#he was like hehe petite asians. small waist. some ns'f'w stuff. and he even included weight which was like... 80lbs and i. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

vanityloves · 4 years

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its really hard for me to imagine my f/os liking me w/o it being a joke or where i dont respond poorly (at least in my head)? they say “i love you” and im like “i’m sorry for your loss.” and i leave the room - do you see the issue.

#or i say poggers. i #i was gonna say its ok to rb but with the tags. maybe not lol #d.o.n.o.t.r.e.b.l.o.g #brainworm ivy #this is why //i// cant ship with them. self inserts though? they can be serious #haha brrr i remember looking up why i lose feelings for someone once they return them and it was like #'you probably have self image issues and thought THEYD have better tastes than to like you. so this is why you feel disgust'#n i was like lol read me to filth yet again quora user #im remembering that one time i was actually gonna get into a ldr and then the guy ghosted me #and he started describing girls he liked that were Not Like Me in the slightest and like. i thought it was cringe at first but he was legit #i was booboo the fool though i was like awh hed take care of me :>#he was like hehe petite asians. small waist. some ns'f'w stuff. and he even included weight which was like... 80lbs and i.#n i started lowkey feeling bad. sdjhasfd #oh man i mad myself sad again :/#it wouldnt have been good for me anyways. i rmbr reading over our messages and hed only hmu if he was like.. yknow. sdjkfh #i hate me(n) *bonk*#idk how this post got here but yep #tumblr tagging system be like. my therapy sjdhfg #another guy that i shouldve given a chance was just really pushy ab me opening up. but he was really sweet n local u.u #he was nice but i was really bad to him like. i scared him into leaving me alone bc he made me uncomfy #doesnt excuse what i did but i did come clean afterwards #this other MAN was interested in me and he was chill until i said i was chattin to other people. he got super possessive n it like #haha....no.#so i dipped but i KEPT talking to him bc it kept matching us when id make a new account #now that im remembering that i wonder if he still works at that mall... i forgot ab him #but he was like 35 haha #but we were both into culinary so :)! i was like awh bonding. friend.#im not smart !! i said male attention please pleas eplease pleas eple ase peleasd[leplsd esdpelada

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