#he'll check half tomorrow and the other half on wednesday

[onewholivesinloops]

i feel so pathetic for not being able to write a 500-1000 words essay when i had an entire weekend bc i can't do anything when i get too overwhelmed from stress and now i'm considering begging for an extension until wednesday u_u

[moorishflower]

i wrote a lot of the Odyssey Hob fic today and so I can write more kink...as a treat...

@thunderburning it's your chance to shine

Warning: there's ambiguously-natured pussy under this cut! It's Hob/Dream flavored!

It's half-past eleven by the time that Hob turns out all the lights and finally drags himself to bed.

This wouldn't normally be that far out of his wheelhouse -- there's plenty of times he's not gone to sleep until the sun actually started rising -- except it's Sunday, he's still got eight essay responses on Molineux's Faces of Perfect Ebony to grade, there's a faculty meeting on Wednesday that Professor Belevonis has spent the last few months hounding him into presiding over,

(she thinks she's clever, but Hob subscribes to all the same newsletters, he knows when Tremblay is planning on releasing his newest paper, and he suspects that Stephanie has plans to get a. extremely drunk, and b. extremely spiteful, so that she can most effectively tear the man's research to shreds)

and, as the shit cherry on top of an already terrible cake, he'd gotten a text three hours ago from Quentin letting him know that the gent's toilets at the Inn had all begun to leak, slowly but inexorably, all at once.

Hence, the eight ungraded essays.

Tomorrow, he tells himself. He feels bone-weary right now, but if he can get at least a solid -- he checks the bedside clock -- six hours, he thinks he'll be able to fake his way through his first two classes. No one pays attention to Introduction to Medieval English Literature, not at 8 in the sodding morning, and his course on Chaucer and colonizing identities in the Middle Ages largely runs itself, so long as he gives the kids something to discuss and lets them build up a good head of steam.

So, with something of a plan in place, Hob strips himself down to his briefs, doesn't bother to put his clothes in the hamper, and collapses face-first into his pillows, fully intending not to wake until the dulcet tones of his alarm force him to do so.

Hob opens his eyes to a twilight so dark it seems to loop back around to brightness, the Milky Way a spill of countless white stars above him and the moon a perfect silver coin hung on threads of tinsel and gold, and also, someone's face is buried between his legs.

"Christ," he says, and reaches down to fist a hand in hair soft as dandelion fluff and glossy black as crow feathers, and he feels a hot laugh between the vee of his thighs, which, he realizes, are shuddering slightly, on account of the nose that's rubbing insistently at his clit.

"Good evening Hob," Dream rumbles, clearly pleased as punch with where he currently crouches, and every word he says sends another puff of breath gusting across him. If he grabs at Dream any harder he's going to start pulling hair out, so he does his damndest to relax his grip, even though every nerve in his body is telling him to grab Dream by the back of the neck and mash his face to Hob's cunt with enough force to break that dear, pointy little nose.

"S'that kind of night, then," Hob gets out, and lets his head fall back into soft grass, meadowsweet, lamb's ear, as Dream burrows further between Hob's legs, dragging his lips and his nose in a smear of pleasure along Hob's labia.

"I waited," Dream says, just petulant enough that Hob feels a bit bad, just demanding enough that he doesn't feel bad for long. "Matthew informs me you have had a trying day."

"Please don't talk about your weird bird when you've got your, hng." Hob doesn't get the chance to complain further, because Dream has stuck out his tongue and has dragged it in a long, wet glide from Hob's arsehole all the way to the tight strain of his clit.

"I thought I should oversee your rest personally."

"Kind of you," Hob says, dazed, and then scrabbles to grab fistfuls of bright-smelling greenery in one hand, petting Dream's hair with the other, over and over, his thighs trembling with the effort to stay still as Dream takes Hob's clit between his lips, all hard suction and the faintest pressure of teeth, until everything between his legs feels like a mass of fluttering birds, shivers wracking every muscle from his abdomen down. Dream winds him tighter and tighter, alternating between licking circles around Hob's cunny and sucking hard at his clit, until eventually he chances a look down and sees that the entire lower half of Dream's face, from his perfect sharp nose to his berry red mouth to the barest cleft of his chin, is soaking. Even his cheeks are come-shiny from where he's been rubbing them against Hob's thighs, and honestly, if the man was determined to lose a handful of hair then he ought have just asked.

Hob grabs a fistful of Dream's hair, just tight enough to feel the drag of resistance, and feels everything in him from belly down grow flashfire hot at the look of stunned arousal in Dream's face.

Hob drags him forward, plants his terrible, sinful, wonderful mouth against his cunt, and says, "Eat."

And Dream, the lines of his shoulders and spine gone tight and anticipatory and all of the Dreaming growing humid and rose-scented around them, is more than happy to oblige.

[the-firebird69]

There's a lot of jerks out here and they're mean and angry and pissy pushy but they're losing a lot of people but they sure of someone not acting it they're acting invincible and that even the old proxy dead people and the head of steam that's miraculous. We don't like it there's something wrong with them and there's something wrong here so we are going ahead and checking what it is and find a lot of them are suicidal and we usually find that all over the world and we have to figure out the ones that are and you're sick and they have cancer and they don't care anymore so if I can get rid of them and it's a plan of the Mac empire. We're doing that and we have other things to report.

-today might be a high rad day only because of the three circles Charlotte Park. They're sizzling right now and to a very high degree a cloud of uranium and salt Air is headed this way be here in 15 minutes it's quite the cloud it says it's here and it is the edge of it is and the edge is only like 10 minutes thick from 0.1 to 0.5 the cloud will move up here if he's 0.7 and then almost one for about 10 minutes and it'll start going down over 20 minutes and it'll be gone but he'll get a pretty good dose it's going to start in a minute and a lot of people get hurt by this one so far about 80% of these guys I have over exposure and 50% are retaining it in their bones and tissue mostly in a tissue in about two or three days they're going to become very sick unless they flush it out and we expect that they probably won't. These people are leaders they will die agonizing annoying deaths. O I'm coming up tomorrow might be a cloud from Mexico with dust because of the five medium bja might break. My son is sustaining it well and he is doing okay and recovering this dose is fairly big it will go in about a quarter inch a little bit more and solve some problems and it will work for about a day and he needs it to knock out what's in your bloodstream.

---starting tomorrow there might be signs of radiation coming from the West and Yucatan and starting in about 11:00 a.m. to 5:00 p.m. it will go up to 3:00 p.m. to 1.5 rad and down to zero at 5:00 p.m. this would be a cloud coming from Mexico and it does contaminate things and it rains here often it doesn't rain it's going to sit here

---several more circles are opening one of them that is a major interest not a huge concern is that the mouth of Charlotte harbor it is about a half mile and steam comes out and it's radioactive and it does go over to fisherman's village daily 2:30 p.m. to 4:30 p.m. and they get about 0.2 rad everyday and that place is going to be contaminated badly and should be ripped out but it probably won't and it's going to rot and a couple months it'll be gone there's nothing that you can do it's going to happen to a lot of wood buildings.

That will probably sink by Wednesday another 4 ft right now it's down a foot and the water is starting to move and the barrier is 3 ft and 4 ft with five four foot by 4 ft by 2 ft channels and it's going a lot faster and it stays down and at low tide it is going to be very far but at high tide it's only going to be 3 ft below the high clam most days eventually it will be a lot lower

More shortly

Thor Freya

Olympus

[marcholasmoth]

OSRR: 2669

(nice)

today was a long day. i woke up and ended up getting to work half an hour later than i wanted but technically on time for wednesdays. and then i stayed until 6pm.

during the day, i worked on my essay, the one that's been plaguing me for a while. i just. everything i started to write, all of my notes and everything just came out wrong. i had no idea how to fix it. so i compiled everything into my original notes document, exited out of everything else, opened a new document, and went to town on what i like to call a "bad" draft. when i get super blocked for essays and shit, i go in and i write something that basically says the thing i we'd to say, but that is so fucking offensive and not at all proper words and it gets all of the thoughts out of my head into something that ends up being fucking hilarious.

once i bitched about the character count and all of the points i needed to touch on in my essay, i opened up a new document, put the other in the background, and went to town on the right draft.

i ended up needing to pace around the bookshelves in the middle of the room, twice, at different points, because i had so much pent up energy and anxiety i needed to get it out somehow. it also allowed me to empty my head so i could sit back down and think about what i wanted to write next. i ended up also finishing the bag of m&ms i had - i ate all of the brown, blue, orange, red, and greens first, and then went to town on the pile of yellows left. write, pace, eat, drink, write, pace, eat, drink, write, pace, fill up water bottle, drink, write, pace, write, get distracted, write, write, write. send to chelsie. get feedback. edit. send to person from the school to check it.

and i was finally finished with it.

i also ended up completing the other sections that needed to be done for the application, and i think on friday if the last section isn't finished i'll send emails to my professors to kind of remind them to upload their letters.

then it'll be done.

i have another scholarship to apply for, but i have to find it again, so i can do that tomorrow or the day after. i also need to do my homework.

anyway,

when i was finished with work, i went back to joel's to pick up my stuff to go home. to my great surprise, when i pulled in the driveway joel came outside and talked to me, and he came and sat in the car while he waited for his friend to come pick him up.

he's so fucking relieved to have a job. the crease that's been between his eyebrows isn't there anymore, his shoulders are less stiff, he's been sleeping better, and he's been more affectionate. telltale signs he's happy, that he's less stressed. and i'm so happy for him. i'm so glad that he's gotten a job where he'll be able to work with a friend. i'm glad he's gonna have things to do. i'll probably say "please let me drive you places again" so he doesn't have to pay for ubers but also because i could use an extra $400 a month (that's about half of what he'd pay on ubers, so it's good for me and for him). so we may go back to that arrangement. it'll let me have gas money. but also? even if it ends up ALL going to gas, that also includes MY life of doing shit, so two hundred dollars of my regular paychecks would be freed up for other bills, since the gas is already taken care of.

that'll be nice. give me a good schedule to stick to. both of us.

and speaking of money, i think i have a plan for my first paycheck for next month, in terms of christmas and a passport and spending money for the cruise. passport first. christmas gifts. credit cards. phone. following paycheck can cover my car payment and car insurance, and have a little for spending money for the cruise. i just won't have money for january or february bills. so i'll need to ask for help for that. and i feel bad about that, but i don't have a choice. i also need to find a way to pay for classes and i need to schedule my hours at work and schedule classes for next semester. this semester was about 5k. next will be about 7.5k. anyone got money they don't need that they can give a broke college student? no? didn't think so.

anyway, if you couldn't tell, this scholarship i'm applying to would change my life. i desperately need it.

god, i'm a broken record. between money issues that are constant and the gaping wound in my chest where riot fits, i really can't say anything else, can i? fuck.

[qilwashere]

Hinata Shoyo

Hinata is your neighbor, and you've known each other for the past few years.

You met him near the bathrooms by the water fountains at one of his games, ironically, right after he had gone into the men's room to empty his stomach, since he used to get nervous all the time before a match. Since then he's gotten better, but you still worry for him sometimes.

You always help each other with homework or volleyball, although it's kind of one-sided, since you're super smart and he's very dedicated to being a middle blocker.

You always thought of him as a best friend, nothing more, although over the past few weeks, you'd been questioning yourself about that. He's been hanging out with you less, but youre pretty sure it's just because he's been busier lately. Sometimes your anxiety gets the best of you and you wonder if you did something to provoke him to not want to be around you. Every time this thought pops up in your head you have to take a deep breath to rid your brain of it.

At school his grades have gradually getting worse so you proposed a study date. As soon as you asked him you went red, hoping he didn't take it the wrong way. "I-I didn't mean a real date, it's not like--" you stumbled over your words, but he interrupted you with a laugh and said "Sure, that'd be nice. Whatever day you're free," he smiled at you. You nodded quickly and agreed on a Wednesday. You both parted ways until the set date.

At around 5:40 that Wednesday, you pace around your bedroom waiting for that familiar chime coming from your front door, letting you know that Hinata was there. It never arrives, and your worries that he's trying to keep out of contact with you come flooding your mind once again. You hope that at least he'll text you that he couldn't make it, but no chimes come from your phone either.

The next day, Thursday, at school, you don't see him in any of your usual classes together, which concerns you because he almost never misses a day. Is he sick? you wonder to yourself, and can't get him off your mind until your friend Yachi invites you to her table at lunch to discuss the new club openings that they could join together.

You start to ask her if she's seen Hinata but stop yourself mid-phrase and continue eating.

The days drag along. You haven't heard a thing from Shoyo all week.

You make a last attempt to contact him by texting, "Hey, we missed our study session :p wanna try again tomorrow?" It was a Sunday, so you felt like the next day would be a good time. It surprises you when he responds almost immediately after with "Sure :D See you at school :)". Your heart leaps but you remember that this could all be a set up.

Nah, you reassure yourself, Shoyo's way too nice for that.

For the rest of the day you surprise yourself when your feet guide you to the school gymnasium. You walk in hesitantly towards the door and remember that--

Of course. Why did you think the gym would just be open to anyone? On a Sunday, at that? You bury your face in your hand and turn back when someone comes up behind you-- Yachi.

"Hi Y/N! What are you doing here? I came because I was forgot my bag in here on Friday and never got a chance to get it back. I figured I'd stop by and pick it up before school tomorrow," she says casually. You stare at her wide-eyed. "...Is something wrong?" She asks you. You shake you head no but reply, "I was.. uh, well I was hoping to practice volleyball drills for a bit." Your response surprises you, since you'd been happy to talk with people about it but never really played the sport, or seemed interested in doing so.

"We can't get in without the key, though, so--" you start, but Yachi cuts you off: "Oh, that's no problem, I'm the manager of the volleyball club! I thought I told you... Anyways, let me just make sure I have it on me--" she pauses and pats herself down until she finds a keychain in her pocket, "--we're good!" She says cheerfully.

Your bubbly friend unlocks the key to the Karasuno gym and pulls the basket of volleyballs out of the corner. You grab a ball and toss it up, lace your hands together and face your forearms towards the ceiling, and bend your knees to receive.

The toss was off so you have to shift to the left a little to receive it right, but the feeling of it bouncing off of your arms is so... exciting. You shuffle your feet quickly forward to get directly under the ball again and - POOMF - you hit it up perfectly again. The ball comes down once more and this time when you receive it, you decide to send it over and aim for the left corner of the court. You brace your arms, wait for the point of contact, shrug your shoulders and send the ball flying up... Over... And right inside the left lines on the other side of the net.

You pat yourself on the back for a second and continue doing some volleyball practice. You practice aiming your tosses and have Yachi (attempt to) give you some good sets for spikes. After about an hour and a half, the sun starts to disappear behind the hills. You pick up the balls with the new club manager and say your goodbyes before heading home.

Once you get to your room, you notice that your laptop is open so you decide to check your socials. You try to deny it but you know you're secretly hoping for a DM from Shoyo. As you scroll through your messages you start seeing chats that you hadn't opened in a good while. They don't interest you, though, because you just want to hear from that energetic tangerine-haired boy.

You slump onto your bouncy mattress and it seems to groan in agony as you get comfortable. Eventually your eyelids grow heavy and you decide to rest.

That next day, Hinata comes over to your house,  and you're just hopping into your neatest skirt when you open the door. You're ready for your study date, but before you can stay anything, he grabs your hand and almost drags you down the block to a wide field. As you're jogging beside him on that cloudy day, struggling to keep up, you sneak a glance at him and notice that he's looking happier than you'd ever seen him. You smile to yourself, look down, up again, and run faster to challenge his speed.

"No fair, you got a head start!" He pants, and you laugh.

Eventually you get to a large field with tall grass and a few dandelions.

"I... Need a break," you can barely get out as you bend over and breathe hard. Hinata does the same thing, and after a moment he says, "Hey, (Y/N), see that really tall blade of grass over there?" He says to you. "You mean the one that's taller than you?" You joke, and he scowls. "....Yeah, that one. I'll race you to it!" He taunts, and you gladly accept the challenge. Forgetting about school for a while, you sprint towards the grass towering over all the rest. He beats you, as always, but you don't care because even if you lost, you had more time to spend with him and that's all you needed.

By the time you reach the grass, you're both too weak to stand up, so you lay in the field, next to each other, hands just barely touching, and look at the clouds in the sky. You breathe hard and think about your best friend beside you, and feel yourself blush as you smile to yourself again.

It's quiet so as you push yourself up on your elbows, you try think of a way to start a conversation. "I, uh... I practiced some volleyball yesterday." You stumble over your words, but he perks right up at this, wide-eyed since you're not exactly the athletic type.

"Really?! How was it? Did you hit a spike? Did you practice your tosses? How were your receives? When the ball hit your arm did it go 'poomf?'" He bombards you with questions, doing the same movements he usually would on the court, since this is his area of expertise.

You try to answer him the best you can, "Well, actually, I did try to hit the ball over - Yachi, the new manager, tossed some balls to me - but they always hit the net... My sets were pretty good, and, I could control my receives!" You got excited near the end, almost bouncing, because the few times you practiced with Hinata, strangely, you struggled the most with your receives.

Hinata seems to remember that, because when you mention your improvement, he almost yells, "That's great Y/N! We should practice one day!" You agree with a giggle.

After a few minutes, the world seems to calm down, and so do you. Taking in loads of air at a time, you stare at the sky and try to trace shapes in the clouds.

"I miss you," Hinata says suddenly, almost under his breath. It surprises you and you go silent for a while. "I..I missed you too. A lot," you add, unsure of how to really respond.

He sits up and says, "I'm sorry we haven't talked, it was an accident. I got caught up in volleyball and my failing grades but-- but the few days I haven't seen you made me realize that I want you... More than you, or I, even know..." He trails off, playing with his fingers, and your heart skips a beat.

"I need you, (Y/N)." Hinata mumbles, staring at your bright (E/C) eyes. You nod, not knowing what to say. "Can I.. can I have you?" He asks, embarrassed. You nod again, harder, and grin at him. "Yeah," you just barely whisper, gazing at him as if he were the only thing in the world, and for that minute, he was.

He returns the smile, and it seems like, for that second that he does, the clouds go away, almost like they're making room for the ball of sunshine sitting next to you.

In that moment, with the (real) sun setting, and the dandelions swaying in the slight breeze, you realize that you do love this boy, and that you'd do anything for him. You move your hand slightly to the right so that your pinkie is resting on top of his. You sneak glances at him, and wonder if something's gonna happen.

Shoyo is quiet for the  rest of the time, and you don't kiss, but that's okay because...

Because he's yours. And you're his. And that's a better feeling than any kiss could've granted you.

|~Fin~|

AHHH I know there wasnt much action lol I just had to do this lol. As always thanks for reading <3

[pbandjesse]

My stomach is hurting me a bit. SweetP upset me and caused me to smash my finger on the ground. And I feel very very tired. But it was not a bad day at all. I just feel weird right now. 

I thought I slept okay last night. But I woke up at 930 so tired I was so upset. James was laying with me and I was like. I am so tired but I gotta get up. But then it was 1030 and I dont even remember sleeping but I wasnt any more awake. It sucked. And like I felt really weak. Enough that I couldnt get up. James eventually went and made me some toast to try to give me the energy to get out of bed. I asked him to make the bed on top of me before he went to make me toast and he did and that made me feel a little better. 

But actually getting up felt weird. I checked my phone and Alexi had texted me to ask to talk. And so I said sure, call me around noon. 

I took a shower and got dressed and waited for the call. But then at noon she texted me she would call soon but then didnt call for a half hour so I was sort of in a weird holding pattern. 

So while I waited I worked on pulling some clothes out of the closet to store and making some outfits. I will probably try to simplify my wardrobe a little more this week, because I have to much stuff out right now. But its alright. 

I did eventually talk to Alexi. And she was like very upset. We thought that camp was starting registration this week. But all of a sudden they were told they didnt get approval for the license and now everyone feels so thrown off and doesnt know why they said no. But while that sucks, she did say that the Y in general is looking to move us around to other places in the mean time while they try to figure stuff out. And that was a nice thing to hear. That they cared. 

So I said of course they could contact me about that. And I figured that would be in a week but nope, about a half hour after I got off the phone the woman, Lana, called me and said hey come see a site on wednesday, we want you to be a lead teacher, were going to match your hourly rate. And hey we might want to pick your brain about programing ideas. Welp! That was fast! I am not getting my hopes up because everything else has been so weird but I am excited to have something to look forward to. 

James was getting ready to leave as I was finishing my phone call. He was supposed to have off today but they called him in and now he'll be off with me tomorrow. He wore the new sweater I got for him and it looks so cute on him I am so glad I got it. Perfect cut on him. 

Once he left I sort of didnt know what to do. I did some cleaning. Organizing. I did the dishes. I put away the baked pasta James made me for lunch. I played a little bit more video games. I worked on froggies. It was a good time. 

I kind of bopped around doing all of that today. I would do a bit of each thing for short bursts. It was a nice time. 

I thought I wanted like sushi for dinner but I opted for a falafel instead. It took a while to get to me but it was very good when it got here. 

And then the mail came! And a bunch of my new supplies were here and I was very pleased. I am actually going to go play with some of those before I take a shower and get in bed. I hope James comes home quick. I am looking forward to a nice day together. We are going to pick up the car in the morning and then were hoping to go see some nature. 

I hope you all have a really nice day and sleep good. I hope waking up is easy. Goodnight!

[the-firebird69]

We've done this before and sometimes they stop their activities but right now they're committed they say but we don't know if we believe them and there's too many of them left so we have to attack them cuz they're conspiring to hit our people and we're going to plug their bunkers as many as possible we have them all picked and we're doing it and they're trying to come out and they can't and we're plugging tons of them and huge forces are going to the bunkers we're going to navigate them and what they see hitting them is really gross in them out as these huge Stone ships. I think it's Tommy f they're running to the holes it's about 2 billion each hole and same for the laser bases they're trying to get chips and they can't find any. But they know where they are they're all fighting over the ships already but now there's going to be about 3 billion octillion at each ship it's of size and area of course of them it's a huge fight and it's gigantic now tons of clones and tons of trumps and they're wiping each other out and more like are joining in and they're fighting over the ships it's a huge three way. It's probably the largest war or battle really on Earth ever now it's definitely just one of the fights over the ships is. At this rate there won't be any more cloning and we are blocking it off as they leave and tons of it's blocked in Midwest it's probably three quarters of Midwest is blocked and he said if we had a big enough for us we could block it off and they come in and they just get hit but we can't really do that only in certain areas so we're going to do that and with his technique plus more and it's going on now. And yeah they're going to blame Tommy f

It's a huge huge day gigantic day for us. And it's going to be bigger they're trying to go after hours and we're sending people. And robots and demons tons of them.

I don't want to be rude but Trump might be out tonight he's going pretty quick tomorrow is Cicero and after that it will be dumb and dumber and there might be another bank robbery in the middle but really it's going to be heat on Tuesday afternoon and then Wednesday probably evening is hurricane heist but this Tuesday makes a little sense but not total sense and still got people in some areas perhaps we have a report that says he has half but we don't believe that so they can't tell us but Tuesday afternoon he's talking about going to the Midwest and by then he's probably gone from there, I really thinks it happens maybe when they're driving the letter back. Back my postpone the date that usually it's kind of mean about things it only give her a son real a couple weeks if it got here in a normal manner and usually it doesn't so really you'd be mid October he's okay with that he'll get ready in a day the rest of the time you sit around anxious it's true too so it's not a big deal and yeah he'll have to call the airport shuttle you people are ridiculous he says you better clean those bugs out of there the tankers tons of people are a little paranoid and they're going to have to go check.

Tomorrow's a day where Trump gets up and shoots Mac. It's a huge day and Trump actually falls after doing that and he loses a ton of people tonight he's got a few more rounds left he has to go see he says. They're going to go down there and check to see if the robots are stolen by Tommy f they have data and Intel from him that says they are so they have to try and find them. It's going to be over for them shortly this huge Army is going down there and it's really a mix now it's Trump and he's going first is that 450 trillion out there now no he doesn't he's got another two billion octillion ready all over the world each hole and you know pretty soon that's going to be it we anticipate tonight he's going to run very low his clothing is plugged and Cicero starts tonight el dia de El sodato soldato is the day of the soldier and truthfully it is because it's going to get rid of him and a lot of soldiers have to fight this piece of garbage and the multitudes of his army will be stopped as well the cloning and it's going to be stopped by what he's doing but they have to do it our son says they have to attack the blockade and they have to attack the laser bases they just didn't know they had to and a lot of other people are figuring out they have to and Trump was sitting on it because he wanted to get his robots back and couldn't find out where they are someone said the caverns you said it makes sense cuz you can't see in there and will and build up the info and they're forced to

Thor Freya

[pbandjesse]

Sitting in James's apartment right now. I cleaned in here because every time I come here when I haven't been here a few days it seems like the whole place explodes. Every time. But it's fine. I'm having a nice day. There was a bit of a stressful moment this morning but everything has worked out since then. The morning was bad with the afternoon was good.

I slept okay. I woke up around 8 and laid in bed for a while. I was going to get out of bed at 9:30 but decided to just get up after I finish going through Tumblr. I got up and dressed. I love my makeup. There was no food I was interested in. My plan was to walk my sculpture to the dentist office and then bike down the harbor to see James before I got brunch and then went to the museum. All of that went wrong.

First off I walked all the way to the dentist office because the website said that they were open. But for whatever reason they were closed. I guess maybe there are by appointment only. And then I took the sculpture back home because I didn't want to carry it with me. And so I was annoyed and hot by the time I got back.

But I just left again to go down to the harbor. I got down there and got to say hi to James. And then I started going towards the museum. I went up to the shopping center and sat at the counter at the diner. Have a nice conversation with the guy next to me. And then I get a text from Jessica asking where I was. Because even though I asked multiple times this week what time I was supposed to be there. And was told I was supposed to be there at 12:30 because the party started at 1:30. I was apparently supposed to be there closer to 10 AM. Because the party actually started at 12 and I was supposed to be there an hour before the party began and a half an hour before the setup was allowed which was 11. That was not what I was told at all. When I talked to Jessica when she trained me on Wednesday she said to be here at 12:30 or I could even come as early as 12 if I felt like I needed some more time to set up. The schedule that was sent out so that the program are supposed to do was from 2 to 3. If the party started an hour before the program and I was supposed to be here an hour before the party that means I should be there at noon. But the email they sent out yesterday said that the program were happening until 2:30. Okay. But the schedule still said in the email that I was scheduled from 12 until 2:30. There was nowhere in any of the information I was supposed to be there at 10:30 am. No one ever said this to me and so I was waiting on my breakfast and was really really upset. Jessica text me and I told her what are you talkin about I'm not supposed to be there for an hour. But apparently the party people were already there. So I switched my food to a to-go order and got over there as fast as I could but I was still a half an hour late. I was really angry. Multiple times I had checked about what time I was supposed to be there because this was my first birthday party and I didn't want to mess it up. No one told me anything about being there closer to 10:30 or 11. So that gave me so much anxiety and I was very upset.

Thankfully the birthday party people were great. They were a lovely family and we're super understanding and seemed to really like me. But I think it affected their lack of a tip at the end of the birthday. It's fine but after being told by multiple other people that they get tips at birthday parties I was a little perturbed that my being late because of being misinformed probably affect the back. It's fine. But still.

But the birthday party was fun. I helped them set up and got everything I needed. I went and had my lunch that I brought with me from the diner. I set up the program. The birthday boy was very tall for 8 and was a real big sweetheart. The whole group of boys that was at the party were very loud but a good time was still had by all. I really wanted one of their cupcakes but I wasn't going to ask. I gave him a mini tour and turned on some machines for them. Left them in the video game exhibit before they had their lunch. Then came and got them and did the roller coaster project for about 40 minutes. Because the mom felt they were being a little bit too crazy. But that's okay. Two of the four groups actually built the roller coasters. The birthday boys groups decided to beat each other with the tracks. So the mom made him sit out for a few minutes. Still a really fun time.

Everything got cleaned up pretty quickly. They help me put the tables back and they really didn't need me for much of clean up time. So I kind of hovered but didn't want to be in the way but also didn't want them to think I wasn't willing to be there to help. But it all happened really fast and I was out of there by 2:30.

But because I had been so stressed about everything I felt bad and didn't want to go home. So I went back to the harbor and went to Marshalls. I got a new Sleeping pack for my face because I've been getting real bad dry skin again. And I got the cutest little jumper but I'm going to wear tomorrow. It's yellow and I love it so much. I went to go get James a hug at Taney and then I came home.

I got catcalled a lot on our way home today. Don't know why. But it was whatever. Had a couple conversations with my cat callers. Don't know why but I did.

Then I got home and got cleaned up. Lay down for a little while but I didn't want to be in my apartment. Someone's coming to see it at 10:30 tomorrow morning and I just felt uncomfortable. I wanted to get pizza and go sit here at James's place.

So that's what I did. I got here and I cleaned and organized. I brought one bag of stuff over and put those things away. And then I realized that my belly button ring was missing. So I went back home to get another one. It's not my favorite but it's fine. I came back here and as I was walking out my bike James rode past me and we waved at each other and said hi. He was going to his other job at the theater. But he'll be back later.

I order food and waited for it to get here. Once it did I changed and had two slices of pizza and 1/2 of a thing of mac and cheese. And now I'm just chilling. The silk that I bought for the bullet bar came so I'm figuring out the best length for that. Stretches way more than I was anticipating. But I think I have it at a good left now. Going to play around with that.

James has an overnight tomorrow but we have the whole morning and afternoon together. Maybe we'll go to the farmers market. I don't know what will happen. I just hope that it's a nice day. I hope you all sleep well tonight. Be safe out there. Good night!