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Bored and yearning. Here's some Arcade x transmasc headcanons
- Will gladly help you with T shots or T gel. He's always very careful about it every time he helps out
- Reminds you (if pre-op/no-op and binding) to take breaks from wearing your binder and gives you back massages if your back hurts from it
- If post-op and had just gotten top surgery, he'd do basically everything for you. Getting you food, reaching things for you, letting you rest in bed, and even helping you change your bandages. Every time he has to leave your side for something he gives you a quick kiss on the forehead
- If strictly no-op, he'd assure you he's still very attracted to you whether you get surgery or not. He'd probably even be a little envious of you for being more comfortable as yourself than he is, but it never makes him bitter. If anything he admires you
- If post-op and healed, he'd love to lay with you and trace over your scars with his hands. He finds it hot and thinks it makes you more "rugged"
- Thinks you're very awesome just for existing despite troubles you might face. You inspire him to slowly take better care of himself for you
- Constantly researching more efficient ways to medically transition, excitedly tells you about any breakthroughs he makes even if they're small
- Willing to defend you with his LIFE. Will chew out transphobes with both scientific backing and insult them at the same time, also willing to deck someone in the face if they get too ballsy around you (he always acts embarrassed afterwards though. He doesn't like violence but loves you enough to resort to it if needed)
- Learns about transgender/queer history both in pre-war and post-war times and tells you anything about it he thinks you'd find interesting
- Lets you wear his clothes if yours are dirty or damaged. Sometimes even excitedly insists on it because he loves how you look in his clothes
- Lets you use his razor if you need to shave and don't have one. He makes sure to sanitize it after use so you don't have to worry about shared germs
- Writes your new name down on his hand if you pick a new one. Very intent on memorizing it as best he can
- If you use xenopronouns/neopronouns, he loves hearing about it because he thinks it's a fascinating use of linguistics
- Just genuinely thinks you're the coolest guy ever. He'd be happy to have you around and gets depressed when you're away. Probably even talks about you a lot
- Excited at any progress in your transition. Whether it's physical changes or simply seeing you happy to be yourself, it makes him overjoyed to see you happy
#thats all for now. obv not all of these apply to every trans guy but im hoping its varied enough#also i hope it doesnt sound like im picturing him as a chaser 😭 just jotting down things id like from my perspective#vinny rambles#fallout new vegas#arcade gannon#arcade gannon x reader
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okay.
I’ve never seen your blog before now, and I don’t follow you.
but oh my fucking god thank you so much
as an it/its user (not my primary but I still wish people would use them) thank you so much. I’ve seen your posts on people disregarding it/its pronouns users because they just don’t want to use them and I just
thank you thank you thank you for talking about it
sorry if this makes no sense, it’s 9pm where I am and I spent all day at marching band practice so I’m extremely tired
thank you for your kind words! i really appreciate it!
i appreciate knowing how many other it/its users needed that to be said and how it has positively affected a lot of people. it's never okay for someone to put their personal discomfort over a set of pronouns over someone else being referred to correctly. this is misgendering. this is transphobia
it doesn't matter if the pronouns are "weird" or "uncommon"
i've gotten a lot of really fucked up asks about this and i'm going to keep talking about it because peoples' excuses for why they proudly and gladly misgender other people and refuse to use their pronouns are so petty and never that person's fault. it's never that person harming them, it's always that person projecting their trauma on to the it/its users. it's exhausting to read because nobody does this for he/him or she/her. it's specifically an issue with it/its beceause people overscrutinize it to hell and back and act like because they participated in the mental olympics over this one set of pronouns that they're right about it. they're not. they're rude, and anal.
people get stuck on the "it's dehumanizing" thing. this is such a divided argument, because for many people, they enjoy the dehumanization aspect of it, because they are nonhuman on some level. enough people are aware of otherkin, therians, and so on that i want people to understand that for some people this is a good thing and it is a desired effect. if you are uncomfortable with that, it's up to you to get past that, or learn to understand that you are not under attack because you are referring to someone else in a way that makes them happy and comfortable
other people just do not find it dehumanizing at all and that's fine. people often refer to babies and children with it/its, why can't we do this for adults? it's not inherently dehumanizing. it's not inherently an attack to use these pronouns for someone. some people love the ambiguity in the gendering. it really is totally devoid of gender and it is a very freeing set of pronouns to use, especially if you just refuse to see it as. not inherently dehumanizing
i am also very tired of people using trauma as a shield to enable them to misgender people. i am traumatized. i have diagnosed PTSD that i've been working on in therapy for 10 years as of this year. i have a lot of issues with being called she/her. i hate it most of the time. only select alters in my system use she/her. i do NOT refuse to use she/her for people who use only that pronoun set, or use it primarily. i would be viewed as transphobic if i said i avoid people who use she/her in order to avoid "traumatic memories from coming up." the thing is, that's going to happen sometimes and it's the trauma bearer's responsibility to deal with it accordingly.
just because you got triggered doesn't mean the other person meant to trigger you. you can't hold a trauma trigger AGAINST someone else who is not attempting to misgender you. when referring to someone with the correct pronouns, it is not YOU being called that set of pronouns. you are not being misgendered by correctly using another person's pronouns.
trauma is up to the individual to accept and overcome. hiding from a trigger perpetually for life will not enable you to accept it, cope, and move on. positive exposure to a trigger helps loosen that trauma's grip on you. you have to expose yourself to it in order to grow. hiding will keep you trapped in the situation you are currently in. you have to step into discomfort in order to learn how to overcome it.
thank you for sending this ask, you are very welcome and i'm really happy to hear you feel the same way. i'm glad you felt seen and heard, i am tired of people getting caught up on the pettiest things humanly possible. we ahve to stop reaching for every excuse to be transphobic to "weird" trans people we don't understand.
stop saying "WE NEED MORE WEIRD QUEERS LOL!!!!!!!!" if you can't even handle IT/ITS USERS !
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HIIIIIII I had a quick question for you! If you don't feel comfortable answering that's totally fine but I'd really appreciate you answering!
What exactly are your beliefs on this entire transphobic, trans, terms stuff? I'm just sorta wondering because I've seen your posts with other people and was sorta confused! If you could just clear it up for me that would be amazing!
Hi. Thanks for questioning in good faith.
My beliefs are that no one is entitled to their assigned sex at birth. They are only entitled to individual experiences.
Saying "I am afab" brings baggages of implications, such as "the world has been unfair to me" and "i struggle biologically (gestation, periods, etc)"
And that's pretty lame.
You see, there is this idea in all of us, that "male and female" are opposites. These ideas have been beaten into us since childhood. "Male is big, female is small. Female is nurturer, male is stoic" etc. "Male and female are opposites."
When someone says "I am afab," they are telling you to assume their life as the "average female life."
And here is my issue:
At my birth, A doctor looked at my genitals and said that I am male, which I am not!
When someone says they are "afab" (thus "female," emotional, understanding, quiet, nurturing etc) they are automatically saying "I WAS GIVEN THE FEMALE ROLE AT BIRTH. YOU WERE GIVEN THE MALE ROLE AT BIRTH." And so, I become "amab" (thus "male," stoic, violent, scrutinising, mansplaining etc)
But the main problem?
I am a woman. I am female. And I may be trans, but that doesnt make me any less female. I do not have male privilige; I have been physically and sexually assualted my entire life because I am a woman, and I have been silenced my entire life because I am a transgender woman.
If you believe that a trans woman being assigned the male gender matters, then you believe that she, somewhere, in some way, is male.
Cisgender men benefit the most in conservative environments where they are gladly ready to carry out the succesful male roles handed out to them. And women find it hard to speak in these environments.
But here is the thing.
Almost no transgender woman gets to adorn those successful male roles. We don't perform those roles.
We do not get male privilige because we don't perform those roles.
We get called faggots and sissies. We get our clothes pulled and we get groped. We get yelled at and we spend all that time confused, and wondering if we will ever be allowed any empathy. We learn to get by our lives as masculine women who are percieved as male. We get into unhealthy relationships. We disassociate and fall into deep depression. We can't take good opportunities because they all require you to be hand of the patriarchs.
I personally had become an extra wife of my single father, he would beat me and yell at me and make me do all the chores. He didn't talk to me either. (If you let your thoughts wander into the previous points, you will know the dynamic taking place here.) And, I had to literally do sex work in my boys only highschool to survive the hostility of the boys.
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In queer environments, queer people take refuge from the patriarchy and cisheteronormative judgement; The patriarchy is bad, the patriarchs are priviliged, and so they do not get to speak.
When you say "I am afab" you are putting fake privilige on the transgender woman. You are calling her "amab." You are saying that she is priviliged, and thus, does not deserve to speak.
Trans women can't speak in queer environments, and can't benefit from male privilige either. We learn to stay put and learn our places as doormats. And no one saves us.
This, is called Transmisogyny.
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Also, as someone who is intersex, I want to make another important point:
Your AGAB does not define your life, your genitals, your body type or the rest of your life.
I was assigned male at birth without any confusion, but it turns out I have ovarian and uterine tissue in me, and that I might have XX chromosomes.
Alot of intersex people are assigned a different gender, without their consent, later in life.
And sex is social. And a spectrum.
Stop spreading misinformation, everyone.
Respect trans women and intersex people a little bit more.
#transmisogyny#transfeminism#trans rights#transgender rights#trans#genderfluid#intersex#intersexism#feminism#transfem#transmasc#afab#amab#transsexual#transgender#mtf trans#traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns#transgender woman#trans women are women#trans community#real feminism#intersectional feminism#intersectionality#queer discourse#queer#queer community#lesbian#transbian#transfeminist#trans women are valid
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Never wrote for Husk before but I just wanted to today
Husk x trans ftm reader relationship headcannons
He's very gender affirming. He's not the most vocal about his affections but he will say he is proud of you if you come out to him
He literally will kick the shit out of anyone who disrespects you. Although if you can handle yourself he'll either help you out or just watch with a proud smile maybe grab some popcorn while beat the shit out of a transphobe
He's not big on pda but very Cuddly behind closed doors. Secret little spoon.
But he will gladly switch it around. Loves to wrap his wings around you
If you come out while you guys are together then he'll be happy to go shopping with you. He's not a fan of shopping himself I mean he barely wears clothes but he used to dress pretty dapper in his overlord days so he knows a thing or two about clothes. He just hides it well
He will stand up for you know matter what
If you do come out while with him it might take him a little time to get your pronouns but he will continue to try until he gets it down
He's actually very apologetic if he misgenders you by accident
Even if you say it's okay as long as he's trying he still feels bad and spends extra time working on it and showers you with gifts and acts of service to show how much he cares
Although he will definitely eventually get your name and pronouns down. And he loves everything about you
He's not the best at showing his love through words but he's pretty good at showing love through his actions
And he'll do whatever takes to show you how much he loves his handsome as hell boyfriend
#hazbin hotel#vivziepop#husk hazbin hotel#hazbin husk#hazbin hotel husk#husker x reader#husk x reader#hazbin x reader#transmasc reader
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Alright- Here's the Funny Intro Post
Hello! I'm waffelfries, but you can call me Grace! I go by she/her, he/him, and they/them. So long as you follow the dni list, everyone is welcome here! I'm trying to get back into drawing and doing other stuff, so there's that as well.
DNI List
My DNI is pretty basic. No transphobes, homophobes, rascists, pedos, people who ship weird stuff (incest, pedophillia, etc.), or anything awful. Use your common sense, please!
List of Fandoms:
Dandy's World (Rox is finally gone yippee)
The Jackbox Party Pack series
Splatoon
Cult of the Lamb
Things I like:
I'm gonna need a whole ass list for this one. I'll type it out later
List of mutuals below! Let it be known that it will be very long.
My current mutuals (If you don't want to be mentioned, please do tell me! I will gladly remove you!):
@rookie-choco
@whocaresifwearecrazy
@majestydeerakuma (and his askblog @askthetriviamurderpartycrew :p)
@withmytailtotheworld
@exactlymagnificentjuice (IRL fren)
@isitbop
@bliz-lol
@octtinkk
@cheerful-skies
@nunya-0121 (My mama)
@jibanyans-chocobar
@hertz4kim
@heysayhappyface
@definitelynotourdino
@lavenderroomie
@dandytherainbowflower
@beepsparks
@dqnti
@an-innocent-peep
@your-local-number-simp
@asilikesshit
@zomboyqi
@neowneowi
@purplechaosguardian
@glisten-the0neand0nly
@purple-sunstar
@jammysheadspace
@rabbitriceball
@torsrighteye
@waykner
@p1ll-bugg
@finnthefishiebowl
@ghostlycrow (Another IRL fren)
@startimefruitcake
@catchingrockd
@katoreaa
@sillyartistthegoofy
@auroraswebworld
@glitchyanimations
@2mmay2
@marshmallowpopcorn
@thesweetdevilsamantha
@corrupted-quin
@st4r-lvck1i
@mixingartist
@raye-6-art
@shmekk
@yourrandominhere (an IRL friend again)
@rat-detector
@arcadiafiesart
@coco1273
@skeleton-of-stars
@buttwater-500
@many-fragments-of-a-dummy
@valenmakesthings
@astronomergrump
@scarilho
@ilyn04h
@rose-flowers-world
@mattxosc
@al3x-xxxx
@four-corners-dude
@d0n3-1n-dust
@butterywaffless
@goblinoidartist
@sweetpenguincloud
@crixandtea
@just-michael799
@ballooonsxxx
@1lovecarlee
@lemmonlimonn
@classypartynerdpalace
@quinby-bee-690
@xxkelgaming69xx
@ilovepippirrip
@pompinipump
@achickennamedcheese
@sangrestarasher
@moonastroheeler-dw
@turnipcan
@tickklzz
@pingozone
@arrrtism
@pronetoearinfections
@vampiric-moonstone
@urthsux
@novatheassholeofacat
@glisten-the0neand0nly
@towost
@smallbigminivans
@ch33s3yp00fz
@trolling-pip
@ihavenoideaofwhatthisis
@lemyai
@lambbastard
@darnelldraws
@pinnipuff
@nara-xo
@goobcak
@oneiromancyfordummies
@silly-raccoon-pawz
@fann1oconnie
@scally-wiggles716
@ironbanditspytree
@ozziethebozz
@jpeglove
@skullz33z
@lil-munchie
Go check them out- very cool people ( ╹▽╹ ) (Also if you notice that you were on this list but no longer are, PLEASE tell me! I'll add you back to the list if that's what you want!)
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Tw for $h/$u1c1de mentions/4buse mentions/ky$ "jokes"/doxxing/HUGE VENT POST
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Holy shit, I didn't really think I would be this affected by the hateful anon going around, but oh boy I was wrong. Like, I didn't get any asks, which I'm grateful for but this situation really reminded me of something that happened to me and I'm getting super paranoid.
Like, this is really hard for me to tell, but I wanted to let my amazing followers know why I'm going to take a break from Tumblr (and get things out of my system), because I swear that this is just bringing memories.
So, it's something I don't hide much, I am a minor. I am 14. Two years ago I started going through a horrible phase in which I started suffering from a lot of suicidal thoughts and even started sh (I am not proud of it and can gladly say I had gotten out of it), and I had a super low self-esteem plus I even tried twice to starve myself, yet I decided to date two people. Things with the first guy were okay, they didn't end that well but with the other one? It was horrible.
Well, things went by, two failed attempts of suicide two. We lasted 4 months. From December to April. When we broke up (I was 13) everything was fine, but suddenly he started spreading rumors about me having abused him, saying that I really had never loved him and just dating him because why not and things like that. I forgave the guy (horrible mistake) and everything was fine.
Everything was fine until fucking June, it was around the last days of school. In a gc with one of my best friends and this guy joined someone that just started saying stuff to scare us, I just thought it was a troll and didn't mind it. We kicked this person out and a few hours later the guy joined a friend of his that had the same banner as the pfp from this "troll". I was suspicious at first, but anyways. This person that joined soon started sending messages to me and shit talking about the guy. The guy was my friend, so I sent him screenshots. Well, turns out they were on a fucking call. The random person started calling me a lot of transphobic slurs and generally calling me a prostitute and a slut/bitch/whore. They sent a picture of a whorehouse and told me I worked there. Then they started telling me to go and finally kill myself, that there were knifes on my kitchen I could go ahead and use to end with my pathetic life. This affected me way too much, the worst thing? That person had my fucking full name (name and both last names), my city and my school because my ex told him. I was fucking 13 and this person was around 21. That was the last time I attempted something. I spent a whole week super paranoid only to find out it was all a "joke" my ex and this person had settled.
This anon thing is really reminding me of all this, that's why I will be taking a break, so, goodbye y'all until I come back. I won't tag this because I don't feel like it. Take care y'all<3.
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How Vulpes, Arcade and Boone would react to you being transgender (MtF)
Note: This is for MtF sisters❤ also started playing fallout New vegas
Note 2: I know Vulpes will probably crucify you but I want him to be nice for a little bit but he is a very bad person
Vulpes Inculta
He's concerned and confused— he doesn't like being confused
Will force you to be more masculine since the legion states that women are inferior- Why would you want to be weak? It confuses him
None the less if you are in a relationship with him, he'll try to accommodate you in private. In public it's a whole different story.
The legion isn't homophobic to say the least but it is transphobic after all maybe you're just confused.
But no, you are not, you are confident—you are a woman in a man's body.
Vulpes will reluctantly let you leave the legion— so that you are happier. He could see being a woman for you was making you happy and free
Still checks in on you, if you ran away from the legion, although hiddenly
Arcade Gannon
He helps you with your monthly shots— he's always delighted to talk to you
He finds gender very interesting, he's okay in his gender but he can empathize if someone is not in their correct gender.
He knows that gender can be weird at times so he'll talk with you about how gender is quite confusing at times and how you wish you were in the correct body
Arcade and the followers are very pro-LGBTQ+ even if you aren't a good person
He probably feels so honoured when you tell him, he'll hesitantly tell you a little bit more about his childhood since you told him something about yourself. You've opened yourself to him.
If you are in a relationship with him, he'll gladly help you with everything since he's read many pre-war magazines (that was the only thing to read half the time)
You are both the housewives
Craig Boone
Be careful with this man— you'll make him confused but once he finally understands he'll be cool with it.
Literally the only thing he said after you told him was “Cool��
He's not a people's person
However if you've worked your way into his heart — He will protect you against any transphobic people he comes across.
Acts as your guard dog
All that matters is that you've proved yourself on the battlefield— he could care less about gender
Will be little happy since you shared something with him even when he was not the greatest of friends at time.
Feel free to request!
#vulpes inculta#arcade gannon#arcade gannon x reader#vulpes inculta x reader#x reader#imagine#fallout#fallout new vegas#fnv#fnv imagine#fallout imagine#craig boone#boone#fnv boone#fnv boone imagine
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riley family hcs:
tw: mentions of post-partum depression and psychosis, mentions of self harm, mentions of death/dying/suicide (no actual death though, everyone is alive!!), allusions to ghost's trauma
- matthew is a big batman enjoyer just like his dad, simon got him matching batman stuff all the time growing up
- matthew is also a big softie, big guy like his dad but is just an absolute softie (biggest animal lover fr)
- lyla's first word was tea because simon asks for tea so much when he's home she picked it up from him
- luka's first word was pineapple and it to this day baffles you and simon
- bug and matthew will never admit it's because they trained him to do it
- 90% of what simon drinks when he is home is tea
- he probably asks for tea at least once an hour
- "baby can you make me some tea?"
- "love, are you making tea? can you make me some too?"
- "do you want to have some tea?"
- "oh, while you're up can you grab me a cuppa?"
- atp just keep the kettle on 24/7 when he's home
- bug kept their middle name, it's joeseph <3
- true to their name, bug used to bring all assortments of bugs home with them as a kid
- literally just pulled a mf earth worm out of his pocket one night at dinner when he was 8
- simon and matthew freaked out
- "ew! why did bring that to the table?!"
- "bug you're gonna make me sick, please get that thing away from our dinner..."
- "matthew! simon! be nice!"
- lyla is a big daddy's girl, luka is a mommy's boy
- idk if i mentioned it before but bug uses they/he pronouns (will use she/her to spite people, only ever to spite people)
- matthew has beat up transphobes at school for bug (and would gladly do it again)
- soap tried so hard to convince simon to name a kid after him
- closest he got was matthew's middle name being john (he'll take the win)
- lyla's middle name is valerie (for the sole reason that mummy likes the song valerie a little too much, it kinda pisses simon off because it's so close to valeria but he lives with it and learns to love it every time he sees his lover dancing around the kitchen to the song)
- luka legally doesn't have a middle name, it's supposed to be spencer
- simon may or may not have forgotten to write it down on the certificate
- he was emotional, okay?
- at least he remembered to put his name there at all??
-he misspelled riley by accident the first time and scribbled it out
- when soap found out he refused to let him live it down and reminds him of it every opportunity he gets
- only for simon to remind him of the time bug shoved a snail down soap's throat when he was a child and soap actually ate it so he wouldn't hurt bug's feelings
- shell and all
- soap shuts up quickly after that
- uncle soap <3
- some sad ones comin your way besties
- simon wasnt exactly a good dad for the first couple years of matthew and bugs lives
- you were both young and he was still very unhealed from his (continuously growing) trauma
- a lot of fights were had
- a lot of simon just leaving in the middle of the night out of nowhere
- it took one really bad fight where you completely broke down in front of him for him to realize that he had to get his shit together
- family therapy appointment was booked the next day for as soon as possible
- truthfully he didn't think it would help, he's always been a big therapy hater
- but to his surprise it helped a lot, of course it still took some time and a lot of hard work but he did eventually grow to become a much better father and partner
- luckily by the time matthew and bug were in their most formative years is when simon had become a bit more stable and a better dad
- of course they still had to go through his deployments and the trauma of not knowing if their dad would come home, but they never ever experienced trauma at the hands of simon
- simon actually suffered PPD and PPP alongside you after you had the kids
- neither of you developed PPP until the twins though
- it was a very big struggle for both of you
- there was a short period of time where you actually had your parents take the kids because neither of you trusted yourselves alone with them
- his lasted much shorter than yours did though
- there was a period of time where you were still suffering both PPD and PPP while simon was deployed and it ended up with you and matthew in the hospital
- you hadn't intended to hurt him, he just happened to get in the way of you hurting yourself and you accidentally hurt him as well
- simon didn't find out until he came home from deployment and saw that you weren't alone at home with the kids but instead had hired a nanny who was trained for situations like this
- he felt awful that he couldn't be there for you when you needed someone so badly
- he could've lost you and he wouldn't have known until he came home
- but he didn't
- anyyywaaaayyyys, back to the happy stuff :3
- bug watches markiplier
- matthew watches buzzfeed unsolved (loves watching it with uncle soap<3)
- sleepovers at uncle soap's when he's off of deployment 🥰
- matthew had a habit of bringing random strays into the house from the ages of 6-10
- or even just random wild animals he somehow befriended
- get home from work and he's just sitting there on the couch with a raccoon in his hands
- you just stand there like ????
- "matthew, please get that thing out of my house..."
- "but why? it's nice mummy."
- "i know you think so honey, but it's really not. it's probably very dirty and wants to be left alone. they live outside for a reason, right bud? if they wanted to be in homes, they would be."
- "fine... five more minutes?"
- "two, no more, no less. and that include your saying goodbye time."
- "fine."
#ghostedéabha#ghostedéabha: riley family ocs#ghostedéabha: luka riley#ghostéabha: lyla riley#ghostedéabha: matthew riley#ghostedéabha: bug riley#ghostedéabha: ghost#ghostedéabha: simon riley#simon ghost riley x oc#simon ghost riley headcanons#simon ghost riley x reader#simon ghost riley#simon ghost riley fluff#simon ghost riley angst#éabha writes#éabha's 💌
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Came from your dmc fic pls tell me abt your transfem sparda twins
GLADLY
i have a dedicated tag for my transfem sparda twins agenda where i've made a lot of posts about them before. the most recurring bit i have is the twins arguing for who transed their gender first because they're competitive like that and also 'did you copy me?' it's not like i'm transing them for any narrative-based reasons i just love women and transgender women and i think inflicting mommy issues onto nero is funnier than daddy issues. being women wouldn't fix them but it'd make them a little bit happier.
as for my headcanons i think vergil isn't quite concerned about passing nor medically transitioning so she would just look exactly like her canon counterpart while dante probably does do HRT, but she doesn't voice train. she's stealthing by as best she can and she'll avoid talking about it the way she avoids showing any vulnerability whatsoever.
i have a fic for a dmc3 au with the transfem twins autoclave and most of my headcanons are in the next chapter that i haven't posted yet but i can give a snippet of the wip here :) which implies at one point vergil just straight up kills transphobes under the cut
“That’s my sister. Nero’s mom,” Dante says, peppering kisses on Nero’s little face. He giggles and squeals even more at that with unbridled joy. “... sister?” the old woman repeats, almost scandalised as she looks Vergil up and down. Dante freezes at that, moving to stand in front of Vergil, back to her. Almost defensive. Vergil should stab her for that. “Yeah,” Dante says simply. The woman glances between Dante and Vergil, perplexed. Vergil is not unused to this reaction, but she doesn't care to interact enough with humans to ever correct their assumptions. Dante, on the other hand, lives here. Presumably she does not let assumptions stand. It’s only marginally easier for Dante; though the assistance of hormone therapy has granted her larger assets, she, like Vergil, does not go to any effort to appear feminine in the way most humans need their women to be. Neither of them voice train, and even with oestrogen Dante’s voice is still lower than Vergil’s. They don’t walk nor hold themselves any differently, and the matter of their frames is not something they can fix either. Both of them stand at well above average height for even men, and Dante does not hide her sharp angles and broader shoulders beneath layers the way Vergil does--and the hormones do little to soften Dante’s face; they are still identical. With Vergil as reference, the old woman is probably making note of all of this in Dante now and is recalibrating her initial impression, something that has Dante’s shoulders hiking up in tension. People do this a lot. Vergil can’t even kill her like usual since Dante is here. Luckily for her continued survival, the old woman just says, “Oh.” She lets it go. Dante’s shoulders drop in relief. She whirls back on Vergil, giving her a clearer look at the alien view of Nero trying to dance by bouncing up and down.
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The Trans Magic Knight
Word count: 1641
Paring: The Black Bulls x Trans Masculine Reader (platonic)
Summary: Being a member of the Black Bulls that hid a part of their identity can be hard, it gets even worse when you get hurt and the truth comes out. Or maybe everything will be fine.
Warnings: Mentions of transphobia, injuries, smoking, if I missed any please let me know
A/n: Hello everyone and Happy Transgender day of Visibility. I wrote this as a piece to honor the fact that I’m trans myself. I also want everyone to know that My blog is a safe place for all identities and I would love to write more lgbtqia+ fics so feel free to request. It’s not exactly what I was going for but my brain started to give out and I wanted to get something out so I hope you enjoy either way. Anyway, enjoy and remember to hydrate or diedrate.
Being a member of the Black Bulls is wonderful, everyday is an adventure and everyone is accepting and kind. Not a day goes by that I’m not grateful for Captain Yami offering me a possession on his squad. I hadn’t even taken the exam to become a magic knight, Yami found me trying to defend my little village from bandits, with only a few defensive spells. When he arrived I was barely holding on against the older mages but I refused to give up, after taking out the bandits Yami approached me and tossed a Black Bulls robe my way asking me to join his crew. I didn’t even hesitate, I may have been trying to protect the village but I was desperate to get out of that town. Hell once the bandits were gone, the villagers praised Yami and gave him food and money, not acknowledging that had I not been there the bandits probably would have been long gone by the time Yami showed up. So yeah when I saw the robe, I jumped at the chance to get away.
Now I’m part of an amazing and fun group of people who I would gladly fight for and who would gladly fight for me as well. That being said, there is one thing that only Captain Yami knows about me and that’s only because I’m terrified of how the others would react if they found out, after all Yami only knows because of some of the hateful things yelled at me as I left my village with him.
You see I’m transgender, when I was born everyone said I was a girl and enforced the feminine lifestyle on me. Around the same time I got my grimoire, I accepted that the label of girl or woman was wrong, I was just a person and preferred the more masculine things, fighting and getting dirty. When I realized this I cut my hair short, started binding my chest to appear more masculine, I even asked that my family and the people of my village call me Y/n and use either masculine or neutral pronouns to refer to me. Sadly living in a small village of the forsaken realm, being different in any way was wrong and so I was ostrichsized by my family and the people of the village. When Yami showed up and I left with him we were followed with shouts of transphobic slurs and insults of how bringing someone like me into the magic knights would bring shame to the kingdom. On the way to the Black Bulls base Yami agreed to keep it secret as long as I wanted, but he also promised that no one in the Black Bulls would care. Appreciating the sentiment, I had thanked him but decided that for now I would keep the truth to myself.
So for the last three years I’ve lived and fought alongside the rest of the Black Bulls and so far no one has figured out my secret. Yami managed to give me a room that had a private bathroom attached and if anyone ever asked why I got special treatment he just did his usual act of asking why they would question him and scare them off. It was nice though, everyone here called me Y/n and addressed me as a guy, never suspecting anything else. But as we all know all good things come to an end, and my end happened during the Royal Knights exam to pick who would be the kingdom's leading force against The Eye of the Midnight Sun.
During the second round when Langris nearly killed Finral, being the third member of Team G, I was horrified by what he had done. When the Wizard King said that we would move directly into the semifinale match between Asta’s team and mine, It took everything in me to listen and continue to stay on the battlefield. After all my teammate had nearly killed one of my closest friends, with encouragement to stay in the fight for a chance to be in the royal Knights from my other squadmates, I stayed but I wasn’t going to help Langris in his destructive plan to hurt any more of my friends. I simply cast a protection spell over my team's crystal, knowing Asta would easily break it, and took a step back.
Somewhere during Asta’s stand off with Langris, one of the spatial mages spells that Asta managed to launch back, had missed Langris and ended up hitting me in the rib cage. It seemed like everyone was too focused on the main fight to register I had been hit, hell I was too focused on the fight to notice. Only when both crystals had been destroyed and we were moved off the field did I realize there was a large hole through my shirt and chest. Actually it was Vanessa who pointed it out.
“Oh my god, Y/n are you okay?” Vanessa approached looking panicked. Everyone who was still at the observation area turned to us concerned. I just looked at her confused not knowing what she was worried about, before I could respond I began to feel extremely dizzy. Right as I was about to fall Vanessa caught me. “Hey, it’s okay sweetie take it easy. I got you.” It felt like I was being lowered to the ground as she spoke to me. I tried to say something or even look at her but my vision went black and I went completely limp.
Time skip to shortly before results of the exam came back
I slowly opened my eyes, being blinded by the harsh light of the sun shining directly into the window next to the bed I was in. The first thing I noticed was that there were a few people in the room with me. I could tell one was Captain Yami from the lingering smell of smoke, but my eyes hadn’t completely adjusted so I couldn’t quite tell who else was there. Moving to sit up I felt a hand on my shoulder gently pushing down, followed by a voice.
“It’s good to see you’re awake but you need to take it easy. Don’t sit up so fast, Okay?” Turning to the side I confirmed that the voice was Vanessa, she was one of the first members of the squad to welcome me. Even though she tended to drown in booze, she was like a big sister to me so having her here relaxed me a bit.
Nodding to her I accepted the help in sitting up in the bed. Looking around I realized most of the squad was here to visit, just missing Finral and Gouache. And it seemed they all heard Vanessa speak to me because they all started talking. The room was filled with a chorus of them being happy I woke up or asking if I wanted to fight (that one was just Luck).
The commotion went on for a bit before Yami shut them all up. “Shut up, no one is fighting anyone. Anyway, how you feeling kid?” Yami asked. As I was about to respond, I realized that in order to heal my wound, the healer had to take off my binder which means I was sitting here with my whole squad and they could definitely see the truth. It seemed Yami understood me freezing and took it upon himself to speak. “Don’t start worrying about that now. No one here gives a shit and if anyone says anything I’ll feed them to the beasts.” I just stared back at him, yeah so far no one has mentioned it but it was fairly obvious, with me not exactly being small chested and not in my usual binder and baggy clothes.
Once again before I could speak I felt Vanessa lean over and give me a side hug before speaking. “Yeah no one cares. You’re you no matter what if you say you’re a guy then that’s what you are. Plus Yami told us your story and it’s truly awful how you were treated. Just know that no matter what we will always have your back.” Hearing that I smiled gently at her, trying to think of how to thank her.
“Thanks everyone, but I’m sorry I lied to you all for so long. I would understand if you guys don’t fully trust me any more.” I apologized figuring that yeah they can say they accept me but that doesn’t mean they have to forgive the fact I kept it a secret for so long.
I was about to continue when Noelle started talking. “Nonsense what’s there to apologize for. You kept a secret because the last time people who were close to you found out, they treated you poorly. So what, you have fought by our side, protected us and even healed us more times than any of us can count. So how could we be mad about that? You were protecting yourself, we’ve all kept secrets to try and protect ourselves.” She finished with a flick of her hair. I looked at her shocked, then turned to the rest of the squad receiving nods of agreement and smiles.
Before anyone else could say anything Yami ushered everyone out saying I needed rest and with that I was left alone. Sitting alone in the room I thought of what was said, Vanessa and Noelle are right, these guys will always have my back, we’ve fought together for so long and none of them have ever given up on me for any reason so why would they now. I slowly shifted to lay down content with the conversation that happened, and enjoyed the normal chaos that could be heard throughout the Black Bulls base. Everything was going to be just fine.
#x reader#black clover x reader#Black clover x trans reader#x trans reader#x transmasc reader#trans writers#transmaculine#transgender fic#transgender day of visibility#trans day of visibility
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You're My Person
Pedro talks you through some relationship anxiety that has triggered from tabloid bullshit.
- Pedro Pascal x trans woman reader - 18+, preferred but no nsfw, all fluff. - Transphobia, body dysmorphia, anxiety . - 851 words - Comments/likes appreciated. Requests are open! - A/N: I ran a poll to see if I should post this and majority voted yes. I also meant to post this yesterday on TDOV but I passed tf out. I realize the subject of this oneshot can be heavy for a lot of people so please read with caution. Please know that you are valid and you are loved and you are safe with me.
“Unclench your jaw, tell me that’s wrong.”
“You’ve got a look.” You look up at Pedro as he joins you on the couch with a bowl of popcorn, the curtains drawn in preparation for a late-night scary movie. Maybe he was right, maybe you did ‘have a look’, you had been sitting cradling your knees while he busied himself in the kitchen making popcorn, picking at your knees and staring into space.
“Unclench your jaw, tell me that’s wrong.”
Pedro had a way of speaking that was so attentive, every word he said, the way his eyes looked at you; a car could’ve driven through the house and he wouldn’t have taken his eyes off you if you were still talking. You weren’t going to say anything to him about your sour mood, but he had a way of noticing the little things. You start to pick at the skin around your thumbs and tell him “Someone saw us today.” He took one of your hands to stop you from picking at yourself and offered his own hand as a fidget which you gladly took, fussing with his fingers, sizing up his palms in comparison to your own. “I’m sure a lot of people saw us today, amorcita. What happened?” “There was a post on Twitter–” The mention of the word made him grunt disapprovingly. “It was a pap’ shot and a link to an article. I’ve never been photographed with you before so I–” He almost wanted to interrupt you and you could see it on his face, but he allowed you to continue despite his personal issues with Twitter.
Your thoughts drifted for a moment and another one came in as you considered the words that were in the article. They focused heavily on your looks, on your body, they’d even gone to so much trouble to find out you were transgender and what your deadname was; it was like reading your own unauthorized autobiography with some unintentionally transphobic click-bait headline along the lines of ‘Who is this on Mando’s arm? Not who you’d expect. Click to find out!’ “Do you ever wish I was someone else?” Pedro’s brow creased, “I don’t follow.” A breath catches in your throat and you hug your knees a little tighter with one arm while the other still holds Pedro’s hand, afraid of his answer to your next question, “Do you ever wish I had a woman’s body? Like do you ever want me to–” He had already started a string of no’s and shushing, his grip tightened on your hand and he leaned forward to set the bowl of popcorn down, because such a conversation needed both his hands free. “Don’t even finish that sentence. I won’t let you. I won’t… let you.” You let out that breath on a sigh. “I love you. And you are so much more than your body. Okay? You are a beautiful mind, and a generous heart, and a soul so big it can barely be contained in a human vessel.” He pulled your hand towards his lips and kissed the tips of your fingers. “If you want to change it should be for yourself… not for me, certainly not for some toxic TMZ horsepiss.” You didn’t know how you were so lucky to land this man, the man with the biggest heart and the kindest words who had so much love and appreciation for everyone he met until they gave him a reason not to. You had had the longest conversation with his little sister Lux when you had first met her, and you had been so enamoured by her and her journey that you felt compelled to come out to her the moment you were alone together. She had talked for hours about how supportive Pedro had been during her transition and now you were seeing it in real time. “If you want to change anything about yourself,” he carried on, “I will stand by you, I’ll love you, I’ll nurse you. If you are happy with yourself now, then I’m happy too. But I don’t ever wish for you to look different or sound different or feel different… The only thing, the only thing, I would change about you is how other people’s perception of you makes you feel. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes. I recognize that I cannot relate to the struggles you have being transgender, because I am not, so this probably sounds disingenuous but please don’t feel like you need to change for me. Please. I’d never forgive myself.” If you did have any doubts, they had been melted away by his attentive words and his hands caressing you like you were so precious. “You are so dear to me.” you told him, not wanting to scare him with the L word because you knew if he heard it too many times in such a short space of time he got itchy and started to panic. He smiled a smile that seemed to be just for you and pulled you into his chest to hold you there for the rest of the night.
#pedro pascal x you#pedro pascal x reader#pedro pascal one shot#pedro pascal fanfiction#pedro pascal x y/n#pedro pascal fluff#( pedro pascal: babydin )
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Bwaba!! (´ . .̫ . `) Dwada rwatio wthi ftm lil on chriztmas?
cg ratio + ftm little on christmas !!!
chrismas……. sso clos…..
sorry this took so long msorry omgs ૮ ྀི◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ྀིა s also really short aaaaaaaaa
cw chest mention
ᝰ — the best gift wrapper evr …… he’ll make them super neat with a pretty bow , and make some especially easy to unwrap while little !
— also very much likes to keep it neat ,, he already has a bag ready for any extra trash ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ა
ᝰ — super thoughtful gift-giver too !! prefers to get you a few big , personalized presents rather than a bunch of little things
ᝰ — i think he wouldn’t mind some matching sweaters ໒꒰ྀི˶˃ᆺ˂˶ ꒱ྀིა gettin u a bigger one for your chest !!! doesn’t like when you wear your binder for too long / don’t maintain your tape well , nd makes sure you have some things for when ure taking a break from them
ᝰ — christmas scented candles / incense . need i say more
ᝰ — quality time …….. you’re both finished opening your gifts and he’s reading while you play with a new toy .. ambience music plays in the bg …… ໒꒰ྀི ∩ ⸝⸝ ∩ ꒱ྀིა
ᝰ — also !!!!!!! doesn’t really go all out when decorating , but he’ll gladly put up a tree and some lights outside and keep the fireplace on more often ໒꒰ྀི ´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა
[“DNI with this post if your blog is: NSFW-centered, transphobic / transandrophobic, anti-xeno, proship, basic DNI”]
sorryyyyyyy hhhhhhhh ………… m so sxicted for christmas
#🌹🌟 — writing#honkai star rail#age regression#sfw agere#agere fandom#headcanons#🌹🌟🍼#cg dr ratio#hsr dr ratio#veritas ratio#agere cg#christmas
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tell me a bit about sophia (i mean if u want) im interested
gladly. i love talking about her
shes a 20 something year old german trans woman living in nz. shes 5'10" (somewhere around like 177.80cm) and a lesbian. she uses she/her pronouns but is fine with being called a guy or people using he/him for her as long as she know they believe her when she says shes a woman (like they dont mean it in a transphobic way). she has a deep voice and a german accent i havent really got much of the worldbuilding down yet but i do have most of her personality down. also her story takes place in some vague year between 2000 and now
shes kinda a huge loser like in the sense that she spends most of her time just sorta sitting around at home drinking beer and smoking while listening to industrial and hardcore and metal and shit (shes almost definitely depressed but im yet to explore that side of her lmao). she drinks and drives, shes incredibly wreckless. she kinda doesnt care that much about others but more in a way where shes just kinda always in her own head only thinking about herself and what she wants but when it comes to the people close to her shes incredibly protective like a guard dog. she acts like kinda a silly idiot around her loved ones but as soon as someone even looks at any of them wrong, shes fully ready to kill them. she clings onto her friends and stuff like theyre the last thing she has left. less in a desperate kinda codependent way and more in a "i could not live without you i will protect you with all i have trust me please stick around and keep me in your life i will make my existence worth your while" kind of way
shes a wannabe badass but also just is a badass. like she acts all cold and stoic but laid back, i guess in a way trying to seem all mysterious and cool but mostly just comes off like a bit of a jackass (cause she kinda is a bit of a jackass but she means well. sometimes.) i havent got to this part of the worldbuilding so i dont have an explanation for why she is this way but im planning that theres something she has to fight against or something like that. i have a bit of a vague idea of what i want but no specifics but she has a side to her where like shes actually kinda badass. she wears a wolf mask and carries around this baseball bat which the tip is like covered in nails and shit. im planning she gets covered in blood often because women covered in blood is awesome. im planning a theme with the group of characters she hangs out with where they all wear some kind of animal mask and each have their own weapon which like reflects their personality and whatnot
she works in a fast food restaurant which i feel like explains a lot about her
she mostly wears the mask to hide her identity but also to just hide her face in general. shes not insecure about how she looks but more just worried about what other people think of her. shes on hrt but she wants to keep her body hair cause she likes her body hair which includes her facial hair though she does regularly shave it cause she knows it gets her misgendered. she also wears a spiked collar and sometimes a leash (if shes not wearing a leash shes wearing some kind of bondage harness thing) both to continue the whole wolf dog thing shes got going on and also for sexual reasons of course
she has a romance thing going on with another oc of mine called blair (the name is a placeholder im so bad at picking names). blairs tiger/big cat coded shes more of the happy-go-lucky chaotic type. sophia goes incredibly soft for her like the whole trying to be a stoic badass thing completely drops around her she would sacrifice herself in a heartbeat if it meant blair was kept alive and safe which worries the fuck out of blair cause half the time she does not need to sacrifice herself but she puts herself in danger for blair often times for no reason cause she believes its what she needs to do to keep her safe. like her life is meaningless without blair so she'd rather be the one to die than live without blair. which like yeah theres a flaw in her logic cause like if she dies shes still without blair and now blairs sad but yknow. maybe she'll figure that out someday not sure tho shes a little stupid
idk what else to write so ill just add little tiny things i added to her for fun her favourite movie is evil dead 2 (this is me projecting onto her), she moans when she pees, she would give everything to be a werewolf, she had her drivers license taken from her she still drives tho. she shouldnt but she does, she hates beer but drinks it anyways. i think she doesnt know theres other kinds of alcohol. no idea how she doesnt know maybe she just hates herself and wants to drink shit that tastes bad for fun,
shes all i have left im going crazy
i also have a playlist for her if anyone besides me cares i care so fucking deeply. also my tag for her i feel also illustrates her personality well
#⚠️#asks#quickly drew pants over the second drawing cause there was girl bulge and i dont wanna risk it man idk#i never colour in drawings of her lmaoo#her pretty much everything she wears is black her hairs black her collars always red her clothes sometimes have red accents shes pale her#eyes are dark dark brown like nearly black#half of her playlist is just shit you could do a badass walk out to or just edm hardcore bullshit or metal#sophia wolfe
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smth id like to complain abt btw is the fact that . so many are making phil worse than he is and it’s bothering me SO much.
he’s not dumb. he’s literally a CEO and commander of an entire company (which obvs he founded himself .) and the most important part btw . cuz i’ve seen enough of it the last few days: he’s also not racist for trying to communicate with the locals in south america. he has a thick southern accent and spanish isn’t his first language so why are so many people saying he’s racist for TRYING TO SPEAK WITH THE FUXKING LOCALS SO THEY UNDERSTAND HIM . he’s NOT and if you think he is then gladly leave. he’s also not transphobic nor homophobic only because he’s fuxking southern. (that’s a shitty stereotype and also a stupid argument.)
and yeah he’s american but jfc he’s not the one you should look at and say "THATS a stereotypical american". he’s a god damn military man . he knows how to cook and he knows how to make tea and hot chocolate and idk what else normally and not "the american way" or whatever bs the internet comes up with.
genuinely i hate everyone who says that and im tired of having to defend myself for liking him ?? like did we even play the same game? are we talking abt the same man??
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` ` there's no way i'll be satisfied with this level of skill!` `
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hey there, this is an RP account obviously, since i very much want to try it. ┆ the person running this account (aka me obv) would like he/him pronouns out of character or in character. (also names u can call me out of character are aki, kito, or dakota.)
simple rules i'd like to go over.
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▸ please try to stay SFW. i'll only allow slight NSFW as i'm still a minor.
▸ please be respectful towards me (and obviously others.) if not i'll gladly return the same actions.
▸ i dislike repetitive jokes, so please try not to repeat them.
▸ overall DNI homophobes, transphobes, rascist, ableist, you get the idea.
im a pretty nice person once you talk to me more, personally, or outside. (or i'm not, it's your opinion.)
anyways, this is all. bye, bye!
(i know this is short pls cope with me.)
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