#heartachesandheartbreaks

[djjet]

Our new EP is now out! "Heartaches and Heartbreaks" Jet Boado x Zelijah feat. Paula Alcasid Listen and download it for free! visit www.soundcloud.com/jetboado or click the link in my bio. #HeartachesAndHeartbreaks #JetBoado #LIPAD #Zelijah #PaulaAlcasid

[coleentm]

Really?

When someone asks me "kumusta", what can i really say? Everyone expects me to say i'm ok so i say i am that. But what if i reply, i am not okay. What would you say? What would you do, really? Often it is so easy to say you'll be alright. You are strong. Yes. I know i will be all right, eventually. Yes, i know i am strong and i can face this. But does anyone really understand the pain i have to go through, am still feeling and the buckets of tears i have shed and am still crying? I once said it is ok to show the world you are hurting but at what point will the world stop caring? Sadness, despair, tears do grow old. Eventually people will stop caring about your story, they will move on while you haven't, so why bother sharing any feelings anymore. Everyone expects you to be strong, to move forward, to continue living. So we do that. I go to work, i go places, i meet old friends, i go attend parent's responsibilities. But at night, or early mornings or even at intermittent times of the day, when i am alone with my thoughts, when i am by myself, more often than not, i remember and i hurt, i cry. And i say to myself i am not ok. When will i be ok? When does the pain go away? When do i stop hurting? When do i no longer cry at just thoughts or even memories? Maybe when i no longer care. Maybe when i stop loving. Maybe. Next time someone asks me how i am, i just might answer i am not ok. Then, what would you say? 🙃 #thoughts #heartachesandheartbreaks