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rurinnfane · 3 months ago

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I’m starting new meds tomorrow that have the potential to be extremely beneficial to my health but might make me sicker before I get better (and I will be traveling during my first month on them)

I’m anxious about big pills, and I’m anxious about feeling worse, but I’m also just so tired of feeling anywhere between meh and awful all the time that. I’m just anxious

#if these work for me then the diagnosis of what’s wrong with me is uhhhh. very much not at all what I thought I had #sucks for a doctor to tell you ‘you’re in your 20s and having these symptoms? I’m so sorry’#like… tell me about it? but also oof 😥#he was very cool about my pill anxiety tho and said I can dissolve the capsules into apple sauce if necessary so #I might have to buy a lot of apple sauce #if it means treating my chronic illness then bring it on #this is the first time a doctor has listened to my concerns and wants to treat root causes instead of symptoms so I am BEGGING

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