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#he was also apparently worried about md when i got covid so im just hh im confused n i wanna be friends but what happened between is was so
jadeneppy · 4 years
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#xzzt#ouhh i forgot about my old art blog n triggered myself#hhh i still miss them n their name is still in my top tags when i searxh for stuff#this sucks ass its happening again where i shake my head when i remember triggering stuff#mussle spasm or some shit but hhh#names n things my tags :>>#qmq#been feeling really lonely n left out of things with my friends irl#they were planning a party n didn't invite me so idk. theyre gonna be drinking n probs getting high so id just be there sitting#specially sinxe the guy who reported me was invited hh#i helpped him clean up the bakery the other day n he was givin out high-fives so i was surprised he highfived me as well#he was also apparently worried about md when i got covid so im just hh im confused n i wanna be friends but what happened between is was so#traumatizing that it lead me to doubt stuff n then spiral n then be fuckin mean to who i cared about the most in the world#so hhhhhhh#man#6 am n being reminded about my fuck ups fuuuun#anyway i miss you and i hope you still love drawin n ur comic is fun to work on#ik its probs weird n you. might not even look at my blog but you're still important to me#maybe you're looking at my blog n mocking me like we did to klug n ned but idk i could never hate you#i always said that and I meant it. id never come to hate you because u were always afraid of it. like in#like in your dreams you said i hated you and it made you sad. i still dream of you and remember old things we use to talk about#i haven't looked at our old dms but i can still remember some#im rambling again but yeah i hope you're doing fine n have a happy new year#sometimes i feel like you'll send me a message just to tell me to shut up but maybe thats just my subconscious#i miss everyone i miss talking to you guys#i should sleep so goodnight
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