken the no strings attached rule by catching feelings, but you had broken the rule too.

Neither of you had to say anything, you both knew.

That night was intimate and passionate and unlike anything you'd experienced so far.

When you started dating, sneaking around was harder than you both expected. You had gotten used to your friends with benefits situation, not realizing that dating meant doing things besides hooking up in the dead of the night. But the two of you hanging out alone during the day was unrealistic since your friends were always around. You tried to be secretive about it, but it was usually late night dinner dates at your apartment on nights when David wasn't filming. His excuse to visit you was that you were the best person to help you edit since you weren't a YouTuber and you saw the video as a viewer would, not as an editor. And most of the time, the rest of the friend group didn’t catch on.

One night, David decided he wanted to take you out on a real date. Your first date as a couple. He promised you no interruptions, no matter what.

What he didn't know was that all of your friends had noticed the fact that both of you had ghosted them for the night and they were curious as to where you guys were. Neither of you had your phones on you, instead you chose to leave them in the car. You had driven down to Laguna Beach to try out a Mexican restaurant that had been recommended to David by his publicist. The place was right on the water and you had made it in time to watch the sunset.

You were wrapped up in conversation, your laughs echoing down the beach as you walked along the water. Your shoes were in one hand and your free hands were clasped together. It was peaceful and romantic and you were thankful to finally have a date where you two didn't have to stay cooped up in someone's place.

While you two were enjoying your alone time, you didn't know that Jeff, Jason, Zane, Heath, and Mariah had driven down to Laguna Beach to figure out what you two were doing. Neither of you had thought to turn Find My Friends off, so when you both ignored everyone's texts all night, they decided to spy on you.

Jeff pulled into the parking lot, immediately recognizing David's Ferrari. He parked his car on the far end of the parking lot but they still had a good view of David's car. They sat in silence, anxiously waiting for you two to return to the car.

After waiting for a while, they saw you approaching the car.

David grabbed you hand and spun you around the parking lot before pulling you in for a kiss, both of you unaware that you friends were watching.

Jeff started his car and moved so he parked next to David before rolling the window down.

"Fancy seeing you here," he yelled, startling both of you.

You hand dropped from David's and your heart started racing.

"Jeff, what are you doing here?" David asked, his voice getting high pitched as he talked.

"Oh, baby, it's not just Jeff," Zane shouted, leaning across Heath and Mariah and rolling the window down to reveal everyone.

"I'm here, too!" Jason added.  

You covered your face with your hands, trying to hid your embarrassment as you cheeks turned bright pink.

"Oh, sorry. Are we interrupting?" Jeff asked sarcastically, and David rolled his eyes.

"Yes, you actually are."

"Why didn't you tell anyone you had a hot date tonight, Dave?" Zane asked.

David tried to explain that you two wanted to be alone, although he should've expected this from his friends. His biggest concern with the situation was that no one could post any of the footage the recorded because you two weren't ready to have a public relationship.

"But now I don't a video to post," Zane whined.

"Zane, please," you sighed. You were mad that your first date had been interrupted and you were trying really hard to stay calm.

"I just have two questions," Jason said. David looked at you quickly before letting Jason ask. "When did you two start dating? And why did you keep it a secret?"

"We started dating like two months ago, I think. And we wanted to try it out and see if it would work before we told anyone," David explained.

"And is it working out?" Mariah asked, making eye contact with you.

You gave a quick nod. "I mean, this was only our first real date, but it's been working out so far."

'Wait, y'all have been together for two months and this is your first date?" Heath gasped.

"Technically. We've done lots of take out and dinner at my apartment, but we've never been on a real date."

"Shit, now I feel bad for interrupting," Jason muttered.

"It's fine. But just don't follow us anymore. We get enough interruptions for you during the day, we don't need any more during date nights," David chuckled, wrapping his hand around yours and squeezing it.

Your friends agreed and promised to ask for more details tomorrow before driving off.

Once they were completely out of sight, David wrapped his arms around you and kissed the top of your head.

"Sorry about that. I know I promised you no distractions or interruptions," David sighed.

You ran your fingers through his hair, pushing it back. "I guess it's better that everyone knows. There's no need to sneak around anymore. It'll be a lot less stressful, even if we're constantly looking over our shoulder for someone spying on us," you giggled, and David was relieved you found the humor in the situation.

"God, I love you," he mumbled under his breath, not sure if you heard him. But you stood on your toes with your arms around his neck and kissed him, letting him know you felt the same way, you just weren't ready to say it yet.

[livylove151]

What Friends Are For (David Dobrik)

Summary: Ever since David’s breakup with Liza he’s been hanging out with you a lot. He feels like you’re the only one he can open to about his still remaining feelings with Liza. And it gets interesting one day while you guys hang out. 

Your POV

It’s been about a year since David and Liza broke up and even though it’s been awhile David still wasn’t over her. It’s been so hard to watch him be so hard on himself. You knew he missed her and was trying to get over her but sometimes you wished he would move on so he wouldn’t be in so much pain. You and him have been hanging out a lot more than you used to. And it was nice. You got him to like some of your favorite TV shows.

He was a different person when the cameras were off and you guys were by yourselves. And you liked him like this but of course you like the David who pranks people too.

But people started assuming. Assuming David and you were together or something was up. And you were definitely not dating. He was becoming your best friend. You’ve never been this close and you wanted to stay close.

Right now David was sitting about a foot away from you on your couch while you guys watched *insert fav TV show here*

“Fuck, I miss Liza,” David randomly said as he put his head in his hands and leaned his head back. You let out a small laugh.

“Glad my company is enough for you,” You said sarcastically. He sighed and looked over at you.

“No, I’m sorry, I just can’t stop thinking about her. Did you know I haven’t kissed another girl since we broke up. I’ve kissed dudes but that’s it,” he muttered crossing his arms over his chest.

“Maybe you’re gay,” You joked. His head snapped in your direction with a look of pure disgust on his face.

“Shit, (Y/N), that didn’t help me! God I need to get over this breakup!” David yelled while jumping up from the couch.

“What’s the matter with you?” You asked staring at your best friend who had this weird energy outburst. Just then his face lit up, it looked like a light bulb just went off in his head. 

He turned to you.

“Can we kiss? I just really need to be kissed right now,” he said shaking his hands and jumping up and down. You shook your head.

“You’re fucking crazy Dobrik,” You said rolling your eyes.

“Please,” he begged hitting your knee with his foot.

“Stop blocking the TV,” You yelled trying to push him out of the way with your leg.

“No, kiss me! Give me reassurance about my sexuality,” he whined as he placed his hands on your thighs. He stuck his bottom lip out. You laughed at him.

“David, I’m not kissing you,” You said shrugging.

“Don’t make me be the one to kiss you,” David threatened. Your eyes immediately shot in his direction. You gave him a glare.

“You wouldn’t dare,” you said a sharpness in your voice. David’s smile grew evilly.

“Oh, but I would,” David said smirking. You crossed your arms over your chest.

“David, I don’t think kissing me is going to help your situation,” You said. He groaned and plopped down next to you.

“You’re probably right. I just want to stop thinking about her,” he sighed as he leaned his head on your shoulder. You put your head on top of his.

“I know. But you’ll find someone else or you and Liza will get back together,” You said.

“Doubtful. But I should get home. Thanks for hanging out with me,” David said standing up. He playfully ruffled your hair and grabbed his car keys. You stood up and followed him to the door.

“No problem. I’ll see you later,” You said giving him a small smile. He stared at you for a little bit his eyes searching yours. You stood there for a moment, not understanding what was happening. His eyes traveled down your body then back up to your eyes.

“See you later,” he whispered a small smile on his lips.

“Bye,” You said your voice barely audible. He stared at you a few minutes more before turning on his heel and walking out the door. You let out a shaky breath as you started to close the door.

Although at the last second the door opened again, you turned around to find David right behind you. Before you could ask what he was doing his hands grabbed your cheeks and his lips slammed onto yours. Your hands instinctively went to his hips to steady yourself. You started to kiss him back- due to the heat of the moment- of course. Your lips moved in sync with his as your hands slowly moved up to his neck as his hands tangled in your hair. It was getting more steamy when you felt David’s tongue swipe across your bottom lip. That’s when you realized what was happening. You put a hand on his chest and pushed him off of you.

It took a little while to catch both of your guys’ breaths. You ran a hand through your hair and looked up at David. He was staring at you a small smile on his face.

You opened the door and motioned for David to leave.

“We never speak about this to anyone. You understand me?” You said your finger pointing to his chest. He was still smiling.

“Oh yeah, totally. But one things for sure,” he said looking you up and down. You raised your eyebrow. “I’m definitely not gay.”

You rolled your eyes and pushed him out the door. You shut the door and leaned your back against it. What in the world just happened?

[vsquadgoals]

Little Miracle (H.H)

Warning: Mentions of infertility, and IVF

Summary: Y/n telling her fiance Heath that she’s pregnant. 

5 Days... 5 days whole days. Y/n was supposed to get her period 5 days ago. Her and her fiancé Heath have been trying to have a baby for almost a year with no luck and it was starting to really worry Y/n, until now. Y/n was in the guest bathroom with a camera propped up on the bathroom counter while she sat on the floor in front of it. “Hi everyone. I know what you’re thinking why are you on the bathroom floor and where is Heath?” She took breath tears prickling in her eyes. “So, Heath and I have been trying to get pregnant for almost a year now and I’ve filmed intros like this a million times but you’ve never seen them because it didn’t turn out the way we would have hoped. So, if you’re watching this video then that means my feelings are real.” She wiped a tear that fell from her eye. “My period is 5 days late, and I’ve been completely exhausted for about a week now but those are my only symptoms.” Y/n pauses for a second overwhelmed by her emotions. She puts her forehead against her knees that she’s been holding to her chest and a few sobs leave her lips. When she looks back at the camera her eyes are red, and her face is a little flushed. She wipes her face with her t shirt before continuing. “I’m in the guest bathroom because it’s very early and Heath is still sleeping so I don’t want him to hear me because if I am pregnant, I want to surprise him. So,” She checks her phone, “I have another minute on my timer until I can look at the test.” She runs her fingers through her hair. “This has been really hard on us. When you’re trying to start a family with the person you love and it’s just not happening, but you see it happening for so many other people it breaks your heart and its very discouraging. Heath and I are very healthy people, we take good care of our bodies and we’ve been doing everything that we can to try to make it happen without having to get help.” Tears are now streaming down Y/n’s cheeks and she doesn’t bother to stop them anymore. “It’s also hard when your family and friends are constantly asking you ‘So, when are you guys going to have a baby?’ but it’s not their fault, they’re just excited and they know how badly we want to start our family. But if it doesn’t happen for us this month we’re going to go to the doctors and start IVF treatments.” She has to stop again sobs leaving her lips. She closes her eyes and puts her head against the wall behind her. “Please, Please.” She whispers to herself. “Please let this be positive.” Y/n sighs and wipes her eyes and bites her lip when her timer chirps quietly next to her, she turns off the timer and looks at the camera and tries her best to smile. “I guess it’s time, here goes nothing.” She takes a deep breath and picks up the test closing her eyes. She says a few silent prayers and decides to show the camera first, she places the test in front of the camera not able to see the results because she has the viewfinder closed. She takes a few more breathes before turning the test around and looking at it herself.  

Y/n breaks down immediately, she’s sobbing on the bathroom floor her hand that isn’t holding the test clamps over her mouth trying to stay quiet. She composes herself as much as possible before looking back at the camera tears still streaming uncontrollably down her face. “It’s positive.” She whispers biting her lip to keep it from quivering. “Oh my gosh.” She breathes smiling wide. “Oh my gosh how am I going to tell Heath?” She giggles and shakes her head holding the test close to her chest a few more sobs slipping past her lips. She looks at the camera. “Heath, I love you so much Bear, you’re going to be the best daddy in the whole world.” She kisses the lens of the camera before turning it off. Y/n sits on the bathroom floor staring at the test tears pouring down her cheeks until her legs go numb. She finally stands and sighs, she splashes her face with cold water and tries to clean herself up before she leaves the bathroom. She hides the test under the sink in the guest bathroom, somewhere Heath would never find it. When y/n comes out of the bathroom she puts her camera back on the counter, thankfully she had her own so Heath would never look through it and find the footage.  

Y/n is standing in her and Heath’s shared walk in closet picking out clothes for the day when Heath walks in, he wraps his arms around her waist and kisses her shoulder. “Morning Bear.” She says smiling trying to act as normal as possible. “Morning.” He mumbles against her shoulder his voice still deep from sleep. “We have the podcast to do later right?” She asks as she picks out a plain white t shirt and a pair of lose fitting boyfriend jeans to wear today. Heath let’s go of her and nods starting to pick out his own outfit for the day. Heath picked out his usual outfit, a t shirt and a pair of shorts. “So, I’m gonna run a few errands before the podcast but I’ll be back in time for it.” Y/n says before kissing Heaths cheek and heading toward the bathroom to shower and get ready for the day. Heath followed behind her. “Want me to come with you?” He asks as she gets into the shower, Y/n mentally cursed herself trying to come up with an excuse for why she had to go alone. “Um... no that’s okay, Zane and Matt usually come early to hangout before the podcast so you should be here because I don’t know how long It’ll take.” She says loud enough for him to hear her over the shower. Heath nods and starts getting ready for the day.  

It was about an hour later when Y/n is done getting ready, she finds Heath in his office doing some stuff on his computer. Y/n sits on his lap and kisses his lips, Heath wraps his arms around her waist and kisses her back smiling against her lips. “I’ll be back in time for the podcast I promise.” She says after they separate from the kiss. Heath nods and pecks her lips a few more times. “Be safe cutie. I’ll see you soon.” Heath says as she leaves the office. “I love you bear.” She calls over her shoulder hearing a faint “I love you too.” from Heath. Y/n lets out a sigh of relief, she grabs her purse and camera from the counter before she leaves the house closing the front door behind her. Once she was in her Jeep, she props the camera on her dashboard and turns it on starting to record. She puts her seatbelt on and smiles at the camera before backing out of the driveway and heading toward Target.  

“Well hello again friends.” She says talking to the camera keeping her eyes on the road. “I’m back and a lot more composed then the last time you saw me which was a few hours ago. I’m still in shock I think, I also am the only person that knows so it doesn’t feel real yet.” She bites her lip and smiles shaking her head. “I’m on my way to Target, Heath is still at home, today is a podcast filming day so I told him to stay home while I went to the store. I’m going to get him the stuff to surprise him and tell him that he’s going to be a daddy.” She squeals and smiles wide super excited. “So, my plan is to get a box and to put little baby shoes or something in it with a t shirt that says ‘Papa Bear’ with the pregnancy test and a note that says, ‘Hey dad! Due date to be determined.’ Hopefully I’ll be able to get everything at Target cause I need to get back to film the podcast. I’m also going to get myself a t shirt that says, ‘Mama Bear’.” Y/n can’t wipe the smile off of her face as she talks to the camera. “I will check back in with you all at Target.” She turns off the camera and puts it into her purse.  

Y/n climbs back into her Jeep after leaving Target with all of her bags. She puts the camera back on the dashboard and starts filming. “So, I tried to film inside of Target and got yelled at of course.” She rolls her eyes and chuckles. “So, I’ll show you everything I got, thankfully they had everything.” She holds up the two t shirts one by one, before holding up a pair of brown bear baby booties and squealing. “Aren’t these the cutest things you’ve ever seen?!” She asks excited. “And then I just got a little blank index card and some markers to write the note and I got the box, and I have the test at home.” She explains and smiles wide into the camera. “It’s going to be so cute right?” Y/n sighs happily. “I can’t believe this is finally happening.” She says biting her lip not wanting to cry again, she fans her face and giggles. “I’ve already cried WAY too much in this video!” She says shaking her head. “Welp! I think I’ll try to film the box all put together before I surprise Heath later tonight. If I don’t explode from keeping this to myself before then.” She shuts the camera off and takes the time now to set most of the box up, so she doesn’t have to do too much at home and risk Heath walking in on her. She writes the note, sets up the box placing the ‘Papa Bear’ t shirt on the bottom, the baby booties on top with the note and then she just had to add the pregnancy test. Y/n also got some toiletries stuff that they needed at the house and a few groceries just so it didn’t look suspicious when she came home empty handed.  

Y/n put the box into the Target bag with her t shirt and put it on the floor of the passenger seat. She called Heath once she pulled out of the parking space. “Hey Y/n/n.” He said once he answered the phone. Y/n smiled, “Hi bear, I should be home shortly. Are Zane and Matt there yet?” She asks praying they were so it would distract Heath a little when she got to the house. “HEY BABY!!!!” She heard Zane yelling in the background causing her to giggle. “Does that answer your question?” She giggles again. “Yes. Okay well I should be home very soon. I just have to put the groceries and stuff away before we can start recording when I get home.” She tells him hoping it’ll buy her some time to finish the box and hide it when she got back. “Okay sounds good. I love you; I’ll see you soon.” “I love you too Bear.” She says before he hangs up the phone.  

Y/n brings all the bags inside leaving the one with the box for last, she brings it into the guest bathroom upstairs along with a package of toilet paper and puts the pregnancy test she had hidden in there in the box, she turns her camera on and films the box whispering to the camera. “So, this is the finished product.”

She whispers before hiding it and putting some of the toilet paper in there and putting the rest in their bathroom connected to their bedroom. She makes her way back downstairs and puts the rest of the stuff away before going to the podcast room to meet with the boys. “Sorry to keep you guys waiting.” She says hugging Zane and Matt before kissing Heath’s lips quickly. “No problem y/n/n.” Heath says as she sets up the audio and Matt sets up the cameras making sure they’re all recording and have enough space on the memory card. Once everything is set up and mics are checked Y/n smiles at Heath and Zane. “We’re ready and recording.” She says causing them to smile and nod starting their intro and the ball is rolling. It takes every bone in her body to not say anything about being pregnant the whole podcast even when Matt brings it up asking the two of them when they’re going to have a baby. The question causes Heath to frown and shrug. “We’re trying guys, we have been for a while. Hopefully it happens soon, and we don’t have to go through IVF.” He says before glancing over at Y/n giving her a sad smile. “It’ll happen soon I hope, I just don’t want to do IVF because it’s so hard on your body and it makes it so much more stressful. My cousin did it and it worked thankfully but she said it was awful and a very tiring, and hard process.” Y/n says shrugging biting her lip. Matt and Zane frown nodding before changing the subject not wanting to upset the couple. Heath blows Y/n a kiss and she smiles returning the gesture.

Finally, the podcast is over, and they turn off all the equipment and Y/n takes the memory cards from the cameras and sends the audio to her computer in the office so she can edit the podcast tomorrow. Matt and Zane hang around and they have dinner together, it’s around 8:30 when the boys finally leave the house.  Heath is downstairs cleaning everything up while Y/n is upstairs, her heart is racing she’s so nervous. She sets up the camera in their bedroom where Heath won’t see it and gets the box from the bathroom along with the t shirt she got herself which she hides in their closet. Once everything is set up how she wants it and she presses record on the camera she goes to the top of the stairs. “Bear? Can you come to the bedroom?” Heath makes his way to the bedroom where Y/n is standing holding the box behind her back. “Sit on the bed.” She says biting her lip nervously. “What’s going on?” He chuckles sitting on the bed. “I saw something at the store, and I had to get it for you.” She tells him handing him the box which is has a small piece of tape keeping it closed. “Don’t shake it.” She warns when he takes it. Heath chuckles and smiles at her when she sits on the bed making sure not to get in the way of the camera which she hopes Heath hasn’t noticed, but his eyes have been glued to her since he came into the bedroom.  

“Y/n, you know you never have to get me anything.” he says pecking her lips, she smiles and shakes her head. “You’re going to love this, I promise. Now open it already.” She says giggling. Heath rolls his eyes and opens the box, his heart immediately starts racing and tears are streaming down his face, he looks at Y/n who’s already practically sobbing. “Really?” He whispers small sobs escaping his lips. Y/n smiles through her tears and nods her head. “I found out this morning.” She says her voice cracking a little. Heath pulls her onto his lap and buries his face into her chest sobbing. They stay like that for a while, just holding each other and crying. “How did you keep this to yourself all day?” He finally asks looking up at her. She shakes her head and shrugs. “I don’t know, it’s been killing me, and then when Matt brought it up earlier, I thought I was going to explode, especially how sad you got.” Y/n says giggling and pecking Heath’s lips. Heath picks up the ‘papa bear’ shirt and smiles wide. “I love this.” Y/n giggles and climbs off his lap and grabs hers from the closet and holds it up showing him when she gets back to the bed. Heath smiles wide and shakes his head. “That’s so god damn adorable.” He puts the shirt down and pulls her close by her hips and kisses her belly. “Do you know how long we’ve been waiting for you little one.” He says against her still very unpregnant looking belly, but it still causes her eyes to fill with tears. Y/n smiles and pulls away from his grasp and gets the camera from its hiding spot and points it toward her fiancé. “So, tell the people how you’re feeling about becoming a dad.” she says smirking behind the camera at his surprised look. “You filmed that? God, I knew I was marrying you for a reason.” He teases causing the two of them to chuckle. “I’m so excited, I can’t wait to have a family with the love of my life.” Heath says looking more at her then the camera. “I love you bear” she says turning the camera off after he says it back.  

They lay in the bed holding each other for a while tears coming every once and a while. Heath is the first one to break the silence. “So, if you recorded this, did you record you finding out?” he asks looking down at her. Y/n nods which causes Heath to smile wide. “Can we watch it? I wanna see.” Y/n nods again. “Yeah sure. It’s a lot of crying though.” She says warning him as she takes her camera and they go into the office. Heath sits at the desk and Y/n sits on his lap plugging in the memory card and bringing up the footage from this morning. “I don’t know how much of it I’ll put in, its long and really a lot.” Heath nods and kisses her shoulder. “Whatever you’re comfortable with mama.” He says the name causing her to smile wide. Once she has the video pulled up, she presses play and leans back into Heath whose arms are wrapped tightly around her waist while he watches.  

Heath has tears streaming down his face as he watches the pain in his fiancé's eyes in the beginning of the video, he of course knew that it was hard on her trying to get pregnant, but he didn’t realize how badly she was hurting. He also had no idea how many times she had filmed herself taking tests and them being negative, she always took tests without Heath because she wanted to surprise him. Most of the time she was alone except one time she took one and Kristen was with her, the two of them cried together for almost an hour. Kristen had been Y/n’s saving grace during this year, she was always there for her to comfort her and give her someone to talk to. Y/n would talk to Heath, but she knew it was hard for him too, so she never wanted to make things worse or risk him wanting to give up. Heath holds her tighter; he watches her hold the positive test up to the camera and you can very clearly see two dark pink lines. “Glad that was in focus.” She mumbles causing Heath to chuckle a little. He cries as he watches her reaction after seeing the test, all of the sadness leaving her body and pure happiness and relief replacing it.  

Y/n closes the video when it ends and takes out the card putting it back in her camera. “You have to post the whole thing.” Heath tells her wiping his face with his hands. Y/n looks at him confused. “You think so?” Heath nods and kisses her shoulder. “I think it will help a lot of people, let them know that if they’re going through something similar, they aren’t alone.” Heath explains, Y/n nods and kisses Heath. “You’re right, I love you.” She whispers against his lips. He cups her cheek and smiles. “I love you more. Now let’s go get some sleep.” He turns off the computer before standing from the chair picking Y/n up bridal style causing her to giggle the whole way to their bedroom, he finally puts her down once they’re in the room allowing her to do her nighttime routine. Heath is in bed when she finally finishes and lays next to him. Heath wraps his arms around her and lays his head on her stomach. “I can’t wait to meet you little one. I’m going to be the best dad I possibly can.” He says softly kissing her stomach. Y/n smiles wide and runs her hands through Heaths hair as he whispers to their little miracle growing inside of her.  

A/n: Let me know if you guys want this to me a series or something! I kinda am obsessed and wanna cry after writing this. 

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