#he wouldnt be very close with any of his companions. and as an elven circle mage. he felt out of place in the world
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#yolanda talks#i would romance morrigan with a female surana so i can do my gay mage x mage romance in da:o#but since i cant instal mod on ps3....i have to make a male surana to achieve that mage x mage romance in dao albeit its not gay#my male surana is called Esther and dude is just...too tragic? im not so sure if morrigan is his true love tbh#he's a very talented mage(duh its kinda the prerequisite). got an aloof exterior. a proud man. imagine if dorian is born in the south#i imagine he'd be something like that version of dorian. and he'd be all for survival first. he knows mages r vulnerable in circle#and he's determined not to fall prey to undercurrent that comes in the form of templars taking away his power and emotion#it'd be odd that such survival first and proud talented mage would be friends with someone weaker. like jowan#but Esther just got a soft spot for jowan. (yeah btw hes bi and they fucked lol none of my ocs is straight). he'd hate to admit it tho#he framed it as a purely physical thing. and remained friends with jowan until he realized it was too late#i envision this guy to be a combination of mai and azula from atla. hes got azula's flair but not her borderline psychopathy#(azula isnt actually a psychopath tho) Esther comes off more apathetic. like Mai. confident and calculated like azula#and when i say he's got azula's flair i dont mean hes like. flirtatious bad boy u might think he is. i dont like that kind of male character#everything he does. he does to survive. hes more calculated and observant. not ann attention seeker at all.#can be very persuasive if needed. a master manipulator. but he would not risk drawing unnecessary attention to do it#he would admire morrigan for her talent as a mage and ability to survive due to being BOTH a woman and a mage#i suppose morrigan would appreciate his approval in her *survival first* mentality. but hes still like. u know. willing to help ppl. lol#i think they might still find each other somewhat of a kindred spirit. and it'd be a slow build friendship at first#whats the tragic abt this character is...i know hes in love with jowan. jowan isnt tho. and u know he'd eventually lost jowan anyways#he wouldnt be very close with any of his companions. and as an elven circle mage. he felt out of place in the world#he doesnt belong with the dalish. he knows he wouldn't. he doesnt belong with city elves either. despite i'd imagine hes from an alienage#and he never fit in with the human mages growing up in the circle. when he sees the world. he doesnt see a place for him#everything he does. he did them to survive. everything except what he did for jowan. he took a risk...for him.#he has always been genuine with jowan. very unusual for him. and he lost jowan. idk if he'd have what he had with jowan. with morrigan#plus hes an arcane warrior...and a blood mage. blood magic is taking a toll on him and hes mostly keeping it a secret#he doesnt trust himself to not explore insidious potentials of blood magic. and hes terrified of hurting ppl#unlike with my hawke. who has merrill's support and around friends all the time. hes alone and isolated. having lost his first love#he might be very exhausted by the end and just...didnt mind if he has to make the sacrifice to slay the archdemon#so there is a chance he'd die to slay the archdemon....................see. its just. too tragic. too sad#idk but he is quite a complicated character to unpack. and i wanna play as blood mage warden. so i might explore this route
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