#heartstopperspoilers

[fyeah-olivia-colman]

Olivia Colman as Sarah Nelson in Heartstopper 1x8 (2022)

[wikipedie]

I am going to add some Heartstopper thoughts, tagged as #heartstopper spoilers as well

First of all, this is one of my...I don't know, I don't want to say favourite only because it doesn't seem fitting, it doesn't seem enough. It's one of my soul shows. I cannot explain it in any other way. I cried when Tara and Darcy kissed at the party, and there were rainbows around them and Nick was looking at them mesmerized and with such yearning and I felt that. I felt the jealousy and yearning of wanting that too. The utter queer joy radiating in that moment and the thought of "is that even possible for me?" (Then I thought about my queer found family). I cannot describe all my emotions and thoughts as I watched that moment honestly but good for them!!

I downright sobbed when Nick came out to his mum. Full on tears, sobbing and wailing, despite having my younger sibling watching with me. (I had to fight myself to stop even for a bit and even now thinking about it makes me tear up. I will have to probably rewatch it by myself or at least in a space where I can feel safe enough to let go completely. And I know it'll never be in parents' home). I can't even talk about it I just liked everything.

I felt like Charlie's anxiety and struggles (not spoiling those who haven't read the comics but if you haven't, I recommend them) were portrayed extremely realistic and in subtle ways. I really really love how they dealt with that.

One of the thoughts that striked me as I was watching Nick confessing how much he likes Charlie, and how he would just randomly say "I like you so much!" and Charlie would remain dumbfounded is Good for him!!! He really deserves that, he really really fucking does, especially after all the bullshit with Ben. And gay boys and queer people deserve to be told "I like you so so much! You aren't a burden to me, you make my life better!"

Tara and Darcy. I have no words, quite literally all my words in my head are "fuck I can't believe this show is only 8 episodes long and they gave us so much!" True, I remained Quite A Bit ...not up to date to the comics, but I don't remember having this much background about them initially and I am just so glad that they showed more. That they're fully fledged characters with their own struggles and issues and with their own love and path. I liked to see them rely on each other and help others and they are absolutely delightful. I adore them. I've mentioned before, but their dance scene is the first that made me cry in the show and I stand by the opinion that they have one of the best dance scenes.

Elle, Elle my dear, she was absolutely delightful. I absolutely loved that her being trans wasn't a big deal in the show either. Just mentioned sometimes, and in passing, and her being trans is not the only thing about her. We literally learn she loves apple juice before we even meet her. Just...dear girl, I wish she could confess her feelings for Tao. I was so soft looking at her trying to get the words out but letting the fear get better of her. And also the way the stars reflected in her glasses as she was looking at Tao as a symbolism for being starry-eyed....Cinematopography *chef's kiss*

Tao. I wanted to hug him. (I mean to be fair I wanted to hug almost everyone). He's such a loyal, loving and dedicated friend, and he's an absolute snark king (I literally loved all of his comebacks) and a dork and just

I adore these kids. I adore Nick and Charlie. There's something almost painfully earnest about them. I simply love them.

And and and I am so proud of them. I am so proud of Charlie for standing up to Ben and telling him that Ben's issues are none of Charlie's problems and that Ben should just leave him alone. I am proud of Nick for constantly wanting to get better and learn about himself (and Charlie) and

I just can't, I really love this show to an extent that is barely explainable (despite this rant) and I just want to hug it. And to hug the characters. And someone hug me I'll cry again

[pochikelsandsusejes]

[goldenjellyfish12]

I'm going to start posting Heartstopper spoilers so if you don't want to be spoiled block the tag #Heartstopperspoilers

[thatwasthenightthingschanged]

aaand all spoilers from now on will be tagged #heartstopperspoilers if u wanna block the tag☺️