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r3esieeee · 4 years ago

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Beautiful Flower 🥀

Pairings: Jeon Jungkook x reader; Idol! Jungkook x Bestfriend! reader; Yoongi x reader (platonic)

Genre: Hanahaki Au, Angst, Fluff if you squint your eyes.

Warnings: mention of blood, throwing up, death, badly written lime, slight violence, disease, badly written angst and suffering. Extremely annoying because of the OC's stupidity.

Summary: In which Lee Hwayoung suffered from Hanahaki Disease for loving her best friend, Jeon Jungkook.

originally posted by aestheticstuffandthings

I don't know if it's counted as reader insert because I gave the character a name for the sake of the plot but feel free to imagine her as who you want her to be. I actually posted it on wattpad first before deciding to post it here on tumblr so I hope you guys like it. Thank you.

Hanahaki. A disease came from assume unrequited or one-sided love. The people who reported suffering from this disease was said to cough up and vomit flower petals from a flower blooming inside their lungs, suffocating them as the roots wrap itself on their heart and lungs until it eventually kills them.

She was born around thousands of flowers, at the middle of a flower field. Her mother owns a flower shop and that basically what keeps them alive, well-fed with roofs above their head. She grown to love the flowers as it helps her cure her anxiety back then. But she didn't know that those flowers will also be the cause of her death.

She met him at the tender age of Ten, at the flower shop her mother owned. She can still remember how Jungkook looks back then, doe eyes wide in innocence as he walks timidly to the counter to ask for a flower he can give to his mother for her birthday.

That wasn't the last time they seen each other. Destiny brought them together when they entered 5th grade. It was her first day on new school as she was a transferee and Jungkook, having seen her before, he approach her first and ask her to be his friend. She nearly cried when he came to her, with a hand outstretched and doe eyes glistering with innocence. She's new and no one wants to be friends with her.

They hang out almost everyday, became bestfriend and inseparable. She was one of the few people who urge him to follow his dream of becoming a singer. She supported him and had been there with him when he audition for SuperstarK. She's there when he failed the audition and when he was offered by seven companies to train with them. She was one of the first people who believed on him.

She was one of the people who had been there since the beginning, when they only have thirty-two fans who showed up on their fanmeeting. When they were only starting and struggling for their dreams.

They basically grew up together, his family treating her as their own and vice versa. There comes to the point where Jungkook would suddenly show up in front of her door, pulling her towards a restaurant or an arcade for some impromptu hang out. Despite of their growing popularity, Jungkook wasn't afraid of being shown with her. Partly because ARMY knows who she is and that she's been there first before anyone else. Most of them respected her as she was the first ARMY that supported their idols. She's like their ancestor, their mother, the beginning.

Since they were friend---best friends rather, it wasn't a surprise if she's close with the other members too. They treat her as their friend, companion, sister, even daughter. They treat her like their own member and she had been seen on some of their bangtan bombs. When she visits the dorm, they would always hog her, teasing Jungkook as she seem to enjoy being with them than spending time with him. The boy would whine, pouting on the couch until she would come and pinch his cheeks, sitting beside him and leaning her head on his shoulders. It was like their natural position, Jungkook would be sitting beside her and her head will always fall on Jungkook's shoulder. They're always cuddling, making the boys coo at how cute the maknaes are.

She knew Jungkook's cute obsession and feelings towards his celebrity crush, IU and the boy believes that he's his first love so when she saw him interacting with his said soulmate, she didn't know why she felt a dull stabbing pain on her heart and how her lungs begin itching like she wanted to vomit. Her throat constricts as she somehow felt suffocated, feeling something blocking her airways. She felt a knot forming on her stomach as her body ache in the most uncomfortable way. She shrugs it off.

Jungkook pursue his feelings with Jieun. They became friends until Jungkook confessed and then they started to go on dates. She watches all of that to happen. She was there when Jungkook came to her apartment one night, buzzing with joy as he tells what happen to the date with his crush and how Jieun returns his feelings but wanted things to slow down.

"I wouldn't worry about that stupid flower disease! My true love loves me back!" he chimed in joy as pull her beside him, enclosing her into a hug as he continues to tell her about their date. It was magical and romantic, he stated.

At that time, the pain comes back it was doubled. She cannot help but to gasp as she doubles on pain, holding her chest and putting pressure on it as if it will help with the pain she's feeling. Her eyes waters, throat constricting once more as her breathe begins to labor. Jungkook didn't notice it at first but eventually did when he heard her sob.

"Are you okay? What's happening to you?!" he would ask in worry. At that time, she wanted nothing but to sassed him but she can't as she felt a sharp stabbing pain between her ribs. She let out a choked sob as she felt her chest tightens, almost like there's someone squeezing her lungs and heart.

Jungkook was panicking, he didn't know what to do and he's out of his mind as he helplessly clutch her vulnerable body around his arms, doe eyes glistening with unshed tears as he caress her back as if it will help with the pain.

As sudden as it came, the faster it ebbs away. It's like it wasn't even there before. She suddenly can breathe again and the pain subsides. Her tears still running freely on her cheeks, she doesn't even know that she's crying.

"I'll call 119." he finally stated, fishing his phone on his pocket carelessly as he begins to touch the screen. But before he can call the emergency hotline, she snatches the phone away from him.

"Yah! Hwayoung-ah!" Jungkook chided in disbelief, doe eyes widen in mixture of worry and disbelief.

"No need to call emergency. I'm okay now." She stated, although still weak but she manage.

"You're okay now but what if it's something that we should report immediately? Do you have asthma? Heart disease or something?" he asks.

"Not that I know. It's probably nothing. Don't worry." she didn't know if she's still answering Jungkook or convincing herself that it was nothing to worry about.

Jungkook would look at her for a straight minute, scanning her face noticing how it paled and how sweat build up like tiny diamonds on top of her skin. He's sure it's something to worry about but he didn't want to push it out off her. He knew Hwayoung, she would come to him and tell him what's really happening eventually.

After that incident, it didn't happen again. Her life continues to go on, Jungkook and Jieun's romance is blossoming like a bud of perfectly shaped tulip in Spring. Everything was brought back to normal. or so she thought.

It was one of the normal nights, she was sat in front of her vanity mirror as she put on her night cream on her face when she suddenly felt like coughing. Feeling something bulbous lodge on her throat and she felt somethig tickles on her lungs. This triggers her to cough rather convulsively. Her throat was raw and scratchy as she tries to dislodge what ever blocking her airways as it begins to hinder her breathing. Her eyes waters as she cough violently to the point she begins to feel sick.

She immediately bolted towards her bathroom, opening the cover of her toilet as prepare to retch out the thing that's blocking her airways. She expected it to be the ramyeon she ate earlier or the banana milk she drunk before she brushes her teeth but what came out of her mouth shook and confuses her. A single petal of white rose.

She's confused at first but when she came back to her senses, she immediately dashed towards her laptop and search up what she thinks she have.

Her stomach lurch and heart ache as she confirm her thought. She's infected with Hanahaki Disease and she knows exactly who causes this.

"I'm inlove with Jungkook?" she whispers to herself. She finds herself being lost in the memory lane.

She doesn't knew when it exactly starts but alas, you really wouldn't know when you will fall in love with a person. There's no symptoms or tell-tale like what they describe in the book. It just suddenly comes without you knowing and the next thing you knew, you were hacking up flower petals and there's a whole garden blossoming inside your lungs and slowly killing you. How cruel would it be? She fell in love with her bestfriend that she knew wouldn't reciprocate her feelings as he was already in love to someone that when compared to her, she's nothing.

No, she doesn't hate or feel bitter towards Jieun as she knows nothing about her. She doesn't have anything to do with what's happening to her. They're not even in a relationship and she's just her bestfriend. Just a little sad of how unfair the world is on her.

She decided not to tell anyone about her predicament, not even Jungkook. She decided to keep it to herself. Sometimes, at night, as she hacks up flower petals on the bathroom while she's sprawled on the cold tiled floor, she thinks of getting a surgery to remove the seeds growing on her chest. She did consider it but when she's about to go and schedule an operation to the hospital, she would cower and back out.

No matter how she fear dying, no matter how she felt pain whenever Jungkook is around, she can't make herself to remove the seeds and roots slowly killing her. She heard that most patients having the seeds surgically remove suffer from side effects such as forgetting all of the memories with that someone, some even says that even their feelings disappears with the infection and some says that if you really really love that someone, you might die at the middle of the surgery. She doesn't want to risk that. Despite of the pain, she wants to keep all of her memories with Jungkook, she still wants to feel the euphoric feeling of hanging out with him and she still wants to feel the effect he gave her whenever he smiles those bunny smiles.

Her disease was quickly evolving yet slowly killing her. The once couple of petals becomes a whole bud of roses. Aside from petals, she throw up blood too as the thorns of the roots wrapping itself on her lungs and heart were stabbing her insides, scratching her throat when she hacks up.

She plans on not telling anyone but obviously she failed. She's suffering from the disease for almost a year now. Each day, her symptoms becomes worser, she's coughing up more roses and she knew that once she cough out a whole bouquet, it will be the end for her. Her health is deteriorating and it was evident on her physical appearance too. She became relatively paler and breathing becomes a chore. Thanks to cosmetic, she was able to hide those ugly bags on her eyes. She didn't know how nobody notices her sudden change of appearance until it crosses her mind that maybe, nobody really cares about her.

Jungkook had been busy with Jieun and the other members were busy with practicing for their comeback. She's with Yoongi as they both making new music for the album. The CEO had saw potential on her composing skills and he offered her a job to be one of BTS' producers and she accepts, helping the rap line in making new songs.

She was sat beside Yoongi, busy with monitoring the beat they were making when she felt itch on her throat. The next thing Yoongi knew, she bolted out of the studio and into the bathroom. Not bothering to close the door behind her as she collapse on the floor and retched out roses.

Yoongi, worried about her follows her to the bathroom, witnessing how she collapse to the floor and throw up buds and petals of roses. His eyes was frozen to the roses slowly filling up the floor, splotches of blood on the petals as Hwayoung violently throw up roses on the floor.

He snapped out of his thought when she begins to sob, immediately going to her side to aid her, caressing her back as he gather her long hair to keep it from covering her face as she continues to vomit bloody roses.

When she calmed down, Yoongi looks at her seriously, asking, "Who is he?"

Hwayoung kept quiet, not really wanting to answer his question. Yoongi looks like he was about to punch anyone, eyes darken in fury as his teeth clench in anger.

"Who is he, Hwayoung? Fucking answer me." his voice was low but there's a stress on each of his words. She knew Yoongi is getting pissed as his satoori accent slipped out.

She cannot help but to broke out in a painful sob as she says in between her cries, "Jungkook." Just the thought of him makes her to vomit roses.

"How long?" his cold voice begins to soften, it was clear that he's keeping his nerve at bay.

"I-I don't know b-but I started vomiting exactly one year ago." she answers, "I don't want to die, Yoongi. I want to live. I-I can't die. I haven't reach my dream yet. I-I w-want to be a successful producer and I still w-want to s-see yo-you guys f-flourish." her voice is vulnerable as her body collapse on Yoongi's arms.

"That fucking kid---" he was about to stood up when Hwayoung gripped to his clothes tightly.

"No, Yoongi. Don't tell anyone. Please, I'm begging you. I don't want him to love me just because he pity me. I don't need pity. I do want him to love me back but I don't want to force it out on him."

"You'll undergo surgery. You doesn't want to die right? Come with me, I'll accompany you to the doctor now." said Yoongi, although his voice was cold, there's still worry laced on his tone.

"No surgery. I don't want to undergo surgery."

"Why not?!" he finally snapped, his grip on Hwayoung tightens. He couldn't understand her, she doesn't want to die but she also doesn't want to undergo surgery? What does she wants then?

"I don't want to forget him nor my feelings for him. I don't want to be like my mom who lives her remaining life like an empty shell just because she lost her ability to feel!" she shouted but as she finishes her rant, her voice dropped down into a sob, "I prefer to die than to live like an empty shell. I rather die happy with all of my memories with him intact than to live completely forgetting him and lose my ability to feel."

Yoongi cannot believe her. How could she choose to suffer and live her remaining days on earth feeling hurt and knowing that the guy she loves is the one slowly killing her. To be honest, he doesn't want her to die. She's like his sister and he doesn't want his younger sister to die.

The following days, after Yoongi had learned the truth, he dotted on her, constantly checking her if she was okay or if she feels like vomiting. It's seems like she only vomit when Jungkook was around or when she's thinking about him so Yoongi did anything to redirect her thoughts away from the maknae. Which is completely hard seeing that she always thinks of him no matter what happens.

The other members notices the changes and how Yoongi acts around her. Jungkook noticed and before she knew it, he begins to distance himself, always with Jieun and even neglecting their practices. The media saw them together a couple of times and this spark issues and rumors but Jungkook didn't care, even if he's always being scolded by the CEO and their Manager.

One night, Jungkook came home to their dorm, drunk and was a wretched. Hwayoung was there because Yoongi pick her up so he could monitor her. He immediately went for comfort to Hwayoung, enclosing her into a hug as he sob on her shoulders. She didn't have the time to react as Jungkook collapse on her, sobbing. It pains her to see him like this, crying because of another girl. A girl that wasn't her. It happens to be that Jieun wants to end anything between them, said that anything that they have wouldn't work out because of their career.

Yoongi was about to rip Jungkook away from her when he saw her swallow what he thinks to be flowers itching to go out of her mouth. The skinship was triggering another attack and worsening the situation but Hwayoung silently signals him to keep still and let him hug her. Of course, Yoongi cannot do anything despite of wanting to rip Jungkook away and punch him on the face so he would wake up to his stupidity.

Days passes by quickly, days becomes weeks, weeks becomes month and month becomes a year. As time passes by, Hwayoung can feel her body slowly giving up. It was so painful just to breathe.

Thankfully, Jungkook didn't experience throwing up flowers after his break up with Jieun or didn't show any signs of having the disease. He thought that maybe, he wasn't really that in love with IU, maybe it was just his hormones and the fact that he idolizes her for long that made him think that he's in love with her.

Hwayoung and Jungkook begins to hang out with each other, their forgotten bond is slowly healing and coming out once again. Hwayoung wants to spend her remaining time in earth with the man she loves because she knows that it is near her time. She can feel it coming as her symptoms gets worser everyday.

And the inevitable day comes, she was with the members on their typical movie night created by her. She wants to maximize and create memories with the new family she comes to love so she made friday to be their movie night. No matter how busy the members are, they will drop anything for this movie night.

She was sat beside Jungkook on their usual position, with her head leans on his shoulder as they laugh at the comedy movie they were watching when she felt the bile on her throat. Knowing full well, she immediately excuses herself and rush towards the cr.

Half way through the cr, she couldn't help it. She fell on the hardwood floor as she vomits the flowers from her insides. Blood and red roses scattered on the floor as she violently vomits.

The members, having heard the thud and her vomits immediately rush towards her, seeing her on her most vulnerable state, being sprawled to the floor at the middle of the bloody roses as she continues to vomits blood, not even roses anymore, just pure blood.

She had reach her limit.

Jungkook's heart broke at the sight of her hacking up blood and struggling to breathe. He was frozen on his spot, unable to process anything.

It was only when Hwayoung dropped to the floor on top of the blood, unconscious when he was snapped out of his thought. Jungkook tripped on his own foot as he rush towards her, turning her around so he could see her face. He choke up on his sob, seeing the blood around her mouth and how she looks pale and dead. N-no she can't be.

Without any thoughts, he quickly lifted her up, screaming to his hyung to bring her to the hospital which the others immediately snapped and run to get the keys.

The way to hospital was painful and nerve wrecking. She's still alive, he knows it as she cough when he completely lays her to her back. Thinking that the stem on her throat might be choking her, he readjusted her position.

Jungkook kept talking to her, begging her to hold on and to don't leave him, his hand clasped on her hand and their fingers were intertwined. Jungkook brought their intertwined hands to his lips, deeply placing a kiss.

"Don-Don't leave me please. Keep fi-fighting, Hwayoung-ah. Please, I love you."

The irony of this is almost amusing if not because of her being literally at the middle life and death. Her name, Hwayoung literally means Beautiful Flower and she was born at the middle of the flower field. The half of her identity was the one who's killing her right now and the one who took her mother's life when her father cheated on her.

The surgery was painfully long as they wait for the doctor to come out of the surgery room. Jungkook sat on the waiting chair, his head was bowed as his heart was breaking every second passes by knowing she's still on the operating room, probably fighting for her life.

"Wh-who?" Jungkook's voice was full of pain and sorrow, "Who causes her this? W-who's the guy who did this to her? Why can't they see how amazing that girl is. How can they reject her?"

Yoongi stood up, walking to the maknae as he sat beside him, placing a palm on his back to somehow comfort him, "The thing is, she wasn't rejected but she chose to hide it because she was afraid of being rejected or being pitied."

"You knew?" Jungkook turn to his hyung, disbelief clouded his dark eyes, "You knew and you didn't tell me?!" he then grab Yoongi on the collar and was about to punch him if not because of Jin and Namjoon who pulled him away. Taehyung, Hoseok and Jimin going to the middle to prevent a fight to ensue.

"ALL OF YOU KNEW AND NOBODY EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME?! HER BESTFRIEND?!"

"Jungkook, calm down. We didn't know. No one did aside from him and her." Namjoon tried to talk to the maknae to calm her down but Jungkook was beyond mad and hurt as he tried to trash around their grip and throw a punch to Yoongi. The three eventually help in restricting Jungkook as the maknae was to strong.

"We could've save her! You knew and you didn't even convince her to get it surgically remove?! Tell me who the fucking guy was so I could kill him for what he did to my girl! To my bestfriend!"

Yoongi's jaw clench so as his knuckle, "IT'S YOU, IDIOT! YOU'RE THE ONE WHO MADE HER SUFFER! YOU'RE HIS BESTFRIEND AND YOU DON'T EVEN NOTICE HOW SHE LITERALLY WEAKENS AND STRUGGLE TO LIVE!" he broke down, tears running freely on his cheeks, "You don't know how hard I tried to convince her to undergo surgery but she's so hardheaded because she doesn't want to forget any of your memories, she doesn't want to forget you and her stupid feelings for you! You're killing her."

The other members were left dumbfounded and in a sobbing mess at the revelation. It's too much to take in.

Just then, the doctors made his appearance, "Who's the one the patients in love with?" his question was confusing but no one answers. They just stood her, looking at Jungkook who visibly frozen on his spot.

"I'm taking it it's you," the doctor said, "Are you alright, young man? Do you feel sick? How about your throat? Do feel like vomiting"

This made the members confused as they look at Jungkook. Is he---

"What happened to her? Is she alright?" he asks instead, panic laces his voice as he looks at the doctor with so much hope. If she survive, I will not let her slipped away from me again.

"She's alright," at this, the members visibly relaxes, "You're lucky that you got to her on time. Any seconds late, she would be dead by now and you would suffer a lot. The roots and the thorns had wrapped on her heart and lungs had disappeared into dust but we still need to remove some of the thorns that pierces her organs but nothing to worry about, it's not that deep and life threatening as the real threat was taken care of. Actually, she's awake right now and she's recovering just fine," he then turn to Jungkook, "I suggest you go see and talk to her first. Just don't stress her out as she was fresh from surgery but you guys need to talk about this now. She's on Room 713." with one last pat on the shoulder, the doctor was out.

***

Jungkook slowly enters the room, seeing Hwayoung leaning back to the head of the hospital bed, looking at the window at the side as she have a peaceful look on her face.

Hearing the sound of the door and the footsteps, she turn around to face him. Jungkook's heart somersault on his ribcage seeing her smile.

Oh how he hadn't realized that her smile was the smile he wanted to wake up with, not Jieun's, not anyone but her. He's so stupid to confess.

The truth is, Jungkook had been in love with her just as long as she was in love with her. He did have the disease and lied to everyone that he's just fine, he's just not aware that Hwayoung have it worse. He tried many times to confess but always chickened out, worrying about their friendship that might be destroyed once he confessed and everything turns wrong so when he talk to IU that one award night, he took it as an opportunity to forgot his feelings towards her, to only ended up loving her harder. He didn't know that she was suffering and slowly dying because of her. If only he knows, he would have confess to her immediately.

At the end of the day, both of them were stupid.

"You're an asshat for almost killing me." was the first sentence she had uttered the moment their eyes met. Jungkook felt his world crushed down, throat itching as he felt a flower bud threatening to come out of his mouth. She hates me.

"But you know, I love you and I thank you for saving me." this took him in surprise.

"W-what?"

"Stupid, I said I love you."

Jungkook smiles, feeling lighter when she said those three words, "Can you repeat it?" he said with a foolish smile on his face, walking towards him.

"I love you. I love you Jeon Jungkook despite of being the reason why I nearly died but I'm stupid so I still love you."

"You don't hate me for what I've done?"

"I want to but my heart and mind agreed to not get mad at you because you know why? I love you to the point that I will gladly accept death if it means you'll be happy, I love ---hmmm"

Jungkook grab her head, pulling her into a kiss which muffled what she was saying. He cannot help but to smile while their lips molded together when she reciprocate it, pulling him deeper.

Jungkook lightly push her to lie on the bed, hovering over her while still not breaking the kiss. The innocent and passionate kiss turned sinful, all of their pent up emotion and tension finally breaking out from their cage.

It was when Jungkook involuntarily grind his hips on her's, groaning in pleasure when his harden tent came in contact with her clothed crotch and Hwayoung's yelp of pain did they snap out of what they were doing.

"Fuck! Are you okay? I'm sorry!"

"Can we do it when I completely healed up? I'm fresh from the surgery and I think we can't do something extreme." she stated with a blush dusted on her cheeks, earning a chuckle from Jungkook as he climbed out of her and instead lay beside her, cuddling closely to her as the bed was too small yet gently to not hurt her.

"But you should know that once you recover and completely heal, you might not able to walk after we're done." he smirk which earned a slap from the lass.

"I love you, Lee Hwayoung, my Beautiful Flower."

~end~

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1800-seungshine · 7 years ago

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birthday tears.

member: park woojin genre(s): fluff, romance, best friend!woojin summary: another year means another birthday to go all out and this time you were certain that you were going to make woojin cry but somehow, you find the tables have turned because after the long wait of seeing each other, you missed him. a lot more than you imagined. (requested - bullet point format) word count: 2.2k note: dedicated to life ruiner, cute snaggletooth baby park woojin ;; wheezes it’s his birthday today and so what better way to celebrate than to write!! goodness gracious i swear scintilla’s becoming woojin-centric, step aside ong someone’s taking over this damn lane jk jk. oh oh and thank you woojin anon for requesting < 33 it means so much

p.s. y’ALL IM SHOOK I DIDN’T EXPECT GETTING GOING OVER 100 NOTES FOR ‘IN LOCKED WITH YOU’ LIKE WHATDA- THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE REBLOGS, LIKES AND FOLLOWS ;;; < 33

you’ve been best friends with woojin for a long time

no one knows him better than you

bc you both had each other for practically all your life

were you and woojin the definition of bff goals?? hek yeah

you’ve always been his number one supporter

from his decision to being an idol

to going with him during superstarK auditions

to encouraging him when he was a jyp trainee and even when he transferred to bnm

to never missing an episode of produce 101 and always voting for him

all the way till he joined wanna one

you’re always there for him and you always will be

and vice-versa

you’ve both leaned on each other through all the hard times

laughed during the good times

and everything in between

back then as kids and before he decided to pursue the career of being an idol, it was you who depended on him

he was always the first person you ran to

he was the one who you cried to

he was your go-to when you were feeling down

he was first when it came to everything and anything

even love

you didn’t expect falling for park woojin - the guy you knew all your life, the one who you grew up with, the person you considered a close friend, so close that you believed he was like family

but circumstances changed, feelings grew and your perspective broaden

to the point where you had no choice but to accept that you were falling for your best friend

yet you didn’t want to selfishly hold him back when you knew how much he wanted to pursue his dream

so woojin was your first love

the first love you never confided to

and the first love you had let go

whilst you both matured as you grew up, you eventually pushed your feelings aside as the tables began to turn

bc unlike before, woojin depended on you

you were the one he first calls

you were the person he leaned on

you were his go-to when things got too hard and the hardships of trying to reach his dream became overwhelming

wowowow this sounds so sad and sappy okay gonna light up the mood from now on i promise

but forget christmas, forget new years day, forget your own birthday

november second is your favourite day

why?? bc that was the day the lord decided to give you the best of friend you could ever ask for

every year you two would go super extra to celebrate one another’s birthday

like last year on your birthday, you came home with everything decorated and there was this huge teddy bear sitting on the corner of the living room

you knew it was from woojin bc duh who else would it be from

but what you didnt know was that he was hiding inside the teddy bear

and honestly you wouldn’t have suspected a single thing

if the damn stuff toy didn’t begin to move

you legit screamed and grabbed your baseball bat in case some weird ass munted hoe bursted through

but jokes on you it was just woojin screaming “hAPPY BIRTHDAY!!” whilst popping streamers and throwing confetti

his goal was to surprise you

and he did it so damn well you began crying

not tears of joy

just tears bc wth man why would you do that?

but dont chu worry boo his ass got kicked

his ass was further forgiven after he took you to the amusement park and treated you food

so with that in mind, you had the goal of making him shed a tear as revenge

doesn’t matter what kind of tear it is as long as that tear duct come into use

dang you were so excited to go all out

that you prepared everything one month prior his birthday

so with the help of the wanna one boys in sneaking woojin out

woojin ends up in this dance studio that you hired for the day

everything was dimly lit by these candles placed all over the room

and there’s this vcr that plays the slideshow you created with all your photos together since you were babies all the way till now

you also added photos that brought back his dark past to get him embarrassed

anndd then a video pops up of you with a breath-taking smile on your face, excitedly holding this ‘happy birthday’ banner

“about 18 years ago on this very day, some weird kid popped out into the world. can you guess who? that’s right! it’s you.” the video begins, showing you chuckling a little

“i swear i wasn’t planning to make this sappy but i’m going to anyway; i just want to thank you for putting up with my ass all these years - never have i faced a time where you weren’t there for me and i’m really really thankful to have you by my side. i know that you’re really busy and we haven’t seen each other but you can always run to me, you can always call me and i promise that i’ll try my hardest to be there for you, every step of the way like we always have and hopefully, like we always will. happy birthday idiot and take care of yourself.”

woojin starts feeling touched, remembering all the good times you two have

you two weren’t the type to verbalise things and instead expressed it through actions

yet hearing your words makes him even more grateful for all the times that you’ve been there

because even if you weren’t feeling the greatest, you pushed it aside in order to listen to his problems and help him

no matter what time of day it was, you always picked up his call

remembering all this reminds him that he couldn’t ask for anything more

because you were in his life

and you always will be

“happy birthday to you....happy birthday to you...”

a chorus of voices interrupt his thoughts and he spins around to see you and the rest of the wanna one members entering through the door with a cake in jisung’s hands

tears well up in his eyes as all the emotions overwhelm him

yet once his eyes meet yours, the world freezes almost as if time was slowing down

it’s been a long while since you saw him face to face

and he realises in that very moment how much he really missed you

bc despite all his offers of hanging out, you were cautious and worried that you’d cause trouble to his skyrocketing career

and you’d decline it even if you knew it was tempting and you knew he was disappointed every time you said no

there’s a slight hint of tiredness on his face but it doesn’t change the fact that seeing you made him brighter

meanwhile you were unable to breathe; he grew more handsome than he already was before and that snaggletoothed smile, you grew up seeing and loving, adorned on his face melted your heart once more

now that you’ve met face to face after a time that felt like eternity

you couldn’t help but to run to him

and he welcomed you with open arms as you snaked your arms around his waist

who cares if the wanna one members will use this later on to tease him

having you right in front of me makes him forget about everything else

and like a child, you begin to cry as you’re engulfed in his embrace

“yah, are you crying...?” woojin teasingly asks you as his hand reaches up to your head, stroking your hair gently while your bury your head in his chest

“s-shut up, meanie. i’m not crying!” you pull away before you look at him for a few seconds before bursting into tears once again

“ahhh this idiot, you’re such a crybaby.” he replies, wiping your tears with his sleeves. “and how am i mean? i’m offended.”

“i’ve seen you go through all the hard times, i’ve seen you cry because you wanted to give up and i’ve seen you push yourself over the limit for this dream and you’re telling me off for being a crybaby?” you say between sniffles before you try your hardest to manage a glare at his way

“and yes, you’re mean - you’re so mean for making my heart melt, you’re so mean for giving me butterflies in my stomach, you’re so mean for holding my hand and hugging me all the time without knowing how i feel, you’re so mean because no matter how much i try to hide my feelings, they continue to grow and it’s all your fault, park woojin.”

you suddenly quiet down as you realise what you’ve been rambling. “oh my god, my mouth went a bit too far.” you mutter as you harshly wipe your tears away

there’s silence between you two yet the rest of the wanna one members begin to snicker lightly to themselves

“this isn’t funny!” you whine before trying not to cry again bc you just exposed your own whipped ass

you avoid woojin’s gaze by hiding behind jisung who subsequently came in the middle of you two, still holding the cake

“so woojin! do you wanna blow the candles now before it ends up completely melting? but you have to make a wish first!”

woojin clears his throat, taking his eyes away from you “a-ah yes hyung,” he says before closing his eyes for a few seconds and opening them again to blow the candles

the rest of the guys, to lighten the slight tension in the atmosphere begin to clap and cheer, “happy birthday woojin!!”

but yknow it aint complete yet until someone gets teased

hence enter ong seongwoo’s ass (i love putting seongwoo everywhere, anywhere as you can tell by now)

“sO WOOJIN, WHAT DID YA WISH FOR BUDDY? ;)”

“yeah what did you wish for?” jisung grins cheekily at the younger guy

woojin’s ears start to go red, looking around before his gaze naturally land on you, “i just wished for something very very important.”

“OK YEH WHICH IS??” WINK WINK HONK HONK

“for y/n to always be by my side.” woojin shyly mumbles

sungwoon then joins in on the fun with a wide grin on his face, bringing his ear close to woojin, “sorry, what? can you speak up a little louder? we couldn’t hear.”

“yeah i’m a little deaf, hyung.” guanlin adds before a number of agreements and remarks gets thrown around the room causing noise

woojin simply sighs before yelling, “I SAID I WISHED FOR Y/N TO ALWAYS BE BY SIDE.”

much cringe. v cheese. im writing this and i cant even handle wowow

there’s just silence in the room before the wanna one members all grin happily at one another.

“oH wOw lOoK aT tHe TiMe - okay kids, time to go! we’ll see you later woojin byeeee.” minhyun calls out as he exits the door with the rest following beside him, not forgetting to snicker and tease

and then there was two

you and woojin

“so,,, what do you say?” he initiates, feeling a little nervous than usual bc good lord he’s liked you all this time since you two were little and every year he’d wish for that you’d like him back

you simply continue looking down, still avoiding his gaze; “you’re not kidding right...?”

“does it sound like i am?”

“no.”

“so....? i like you, you like me. the feelings’ mutual.”

“but what about-”

“don’t think about the but’s nor the if’s because i don’t care about those. i’ve liked you for as long as i’ve known you and honestly, i can risk everything and anything so long as you’re here. there’s no park woojin without y/n. i’m basically nothing without you.”

you look up as you send him a judging look, “did you just promote your upcoming comeback whilst confessing...?”

“that totally wasn’t intentional but what do you say?” woojin says to you grinning rather happily as his arms are wide open for you.

and having a soft spot for him, you eventually let out a sigh, “well if you put it that way...i don’t seem to have a choice, do i?” you say before going into his arms once more.

“this has got to be my best birthday present ever.” woojin sighs in content

“don’t think i’m still not done yet from my rant- do you know how much i wanted to vote for other trainees? yah, park woojin i voted for you every single performance - i wanted to vote for jihoon but because i liked you so much and you’re my best friend, i kept being loyal but here you were teasing me and calling me a crybaby. i’m not even kidding, oh my god- the amount of suffering i went through because of you; you should be glad i like you.”

“yes yes, i’m sorry. i won’t tease you again, crybaby.”

“it hasn’t even been a minute and you’re seriously tempting me to leave you for jihoon.”

“ah i was just kidding, y/n. don’t break up with me for my other pink sausage duo-”

“nOPE BYE WHERE’S THE DIVORCE PAPERS.”

“AWE COME ON I WAS KIDDING.”

#park woojin #woojin #woojin scenarios #woojin imagines #wanna one #wanna one imagines #wanna one scenarios #produce 101 #pd101 season 2 #another rushed scenario just so i dont miss woojin's bday #lmao lowkey already passed in sydney tho #happy woojin day #this blog isn't becoming woojin-centric i promise

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