#he's high. like . hyper high (idk what that could mean. i don't do that kinda stuff)

[transgender-catboy]

I'm losing my mind

[kazumist]

EPISODE 7 ★ FUZZY FEELING

FAKE IT TILL WE MAKE IT — A SCARAMOUCHE SMAU

masterpost / prev ep / next ep / timestamps don't matter

scaramouche must have been crazy.

seriously? a date? it was the last thing you expected! however, if you were going to pretend to be a couple, going on dates is actually a given. and like you said in your message to him:

we both have to suck it up.

even if that means having your first date with the guy you hate.

luckily enough, the awkward ride to the aquarium ended faster than you expected. but now that you’re here, how does one enjoy an aquarium date anyway? or what does one even talk about on their first date in general?

these were the questions running through both of your heads as you mindlessly wandered around.

“hey,” scaramouche starts.

“hmm?”

“this fish looks a lot like childe for some reason.”

when you turned to look at what he was looking at, you seriously had to hold back a loud laugh. because why does the fish actually look like childe? “that’s a clownfish, right?” you ask him.

“you know about these things?”

“not really; i just watched finding nemo back then as a kid.”

“oh wait, here’s the description. yeah, it’s a clownfish, and it seems like even their description fits childe even more,” scaramouche says, pointing his head at a podium nearby with his hands inside his pockets.

“clownfish are active and territorial fish with an erratic swimming pattern who sometimes appear to be doing acrobatics while defending the area around their anemone," you read aloud. “see? it fits him perfectly.”

“are you saying childe seems to do acrobatics sometimes?”

“no, i’m saying that he’s way too hyper for his own good.”

“isn’t that supposed to be venti, though?”

“they’re practically the same kind; does it really matter who is who?”

you laugh at his response. 

maybe this isn’t so bad. just maybe.

with the sun almost setting, your little trip to the aquarium ends, and you both decide to stop by a cafe on the way home.

but unfortunately, the awkward tension comes back.

what now? are you supposed to say, “hey, i had fun today,” and just move along? are you supposed to ask, “so how did the date go for you? did you have fun like i did?” you couldn’t find the right words to say, but you couldn’t stand this awkward atmosphere either.

“i… kinda had fun today.”

can this guy read minds or something?

"likewise."

time flew by faster than you expected, and now you were walking out of the cafe with scaramouche. “thanks for today, even though i was kinda against it at first,” you said.

“i hope you realize that we have to do this often if we really want to be convincing.”

“yeah, yeah, i get it. give me a break. who would’ve thought that i would be going on a date with you, of all people?”

“why do you sound so icked by the thought of going out with me?” he rolled his eyes.

“because i am icked by it, smart ass.”

“says the one who equally enjoyed the day like i did?”

“sorry, my pride is too high to make me admit that i actually enjoyed your company.”

he shakes his head at your response. how very… likely of you to say such a thing.

“i guess this is goodbye, then?” scaramouche asks.

“yeah. why? do you not want the day to end?”

“don’t put words into my mouth.”

“you didn’t really deny it, you know.”

“why are you like this?” 

“why shouldn’t i be like this?”

from your peripheral vision, you could see a familiar sight of blue-ish white hair as well as a blonde walking nearby. since they didn’t really know that this wasn’t real, you acted out of impulse. but what did you do exactly?

you kissed scaramouche on the cheek and waved him goodbye, just like that.

extra notes.

i didn't expect this chapter to be so long uhm idk im 50/50 on the narrations bc deadass it was hard 2 write for me ... OTL

theyre kinda getting close! emphasize on kinda though

more silly little romance in the next chapter haha pls stay tuned

synopsis.

what happens when scaramouche, your rival since the first year of highschool, had some annoying admirers on his back? easy—he (fake) dates you to shoo them off. nothing can possibly go wrong with faking a relationship with the guy you hate, right?

spoiler: apparently, a lot can go wrong.

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[isupposethisisagoodusername]

So I was thinking about LOA

And to me it doesn't make much sense that they're assassin's and up with the trees kinda shit because decomposing human bodies sort of puff puff methane and methane sort of (fire noise) (fire noise) the atmosphere which then sort of drip drip the ice stuff and also sort of (fire noise) (fire noise) the hot places and both sort of (shrinking and rubber noise) (shrinking and rubber noise) animal habitats and may be very beneficial to those who are adding into the murder and making it an endless cycle of needless puff puff methane and (shrinking and rubber noise) (shrinking and rubber noise) animal habitats which leads to more corrupt companies taking those animal habitats and building more industries and shit which sort of (fire noise) (fire noise) the atmosphere even more

Also they should be far more technological than I've seen in the few reposted comic strips (lol I don't read cannon but I watched Arrow on Netflix lol, until the flashbacks started being of the future)

Like how you gonna filter the decaying bodies and their fumes, fucking acid? Yeah sure just burn the fucking Amazon already

They gotta have an elaborate disposal system and a way to get bodies to it and it has to be ecological and very hidden.

Also to me it makes a lot of sense that they have very advanced high tech and it all just looks like normal stuff but blink and it's a radiation neutralizer or its absorbing and restructuring all the bad gas in the ambient into good gas

That or they have magic to pof pof bad gas is gone but how would the chemistry of that work?

Or both?

I am more of a chemistry nerd but I'm willing to explore both possibilities

Also assassins.

Their weapons, how do they make them? Are there air filters if it's a more industrial kinda thing?

Also do they produce their tech industrially??

Do they use older weapons? Did they repay forward the ambiental damage of the past? If so, are there enough weapons for everyone?

How do they kill, who do they kill, how do they choose who to, which weapons do they use, how disposal, many questions. Many.

Also would they really be this mean bunch of people that would just hate heroes? Couldn't they figure out a way to make heroes work in their favour or use the hero work in their favour?

Bruce Wayne, I think they'd adore him because Bruce probably dumped a bunch of money on ecological shit and really, probably donates a ton of money to charities of all kinds.

Talia would try to put a normal person cover up to him even tho he Batman and try to raise Damian normally and not do whatever it is she did in cannon that makes me confused every rume

She could find so many excuses to raise Damian in the league wherever that's located. But no. Instead of a normal-ish relationship she's a fucking sycho

Also idk anything about Mr. Radioactive waste but I think he would be radioactive but not waste

And they would not use Lazarus pit just for reviving people and eystecer

They could do so much research on it and use it to revitalize the plsnet

Plants man

I can see them cleaning up Chernobyl and making a base there to do research

Also if they have magic they can sort of just puff puff resources to fix ecological damage

So if they weren't written as just villains and instead a thing that likes animals and the planet and wants to rebuild a decent society that likes the planet (which I think is sort of their villain reason???? Idk. Not sure) they'd be really fucking cool. Actually very cool. Research facilities? Done. Filtering the air? Done. Repairing the O3 layer? Done. Killing and ecologically disposing of those that cause big pollution? Done. Trash islands? Gone. Oceans? Clean. Underwater research bases? Done. Trash processing? Done.

I will get more into this but right now I do not have the time, resources, privacy, freedom or availability to hyper fixate on this.

But I plan on doing this in about a year or two.

Idk exactly what I'll do but I'm taking suggestions and ideas.

As well as names and numbers of official media containing anything League of Assassins I can use to source, explore and parallel this on. Be it comics, series, movies, anything. Am accepting. Also am accepting corrections made on the things I've said about cannon on this post since my cannon sources are almost negative

But there is my hate on DC's depiction of a marginalized group turned villain

Like they give so much gold to other villains why not the LOA

Oh and Talia would sure be besties with Ivy and maybe Catwoman (who am I kidding, they'd be for sure besties)

[whenthechickencry]

Umineko Ch1. Replay 4

The fact she calls out to her mom when she is the one person who isn't gonna figure out a calm way to deal with this hurts, ouch. Even amongst all the hatred she has for her mom she still trusts her.

This line always stuck with me because of how insane it reads on the outside. She's 9! A whole 9! She's an infant what do you mean old! I guess it shows her toxic environment meant she was never allowed to act like a child and is bitter about it.

Hurts to read this. Clearly, they want to stop Rosa's abuse but don't know how. It's easy to judge them as cowards but realistically what can they do? Yell at Rosa who will then take it out on Maria more?

Honestly living on that island seems like abuser heaven so at least Jessica's parents aren't the worst, comparatively speaking. She has very limited contact with the outside world and every exit is very tightly controlled.

Setting up the "who gave Maria the umbrella" mystery I see Kanon!

It's really hard to not read Maria as autistic me, with her taking orders very literally, her word repetition, and her hyper fixation on magic stuff. Just makes the way Rosa blames her for getting bullied and not having friends even more horrific.

Kumasawa laughing at the prank she helped pull, lol

idk battler It could be the worst day of my life but if I'm getting a 5-star meal I'm mowing that down happily

It's a bit sad how clearly Battler holds Kyrie in high regard and obviously does kind of consider her family even if he denies it considering that Kyrie fucking hates him

I am using the Umineko Project version of Umineko, and you know, the console sprites for Umineko are a lot more varied than the 07th mod would led you to believe (not that I am criticizing them, I am sure there were technical reasons as to why they had to be removed) there are some with Eva holding her unfolded fan that I didn't screen earlier too)

Nanjo going along with the script and getting jumped on by everyone lol

Wow, way to talk about your child Rosa

Oh here is the portrait I was talking about earlier, also everyone's tune immediately flip flops about the letter when they realized its beneficial to getting money lmfao

It's kinda cute how much Jessica tries to prove she really is the one who hates her parents the most when she probably has the best relationship with her parents out of the cousins

Yeah yaeh you are so mature and understanding than your cousins George, not like you are the one most willing to cut off your parents when their money or status obsession gets in the way of your goals or anything

Doesn't work as well for a game where the opponent isn't really trying to win and doesn't always do the most logical moves, does it?

Kyrie's correct though, if they had simply asked her on her terms who Beatrice is from the start (Something along the lines of who was Beatrice possessing) she probably would have answered!

Well, it's more like she realized you were the best one to get the information she wanted, but you do love her too much to consider that.

He's so fucking scared of Kyrie and he should be, to be honest! Though it's partly your fault she's like this.

This is also probably R07's way of telling you to look at the heart and not just the murder mystery!

Obviously, Natsuhi doesn't believe this because she knows Kinzo is dead, though I wonder if she thinks this was s will he left to the servants or something?

i wanna punt this man

I think Natsuhi and Jessica is probably the only parent/child relationship in the game that probably would heal itself with time... they both understand what is going wrong but aren't sure how to fix it, and I think with Jessica going out of her parent's house soon she probably would have been able to understand her mother more and makeup once they saw each other again... it makes me a bit sad to think about how the tragedy made it impossible for that to happen.

I'm already crying fuck. They are both extending their hand to the other. They are making steps towards repairing their relationship! And it's all getting destroyed!

I wonder how many times conversations like this happened in reality. Genji trying to convince Yasu to allow themselves to live their life normally but Yasu thinking that they aren't worthy of that, and feeling deeply guilty when they did interact with others...

I wonder if George has ever really tried to engage with Shannon's own interests, knowledge, and likes, instead of just assuming because she is a servant that everything he tells her is new and exciting to her

[teddybeartoji]

thinking about

https://x.com/OwwlllY/status/1803550523322507308?t=GeVDL_ljw1j1W0sNVc0aXg&s=19

(love this artist and their lil comics w satosugu they're so!!!)

it's a recurring thing w me but i just love like. horny, down bad people. "slutty" things. or suggestive. sometimes people just exist and it's so hot to me for some random reason like the type of skirt worn or certain movements... or the voice, the tone man idk i just 🫠

okay so i was thinking about this and also how would i imagine different jjk characters dealing with someone with super high libido, a dirty mind and a super sensitive body? i can imagine some taking advantage of it and teasing a lot (suguru)

but really imagine it's like the highest amount anyone could be. like full on succubus level. 24/7. would some characters tap out? i read a toji headcanon where he, bc of his age, didn't have as much energy but still had fun hearing reader pleasure themselves in the room next door before coming to cuddle next to him

often in fics it's expected that the libidos match so i'm rlly wondering how a difference could change things around 🤔 how they/you would adapt to it in order to keep everyone happyyyyy

so yeah ig i'm wondering what your opinion would be :3333

take care as always,

~ ☀️

HAIII HAIII SUNNYYY MY DEAREST!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE OWWLLLYYYYY!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THEIR ART SMM (HERE'S THE LINK BTW)!!!!!!!!! and aaahhh i totally get what you mean by kind of getting turned on by the smallest things - i genuinely love smiles so much those also make me horny lmao, i really love back muscles, i love when people are sweaty!!!!!!! like oh myfukcing god if i saw toji or satoru or suguru working out in front of me.... i am FROTHINGGGG AT THE MOUTH OKAY i will lunge at them!!!!!!!!!!

i absolutely agree that suguru would definitely use that to his own advantage, he is very very patient and he knows how to keep his own please back a little just so he could last longer for you yk? but i do think that satoru the puppy would love it!!! he can get so hyper during sex and his stamina is just fucking godddlyyy i think he could keep up with you really well. aaand i do think that he can be a bit of a horn dog, like the smallest things do it for him too - short shorts, you brushing your teeth, your messy hair, you cooking for him, you bending over to pick smth up - everything goes!!!!! but it's just bc he really fucking loves u ok, it's not his fault you're so sexyy!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahh i know exactly what toji piece you're talking abt i loved it a lot!!!! and i agree with that too - while he does have good stamine and he fucks you so good, he's not as horny overall like satoru is yk? sure he thinks that you doing the most domestic things are hot but that mostly gets his heart racing for Love reasons lmao i love sappy old man toji ok he means so much to me. i also think that kento is gonna have a bit of a problem keeping up with you too. i don't know he just doesn't strike me as an overly sexual guy, he'd just love to relax with you in some other way. don't get me wrong though, he also fucks you so fucking well and he makes you cum plently of times but he just won't wanna go for like hours on hours on hours on hours. kento and toji are also both men that will put their own needs and desires on hold and focus on you!!!!!!!!!!

so yeah the ppl with the highest libidos in my opinion are suguru and satoru (though i don't think this is a surprise lma) aand the one's with the lowest are in fact toji and kento and hiromi (the working men😭😭). actually wait i feel like shoko is on the lower end as well. she's just working all the time and yes while sex is a good way to relieve stress it's also just fucking exhausting lmao she just wants to take a bath with you and have a glass of wine. aaaaaand man i kinda wanna say that sukuna is also here... idk that might just be me but yeah king or not i feel like he has other stuff to do and he's not always thinking abt sex. i feel like he's the most likely to let you suck him off whenever you feel like it though,, i think he's really into cockwarming too.

but i do feel like all of the ppl on the lower sex drive side on the scale feel more than comfortable with you taking care of yourself when they're ready to tap out (ok kuna might try to act a lil pouty tbh but he doesn't really mean it)(he feels a bit old so u just gotta reassure him a litttle lmao) buuut yeah these are just some of my thoughts heheee i love them all sm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[desiblr-tales]

hello there hyd this blog has been inactive for so long i don't think you'll answer this ask but i'm still gonna ask cuz i need someone idk to vent to. anyway so, I have this friend. once upon a time, we were the bestest of friends. but we hardly ever even talk anymore. and like I don't even know why. cuz like nothing really happened between us, we just grew apart after going to our seperate colleges. he's got his new super cool group of super cool friends and i've got my own group of very cool friends. (we're different kinds of cool. my friends are the kind of cool people who like to hyper-analyse books and movies and shows over snacks on weekends while his friends are the kind of cool people who party and go out every weekend, basically introverts and extroverts.) and like... i really miss him. i use to text him first all the time, asking about his day at college and stuff but he never did the same for me so i start med feeling like maybe he didn't want to talk to me anymore so then I stopped texting him. and we haven't talked in over a year (except that one time I drunk texted him on halloween, it's an embarassing story) but yk i really miss him. I miss my bestfriend. so much. (not in a romantic way but like..yk i feel like i've lost a part of me)

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so i texted him today. because i'm pathetic that way. nothing much just a simple "hii" and he replied to me 3 hours later. very unlike him cuz he's chronically online and usually texts back instantly. I asked him how he was and he said he was amazing. after 2 hours. i haven't seen the message yet. he's also asked him how i'm doing and i wanna reply with something that makes him thing i'm genuinely having so much fun with my life. I mean, I am. but it's not always rainbows and sunshine. but i kinda wanna make him think that it is. idk why. like he's my bestfriend. i miss him. why am I trying to make him jealous? of what? what's wrong with me? HE'S MY BESTFRIEND. or at least, he was... idk man. idk what to do.... with myself.

he was your best friend and you both have grown apart. losing your friends hurts more than a romantic breakup istfg. you could text him back and talk to him nonchalantly yk but you could also just ask him where it all went wrong.

sorry for replying so late but i think you should take the high road, try to get over him. he hasn't done much to show he's feeling the same. you have new friends so cherish them, forget him. don't try to make him jealous, you'll only end up feeling bad.

[frankenkyle19]

HI HI HI OK I LOVE UR WRITING SM AND IDK IF UR STILL DOING LIKE THE SHIP THING BUT IF YOU ARE I WOULD VERY MUCH APPRECIATE IT IF U COULD SHIP ME WITH ONE OF EVANS CHARACTERS (no pressure ofc 😭)

Ok so I'm 5'3 with a chubbier build and I have a little bit of acne

My hair is medium length, kinda shaggy almost like a mullet(??) and it's black

My eyes are kinda a mix of doe eyes and dead eyes, and they're a dark blueish gray

My aesthetic is a mix between the unhinged older brother in a 2000s movie, and a grungish/vintage style??

Im bisexual and Im like heavily autistic 😭 Im like constantly talking about my hyper fixations and I ramble WAY too much to the point it's really annoying to my friends and stuff

My music taste is Midwest emo/divorced dad and a little bit of other genres idk the names to;

Car seat headrest (obv my name LOL)

Nirvana

Alex g

The front bottoms

Foo fighters

The smiths

Weezer (omg that's actually kinda embarrassing.)

Radiohead

Tyler the creator

lil peep

Ghost Mane

Deftones

Lana del rey

Faye Webster (real men cry while listening to Faye Webster)

Wisp

My humor is stupid stuff like niche references and stupid Pinterest memes, and also silly quotes like "I hardly know her"

I love love loveeee Pinterest, like I'm on it 24/7 it's actually suchhhh a problem 😭😭

My love language is physical touch, like always holding hands, constantly asking for kisses stuff like ESPECIALLY if im high which is a lot

I've been told I'm a golden retriever bf, but I've also been told I give off goldfish vibes?? idk what that means but do with that what you will 😭 LMAO

Always worried about being annoying, lowkey always in need of validation but I CANNOT ask for it for the life of me

(Again don't have to do this no pressure!! But Tysm if u dooo!)

oooo this one was a bit harder for me but I ship you with Kyle!

idk why I had such a hard time picking! I think maybe because you give off lots of different vibes? I almost went with Tate, and then I almost went with Jimmy, but finally settled on Kyle.

would love to sit and listen to you talk about your fixations for hours. He wouldn’t even really necessarily talk about them with you, more just listening intently.

music taste. He loves it. Always asks to play your playlists and albums that you listen to. He loves music and finds you in your music taste. It’s his way of getting to know you better.

His humor is awful and he laughs at the dumbest things, but that’s what makes him so funny! You could tell him the dumbest joke and he’d crack up. It wouldn’t even be a fake laugh, he would actually find it funny.

Would always peek over your shoulder while you’re on Pinterest, just watching you scroll and pointing at certain pins every once in a while.

physical touch is Kyle’s biggest love language 100%. It’s the easiest way for him to express himself and feel loved. Loves snuggles, cuddles, any sort of touch he’s loving it.

Goldfish vibes omg 😭 Ngl kyle too. He’s the biggest golden retriever baby in the world but also is so so stupid. Even before his death.

Has trouble validating with his words, but shows it through his actions. Always trying to make sure you know you’re loved and that you’re happy.

[1d1195]

Im lowkey spiraling just by thinking how much i need to review for these exams lol But thank you! Your wishes mean so much to me ❤️🥰

oh it was A LOT like i broke down once i finished Paramore's album lol I listened to Harry's first because I was just so intrigued how his first solo album come out , like he was part of the biggest like modern day boy band?! that's so much pressure! Plus I was just starting to get into Harry because I was just never really interested in 1D, like I had NOTHING against them at all, my brain could not just hyper fixate on them lol But I had friends who were into them so of course I know somethings about them! Sorry i got off track lo

ANYWAYS the soulmate trope will always get me! like imagine knowing that the universe created you and another person solely because they needed your souls to cross paths and like be in love in the current lifetime?!? HOW IS THAT NOT SO SWEET?!

Omg I hope you have a lovely break!!!! You for sure deserve a break and I hop you enjoy it as much as you can! And I have always hyped up snow days in my head so i get giddy every time I think about them!

now bestie part 2 of my friend's Toyota... ONCE AGAIN YOU DID NOT DISAPOINT!!!!!!!!! LOVED how there was like a sprinkle of angst in it too! It was really nice to know more about the MC in this part! And her revealing that she is essentially not as "experienced" as Harry, is a really nice way of how they were both so obsessed with "love" that they took two completely routes, and ya know what I love that! Of course it hurt knowing how she was starting to feel insecure because of those rumors and how it brought up bad memoires :( Also kinda crazy I also experienced something like that with a guy in high school, thankfully though I was not even close to being in love lol BUT STILL NO MATTER WHAT THAT HURTS AND I FEEL FOR HER!

But of course Harry just had to be so sweet😭I loved how he handled her opening up about that and not making her feel weird about it! AND THEY KISSED BESTIE😭AND THEIR PICNIC DATE 😭THAT WAS JUST TOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Loved reading this so much! SO excited for more!

Hope your break starts off well Sam! Love you lots!-💜

I have a feeling since we're so similar that you're probably spiraling unnecessarily (I don't mean this in a bad way. Obvs I LITERALLY understand.) I studied REALLY hard for exams and I always did really well and everyone in my life made fun of me for stressing because they knew I was going to do well too. But for whatever reason they never understood that like ? I have to study for me to know all this?? Idk sometimes I worry I don't make the best friendship choices. Or the most understanding friendship choices if that makes sense. (But we can unpack that another day) HEY HOW'S HOT PROFESSOR?

I don't blame you for not getting into 1D at all. Worst financial, social, and mental decision of my life 😭 I had just come off a HARD Twilight fixation and I was like "I don't need another obsession." But then I watched the WMYB music video and it was like the universe was all "MWAHAHAHAHA"

Snow days are actually really lovely. They add on to the end of the school year which is ANNOYING. But they're pretty nice in the moment. Especially when you DON'T lose power from the storm and can do whatever you want. Especially on a TUESDAY 😍 mid-week days off are the BEST.

I am so glad you liked MFT Part 2. I thought it was very BLEH by the end of it. The whole inexperienced thing was kind of random? I am interested to see where my brain takes me. The heart of the story that I had planned out after listening to the song was basically parts 1 and 2 so I'm going to have to get creative for parts 3 and 4 hehehehehe I'm glad you find it sweet 💕 that's definitely the goal of this one after an angsty little Italian restaurant couple 😉

Good luck studying! Love you!

xoxo

[blueopinions49]

Nancy Wheeler’s MBTI

Introduction 

Hello there this is gonna be kinda of a rant post because I want to start making another series of character breakdowns however im very torn in which one I want to start however I am currently in a dilemma over Nancy’s MBTI. So id like to pose the 2 most likely types of hers and try to map it out. Please let me know of your opinions and your thoughts on all of this. 

the most likely types for Nancy are: ESTJ or ENTJ. However I think its important to look at her enneagram since it affects her functions and such. I personally I believe Nancy’s enneagram is 1w2 sp/so Being an enneagram 1 can give her the look of an Si user too sometimes. Ive seen some people type her as an 3w2 sp/so however I am not fully sure about this since I think it only applies to S1 Nancy rather then her character all throughout the show. 

Small Break down of Each Type 

ESTJ (Te-Si-Ne-Fi)

Im currently leaning the most towards ESTJ I think Nancy displays quite allot of Te all throughout the show and people who type her as an ESFJ are conflating kind behavior with Fe. But thats just a stereotype I get that in media there is this idea of high Te users being incredibly mean and irritable  but not every character is like this and using that metric to type is just bad. Now to her axis I think I can see a bit of Si in Nancy she is very usually very careful and sticks to maintaining step by step solutions. Also she doesn't seem to be working towards long term goals (or maybe im wrong about this) However couldn't everything I just said be traits of enneagram 1? Since I've seen people conflate these two allot look at Princess Leia Organa (ENTJ 8w9 or 1w2) who isn't interested in meticulous processes and details but for some reason we see her get typed as an ESTJ allot. I genuinely don't remember if Nancy was ever interested in details which leads me to another thing about details Se is also a detail oriented function; extroverted sensing details and introverted sensing details are different. One Is based on prior examining things through a subjective sense and the other one is based on objective observation. For example an Si user could understand every part of a clock while an Se user would look at the physical traits of it (color, material, temp etc...) Ive seen people debate that Nancy having a develop Ne is what makes people confuse her Si-Ne with Ni which I guess? However look at Sokka from ATLA (ESTJ 6w7) Even when he fully develops his Ne in Book 3 he still uses his Si allot and constantly narrows solutions with those by exploring those and I personally don't see Nancy interested in exploring all of those solutions in any capacity. Maybe the use of external pattern seeking?? but then again that could be Se? IDK guys let me know. 

ENTJ (Te-Ni-Se-Fi)

Allot of people use the “I know something happen to Barb” line in S1 as an explanation for her Ni however couldn't that just her going to Ne in stress trying to explore a possibility?. Also I do think I see more Ni than Ne I think Nancy does jump to conclusions a bit too fast sometimes. However I also see her step by step process (something an Ni user wouldn't be very fond of) Also she tends to be a bit too careful (but again E1). Also she doesn't seem to be quite as impulsive as an ENTJ would be even some E1 can be quite impulsive such as Light Yagami from death note (but I think thats quite debatable since Light kinda borders the line between impulsive and careful quite allot in the show). Also next to Se I don't see much Se in Nancy she doesn't seem to be that interested in Te-Se processes like other ENTJ would (unless again I missed something) she seems to be quite careful and sturdy with her processes rather than rushing head on like allot of ENTJ do allot the time. However again I could be assuming her Se is well develop same with her Ne. I could see how she tunnel visions allot in the show and how she tends to hyper focused on goals allot of the times making her struggle with her Se but I don't think thats quite enough to type her as an ENTJ how many other charcaters with other types have focused on goals too hard and ended up losing track of themselves?. 

Idk guys sorry for the long rant post I am just very curious to map this out I usually am very certain of a charcaters typing however this one Is just weird maybe I missed something's so please let me know your thoughts below 

[lovelyllamasblog]

Duchess Swan: Black Swan Parent AU

This small kinda essay was inspired by @closet-is-tried's Duchess Swan Essay, a Reddit post about Duchess's possible future, and my own overly active hyper problem brain.

Okay, so it's no secret that I'm in love with tragic characters, and the Swan Queen from Swan Lake is no exception to this (thanks Barbie for introducing us). As such, I love Duchess Swan from Ever After High. I don't just love her for her possible destiny as a tragic heroine, but she's also sassy, driven, and a talented ballet dancer (Fun Random Fact: I used to take ballet when I was younger). I really enjoyed her presence whenever she appeared in the webisodes.

On the other hand, I don't like Milton Grimm and I feel like he is an antagonist in a way. He's been forcing people to follow their so-called predetermined destinies for who knows how long and has been threatening them saying that if they don't, they will literally disappear and go poof (or maybe he'll just off them himself, who can say. Which doesn't really make sense in our world, but maybe it can happen in Ever After idk).

Anyway, Milton has all this power and is basically controlling everyone in Ever After. Apple even said in the books that he is basically the mayor of Ever After, which, again, doesn't really make sense since Snow White is the queen, so maybe she means that he is controlling everything behind the scenes which makes sense.

In canon, it's said that Duchess's mother, the Swan Queen, is trapped in her swan form, and it's not really clear how/when she gave birth to Duchess. She could have been a human and still under the effects of the curse, or in her swan form after the curse took effect and Duchess was born from an egg (which I quite like).

But, there could also be a possibility that Duchess is not the daughter of the Swan Queen, but the Black Swan. It's stated in Next Top Villain that there is a possibility that Duchess could be the next Black Swan instead. There is also Duchess's swan form, which is black, and her name, 'Duchess', which a position below a princess in terms of nobility.

Duchess has always felt inferior to others, both for their positions as real royalty and their Happily Ever Afters. She comes after Ashlynn because of her relationship with Hunter, stating that it's an equal trade; they can both be happy and no one has to die because of it (remember that Cinderella's mother is dead and that the Swan Queen dies in the original ballet), and it kinda is. IF Ashlynn lets Duchess sign her place in the book, Duchess can be the next Cinderella and Ashlynn can be with Hunter.

BUT what if Duchess isn't the Swan Queen's daughter, but the daughter of the Black Swan. WHAT IF the Black Swan gave birth to a daughter and Milton took her away, stating that they need a White Swan and gives the baby to the previous White Swan's mother, who names her 'Duchess.'

WHAT IF the Black Swan actually fought with Milton so that she could keep her daughter, begging him to find someone else to do it, but was forced to do it in the end? She could be like Raven's mom, forced to watch her daughter from a distance and still caring about her.

WHAT IF she had asked one of her old teachers at EAH to watch over her daughter and give her updates about her? (Probably Baba Yaga, since she is a teacher in the villains course and seems like a really cool teacher.) There a lot more 'what ifs' you could apply to this thought/AU and I really do enjoy it.

But there is also the question of how Duchess would react. The most likely is with confusion, since she has been told since birth that her mother was the White Swan, who is currently trapped in her swan form, and that that would be her destiny too. Next could be anger; at the Black Swan, at her grandmother, at Baba Yaga, and of course, at Milton Grimm. For years they had all lied to her about her own parentage and her role in the world.

I also don't think she would accept this change so easily though. She had thought about being a Rebel before changing her mind and staying in the Royal camp. Should she change sides or would her pride stop her from doing that?

There are so many questions that could be explored, but this is getting kinda long, so I'll stop here. If you interested in adding to this, go right ahead and reblog. I'm interested in hearing your thoughts on this.

[autistic-damian-wayne]

Hi :)

I love ur blog it makes me smile so much I love the headcanon of Damian being autistic - the media needs to depict more characters that are not neurotypical for fuck's sake-

on that note

I think I might have autism but, i don't know on what level of the spectrum

I don't wanna self diagnose (it seems insensitive towards people who actually deal with these things) My therapist tells me that I'm probably not autistic but if I were to be i'd probably have Aspergers (He won't test me)

-I'm pretty verbal (Sometimes I stutter and can't get my words out right but, I'm pretty sure that it's just my brain working too fast for my mouth to keep up with) -I'm hyper-empathetic -I'm not super sensitive to touch ( I don't like people touching me though) and I even have a high pain tolerance -I don't really have a monotone voice or anything it's actually pretty expressive but, I kind of mimic the expression from people I find funny (Like youtubers, certain people i've been around, ect.) -and I can't really make eye contact with people either (I'm usually looking at their face tho to make it seem like I'm looking at their eyes I look at their noses, cheeks, and anything really but, sometimes I purposely try to look away) -I repeat quotes I hear from songs or anything I find ( People are better at expressing and putting my feelings into words than I am ) -I'm also pretty uncomfortable in social situations (This may just be a result of my depression tho) -I have hyperfixations (Greek mythology, Comics, I don't know if this counts as a hyperfixation or not but, I play the same song over and over again for days on end )

my therapist already tested me for ADHD ( He had me sit in front of a laptop and click a clicker every time I saw a dot pop up ) He said I didn't have it (Maybe I just payed a bit more attention tho and put all my effort into focusing ) I feel like I might be on the lower spectrum of autism or this is something completely different Do you know if there is something else I might have that might be linked to my traits can you tell me

I really wanna figure myself out and sorting this out first might help me Please help me figure myself out ( If you don't know that's fine but, if you know how I could get tested for anything you might think I have could you please tell me I'm not really super comfortable asking my therapist )

Hi! I don't know about getting an official diagnosis because I'm assuming you're not Dutch, so I don't know how your medical system works. I think it's kinda weird that your therapist won't test you, afaik that's not something they can just... refuse? Idk. If it's possible you should probably look into getting a new therapist cayse you should be able to talk to them about things like this without being dismissed

On that note, I do have some tips. First of all, self diagnosis is completely fine! The majority of the community has zero problem with it, considering how inaccessible official tests are. If you've done your research and you feel like it fits, you're totally free to identify as autistic

(Side note: A lot of the things you've listed do sound pretty similar to me, so I don't think you being autistic would be that weird)

I would recommend looking through the "actually autistic" tag and looking at blogs centred around autism by autistic people. There's a lot of useful information there

I hope this helps some, though keep in mind I'm just an autistic teenager, I'm not an expert by any means ^_^

[la-paritalienne]

Don't know if the anon wanted it but I do want the review for Fine Line 👀

oh yayyyyyy! there it goes! fair warning, i’ve written it upon my first / second listen as i do w all my reviews, bc i feel like that way it manages to include a first impression kind of vibe without it being superficial. i’ve reread and i agree w myself (hehe) and i’ve lifted a few grades bc i’ve been feeling some stuff more lately, but yeah, this was not written now so. just to clarify.

golden: okayyyyy i wasn’t expecting for his voice to sound like this!! like, low and raspy? it sounds more intimate this way, i think? as for the sound, it’s kind of funky and think as an opener, this song really represents the sound he chose for this album… i could be wrong tho, let’s see how it goes on. slightly repetitive but the voice won me over and overall, i really like it.

fave lyrics: i’m out of my head and i know that you’re scared because i’m so open.

8/10

watermelon sugar: when this song starts i’m like ok… i like everything about it… but then the chorus comes in and idk, something annoys me about the ‘watermelon sugar high’, i think it’s hyper metric so that doesn’t sit right w my ears, and then worst lyric ever goes to ‘i want your belly’… so overall it’s a meh from me. the breathe me in / out part sounds so lovely thoooo.

fave lyrics: baby you’re the end of june

6-/10

adore you: this is my fave out of the singles! it’s just boppy and cute, a feel good song. it doesn’t amaze me but i wouldn’t mind listening to it often bc it’s just a happy song and it’s sooo catchy, it’s the only single that truly got stuck in my head. it does sound like a zayn song – like, a lot – in some parts, which isn’t bad per se just… unexpected i guess?

fave lyrics: you don’t have to say you love me, i just wanna tell you something, lately you’ve been on my mind

7,5/10

lights up: at first this song disappointed me very much so idk if i can be completely objective on it, rehearing it i actually really like it… like maybe as a song it’s better than adore you but less catchy so i liked it way less at first? here too, major zayn vibes. it’s growing on me, although there’s still something that i’m not a fan of, idk what it is exactly… maybe the strophe?? i love the ‘shine’ part, not sold on the verse and ‘la da da’, but overall maybe listening to it again i like it better than adore you… it grew on me!

fave lyrics: it’d be so sweet if things just stayed the same

8/10

cherry: oh??? i almost didn’t recognise him, there’s a reverberation in the voice or something? i’m no expert so i’m sorry if i’m bullshitting, i’m just trying to describe what i hear. i feel like i like the music more than i like the words (not the words per se, although the songwriting is kind of childish here, tbh, but more like the delivery). i don’t like this… it’s boring and whiny. (also the ‘coucou’ as a background sound kind of irks me) but it’s a good song, maybe just not memorable or not my personal fave. the ending audio doesn’t make much sense to me bc it’s not something you say in like a voicemail, it’s something that requires a response like, as if he’d recorded a conversation and removed his own voice? or just kind of staged? but i like how the final word fades into music.

fave lyrics: i just miss your accent and your friends (let’s be real, the lyrics are so unimpressive, it was hard to pick a line).

5/10

falling: oh woooooooooow, i love the way his voice sounds without any effect on it… to me, the lyrics just hit deeper this way, but it’s also that the lyrics here are really something else! and the lyrics……. wow again. i’m loving it! it does that thing where it makes me sick to my stomach in a meaningful, beautiful way. oooh there’s a loooong high note too! nothing to add, this is perfect for me.

fave lyrics: [everything wtf. but especially] what if i’m someone you won’t talk about?

10+/10

to be so lonely: i wasn’t expecting where this was going when it started, very beatlesy, soothing sound and soothing voice! there’s something dreamy about it, the pre-chorus especially, that makes the chorus surprising. and then it’s insistent and like… gets groovier and groovier. veeeery beatles, definitely. i’m a fan!

fave lyrics: i’m just an arrogant son of a bitch who can’t admit when he’s sorry

8,5/10

she: oh i looove psychedelic rock!!!! my genreeeee! beatles again, and pink floyd of course as the most obvious influences. (i want you / she’s so heavy?? it reminds me of the lacrosse the universe version also). and i feel like pink floyd for something in the sound, but the whole thing like voice + sound is more beatles, the descriptive side to it… it reminds me of eleanor rigby like… the way the song makes me feel, kind of anxious in a way that’s not necessarily bad? it just makes me feel things. flexing w that instrumental!!!!! wow. i mean this is my jam, i also love the lyrics so it’s a big big yes from me, although i mean, not groundbreaking as in – it’s been done a lot over the 60s and 70s especially… which is why it’s not a ten, but still, great song.

fave lyrics: she lives in daydreams with me

9,5/10

sunflower, vol. 6: cute!!! the lyrics, the sound, the light falsetto part, the funkish beat! oooh and there’s some funky instrument that i’m too ignorant to define, but nice! maybe for my taste it’s kind of messy, i guess in a good way but also in a way that it’s not something i want to listen to a lot, i think? the hooting and howling in the end… interesting… not really my thing and the beatles did it in the 60s but like… cute.

fave lyrics: i’ve got your face hung up high in the gallery

6,5/10

canyon moon: this sounds too much like italian masterpiece ‘acqua azzurra, acqua chiara’ for me to take it completely seriously, but per se it’s quite nice to listen to, it feels almost country? i swear every time the guitar comes in i kinda lose it bc it’s just… sooo much alike, so i’m sorry i can’t really say more about it. cool lyrics and it’s a nice song!

fave lyrics: the world’s happy waiting

7-/10

treat people with kindness: ok this is……… i’m sorry but i’m cringing a bit (a lot). when he comes in it’s not bad, it’s just… the idea of making a song out of a slogan is not genius, to me, like, it’s bound to sound weird and inorganic i think?? i’m sorry, i’m trying to like it but i can’t, like there’s some nice screaming (all together now, just a little bit of kindness) and the gospel chorus per se is amazing but i can’t unhear the lyrics and overall it sounds a bit messy.

fave lyrics: and if we’re here long enough we’ll see it’s all for us and we’ll belong

3/10

fine line: i feel like this is a very fine (hehe) stylistic excercise, again, kind of psychedelic, lots going on w the music, lots of falsetto and some powerful lyrics, but somehow i get distracted while listening to it… kind of (very) boring? especially w how long it is, i guess it aims to make a statement but if so idk, i expected some powerful change throughout? a bridge or something? the mind wanders as you listen to it, one of my least faves for sure.

fave lyrics (these are impressive tho!!): put a price on emotion, i’m looking for something to buy, you’ve got my devotion but man, i can hate you sometimes

5-/10

thank you so much for asking! i do these for myself and like the few friends that care bc i find it interesting and ‘challenging’ to put my thoughts down and grade stuff but also a relaxing pastime at the same time. let me know what you think of course if you want♡

[cheguevaraismydaddy666]

im so glad that im exited to read again. im about to finish 'steppenwolf' by hermann hesse, tomorrow im gonna start 'gone girl'. next week im getting a 200euro bonus so im gonna treat myself to a big ass book haul. i wanna read 'rebecca' by daphne... idk, i mean, fucking SAPHIC VAMPIRES!!!! also i wanna read some classics by lady writers. i liked wuthering heights so maybe something like that, like something from jane austen or something. also i wanna read some greek mythology. i love that shit omg. and i wanna read lots of feminist literature. i bought 'the second sex' online, but sadly it turned out to just be extracts. especially radfem literature interests me. i loved 'scum manifesto' by valerie solanas. idk, im just so hyped now. discovering classic literature at the age of 12 or 13 is a flex haha. nah, but seriously, being exited about books just feels good. its the only thing, other than drugs and food, that makes me forget about how miserable i am for some time. i love books about unhinged women, i love books about lonely people, i love books about insane people, i love flowery language and complex female characters. i just love reading so much. i also kinda wanna read some horror books. i started reading 'it' by stephen king but i had to stop at the point where georgies arm gets ripped off. i like stephen king, but i have, sadly, become weirdly icky about gory stuff. well idk, im excited for tomorrow. also, i noticed i haven't been taking my anti depressants these past few days so lol, i guess that's why i have been feeling so bad , maybe? im dumb as fuck lol. i don't know, i seriously wanted to kill myself these past few weeks. like, i've been planning. i already had it all figured out. i knew how i was gonna do it, when i was gonna do it, what i was gonna tell people.... now i weirdly feel hopeful again. lol idk. i stopped taking risperidone and my mood swings have been KILLING me. also the anger..... my roommate noticed as well. he said it was fine, but that im becoming harder to deal with. i hope he wont leave me at some point because of that.... well, whatever. also, i have been missing some of these old guys that wanted to fuck me. i guess they realized that i wasnt gonna let them, so now theyre gone.... it makes me sad. i miss their attention. like, one of them used to text me every morning, wishing me a good day, calling me 'sunshine' and what not. i kinda hate him for breaking off contact just like that, with no explanation. i wish i could text him and ask him why he did that, but i guess he wont even answer. i guess i always knew that they didnt like me for my personality, but...idk.....i wish they would've stayed regardless. i hate them so much but i miss them so much as well. i even miss being sexualised by them, them taking advantage of my state of intoxication..... now theres no one that wants to fuck me anymore and even though i dont even want to have sex with anyone, i still want people to want to lol. fuck. i wish i could still do speed like i used to. like, now, the high is mediocre at best but the come down is HORROR. its dumb to do lines, be kinda hyper for a few hours, and then fall into the worst depression ever, which i cant even escape from through sleep, because i can never sleep after that.... nah, not worth it lol. theres some here right now but i guess its better that i didnt use. i was tempted, cause i was bored as fuck. i smoked all my weed this morning and was just hanging around depressed as fuck. sucked some dick, ate some sushi, idk lol. im still tempted to do some lines now but its almost time for unconscious time, jeih"! so i guess maybe not... i dont need to get depressed again, after having just got out of a very deep hole. i hate that im such a victim of my psyche. i cant control my intense emotions, i cant control how fast they change, i cant control how i see myself....... every day is so exhausting for me. idk.... my mom wants me to go to a clinic again. maybe that'll help, idk. or maybe i should ask my shrink for mood stabilizers....